HOW IS EVERYBODY DOING? SORRY ITS BEEN A WHILE, OUR COMPUTER IS STILL DOWN, I HOPE TO GET IT FIXED IN FLORIDA. WHATS NEWW YOU ASK, WELL WE HAVE A MONITOR ENGINEER NOW, HIS NAME IS LANCE AND HES GREAT. WE ARE WORKING ON GETTING IN-EARS AS WE SPEAK SO THAT WILL BE AWESOME. CHICAGO WAS GREAT. 2 NIGHTS BOTH GREAT!! IN CHICAGO WE ALSO GOT A NEW BUS DRIVER. MIKE WAS FANTASTIC THOUGH. BUTG HE HAD OTHER ABLIGATIONS. OUR NEW DRIVER PETE IS COOL, HES FROM BRITIAN, I THINK...ON TO MILWAKEEEEEEEEEEE WE WENT, WE PLAYED AT RAVES. I HEARD IT WAS HAUNTED. SOME OF US WENT DOWN TO SOME TUNNELS THERE AND IT FELT LIKE WE WERE IN THE BLAIR WITCH PROJECT!!!I WOULDN'T GO ALONE. SOMEONE PUT JELLY ATG THE BOTTOM OF AN OLD POOL AND IT LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE BLOOD!!!!!!!OH THEN SECURITY KICKED US OUT!!! I BOUGHT A BARBEQUE. I BUILT IT MYSELF. I WAS SO PROUD, THEN MY CAMP FEASTED. SHISCABOBS WERE DELECTABLE!!!! WE HAVE OUR FIRST OUT DOOR RADIO SHOW TOMMORROW SO THE GRILL WILL BE IN FULL EFFECT. IM HERE IN OKLAHOMA CITY ON A DAY OF, HEY LISTEN TO THIS, WE WERE HANGIN EARLIER IN THE HOTEL ROOM WHEN 2 YOUNG GIRLS ASKED ME WHAT ROOM SMILE WAS IN. I PANICED AND I JUST SAID, I DONT KNOW, WHAT DO THEY LOOK LIKE??? THAT WAS GOOD FOR A LAUGH, OH AND I GOT SOME EAR CANDLES TODAY. YOU PUT THIS CANDLE IN YOUR YEAR AND IT SUCKS THE WAX OUT!!!! IT CRAZY HOW MUCH WAX I HAD IN THERE. I CAN HEAR MUCH BETTER NOW.... IM SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!WHAT DID YA SAY??? WE ARE SEEING PUDDLE TOMMORROW SO THAT WILL BE GOOD TIMES. WE MISS THOSE GUYS. DOES THE NEW VIDEO MESSEGES WORK?, I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TRY IT YET. I HAVE TO GO SOON BUT FIRST THE JOKE OF THE DAY: IM NO FRED FLINSTONE, BUY I'LL MAKE YOUR BEDROCK!!!YOU LIKE, HERES SOME HELLOS BEFORE I GO, SARAH(ARKANSAS) HELLO, COOL PIC, KRISTINE O.C. C YA IN LA, DO YOU WATCH THAT SHOW?, SARAH, ITS NOT ME, I HAVE NO KIDS, AND IM 24 NOT 18, WHO'D WHAT TO IMPERSONATE A DRUMMER IN A BAND ANYWAYS, WE'RE LOSERS!!!GIRL, MICHELE, LOSE WEIGHT TO GO TO A SHOW? THATS CRAZY, BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE. THAT IS MESSED UP AND YOUR MOM SHOULD APOLIGIZE TO YOU, OH AND THANKYOU, 24 NOT 25 YET!!!, BRITTANY, COME TO A SHOW AND SAY HI AT THE SIGNING TABLE. STACEY, KRISTIN, AND BRITTANY WHATS UP!!!! SHOUT OUT , THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!!,BRITTANI I WE WILL C YA ON MAY 19 IN LAS VEGAS, RIGHT!? SAMANTHA S. KEEP YOUR ENTRIES POSITIVE, SHOUT OUTS ARE FUN HE-HE, AND COME EARLY TO THE BLUENOTE, IM SURE WE CAN GET YOU AND YOUR MOM IN.... RACHAEL TAKE A PIC AND PUT IT ON OUR WEB SITE!!! ALSO RACHAEL, YOU'LL BE ON OUR GUEST LIST PLUS ONE AT THE NORVA MAY4, I PROMISE!!, AND MANDY AND KAYLA, YOU'RE PERFECT FOR EACHOTHER, DONT FIGHT!, I SAID SO....
WELL ITS TIME TO GO, IM GOING TO WORKOUT AND DO LAUNDRY!! FUN HUH THANKS EVERYONE YOU ROCK AND KEEP REQUESTING SILLOUETTES, LETS GET IT TO #1, OK , BYE BYE
DEREK...DEREK...DEREK....
Your record kept me from killing myself...I owe you guys my life and my love for music...
Posted by: Kristen on April 16, 2004 04:45 AMHey!!! That's freakin awesome that your in Oklahoma! Even tho is sucks!! Sorry the "young girls" didn't recognize you, Derek! They should go to a concert and then they won't miss you! You guys kicked ass when you rocked Tulsa! Well, worth the 4 1/2 the hour drive I had! You guys have to come back soon! You should go to Oklahoma city and play tho, that would only be about a 2 hour drive then! Have fun on the Road!!
Posted by: Tanya on April 16, 2004 05:11 AMyou know, i think my old house was haunted.hahaha, a candle that takes out the wax from your ears, i have never heard of that before, thats funny! and that thing about the girls at the hotel, that is hilarious, i am still laughing about it, my goodness, people these days. hmm.. looks like someones a good cook! the new video message works, its the one that was in NY, right? the joke of the day is better than the last one, hehe. seems like you guys are getting a lot of new crew people, what are in-ears? have fun with the out door radio show. Puddle of mudd are awesome! yeah i know, my mom is weird, but hey, if thats what it takes to see you guys in concert, then i guess thats what i have to do. hey Derek you know what i just noticed? your getting better at typing, you dont have so many typos anymore! good job! lol. have fun working out and doing laundry!
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
ha ha ha ha . . . what's today? dress UP day. Get it? lol.
scg
stefani, i dont get it.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
Puddle of Mudd!! What can I say!! The 2 of you at a show just tear the fucking house down!!! I will see you guys in Arizona in May!! Hell ya!!! Because I went to see POM I saw an awesome opening band and your just amazing soooooooo now I am your fan for life as well!! :) Michele your a great person! Dont let ANYONE tell you otherwise!! I really hope you get to see SES!! :) They just kick major ass!!
Posted by: upchurchfan on April 16, 2004 05:34 AMWhats up Derek! Have you guys decided who you are going to tour with next? I cant wait to see you guys again for the 4th time! Hope the rest of the tour goes well. Tell Ryan and Sean I said hi! Later!
Posted by: Chris on April 16, 2004 05:36 AMDerek-
You are so hott. I just wanted to say that and You guys kick ass. I want to see you guys in concert...so hopefully I will.I got like a lot of people into listening to you guys and they like you guys a lot too. Well later!
Hey Derek;)I'd just like to say that smile empty soul rox my sox!!!I saw you guys at the rave in Milwaukee;)& used all my energy for u guys...I dont know if you remember me, but you sighned my stomache, & I gave you a kiss on the cheeck????o well...Well I made sure I stayed after cause I really wanted to meet you all....I even begged my dad to get me at 1:30 cause a girl said thats when youd get to the tour bus....Needless to say my dad knows how much I love Smile empty soul so even though he had been sleeping, & I gaurenteed him I had a ride home, & my friends I was with were gonna bail...I did a little shwoozing over & we got 20 more minutes to wait for you to come out....And then as we turned around....YAY YAY YAY for us!!!! I was like shaking uncontrollably....and would finally like to say, you are all so talented and have unique sense of style when it comes to music....Rock On....& our radio stations have been playing alata siloettes....not that I keep calling like a billion times or anything....j/k...well love u all and c us again in little old Wisconsin k;) P.s. Its the Rave & Ididnt know it was haunted...thats crazy;)bye naw
Posted by: Raechel K. on April 16, 2004 05:58 AMyo guys, i think this site is so awesome, how you talk to your fans. i love it. i saw the vid silhouettes on Fuse a few weeks ago, i bought the cd, and im lovin it...i love sean's lyrics man, my friends are kickass at guitar and drums right, and i can sing, and we are playing silhouettes at a high school dance...just gettin started...i was gonna go to portland, (maine) to see you guys with puddle of mudd, but i couldnt afford tickets, *bummer*...hey, but this is your new biggest fan from Maine...mainers like smile too!
Posted by: Teddy S. on April 16, 2004 06:13 AMnice joke derek derek derek
it was hilarious! hope you and the boys are having a great time. you have such a great time doing shout outs and one of your oldest fans/pals doesnt even get a hello? i'll remember that. j/k
take care :) see you in may
Here's a song for your listening pleasure.
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/bangbangbang.swf
Posted by: Nic & Rhi on April 16, 2004 06:41 AMHey I know its kinda loserish to keep writting...but I wanted to ask how old you sean & ryan are??(unsettled debaite W/ a few of my friends)& hey again u all freakin rock!!!u are all supper freakin hot 2!!owie...sorrie I busted my shit skatin today & Im really really messed up & my left hand is all swollen & Im just a mess!!But any ways I love you all so much & I got everybody & their mother lovin u guys....I swear, I have a buddy of mine come over & they tell me like a few days latr how u guys r so great & how they bought your album!also,seans lyrics are like freakin pages outta my song books...dude its trippy ;)but literly, like Ive loved you all for like a year now when Bottom Of the Bottle first appeared on tv...& you guys are gonna be the next beatles,I swear!!!You are all my inpiration & rock on ...But hey, hit me back I love you all...(especially sean.....-sigh-who'd Id love to hear from...if possible;) well bye for naw...Raechers
Posted by: Raechel on April 16, 2004 06:41 AMHey SES, i just had some trivial questions i've been wanting to ask:
1) Ryan, kurt cobain always referenced himself as 'the blond one' i just wondering if that had any affect on calling yourself 'the brown one'?
2) What bands have u guys been listen too lately?
3) What did you guys think of instruction (u toured with them, right?) I think theyre pretty sweet, and i was just wondering what you thought.
Posted by: Justin aka Juds on April 16, 2004 06:54 AMDerek,
Ear candles don't work! The wax is from the candle not your ears. Even us blondes know that. ;)I can't believe you thought it was from your ears! You can't have that much wax in your ears.
Posted by: Nic on April 16, 2004 07:02 AMHEY GUYS!! I just wanted to tell u guys that your music rocks!! i had been goin through a rough time latley..and just by puttin ur CD in made me feel sooo much better...i saw u guys for the Snocore concert in Mattydale NY, you guys were fuckin awesome!!! im soo glad i went!! i was just wondering though?? if u can remember, if u guys liked us in SYRACUSE!!!! hehe..okay..well bye..good luck with everything..
Posted by: Heidi on April 16, 2004 07:15 AM~~~hey derek~~~
well this is maria your newest...lol well i was living in cali just 6 months ago and now i am sad that i moved cus i could have seen you...well today i had a lot of shit at school..man my ex is giving me the wrong signals...and i think its messed up..well you sems like a great guy i just wish that you were younger...but hey u never know somehting can happen..lol jk well maybe...so was it haunted???????????i wish i could have gone....i would be scared stiff...well it would be cool if u gave me a shout out...that will make my day since i am going through a lot of shit...i have a mad mouth..so crap....well i love you music,....i hope i can learn how to play the drumms...wow well if u could email me that would be great...thanks and have a great time seeing puddle....write me back please thanks oh and derek say hi to your band members for me.....well i g2g cus i am tiered and i have school tomorrow....love always
MaRiA SaNtIaGo
Posted by: Maria on April 16, 2004 07:38 AMoh by hte way my e-mail address is msantiagol@msn.com and hey can i watch you work out..you have a great body..lol im crazy well love u bye
maria
Posted by: maria on April 16, 2004 07:40 AMoh sorry but mmmm...you and your band members need to come to hawaii cus we are bored stiff..lol hahaha i would lov eto see u guys but yo have to do half the work so get your fine ass over here and let me see u in consert...remember i live in hawaii..the island oahu....lov eu
maria
ps: my friend alyssa says hi she is the greateset.....luv u
Posted by: maria on April 16, 2004 07:44 AMsaw u guys at 1st Avenue in Minneapolis on monday the 12th, you guys kicked major @$$. i've been listening to your cd for weeks on end now and have introduced all my friends to your cd too! I took some pics of u guys while i was there maybe ill post em on here somehow lol.
but thanks for a great show! too bad i couldnt have met you guys!
aim= bloodytearz4455
yahoo= starrynightgurl_4455
msn= luckyducky_4455@msn.com
^^^^ gay name but my dad and friends sometimes call me duck and they say im lucky and i have a thing for the number 4455 i dunno im a dork like that.... ok that was pretty random
well anyways i wanna say thank to SES u guys kept m from killing myself numerous times and if any of u guys want plsssssssss im me or email me personally im a huge fan and you guys r coming to my area soon (san jose, california) and i would die to talk to you and no im not a crazy phyco fan who's going to kidnap lol (or am i) no jk lol u im just mostly into yur guys music but yea pls contact me in anyway heck if i could i would put my # on here so u guys could call me but im not going to cuz someone else might call me lol but yeah ok im shutting up now buh byez
Posted by: Chelsea on April 16, 2004 09:07 AMHey when did you play in milwaukee? That is awesome I wish I could have been there. The eagles ballroom/the rave is like the most famous place for a good concert that is where they always are. well, i now there isn't much to do in wisconsin but i hope you all had fun.
Posted by: Kelly on April 16, 2004 11:32 AMHey smile you really rocked mt.pleasant michigan at cmu!!!it was so fleckin great. I was so stoked to see you again and get you to sign my cd again. thanks for signing my black converse. my friend got her shoe signed too and won't wear it and gets mad when i wear mine. i have voted like a hundred times for your vid. on mtv!!!hope it's gets #1 soon. JUST A QUESTION WHEN YOUR RECORDING ARE YOU ALL IN THE SAME ROOM JUST ROCKING OUT? did you guys like the cert in mt.pleasant? i was right up front till trapt played cause i didnt feel like crawling all they way back up front. the coolest thing...i stood by the lead singer scott and got him to sign my cd. i guess he was trying to go incognito but i recognized:) it was so stokifiying just made that word up!!! Thank you for rocking out so hard it was great...
rock on
kayleigh
Hey Derek
did you throw your sticks at the mt. pleasant concert? i really wanted to get one but if you did i must have not seen it.
rock on
kayleigh
Derek I will so take a pic of my SES tattoo and put it on the site for you to see....aww Derek your so nice to put me (+1) on the guest list at the Norva may 4 i so cant wait to see you guys again it hasnt even been 2 months since the last show in D.C but i cant wait....hopefully you guys arnt sick this time..lol.. like i said i will be there early so i will see you there!..he he...(by the way my friend sammy said "hi")
~*RACHEL FISHER*~
smile empty soul ROCKS....i love therapy the beat...for you is next......i love the whole cd!!!
........i was seriously pissed one day(it happens often because of my fucked up family) and i put smile empty soul on and instantly felt better.....
my boyfriend gave me the cd for valentines day....
i think it really is awesome.....................
hey derek...that really sux about ur computer but im glad u made an entry...im really excited about earthday birthday on the 25th...img oing thru smile empty soul withdrawl..i havnt seen u guys live since november 6,2003 at the house of blues with puddle of mudd, so im definatly going to go crazy when i see you guys come out...silouettes is great i vote 50 times everyday on mtv2 to get you guys to number 1, you definatly deserve it!! anyway keep rockin hard your shows are amazing...see ya at EDBD!!!!! bye
Ang
u guys, i have a confession to make, its not easy, but......i never liked youre first single, i thought the video was boaring, and the song wasnt very good. BUT now i totally love u thax to youre other singles, plz forgive, im a bad fan!!!!
Posted by: kelly on April 16, 2004 03:00 PMHey I'll see you guys at Buzzfest in Houston baby woo! I'm staying after the show and hanging out at the venue cause I'm just that cool. Much love- Christina
Posted by: Christina on April 16, 2004 03:27 PMhahah.. poor derek feels old.. and those chicks must have been really stupid to ask where smile was staying when your in the band.. haha.. you guys are awesome
xoxo alyssa #1 prov
Posted by: Alyssa on April 16, 2004 03:46 PMHEY DEREK! I doubt you remember me, but I was at water street music hall is rochester, NY near the beginning of your tour. COME BACK TO NEW YORK!
Posted by: Sara on April 16, 2004 03:49 PMRaechel, Derek just said that he is 24. Sean is 22, and i am not sure about Ryan, but i think hes the same age as Sean.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
derek,
i think those girls were pretty dumb not to notice you,lol. something like that happened when yall were here in corpus christi but at the time we really didnt know who yall were but those girls knew so that is really bad. we saw you on the beach and my friend was like drooling over you,lol! then we saw you on stage with sean and ryan and we kicked ourselves in the head!! But man i wish i could be in Houston tomorrow because i know yall are going to be here in Texas again. i wanted to go so bad but i am broke. Plus TEXAS fans are #1 !!!!! You and P.O.M rock at the shows. by the way LOVE the new video and i hear alot of yall here on C101. and i see the vid on FUSE all the time as well. we just love yall guys and we want yall to come back to Corpus CHristi. C-sculptures is around the corner,June12. HOpefully things will turn out great at the show and have fun in Houston tomorrow night. Tell Sean and Ryan i said "HOLA!!" talk to you later
bye,roxana
p.s.
write back about how the show went in Hoston!!
OMFG!!!! I finally have a chance for you guys to actually get to read my comments!!! This is great... OMG... you rock my world... as you know, I have posted many times, but I was a loser and posted like at the end... but it's all good, cuz now I am posting at the beginning!!!! Oh and Derek, don't worry buddy, I request Silhouettes all the time... Sean, you are the MAN and a half!!! Love ya guys!!! Well anywho, here in the ole north dakota, we HATE BUSH!!! We do need to pull that carpet munching excuse for a leader right out of the white house... haha... I hope that made Sean happy... Derek, you need to get sean and ryan off their asses and let them write, aw well, I love to hear from you... but Ryan and Sean rock too... Please... yeah, don't be afraid to say something about me on the next post...
P.S. Zach:
Stop coming around cuz you bother me
Stupid mother f-er pull your head out your @$$ and see
What don't you get?
Was I studdering?
I don't need to take your Sht get away from ME!!!!!
Love you, Smile Empty Soul, I just gained dignity from writing that... I just told off a stupid guy!!!!1
Your music helps me in my worst times
Posted by: Michelle on April 16, 2004 04:43 PMHey you guys what's up??? I know how busy you guys are and drummers are not losers!!!!!! I'm a drummer and I am proud *pouts* I am not a loser.......Anyways I'm glad you get to do your laundry I just got a new washer and dryer so I can wash my clothes. My boyfriend gave me his boxers today and I gave him one of my bra's I know we are weird. But anyways I'm so glad that I get to wash my clothes though. I love your CD so much I listen to it all day long and even all night I have dreams of you guys sometimes. Yeah you guys rock today my boyfriend is borrowing my Smile Empty Soul CD and he let me borrow his White Zombie CD. It's a good thing that I recorded some of your songs onto my tape so I won't go mad crazy. Anyways I love you guys and I am in computer class right now my teacher brings doughnuts to class on Friday's for "Fat Friday". I had one doughnut but I'm afraid I'm going to throw it up. Well I guess I g2g and I hope you have a wonderful day off. And ummmm I was wondering Derek what do you do when Sean is playing a song where it's just a guitar and no drums at all what do you do???
Love Squee
P.S. I LOVE YOU GUYS KEEP ROCKIN ON SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!!!! TTYL I have some other questions so if you could would you e-mail me at Deadweeks5p1d3rw3b@yahoo.com I need some help with my band thanx alot lots of love
Hey whats up? wellz i saw the new video its kool. Wellz g2g bye
Katie Land
Posted by: Katie on April 16, 2004 05:04 PMHey guys whats up? The radio stations here have been playin silhouettes quite a bit and i've been voting for the video on mtv and all those places. I have one question or favor to ask you guys, could you please put on a show in louisiana where u don't have to be 18 to go and see it!!! My friends and i were bummed b/c we can't see your show at the house of blues in new orleans b/c you have to be 18!! Maybe next time you guys tour we will be able to see the show! Well anyway...keep makin awesome music!!! You guys rock!!!!!!!!!
Posted by: courtney on April 16, 2004 05:41 PMYour cd keeps me from killing myself....all the songs on there i can relate too.....my life sucks and im glad i found u guys or i woulda already been dead...
Ur numba one NY fan
Jessica
You rock. 'Nuff said.
Posted by: Amy on April 16, 2004 06:13 PMMy house is Haunted. I always see wierd things like ghosts looking things or whatver in pictures its scary. Anyway you guys are fucking amazing I Love You . I can't wait to see you again in Atlanta.
Posted by: Ashleigh on April 16, 2004 06:24 PMyeah thats cool how u give shout outs! yeah u are awesome...i mite take my mom to the show on may 19th cuz she loves you guys and may 19th is her b-day so yeah hopefully that will work! but we live in cali so ill do it somehow!
Posted by: Bree on April 16, 2004 06:26 PMHaha, how could they not notice you? lol anyways goodluck tomorrow! im sure yall will have lots of fun!!
*Tabitha*
Posted by: Tabitha on April 16, 2004 06:29 PMOh my god you guys finally made a new journal post... yay i am so happy now... about time... gives me something new to read... . well i am bored and i gotta go.... later everyone.
Posted by: Brandy on April 16, 2004 06:42 PMDerek,
Thank you so much for clearing that up for me! Yeah this guy named Chris Jacobi was pretending to be you. He lives in Chicogo Illinios so maybe you've met him I don't know. But yeah... He had a lot of people believeing that he was you. Sorry to be a pain in the butt about it.. it's just that you are such great guys and I would hate to see or believe someone who said they were you. I don't want you you to think that I'm some kind of pysco freak fan that wants to stalk you or something lol... because that's not me at all! Well I love you man and talk to you later! OH BY THE WAY... MY BEST FRIEND HEATHER AND I ARE GOING TO YOUR SHOW THIS SUMMER IN VIRGINIA!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!! Can't wait to see you!!
I love you guys!
Sarah
Hey a quick question what is strata's web site cant seem to find it thought you would know you guys kick major ssa thanks again please let me know
rock on!!!!!!!!!!
kayleigh
DEREK!!!
Hey, I was at the Detroit show at Harpos on April 3rd. (The place with the REALLY high stage). I've also been to your other 2 Detroit Shows.
Just wanted to let you know that you inspired me to get drum lessons haha and Smile Empty Soul's music gets me through the day :o) Honestly.
Oh and you're the sexiest man alive.
Well, i can't WAIT for you guys to come back to Detroit! I WOULDN'T MISS IT FOR THE WORLD.
Love one of your biggest fans,
--alli--
GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! May 7th at City fest i get to see you guys!! holler im so happy i cant wait! And this time i will make sure Brittany's thumb isnt in the way! hehe. You arent the only one who has alot of wax in your ear :). By the way i keep trying to requeste Sillouettes but the people wont pick up the phone ill keep trying!!!!! Oh yeah i hurt my middle finger skateboarding it was fun i was going and i ran into the garage door!!!! It hurt a little bit but not alot. I have to be more carefull!!!! well i g2g im going to the mall holler :) ttyl.
~*STACIE*~
Posted by: Stacie on April 16, 2004 08:23 PM
omg thanxs for the shout out im so excited haha im a dork thst ok i dont mind and no drummers arenot losers its like a thing where all drummers are somehow hot lol i love it hehe hey i like the joke lol well im gonna go on the message boarss keep the shout outs comin hehe bye i lve you your hot! ses rocks!! ~stacey~
Posted by: stacey sheffer on April 16, 2004 08:27 PMIm so stoked y'all are coming down to houston tomorrow. cant wait to see y'all tear it up. keep rocking and im waiting for the next disc man... im sure itll be wicked.
~kendall
Posted by: Kendall on April 16, 2004 08:30 PMhaha.. thats funny.. ur funni actually.. i never knew u wer 24 i always thought u were 21.. oh well.. im stupid.. u guys rocked in nj.. well hope to see you soon.. n good luck.. lol
Posted by: christy on April 16, 2004 08:30 PMOMG! you gave me stacey and brittany a shout out!!! ahhh.. stacey called me on the phone and asked i f i saw the new journal yet and im like no.. then shes all HE GAVE US A SHOUT OUT!! so i got off the phone right away and read it...wow.. cant even deal. people at school probably are so sick of hearing us talk about you guys sooo much-- and now they're really gunna hate us. lol! i cant wait to go to ur next show!! hopefully soon!! cuz i cant wait much longer! ...wow
im sooo happy right now.
lol
well bye for now.
**kristin** (( BIGGEST FAN FOR REALS! ALONG WITH STACEY AND BRITTANY!!!))
Posted by: kristin! on April 16, 2004 08:41 PMhahah hope ur busdriver is awesome derek yeh the video messgae thing works cuz i was watching it b4 haha i never heard of a wax that takes the wax outta ur ears!!! Niice joke lol that made me laugh...that was funny that a girl asked where smile empty soul was and didnt even know what they look like lolhopefully u get your computer fixed so we can talk more!i was wondoring if you know who ur gonna tour with for your next tour but ill de fbe there..do you think you guiys are ever gonna be at the starland ballroom nemore or no???well talk to you later
nUMber one! fan in jersey!!!!!
-jenna I LOVE YOU
hey!,
of corse hes 24 and thats the hottest 24 year old ever well im so excited cause its my birthday on sunday -14-yaylol and my best friend kristins on tuesday yeehaww! wow i cant wait say hapy b-day to kristin thanxs! lol she spazzing out rght now cause you gave a shout out and i am too yay!!! ok bye p.s. you guys rock on the punisher soundtrack i love it! ~stacey~
wsup derek im glad to hear from you
thats kool that you got new bus driver
thats must have been funny when those girls didnt
recogize you'll and ive been voted for silhouettes on mtv2 anyways you guys have a great time at the big f show tonight I love you sean ryan and derek p.s sean danielson your sexy i love u smile empty soul kick ass major ass
hey smile empty soul,
i juss want to say thanks for coming out in the world. ur muisc, well there is no words to say how awsome ur muisc is.u guys rox. ur abulm rox. its the best abulm i own. sean stop hiding ur face,u are a beautiful person. ur voice is awsome. i cant wait to see u guys on april 27th in jacksonville,fl.i saw u guys when u came with puddle of mudd.i luv ur new song.
sry those stupid ass gurls didnt know who u were derek, happenes to the best of us. u guys are all hot, sean u are beautiful. keep rockin on
rockin,ashley
ps:please email me at punkrockgurl87@netzero.com
luv u's all
I'll second the 1st post by Kristen. You guyz rock! I wish i could relive the Sno Core concert, that was fuckin' awsome, as I sed plenty times. You guyz will be proud to know that I've been having my friends call in along with myself, to request Silhouettes, hehe YAY i feel so proud! sry I'm in a happy mood :) I'm glad it's all working out for u guyz. Seeing Puddle sounds sweet. Lucky :P i like smileyz for today
Luv Ya Guyz,
-Allyson
Smile Empty Soul Rocks! Please say hi to Lake from the GMR team (Winterfresh sponsor). Make sure you don't hire anymore drunk bus drivers. You guys put on a kick ass show. See you in LA!
Posted by: Julie on April 16, 2004 09:30 PMU guys rock!!!! none of the radio stations I listen 2 play Silhouettes they suck and i don't see it on t.v. but i saw it on launch and it fucking rocks!!!!
Posted by: Michelle on April 16, 2004 09:32 PMI saw u guys at pops when u were in st. louis. u were one of my fav bands before then but that concert kicked so much ass that i can't go a full day without listening to u guys. I'm gonna be the first in line when u release ur next cd. oh and where can i gt one of those candles
nate
Hey, you guys rocked the House of Blues in Chicago
on Friday, Sean you are awesome and sweet, loved
all the hugs...We had fun hanging out with you, too bad Derek was so occupied...but also your crew
was very nice and attentive to the both of us, Cody, Drew, Lance, etc..Oh, tell Scottie we said "HI", he is a funny dude....and Rich from (F Elevn)......Enjoy Vegas, we're going in June....Love your music, "Your Way" should be your next single....And Yes we will vote......PEACE....Evelina and Agnes from Chicao.....
hey guys wasup? lol i guess thats it oh yeh nice joke lol
much love,
-karella-
Hey Derek! Thanks for giving me and Dianza a shot out. We wanted to say thanks, you rock! Now i know why we listen to your cd every day...
Posted by: ASHLEY&DIANZA on April 16, 2004 10:12 PMYOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS!! I saw ya in Peoria on Wednesday! IT FUCKIN' KICKED ASS! I can't even explain how much you guys fucking rock!! The best part was when you stopped everything so Sean could drink his beer! I hope you guys come here again soon!...lol Thanks so much for signing my shirt! It is so funny b/c you can barely read all the signatures than it just says "SEAN" haha Thats CrAzY!! Well hope the rest of your tour is Off The Fucking Hook!!!! :)
Derek-> You are FUCKING hot as shyt!!! :) ow ow baby!!
~*Meghan*~
Posted by: ~*Meghan*~ on April 16, 2004 10:27 PMman i want ed to get the first post all well. i am going to see you guys for the first time in the avalon. at hollywood ca. i hope i get to meet meet you guys that would be the shit.
Posted by: cameron the other shannon on April 16, 2004 10:32 PMlol, God, "Silhouettes"....Brings back memories from Locobazooka...:)
Posted by: Cold in NH/MA on April 16, 2004 10:51 PMhey guys!
i really really hope you do a headlining tour this summer.please please!!!
ne ways i am sorry that your computer broke down...mine did too.i was so mad.
well i promise you i will request silhouettes..my local radio station plays it all the time!woo hoo!
luv ya lots
kelsey(#1 st.louis fan)
hey derek,sean,ryan
i hope u guys do come back down at the villareal i want to see u guys in concert again! and waht about makeing an SES Beanie?!?!?
I shouldn't use this website to talk to other people, but I need to apologize to Zach for writing that stuff, like you know, stop comin round cuz you bother me and stuff. So sorry man, who knows if you actually go on this site anyways... But anyways Smile, thanks for the dignity I gained at the time! haha! LOVE YOU SEAN!!!! SHOUT OUT TO MUA!!!! kisses and hugs from the northern dakota, haha!!! Love the music dearly and fuse always has my comments about you and my GOD DAMN REQUESTS FOR SILHOUETTES, BUT DO THEY PLAY IT HARDLY EVER, NO NO NO NO NO!!! THAT CHAPS MY ASS... haha... aw well I LOVE SILVER AND COLD BY AFI! I was wondering, do you like AFI??? Sean, yeah, your hair is wonderful, but get IT OUT OF YOUR WONDERFUL FACE!!!!! Love you anyways... lol... BUSH REEKS!!!!
With love from North Dakota!!! asha
WELL BOYS IT WAS NICE TO HEAR FROM YA (LITERALLY) NOW I KNOW HOW EVERYONE ELSE FELT WHEN THEY GOT A SHOUT OUT.. I FREAKED OUT, MADE MY BRO COME AND LOOK, THEN I PRINTED IT (YES I KNOW IM A DORK)!!! AND YES I WILL SEE YOU IN LA =) IM SO EXCITED !!! WELL I CAN'T WAIT TILL YOU GET THE COMPUTER FIXED SO THAT WE CAN HEAR FROM YOU MORE OFTEN!! OH WERENT YOU OFFENED WHEN THE GIRLS DIDNT EVEN REALIZE YOU ARE IN SMILE EMPTY SOUL?? WELL I AM OFF TO DO LAUNDREY AS WELL...KEEP ON ROCKIN' XOXO MUCH LOVE KRISTINE
Posted by: **KRISTINE**# 1 FAN IN CALI (OrAnGe CoUnTy)BESIDES DEREK'S MOM <3 on April 16, 2004 11:54 PMHEY .
DUDES!!!WHAT IS UP.I JUST WANTED TO WRITE/SAY THAT YOU GUYS ROCK ASS.OH DEREK MY TWIN SISTER SAID THAT YOU ARE FINE,IF YOU CAN GIVE HER A SHOUT OUT.HEY HOW OLD IS SEAN I PERSONALY THINK HE IS HOT.WELL I CANT WAIT FOR YALL GUYS TO COME AGAIN TO HOUSTON.SEE YALL LATER ALLIGATER IN THE WILD CROCODILE NOT TO SOON BIG BABOON.lol...I ''PROMISE I WILL VOTE FOR SILHOUETTES''!!!!!
EDITH/JUDITH
Hey Derek. I doubt you remeber me, I'm the chick from the Friday night show in Chicago. I gave you a braclett...and you gave me your towel and your drum key. I just wanted to say...YOU GUYS FUCKIN' ROCKED! Thanks for making this year rock! This has been like the worst two years ever! Then my dad finally let me out of the house...and I meet my favorite band! I guess life works out in it own sort of werid way. If you could e-mail me just to say hi...that would make my life! Thanks!!!
Danielle from Chicago!
*if you have AIM my screen name is SmleEmptySoul696*
Posted by: Danielle E. on April 17, 2004 12:26 AMHEY! nice to hear from the band. U GUYZ NEED TO PLAY AT MINNEAPOLIS PLZ! i watched SES on IMX and that was awesome. keep on doing what you do best!! PLEAZE GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO SONY BUMMED OUT IN MINNESOTA.BUMMER I havn't seen you in person Derek, Sean, and Ryan.IF you L8ER DAYZ! P.S. you guyz should have a contest. Check back soon
Posted by: Sonyplayztation or just sony on April 17, 2004 12:34 AMYOU GUYZ LETS ALL REQUEST TO ALL THE RADIO STATION,s MTV,FUSE,MTV2, EVERYWHERE! WE NEED AND WANT SILLOUETTES AT LEAST IN THE 10 TEN SES DESERVES IT! alrite well im going to do my share and go drive everyone crazy until they play the vid or play the song on the radio support my cause and do the same- l8erdayz- Sony KEEP ON POSTIN EM DEREK
Posted by: Sonyplayztation or just sony on April 17, 2004 12:40 AMHey i just wanted to say hi. Also i wanted to say i cant wait until may 20, 2004 because you guys are coming to Phoenix Az!! i have been dying to see a SES show!! Its also a bonus that Trapt is gonna be there!!well see yah in one month and four days!!!!
(HE HE HE)
~*$*~Amber T~*$*~
Posted by: amber T on April 17, 2004 12:47 AMomg my b-day in 2 days on sunday yay!! so excited!!! yay!! <3 stacey<3
Hey I never have a real person to turn toand think that no ones there 4 me. have ya hurd that song by "thornly" called " so far go good" i love that song part of the lyrics are "so far so good cause no one knows im faking i wish i could show you the toll its talking"... its realinf good that sond and you cd has kept me from killing myself i know everyone on this earth wants and needs me dead.... but you dont even no me and i feel like ya wrote all htese songs about my life. please e-mail me and talk to me i need some one to talk to.
thank you so much
ilove ya thank you,
Alyssa
why dont we hear from sean much?
Posted by: Alyssa on April 17, 2004 01:04 AMhey derek!!! when are you guys in florida!?! cuz im in Florida as of tomorrow (the 17th) to till friday (the 24th i think) not that that matter but its cool!!! haha im leaving at 4 int he morning and im NOT a morning person... oh damn anywho derek you never answere me if you saw hell boy or not? if you did was it good? if you saw you guys in FL that would be amazing!!! im at the keys ehhh not much else to say im just really cold screw new england i can wait for the warmth and sun in FL!!!! well i love you guys so much you rock! hahah i cant believe those girls adked you that and didnt recognize you thats so stupid... some fans they are lol well gtg peace out
much love from your #1 fan in New England (caitlin)
Hey derek wuz up? n/m here I am Erika(the one from the 9:30)well my band (useless days) is on the verge of getting a local record deal and we are all so excited wellu can check us out on www.uselessdays.cjb.net i have to go,...luv ya bye
Erika of USELESS DAYS band
HOLY FUCKING CRAP!!!i just listened to a clip form your new song on the punisher album "Finding Myself". i had no idea it was possible for someone to so accurately feel what i was feelin and make it into a song. Mabey i said that wrong but it's fricking insane how my feeling match exact to your music. Thank you Sean, your fucking awsome. and of course Derek and Ryan too, I LOVE YOU ALL. I hope you guys are enjoying yourselfs Thank you for putting your feelings out into a song like that it really helps me get thru. Thanx. and rock on..
gosh you guys frickin rock!!!!!
love
jacquelynn
hey...well im knew to this site but not knew to you guys. Your so unexplainable. Its incredible. I love all your music because they juss give me a boost and help me manage throu the day. Without it i have no clue where i would be today. They describe me in soo many ways. I can relate to every single song youve written and preformed. I plan to take my music someday and preform it live and hopefully make it somewhere like you all have done. Ive written things all my life...mostly poetry and lyrics thou. Thank you so much for inspiring me thou, your incredible.
Keep your heads up,
Ashley Lynn
hey guys! i love the album and cant wait till the show on april 28th! u guys gotta go to the merch table... sounds like u all are pretty busy tho. glad things are going good for u. i thin kall my frinds are getting sick of me counting down the days til the concert but o well...i dont care. do u guys go to the merch table b4 or after the show because im getting there 3 hours early to wait in the line so ill be in front row!! well have fun on the road.
Posted by: *WHITNEY* on April 17, 2004 01:47 AMHi, kids! Gotta post at least once after each new journal entry. Good job, Der! We cannot wait to see you on May 21st. Love and miss you oh, so much. Love to Ryan, Sean, Chuck, Drew & Cody, too. Keep on ROCKIN' guys! Love U all XO
Posted by: Denise, #1 CA Fan, REALLY! on April 17, 2004 02:04 AMHi guys.I'm bored.Maybe i should have gone to tonights baseball game.But i didn't want to put up with the Ebay Jerks.Going to games etc is not as fun as it use to be.I just want a new life.one where i can live in Cali again and get the fuck away from the idots in St.Louis.
Posted by: Shannon on April 17, 2004 02:17 AMmy friend blake used to live in a haunted house, he said his train set flew one day... hah scurry. i dunno if i believe it... then voices started talking to his bro. maybe thats why his brother smokes pot now... HAHA later~ LOVE THE NEW SONG ON THE PUNISHER SOUND TRACK! HECK YEAH!@
~much love~
//Ashley//
Posted by: //Ashley// on April 17, 2004 02:21 AMHmm, first thing's first: Sorry 'bout all the non-positive posts! I've recently been in bad moods 'cause of school and the fact that the tickets for the concert are sold out. :( So, yeah, POSITIVE. I must think positive thoughts...
Come early to the Blue Note? You'd seriously try to get us in?? Holy crap, I don't believe you! :P Haha, that'd be UBER AWESOME.
Oh, and someone mentioned this: You never told us if you saw Hellboy or not! I DID, THOUGH. I must say, I thought it was pretty sweet. It had good humor in it and the characters were awesome! Makes me wish I had some Hellboy comics to read... BECAUSE COMICS AND SUPER HEROES RULE!
Speaking of super heroes, I saw a picture showing Sean with a Punisher t-shirt on. Totally kick ass; I want it! Oooooh, and I'm listening to The Punisher sound track right now. WHO'S COOL?! That's right, I AM! Mwuahaha!!! I like this CD.
Anywho, I'm gonna go draw now 'cause I'm going to be entering an art contest. YOU WANT ME TO GIVE YOU SOME DETAILS ABOUT IT, 'EH? Okay then! :P It's for ages 11 through 16 ( or something rather close ) and the first prize winner gets their character ( that they drew and submitted ) in a VIDEO GAME. How uber is THAT?! 'Eh? 'EH?? Yeah, I think that's really cool because that's what I want to do when I get older; draw and design characters for video games, do some storyboarding... the whole works! It'll be great. Now let's just hope I win!!! :)
Posted by: - Samantha S. on April 17, 2004 02:26 AMHey Guys!Hopw goes it?
I'm good. WOW I came on here like right after you posted and there were barely any comments and now I'm #90 wow, i didnt have time to post earlier.You in OKC you should have stopeped in Tulsa..did you pass through it? You should have came and saw me!I'm Seeing Kill Bill vol. 2 tonight..I was supposta go see The Punisher with my buddy Kyle, but he couldnt go, his family went to Bells and he couldnt get a ride, but he did stay home to talk to me, that wsa kinda cool.The video message worked fine.You should update them all the time!!Been requesting Silhouettes like crazy!! I told you about the dude that worked for the radio station that told me some shit about I shouldnt request anymore right? That was a laugh!! Hella Super!You guys are so nice to your fans..Thats so GREAT!!! Well I gotta jet!
Love & Miss SOOO Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(True #1 fan in Oklahoma.....you should have came to Tulsa for your day off!!!!)
hey again...I forgot to add,
You are not Losers Derek! If you were I dont think you would have so many people worshiping you!!! Think about it!!!I'm obsessed and to me your so not Losers! You are GODSENDS!!
Raynee Gill
Posted by: Raynee Gill on April 17, 2004 02:41 AMhey i would have alot to say but at the momnet im getting attacked my my brothers killer rabbit named monkey that keeps biteing my foot then running lol ..shes weird any who just looked at your little journal thing um thingy and danm your 24!? thats old haha im glad im not that old yet lol ok well cya later stupid rabbit
knomes or knomey
Posted by: knomey on April 17, 2004 02:58 AMoh and another thing people who are OBBSSED is not a good thing bc they lives instead they like to dream about others ..get what im saying?
Posted by: knomey on April 17, 2004 03:06 AMum you know what ignor those two fucked up little comments bc im internet messed up so yeah heres what i wanted to say
people who are OBSESSED is not a good thing bc they dont live their own lives instead they like to dream about other's ..get what im saying?
Posted by: knomey on April 17, 2004 03:14 AMHey dudes. Damn i come back today and theres 92 comments. I was gonna leave one earlier but i had to get off in the middle of it. I got the Punisher Soundtrack. The song fucking rocks! Yo Sean, im gettin a schecter! Its my third guitar, my other one is a bc rich and i have a shitty ol' axl, thats my first one. I dont know which schecter im gettin yet. I like the c-1 elite. Thats what you play right? I got a question for ryan, how long did it take you to learn to play bass. Ive heard from different bassist that its hard to learn. Ive been thinking of buyin a shitty bass and learning. Ive been playing guitar for some 2 or 3 yrs now. Its weird, guitarists would say guitar is harder to learn but bassist usually say its harder to learn bass...weird. Damnit, i wish i could go to buzzfest! Im going to houston tomorow but to see my sis, shes in the hospital up there! FUCK! I had plans to go to buzzfest but i couldnt cause we had a festival thing down here and now im going to houston! Damnit! Oh well i will deffinatly catch yall another time. I still havent got to see yall live. Well im fixing to go play my guitar. Later dudes!
Posted by: Mike on April 17, 2004 03:17 AMHey...
I like the new video...kick ass.
Whoa! A candle that sucks the wax outta your ear! Ha! That sounds so spiffy!
I like that pick up line. Someone once told me "Do you have a bandaid?? I scrapped my knee falling in love with you."
Well take care.
Love, Peace and Chicken Grease,
Chelsea
-Most kick ass fan in Oklahoma-
DEREK, SO DO YOU WATCH THE O.C.? OMG CAUSE THAT MY FAV SHOW EVER! HAHA YEAH HOLY CRAP ME AND MY FRIEND KRISTIN HAVE THIS FREAKIN COOL IDEA FOR A GIFT THAT WE WANNA SEND YOU GUYS BUT WE DONT WANT YOU TO GIVE IT AWAY WHEN WE SEND IT TO YOU CAUSE POPELE ON THE MESSAGE BOARDS WERE SAYING THATS WHAT YOU WILL DO SO WHERE CAN WE SEND IT -ITS NOT DONE IT MIGHT TAKE KIND OF A WHILE BUT IT WILL BE NEAT-O!!! LOL OK WELL KEEP ON ROCKIN (YOUR ALL HOT! YAY) BYE LOVE YOU ALWAYS !STACEY! HAVNT SEEN THIS ONE SO ILL BE YOUR #1 FAN IN MICHIGAN WELL YOU HAVE 3 ME KRISTIN AND BRITTANY YAY BYE!!(IM SURE YOU HAVE A CRAP LOAD MORE THOUGH HEHE)
Posted by: stacey sheffer on April 17, 2004 04:03 AMu guyz rock, but u need to come back to s.a texas
Posted by: S.Q. on April 17, 2004 04:10 AMHey guys quick HI and glad you had fun in Chicago! We know how to treat the bands right! LOL Oh and LOVE the song "Finding Myself"! TTYL and take care ~*NAT*~
Posted by: Natalie on April 17, 2004 04:37 AMaww. i think that's really cool how you give shout outs. I think more bands should do that. i really love how you guys are with the fans. to mandy and kayla, you can't fight cause derek said so. lol. you guys really rock and i'll come to a show the first time i get a chance.
LeAnn, Number one fan in middle of nowhere, texas!
Posted by: LeAnn on April 17, 2004 04:48 AMaww. i think that's really cool how you give shout outs. I think more bands should do that. i really love how you guys are with the fans. to mandy and kayla, you can't fight cause derek said so. lol. you guys really rock and i'll come to a show the first time i get a chance.
LeAnn, Number one fan in middle of nowhere, texas!
Posted by: LeAnn on April 17, 2004 04:48 AMhey derek you are like wicked hot, i cant wait to see you, when are you guys comming to MA again. I am sick of rocking out to the radio i wana rock out to the real thing :-P love you derek hahaha
Posted by: SarahES on April 17, 2004 05:18 AM--Hey SES--
You guys fucking rule!! I dont know where I would be without your music!! :) FUCK YAY!!! The concert Wednesday was mArVeLoUs!! (Peoria) lol Sean Rocks My Socks!! ow ow baby..you are fucking hot as shyt!! haha
Cant wait til you guys come to see us again in IL!! Thats gunna be friggen wonderful!!
Have fun on the rest of your tour!!! and Thanks so much for signing my shirt!! Just going to the concert was a plus for me..but meeting you fucking ruled like CrAzY BiTcHeS!!! :) :)
:: Meghan :: xSESxChIcAx --> AIM!
Posted by: ~*Meghan*~ on April 17, 2004 05:51 AM~~~~*DeReK*~~~~
hey derek...right now i am going through so much crap.... me and my ex are having trouble trying to understand each other...but everytime that i have a problem i listen to you guys...i dont know why i guess it calms me down...i am going through a lot of sh*t in my life....well i am talking to my friend on the phone so ill let you go cus its hard to type while im on the phone...well write me at msantiagol@msn.com write me please...ill like to get to know you
not only are you hot you look like you care alot about your fans...thats great....well i g2g so bye and write me...
always
Maria
derek hope to see you at BFD here in texas..
me and my sis are having the damndest time getting in though..
by the way sean is that really you on myspace because if it isn't this guy is a total ass.
kandis
Posted by: kandis on April 17, 2004 08:50 AMha ha ha ha ha ha chelsea. some guy actually picked me up once. that was his pickup "line." he just picked me up, turned me around and fenced me into the damn wall. ugh.
stefani
i have requested "Silhouettes" over 290 times and its only been two days
Posted by: cameron the other shannon on April 17, 2004 11:54 AMHey Guys! Are you guys going to be coming out with posters, shirts or anything else that can be sold in stores? Derek i get to get drums now! so next time i see you guys ill ask you to sign my sticks. what are in-ears? in alot of shout-outs people say all this stuff about derek, well without sean and ryan there would be no smile empty soul! so Hey Sean and Ryan, you guys are both kick ass, you keep it real, i love your music i totally relate and its so theraputic to me. (dont worry derek i still love you too) well i must be off, you guys rock my sox, your the best band in the world*
p.s.-i'd love a shout out ;)
later players
Hey Smile Empty Soul...I have a few questions for you guys, since ive posted here before and its been all highly postive about you and ur band and ur concert i went to and blah blah blah, but anyways to my questions...
1...Do you actually read everyones post??
2...Would you date anybody that is a fan, as long as you got to know them and they diddnt just like your music they liked you also? (this is something i know alot f girls would want to know so please answer)
3...I saw Godsmack last night, they used flames...When i saw Less than Jake in April of 2003 they used a T-shirt launcher...do you guys want to use anything other than lights when you do ur own tour or what?
4...When you guys do your tour are you going to come back up to Maine? SOME INFORMATION if you do--I would suggest either going to Augusta(cumberland county civic center), or Lewiston(central maine civic center)...everytime a good concert comes to Lewiston its Sold out...theres been 2 rock concerts there that i know of there and they were both were sold out...I think Lewiston has the biggest capacity than Augusta, but then Augusta has a bigger capacity than the State Theatre (which is the one you guys played at last time in Portland) ANYHOW im done blabbing here so u can get to reading the rest of the comments/questions...keep playing...you boys rock
Crystal*
#1 FAN FROM MAINE
p.s. please answer my questions..
Posted by: Crystal on April 17, 2004 03:41 PMHey Guys! I wrote you a poem! It's called "Smile, you Empty Soul"
Smile
though your soul is empty
it's not your fault you know
that's just how they made you
you've now got some wounds to show
smile
though it pains your face
it's because of them you're like this
that's what they've done to you
and now you're stuck in the abyss
smile
though inside you're screaming
it's all you can do to choke it down
that's what this mask is for
just put it on and you can frown
smile
though your soul is empty
it's a reflection of this horrid world
gotta play your music way too loud
just wait till your new life is unfurled
Yeah it kinda sucks but whatever. If you get some free time, check my shit on AllPoetry.com (NeverGiveUp is my name on there).
Posted by: NeverGiveUp on April 17, 2004 03:53 PMhye guys. i've been reading your journals for a couple months now....but i've never wrote an entry. well all i wanted to say is that you guys rock. i love lisstening to your music. no matter what mood i'm in, your music helps. what you sing about is so true and i love it. and you can tell by the jounal entries that you care about your fans. is great to finaly see some dedication from a band. don't ever change...your great now. i try to get all my friends to know who you are. and to like your music. and it seems to be working. but yeah now for my to send a shout out to all of you guys at smile empty soul. sean...you seem like fun guy to get in trouble with. oh and i LOVE your hair it is kick ass! a guy at my school kinda looks like you, he had the same hair and everything.....but then he got a hair cut. i like his long hair better. anyways keep up the good work. derek...you show true dedication, and you seem like a sweet kid. keep the dedications comming...i love reading them. you always have a story to tell. ok now onn to ryan....ok well you seem like the spontaneous. i could be wronge. but i don't know. i don't hear much from you on the journal entries. but you semm to be a great guy. ok well i should get going. me and a friend are going to go a play tonight so ihave to go star getting ready. but befor i go i have to questions for ya. #1 if i wanted to send you a letter...not by email..where would i send it? #2 the shirt i want to buy off you website...the one whth the dead tree on it...its out of stock. is there anywhere else that i can by it? ok well i'll talk to you guys later. keep on rocken!
just a fan
YEAH! 1 day to my brthday at exaclty 9:26 tomorrow (18th) it will be my birthday wow im excited (can ya tell?) haha ~stacey~ haha kristin you still have 3 days!!! im older than you wow im cool! lol jk ok bye bye i love you ses (derek wow your so freakin hot!)
~*~*stacey*~*~
When i think about killing myself and end up somewhere better, i just listen to your music and im ok. I do this when my pills run out
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Sorry about that last post.
Hi im Matt, im new
Hey ppl, Maynard James Keneen from A Perfect Circle's birthday is today. (April 17. 2004)
Smile Empty Soul why dont you guys performe on the late nite shows?
i was the video shoot for Silhouettes, and my dad asked Sean if they are gonna do any of the late shows, and Sean said that they might be on Conan Obrien in May or June. So hopefully they will be on there . Maybe we should all email the late show people and tell them to have SES on their show! what do you guys say? you wanna do that? if everyone wants to do that, then just tell me and i will get the emails from their websites and post them on here.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
woops, typo, its supposed to say, i was AT the video shoot fo Silhouettes.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
SES ON BUZZFEST TONIGHT--LIVE WEBCAM!! The Buzzfest website says that they will have "live webcam images" all day from the event. SES is scheduled to take the stage at 7:30 pm Central time and will be on the side stage. If you want to check to see if there are any SES images from the event tonight, there's a link to the webcam here: http://www.thebuzz.com/buzzfestxiii.htm or the direct link to the webcam is http://klol.ev1.net/remote/mainstage.htm#
The quality of the pictures so far has been good so be sure to check it out TONIGHT!
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
the second link takes you to the MAIN STAGE, then you have to click on SEE SIDE STAGE to see SES. this is the exact link for the SIDE STAGE http://klol.ev1.net/remote/sidestage.htm#
sorry for all the posts you guys.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
ELO CHAP! how has this day been for you today i must ask you eh. oh iv just had a cup o tea wit my fellow mates. haha WHAT IS UPP! im bored..today i raised $244 dollars for u guys. haha no, actually for relay for life...are u proud of me? no? oh ok, well i dont care what u think. jk anyway. that candle wax thing er w/e sounds wicked awsome i wanna try one...no it sounds kinda gross, i wouldnt do it around anybody in case a shit load came out. gosh i wonder who those two chicks wer "do u know where smile is?" id bust out laughing if i was u..of course im not, but LOVE to follow in ur foot steps. arent u happy? did u ever xpect ur self to b role models for millions? thats crazy, makes me wanna vomit...i mean if ppl wanted to live like me...hey i dont even wanna live like me...wait a sec. im confused anyhow. tomorrow i hav to sell donuts and stuff...IM FINALLY GETTING A JOB! hell yea, u rock bri (xtra self esteem right there, so now its about .5 inches insteada .1) hopefully i can raise enough to go to N.Y. INTERNATIONAL MUSIC FEST oh yea, comin in feb. 2005 ill so b there..ok enough about me im just bored. uhmm...hey we got lucky this time: relay for life is NOT i repeat is NOT on the 27...that means i can come see u guys at plush. wow!!...my mom is coming. i feel kinda bad, shes got no clue what shes gonna come hear...ill prolly get grounded for listening to music she doesnt like lol. oh i wanted to tell ya derek ur jokes r cheesy..in a good way, but if i ever said that id get shitted on. and last thing..im mad at my local rock radio station cus they dont play silhouettes enough...they play bottom of a bottle all the time. those stupid asses. man one day i will take over the station..ok this is a long ass..comment. lol so peace out homes haha lov bri
Posted by: bri on April 18, 2004 12:05 AMELO CHAP! how has this day been for you today i must ask you eh. oh iv just had a cup o tea wit my fellow mates. haha WHAT IS UPP! im bored..today i raised $244 dollars for u guys. haha no, actually for relay for life...are u proud of me? no? oh ok, well i dont care what u think. jk anyway. that candle wax thing er w/e sounds wicked awsome i wanna try one...no it sounds kinda gross, i wouldnt do it around anybody in case a shit load came out. gosh i wonder who those two chicks wer "do u know where smile is?" id bust out laughing if i was u..of course im not, but LOVE to follow in ur foot steps. arent u happy? did u ever xpect ur self to b role models for millions? thats crazy, makes me wanna vomit...i mean if ppl wanted to live like me...hey i dont even wanna live like me...wait a sec. im confused anyhow. tomorrow i hav to sell donuts and stuff...IM FINALLY GETTING A JOB! hell yea, u rock bri (xtra self esteem right there, so now its about .5 inches insteada .1) hopefully i can raise enough to go to N.Y. INTERNATIONAL MUSIC FEST oh yea, comin in feb. 2005 ill so b there..ok enough about me im just bored. uhmm...hey we got lucky this time: relay for life is NOT i repeat is NOT on the 27...that means i can come see u guys at plush. wow!!...my mom is coming. i feel kinda bad, shes got no clue what shes gonna come hear...ill prolly get grounded for listening to music she doesnt like lol. oh i wanted to tell ya derek ur jokes r cheesy..in a good way, but if i ever said that id get shitted on. and last thing..im mad at my local rock radio station cus they dont play silhouettes enough...they play bottom of a bottle all the time. those stupid asses. man one day i will take over the station..ok this is a long ass..comment. lol so peace out homes haha lov bri
Posted by: bri on April 18, 2004 12:05 AMELO CHAP! how has this day been for you today i must ask you eh. oh iv just had a cup o tea wit my fellow mates. haha WHAT IS UPP! im bored..today i raised $244 dollars for u guys. haha no, actually for relay for life...are u proud of me? no? oh ok, well i dont care what u think. jk anyway. that candle wax thing er w/e sounds wicked awsome i wanna try one...no it sounds kinda gross, i wouldnt do it around anybody in case a shit load came out. gosh i wonder who those two chicks wer "do u know where smile is?" id bust out laughing if i was u..of course im not, but LOVE to follow in ur foot steps. arent u happy? did u ever xpect ur self to b role models for millions? thats crazy, makes me wanna vomit...i mean if ppl wanted to live like me...hey i dont even wanna live like me...wait a sec. im confused anyhow. tomorrow i hav to sell donuts and stuff...IM FINALLY GETTING A JOB! hell yea, u rock bri (xtra self esteem right there, so now its about .5 inches insteada .1) hopefully i can raise enough to go to N.Y. INTERNATIONAL MUSIC FEST oh yea, comin in feb. 2005 ill so b there..ok enough about me im just bored. uhmm...hey we got lucky this time: relay for life is NOT i repeat is NOT on the 27...that means i can come see u guys at plush. wow!!...my mom is coming. i feel kinda bad, shes got no clue what shes gonna come hear...ill prolly get grounded for listening to music she doesnt like lol. oh i wanted to tell ya derek ur jokes r cheesy..in a good way, but if i ever said that id get shitted on. and last thing..im mad at my local rock radio station cus they dont play silhouettes enough...they play bottom of a bottle all the time. those stupid asses. man one day i will take over the station..ok this is a long ass..comment. lol so peace out homes haha lov bri
Posted by: bri on April 18, 2004 12:05 AMELO CHAP! how has this day been for you today i must ask you eh. oh iv just had a cup o tea wit my fellow mates. haha WHAT IS UPP! im bored..today i raised $244 dollars for u guys. haha no, actually for relay for life...are u proud of me? no? oh ok, well i dont care what u think. jk anyway. that candle wax thing er w/e sounds wicked awsome i wanna try one...no it sounds kinda gross, i wouldnt do it around anybody in case a shit load came out. gosh i wonder who those two chicks wer "do u know where smile is?" id bust out laughing if i was u..of course im not, but LOVE to follow in ur foot steps. arent u happy? did u ever xpect ur self to b role models for millions? thats crazy, makes me wanna vomit...i mean if ppl wanted to live like me...hey i dont even wanna live like me...wait a sec. im confused anyhow. tomorrow i hav to sell donuts and stuff...IM FINALLY GETTING A JOB! hell yea, u rock bri (xtra self esteem right there, so now its about .5 inches insteada .1) hopefully i can raise enough to go to N.Y. INTERNATIONAL MUSIC FEST oh yea, comin in feb. 2005 ill so b there..ok enough about me im just bored. uhmm...hey we got lucky this time: relay for life is NOT i repeat is NOT on the 27...that means i can come see u guys at plush. wow!!...my mom is coming. i feel kinda bad, shes got no clue what shes gonna come hear...ill prolly get grounded for listening to music she doesnt like lol. oh i wanted to tell ya derek ur jokes r cheesy..in a good way, but if i ever said that id get shitted on. and last thing..im mad at my local rock radio station cus they dont play silhouettes enough...they play bottom of a bottle all the time. those stupid asses. man one day i will take over the station..ok this is a long ass..comment. lol so peace out homes haha lov bri
Posted by: bri on April 18, 2004 12:05 AMELO CHAP! how has this day been for you today i must ask you eh. oh iv just had a cup o tea wit my fellow mates. haha WHAT IS UPP! im bored..today i raised $244 dollars for u guys. haha no, actually for relay for life...are u proud of me? no? oh ok, well i dont care what u think. jk anyway. that candle wax thing er w/e sounds wicked awsome i wanna try one...no it sounds kinda gross, i wouldnt do it around anybody in case a shit load came out. gosh i wonder who those two chicks wer "do u know where smile is?" id bust out laughing if i was u..of course im not, but LOVE to follow in ur foot steps. arent u happy? did u ever xpect ur self to b role models for millions? thats crazy, makes me wanna vomit...i mean if ppl wanted to live like me...hey i dont even wanna live like me...wait a sec. im confused anyhow. tomorrow i hav to sell donuts and stuff...IM FINALLY GETTING A JOB! hell yea, u rock bri (xtra self esteem right there, so now its about .5 inches insteada .1) hopefully i can raise enough to go to N.Y. INTERNATIONAL MUSIC FEST oh yea, comin in feb. 2005 ill so b there..ok enough about me im just bored. uhmm...hey we got lucky this time: relay for life is NOT i repeat is NOT on the 27...that means i can come see u guys at plush. wow!!...my mom is coming. i feel kinda bad, shes got no clue what shes gonna come hear...ill prolly get grounded for listening to music she doesnt like lol. oh i wanted to tell ya derek ur jokes r cheesy..in a good way, but if i ever said that id get shitted on. and last thing..im mad at my local rock radio station cus they dont play silhouettes enough...they play bottom of a bottle all the time. those stupid asses. man one day i will take over the station..ok this is a long ass..comment. lol so peace out homes haha lov bri
Posted by: bri on April 18, 2004 12:05 AMi know i know, my mistake i told u b4 i have a shitty computer and sry for that like 50 times dont croak
Posted by: bri on April 18, 2004 12:07 AMhey i jsut wanted to know what "MRA" means? when i met SES i wanted to ask Sean but i couldnt ask him cuz i was just shocked that i actully met SES. I saw it on Sean's guitar at the concert here in corpus christi and i saw it in the "bottom of a bottle' vid to but it just skipped my mind. Email me at shydolphin4@aol.com or jackdaniels1020@aol.com !!!! well hopefully the headlining tour will go great. well at least its not a total lost of not seeing yall in houston. i can see it on the webcam the radio station has set up. so c yall. Sean your so freakin' hot and your voice is so beautiful. ROCK ON!!! :)
roxana
Hey you guys are great. i'll vote 4 sillouettes i kinda c were u cumin from on the song and my life can relate
Posted by: Kyle on April 18, 2004 12:57 AMhey.....wat up...i wanna be on the guest list on may 4th at the norva!!!im going through some though times right now and that show is the only thing keeping me going....thankx for the shout out but i really dont know if we can still be friends.......it really hard to say that but i stood up for her through everything.....and when i needed her most she stabbed me in the back....it really tears me up but its not worth it....im doing better without her.... i used to be majorly suicidal...but ive made it past that....it for the better...anywho....i cant wait till the concert...im bringing my good friend jenel.....(shes hott)...well see you soon...bye!!!
love & support,
mandy
hey.....wat up...i wanna be on the guest list on may 4th at the norva!!!im going through some though times right now and that show is the only thing keeping me going....thankx for the shout out but i really dont know if we can still be friends.......it really hard to say that but i stood up for her through everything.....and when i needed her most she stabbed me in the back....it really tears me up but its not worth it....im doing better without her.... i used to be majorly suicidal...but ive made it past that....it for the better...anywho....i cant wait till the concert...im bringing my good friend jenel.....(shes hott)...well see you soon...bye!!!
love & support,
mandy
hey.....wat up...i wanna be on the guest list on may 4th at the norva!!!im going through some though times right now and that show is the only thing keeping me going....thankx for the shout out but i really dont know if we can still be friends.......it really hard to say that but i stood up for her through everything.....and when i needed her most she stabbed me in the back....it really tears me up but its not worth it....im doing better without her.... i used to be majorly suicidal...but ive made it past that....it for the better...anywho....i cant wait till the concert...im bringing my good friend jenel.....(shes hott)...well see you soon...bye!!!
love & support,
mandy
dude this site that has the webcam up sucks! its been frozen for like 10 minutes now. and they need to fix the camera, i can only see Ryan and hes still frozen,hehe.and it has no sound. too bad we cant see Sean and Derek, but hey at least we get to see 1/3 of the band.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
hey.....wat up...i wanna be on the guest list on may 4th at the norva!!!im going through some though times right now and that show is the only thing keeping me going....thankx for the shout out but i really dont know if we can still be friends.......it really hard to say that but i stood up for her through everything.....and when i needed her most she stabbed me in the back....it really tears me up but its not worth it....im doing better without her.... i used to be majorly suicidal...but ive made it past that....it for the better...anywho....i cant wait till the concert...im bringing my good friend jenel.....(shes hott)...well see you soon...bye!!!
love & support,
mandy
wow in a half an hour it will be april 18th and that means it will be my birthday! wow lets start the shindig now! lol
wow its a good thing i was born or i wouldnt have heard of you guys! lol and its a good thingyou were born b/c you rock and your hot its like a 2 in one deal! lol wow i am in a really good mood well i cant wait to see you in concert again! yay! okidoki well happy b-day yo me and happy birthday to kristin in 3 days yay bye bye ~ !stacey! ~
hey sean danielsen is a total hottie!love stephanieK.M. keep up the awesome music guys! i love it alot! its really awesome! ur guys music is seriously really awesome!!wish i could go to one of your shows, bit i aint got any money! i'll just pretend im there while listening to ur CD in my room!! haha! love ya guys! yall rock!keep it up!*StephanieK.M.*
Posted by: stephanieK.M. on April 18, 2004 04:50 AMhappy birthday stacey!
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
i know its still stuck on ryan
Posted by: melissa on April 18, 2004 06:01 AMhey!! i just got home from buzzfest (in houston) not too long ago.. and you guys were awesome!!! yall were my favorite of all the bands i saw cuz i knew every song.. it was kickass! and silhouettes is my favorite song on the cd and i listen to it repeatedly and i'm so excited that's the next single.. it rocks and so does smile empty soul! \m/(-_-)\m/ woohoo.. and derek is sexxxay =P hehe later~
*jen
Posted by: jen on April 18, 2004 06:38 AMHey guys....I can't wait til you guys play in Vegas!!!! Derek,Derek,Derek!!!- Is Fractional opening with yall ???? Just curious..I haven't talked to Doug in a bit ...I know you have NO idea as to who I am hahah..but yah I know your brother from when he was out here with Leisure and CKY n stuff...And we exchanged numbers and have talked ever since...It would be rad if Fractional could open the vegas show for ya'll....Wellp..I hope all is good:) cya soon!! can't wait!!!
Posted by: Eryn on April 18, 2004 07:01 AMhey this is for michele~ i would love to see SES on a late show, so get the email adress! thanx
Posted by: just a fan on April 18, 2004 08:09 AMhey derek.....
well its maria.....hey when are you going to give me and my friend alyssa ahout out...lol i am waiting.....man lately i have been thinking how great it would be to met you....well tomorrow i hope to the beach and get some sun...lol i already have a tan cus i am from puerto rico but its light now....well i would like to send u a picture but i dont know where....ill let you go now so buh bye.....take care and write back,.....
always
MaRiA
hey guys im getting ready to go see you tomorrow at the bfd concert here in grand prarie texas and i hope you guys kick as much ass as when i saw you a couple of months ago at trees in dallas you guys rocked keep an eye out for me in the pit ill be wearing my bright pink fishnets again!!!
Erica
I was just wondering what your guys fave song is to perform??
Posted by: katie on April 18, 2004 03:00 PMhey...u guys are so awsome...and a little bridie told me that yall was comin to birmingham,alabama...?...is that true????if it is,then im gunna try my best to get tickets...luv ya...ur #1 fan in alabama...LoRi
Posted by: lori on April 18, 2004 03:02 PMhey sean, ryan,derek,
i know u guys are coming to jacksonville,fl the 27th. i was wondering if u can say a shout out to me and my friend valerie.while u guys are playing if not its okay cuz i am going to see u guys any way we are ur biggest fan in fl. we love ur muisc and think u guys rox. sean ur hott,well all u guys are hott rock out, ashley
i went the show in milwaukee. it was awesome, i wouldnt doubt it if it was haunted that place freaks me out. yall were, are, awesome. best thing i did all spring break.later.
Posted by: andrea on April 18, 2004 05:27 PMomg i saw u guys perform @ buzzfest yesterday!! u guys fucking rocked!! my friend caught the drumstick u threw into the crowd and someones punched her and took it lol. but ur performance yesterday was awesome!
Posted by: joey on April 18, 2004 05:53 PMok everybody, after like an hour of going to the ABC, NBC, and CBS sites, i got the emails for all the late shows. so all you guys have to do is g to the links and send these people emails!! tell them that you want to see Smile Empty Soul on their show. I have like i think 5 or 6 different emails, so i am gonna email each of them from my different emails, if you have multiple emails, do the same. EVERYONE BETTER EMAIL THEM!! WE HAVE TO SHOW THEM THAT SMILE EMPTY SOUL IS A GREAT BAND AND SHOULD BE ON THESE LATE SHOWS!!! alot of older people watch these shows, and if SES were on there, a lot of people would be familiar with them.ok so here is the long list of the emails:::::
THE LATE LATE SHOW WITH CRAIG KILBORN:
http://www.cbs.com/latenight/latelate/email/
THE LATE SHOW WITH DAVID LETTERMAN:
http://www.cbs.com/latenight/lateshow/show_info/ls_show_info_pop_feedback.shtml
http://www.cbs.com/latenight/lateshow/show_info/ls_show_info_pop_mail_bag.shtml
JIMMY KIMMEL LIVE:
http://abc.go.com/primetime/jimmykimmel/online.html and in the subject box, click the little arrow and select SUGGESTIONS
THE TONIGHT SHOW WITH JAY LENO:
EMAIL : tonightshow@nbc.com WITH THE SUBJECT: Suggest a Musical Guest
LATE NIGHT WITH CONAN O'BRIEN
EMAIL : LateNight@nbc.com WITH THE SUBJECT: Suggestion-Musical Guest
LAST CALL WITH CARSON DALY:
EMAIL : lastcall@nbc.com WITH THE SUBJECT: Suggest a Guest
SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE:
EMAIL : SaturdayNightLive@nbc.com WITH THE SUBJECT: Suggestion-Musical Guest
so what are you waiting for? go email them NOW!! and after our done emailing, go call your radio stations and request SILHOUETTES and vote for it on the MTV2 Rock Countdown.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
Heyy, Derek, Ryan, and Sean!! Whats up?!? I got your CD FINALLY! I can't stop listening to it! It is AMAZING!!!!! I love it so much. My favorite songs would have to be -"Therapy," "All My Problems," "The Other Side," and "This is War!" I am obbsessed with them. I get all happy and excited when I listen to this CD. LOL, so...how are all you guys doing? I really want to see ya live!!! Um...lol well I have to go to work so I guess I'll talk to you later! Keep up the great work! Good Luck!!!
Posted by: Danielle on April 18, 2004 06:21 PMwow, Michele(#1 fan in rancho cucamonga) you rock!! thanks so much for the emails, i am going to email all of them right now. talk about a dedicated fan! i am sure the guys really are glad to have you as a fan. you should be like on their guest list for the show that they are doing by your house. thanks again for the emails. by the way, how long did that take you, to find the emails?
Posted by: cynthia perez on April 18, 2004 07:02 PMHey guys, you're probably not gonna see this because it's like, the 150th comment so... yeah... Anyway you guys at the Rave in Milwaukee rocked! I was stuck behind to Jolly Green Giant for the first half of the concert but I got to see you guys from the top balcony... So it was cool... O.o; Eh... I guess that's all... Keep rockin....
Posted by: Monet on April 18, 2004 07:58 PMHey guys, I'm Marissa. I don't know the band that well, so don't get mad. lol. I only know you from the punisher soundtrack, but your FINDING MYSELF song on there really...hit home, I guess you could say. I love it. That's the song I keep repeating-infact I am listening to it right now. I know that there are a lot of coments on this page so you prolly won't get to mine. but I just wanted to say hi, and I'm going to make it a point to read this more often and go find your C.D. I won't be able to go to a concert cuz my perents think I'm too young (16) and they don't trust me. But..anyway--hi!
your new fan.
Marissa G.
MAGcontessa16@aol.com
(e-mail me sometime!!!! I never get e-mails so from you it would be a very cool change)
Omg...I love ses....ses ses whoohoo Im in love with Sean he is my God and my hero I worship him ~drool~ O! HEY DEREK U INSPIRED ME TO BE A DRUMMER OMG YEAY! LOL COME TO NY SOON
RYAN! MARY IS A SWEETY SHE SHOWED ME PICS OF you two and ur a great couple! woot woot <--- stolen from Ally :-D
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EMILIA CISNEROS
hey...um...lets see if your the real DEREK come and see me in HOuston Tx! cuz i dont blieve this is really u typin :-/ ok well g2g bye
COME 2 HOUSTON!
Posted by: Erica on April 18, 2004 10:25 PMHey...EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET OUT HERE AND VOTE FOR "-silhouettes-" And ROCK OUT WITH YOUR COCK OUT!!! ow wo :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SES!!!!!!!
happy birthday emilia!
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
Michele, Rancho Cucamonga #1 fan - you are truly awesome! Yes, Erica, Derek really writes his journal entries. I can tell!! Emilia - Happy birthday, hon. Love all you SES fans. I still think Fractional should go out with you guys! Prejudiced? Not a bit. I know talent when I hear it. Love you Derek, and love from Doug and Breeze, too, XOX. And love to all the guys, too!! HURRY UP MAY 21ST!!
Posted by: Denise, No. 1 CA Fan, Really!! on April 18, 2004 11:00 PMSMILE ROCKS MY SOCKS!!! :)
Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on April 18, 2004 11:13 PMHey!! well i just got bak 4m arizona we were gunna go to lake mead and swim but it was too cold!! :( well that suxed!!! yes im soo happi that im goin to the concert!!! Lets hope ull c me derek!! :) well there is nuthin nu in my life just school! i onli ave 15 min. to eat lunch can u believe that!! i dont even finish my lunch... i finish it in class!! Well u guys rock and derek ur soo hott!:) i recorded the videos and alll my friends think ur hot too... how special!! :) well i g2g cant wait till may 19th :)
Love Brittani (Your #1 Vegas Fan)
Its me again!:) well.. the place was haunted?! thats hella scary i lived in a haunted house wen i was little! my aunt said at x-mas time she look at the bulb ortaments on the tree and she saw little people in the reflections!! ya i have alzo talked to my aunts spirit!! and my brother had bloody handprints on his bak 4m a ghost in my grandmas haouse.. talk about freaky!! Sooo r there ne bands that yall wanna tour w/? and have u seen ne nu movies?! my friend saw Johnsons Family Vaca. and she said it was soo funnie!! well ne was just wanted to pop in and saw hi!! :) g2g Byez!
-Brittani (Your #1 Vegas Fan)
yay guess what today is?!?! yeah you guess its my birthday wow im exicted yaya bye bye!! *skips away* ~!stacey!~
Hey guyz!! i am soooo srry for getting to the site so late but my voice box kinda hurts from screamin so damn much at ur concert at the Rave in Milwaukee..lol.. i wish i culda stayed to get a signature on my shirt i bought..but my friend got really really sick..from..well..i bet you can guess.;-). Derek ur sooo fukn hott i couldnt do ne thng wen u went on stage...but az soon az i picked my toung up off the floor i screamed the lyrics to evry damn song! u guyz need to come back here soon..u shulda headlined that concert.. oh well.. C YA GUYZ SOON ....STAY SWEET!!
Posted by: Naomi on April 19, 2004 12:03 AMHEy Derek! (and Sean and Ryan!) So glad that u r having a good time. You go with that grill! I know how you like to eat healthy! The Punisher CD DOES rock! CAn't wait till SM2 comes out! I can't wait till May 4th at the NorVA. I'll have a surprise for you guys. Derek, your mom is the sweetest ever! I love her! And I seriously hope that you get to have Fractional tour with you on your headlining tour. I'd love to meet Doug too! OH! And I finally got the pics from the last time you were at the NorVA. The pics of you and Ryan with Courtney came out great! Courtney's not doing so hot. She's still at the convalescent center. But at least she's alive! That should be a warning to anyone who drinks and drives! I wish someone would get her to do a Public Awareness commercial. Maybe more people would realize how stupid it is to do that. Anyway, stay healthy and I'll see u all on the 4th. OH! And some more converts will be there with me!
Much love,
The "other" Denise
#1 VA BEAch Fan
~HEY SEAN~ ur sooo fukn hott!!! ive alwayz wnted to b a singr and bass guitarest..and damn..if u can do it az good az u do...i g2 try!!! keep up the kick ass concerts guyz..AND ROK OUT WIT UR COCK OUT!!!! hella yea!! and you need to come back 2 milwaukee! the rave goers will mis you!!! next time u guyz can headline!
~*~*~ UR #1 MILWAUKEE FAN ~*~*~
Posted by: Raven on April 19, 2004 12:10 AMHey Guys!
Will you guys be attending COACHELLA?? It'll be totally awesome, if you guys do!
Peace Out!
Much Love!
I just want to let everyone here who can vote know about the PATRIOT Act. Basically, it allows the government to tread on your first amendment right to free speech. This act was passed in the wake of 9/11 when Americans were willing to give up certain rights in order to ensure national security. Well folks, it's set to expire next year and Bush wants to renew it. It's way too invasive and just another reason why I urge you to vote the fuhrer out of office. That along with outsourcing and the gay marriage controversy (once again limiting your rights). You know, once you lose rights you're most likely never to regain them. Don't take them for granted.
Have a Nice Day
Stefani
Hey thanks Cynthia, i wasnt keeping track of how long it took me to get the emails and links but i think it was like an hour to an hour and a half? And thanks Denise, #1 Fan in CA Really. i am hoping to go to the may 21st show too! that is, only if i lose this weight in time, i hope i do! wish me luck everyone! that would be cool to go to the show, then i can meet some of the people that post here too!
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
hey its me again for a 2nd entry! i forgot somethingin my last...its something about sean..he's gotta hot ans sexy voice!lol!its so deep and i dunno...hot!lol! im sure the rest of yall do to, but i havnt herd urs!
Posted by: StephanieK.M. on April 19, 2004 02:19 AMHey guys what is up nmh just thought i would drop you a few lines love yall!! yall are so fucking great i love yall!!!
Later
okay i forgot another thing!! derek...ur hot too! when you gonna give me a shout out!! your next journal entry!!are you single derek?!! muah haha!say hey to me okay??!!keep up the awesome work and good songs SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS! woo-hoo!!rock on dudes!*StephanieK.M.* gimme a shout out!
Posted by: StephanieK.M. on April 19, 2004 02:30 AMokay i forgot another thing!! derek...ur hot too! when you gonna give me a shout out!! your next journal entry!!are you single derek?!! muah haha!say hey to me okay??!!keep up the awesome work and good songs SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS! woo-hoo!!rock on dudes!*StephanieK.M.* gimme a shout out!
Posted by: StephanieK.M. on April 19, 2004 02:30 AMOmg... I AM IN SUCH A HAPPY ASS MOOD!! I just wanna jump around and hit that with Sean!!!!!! :) haha!
EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET THEIR ASS OUT THERE AND VOTE FOR FUCKIN' SiLhOuEttEs!! ow ow Than hang out with your wang out!!!lol...ITS ON LIKE DONKET KONG MY CHILDREN!!
:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois
(( sn-> SmilEmSoul ))
ok if you didnt get to go to the Buzzfest yesterday+4/17/04+ in Houston, TX at the Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion or you didnt get to see the live webcam, i got pix for you guys! My friend Karen got screen caps of the show. There is only 6 pictures though because as most of you know already, the camera froze like 6-8 minutes into Smile's set. They also had the camera in a bad spot, you could only see 1/3 of the band. so i uploaded the pix to an album, this is the link: http://img29.photobucket.com/albums/v88/MiMiBajiDuh/SmileEmptySoulSilhouettesVideoShoot02-24-04/BenJelenMeetAndGreet02-05-04/PuddleOfMuddAtAvalon11-14-03/KillRadioAtAvalon11-14-03/BuzzFest04-17-04/ you can also see my other albums there if your bored, there is like 5 albums there.
~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
HELL YES!! Thanks for sharing the pictures!! They still kick ass! I wouldnt have even been able to take pictures at the Peoria concert b/c ppl were so fucking nuts!! haha but those turned out good!!! :) ow ow!!
HELL YES!! Thanks for sharing the pictures!! They still kick ass! I wouldnt have even been able to take pictures at the Peoria concert b/c ppl were so fucking nuts!! haha but those turned out good!!! :) ow ow!!
^^ DIDN'T MEAN TO SEND THAT TWICE...My Bad!
I wanted to ask SES if any of you skate? like board..b/c in Bottom Of A Bottle their are alot of skaters and I was just wondering if ya'll did it too? SKATERS FUCKING ROCK OUT!!! :) lol
Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on April 19, 2004 03:19 AMI WANNA FEEL SPECIAL AND BE IN A SHOUT*OUT!! Rock out with your cock out!! ow ow :)
Ohh and no offense to Trapt but on Wednesday in Peoria they went as good as when they were with Nickelback...whats up with that? Chris didnt even look as hot as normal..BUT HE IS HOT AS FUCKING HELL! ((so is Sean, Derek and RYAN!! :) lol)) WELL...-Anywho-...HAVE FUN BOYS!!!
Hay!!!Whats going on ...well i was at Buzzfest 2004 in houston,tx and basically broke my neck to get to the front and see SEAN!!AND JUST SO U KNOW EVERYTHIG is BIGGER IN TX!LOL!!!but i was really tryin to take pictures on my phone but it kept on getting knocked out of my hand...so finally i crowd surfed to the front and stopped and took a kick ass pic!!!i also saw yall at mardi gras in galveston yall were aweswome!!Puddle of mudd too ...i caught a couple of beads that they threw and i had the drum stick in my hand but a guy took it from me !!i was pissed!!!One of my friends got to hang out with puddle of mudd b-cuz he worked at the hotel that they stayed so that was pretty cool!!but anyways yall are my favorite band and i love watching yall play live...i like to call my friends and let them listen to yall cuz it pisses them off that i get to be there and not them lol...but everytime ur @ the houston area ill be there..and i got a pretty good pic of sean on my phone and e-mailed it to my e-mail address and im working on putting it on my homepage...I'D LOVE TO MEET YALL ONE DAY THAT WOULD BE AWESOME ...IM PRETTY SURE I WILL ONE DAY BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ILL JUST WATCH FROM THE PIT!!LOL yall are great!LAYTURR!!!
Posted by: ~!~Laura~!~DOIN IT TEXAS STYLE!! on April 19, 2004 03:47 AMHay!!!Whats going on ...well i was at Buzzfest 2004 in houston,tx and basically broke my neck to get to the front and see SEAN!!AND JUST SO U KNOW EVERYTHIG is BIGGER IN TX!LOL!!!but i was really tryin to take pictures on my phone but it kept on getting knocked out of my hand...so finally i crowd surfed to the front and stopped and took a kick ass pic!!!i also saw yall at mardi gras in galveston yall were aweswome!!Puddle of mudd too ...i caught a couple of beads that they threw and i had the drum stick in my hand but a guy took it from me !!i was pissed!!!One of my friends got to hang out with puddle of mudd b-cuz he worked at the hotel that they stayed so that was pretty cool!!but anyways yall are my favorite band and i love watching yall play live...i like to call my friends and let them listen to yall cuz it pisses them off that i get to be there and not them lol...but everytime ur @ the houston area ill be there..and i got a pretty good pic of sean on my phone and e-mailed it to my e-mail address and im working on putting it on my homepage...I'D LOVE TO MEET YALL ONE DAY THAT WOULD BE AWESOME ...IM PRETTY SURE I WILL ONE DAY BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ILL JUST WATCH FROM THE PIT!!LOL yall are great!LAYTURR!!!
Posted by: ~!~Laura~!~DOIN IT TEXAS STYLE!! on April 19, 2004 03:48 AMHay!!!Whats going on ...well i was at Buzzfest 2004 in houston,tx and basically broke my neck to get to the front and see SEAN!!AND JUST SO U KNOW EVERYTHIG is BIGGER IN TX!LOL!!!but i was really tryin to take pictures on my phone but it kept on getting knocked out of my hand...so finally i crowd surfed to the front and stopped and took a kick ass pic!!!i also saw yall at mardi gras in galveston yall were aweswome!!Puddle of mudd too ...i caught a couple of beads that they threw and i had the drum stick in my hand but a guy took it from me !!i was pissed!!!One of my friends got to hang out with puddle of mudd b-cuz he worked at the hotel that they stayed so that was pretty cool!!but anyways yall are my favorite band and i love watching yall play live...i like to call my friends and let them listen to yall cuz it pisses them off that i get to be there and not them lol...but everytime ur @ the houston area ill be there..and i got a pretty good pic of sean on my phone and e-mailed it to my e-mail address and im working on putting it on my homepage...I'D LOVE TO MEET YALL ONE DAY THAT WOULD BE AWESOME ...IM PRETTY SURE I WILL ONE DAY BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ILL JUST WATCH FROM THE PIT!!LOL yall are great!LAYTURR!!!
Posted by: ~!~Laura~!~DOIN IT TEXAS STYLE!! on April 19, 2004 03:48 AMHay!!!Whats going on ...well i was at Buzzfest 2004 in houston,tx and basically broke my neck to get to the front and see SEAN!!AND JUST SO U KNOW EVERYTHIG is BIGGER IN TX!LOL!!!but i was really tryin to take pictures on my phone but it kept on getting knocked out of my hand...so finally i crowd surfed to the front and stopped and took a kick ass pic!!!i also saw yall at mardi gras in galveston yall were aweswome!!Puddle of mudd too ...i caught a couple of beads that they threw and i had the drum stick in my hand but a guy took it from me !!i was pissed!!!One of my friends got to hang out with puddle of mudd b-cuz he worked at the hotel that they stayed so that was pretty cool!!but anyways yall are my favorite band and i love watching yall play live...i like to call my friends and let them listen to yall cuz it pisses them off that i get to be there and not them lol...but everytime ur @ the houston area ill be there..and i got a pretty good pic of sean on my phone and e-mailed it to my e-mail address and im working on putting it on my homepage...I'D LOVE TO MEET YALL ONE DAY THAT WOULD BE AWESOME ...IM PRETTY SURE I WILL ONE DAY BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ILL JUST WATCH FROM THE PIT!!LOL yall are great!LAYTURR!!!
Posted by: ~!~Laura~!~DOIN IT TEXAS STYLE!! on April 19, 2004 03:48 AMHay!!!Whats going on ...well i was at Buzzfest 2004 in houston,tx and basically broke my neck to get to the front and see SEAN!!AND JUST SO U KNOW EVERYTHIG is BIGGER IN TX!LOL!!!but i was really tryin to take pictures on my phone but it kept on getting knocked out of my hand...so finally i crowd surfed to the front and stopped and took a kick ass pic!!!i also saw yall at mardi gras in galveston yall were aweswome!!Puddle of mudd too ...i caught a couple of beads that they threw and i had the drum stick in my hand but a guy took it from me !!i was pissed!!!One of my friends got to hang out with puddle of mudd b-cuz he worked at the hotel that they stayed so that was pretty cool!!but anyways yall are my favorite band and i love watching yall play live...i like to call my friends and let them listen to yall cuz it pisses them off that i get to be there and not them lol...but everytime ur @ the houston area ill be there..and i got a pretty good pic of sean on my phone and e-mailed it to my e-mail address and im working on putting it on my homepage...I'D LOVE TO MEET YALL ONE DAY THAT WOULD BE AWESOME ...IM PRETTY SURE I WILL ONE DAY BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ILL JUST WATCH FROM THE PIT!!LOL yall are great!LAYTURR!!!
Posted by: ~!~Laura~!~DOIN IT TEXAS STYLE!! on April 19, 2004 03:48 AMMeghan: In one of their interviews I think they said that they didn't skate. But Sean's friends like to skate and he just likes to hang around at a skate park. I can't quite remember too well, though. I do believe that it was on the first interview on their site ( which you can find here: http://smileemptysoul.com/video.html ).
Uh... I hope that helped a little! :P
Posted by: - Samantha S. on April 19, 2004 03:57 AMHey SES man i saw you guyz in concert 4 the 2nd time when u were in San Antonio!! man i love u guyz you so get the crowd going i almost lost my voice screaming haha. im from Rio Grande City so i traveled a bit but it was sooooo worth it I wore my hat that you signed 4 me in McAllen! oh and your song on the Punisher soundtrack is really cool!!pls give me a shout out :)byeeee
Posted by: Rebecca on April 19, 2004 04:00 AMI can't send you guys e-mail(because your mailbox is full), so I found this. I just wanted to say HELLO and I can't wait to see you in Nashville, Tn on May 2. Wooohoooo!!!!
Posted by: Shanti on April 19, 2004 04:02 AM (*U*)
WHAT'S UP GUYS? DUDE, I KNOW YOU GET THIS A LOT BUT Y'ALL ARE THE FUCKING SHIT. I CAN'T PUT INTO WORDS HOW MUCH I FUCKING WORSHIP Y'ALL! THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU GUYS WAS WHEN YOU TOURED WITH PUDDLE OF MUDD IN RALEIGH. SECOND WAS IN RICHMOND. I'MN SURE YOU DON'T REMEMBER BUT Y'ALL WERE LOST AND WE GAVE YOU DIRECTIONS TO THE CLUB. I FUCKING FREAKED WHEN I SAW RYAN HANGING OUT THE WINDOW...BUT ANYWAYS, MY 3RD & 4TH TIMES ARE COMMING UP IN A FEW WEEKS (H.O.B IN MYRTLE BEACH AND THE NORVA). HOPEFULLY IF WE GET A CHANCE TO MEET YA AGAIN, YOU'LL REMEMBER US. IF NOT, PEACE OUT AND STAY SAFE. I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
~*BROOKE*~
(*U*)
YEA I MEANT TO POST THE LAST ONE 10 TIMES LOL..ANYWAYS HERES MY HOMEPAGE---http://hometown.aol.com/tcsuperstar4406/
I WISH I COULDVE GOTTEN A BETTER PIC BUT IT WAS ON MY PHONE...BUT I LOVE YOU SEAN UR FUCKIN HOTT!! LOL LAYTURR
Hey u guys kick ass!!! I went to both concerts in chicago at the house of blues and they both rocked. I listen to u every day and I can relate every day and it's awesome. You have helped me so much through all the shit in life and i wanted to thank you.
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