April 05, 2004

MORE CREW MORE POO?

HEY EVERYBODY, ITS DEREK. I KNOW DID ONE BUT I WANTED TO SAY HI AS WELL. THE SHOWS HAVE BEEN AMAZING. RYAN SAID IT ALL. ITS BEEN COOL, WE HAVE RECENTLY GOTTEN SOME COOL GIFTS FROM YOU GUYS. YOU DONT HAVE TO DO THAT. I PUT ONE ON MY DRUMSET. HOLD ONE SEANS HERE, ILL GET EM,..........................
heyall you people its sean, stay fucking cool you guys have been awesome. by the way theres some fucking bitch out there pretending to be my ex girlfriend amy and using my publishing company (god hate me music) as here e mail address. if this bitch trys to talk to you tell here to fuck off. also its very important that you all get out there and vote in november. we need to get g.w. bush out of office because hes going to destroy our world. bye bye.
ALRIGHT, WHERE WAS I, GIFTS, THANKS SO MUCH, YOUR AMAZING SUPPORT IS GIFTS ENOUGH, SO WEV'E BEEN COLLECTING, LOTS, HEADS, STICKS, STRINGS, SET LISTS, CLOTHES, AND ANYTHING ELSE, WE WANT TO GIVE BACK, SO WE ARE GOING TO HAVE CONTESTS, AND WHATEVER ELSE WE THINK OF TO GIVE THIS STUFF OUT. SO KEEP ON THE LOOK OUT FOR THAT. I THINK I WANT TO SEE HELLBOY TONIGHT. DAY OFF, ITS QUIET, I SAW STARSKY AND HUTCH, IT WAS ALRIGHT, I EXPECTED TOO MUCH I GUESS, IN ST LOUIS ME AND SOME OF THE TRAPT GUYS WENT UP TO THE TOP OF THE ARCH!!! THAT THING IS CRAZY, YOU HAVE TO RIDE IN A TINY BOX WITH NO WINDOWS TO GET TO THE TOP, IT WAS SCARY, HOW THE HELL DOES THAT THING STAY UP, ACTUALLY I KNOW CAUSE I ALSO SAW SOME DOCUMENTARY ON IT THAT ALMOST PUT ME TO SLEEP...
WHATS NEW ON THE BUS YOU ASK, WELL WE HAVE A GUY NAMED LAKE WITH US FOR A WHILE. HE DOES PROMOTIONS FOR THE SNOCORE, COOL GUY....HAVE YOU SEEN THE POSTER FOR SNOCORE BY THE WAY, OUR NAME IS SOOOOO HUUUUGGGGEEEEE HUH, LOOK TWICE OF TREE TIMES, WE ARE ON THERE, I PROMISE. ANYWAY, OTHER NEWSS, OR SOUND GUY CHUCK HAS BEEN WORKING SO HARD, HE NEEDS TO LIGHTEN HIS LOAD. WELL GUESS WHAT, WE ARE FINALLY GETTING A MONITOR GUY, HE TAKES CARE OF THE ON STAGE SOUND, HIS NAME IS LANCE. WE ARE ALL EXCITED!!!! THIS WILL MAKE THINGS RUN EVEN SMOOTHER. OK ,,, JOKE OF THE DAY, HONEY, IF YOU WERE A CHICKEN, YOU'D BE IMPECABLE!!!!
NOW, SOME SHOUT OUTS, BECCA, HOLLA GIRL, I DIDNT FORGET ABOUT YOU, YOUR BOTH EQUAL PARTNERS..., IVE GOT THIRST AND YOU SMELL LIKE MY GATORADE, WHATS UP HONEY,,,,, MIKE WE LOVE SOUTH PARK, DID YOU KNOW THEY ARE MAKING ANOTHER MOVIE,, FINALLY,,,,BRI, I ACTUALLY READ TO 55, SO THERE, AND ROCKING OUT IN FRONT OF A MIRROR IS FUN, WE'VE ALL DONE , HAVEN'T WE,,,,,CHELSI, GO SEE THE "REAL WORLD" FOR YOURSELF, OR WATCH THE SOPRANOS!!! DON'T BE SHY, SAY HI NEXT TY....................ME THAT IS. (MAN I CAN FLOW YO), AND BRANDI, KENTUCKY SOON I HOPE, LAST TIME WAS GREAT,,,, WE'LL I GOT TO GO, THANKS EVERYBODY, AND I WILL TALK TO YOU SOON, .....
HOMEWORK IS -- REQUEST SILLOUETTES ON EVERY RADIO STATION, MTV, MTV2, FUSE, ETC, YOU GET THE IDEA, OH YA SUMMERS LOOKING GREAT,, ON LET YOU IN ON SOME OF IT NEXT TIME.......BYE

DEREK...DEREK...DEREK...

Posted by smile at April 5, 2004 03:28 AM
Comments

HAHAHAHA first post.

Posted by: - Samantha S. on April 5, 2004 03:43 AM

when you guys come to vegas ride the new ride on the stratosphere if you havent already. its wicked fun. ill be at the show havin fun! catch ya later.

Posted by: Kearsten on April 5, 2004 03:56 AM

Hi I would never go up in the Arch.I'm a total Chicken Shit.I hate heights.I almost got a job at the Arch.But then they told me i'd have to go up it.So i said no thank you.Next time you go to St.Louis attend a baseball game.Ok this is coming for me a baseball nut LOL.There isn't much to do in St.Louis.But Busch Stadium is a nice baseball stadium.Ok i would not sit in the high seats.Ok i admit i'm bored.

Posted by: Shannon on April 5, 2004 04:05 AM

Hey guys, what's up? Have you heard of a band called DV8 from Texas??? They are made up of a 14,13, and 12 year olds! I saw them the other night when they opened for matchbook romance, fall out boy and mest and they are awesome. They were also on warped last year for a few dates and are coming back again this year. you should check them out at http://dv8rock.com/Homepage2.htm its amazing that they are so young but already so big. But have fun on the tour! maybe i'll get to see you for the second time again some time soon!

Posted by: Tanya on April 5, 2004 04:07 AM

Anywho, now on to the real stuff: DEREK GO SEE HELLBOY AND TELL ME IF IT'S UBER COOL OR NOT! I want to see it badly 'cause it's based off of a comic book, and I'm a just total comic book/superhero freak. :) I'm really hoping it'll be uber.

Hey, did you know that they're planning on ( or working on already ) a Fantastic Four movie? Now that WILL be uber. FLAME ON!

Oh yeah, since you were talking about gifts, I can't wait to give you guys a crap load of my drawings! YOU KNOW YOU WANT THEM even though they're not that great. :P And speaking of which, did Sean even like that drawing I did for him?? Heh, I was just wondering, since it was FOR HIM and all. And uh, yeah... I feel stupid...

I live in Missouri and I've seen the arch, but I've never actually been up it. How sad. Oh and it's almost the 200th year anniversary for Lewis and Clark's expedition out West. Man, I bet there's gonna be a huge celebration at the arch that day!

Well, I have to go to bed now ( EWW SCHOOL TOMORROW that sucks ass ). I'll write to you guys later. HAHAHAHAHA I love you!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on April 5, 2004 04:10 AM

Hey Derek, Sean, and Ryan! This is Ashley and Dianza, your number one Corpus Christi fans! We just wanted to say whats up and we miss you. We rock out to ya'll at work all the time and the cooks get jealous so it is kinda funny. I showed them that Derek actually did a shot out a while back to me but the did not believe it was to me sooo...if you could...say hi to Ashley Gentry and Dianza Ramirez cause we love you! Cant wait till you come back! Lata!

Posted by: ASHLEY on April 5, 2004 04:17 AM

By the way....we work at Island Italian so if you are ever in Corpus Christi again...come see us!

Posted by: ASHLEY on April 5, 2004 04:21 AM

Hey Guys! How goes it? I guess well coming from the posts. Yay! So since you didn't get to read down to my other post, what do you guys wanna eat when u come back to the NorVa May 4? I feel like I have to take care of Denise's boy and his boys, ya know? BTW, DErek, I LOVE your mom! She's the best. And I guess she's going to be taking the place of my best friend in the advice dept. My best friend died last week. Not a nice story. VEry sad. Actually I think I got a cold because I was crying so much. It makes you take stock in your life. They had a really nice write up in the paper about her today. SHe was a phenomenal actress, a good singer, and a dancer with 3 left feet! (see, ya always gotta find humor)She always used to tell me that when it came to dancing she had 3 left feet because she was always tripping over herself! OK enough of that!
I'm glad that the tour is going well. I bought the Punisher soundtrack. Derek, your mom said that she has it on a demo that Sean did a long time ago. That's really cool! You guys are so lucky that u r going to be on not one, but TWO hit soundtracks this year. Big props!
OH! I saw Hellboy yesterday with my family. It was ok. Actually it was really good till they got to the monsters. Someone has to come up with better monsters than the crap that has been in nearly every monster movie for the last 20 years! If only I was a good visual artist...I really enjoyed Salma Blair's character. She rocked!
OK, it's late and I gotta get some rest. Take care of yourselves. Do you know that the weather man said it was gonna SNOW tomorrow in WEst Virginia and points north AGAIN? When the heck is Spring gonna get here already?Sheesh! Love you guys!
ONe more thing. I FINALLY got the pics back from the Oct. show. THe pics came out GREAT! Especially the pic of you, Derek and my friend Courtney. Ryan, the one of me and u came out good too. I'll have to post them one of these days!
C ya!
Denise

Posted by: DEnise on April 5, 2004 04:30 AM

HEY! Dude you gave me a shoutout!! Their working on another movie?! HOLY SHIT! Matt and Trey should put yall in an episode of southpark. That would be so fucking tight. Anyways, thanks for the shoutout. Now i can die happy. And Sean, I do agree, if i could vote, i would kick his ass out of office. I mean look at the world. We had a better America when monica and bill were getting it on. I think Kerry could pull thru. Well Later dudes. Thanks again Derek for the shoutout. Im gonna go listen to the cd..while watching southpark..Whoa im talented... i dont have school tomorow. I homeschool..haha -later-

Posted by: Mike on April 5, 2004 04:36 AM

SEAn you are completely right about voting this year! i hope that everyone has taken note of the situations that have come about while that man has been in power!!!! please help take back our country. seaN i think your f*!#ing awesome, hopefully i will see you guys again sometime soon.

AmbeR...

Posted by: amber on April 5, 2004 04:55 AM

Hey Guys!How Goes it?
I'm good.I'm watching Romeo and Juliet.The good one!!I love it!!~Derrek I saw Starskey and Hutch last night!It was ok.I loved Huggy Bear!He was awesome!"DO IT" LOL!!I don't really want to see Hellboy.It looks kinda stupid.On the 16th I'm going to see The Punisher with a really great guy!Hes so good to me!Ive never met anyone a wonderful as him(next to you guys..lol!!)I see firworks when Im with him..I glow.Everybody sees it!Stay awesome Derek.You rock!~
~ Sean it was great to hear from you!! I totally agree with you.G.W. Bush doesnt deserve to be in office! I don't care for government..but me must have one, and Bush shouldnt be included in it.I dont like any of the new runners but they have to be better than Bush!!Thats so stupid about that any chic! She shouldnt pretend to be something she isnt!Shes told me some bullshit.Well I love you Sean!~
~Ryan..your so cool man! I love how layed back you are!I luv Ya!!~
Well guys..I should go.I miss you guys so much!!!Come back to Tulsa as soon as you can!!!
Love SOOO Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(True #1 Fan in Oklahoma!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 5, 2004 05:28 AM

Hey again.....
Derek..sorry I spelled your name wrong!Sorry dude! i love you!
Raynee Gill

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 5, 2004 05:32 AM

i totally agree with Sean, everyone that is old enough to vote, go vote when the time comes, but i cant vote coz i am only 16. nice to see you post, Sean. It looks like you guys got a lot of new crew people. hahaha more crew more poo. what kind of gifts did you guys get? oh, i told Nate about the local band spotlight on X 103.9 (a local radio station), he sent some music in and it looks like they will play Fractional on april 12th @ 9.30! thats so awesome! i cant wait coz a lot of people listen to that show, so a lot of people will know about them.So if any of you wonderful people live in the Inland Empire, tune in that night! Ok people, you know what Derek said, we have homework! Call your radio stations and request Silhouettes, you can also email your local radio stations, if your on the online team, click on request at radio on the home page. Vote for the video on the MTV2 Rock Countdown. here is the link:
http://www.mtv.com/onair/mtv2/rock_countdown/vote/
Anna said that last night the video was #18. Now this week is spring break for me and i am not going anywhere so i am gonna get a lot of votes in. you guys should vote at least once a day,vote more if you have time. this site is easier to use than fuses site, so what are you waiting for? start voting now! Last time we got Nowhere Kids to #8, so this time,lets get Silhouettes to #1!!! i dunno of any other sites where you can vote for Silhouettes, but if i find any, i will let you guys know. or if any of you find anywhere else to vote, post about it here on the online team message boards.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele( #1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 5, 2004 05:46 AM

Hey Derek and Sean! How are you guys doing? Your show in Columbus was better than I could have ever hoped! I loved the way you guys opened up the show! It was unreal! I got to meet you guys at the signing booth and I bought two of your shirts and my bro bought an extra CD for you to sign. I wanted to talk to you guys and tell you how good you were but it was to loud and there was other people waiting to meet you. I hope the next time I see you guys I can acually talk to you. Thanks again for an awesome show! Its the third time that I have seen you and each show gets better! COME BACK TO OHIO SOON! Thanks so much for everything! BYE!!!

Posted by: Chris on April 5, 2004 06:04 AM

Hey Sean, I couldn't have said it better myself. Get the Fuhrer out of fucking office. All this First Amendment BS is killing me! We need more artists in the FCC as opposed to gd bureaucrats. I suppose that's another issue for another day, but censoring JJ for saying Jesus (is my homeboy . . .)? Are you fucking kidding me? And where the hell is all the money that was promised to education costs? Oh wait, I know, it's in Iraq. And Mars?! Mars is cool and all but I'd rather be able to afford to learn about getting there before I actually go. I don't know about the rest of you college people but it gets more expensive every year and the amount of funding available seems to be shrinking, esp. for the middle class, which, might I add, is ALSO SHRINKING!!!! What about those "tax cuts?" Whose taxes got cut? The upper and corporate classes'. Anyway, go to the polls. GO GO GO!
I don't like Kerry, but anything is better than Bush, right? Anyway, I'm glad that you guys are taking care of yourselves and hopefully I'll be able to see you in LA in May. I'll be at the show.
I'M NOT REALLY INTERESTED IN POLITICS
Stefani

Posted by: Stefani on April 5, 2004 06:21 AM

Might I add the WMD joke to the pot? I'm sorry but I don't care in what context it was made - that was NOT funny. This is funny:
What did the bra say to the hat?
You go on ahead, I'll get these two.
Stefani

Posted by: Stefani on April 5, 2004 06:36 AM

Hey. Ive already posted but its 3 in the morning and i cant sleep. SO i thought i would post one more, then ill leave some room for everybody else. Haha. I read somewhere, maybe on the bio, but i know i read it in guitarworld before yall got on mtv (lol) about how yall were all in 3 different bands or something and then formed into one. How did that come together? Like who started it all? I think its Uber (ha im cool now) how you guys just formed one big one. It seemed to pay off. Its like one day your traveling in a van trying to sleep and then your on mtv the next day. Thats the kind of band i want to be. Its like you dont get all the publicity and all the shit from people who dont like your music. Its like you get the right fans that actually care about the music. Its not all "mainstream" i guess so to say. Oh and one more time, thanks Derek for giving me a shoutout. Maybe we could get together and go see that new southpark movie..LOL! Yall will have to bring the girls though! Lol. Now im going to go play my guitar. Very quietly. Later dudes! ROCK ON!

Posted by: Mike on April 5, 2004 09:12 AM

derek die ik hou van u en je band en ik ben extreem over het concert opgewekt en dat ik hoop u daar te zien

that is dutch and i can't wait to see yall
~~????~~

that is translated in to

derek i love you and your band and i'm extremely excited about the concert and i hope to see you there

well anyways i love yall and i'll talk to yall later

Posted by: bubbles on April 5, 2004 11:39 AM

woo hoo! it seems like you guys are having an awesome time. if i knew how to play anything id love to be in a band, but i dunno how to play anything, although im saving my money for a guitar. there are never any girls in bands either. except the donnas i guess... im not a huge fan of them though, they are OKAY. and the distillers, i havent heard much of them though. anyway... im doing my homework, just so you know!so this time change thing is really getting on my nerves! GAH! im going to be so tired today. anyway i want to end this before it gets too long. YOU GUYS ROCK!!

~much love~
**rock on**

//Ashley//

Posted by: //Ashley// on April 5, 2004 12:08 PM

ok sean, me and jessica need to settle something because jessica is a dumbass and dont know anything she says that you play a an kirt hammett signature ESP guitar, and i'm the shit and i say that you play either a Schecter C1 Plus (or classic) or and Schecter Omen 7!! (or any other guitar in that region)
ok well loves to all
~~~yalls number one fan in nc~~~
--ally

Posted by: ALLY on April 5, 2004 12:19 PM

***********HEY SEAN, DEREK AND RYAN************


Let's get this out of the way....
****RIP KURT****

Ok, you guys are playing in my home town tonight, in Indy, IN but of course I am stuck in FL...but I get to see you guys in like 20 days!!!! I am so freaking pumped! Do you know if you guys will be able to hang w/the fans at all at the Earthday Birthday concert in Orlando? Well, if not hopefully I will get to talk to you guys in Jacksonville or Atlanta(driving up to both of those to see you guys).
I watched the interview on this site and it was awesome to hear you guys talk about your music and the meanings behind the songs. Sean, I remember you saying that tattoos inspire you(other than music of course) me too! That is why I combined the two and have you guys tattooed on me! Anyway, I have told you enough about that now you just have to see it!!! I acutally had a dream last night that you guys saw it and liked it. Strange!

Anyway, Fellow SES fans...if you did not watch, Silhouettes debuted this weekend on MTV2's rock countdown at #18...now I think we can do better than this. Let's see if we can get Silhouettes to make the highest jump ever...or at least get it above freakin' Yellowcard! So, let's vote the SHIT out of it!

Well, later guys...
Much love, Jenni C

Posted by: Jenni C on April 5, 2004 01:27 PM

hey---its kelsey
i kno the arch is freakin crazy!i was so pissed i couldn't go to the snocore tour when it was in town...sorry.
well i g2g...school
bye
kelsey(#1 st/louis fan)

Posted by: kelsey on April 5, 2004 02:00 PM

hey.. derek,. i never actually rode the arch.. i would if i could... thats cool.. u guys have a souncheck guy.. lol.. i want to c hellboy SOOO badd. anyway,, the punisher album is awsome ... i cant wait to see you guys again.. pleaze come back to ny.. i didnt get the chance to meet you.. dat time.. man.. the silhouettes video is awsome.. they pass it a lot.. and never get tired of it... i always get excited when they play stuff from you on the radio or tv... anyway.. i'll do my homewrok.. dont worry.. i love u GUYs

Posted by: cristy on April 5, 2004 02:32 PM

Hey Sean, Derek, and Ryan!

How have yall been doing? Sean I'm sorry about that girl pretending to be your ex girlfriend! That is soooo....... dumb; she must be really CRAZY! Oh and Sean, if I was old enough to vote I would but I have one more year and then I'll be 18 in Febuary. Love yall......Take care:)

Hugs and Kisses
Kathleen
#1 FAN

Posted by: Kathleen on April 5, 2004 04:02 PM

Hey everyone lol finally Sean tells it...YES YOU WERE CAUGHT U EVIL SHIT! lol...anyways..I put up a guestbook in my site www.sesmania.tk , Im not done with it bc I have been soo busy with school work.. but I miss you guys soooo much, :-( when are u comming back to NY!? ME N ALLY WANNA BE IN THE NEXT VIDEO!!! Ok!! lol byyeee
~~Katrina~~

Posted by: Katrina on April 5, 2004 04:04 PM

Hey you guys! Its been awhile since the last time that i posted. I'm so excited. I got to see the sillouettes video for the first time last nite. it was fantastic! I was/am so impressed. And as for the crazy girl who is trying to live out her twisted fantasy, she needs some real help. Anyway, i guess time to be going.

Posted by: Steph on April 5, 2004 04:27 PM

hey... 23 days till the concert!!!

Posted by: whitney on April 5, 2004 05:16 PM

Hey what's up Derek & Sean, I promise to ignore this Amy character. I'm so bored I'm finding plain plack, red, and white shirts and I'm sewing Mis-Understood Children (my band's name) into them. Of course I put Smile Empty Soul into alot of them and I only had like 22 left to sew other stuff into I haven't been eating lately it's kind of sad I only eat liek 1 thing a day and then I sit around or I start doing some sit up's because you knwo its gonna be summer and I have to be fit to go to the beach....... I keep hearing silhouettes on the radio so I know the request everyone is sending out is working but I still can't find a god damn ring tone for my cell phone..... I mean fuckin Yellowcard is on there but they suck monkey fuckin balls......... I hate fuckin Yellowcard...... anyways I g2g back to sewwing.......I LOVE YOU SES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T WAIT TO TOUR WITH YOU WHEN WE FINALLY GET SIGNED TO A RECORD COMPANY!!!!!!!!!!!
Love ~*~Squee~*~ (Kathrine #1 fan in Upland)

Posted by: Squee (Kathrine #1 fan in Upland on April 5, 2004 06:10 PM

hey derek and sean and ryan i know ur there tooo! lol go see hellboy! tell me if its good or not cause im thinking of seeing it....starsky and hutch it was funny and all but yeah ive been voting! and requesting come back down to mcallen ,tx please!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: melissa on April 5, 2004 06:41 PM

Derek, Sean and Ryan... Just wanted to say hey and I love you guys!!!! By the way... Where is my shout out?? I write all the time and I'm always left out..tear :'(.. hahah just kiddin it's cool.. Anwho yall are awesome! Come back to Arkansas soon.. Oh yea and I put a picture up on the website.. FINALLY!!! Bye yall!!! *Sarah*

Posted by: Sarah on April 5, 2004 06:48 PM

hey u guyz. i just started listen 2 u guyz but u guyz r fuckn awesome. i love silhouttes.that song relates 2 how i feel about my parents.i just wanted 2 lett u know how awesome u guyz r. o and ryan ur hott!

Posted by: ashley on April 5, 2004 07:17 PM

Hey, guys. You GOTTA come play a hometown show here in Santa Clarita. Dude, it would be crazy. There's so many people over here who love you. Only 47 more days till the show @ the Avalon. I was just there for a concert and that place kicks ass! Peace out, homies! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on April 5, 2004 07:18 PM

HEY BOYS IM GLAD THAT YOU ARE GETTING SOME MORE HELP WITH THE TOUR THAT ROCKS .... LIKE TIFFANY SAID ONLY 47 MORE DAYS TILL YOU ARE HERE =) I HAVE NOT STOPPED TALKING ABOUT IT !!! I SAW YOUR VIDEO AT LIKE 5 AM THE OTHER DAY WHEN WAS GETTING READY FO WORK AND I WAS SO PUMPED TO SEE YOU BOYS!! IT ROCKED ... ANYWAYS WE MISSED YOU ALTOUGH WE KNOW YOU ARE BUSY WITH THE TOUR !!! HAVE FUN AND BE SAFE SO THAT WE CAN SEE YOU IN MAY !!! MUCH LOVE ... KRISTINE

Posted by: **KRISTINE**# 1 FAN IN CALI (OrAnGe CoUnTy)BESIDES DEREK'S MOM AND "TIFFANY" !! <3 on April 5, 2004 08:11 PM

...OH YA I E-MAILED YOU GUYS AND WAS WONDERING IF YOU BOYS CHECK THEM OR IF SOMEONE ELSE DOES??

ROCK ON ...XOXOXO KRISTINE

Posted by: **KRISTINE**# 1 FAN IN CALI (OrAnGe CoUnTy)BESIDES DEREK'S MOM AND "TIFFANY" !! <3 on April 5, 2004 08:13 PM

...OH YA I E-MAILED YOU GUYS AND WAS WONDERING IF YOU BOYS CHECK THEM OR IF SOMEONE ELSE DOES??

ROCK ON ...XOXOXO KRISTINE

Posted by: **KRISTINE**# 1 FAN IN CALI (OrAnGe CoUnTy)BESIDES DEREK'S MOM AND "TIFFANY" !! <3 on April 5, 2004 08:13 PM

hahahaha!! Stefani, that joke is so funny! and katherine, you should starve yourself like that. if you want to lose a couple of pounds fast, check out the diets at www.idiet4u.com i am on the Sacred Heart Diet and i have lost 10 pounds in a week. thats good coz i have always given up and cheated but i havent cheated at all on this diet. the only reason i think why i havent cheated is because my mom said if i lose weight(20-30 pounds) then i can go to any concert i want. coz i asked her if i can go to the snocore concert on the 21st of may and she said no, i dont want you going to concerts. then i found out about the diet from one of my friends and i told my mom about it and thats what she said. its pretty messed up, huh? so i printed out the flyer from the online team and everytime i feel like eating a piece of candy or whatever, i just look at the flyer and that stops me. so i guess my motivation is SES. so yeah thats how bad i want to see the guys in concert. a lot of my friends think i am crazy for agreeing to that but hey, i need to lose weight and i want to go to the concert, so if i accomplish this, then i get 2 benefits, i lose weight and i get to go to the concert. ok i am off to request Silhouettes........

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 5, 2004 08:24 PM

Hey Derek you should go see Dawn of the Dead next time if you want to that movie was fucking awsome i think but what do i know im just 12? neways i think you guys should come back to Ziggys really really really really soon!!! oh by the way me and briitany got there at like 3:00 we were the 1st ppl there for like 30 mins hehe i made her go that early! Cause me and Brittany maybe going to see you in TN.ummmmmmm.... May 5 but i dont think my mom will let me go :( tear hehe. Ill have to talk her into letting me go byt its about an 1 in a million that i will go. And if we go i will put my thumb in the way like she did mine hehe im so mean. but yeah i hope to see you guys soon!!!!!!

#1 fan ever and in NC

~*Stacie*~

Posted by: Stacie on April 5, 2004 08:39 PM

You guys are sweet as hell! My younger brother got me to listen to your cd and a few of your songs because he was convinced that I would love your music. I was a little skeptical about it at first, but I'll admit, I fell in love with it immediately. I cant help but blast it on the radio when I hear your song come on. Hopefully when you guys come to Ohio I'll get to see you. I'd love to see 3 hot guys performing... especially Derek! Love You Guys!!!!


*Ashley*
-Your #1 fan in boring little vermilion, ohio-

Posted by: Ashley on April 5, 2004 08:59 PM

OMG! u guys are soooo awsome!!!!!!! Derek you are soooo fucking hott i cant wait till yall come here im gonna be in the very front haha!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: ~*!Abbey!*~ on April 5, 2004 09:01 PM

hehe..i went up the arch to when i moved here..that little box is sooo krazy it was all cramed..the only good part is when you get to the top and that documentary is boring..lol..well have fun...bye byezzz...luv alwayzzz Jyssica and Sean is sooo SEXY..

Posted by: Jyssica on April 5, 2004 09:08 PM

Hey Derek so ur the comic book lover??? I figured 1 of u guyz had 2 b since u have songs on TWO comic book soundtracks. As much i as worshiped S.E.S. b4 i now love u guys even more! u guys kick ass! so when r u gonna leave another message 4 us 2 listen 2? When r u guys gonna make some wristbands, shirts,something ANYTHING so that i can go out and buy it? o ya and i've looked nearly everywhere 4 a poster 2 put on my wall of u guys but i can't find any!!!!!!!! Do ryan and sean like comics 2?
I Worship u!
Rae
P.S. i agree with sean g.w. blows can somebody PLZ get him out of office? i would if i could but sadly i am too young. BYE

Posted by: Rae on April 5, 2004 09:10 PM

hey me again(kelsey)...back from school.
ok i didn't get to finish writing everything.sry sean can't vote...not old enough:( yea i was so pissed i couldn't go to the concert--umm--last tuesday i went to the st. louis blues game.yea they are in the playoffs! i luv sports..do you? and today is opening day for the Cardinals and pres. bush is throwing the first pitch(i hope he throws really bad)ok why is he pitching the first pitch..that is weird!
ok well you three(sean,derek,and ryan)are the BEST
luv ya always
kelsey(#1 st. louis fan)

Posted by: kelsey on April 5, 2004 09:43 PM

Hey, Can't wait to see you guys for the second time! You guys rock so hard. Florida is hot so you guys will love it. See ya in three weeks <3

Posted by: Dev on April 5, 2004 09:46 PM

Hey Derek,
U gotta see Hellboy! It looks good, but I want someone else's opinion be4 I go see it. I saw Starsky & Hutch last week, it was alright, but it wasn't the best. Could've been better. G2G.
Luv always,
Ally

Posted by: Ally on April 5, 2004 09:48 PM

HEY DEREK WHUTS ^ MAN!!!! WELL LISTEN HERE IM PRETTY SURE U HEARD ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED 2 ME RIGHT!? YEAH SOME LOSER PRETENDED 2 B U AND IMED ME AND I BELIEVED IT ALL ALONG!!! :::TEAR:::
WELL TELL UR BROTHER GOOD LUCK IN HIS BAND FRACTIONAL....I WILL SUPPORT THEM TOO AS MUCH AS I SUPPORT SES....WELL I G2G BUT I JUST WANNA SAY WASUP!! TO MELISSA SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN TALKING 2 U LATELY ....WELL G2G TTYL BYE!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO JESSICA

Posted by: ***JESSICA*** on April 5, 2004 10:17 PM

One Word for this Tour: A FUCKING LEGEND! (email me sometime)

Posted by: Curt (I GOT YOUR GUYS AUTOGRAPHES on April 5, 2004 10:21 PM

hey guys...yall rock...neways i heard from a little bird that yall was comin to birmingham alabama...is that true??????????i hope it is...ur #1 fan in alabama!!!!!!!!
LoRi

Posted by: lori on April 5, 2004 10:31 PM

hey...ive been waiting forever for you to write back..and waiting to see if you would make a shout out to me..but you didnt...but i shouldnt of got my hopes up i didnt really say anything for you to write back so i feel like a dork...well..CAn't WAIT TILL APRIL 26 IN JAX AT PLUSH ILL BE THERE YOU GUYS FUCKING ROCK!!!!!bye..i love you sean.derek,ryan!

Posted by: cheryl on April 5, 2004 10:37 PM

The Sopranos!!! I heard this is it. It's the last season. ;/

I hope not.

P.S. The bitch should die, Sean.

Posted by: Heather on April 5, 2004 10:38 PM

hey derek... its me AGAIN!but i love writing in this journal because its cool how u guys keeo up with your fans. yea that arch thing is pretty wierd.i did what u said and i just got done voting for silhouettes 10 times on mtv2 rock countdown but i figured that was enough voting for now but dont worry ill vote more later. do you know if there is going to be any new merchendise ( i cant spell) put up soon? i think everyone wants even more! i have been encouraging everyone i know to vote for you guys in any way possible to get u to #1! you guys are great people ...even tho i dont know you but u seem great from everything ive heard...and u deserve to be #1. everyone else needs to vote to get SES on mtv because i dont have mtv2 and i cant see the video on there. well i hope to see a new journal entry soon or a video journal... i cant wait to see all 3 of u in myrtle beach!!

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 5, 2004 10:41 PM


wsup sean
im glad to hear from you
anyways youll guys having a great summer
oh shit i cant vote for g.w bush im too young
and silhouettes
makes it premiere on imx today
im going to go see hellboy tonight
g2g i love sean ryan and derek keep on kicking ass and keep on rockin

email me later at smileemptysoul042003@yahoo.com
please destiny number 1 fan in texas peace

Posted by: destiny number 1 fan in texas on April 5, 2004 10:49 PM

Hey guys!!! I can't wait to see you in Columbia, MO! Course that's not till May, so I'm starting a countdown. If you happen to see a girl with really big boots in the audience, chuck a drumstick her way, lol.
I agree with you totally Sean, gotta get President Shrub outta office. Can't stand that guy. If I see that Amy person, I'll try and punch her for you. But I'm a total wimp so I'll probly just scowl in her direction =D.
I'll request you as often as I can. The station might start to recognize my voice, though ;).
Can't wait to see you guys! Luv always, Heather.

Posted by: Heather on April 5, 2004 10:54 PM

Hey guys....me and some friends are going to see u on the 18th! its going to be frikin awesome. ive been wanting to see u live for a while now. Ive noticed that most bands say that their fans inspire them...well i think ur band inspires the fans. I cant wait to see u guys in good ol' Texas! Yeehaw....right?...lol. The 18th is going to rock.

Posted by: Chris Everett on April 5, 2004 10:54 PM

holy crap! you guys r so nice tryin to give back man i love it lol ive been listening to you guys and looking at all my pics from when i saw you at wild woodys for like 2 days straight man i love you lol well u guys have to come back to michigan cause i wana see you again!! it rocked well i gotta go but guess what derek ur the hottest person in the world lol and whoa sean you have quite a hot voice ryan ahhh teddy bear so cute ok well bye bye !stacey!<3

Posted by: stacey sheffer on April 5, 2004 11:35 PM

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HI DEREK


The #1 CANADIAN FAN:
Emilia Cisneros


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Posted by: Emilia Cisneros on April 5, 2004 11:38 PM

Derek, is this you???? Because this guy says that he is you. And that your mom wants to meet this girl names Sarah Spong and that you have two daughters. PLEASE CLAIRIFY THIS PLEASE!!! I'M FREAKIN OUT!!! I DATED THIS GUY!!!! I NEED SOME ANSWERS!!!


iamsoyours2000: Hey, I emailed you at your hanson.net address
iamsoyours2000: I know why you logged out, and I talked to Sarah, don't worry.
mentalfreakout: oh don't worry
mentalfreakout: I talked to sarah too and i am not talking to you so leave me alone. ty
iamsoyours2000: Look, what Heather and my mom did, was wrong.
iamsoyours2000: I know that
mentalfreakout: yeah and telling sarah im a poser a lier and such was wrong on your part
iamsoyours2000: I didn't tell her to call you. It's just that you said something to Heather, adn then she got all mad because you said something that wasn't true or something, or whatever, and then it made my mom mad and she wanted to call you.
iamsoyours2000: I didn't do that
mentalfreakout: considering she and I have met
mentalfreakout: and someone told her it was jessica
iamsoyours2000: yeah, and I talked to Derek.
mentalfreakout: no you didn't talk to me
iamsoyours2000: yeah I did, I emailed Derek Gledhill, and he told me a lot of stuff thank you very much Chris, and I know everything now.
mentalfreakout: and if you tried to contact me through ses you would have known that it was a publicist that contacts people back
iamsoyours2000: Nope, it's okay Chris, I know what's going on.
iamsoyours2000: and how you're like 18 almost 19, well Derek isn't 18 or 19
mentalfreakout: either way belive what you want im done talking to you
iamsoyours2000: and how you're like 18 almost 19, well Derek isn't 18 or 19
iamsoyours2000: Chris you think I'm dumb and I'm not.
iamsoyours2000: I know what's going on.
iamsoyours2000: I'm friends with Sean's girlfriend Amy.
iamsoyours2000: *shakes head* You are so gross. Thinking that you can get away with acting like this to someone and then let her go and meeet someone like you. That's gorss.
iamsoyours2000: I'm done now, I will go and talk to Derek myself. Good Bye Chris.

Posted by: Sarah on April 5, 2004 11:43 PM

oh yea i forgot to say...sean today is the 10th anniversary of kurt cobain's death... :(
r.i.p kurt!

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 5, 2004 11:55 PM

Hey guys...

Wellz Ya'll should come To Oklahoma again,cause you guys rock. I saw the new Video it was kool i like it. You and Fractional are you guys really goin to tour together, there kool i went to ther website. wellz g2g bye

#1 fan in Oklahoma
Katie Land

Posted by: Katie on April 6, 2004 12:12 AM

WOW, u guys rock! i cant wait till my band gets good enought to land a record deal (if we ever get good enough)u all are really an inspiration to me and my music. i am in a band and i probably wouldnt have been if it wasnt 4 u all(long story)...and we are about to have a huge gig on the 24 and we are practicing like CRAZY!we rented put this place called the "grange hall" near our house and are trying to book some other bands to play with us and it is turing out fairly decient, u can go to www.uselessdays.cjb.net to find out more about us if u are in interested... but anywayz yea, and this friday i am going to this awsome show with AGENTS OF THE SUN and two other bands(stillglow and fourth element[www.stillglow.com www.fourthelementmusic.com]) and get this.....my dad was the one who booked it and put it all together so it is going to rock sooooooooooo hard but i know u all have a show the same night so u all will probably be rocking out to if u all are still in touch with A.O.T.S. call them and ask them what they tought about it on saturday well i nkow u all have plenty of other entries to read so ill go but u al should e mail me some time it would really mean alot enentought u already do well bye
Erika of useless days(band)
www.uselessdays.cjb.net

Posted by: ~ERIKA~of USELESS DAYS~ on April 6, 2004 12:12 AM

has anyone ever noticed that chef boyardee lasagna tastes NOTHING like lasagna? It just tastes like nasty chef boyardee sauce.
GLAGHX!

Posted by: Stefani on April 6, 2004 12:16 AM

Dude i rode up to the arch too and i gott stuck in that box thing with a pregnant woman and her husband( it was me and my friend on a road trip) she said that that month was her last month and the baby would be born any day now. i was like what if she has it in here!it was crazy but i got some wicked pictures! well ttyl guys!

much love

-karella-

Posted by: karella on April 6, 2004 12:39 AM

will do

xoxox alyssa

(and sean.. you don't need a bitch like that out there,, i'm here)

Posted by: Alyssa on April 6, 2004 12:45 AM

oh yeah and the bitch should die i mean who does that (except slutty skanky hos) but really thats real sad

p.s my brother in law said that hellboy is good and the graphics r great too
p.s.s Terrance and phillip!!!!!!!!!!!! Bush sux!

love ya,
-karella-

Posted by: karella on April 6, 2004 12:47 AM

Hey...
Sean! Nice to hear from you. That damn George Bush...
That girl just wants in you pants. Haha.
So anyways...
I need some S.E.S. AIM Icons! Do ya'll know where I might be able to find some?
Take care, much love.
Love, Peace and Chicken Grease,
Chelsea

R.I.P Kurt Cobain.

Posted by: Chelsea on April 6, 2004 12:49 AM

i know thats thrice times for me but yeah tonight on mtv2 there is a bunch of stuff on nirvana and kurt and i hope u watch it cause i know i will

well alot alot of love,

-karella-

Posted by: karella on April 6, 2004 12:52 AM

hahah .. thanks Derek .. i actually never ended up watching it .. i went out lol .. but when you guys come back [ hopefully SOON! ] i'll def. stay hi. you guys are awesome!! <3333

and sean : Bush does suck!!

Posted by: chelsi on April 6, 2004 01:10 AM

Hey guys well what's shakin? Good to know that you guys had a day off! Don't wear yourselves out too much! Well I get to see you guys in like 3 days! I can't fuckin wait to see you guys rock out! I won some tix and a meet an greet with you guys through this website GOmoxie.org so I owe them one cause now I am gonna get to meet you guys! Well see you guys Thursday here in Chicago, but be ready for crappy weather cuz it's gonna rain! Later ~*NAT*~

Posted by: Natalie on April 6, 2004 01:29 AM

Hey what's up?
I have been voting for silhoettes and some of your other songs two. And bush should be thrown from office.
My day was shitty as usual. There's this person that keeps talking to me calling me a sinner and white trash bc i don't go to church and bc i'm white and have a black great grand father. they are really pissing me off.
Please come back to portland, me! I missed your show!

Elise

Posted by: Elise on April 6, 2004 02:07 AM

u can get ses aim icons at the street team site.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele( #1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 6, 2004 02:14 AM

Hey Ryan, Derek, and Sean and everyone else. This is actually my first time posting a comment. But def. not the first time checking out the site. I actually found out about you all back in Nov when a friend of yours had told me to check you guys out since you were coming to S. FL to play a show in Dec. It was the Buzz Bake Sale, freezing!!! You ended up closing the show which wasn't supposed to be the line up, but my friend and I stayed. I know not a lot of people didn't stayed to watch, but since your friend had said how amazing you were ... we did. I must say, amazing! You only got to play about 4 songs, and they pulled the amps on you but its okay. It still kicked ass. Looked like a lot of fun when everyone ran on stage (The crew and other bands) and was jumping around and pulling people's pants down. lol. A lot of people were very wasted. I then went and brought the album. I must say its a CD you can play over and over again and not have to skip a song. Good job. Anyway, I just wanted to say hey, and can't wait to see you all again at the end of the month. April 23rd. Maybe we will catch up. Take care and be safe. And Kick ass!
AIM- BloodyR0mance7
Email- Bloody_Romance7@yahoo.com
Peace. Joyce xx

Posted by: Joyce on April 6, 2004 02:50 AM

YO WHATS UP HOMMIES..lol!!! DAMN SEAN I AM SURPRISED...u put up a fucking post, good for u!..oh shit, i imed THE REAL AMY like a week ago and her FUCKING MOM WAS ON, and i was like "HEY BITCH, WHAT THE FUCK IS UP?" and her mom was like "this is amy's mom, u know u should watch ur mouth"....OH SHIT DUDE..that fucking weirded me out! but ok dude, ttyl!!.....

DEREK....thats kickass that u NON-STOP keep up with this shit!! i know my ass wouldnt be able to do it!...*tell ur mom sorry bout the cursing, she is pretty kickass*....*clear throat* KICK BUTT..lol!! anyways talk to u boys later!!

thanks again ryan for gettin me in!!..PEACE!!
TTYL
MANDA

Posted by: MANDA!! ***dont worry sean me and THE REAL AMY..will KICK THAT BITCHES ASS!!** on April 6, 2004 02:56 AM

DEREK! oh my do you know what i did ok i searched ur name cause i was gonna make your pick or a different ses pic my background and when i did i clicked on this live journal thing cause i thought it was you and so when i went into it it said that it was you and you "aim man" and then i got all excited cause i was like wow i could go and talk to you that would be super neat-o so i dont use aol i use yahoo messanger and so i downloaded it and got it all downloaded and told my friend about it and then after al of that she told me that it was just a roll playing thing and it wasnt really you and all the "stars" on your "list" were just phonie i was so mad but right after that i thought i would share it with you so if you read this there ya go man i love you guys keep rockin!! whoa your all hott!! bye bye
UR REAL #1 FAN lol just playin we all love you (not as much as me) bye bye !stacey !

Posted by: stacey sheffer on April 6, 2004 03:10 AM

Hey Sean,
i just thought that i would tell you, that i wrote to you guys like 2 entries ago and you guys gave me a shout out saying that you were glad that i was having a good life or something like that. i got to see the new silhouettes video this morning like at 6:00 man was i tired, until i saw that it was ur video. lol. well, ne wayz thanks alot derek for giving me a shout out last time. well, you guys r such a good band and i don't think that you guys will have a problem at all staying around for a while. my mom is still a bitch and i think i'm going to kill myself she's driving me fucking NUTS!!!!!!! well, newayz i'll let you go.
buh bye,
Sarah C.

Posted by: Sarah C. on April 6, 2004 03:29 AM

i wanna talk to you guys sooo bad....im gonna cuse..dammit!!!

Posted by: Brittany on April 6, 2004 03:41 AM

Hey Guys! How goes it?
I'm good. I hate mondays!! BLAH!! I talked to Natalie for a while today! It was great!!She so cool!! There are damn few good people left in our shitty world and Im glad to sat Nat is in the front of the line!!!You guys should show her the time of her life when she sees you guys in a couple of days!!Oh yeah..if she brings this one dude..Zaid..I think his name is..you should kick his ass for me!!
~Sorry Nat! But that was mean!!!!~
Anywho....I should probly go for now!!!I miss you guys so much!!!!!
Love SOOO Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(True #1 Fan in Oklahoma!!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 6, 2004 03:56 AM

Hey guys! I posted earlier, but then I saw Hellboy... Awesome movie, but I don't remember hearing your song. Now I feel like a bad fan :(. Bad me, lol. I liked the dogs from hell, those things were awesome. Meaningless chat, lmao.

The countdown goes on! If any of you get sick on May 9th, I'm going to assume Missouri's cursed and move away. It was bad enough missing you in Springfield.

VOTE THE SHRUB OUT OF OFFICE!!!

Luv always, Heather.

Posted by: Heather on April 6, 2004 04:13 AM

What's up my favorite band? I'm so fucking pyshiced for you guys to headline your own tour. Just do me and favor and make sure you come back to Columbus for me please! Well I guess it woudln't matter all that much considering I'd drive to Cali if that was the closest place. Next time I'm sure as hell making myself known to you guys though. I'm usually a wallflower and last time I saw you I had to make myself ask sean to sign me..but oh fucking well. I love you guys so much...I know how busy you guys are but you still take time for the little peons in the world. That's so awesome...You guys are the greatest. And oh yea...I've requested Silouettes so much on my local radio station that the dj even knows my name! lol Everyday I'll call in and just chat to him for sec about you three. Love you all! I'm going to bed so sweet dreams to all!

Your number one Ohio Fan,
Courtney

Posted by: Courtney on April 6, 2004 04:50 AM

Hey agian!
Ya Know what?
you guys were on the top 100 on launch..but now your not..that is so gay!!! Yellowcard is..those pricks!!!Im pissed.Well I thought i would let you know.
Love much
Raynee Gill

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 6, 2004 04:58 AM

hey guys this is jenny from detroit! you might not remember me. i was on the bus with my sisters jessica, jackie and our friend ann. anyways i just wanted to say that the show at harpos really rocked!!!!!! we all had a blast. we are crossing our fingers that you come back soon. and we thank you all soooo much for letting us hang out with you, it was awesome!!!!
p.s.- i'm still waitin for your call derek! lol

Posted by: Jenny on April 6, 2004 05:23 AM

whats up everyone? i agree with Sean about voteing George Bush outta office. he has no idea how to run a country. he said hes makeing more jobs for people. ...yeah but they are all in China and places like that will people will work 50 cents an hour. GRR! talking about him makes me mad. anyway you guys are so awesome. You were my favorite band before the concert and i had your cd and all.. and then at the concert all 4 of the people i went with bought the cd. and now its Dans favorite band, its all we usualy ever talk about when were around eachother wich happens to be quite a bit.. and all the others love you guys too. YAY FOR ME! i converted them into SES lovers. hahaha! anyway... i am the ashley with the two // by my name. get it, got it... good? :-P there has to be away for the ashleys to tell themselves apart dont you think? ok well this things over... lol

~much love~
**rock on**

//Ashley//

Posted by: //Ashley// on April 6, 2004 11:57 AM

Whats up ya'll? I saw you guys at the Murat Egyptian Room last night. What a fuckin' show!! I went to OZFEST last summer at verizon wireless in Noblesville,In, but I missed the second stage. I heard that ya'll tore it up. Derek, I tried to get a stick from you last night at the show but you said you didn't have any left. My fiance and I are getting married in September of this year and soon after building a house. Well, much to my suprise, she said I could build a music room! Anyway, I've been playing dums since age 11, and I'm trying to collect as many sticks from my favorite drummers as possible. Mike Wengren, from Disturbed, and yourself, just happen to fuckin' rock the stage. You beat the shit out of those drums, and that is what it's all about. I don't know when I'll be able to make it to another show, but I determined to get a stick from you. Thanks bro.

Shawn

Posted by: Shawn Brinkman on April 6, 2004 04:13 PM

Hey, I forgot to say that it was a pretty cool thing that you guys did for Kurt. Nirvana is an influence to a lot of bands, and its to bad that Kurt had to go out like that. I'm sure he is still jammin' upstairs, and proud of what you guys do for the music industry.

Shawn

Posted by: Shawn B. on April 6, 2004 04:18 PM

hey guys! ive been voting for sillouettes for the past hour and im still going im saying that im everyone that i know and i just keep putting in votes cmon people start voting!! help me out here! lol ses was at #18 for the weeks top 20 hello!!! they can do way better then that lets go 4 #1 whooo yay ok bye bye love always ~stacey sheffer~

Posted by: stacey sheffer (again) on April 6, 2004 05:36 PM

yeah hey again! WELL AFTER all of that VOTING ID SAY ive done my HOMEWORK!! soo... do i get AND 'A' FOR THE DAY?!?!?!?!?! LOL i sure hope so lol ok wow see ya later you sexy fools you (ses!) bye bye ~stacey sheffer~

Posted by: stacey sheffer (again) on April 6, 2004 05:39 PM

hey Heather, the reason why you didnt hear the guys on that movie is coz theyre not on the soundtrack of Hellboy. they are on The Punisher and Spider Man 2. "I forgot to say that it was a pretty cool thing that you guys did for Kurt" Shawn B. what are you talking about, what did they do?

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele (#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 6, 2004 06:27 PM

Hey guys whats up? I'm so bummed you arent coming to Boston. Ya fans are disappointed =( That's aright we still love ya. But you guys really gotta get a show in Boston... or somewhere closer than Florida! Just wanted to say what's up and love the tunes. Bye xoxo

Posted by: Julie.. on April 6, 2004 06:32 PM

Hey guys whats up? I'm so bummed you arent coming to Boston. Ya fans are disappointed =( That's aright we still love ya. But you guys really gotta get a show in Boston... or somewhere closer than Florida! Just wanted to say what's up and love the tunes.

Another face in the crowd...
Another number one fan...

Posted by: Julie.. on April 6, 2004 06:34 PM

hey sean is there a site for god hate me music?? or does anyone else know?

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 6, 2004 07:33 PM

HEY GUYS! Sean, I also agree, Bush needs to go. If I was old enough I'd vote, but I know my parents are. Derek, hope you liked the movie. I liked Dawn of the Dead to an extent, it seemed like it kept going without a real plot, just shoot the zombies. Ryan, Hey! Don't have much to say, just didn't want to leave you out! But I did want to tell you all that your music is so powerful and is keeping me strong, I've have severe pain in my right foot for a few years now, it got really bad this past week and I had to go to the ER, finally the doctors found out I have a neurological disease that causes the pain. I was happy at first that they found out what was wrong, but now I find out they can't fix it. But your music keeps me going, I love it. THANK YOU. I love you all, JENMARIE*

Posted by: **JENMARIE** on April 6, 2004 07:52 PM

hey guys!!!wow this is like my 4th message today! well thast cause its raining like crazy here...good ol' michigan weather it sucks! yeah well holy crap ive been searching places forever to see pics of the snocre tour but i cant find any ahhh do you know any site to go to so i can see em?!?! well im still voting for you guys on the rock countdown man i love u so much!! i mean seriously ive never listened to a band that i actually care to find out what all the songs mean and what not you all rock! well i was soo excited b/c when i went on www.wrif.com you ca watch you perform when you were at wild woodys and you can hear me and my best friend kristin and brittany screaming then the camera is on us at one point so were on there yay!!! well im excited atleast! lol could i get a ~~SHOUT OUT~~ for me (stacey sheffer) my best friend kristin l. and my friend brittany g. cause we love you guys so much!! and our favorite band ever!!! and we waited for you g uys for 4 and a half hous at wild woodys just incase theer was a line and we ended up being the first people there and the manager let us go in and he let us sit right up front!! *squeal* and boy you rocked it! (i saw seans crack haha not to shabby!! lol and i got a pic of your butt derek hmm not so bad urself *drooling* hehe) well this is getting long but remember i love you and pleeeaassee!! do the SHOUT OUT !! THANK YOU bye ~~~*stacey sheffer*~~~ (i know you never will but thats ok ill dare to dream email me even if its like one owrd i dont care!! lol gledhill_07517@yahoo.com < yeha i enjoy the name too lol) oh great now al these people r gonna email me oh well whatever float their boat! bye bye SHOUT OUT SHOUT OUT SHOUT -kristin me (stacey) and brittany <3 <3 !stacey!

Posted by: stacey sheffer on April 6, 2004 07:55 PM

derek...can u plz clear up everyones confusion because i found some old journal posts and they had a s/n that it said was yours but then for the homepage it had a website for people who try to be celebritys. im not going to post the screen name up here so even more people think that it's u but can u plz tell me if u have ever posted a screen name on a journal post? thanx
whitney

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 6, 2004 09:11 PM

THANK YOU WHITNEY!!! I can see that you have probably talked to this guy too huh? Omg it totally pisses me off that people can act like someone they are not, and this guy that is acting like Derek seems to think that he can get away with it when he sits there and tells me he is 18 when Derek is 25. I have switched sn's a few times to get the truth, I dated this guy for a while, and will never date someone I don't know again. It's pathedic as to how people are these days. If you're going to act like someone GET THE DAMN INFO RIGHT!!! BUGZZEUS GUYS!!!

*~Sarah~*

Posted by: Sarah on April 6, 2004 09:18 PM

Hey you guys...
So Kentucky next time. Ok that is fine what ever. Lol kidding I dont care where you are as long as you are here by me. Lol Ok anyway I got my temps be proud of me? Please say you are. Ok your proud want to know why? Yeah I guess not really well i am going to tell you and way it is because when you are around ohio I am able to go to any of your concerts that you do around here. But cincinnati is always the best.
Ok about this Bitch Sean. She is a fucking poser and she really does need to fuck off. I got her cellphone number and her address. I had my aunt look her up. She lives in North Carolina. She says that her name is Amy. Goddamn it she pisses me off. She always calls me and acts like she is your girlfriend. I didnt know that you and Amy broke up? When the hell was that? Yeah it isnt really any of my business. But this fake amy calls me in the middle of the nite crying and tells me that you hit her and that you are drunk and everything. Also she is telling me that she is pregnant with your child. This bitch is so fucked up isnt she? Yeah she is... I swear we need to get her ass into some trouble. Also I have files saved and text messages and i have some recorded conversations. So if you want them i will be glad to give them to you. So lets roll this bitch.
i REALLY WANT TO GET HER IN TO SOME TROUBLE. CAN WE PLEASE? PLEASE PLEASE? LETS DO THIS!
IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT ME PLEASE DO. ZINA130@YAHOO.COM
ALSO THE WEB SITE THAT I AM MAKING FOR YOU GUYS IS COMING A LONG GREAT IT SHALL BE UP SOON.
LOVE YALL IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT ME PLEASE DO SO. i AM ON AIM ALL THE TIME MY AIM NAME IS PINKDEADSKYLYN AND MY YAHOO IS ZINA130

Posted by: Brandy From cincinnati on April 6, 2004 09:28 PM

Goddamn it i thought i was the Brandy that you gave a shout out to! Well that is ok. Be that way... No i am kidding... I would like it if you would give me a shout on considering I have been to 24 of your shows since May 28, 2003. How about that for your crackers? Yeah see. Lol... anyway... I am about to get off here. Get back to cincinnati or come close so i can drive and see you and show you my pimped out blue and white van.

Posted by: Brandy from cincinnati on April 6, 2004 09:40 PM

WHY THE FUCK CANT PEOPLE JUST BE THEMSELVES? WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO ACT LIKE THEY ARE SOMEONE ELSE. GROW THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID LITTLE CUNT.

Posted by: Brandy from cincinnat i on April 6, 2004 09:43 PM

hey u gys!! how ya been doin!! yea the stratosphere has sum ok rides but the big shot is awsome u gotta go on it!!sooooo ne thung nu?welll r u guys gunna have more tours after the snocore? welll plz answerw my question and give me a shout out!! !!!:) keep rockin
-Brittani (#1 vegas fan)

Posted by: Brittani on April 6, 2004 09:44 PM

Hey guys!! Derek i saw you made a shout out to my friend becca and sorta me...when u said we were both equal partners. we both love you so much!!!! i have 4 pictures of you in my locker, 3 in my planner and 7 on my wall. you are like my hero, whenever im mad, or depressed i just think of you and everything seems alright. Your guys music is also very theraputic cuz its really easy for me to relate. well i gotta go later players ;)*

Derek i love you soo much!!!

will u guys Email me sometime? u dont have to cuz u guys are mad busy but if ya have time itd really brighten my day....later*

Posted by: **Libby** on April 6, 2004 09:50 PM

hey its me again...nother question... Is sean the only one who doesnt believe in organized religon?

Posted by: **Libby** on April 6, 2004 10:02 PM

hey boys!
Derek i am soo happy you made a shout out to me! i was having the worst day and you made it like 9000 times better! and i was in a having a slight argument with libby ( we are obsessed together) and when i saw that you made a shout out i just couldnt be mad at my SES "partner". Derek, you saved the day and our friendship!!!! woohoo! 3 cheers for derek!


I LOVE DEREK AND I WANNA BANG HIM LIKE A SCREEN DOOR!!!!!


.:Becca:.

Posted by: Becca on April 6, 2004 10:07 PM

Hey Guys!!How Goes It??
I'm good.Today is an ok day.I have Physical Therapy later...so that sucks!! But like I always say..I still will always go to your shows..even if I Get hurt bad again.My Dad is always asking me if Im crazy,because I go to your shows even though the first time i went to one of them I almost died! But I love you guys so much!! Theres nothing stopping me from seeing my FAV. band!!
Hey I agree with Kearsten..when you go Laas Vegus go to the stratosphere and ride the Big Shot!! You'll love it!! I was so scared when I went on it.Its the tallest thrill ride in the world or country..IDK..but go!!Its great!!!
~NAT..only 2 more days!!~ Well guys Im gonna go! I miss you so much!!
Love Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(True #1 Fan In Oklahoma!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 6, 2004 10:07 PM

hey sarah...do u actually know this guy or did u jsut meet him over the internet? ..is it the same guy i talked to?? cuz he started telling me lil things like "haha sean laughed" and then he said somethng abot ryans laptop and when i asked him "sean who?" he said nvm and i said "so ur saying that ur derek" and he wouldnt answer me. but can someone plz tell me who this is or if its somebody pretending to be derek? if anyone knows plz im me my s/n is whitneyn08

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 6, 2004 10:21 PM

Whitney... No I don't think we talked to the same person. If you have yahoo messenger please IM me. it's everything2me2008 and if you don't have yahoo please feel free to email me at
michael_sarah_smith_1_27_2004@yahoo.com and I will be more than willing to talk to you about this creep. In fact, he comes on this site. I just had a conversation with him today, I'll show you the chad history!

Sarah

Posted by: Sarah on April 6, 2004 10:36 PM

u guys rock. i'm going to ur concert when ur om tour in indiana. hope u guys will rock, becuz ur album was awsome. best cd i've ever bought. i love u guys! espically sean! i love u! u kick@SS on guitar and have an awesome voice. derek, man, u rock at those drums. and ryan, dude man, u can play that bass! this is my first time commenting on u guys on here. keep rocking. later. love always, Narley

Posted by: Narley on April 6, 2004 10:42 PM

these posts get weirder and weirder . . .
SCURRY

Posted by: stefani on April 6, 2004 11:13 PM

What the hell? Stop asking for stupid shout outs, people! If they really feel the need to do so, they will. You don't need to ASK. It's kind of annoying 'cause about 5982793847398+ people do it.

Oh, and the same goes for emailing. There's a very slim chance that they'll email you. So stop already!

STOP.
STOP.
STOP.
STOP.

Got it? Alright then...

Posted by: - Samantha S. on April 6, 2004 11:42 PM

AMEN samantha s.! i am so sick of reading, DEREK PLZ GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT PLZ. dude, HE WILL GIVE U A SHOUT OUT IF HE FEELS THE NEED TO! GEEZ, PEOPLE STOP BUGGING HIM. AND STOP ASKING THEM TO EMAIL YOU!!! AND HOW COULD YOU DATE A GUY WITHOUT EVEN MEETING HIM?? THATS KINDA STRANGE.

Posted by: cynthia perez on April 6, 2004 11:54 PM

Hey whats up all. SES Fuckin rocks my world! u guys kick some serious ass. I was just wondering if i were to send u a demo of my band, if u would listen to it. but i understand if u cant, cuz u guys have a lot to do. but ill luv u 4ever!
-Liz

Posted by: Liz on April 7, 2004 12:00 AM

Hey u guys r awesome...i have been to st. louis and i saw the arch but never went in it sounds fun ill have to go sometime well i love u guys u proly knew that but hey gotz to make sure.n e wayz l8erz

Posted by: Annie on April 7, 2004 12:05 AM

oh yeah, becca, i wanna bang you like a screen door?? seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you? you think the guys like reading shit lke that? that scares them . and i am pretty sure his mom doesnt like reading those either. NOBODY DOES! so keep it clean , alrighty. have a nice day.

Posted by: cynthia perez on April 7, 2004 12:05 AM

i know im not responding back to your post but i just have a question for you guys,.....have you ever thought about suicide and planned it all out and everything? if you do think about suicide and plan your death,......is that bad? if it is then how can you make things better? ive tried some things but im going to try summore between now and when i die,......can you please help me and email me? im online like most of the times, so if you can email me and help me out that'd be great becuz nobody's helping me,......and it makes it worse since i have atychiphobia,......email me,......Crazabballer38@aol.com

Posted by: e|ise* on April 7, 2004 12:16 AM

hey if you guys know that this guy is pretending to be Derek or if the girl is pretending to be Amy, why dont you guys just ignore them? Thats what i would do. and yeah some of the stuff you guys say are pretty weird. like i remember from a couple of posts ago, someone said, if i could, i would bang your music. and now i see one that says, Derek, i wanna bang you like a screen door?!?! come on people, thats just something that i am sure a lot of people dont want to read. and if we have problems like these, there probably wont be anymore journal entries or shout outs, etc.. so yeah, just thought i would share my thoughts with everyone.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele ( #1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 7, 2004 12:18 AM

http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=derek_gledhill&mode=full

thats what one of you guys were talking about, dont get so worked up about it. if you click on this persons home page, it takes you to http://aftercelebrity.com/ and it tells you there that.. "We are definitely not them, nor do we know them. This is a game, and it's not meant to be taken seriously."

so you see its just a game. dont be fooled at believing that they are the celebrities they claim to be.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele ( #1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 7, 2004 12:28 AM

thanx Michele but that isnt the person im talking about

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 7, 2004 12:44 AM

and i dont want to just ignor it because i wanna find out what the guys problem is... like ryan said " its not cool to pretend to be someone ur not" so im jsut trying to set things straight and i dont want this comments board to turn into a bunch of ppl fighting with each other...email someone to yell at them...im jsut trying to support the band not start stuff

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 7, 2004 12:50 AM

who are u talking to?

Posted by: cynthia perez on April 7, 2004 01:13 AM

im talkin to alot of ppl even from really old posts...but like i said im not startin stuff...nobody take it personal...these are prolly ppl that dont even check the new posts anymore

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 7, 2004 01:18 AM

oh yeah, i though Derek was 24?

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele ( #1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 7, 2004 01:36 AM

Hey Smile,YOU GUYS ROCK!i saw you guys live in Struthers Ohio.Hope you guys come back soon.
LOVE YOU ALL!
Rock On!
P.S. Sean ur Freakin Hot

Posted by: Christy aka 180* KiKi on April 7, 2004 01:40 AM

Hey Smile,YOU GUYS ROCK!i saw you guys live in Struthers Ohio.Hope you guys come back soon.
LOVE YOU ALL!
Rock On!
P.S. Sean ur Freakin Hot

Posted by: Christy aka 180* KiKi on April 7, 2004 01:40 AM

Michele: I think he is. Which means he's a whole ten years older than me! That's crazy. :P

Cynthia: You are my new best friend! Lol, just kidding, but you're awesome. I'm glad someone here thinks the same way as I do.

And to everyone else: Keep the "omg Derek is this you?!?!?" crap off of here. We've already accomplished that it is NOT him. If you must talk about it, do so somewhere else. You could email or IM one of the other people who have talked to that same guy, or whatever! Just don't fill this thing up with that anymore, please? I'm not trying to be rude, but I just want to stop all of that before it fills this whole thing up. I'm sure Derek and others here don't like to read about it from 532847923+ people when one person has already talked about the exact same thing.

Okay! Well, I think I'm done posting on here until their next entry. :P I've obviously said enough!

Thank you. :)

Posted by: - Samantha S. on April 7, 2004 01:53 AM

hOla!!
heck yea bush needs the boot outta office. n-e-wayz hope ya'll are having a great time, can't wait to see you guys again!!!! chuck...hello!!! well take care, I ALSO PUT SOME PIX ON THE SITE but i need to scan more. TA TA
lOve.......~kAtIe KaT~....(albuquerque)

Posted by: Katie on April 7, 2004 02:11 AM

well all i can say is ppl ned to stop pretending they are ses and yes we do need to stop filling this thing up...that is why we talk in the emails now

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 7, 2004 02:13 AM

Bought the Punisher Cd today.Not impressed with it.I'm very picky.But i did like your guy's song.But most of the other songs.I could take or leave them.Strata song good.Ben Moody one Decent.Submersed decent.Your's great.Why are so many bands sounding the same?I love rock music.But i like to hear different sounds.Not the same old crap.I love your sound.So please never change it.Ok if you do make it fresh and new.Please don't try to be like everyone else.I pretty much can relate to all your songs.Even Nowhere kids.Even though i'm 33 years old.But i remember when i was a teenager.Was rasied in a messed up home etc.Take Care Shannon

Posted by: Shannon on April 7, 2004 02:36 AM

Hey dudes. Its mike, the dude who loves soutpark. HAHA! I left one of these posts earlier..like..i donno..im gonna guess around 150 ago. Lol, damn, thats what i call True Fans. Yall are "da fo shizzle". HAHA, that was gay. Anyways, i have to say this..I hate fucking MTV. I stayed up till 2 in the morning to watch the new video. Ive seen it once but i love it. Well, after the Nirvana video collection (RIP Kurt) i was gong to watch All Things Rock on MTV. They didnt play it! FUCKERS! Unless i just missed it. But im pretty sure they did not play it. I think im gonna file a complaint! All of you fans do the same! Now im going to go watch repeats of southpark and play my guitar..at the same time...im talented. Ha. -later-

Posted by: Mike on April 7, 2004 02:54 AM

Hey Guys! Again!
I was bored!!BLAH! I had alot of coffee today!! LOL!
Ya know what..I feel stupid...Remember that band Hanson? From my hometown(Tulsa,OK)Well..Ive recently been getting in to their music again..they have some new stuff thats pretty good.I remember when I was really little Me and 2 of my friends used to act like we were dating them..I was always with the youngest one(Zac) It was funny! I was such a little weirdo! I am now but different!You have to pay money to be a member of their website!!!Thats so freaking gay!! I'm with so many others and I have never even heard of paying!!! i e-mailed a person or whatever and asked why.I also E-mailed Zac it was great!! Like I said I feel stupid.(I absolutly hate their song Mmmm Bop)
Dont worry..I will love you guys forever!!!
Love Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(True #1 Fan in Oklahoma!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 7, 2004 03:29 AM

hey!! you guys really need to come back to oklahoma!!! i kno it wasnt to long ago when ya'll were here but it was so freaking awsome~! i cant wait to see ya'll again!!!
Lisa Mae

Posted by: Lisa Mae on April 7, 2004 04:07 AM

I wanna give my own shout out to DEREK!!!...what is up man?lol.. its Rachel from VA...I know you remember me...from the Richmond Show at Alley Katz and The D.C show on March 4 at the 930 club.(first show of the sno core tour). Im the girl with the pink eye make-up and all the piercings.....I was with Deanna,the pink and black haired chick who has seen you guys like literally a million times and you know who she is!lol..anyway just wanted to say that I just got a SES tattoo yesterday (april 5) my first tattoo thought it was gonna hurt but it didnt im glad but it wouldnt have botherd me if it did cause its for you guys! You guys are seriously the coolest! like i told you back in March i will see you guys May 4 at the Norva in norfolk, Va i will be there way early like i always am (isnt someone else who posted going to that show too??) and i expect to talk to you again!..lol...i wanna show you my tattoo!! talk to you guys later!!
~*RACHEL F.*~

Posted by: Rachel Fisher on April 7, 2004 04:44 AM

Ryan Sean or Derek whoever reads this u guys should make a smile empty soul beanie!!! i would buy it!!!

Posted by: melissa on April 7, 2004 05:18 AM

ON A SATURDAY NIGHT...DON'T REMIND ME THAT THERE'S NOTHING TO DO...

AND THERE'S NOTHING THAT I WON'T DO...TO FEEL THE BLOOD RUN THROUGH MY VEINS...

*thank you guys soooo fuckin much for that song...you have no fuckin idea how much i love it*

<3 the girl who always drowns sean out at all the east coast shows, haha-----sorry bout the one in Clifton Park, derek...i know you could barely play over my screaming---lata gatas

Posted by: Ana on April 7, 2004 06:42 AM

hey rachel f.! i love that pic of you, deanna and derek. Derek looks so adorable in that pic, hes wearin a greenish jacket and a black beanie. haha when i was reading your post, like right after the first couple of lines, i knew who it was coz of the picture. i gave the pic a rating of 10! thats cool that you got a tat, especially a ses one!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele ( #1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 7, 2004 06:48 AM

Its so gr8 2 hear from u sean!! Man, I really agree with u.... I forgot but how old do u have 2 be to vote? (I feel retarded 4 not knowing) 18? 'Cause im not 18 yet. I would vote but I really dont believe in politics etc, Like my dad always says (about presidents)" They are all the same" Also, sean it isn't just bush its basically a bunch of people telling him what to do, its a fucking institution. Sorry 2 hear about that pyscho bitch u were talking about. FAKERS SUCK!!!
I also want 2 take a minute here 2 say this(sry if it sounds corny or whatever & no one is reading this anyway)..Sean u really are amazing. I think u are a genious & u are also very talented. I know one day if not already SES is going 2 be huge. I dont want 2 make comparisons but I believe u guys are right up there w/ nirvana as one of the best bands that will be remembered & not forgotten. Dont let fame etc fuck it all up.
Well I just wanted 2 say a lil something b4 i fall asleep. I hope u guys are safe and shit. Take care Much luv


Posted by: Ariane on April 7, 2004 07:37 AM

I like Jelly Beans.

BLAH! Seck-c

MMYYY NAME IS PAUULLLLL, no never mind my singing...

I'm thirsty

Posted by: Locobazooka: United We Rock on April 7, 2004 11:55 AM

holy shit guys guess what? omg well i know the dj at the radio station here and holy shit she said that if my bands sends her our demo that the station will play it and put us in the surf underground thing!!!!!! omg me and J.O.O are gonna shit our pants if we hear our stuff on the radio!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh omg i'm so happy!!!!
ok later guys
~~yalls number one fan in nc~~
---ally

Posted by: ALLY on April 7, 2004 12:25 PM

hey every body its chrissy and i went to the concert in january ( long time ago i knoe) but im going to the one april 28th to and i want you all to know that smileemptysoul kicks ass and their my fav. band please in clude me in your next shout outs and go outside the back after the april 28 house of blues show so that i can get a picture with you guys to have and maybe you can sign ANOTHER one of my shirts and my sister didnt get to meet you some time if you can include daniele mullins in the next one ill show her shell be so exited( sean if you do one try to use her yopur her favorite guy from the band) thanks buh bye lots of love chrissy

Posted by: seanissexy on April 7, 2004 01:13 PM

hey this is chrissy again just wanted to say that last post was on my friend emilys name this is mine lots of love chrissy hope to see you after the concert

Posted by: smilegurl on April 7, 2004 01:15 PM

Hey guys! Well I m actually in school; we have like 40 mins. to go and I am BORED! It is a 3 hour day and very very pointless.......... I am getting a D in French and english and so yea. My dad was being an asshole yesterday; I tried telling him that I am not perfect but it NEVER works, I need to move out! RAYNEE! OMG I agree that tomorrow when I see SES they will be thanked for letting us meet. It is great. And about tha Zaid thing; it's cool cuz he is cool and we are still talking. You know, I don't mind going to prom alone; nothing can ruin this week because I get to meet SES tomorrow! FUCK YEA! See you guys tomorrow! LOVE ~*NAT*~

Posted by: Naatalie on April 7, 2004 04:22 PM

Hey guys!!...I'm Arleen from Puerto Rico, I just wanted to say that this band kick ass, is the best, and I'm doing all I can voting for "Sillouettes" so it can get to the number 1 spot...hey you guys should visit Puerto Rico, just once i'll be the happiest girl on earth and not just me they're lots of fans, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!!!!!!
take care
Arleen :)
\m/

Posted by: Arleen M. on April 7, 2004 06:01 PM

hey, its me again Im just corecting something, in the last post I wrote "they're" and its "There're"...sorry, I'm not perfect...LOL

\m/

Posted by: Arleen on April 7, 2004 06:06 PM

Oooo you wouldnt believe me if I told you whats up. Im very very very very very happy tho. Thanks for remembering me ;)I'll be seeing you.

*Rhiannon

Smile Empty Soul ROCKS!

Posted by: Gatorade on April 7, 2004 06:50 PM

hey michele yes Derek does look adorable in the pic of me him and my friend Deanna...lol...i so cant wait to see them again!!...Im glad i got my tattoo...ive already had like 5 people laugh at me including the tattoo guy for getting a SES tattoo...but im like whatever they are a good band and their songs mean a lot to a lot of people so im like why not get a tat of your favorite band?...lol.
~*RACHEL F.*~

Posted by: Rachel Fisher on April 7, 2004 08:09 PM

all my relatives live in MO. so ive been up in the arch like 2 or 3 times- its pretty scary! i saw you guys at wild woodys. it was frikin awesome! i was in the front row table. we got there so early it was crazy. but it was definetly worth the wait! i got some stuff signed by you guys- but i found out that after i left my friend brittany gave all you guys hugs!!! ugh, i could of killed her!! but im starting to calm down about it :)-- but ne way, dont worry sean, my house is full of democrats and bush haters so we'll definetly be voting against him! ok-well later for you! bye

Posted by: kristin on April 7, 2004 08:56 PM

Hey you guys! Sean, that girl sounds like a real bitch. If she talks to me, I'll tell het to f*ck off and go screw a donkey! -lol- Girls like that are pathetic, they have to get their kicks by pretending to be somebody they are not just to make people think they are cool. I hate it. I love you! Bye
xoxo
Sarah

Posted by: Sarah on April 7, 2004 10:05 PM

whats up with the gatorade? Derek said IVE GOT THIRST AND YOU SMELL LIKE MY GATORADE, WHATS UP HONEY. are you guys goin out or something?

Posted by: karen on April 7, 2004 10:28 PM

Hey guys! How goes it?
I'm good! today is a good day!I am kinda happy!i dont know know why..nevermind I do! Its wensday!!Oneight night..YAHY!!
~NAT~hey..0ne more day left till SES.And no its not ok that Zaid said no...he should still take you...And I still want SES TO KICK HIS ASS FOR ME!!!!I luv ya!!And he sucks.well ya.Anywho..I gots ta go!I miss you guys so much!!Im gonna cry,i realy miss you guys!!!
Love SOO Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(true #1 fan in oklahoma!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 7, 2004 11:13 PM

Hey I think Derek is the drummer for this band? lol i just saw ur silhouette (or however you spell the damn word) on fuse, and i must say he is very pretty :) lol so im sayin whats up and i dont know why im doing this im just freakin radical i guess ha well im out.

Posted by: Keelee on April 7, 2004 11:51 PM

hey derek! wow i realized today i havent checked the sit in awile so i decided to fix that! i still cant wait for you headlining tour even thought that wont be for awhile.... have you thougth of who else you would want to tour with you? im glad snowcore is goin well... did you end up seeing hellboy? let me know how it is im not sure if i want to see it or not. if you like it maybe i will go see it. god damn its still so cold in New England!!! but im wearing my SES sweatshirt so i am warm... yay!!! i cant wait till i go to Florida next week SPRING BREAK finally i hate the cold i dont know why the hell i live here.... oh well... ooo and im getting a dog im so excited!!! hehe now all i need to make my life complete is to see you guys in concert i have missed you every time you have come to Boston, and it would be cool to meet you guys! ha anywho im gonna go! much love from your #1 fan in New England!
~caitlin

Posted by: caitlin on April 8, 2004 01:20 AM

hey derek! wow i realized today i havent checked the sit in awile so i decided to fix that! i still cant wait for you headlining tour even thought that wont be for awhile.... have you thougth of who else you would want to tour with you? im glad snowcore is goin well... did you end up seeing hellboy? let me know how it is im not sure if i want to see it or not. if you like it maybe i will go see it. god damn its still so cold in New England!!! but im wearing my SES sweatshirt so i am warm... yay!!! i cant wait till i go to Florida next week SPRING BREAK finally i hate the cold i dont know why the hell i live here.... oh well... ooo and im getting a dog im so excited!!! hehe now all i need to make my life complete is to see you guys in concert i have missed you every time you have come to Boston, and it would be cool to meet you guys! ha anywho im gonna go! much love from your #1 fan in New England!
~caitlin

Posted by: caitlin on April 8, 2004 01:20 AM

opps didnt mean to post twice! sorry

Posted by: caitlin on April 8, 2004 01:21 AM

Hey everyone! im sure alot of ppl already know about this but incase u don't here is the link to the Snocore E-card! http://www.winduplist.com/ls/sites/snocore/promo_50022/frame.asp?pid=19507&sid=

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 8, 2004 01:27 AM

Hey...sorry i know i have posted like 237483 times but i have one more question ... derek do u sing in in every sunday? and which other ones do u sing in?

Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 8, 2004 02:03 AM

hey GUYS WHATS UP DEREK/RYAN/ AND SEAN I CANT WAIT FOR YOU GUYS OWN HEADLINING TOUR I HOPE YOU GUYS COME BACK TO THE VALLEY OMG I WOULD DIE IF YOU GUYZ COME BACK DOWN I'LL DIE AFTER THE SHOW LOL YEAH WELL MAN I REALLY LOVE U GUYS SSOOO MUCH sean sean hey you finally said droped a message in thats cool i hope u guys are okay ...IM REQUESTING THE SHIT OUT OF SILHOUETTESS THE DJ GUY GOT MAD AT ME B/C I WAS CALLING EVERY 10 MIN AND SO I STILL CALLED AND TOLD HIM OFF CUZ I REALLY LOVE U GUYS OK I HOPE U GUYS IF YOU CAN PLEASE PLEASE COME TO THE VALLEY MCALLEN AND DO A SHOW PLEASE !!!!OK BYE GUYS LOVE YOUR BIGGEST DIE HARD FAN MELISSA FROM TX

Posted by: mellissa on April 8, 2004 03:58 AM

haha guys! i had a dream last night that i went to your concert the other night. and i met you all again but the concert was in a difference place. and derek gave me a hug and asked if i wanted to sit back behind the table with them so i said surre then all these people kept asking me for my autograph and i wasnt even in a band hahaha i dunno i thought it was kind of weird.
anyway..

~Much Love~
*rock on*

//Ashley//

Posted by: //Ashley// on April 8, 2004 11:42 AM

hi its jenny from harpos in detroit again.(ya the one sister with the big pink stain on her white shirt! hehe) just wanted to say a few more words. Derek, me and ann really did have a great time. was the "Gatorade" shout out for me by the way?? anyways, i told you that you wouldnt call, haha, but feel free to email me if ya want, qtjen83@hotmail.com. ok THANX AGAIN!!!
-jenny

Posted by: jenny on April 8, 2004 03:47 PM

BEST BANDS OF ALL TIME ARE :

CKY, SMILE EMPTY SOUL, AND NIRVANA

KICK ASS IN CHICAGO AT THE HOUSE OF BLUSE TONIGHT. TOO BAD IM NOT 21 I WOULD GO. CUBS ARE GOING TO WIN THE WORLD SERIES THIS YEAR.

Posted by: Doesnt matter on April 8, 2004 04:03 PM

if bush gets elected again i am moving out of the US...

Posted by: candicee on April 8, 2004 04:16 PM

if bush gets elected again i am moving out of the US...

Posted by: candicee on April 8, 2004 04:16 PM

if bush gets elected again i am moving out of the US...

Posted by: candicee on April 8, 2004 04:16 PM

wow def didnt know i posted that 3 times... im sorry

Posted by: candicee on April 8, 2004 04:17 PM

DAMNIT! YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD... SILHOUETTES RULES!! I REQUEST THE FUCK OUT OF THAT SONG! Sean, babe, you are right, we need to pull that carpet munching exuse for a president right outta office... he pisses me off puting all the shit about John Kerry on my television. I'll give that man something to complain about (hehe) aw well anyways... stay awesome... you'll be hearing from me all the time! And, you guys... up here in North Dakota, we know who you are (YOU RULE) and we aren't a bunch of hicks... Hope to see you in Fargo or something... LOVE YOU SEAN... YOU'RE THE FUCKING MAN!!! Love Ashley

Posted by: Ashley Heinz on April 8, 2004 10:05 PM

HEY SES FANS
SEAN TOOK A FEW MINUTES TO ANSWER A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS WHILE ON TOUR RIGHT NOW.. GO CHECK IT OUT WWW.STARSTRUCK-MAG.COM JUST CLICK ON THE INTERVIEWS LINK AND SMILE EMPTY SOUL (THERES TWO U CAN CHECK OUT!) THANKS GUYS!!!!

Posted by: Carla on April 8, 2004 11:58 PM

Hey ses ^_^ I want you to come back to NY to say Hi to me and Ali! we freakin miss you,(Sean will you marry me?) we miss you soo much I forgot to take pics the day you guys were on IMX! So yeah :-( Im in freakin pain bc I miss you guys TOUR WITH THREEDAYS GRACE! They rock ass too! anyways...if your gunna come back to NY go the the bronx lol ok! lol muahahahaha I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE you guys bye
PS Ally, did the plan fail!?!

Posted by: Katrina on April 9, 2004 12:42 AM

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THe #1 CANADIAN fan:
Emilia Cisneros


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Posted by: Emilia Cisneros on April 9, 2004 02:02 AM

hey carla! thanks for the interview! that site is pretty cool, there are a lot of interviews there. and i read the older one that you did with SES. i think this part is funny:
Ryan: A lot of the stuff that I should of remembered I was probably drunk.. but actually last night there was some memorable moments hanging out with the Deftones; we were hanging out with Thursday, and their drummer Tucker was just so hammered - he was running around with his pants down all over backstage. He was trying to hug everyone and Derek was like dead sober and Tucker comes over to him with his pants down and jumps on his back and is like 'hey! Whatsup dude!" and Derek throws him off and was just like "no!".

ahahaha! that cracks me up!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele (#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on April 9, 2004 02:23 AM

Hey Guys!How Goes It?
I'm good! Play a kick ass show tonight for Natalie!!!!......and Nat, have a wonderful time!!I love you huys..todays entry is verry short,Im in alot of pain and need to go lay back down( my back and neck are hurting really bad today, my doctor says its the pain med. I havnt takin it in a while) Well im gonna go,
Love & Miss SOO Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(true #1 fan in Oklahoma....even though i almost died at the first show i saaw you in!!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 9, 2004 02:28 AM

dude i always say nucking futs like on dickie roberts lol its better that way so i can say it infront of my mom lol (seans hot!!!!)


much love,
-karella-

Posted by: karella on April 9, 2004 03:09 AM

Hey wuts up all?..I cant wait to see yall guyz in concert when yall come to Selma Tx.. i get to go see yall..its gunna be the shit..and..South Park kicks ass..i like the one..where..they get the chicken pocks..and they get..that..one chic..to give there parents herpes..thats funny..newho..yall rule..and Sean im gunna vote Bush out.im finally old enough..ya!...cuz he suck ass...wut else..oh..man im sunburn hardcore..and it sux..ppl hitting my arm..cuz its sunburn..so much pain..oh i voted for yall on Fuse..i dont really like mtv..except when they showed Nirvana stuff..and thats it..umm..is Hellboy negood?..from the previews..it looked like another cheesy hero movie..but hey who knows..dude..Tre Cool from green day has a shirt that says BUll SHit..its kewl..i want one..its the shibbians..one more week to see yall..i cant wait i hope i get to meet yall..cuz its like me and a bunch of my friends..and were skippin skewl..like our last 3 class periods of it..so we will prolly be there kinda early..and we got mosh pit..so its gunna rule..now..i just need and outfit..and im set to go..oh and its gunna be kewl..cuz..im gunna bring my Hacki sack..so we can play it while we are waiting to get in..and were gunna bring a big beach ball..so like the whole crowd..and just like..play with it and pass it around...its gunna be awesome..well..ya'll are awesome..and..i cant wait to see yall in concert and hopefully and maybe in person. ;) ADIOS

~*~Stephanie Mudine~*~

Posted by: Stephanie on April 9, 2004 04:21 AM

i foregot to put sumptin...
R.I.P.
Kurt Cobain

~*~Stephanie Mundine~*~

Posted by: Stephanie on April 9, 2004 04:27 AM

i already posted to day so i dont know what to say right now i kindof got every thing off in the post i made under "yes the midwest does infact rock" or some thing like that so have sean go check it out if he can. or how ever. not that i dont like you derek or ryan but i just really like sean.hey i just noticed that he looks like my buddy jimmy cool. well ne way ttyl
xoxo

Posted by: katherine on April 9, 2004 05:43 AM

FUCK BUSH!! yeah!
I am a 21 yr. old studying international relations and very conscious of our world, I am from a third world country and I have seen what maniacs like GW have done to the world. People, Sean is right, let's see REALITY, not the CNN crap put before our eyes, but take it upon yourself to investigate and find out the TRUTH. It's a big world out there, dont be a secluded american, be compassionate and responsible.
Onto brighter things, I LOVE SES!!!! Went to the SnowCore show in New Jersey. Was fucking awesome, I enjoyed it so much, I screamed my heart out. It made me so happy to see SES. I was happy the whole week after that :). The guys are super cool, and signed my CD and agreed to take pics w/ me :), super cool. I want to thank you Sean,for being so cool, even though I almost poked your eye out when taking the picture, lol, I was too excited. Ryan, we are brown and beautiful :). Thank you guys for making inspirational music.
mucho amor,love ya love ya love ya
Marlen-

Posted by: Marlen on April 9, 2004 07:18 AM

ha ha ha ha . . . Green Day was my very first concert on the day of my 15th birthday which, I might add, I share with TRE COOL . . . tres cool! anyway, I used to have such a thing for billie joe armstrong's public persona. mmm hmmm . . . but I've moved on since then. lol.
Stefani

Posted by: Stefani on April 9, 2004 08:43 AM

hey it is your #1 fan lol. i wish that i could go to one of your concerts but i live in fucking Chapin, South Carolina and you guys never come here and if you do you go to a place were you have to be 18 or older to get in! So if i had one wish it would be to go to one of your concerts!

~LOTS OF LOVE~

Chase Erika Jackson and all my friends

Posted by: Chase *im a girl* on April 9, 2004 04:43 PM

~*~*~*~*~*~ Hey Derek,Sean, & Ryan ~*~*~*~*~*~
I know your not going to see this because it's at 172 or something like that. But yeah I'm moving into my house finally well not right now but later on when my Dad gets home and I'll be sleeping in my new house tomorrow night after the movers come and move all this shit over there besides my bed because I just got a new one. I love your band sooo much that my friends think that I need personal help. I had this dream about you the other night it was like you were at a fair or something and there was this rollercoaster but there wasn't cart and you had to hold on with your strength of your own arms, and Derek's hands got burned and he had to jump up on the railing right next to me and he was sitting down by then and I started rubbing his back because he was tired and all sweaty but that doesn't bother me. But we became friends (All three of you) And then we went to my house somehow we got there I do not know. But I had my own house and it kicked ass. But anyways you guys were going to leave and I said that's cool go ahead because in my dream I'm not that obsessed or something. Yeah well anyways you went outside and sat on the curb just talking and then I went outside because I had to run over to my friends house and one of you guys grabbed me by the leg and asked where I was going, but then you followed me running to my friends house. And she doesn't liek you guys but in the dream she was like (OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IT'S SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!!!!! KATHRINE ARE THOSE YOUR FRIENDS DO YOU EVEN KNOW THEY'RE FOLLOWING YOU TO MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!) Anyways then like yeah it went on till years later and I guess I was on tour with you guys.......and then my Dad walked into my bedroom to me he was going to work and I never got to finish my drum solo....he woke me up because when you open my door it's loud and I'm a light sleeper. Well yeah I g2g and I just wanted to say Hi and that I love you guys and e-mail me if you can because I want to put up this hard quiz on www.quizilla.com so I can get your band spreading out there because I made another easy quiz and about 85 people took it in 5 days that's not alot
Love *Squee* (I got a new name too it's Daneem not Kathrine <- God I hate that name anyways #1 Fan in Upland) E-mail address Deadweeks5p1d3rw3b@yahoo.com (I'm sorry this comment thingy is so long please forgive me)

Posted by: Squee (Kathrine #1 fan in Upland on April 9, 2004 04:50 PM

...i didnt get the URL thing so i just left it blank... oh well? yeah. two of my friends (stacey sheffer and kristin) have not stopped talking about you guys since they saw ya. they convinced me to look into ya, and the music's pretty good. but fuck bush? well, im from a republican family, but i dont really care about politics either way. but i dont see how kerry can do much better. i dont think g.w.'s the best president (far from it probably) but i dont think kerry would be either. but, im not even old enough to vote yet so i reeaaally dont give two shits. id rather just sit back and watch the world fuck itself. good plan? sure. you guys have rockin music though. Rock on.

i try to rock to... i play some drums :D

Posted by: Dula on April 9, 2004 05:04 PM

yeah well stacey sheffer thats me...its true im obsessed with all of you i cant stop freakin talking about you guys haha that dula kid! ok well kristins coming over and were gonna rock to ses! lol i have a picture of derek playing on my tv well i just paused it (tivo yay) and its unny cause you look like a fish a very hot fish i should say lol! yay wow you just all so sexy keep rockin! yay bye bye ~stacey~

Posted by: stacey sheffer on April 9, 2004 06:02 PM

Hey, Derek... your brothers band, yeah I checked out that site, they ROCK! but the shitty thing is is that I downloaded the greatest song from them, The Way It Was, and it like took forever, and when it was done, I listened to it once and I didn't save it on the jukebox and I accidentally pressed "preview" instead of add to playlist, and the whole fucking mp3 song was erased from my fricken computer... That was a good song, too, anyway, i am going to have to give them people at the ole fractionalmusic.com my addy so they can mail me their autographs... Thanks Derek... You rock my world! (Sean is fucking hott) love you, Smile Empty Soul... I'll be back... lol

Posted by: Ashley Heinz on April 9, 2004 09:07 PM

hey, i tried emialin but ur mailbox was full, but i just wanted to say that i think it'd b cool if u guys made sum ringtones wit ur songs. i can just imagine my cell ringin n i'd b jammin to the tune of nowhere kids, or any song for that matter, like therapy or sumthin, therapy would b a good song for a ringtone...all techno'd out wit loud, hight pitched, obnoxious beeps. anyways, i just thought it'd b a good idea, cos without a doubt all ur fans would download em n it'd b a good publicity thing or wutever. tx. ali

Posted by: ali on April 9, 2004 10:04 PM

HEy Guys!How Goes It?
I'm ok.....had a bad day,not that bad.How are things on the tour going?Thanks for showing Natalie a great time!!She was so happy!!!She said you guys were great!!WOW I miss being at your guys' shows!!I miss you guys so much!!
~NAT~I'm so happy for you!!!Its not fair..you met sean!! He was sick when i was suposta meet him! But Derek and ryan weere sweeties!!Ill talk to you on yahoo~
Well guys..im gonna go..still in alot of pain.
Love & Miss SOOOO Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(true #1 fan in Oklahoma!!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 9, 2004 11:46 PM

Hey guys. wow! i am very impressed you read past the 55th post, lol jk. i am giving u a promise..I WILL come to see ya in Jax april 27th..and if i dont then...im..forever in ur debt! lol...oh by the way thank you whoever fixed the..uhm wtf are they called?..FLYERS! lol it says tuesday now, sweeet! well anyway ...uh..why are we votin against Bush? HUH? how is he destroying the world?..not that i disagree..but i dont agree either..im not all political and shit...uhh cool that u went on that thing derek..but never even heard of it..whadda fuck i guess i live under a rock huh? well yea its nice to know that im not the only one in front of the mirror rockin my brains out. oneday we should meet up at a ballet place (u know wit all them fuckin mirrors on the walls) and see whose a sweeter rocker. uhm no, but keep it real and u made my day today! kapesh, bri

Posted by: bri on April 9, 2004 11:57 PM

Hey guys. wow! i am very impressed you read past the 55th post, lol jk. i am giving u a promise..I WILL come to see ya in Jax april 27th..and if i dont then...im..forever in ur debt! lol...oh by the way thank you whoever fixed the..uhm wtf are they called?..FLYERS! lol it says tuesday now, sweeet! well anyway ...uh..why are we votin against Bush? HUH? how is he destroying the world?..not that i disagree..but i dont agree either..im not all political and shit...uhh cool that u went on that thing derek..but never even heard of it..whadda fuck i guess i live under a rock huh? well yea its nice to know that im not the only one in front of the mirror rockin my brains out. oneday we should meet up at a ballet place (u know wit all them fuckin mirrors on the walls) and see whose a sweeter rocker. uhm no, but keep it real and u made my day today! kapesh, bri

Posted by: bri on April 9, 2004 11:57 PM

Hey guys. wow! i am very impressed you read past the 55th post, lol jk. i am giving u a promise..I WILL come to see ya in Jax april 27th..and if i dont then...im..forever in ur debt! lol...oh by the way thank you whoever fixed the..uhm wtf are they called?..FLYERS! lol it says tuesday now, sweeet! well anyway ...uh..why are we votin against Bush? HUH? how is he destroying the world?..not that i disagree..but i dont agree either..im not all political and shit...uhh cool that u went on that thing derek..but never even heard of it..whadda fuck i guess i live under a rock huh? well yea its nice to know that im not the only one in front of the mirror rockin my brains out. oneday w