Smile Empty Soul

FIRST POST AGAIN!!!

ahaha second

Cool Ive never been this high up yes!!!! So wow now I dont have anything to say...hmm hold on a second k???
Adam...yea it does seem that way alot huh??? Its like people have to cause drama to be seen herad or feel equal..but hey people we all understand...I get the next guy gets it...most of us have delt with it so from now on why dont we just say "hey had some issues today"...and everyone else will know what your talking about...because frankly its a lil depressing not to mention, Its bringing some issues of my own back up..and on the real side of things I dont like to drag up the past ...it hurts im past its over with and I dont like to feel those emotions ya know..?
okay so only a few people read the last post of mine ..here it is again
Everyone can relate to Silhouettes. We are the children of a blue collar nation.
Think here for a second, most of us have parents that totally suck, we are becoming over disiplined, misunderstood, tightly reined kids. By listening and seeing all the bad kids out there, they only force us to be what they are afraid of. Overpowering us until we rebel to the maximum. Human nature wants us to be the decision makers of our own lives and destinys. We don't want you to force us do anything, so we'll do the opposite until we feel we have pushed beyond the boundries.
Thats what brings us together. This common thread in our lives, people who condem what they create.
We all understand the drugs, the alcohol, the self mutalation.
Its our genreatiosn way of feeling alive, of breaking out of what society says whats right.
Why can a man I didnt vote into office (because I was too young) choose who my friends can marry, what tortured mothers can do with their bodies (although not my choice...im pro life but i wont push that opon anyone..i say everyone has their views), what I cant smoke, make me pay too many taxes, and generally kill all my peers?
This man who doesnt understand my pain, my fears, my dreams. He just wants to watch football and choke on a potatoe chip...damn good way for him to go too!
But yes my friends I think were all connected...all very understanding of lyrics that tell the story of every blue collar family in america....
hey yes I will be THE NEXT MOST FUCKING BAD ASS MUSIC VIDEO DIRECTOR EVER!!!!!!!!!
You know who....

What does BAD SOURCE, INCORRECT mean?? What do I have a bad source on?

ahahah its so cool to be on the top side of things lol!!!!

Yelp...it sure is!
But I feel like shit now bc I dont know what Derek is talking about?!?!?! What is my bad source????? agh...

Derek...hmmm you like my shirt huh?? ahah thanks....I WAS gonna go for something a lil cooler...but I figured the moshes would break out and id prolly get my clothes ripped off. Hey man when you guys ever come to arizona think you could toss me a drumstick..huh? huh? That would be so awesome!!!! Im so lame im 5'11" and I never catch anything! Yea so anyway its late...im tired and tomorrow is laundry day (yes scream and pull your hair out lol!!!) Hey and say hey to Ryan for me please..? He totally kicked ass on stage....i felt a connection with you guys...nothing fruity or weird just I was really feeling the music ya know? yea so im really going now aiiiight?
You know who

hey i was just born.

i hav an urge to spam u

jk
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so on the road again..lalala..cool about ur bus. u wanna ride it all night long..jk im gettin sleepy

where the hell r u posting at this time..its 2:30 am in florida..

ok well pplss i dont hav much to say never do. when it comes around ill b there
KAPESH U FUCKERS
later, adam

and I cant spell arizona ahahahah

hey adam i didn kno u were online now...dude u better get som shut eye..lol..dont u have teencourt tomorrow..good luck...indian luck? hm...ur an odd one.

SES! dooode ur off ur lil break now...that must suck to always b moving..dont u get..uh..car ..bus sick. awsom bout the new bus. actually i change my mind..it must be soo awsom to see..the US at ur age and just do what u do best and hav ppl love it..or hate it. what do u think? i hung up my poster that i stole at the the concert last month. when r ucoming to FLORIDA??? nowhereville..haha jacksonville..close enough!! i think im having a mental breakdown right now...yea just did. well i better go get sum sleep if i wanna b able to go to Pauls tomorrow..cya! HUGS NOT DRUGS..actually its more like..HUGS AND DRUGS..lol yeaaa..
bri

Gosh DANG I rule! :)

Wow, you bowled a 179? That's really good! I usually bowl around a 90, though my highest was a 123!! Haha, I suck. :P It's all good 'cause going bowling is just so much fun no matter what kind of score you get.

So anywho, are you excited about coming to Columbia, Missouri, on June 27th?? YOU BETTER BE. You know why? Because I'LL BE THERE! Ahahaha YOU LOVE ME and you know it! :) Besides, I'm gonna shower you with gifts ( like my drawings ).

WHOA HOLY CRAP Speaking of drawings, I just remembered that the entries for the art contest are going to be judged on Tuesday ( I think )! Oh man oh man oh buddy oh man I'm so nervous. I really want to win; I tried so hard... Gah! My head hurts.

Well, I really should go to bed now. I guess I'll see you guys at The Blue Note on June 27th! SEE YA!

Oh yeah, and if you didn't see ( since it was at the very bottom in the last entry ), I got you guys to 50.0% on ModernRock.com. Cool, 'eh?

hey adam whats your messenger service ill talk to you he he he!

Derek--> Thats awesome that you guys got a new bus and now there is more room! THAT KICKS ASS!! Yeah I feel like shit now and I dont know if I wanna be doing this anymore...I think you hate me now or something! Yeah...I might cry now! Woo*Hoo...:( Bye

::Meghan Wilson::

awww Meghan dont cry!!!!!

bri yep i do...but i figure FUCK IT im gonna go to ddc or som shit so i dont care if i fall asleep in the middle of it..i actually want to...itd b funny lol. i took nite quill like an hour ago but i guess i just cant sleep. im outta ambien lol no more sedatives! AHH

whats the definition of love? do u mistake it for lust sometimes? is it only tru if u forgive that person a billllion times..then ur just somebody that other ppl step all over. im a hard ass in this area..arent u? i hate..i donno how to love.

i need love lessons.

i cant even make love. haha. its not passionate enough lol.

hey ses dudes i dnt get the dragon joke and im sober!..well kinda, but i am! what the fuck? fo drizzle...man iv heard better..lol jk but still. where do u hear this shit?

ok i should really go later
KAPESH u penis' n vaginas..i lov that word.
adam

im on AIM its tornfaith145
whats urs?
later

damnit im on yahoo as cottoncandi83 or msn as lilhawaiinone aim the same but i dont have it dl ...hold on maybe iwill ahahahahah

adam!! ill give u love lessons lol..u kno where ilive baby. jk jk. ugh i cant see us like that anymore..ok shut up. noo u cant fall asleep in court lol thatd b hilarious. i hope u dont have to go to DDC thatd suck! id hav to spend a whole summer without u! BFF lol hey nobody cries on here!! aww im sowwy..at least he shouted out to ya, he doesnt shout out to me buts its all cool. well im heading for bed soon...adam call me right now dood! can u come over? r u at ur dads or moms..cya!!
bri

You guys sounded great today in Rockford; and it was really cool that it didn't start raining 'til after you were done playing. I liked the way you opened your set with Sean by himself and then you and Ryan joined in a bit later. It sounded great. I hope that you guys will start playing Finding Myself and This is War now that you're doing a lot of your own shows. And I can't wait to hear the new song on the Spiderman 2 soundtrack. See you next week at the Belmont-Sheffield Street Festival in Chicago.

yes i am on aim as lilhawaiinone

candice...im on msn too, just add nytefreak145@hotmail.com cus my sn right now is mother fucker...ok well

bri u bitch shut up ho lol jk. im not calling now ur dad will piss in his underwear lol..im at my dads so i could drive over but im about to not ..b sober haha lol. im bored as a mother fucker wat r u doing?? how about u Gail and Holly gimmi love lessons lol..what a ball. yea well u kno i always get myself in and OUT of shit so hopefully i wont b in ddc i dont wana talk about it or think about it ..hey i dont think.

a santi squa a squashed banana...
lol im about to watch the LION KING! yea

MUFASA!

dood i think my dad is tripping lol for real.

ROCK ON FUCKERS! kapesh
later, adam

adam..when r u coming over? pls dont do shit now..lol thats kinda dumb! im sitting here in my room masturbating jk jk. actually im saving the bands pix for the site..they all SUCK! i think well have to do a redo or som shit cus Travis' nose ..lol u hav to see it..then the others r like...not focused or som shit..dude i hav to go my dad is gonna pee if he sees me on here at 3..COME OVER NOW DUDE WE GOTTA TALK! it mite be our last night! ..for love lessons..lol jk. cya!
bri

Hey you guys have got to sign my shit I got from the tulsa show! Derek you for sure have to sign the set list since you threw it and sean has to sign his pic! I'm trying to get to go to another show that is around oklahoma!

Tanya

Oh yeah, does anyone know how to get tickets to the Austin Texas show at stubb's bbq??? I want to go really bad but can't find the tickets!!! if someone does e-mail me! tanyamosier04@hotmail.com
I love rode trips and that would be an awesome one!

Hmm...I am stressing about what you said Derek! It is making my stomach hurt so bad! I dont know what to think I am having mixed feelings and thoughts!

I hope I can go to your concert on June 5th tho! That would ROCK if I got to meet you again..((if you aint mad at me!)) :(

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

www.lovingses.0catch.com

Awww...Derek..you made Meghan cry. I'm gonna see you at Summerfest. I cant wait. I'm coming all the way from FL. I know I've posted that before, but I'm not sure you read it. I want to get you guys to sign stuff, do you think you'd be able to? Anyway...goodnight, time for me to stare at the monitor for another few hours.

\m/do the friggen dew\m/

So...if you are saying I have a bad source bc I said/asked if you had a gurlifriend thats crazy..bc I just heard that and I asked your mom and she said she didnt know of her so I am cool about that whole deal..I was just wondering! :)
I Love You GUYS So Much! I dont know what I would do without your music so please dont be mad at me derek..:) I hope I can go to your concert on June 5th! Thats if someone will bring me and my cousin might go too! :)

**I Love Smile Empty Soul**

I WILL NOT CRY...I AM A BIG GURL!...lol hahahaha

:: Meghan Wilson ::

Derek. Come on man, I just checked out your tourdates for the summer and you're playing STUBB'S in Austin the same day Warped kicks off in Houston. How am I going to choose? Hah, doesn't look like it compares. I'll have to be at Stubb's.

That and I still want to call you Rek. Would you mind? :D

boo-hoo..you didnt answer my question..
will there be a Smile Empty Soul DVD soon?
i kinda get the dragon milk joke now...

Clifton Park is gonna kickass....Northern Lights(where your comming to) Just got busted for having like 200 people over the capacity..HAHA-wow, random thought.

Pogen is a cool nickname...At least its not dipshit, or humper, like mine-ugh.

Keep rockin,
~Summer~

hey i love smile empty soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but i guess everyone knew that............
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Hey Derek! Hows it goin? Hope its goin good! Anyway- just wanted to say hey and I hope you guys are having an awesome time touring! I hope to see you back in SC soon! Much love sweetheart!
-Claudia

hey Derek! I still think that u guys should come to Myrtle Beach with Moments in Grace when they come in july! I actually got that cow joke but this entry's joke was funny. ok well im going to tan now...and lets hope i don't look like i have a rash. hahaha. later Pogen!<--oh yea what made you pick that name?

ok to be honest i didnt get the dragon joke but i did get teh snoop dog on lol pogen? i was like what the hell does that mean but yay im not confused about it anymore lol oh yeah my brother is 22 today! (may 31)

wow...thats a really good score. i suck at bowling. i think the highest i've got was around 100. o well its still fun. congrats on the new bus!

HEY DEREK MAN! Dude you need to come back down to Johnson City. The show Ansley had planned for june 23rd that screwed you guys over fell through i think. Thats what it says on his message board. OH YEAH DUDE! WHO won the autographed drum head? I had the one about the religious group protesting TRAPT! That would have been so sweet dude. Anyways, You guys need to come back to the Johnson City, TN. area dude. We love you guys down here man. You all kicked ass and had the whole crowd into the show. Anyways, right back derek man. Later

whoo... i get the dragon milk joke now! it sounds like the new tour is going to be kickass! too bad i cant go, i guess whineing wont change anything.

It sounds like you had a good time bowling... last time i went bowling with two of my friends (we didnt even bowl we played in the arcade) anyway, something was going on and the police were there... they like locked us in. Scarrrry!
stuff like that scares me almost as bad as ghosts and michael jackson! lol ghosts are indeed very creepy, i belive 100% ...how about you?

well its time for me to go, (what i shame i know) lol j/k

*~much love~*

//Ashley//

Glad to hear you guys are doing great! and a new tour bus wOoO.
gosh you bowled a 179! :-O friday we went bowling for PE class. thats the first time i've bowled since like 2 years. and i bowled a 39! :-/ hahaha i suck big time. yea well g/l with the shows! hope to see yall soon! :)

*Tabitha*

Hey Derek, I got the dragon joke! Yay me! The Snoop Dog joke isn't that funny though, sorry. Ok well, you're new bus sounds cool. Just don't drive it off a cliff or anything. Sounds like you had fun bowling, I can't bowl worth a shit. Oh well time for me to go. Bye guys!

§ Kelley §

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Well ummm Happy Memorial Day guys...you guys shood really come back to Myrtle Beach or even Charlotte...or somewhere close to SC so i can see you guys again. Well ur jokes are funny...but ima go tan now! have a great week! Much Love. u guys rock. :)

.:MaCkEnZiE:.

HEY DEREK!!!!!SILL NO ANSWERS ABOUT A SUMMER TOUR! (OR HEADLINING TOUR) COME ON MAN TELL US SOMETHING WE ALL ARE CRAVING MORE SES!!! I REALLY LIKED THE SNOOP DOGG JOKE. IT CRACKED ME UP!WELL IM GONNA CUT THIS SHORT CAUSE I KNOW YOU DONT FEEL LIKE READING HUNDRENDS OF LONG ASS POSTS.
LATER,
AMBER

Hey guys! Just wanted to stop by and say hi!!! Ya know turning 18 can never come fast enough! I wish my birthday was this weekened not last weekend. Now I have to pay court costs!! YUCKY! Just for being stupid and speeding. Well hope you guys are all doing well! That's awesome that you guys all got to visit home and see your families! I know it must have been a good time! I checked out your bro's band's site (Derek's bro). I d/led some of their music. It's pretty good. I like it and have sent a lot of it to my friends. It sucks though cause they only do shows in Cali. I live in Ohio. I cant just get on a plane and fly out there. Too much money right now. Maybe in the future I could. I want to see Cali so badly! Well glad to see you all are doing great! Talk to you later!

Jess

derek~
your jokes always make me smile (and sometimes even laugh- depends on how "funny" it was!) and hey! how come Sean never writes in here? ryan does it sometimes...but sean has done it like once. i want a shout out from sean! cuz he rocks my socks. alright...well you guys better come back to the north bay soon. love ya!
~michelle

...i want my shout out sean....

Derek ryan and sean....its Rachel F from Virginia you still never told me if it was cool that i get put on the guestlist for both of the ohio shows on june 7 and 9.....but yes...i will be there anyway...at least..lol..well i hope you guys have fun and stay safe!!
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos
**see you in Ohio

Derek ryan and sean....its Rachel F from Virginia you still never told me if it was cool that i get put on the guestlist for both of the ohio shows on june 7 and 9.....but yes...i will be there anyway...at least..lol..well i hope you guys have fun and stay safe!!
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos
**see you in Ohio

sorry about the double post!!
\m/Rachel fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

i love u guys!! i wish yall were playing around where i live! ohh well! i love yall!

Derek! did you check out my little page? please please check it out and tell me what you think, its not all fancy and stuff beacause i am not that good with computers, but thats the best i can do right now with this dial up connection. this is the link to it

http://www.hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

thats cool you guys got a new bus, do you guys get a new bus everytime you tour? coz didnt you guys get a new bus a couple months ago? i have never been bowling, i want to though, it seems fun. and thats so cute, pogen, is there any meaning behind it? Meghan!! dont cry! i think Derek said that coz i think you said he had a kid or a girlfriend, one of those.

i got a joke, its funny. ok here it goes:

there was this lady, she was pregnant and got in a car accident. she got rushed to the hospital and she was in a coma. but she had her baby. she had twins. so when she woke up she was all worried, she was like, where is my baby? the doctor said dont worry, you had a healthy boy and girl. so she was like who named them? the doctor said well the closest realtive we could find was your brother. the lady said, oh no, my brothers an ass! so she said what are the names? the doctor said wel the girls name is Denise. the lady said oh thats not that bad, she said whats the boys name? the doctor said, DENEPHEW. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! isnt that hilarious? i thought so, my friend told me that in boilogy and i could not stop laughing!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

oh i finally get the dragon joke. i still didnt get it when i was reading this entry, but i just read it again, and i get it now. haha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

hey yall ...... woot woot..... i'm sooo happy that the summer is here and well cant wait too see yall again and the next time i c yall i could be on my way to FAME......... lmao....... luv yall and can't wait to see yall again.....
~¤ALLY¤~

this is bullshit i voted for you guys like hell and i dont get a shot out thats bullshit still love yas always will but mad at you derek

geez derek. i bet you had fun reading all those comments. this is hannah and cherry poptart signing in again.
yeah, so yay for a new bus. how many times did you fall out of your bunk? This sucks so much that me and Cherry can't get a way to see you. but, we are getting really busy with the band. some day we hope to tour with you guys.
did you all have fun at home? keep practicing and maybe you'll get a 200 next time you go bowling.
oh and before i forget, a friend of mine was telling me all the pick-up lines he's used before, and this one he got slapped for -"If you think we will do something that you might regret in the morning, I'll wake you up after noon." he just said it to a girl walking by, she turned around and slapped him. a day later he had a big red mark on his face.
it's funny, none of my friends(the few of which i have) believe me that you said hi to me and cherry. whatever. that made my day hearing from you.
Have a blast on the tour. tell Sean and ryan that me and cherry say hi. and Cherry wants to make sure that you still know that she thinks you're "MAD SEXY"

Later to the rockin' lemon-heads!

Hannah

Derek:
WHO IS MRA AND WHEN ARE YOUR BIRTHDAYS?

so Derek, are you Italian? because i found out that Pogen means Italian nobleman or in some places it just means boy. Frank Zappa also had a song named "Florentine Pogen" and there are cookies named that too. so i dunno maybe Derek liked that song or the cookies or maybe he is Italian. haha yes i am a dork, i know, but i was curious to know what it meant.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

you guys rock. you need to get your asses in the studio and get out the new record. i need my fix. muahaha.. yeah. i'm addicted. are you sure you kids read all of the comments?! ricky and sean need to post more. i really want you guys to come to michigan soon. i can't go to the dates you have posted because i still have school and i can't go all the way to detroit. come to the msu auditorium. love you.

heyy ! when r u guyz comin to NC agian?? i wanna c ya in concert soooooo bad ! ((and if u do stop by wilmington !)) heheh thanx for the in depth detials on last entries joke...i finally got it....and ur r NOT old...ur like the perfect age...lucky ! anyway....whats the news on the new video?? i can't wait to c it...or is it out an i am living under a rock?...later posts....

*-*-Rock On-*-*

oh yeah.. what is that fairy thing on the sweatshirts and t-shirts? it looks like a mix between a mosquito and that chick from "the ring". just wondering.

I agree with Mackenzie...u need to come back to SC!!

chloe, i think maybe you got ur names mixed up, there is no RICKY in the band, i think you meant Ryan.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

chloe, who is ricky?? do u mean Ryan?¿?

ya we need an update on the new video!! the one for every sunday is going to be released right?? dont keep us waiting any longer!!!

oh and that thing on the shirts and the sweaters, well on the merch site, it says its an angel. when i wore my sweatshirt to school one day, my friend Stefani said what is that, it looks like two plates of spaghetti. haha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

sorry for stalking you some more, but i definitely meant to say RYAN in that first post of mine. yeah.. i suck.

oh yea and chloe...im pretty sure it supposed to be a dead angel

lol pogen... niiiice well i want a cute lil nickname i hate "suzy Q" well idk but you guys suck leaving me in kings island and not being able to meet you guys... i wanted to cry seriously i was thinking about crying lol my parents are fuck faces and their trying to by my love agian, like the other day they were like "we got tickets to race cause you said you wanted to go" i was like FUCK OFF not really id get smacked but i wanted to say that... but thanks for being great guys and helping me through my life, i love what you guys do and your great at it so maybe next time in your in indy ill get to meet you if im not dead damn weather i almost cried yesterday too because my parents left me home alone when there was tornados (sunday) here (in indy) and my brother was asleep and wouldnt wake up... well thanks and keep rockin oh yeah that joke was awesome bout snoop i love snoop dogg (yes i am white and "alternitive") hes so cute! lol well ill catch ya later adios

DEREK! Michele has a very good idea for getting SES even more known...u DEFINATILY need to check out her site! good job Michele!!! well heres the site
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html . do u thinks its a good idea Derek??

whitney, i agree, her site is cool. its a very good idea. i went to it and have been emailing the people like crazy. i hope it works.

damn, derek quite popular there! My lil' sis' bday is 2morrow ne1 ne have ne ideas, i suggested a SES CD but she sed i already have one for her to steal :( i'm glad u guyz are having fun on the road again, we just got off it about 15min. ago frum my "auntee's" place i had fun spraying my cuzin with da' hose. Any chance u are going to play another show around the tri-cities area in Michigan? By the way ur new bus sounds cool. buh-byez:P

-allyson

hey derek!!!! you're sooooo cool!!! i luv ya! do you know when you guys are coming back to the seattle/tacoma area? i really can't wait 'cuz i missed the last concert. grrrr....but i'll definitely make the next one! Have you ever thought of touring with Linkin Park? That would be like the ultimate show! oh yeah, i heard that you guys toured with 3 days grace and i missed that, do you think ur gonna tour with them again? Ooooh...guess what derek?!?!? my birthday is Saturday the 5th!!! Can you give me a shoutout?? Thanks!!!!

oyea, thanx holly for asking the qestion for me, lol, when's their b-dayz! i got a cool looking calender with sum pretty nice cars in it, **i'm such a dork** and i'm puttin' pplz b-dayz in it. Then we can all sing happy birthday to u! cya's l8r.

hey guys. whats up. hey i just wanted to say u guys are doing a great job at what ur doing, and dont let ne thing get u down. i sooo freakin want to see u guys hit main stream. just promise me u wont go all stuck up and too proud for u fans. hey, u guys really need to come to springfeild , mo. again, i wasnt here the first time so i didnt get to see u guys play. well words are running short so u got to go .

hey derek or pogen,
plane rides scare me to death also!
ure bus sounds cool
i actually get that joke
and u are not old! not at all
good bye lots of love to u
*biggest Chino, Cali fan*

umm hey guys!!! i just wanted to say that SES f****** ROCKS!!! well i dont really have ne more to say!!! buhbye!!!

Hey guys! Excellent post! When are you all coming to Atlanta? I wanna see one of your shows soo bad! I seriously will do anything to see you guys you rock!....your #1 fan in the ATL ...Caitlin

Dude!!! This sucks ass!!!! I still haven't gotten my cds back... And I haven't been to Fargo to get a new Smile Cd... IT CHAPS MY ASS!!! Man, it is just depressing... that and we have flood watch until seven tonight... it has been raining for three days straight!!!! I shit you not!!!! Well glad to see you guys get large!!! TAKE CARE SEAN!!!!

U guys eva comin to play at teh wachovia center? and i gotta get your cd so i can let my friends know how good you r most of them dont know u guys which it really sux
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Omg, yes you guys rocked in Rockford last night!
-bows down-

HIYA...
if you guys do end up reading this i just want to let you guys know that you guys are awesome.. your music keeps me sane..[well as sane as possible :/] your cd has helped me through a lot of hard times. When im depressed i just pop in your cd and it helps me forget about whatever is going on or whatever situation im in and ya..And plus that cd is a good way to drown out my mom nagging at me all the time for whatever reason :]..so for that i give you a million thank you's..
funny joke derek...
well i cant wait to see you guys lve..just waiting for you to come to SUNNY SAN DIEGO!!!!!!! SO YA..c-ya then..whenever then may be :/

Hey Derek!! Supporting yall is my pleasure. You guys are the best band ever!! Derek, you're not getting old, you're still so sexy. Hee hee. I remember seeing Candice and her "Got Crabs" shirt at Club Rio. Fun times. Awesome that yall got a new tour bus. Good thing that you have a less chance of falling of your bunk. My brother's friend fell of his bunk(I don't think in a tour bus tho) and he broke his wrist. That would be bad if any of you guys broke your wrists. Ouchie. Well I gotta go. Yall are stil on top at Modernrock.com!! I love SES!!
Much Luv and keep rockin'!!,
Jaime(co-#1 fan from Arizona!!)

May 31, 2004

Hey,

I was told all about the old bus(by sean) It sounded fun. I know i couldnt live with 9 people. On the 30th i went to a cabin in between payson and heber. It was like a 3 hour drive. I listened to the cd their and back. I helped me from killing my youngest brother.In that time i realized that my fav songs are "radio in a hole" "all my problems" and "eraser" speaking of songs the song "finding myself" is soooo good. i cant stop listing to it, its on the punisher soundtract, and the great thing about the cd is that all the bands from the snocore tour are on it!!but i love that song so much. well i know your gonna have alot to read so i'll go now.

Love
Amber Marie

Hey you guys!!!! Guess what...schools OUT!!!! YES!!! LOL !! Well glad you made through the plane trip!Sounds like your doing great.. Well you guys are coming to Louisiana 2 more times this summer but my friends and I can't go to any of the shows cause ya have to be 18 which is soooo crazy!!! But we'll just wait and catch you guys another time!!!!The joke of the day was cute and I understood it the first time!!!HAHA Well next weekend i'm goin see Shinedown ....have yall ever heard of them? I've seen them before and think they pretty much rock!!! Well got 2 go !!! Buh-Bye!!!

HEY DEREK,WELL I'VE BEEN WAITIN FOR YOU TO POST.ARE YOU GUYS GONNA BE IN SOUTHTEXAS ANY TIME SOON?WELL IT'S BEEN KINDA CRAZY AROUND MY HOUSE
CAUSE MY SISTER'S NEWBORN IS SICK SO MY NEICE MY SISTER'S OTHER BABY IS STAYIN WITH US,SHE WAKES ME UP EVERY MORNIN,

LATERS,
CARMEN

Hey guys its been awhile since i have posted! im like the 83rd post lol. N-E- ways i wish i could go to yalls concert on 6-24 but i have to go to camp. Camp sux!!!! but maybe if yall come back to little ole arkansas ill be able to go to a concert. thats all for me
-karella-

hey! ha i actually got this joke! teh other one was to confusing and i dont even remember what it was now so i guess it doesnt really matter! lol omg im gonna see you guys at freedom hill in detroit on june 19th im so excited! 18 days!!! and then were going to that dinner thing cause my friend brittany won so youll be eating with me brittany and kristin! yay i feel so CIA like or whatever cause we got this password and stuff to get our tickets lol it makes me laugh and actually i 4got what that it to! lol o well brittany knows wow do you get like a new crew member everyday?! it seems like it! lol wow i went swimming today for not even an hour and im already burnt this is completly retarded! hehe omg i would rather crash in the plane then gt a shot! holy crap im so scared of shots its not even funny good thing im not afriad of planes! hehe well gimme a shout out im gettin sad! lol bye bye much love! ~stacey sheffer~ p.s. cya in 18 days ahh so excited!!! eek!!

~*Hey Derek...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH STILL!! Yeah and I wasnt the one who said anything about a kid, I just heard you had a gurlfriend and was wondering about it!! THATS ALL!! I am sorry if you are pissed off or something..I mean I dont know what I did wrong! :( OHH WELL..I Love Yall STILL, no matter what!*~

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

hey wuts up,

im just hangin, wuts up with u guys, u no wut u gotta do u gotta come to chicago and play a show, i really wanna see u guys in concert,u guys fuckin rock and u always will. hey derrick, i see that u like jokes, u have sum funny ones to. i like the Nun one thats good.here i got one for you its not a question tho its a little story lol ok here it is.....

a ladys husband was just in a car accident her name is mrs smith, shes waiting to find out wut happened. the nurse comes in and says "Mrs smith i have some good news and i have some bad news" Mrs smith says "oh my god gimme the bad news first" the nurse says, "well your husband is paralyzed and you are going to have to feed him, clean him, and wipe his ass after hes done in the bathroom" mrs smith says "my god thats awful, whats the good news?" the nurse laughs and says, "i was just teasing you hes dead!"

hahahaha, i like that one, hey, what do u call a cow with no feet?.........Ground Meat!....hahaha
i like that one two.heres one more, for ryan, what do u call a fucked up band?...Yellowcard!
hahaha,ok well i g2g c ya.
luke

yay..Derek your mom emailed me and said you are not mad but you are pry getting ticked bc ppl are saying you have GURLFRIENDS but I was just saying that I heard that! I LOVE YOU!! :)

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

HEY DEREK! that kicks ass that you got a new bus.. and hopefully i can go on it when you guys come to maine;-) and then i can officially say..I KNOW WHERE YOU SLEEP! haha..well, anyways you better wear your maine beanie!! that'll be so cool, just for me:-D and that'll be so cool if you remember me too! well i gotta go..in the middle of the movie AMERICAN WEDDING.. awesome movie! haha well i'll write back later.. i love you all so much and keep on rockin'! say hey to sean and ryan for me! thanks hun ttyl!! <3kelly (#1 mainAH fan)

whats the most embarrasing thing thats happend to you while playin a live show?

Wait im new...Denise is dereks mom right?

ok now where do i start? im new. my names mandy..my friend travis got me into you guys big thanks to him! well you guys are just soo great! i cant wait to see yall live! well i g2g but i'll talk to yall later!
peace, MaNdEe

HEY SES! I HAVENT COMMENTED IN A WHILE, NOT THAT YOU MISSED ME OR ANYTHING. LOL, ITS GOOD TO HEAR THAT YOUR SHOWS ARE ALL GOING GOOD! GUESS WHAT?! I GET TO SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN IN CONCERT! IS THAT NOT THE BEST NEWS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD?? WELL FOR ME IT IS. *HEHE* YOU GUYS SHOULD KEEP COMING TO COLUMBIA, I'LL GO EVERYTIME! THIS TIME I WILL DEFINATELY HAVE A CAMERA, I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO HAVE A PICTURE OF YOU GUYS! I'LL DIE IF I DONT GET ONE, WELL NOT ACTUALLY DIE, BUT YOU GET THE IDEA, MAYBE, I DONT KNOW, LOL, WELL IM GONNA GO, JUST THOUGHT I'D SAY HI, OR SOMETHING. TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER, CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! LOVE YA LOTS!!
-KELLE

Hi,
I just wanted to say that you guys are an inspiration, and I love your music more than you could possibly understand. I’m probably one of your youngest fans, 13, and I’m also a cutter. A few times, your songs have almost kept me from cutting, and nothing else has been able to do that for me. I was at your L.A. show, after convincing my parents to let me go, and you definitely won the crowd over. It sucked when they poured the beer on you, but they did buy you shots, always a plus ;) So, thanks for your music and please keep it coming!

PS: I just started playing the guitar and “Silhouettes” has been my alphabet!

You guys were awsome yesterday at Wing Ding (Rockford IL) I loved you guys SO much, and your all sexy! I want to thank you guys so much that you actually came to Rockford!You guys should come back sometime everyone loved you!

Hey! How's it going? I just wanna say I love all of you's , your my favorite band, your song ROCKS!!!! Sean you are sooooooo adorable cute lookinWish i can squeeze your cheeks,though i feel stupid saying that anyways Love you's Bye!

heyy wats up??! i havent writtin in this thing for a while!! newways ur bus sounds awasome!! thats good thats yall have more room now!! maybe me and my gurls could possible come have fun with you guyz in the new bus! hahaha....just a thought. Tell MEL i say hello!!! i cant wait till yall come back to houston!!! I promis ima come say hello!! if yall do! neways i wanted to say hello again cuz its been a while! but i hope everythings goin well for yall and tell the other guyz i say HOLA!!! love always *KAti* From houston TX!

yeah just got back form work... if ne of u live in maine... its funtown.. ahhhh ahhhh ahhh yeah

im so tired and i have homework! AHH oh well i cant wait till you come back to maine! that is going to be the best show in the world!! i cant wait! then strata is commin back like 1 month after SES! so i really cant wait! that is going to be the best!!yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah i have to go to bed.. i have school tomorrow :( finals start in like 4 days!! yeah! bye bye

-becca-
#fan from MAINE!!!!!!

Dudes, gay ass kazaa gave my comp a virus and it crashed, but it's fixed now. Who missed me? I GOT A SHOUTOUT WOOOOOT! Thanks, Derek! I'm so mad I'm #99 to post. Stupid viruses. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Hey, What is up, you guys rock so much. Anyway I'm finally gonna go to your guys show. On the 6th of june at the Orbit Room. Can't wait, you guys seen like a heel of a show to go to. See ya there, can't wait.
ps. i liked that joke
~Victoria~

wow! its been awhile since i have posted.
im sad that you guys aren't coming to our yearly PointFest show here in st. louis. boo hoo! o well but you better come to st. louis soon.
oh my god i got burnt over the weekend. i was at my cabin and i went swimming and lets just say i am a lobster.i am soo red!
well enjoy yourselves on your new bus and have fun on your tour.
~KELSEY(#1 ST. LOUIS FAN)

hey gerek how are you doing?
remember to give me a shout out.

smile empty soul rocks!!!
from:ELI
xoxox

Hey Guys I haven't said hi in awhile so I thought that I. I'll see you guys in columbus, allentown, sayerville, Hartford, syracuse, and Buffalo. See you guys there.

Deanna (the one with the pink hair)

If Derek is wound up now by all of the false rumors about him, he’ll just have to wait until his band gets bigger so he can see how extreme those rumors can get. :) A friend of mine is a professional athlete, and some of the things you hear about him and his “activities” are absolutely insane – even for him – you just have to laugh at them and hope they don’t cost you relationships down the line. (They have for him… see why you don’t want to be a he-whore?) So unless Derek is going to turn into an angel and keep his paws to himself and become a hermit, he better get used to it. :-P

Here are a couple of jokes:

Why do they give men in nursing homes Viagra? So they won’t roll out of bed. And finally, why did the bald man tear holes in his pants pockets? So he could run his hands through his hair.

hey smile, you coming to Canada? we'd sure like to listen to you. my friend from buffalo told me about you and he said i'd like your music. and guess what? i do! come to canada soon! i bet you will do very well. im sure that there are many fans that will buy your albums. love "with this knife," "silhouettes," and "the other side." keep it up. make more songs like that. this is the only place i was able to write to you guys. but anyway, that's all i gotta say. later

alrite i have got more to say!!!! ummm here it goes ses really needs to come to ATL!!! bc i havent seen them yet live!!! TEAR!! Im very anxious to see yall!!! umm make sure when yall come, yall are tourin with some band that is PORKIN SWEET!! if ya know what i mean!!!! DEREK YOU ARE SO FUCKIN FINE!!!!! and so is SEAN!!

Hey just sitting here thinking about how wonderful it is not to have to go to school this week and listen to some ses! its great to graduate this friday! hopefully the best times of my life are yet to come, like my first ses show! i talked to rachel fisher last nite when i was at dennys at like one meeting up with some amigos. NO she is not a stalker BUT she did make a point tell me she was going to c ya in ohio! lol but good tiems anyways--later boys nothing but lovin' from pa

~*Hey Everyone...I am in such a better mood about everything and now I know Derek was just trying to say that when I said something about the gurlfriend thing that I was incorrect and that whoever told me that was wrong so...itz AWESOME now!! KeepOnKeepinOn!! :) I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL*~

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL SO SO MUCH!I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU GUYS! YOU ROCK MY SOCKS SO MUCH!! OW OW \m/ (^_^) \m/

yEllOw CaRd Is Not That WONDERFUL!...sorry they're ok tho!! IGHT? cool! :)

yo yall RAWK........ way hard........ have some mad crazzzyyy fun...... haha ok luv lots DEREK SEAN AND RYAN AND EVERYONE ELSE.......
~~¤ALLY¤~~

derek i heard that it was yo mama's B-day the other day.......... WELL
HAPPY LATE B-DAY MRS.G LUV YALL
~~ALLY~~

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derek, i really hate to confuse you but you have to notice me k?....look down!
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ok , well i had a pretty rough day , after being tormented for liking kurt cobain i just came in here and this is what im doin obviously....well im glad that schools out so i dont have to be called a "devil worshiper" for another two months...i was really kinda heartbroken that you didnt give me any advice , but ill remind you ,im not a christian and everyone i know is, im having a hard time . help me explain!!! please,
i really look up to you guys, but i need some help ....i love you! isnt it nice to here that?
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BrittanY (mississippi)

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i just got back from camping! good times me and my friend flashed these guys to get marti gras beads!!!!! haha GREAT TIMES!!! yeah lol DEREK IF ME AND MY FRIENDS MEET YOU AT SUMMERFEST CAN I HAVE ONE OF YOUR DRUMS STICKS??? PLEEEEASE!! ill flash ya! haha just playin'
anyways...yeha i cant believe i just said that...im turning red right now. :/ hehe, yeah im gettin my hair chopped off this week....hmmm yeah i guess i better be going...its pouring outside. fun fun
bye bye cherry pie
always and forever!
Jenn**

Hey, Mallory, Where in Santa Clarita are you from. And Meghan, what's up, dawg? I haven't said hi to my favorite cool cat in a while so...hey! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

DEREK,
We (me and 3 other people) are actually comming to the Columbus Show on June 9th. I was gonna get her backstage passes because i didnt think a signed CD was possible, But i really cant afford backstate passes right now....

every once in a while i come on this site..ok..i lied..like 2 times a week..check the journals...and then the pics...and well...my pic still rocks...haha..and the journals are good...cant wait to see SES live again..I AM going to finger eleven and strata in Myrtle Beach, SC though...where i saw SES...which is cool...im excited...um...i feel like im talking to my self...so i will ask myself, i will say "self what the fuck are you thinkin"...alright...RUPIKUPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII..ya know...this is kinda long...i wonder if it catches the lovely lil ole dereks attention...doubt it...man, im bored...

derek hey whats up i think you are a bad ass guitar player and song writer im in a band but we dont have any material though (cant write lyrics) to you have any pointers

sorry i meant Sean
damn im stupid

Hey derek remember to give me a shout out.
BYE LOVE YOU!!!
from:ELI

smile empty soul rocks!

TIFF--> YOU ARE THE COOL CAT ON THE BLOCK!! lol...I am happy you decided to FINALLY say ELLO!! :) lol...

HEY SES** You Rock My Socks!

omg..we just came home from being out with some friends and we stopped at the gas station and got $32 in gas and spend $33 on CANDY!! lol we are crazy ((my cousin is rich)) :) WHOOP! WHOOP!

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illniois!

WHATSUP!!! ahahah my got crabs shirt gets sooome looks lol! Okay why ???would you come on a band website and say another band rocks...uhhhmmmm NARF!!!!! ahahahah so anyways....im so cool I have had 2 shout outs...i feel special although I would love one every post...but there are alot of people who want em so im cool with just chillen with my 2...but more would be cool! ::wink wink:: so i hope i can come to another show...im in...cough cough withdrawl...need SES...need....S..E..S...lol! Oh yea and ...
Adam your pretty fucking funny......
Good times lol
Good times lol
THE DRUNK HOBOS DID IT!!!!!
So im me if ya wanna foo'...!
You know who...

Oh yea...word of wisdom to everyone

Dont be afraid to die...your dying as we speak...because life is nothing more than the dying process. As soon as you were born you were on your way to death and decay.

Okay uhm thats morbid...but Im in an odd mood!
You know who...

LOL, Meghan you crack me up. Much love to you. You rock. SES needs more fans like you (and me, heh). I went to Best Buy today and got the new Slipknot cd. Go me. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Thanks, Candice. I will carry your profound wisdom with me for the rest of my days. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

OWOW!! I AM LISTENING TO SLIPKNOT RIGHT NOW..this is the first time I have EVER listened to their music..I used to be a RAP person SO BAD!! lol... Tiff you are amazing, they need more fanz like ya child!! :) lol ROCK THE FUCK ON BABYCAKES!!

**SMILE EMPTY SOUL WAS ON TWO DIFFERENT STATION AT THE SAME TIME TODAY...PLAYING BOTTOM OF A BOTTLE AND SILHOUETTES!!**
^^ How wonderful is that? I almost SHIT A BRICK!!^^ lol

My cousin was like I think you are starting to get me into ROCK and I was like hell with rock...just at least get into Smile!! lol..I AM NUTTY!

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Tiffany hey thanks!!!! Hey MEGHAN!!!
MEGHAN in Rancho...
guess what?? I emailed everyone of those damn shows for SES!!!!! YES!!
I do think its an awesome idea!
Everyone go to Meghans site and vote the hell outta SES, and email the shows so they can get on em!
Yes.....all hail Meghan...very creative of you my friend!
You know who...

DUDE, I AM SO COOL.

Anywho, weird thing: I was talking with my friend Marshall and we were both listening to the radio. I was like, "Hey, they need to play some APC and some SES, dude." Of course, being the awesome cool guy he his, Marshall agreed with me. Then, when whatever song was playing ended, Weak and Powerless by A Perfect Circle came on! It was awesome. Oh, but that's not all. After it was over, some other song came on the radio and then... guess what was next! Silhouettes by Smile Empty Soul!! Ahahahaha! It was uber.

Hehehe. Anywho, about the whole "fans sticking out" thing, I stick out? And for GOOD reasons? AHAHAHA nice. Very nice. Though I've always felt like one of the weird fans... no wait, I've always felt like one of the weird PEOPLE. Gah aha! I'm a such dork... but a pretty freakin' COOL dork, if you ask me! Eh? EH??

Hmmmmm HEY DEREK what do you think about dragons? Like, do you think they're awesome? 'Cause I do and uhm, I was thinking that if I drew you, you'd be a dragon ( like how I drew Sean as a panda and blah blah blah ). Ryan would probably be a bobcat... just because. And yeah, if I drew you, it'd be much better than the one of Sean and I ( which I really hate, now )!

Holy CRAP my posts are always so long! Does that bother you, Derek? That they're always so long? If they do, just tell me and I'll stop typing so much. But that's only if they bother you. I mean, if you enjoy reading 'em, then I'll keep making long posts! :P

Well, hey, I'll be seeing you guys on June 27th! It's gonna be UBER. I can't wait. I love you three gentlemen SO much and I don't even KNOW you! :P Ahaa! SEE YA!

damn imean illinois...okay so im a TARD!

<---bored...if anyone wants to chat im on yahoo as cottoncandi83........and msn as lilhawaiinone

You know who

bored...if anyone wants to chat im on yahoo as cottoncandi83........and msn as lilhawaiinone

You know who

double post..sorry

DEREK,
Thank u sooooooooooo much for givin' me a shout out that made my day well...actually that made my life, i even started cryin' i was sooooo happy!!! I LOVE U SO MUCH!!! SES ROCKS!!! Im still requestin' FUSE to play "Bottom of a bottle" and "Silhouettes"! Everytime they play "Bottom of a bottle" or "Silhouettes" i jump up and start screamin' and freakin' out because ya'll r the best EVER and I LOVE YA'LL!!! Please come back to Charlotte N.C. soon because this time i promise i'll be there and i'll try to be the loudest one in there screamin'! Please give me another shout out! I LOVE YA'LL!!! Bye.
~Jessica Long~

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Jessica Long~

WOO*HOO...So me and my cousin have a plan, we are gunna have this one kid that is OBSESSED with me bring us to the concert in Chicago on June 5th!...ROCK ON!! He said he will..haha

**I LUB SMILE EMPTY SOUL!** \M/ (^_^) \M/

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In ILLINOIS!!

Ohh and Candice..I think you are talking about Michele..SHE IS AMAZING!!

He also has a REALLY nice truck...woohoo!! 3 HOUR RODE TRIP! LOL..real long? Eh!

Meghan Wilson...* #1 Fan In Illinois!

POGAN... I BBQ FOR YOU, DRINK YOUR BEER AT FRIDAYS, AND NO SHOUT OUT! JUST LIKE YOU SAID, I BET ALL YOUR FANS THINK THAT THIS E-MAIL IS FAKE. ANYWAYS, I LOOKED UP KAKI'S WEB-PAGE! FORGET LOOKING FOR BIIIIITCHS, SHES SMOKING. YOUR RIGHT THOUGH SHE LOOKS SUPERFICIAL. DID YOU GET YOUR E-MAIL ADDRESS UP? YOU HAVE TO, MIKE IS WRITING SOME FUNNY STUFF FROM PARIS. HE GOT DRUNK WITH A BUNCH OF AUSTRILIANS. HOW WAS INDIANA? DID YOU GO TO THE INDY 500? WHY THE HELL AM I ASKING YOU QUESTIONS OVER THIS THING? I WILL GIVE YOU A CALL PROBABLY THURSDAY WHEN NICOLE AND I FINISH WEDDING RECEPTION HUNTING. WE FOUND ONE PLACE SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH SO NO MATTER WHAT... YOU WILL HAVE TO BE THERE FOR OUR BIG DAY NEXT JUNE OR JULY. LOVE YA KID AND WE WILL HAVE TO VISIT YOU ON TOUR.

LUKE

Man, all you guys have SES concerts to go to, but not me :( They aren't comin here for a long ass time. You guys are so lucky! Oh, well. I am SO bored. Candice, I tried to IM you but none of those names appear to be online on my BL. What's your AIM name? Mine is Staind4Life413, so IM me if you want. Anyone else can IM me, too. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Meghan, you like Slipknot now? They're kick ass! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

(((DEREK))) + ((SEAN)) + (((RYAN)))

KNOCK-KNOCK..WHOSE THERE? MEEEEEEEEEE...

WHATS CRACK-A-LACKIN?? "BACK IN THE SADDLE" <~ THAT MADE ME LAUGH HARDCORE!! GOOD 2 HEAR U GUYZ R DOIN AWESUM. NEW BUS HUH..THATS GLORIOUS!! POGEN I JUST LUV THAT KEWL NICKNAME. ALRIGHT TIME 4 SUM JOKES...

***DEREK, DEREK, DEREK READ THIS ONE******
IF THEY ARRESTED THE ENERGIZER BUNNY WOULD THEY CHARGE IT WITH BATTERY?? AHHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!!!!

WHAT IS THE ULTIMATE REJECTION? WHEN UR MASTURBATING & UR HAND FALLS ASLEEP.

I LUV U GUYS *HUGZ & KISSES* STAY SAFE MY BABIES (SAYS IN CONAN O'BRIEN VOICE)!!

YELLOWCARD- A BUNCH OF MUSICALLY CHALLENGED COCKMASTERS!!

///////SEAN IS MY HERO/////////////////

PLZ CUM 2 TEXAS AGAIN SO I CAN MEET U :)

Hey u guys, I JUST GOT THE BEST IDEA IN THE WORLD!!!!... we need a chat in here. Yes, on this site. I can see it all ready........ SES Chat. awww it sounds great. but hey u guys should work on it. KK. well its like 2 am and imjust waiting for with this knife(i think thats what its called) to go over and im out like a light. But I still think its a good idea. well i gtg CHAT with ya laters

-shelly

dude well since i can't actually talk to you guys...i wanted to tell you that i love you so much...that song "the other side" saved my life...it seems like you got in my mind, like oyu knew exactly what i thought...my life sucked and one day..::the day i was going to kill myself::..i heard your song, and well it changed my mind, and well i conviced myself there was a better side and that i can try to make best with all that i had, but when things got to me, i just looked forward and made it....i am not so grateful to have heard your song, and for the rest of my life i am going to be tuly your number one fan....for i am debt to you, if it wasn't for you then i probably wouldn't be here...:'\....i realized that i had so much attened for me, and that if i could get through this i can be on a better side, well i got through it, but when i get in a rough time in my life i just remember your song, and i convice myself i can....but i just wanted to somehow get this through to you that i am truly greatful to you...and i am going to ALWAYS be your fateful fan...i will probably get a stupid thing thanking me for posting...but well at least i tried i guess...:(....i guess you get this a lot so i guess me saying that i am "your number one fan" doesn't mean a shit to you, so i guess to me this is something to get off my sholders at least i tried...later ya'll

--jessica

p.s. you rocked at buzzfest and the riverstanges

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!

DEREK IS A HOTTIE!!

That's pretty awesome that you guys got a new tour bus, it was pretty messy when you guys were in vegas, but its cool tho. you guys were awesome. rock your heart out

hey derek...
u know me as maria..well thats my nickname..my real name is marianela..just like the girl from IMX..kool huh...hehe..well i am a member of your photo gallery now..but i still cant put my pic up..i really need u to help me out..i aint no computer wiz..well if u could help me out u could really see him...i dont have a pic with u guys...yet...but as soon as u come over to Hawaii..then we can...hehe..well thats great that u got a new bus..and a bigger bunk...wow do u think we can share it together???hehe jk jk....well ill let u go..cus its 11:32 pm over here and i am a little tired ..got school tomorrow..my last week i am so glad in a way.....more time to see scott..the boy i like...and meet kian this other guy...and meet carvel ...another one..and guss...another one..and matt..both matts...wow so many and so little time..hehe...jkjk..well love u derek...ill write again later..remember i really need your help for the pics so write me or something...love u..and the rest of the guys....take care and dont forget about me....
always love

your #1 fan in hawaii
marianela

woo hoo glad you all are having a great time and enjoy the new bus, i got a shout out :) a short one but indeed a shout out :)
my computers broke, no internet so im completly fucked and am #3456on the posts, but hey, at least im here :) i hopefully get it back before schools over in 3 days or im fucked for the summer and completly boarded, but im in school and have to go to class in a few so ill ttyl :) love ya!

SES rocks!
~Amanda~

I don't get a "happy birthday"? o well. anyways... i'm happy that you got a better bus. it must be a lot of fun to be able to travel all the time.

You are not getting old Derek. Why is it that everyone over twenty thinks they're old?

o well. I'm glad you were joking about the drug thing...

When are y'all planning on coming down to NC?
Do you like being famous and stuff?
Is there anything you wish you could change?
Traveling all the time must get hard...

well anyways sorry for annoying you...
Sweet dreams.

yea Candice (co-#1 from Arizona) its Micheles site she is talking about...everyone go to it...its a good idea. GOOD JOB MICHELE!!!

Hey guys whats up i dont write here usually cuz i never get to read one of your journals on time but either ways i just wanted to say hi and hope you guys make it on the latenite shows cuz it would be cool.

Hey Derek, damn theres alot of post already, I hope u get to mine... anyways, Im going to see you saturday!!! IM SOOOO EXCITED, are u?? yeah u are, u know u wanna see me too, hehe j/k... U guys should walk around for a little bit after, Im gonna look for you, i'll bring my pics from last time i saw u guys (House of Blues)... What are u guys doing after? We should chill, grab something to eat, its on me!!! Well tell Sean and Ryan hi and that Im super excited about sat.... see ya then, POGEN, hehe
stay safe, much love
*Sarah*
-Chicago

Damn, people. I had to vote like 17 times just to get them from 53.9% to 54.0%, but I did it. Go me. Everyone out there still votin? You better be cuz we're smoking 'em, but we can still do way better. You all have to vote at LEAST 100 times. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

hi derek, n' sean, n' ryan! haha i sed all ur names, sry im a lil' buzzed 2day. just felt like saying hi, since i was reminded of u guys like a million times 2day, cuz i know this guy, who's name is also sean. spelled the same way and all, and he used to have long-ish dark hair like sean's. and i have a friend who has a friend named ryan who was talking about ricky martin, and me and my buds were bugging him asking if he was gonna be the new "ryan martin" instead or ryan- whatever his lastname is, i don't know how to spell it. then, i have a "pet-rock" named derek that my friend gave me, (don't ask). just lil' things like that. ok, i'm gonna go now, since im writing alot, to stop myself frum writing ne more. hehe i still like smileyz and especially Smile Empty Soul, they're awsome! maybe 2morrow i'll be a lil less buzzed. bye bye

-allyson-ur biggest fan in b.c.mich.

i feel like im stuck in quicksand, does anyone else? its kinda like wearing ur feelings on ur face and everyone can c ur face except urself...u donno what to do or how to get out...hmm..

How come i never get any of derek's jokes..dude im usually up on shit like that. oh wait...brainstorm..yea i think i got it. hey Derek I DONT LIVE AT A FARM..jus a city kid over here..short cows?..

bri kiddo i need love lessons..cmon ill have to get em when i get back..3 days at that camp, 65 community service hours...really its not even that bad. i thought i was going to ddc for like 7 months..i was scared haha.

candice those fucking DRUNK HOBOS! sry i didnt say that yesterday..but hell i really did think about it. i got off easy too..sweet.

oh ya and i agree were fucking dying and we shouldnt b afraid ...im excited to die. i kinda hope tho that after we die thats it..ya know..i want something more than ..than JUST life..ya know? that would suck if this life is all i was made for...gotta go make something of myself now..

..does anyone like to hang from the ceiling on meat hooks?...hmm

i think im gonna

HEY SES i wanna hear that song on the punisher soundtrack...let u down..i donno what its called..i wanna hear it come out soon i like it alot. where can i find Saturday? I heard it at ur show a while ago but i couldnt understand any lyrics cus it was so fuckin crazy. the mosh..and it wasnt that bad

KAPESH you mother fuckers
later, adam

HEY GUYS I CANT WAIT UNTIL YALL COME TO ROCK THE SHOW AT HOUSTON TX.I WILL BE WAITING.I CAINT WAIT UNTIL I SEE SEAN LIVE AND UP CLOSE BABY ANYWAYS WHEN IS YOUR NEXT VIDEO COMING UP?WELL I GOT TO GO I LOVE YALL SO MUCH PEACE OUT

HAVE FUN AT YALLS SHOW

SEAN IS A SEXY BEAST
HELL YA BABY

Wow finally!!! My cp has been broken for soooo long now and it sucked b/c I used to come here all the time. I love SES! Seriously you guys rock. Well I think its awesome that you guys got a new RV. Livin on the road for a long time can be a hassle but now that you have somewhere that you can go that sort of feels like home.. then thats great for you guys. I wish you guys the best of luck for your shows and I hope to see ya soon! Wish I could write more but I g2g.. LOVE YA!
Ash

wow, i feel so loved! i am glad you guys think my idea is good, thanks everyone! :)

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

so hot! Can I please have you?!

They FINALLY have the date up for Columbia, Missouri, on the tour section of the site. AHA HA. I bought my tickets to go to it today, too! So cool; I can't wait.

Hey guys!!!!!!Lisa From Jersey.... well you guys are playin a show close to my house but the bad news is, its a sunday nite...the night before finals so i cant go and im soooooo upset!!! damn finals!! school needs to finish up already so i can go to some good shows if im not workin. work is a drag too. anyways i LOVE the snoop dogg joke its funi as hell...can i steal that for my profile? dont worry ill give you props for it. i heard silhouettes today on the radio!!!!!!! i was sooo excited i was flippin threw the radio stations and i started freakin out because i was so happy you guys were startin to get some more airplay on my stations...my parents think i go overboard with my music but its wut i love for...if i didnt have my music id be soooo lost, so thanks for helpin me find myself out and who i really am!! ok well im sure you have a zillion more of these to read soooooo ill let ya read em! keep it reel and keep the posts and jokes commin...i love to read them!!!
~*~Lisa~*~

Gah...what is this? I want to go se you guys ;_; However...my parents dont like loud music? Eheh, ill get them to take me anyways. I MUST COME SEE YOU GUYS. You guys are fucking awesome, to put it simple. ANYWAYS, I wanted to let Sean know hes really hot :D He probably already knew that though...Oh well, im reminding him. But besides that, I wanted to tell you im definitely going to do you guys some fanart...cause thats all im good for...drawing. Ha. Okay, ill shut up now. Hopefully once summer hits ill be able to hunt you guys down and savor one of your concerts....ehehe, okay, byes. ;3

From that deranged chick at the drop end of NY (Aka, the North Fork or Long Island),
Christina (Aka. The One Eyed Teddy Bear)

P.S. I left a link for my art website, if you want to check out my crappy stuff ;3

Heres my aim too, even though you wouldnt need it, haha
AIM: xRipViciousx

I just saw Silhouettes on Power Fuse. Hooray! I'm listenin to Trapt right now. Go me. My fav song is Hollowman. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Man, i always get here late im always way the fuck down at the bottom where no one sees me hopefullly you get down here and read this. PLEAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssWeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee WHAT IS SEANS FAVORITE ACOUSTIC GUITAR pleassssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepPPPPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHAT IS SEANS FAVORITE ACOUSTIC GUITAR, OR WHAT ACOUSTIC GUITAR DOES HE USE PLEASE GET DOWN HERE AND READ THIS i guess ill join the crowd and put my sn, its drainyou6989. BY the way even though you arent coming down to south carolina, i just though id let you know how much everyone loves yall down here, everyone person i tell to come to the concert comes, its a huge success thanks

Hey It's me again from NC u didn't shout out to me last time lol and believe me i understand b/c u definately have like 300 comments haha... don't ur freakin eyes hurt after readin all this crap lol? anywayz me and my brother wanna know when u guyz are gonna come bak around here in charlotte anywayz guys have an awesome time doin wut u do and i will tty guys soon... well i dunno lol but yeah peace out !!!!! *overcash*

well that was kinda sweet to get a little shout out. i am planning on making the clifton park show-after all, i live like a mile from the venue. hope to be able to talk to you guys a little. have fun on this new tour...see ya in cp!

Yes Slipknot is pretty good but their old music is too..AGH for me!! haha

**SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS MY MOTHAFUCKING SOCKS** \M/ (^_^) \M/

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

hey guys.. man i hate school sooooo much! i only have a few more days lefT tho!
i just did a 4 page report on teachers and musicians... fun fun.. i liked the music part tho!!

yeah i got my Smile Empty Soul ticket and it made me heppy! i want this kid to go with me but he cant because he lives in a group home and they are mean! gurrr he would love you guys! his birthday was today and i got him a SES cd and he loves it!!
he called me like 20 min ago and told me that he loves it! and wont stop listin to it. so he might be able to make his way to going to the show!

i hope soooo i really do... yeah i am going to go now.. i have been typing to much! yeah

i love ses and that is one reason i have stayed sain for the past 2 weeks...

in other words.. i hate my dad gurrrr

-becca-

ahh, it's my fourth post for the same journal write, thingy ma-bobber. i'm really happy now, i got a new watch. :D good newz, i got 5 more pplz hooked on SmileEmptySoul, my friends scott, jay, ashley**aka ashes** <<i'm paid to say that , j/k, rachelle, sean, and o yea, alex! that's 6. never mind i'm having counting problems as well as my dumb ass spelling problems.And I get to flunk school this year, YAY! ***mumbles*** mutha' fucken teachers can kiss my white/mex ass. haha
cya's l8r-
-much luv-
allyson

Hey Tiffany, you're not the only SES fan from Santa Clarita cause i am too! Smile Empty Soul rocks! come play in santa clarita sometime! i would so be there!

Hey!!Haven't been on in a very long time......:( Shame on me!! Glad to hear that everything is great. I Hope to see ya'll come to New Orlenas again soon!! I'm way down on the list of comments so hoepfully you wont miss me!! HAHA a shout out wouldn't hurt either!! Take care
LAURYN

Tiffany i'm from saugus. where in santa clarita do you live?

Tiffany i'm from saugus. where in santa clarita do you live?

do you think
MORBID YOUTH
is a good name for my band

hey, once again I return to the comment board. Good so see SES has a new bus and things are going well for you..I cant say the same for I however. I need some musical enlightenment. I did lead sing for a nu-metal/heavy rock band called She Screamed Murder. I recently left due to personal reasons and now I cant seem to get back on task or actually find anywords to how im feeling right now. Music is my life and it's all I've got going for me so It's kind of hard not to do something about it...I dont mean to complain, but some help would be good right about now..hope to hear from you..(your most dedicated fan in IL)

Mallory, I live in Canyon Country, right off Via Princessa. How do you like it here? I'm so bored and sick of living here. The only reason I like it here is cuz SES is from here. And Justin, I'm not really feelin "Morbid Youth"...sounds too cliche for me, but that's just my opinion. Keep on truckin, kids. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita
~Tiffany~

You guys seem so down to earth and awesome...i can't wait to see you play on june 13th in new jersey...it's gonna kick ass! SES is my new favorite band! you guys rock!

Derek, i think you guys were at that radio show in Indiana, Godsmack was there and so was Story of the Year. Tiffany told me that on soty's site, it says they got jumped and i went to it right now and i am just appalled! haha that was one of my vocab words this week in english, lol, it means shocked! and i really am shocked! Godsmack was cool, but after reading this, they are LAME ASS MOTHA FUCKAS, sorry for the language. but just go to their site for yourself and read what is written, its very very sad!
http://www.maverick.com/storyoftheyear/site/news.htm

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

Hey, Derek. Thats frickin awesome about your tour bus. I was a tech for a band that said they've toured with you, and they had the crappiest tour bus ever. So I know how it feels. Does it still have that new tour bus smell? I love that smell. But hey, if you guys ever need a tech guy for anything...seriously, gimme a shout. (I know every note of everyone of your guys' songs) ;)

later
-Muff

ok i need your guys help! does anyone know where SES played on the 29th and the 30th, i know they were radio shows, but what radio station and at what venue was it at? plz if anyone knows, post it here or email me!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

Ya, dude. Godsmack and they're gay crew are a bunch of lame ass pussies. I can't believe how mean and stupid people are. So, Derek if you know anything about it, I wanna know. Everyone go to the Story of the year site and check it out. It's sad and so fucked up: http://www.maverick.com/storyoftheyear/site/news.htm though some of you might not care, but I love SOTY, so ya. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Hey I just wanted to say that you are Awesome!! You Guy's put on the Best show that I have Ever Seen!! I am So Happy I got to see you all!!!!! Do you know when you are coming back to Arizona?

Alright, so since no shoutouts I might as well leave my name off. Anyways.. you guys rock and I got a joke. (by the way the snoop dogg joke made me laugh out loud that doesn't happen too often)So this pirate walks into a bar, all peg legged with a bird on his shoulder. But he's got a steering wheel attached to his crotch. Now this bartender's seen a lot but has never seen this. He asks the pirate "why do have a steering wheel .. there?" The pirate responds, "Arrrgh! It's drivin' me nuts!" Hope you like it!! Keep rocking your shows! Haven't seen one, but trying!

haha i like the joke. didnt get it right away, i got it after like 10 seconds ahahahaha.

Haha, that's funny. Michele, you're slow.

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Dude, people. I just saw Silhouettes on NOGGIN! How cool is that?! Anyways, just thought I'd share that with you and now I'm off to watch Degrassi. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

maybe i'm some throback hippie but when did rock music become equated with beating the shit out of each other? i just don't get it, i guess . . .

Hah, I love when you use big words and sound all smart. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

lord im a ding bat huh...okay soit was michele with the site...and the weird yellocard person.....yea okay so i have throughly confused MYSELF!!!!damn....anyway hey i checked out that soty thing...damn what a bunch of pricks!!!! That cop had no right to say that, and they should have pressed charges on the security or whatever...daaamn I dispise when people just act like pricks because of the stereotype they have of people. they sahould call the radio station and press charges. I would but im a sneaky fucking bitch when people piss me off! Its like 1:17 here I just cant sleep! so if anyone is on...yea im me k???
You know who

hey its 7:30 am in FL...

i just got back from the beach..i watched the sunrise wit my girl..wtf i never done that before...she always makes me do the stupidest shit like that..and it always impresses me...it was amazing...
it was so peaceful..the sky wanted an overcast..it wanted grey and blue but the sun told it to b yellow and orange..pink and purple...but just for a moment.
for a moment there werent even waves...just glassy water..it seemed still..not even wind
whenever i think something is stupid ..she makes me try it and i end up being more intrigued but it than anything
i think its just for right now...just this single moment that all is well...did anyone else feel it this morning? u woke up at like 5..it was dark...but u knew where to go to follow the light...to find the light...and u were to first person to see it...thats amazing...holls and i wer the first ppl the light touched today in jax...

can a person my age..17 b in love wit someone is it possible..cus i have never felt this way,..ppl say u do crazy shit..but how can u give urself to someone else..when u dont even know urself..ur still figuring out who u r...let alone someone else figure out who u r...but i wanna feel this way all the time and the only person in the world that has ever made me feel this way is her...but at the same time ur more scared than fuck...scared of her..scared that she doesnt feel that way...

dude i sound whipped lol

we havent even slept together lol but i dont really feel like we need to

gosh WHAT THE FUCK i hate not understand my own shit..i dont care about other ppls crud but when it comes to my own crap y cant i get it?

she changed me...i wasnt who i normally am today or before...why? ..GOD DAMMIT WHAT THE FUCKIN HELL?????? lol..i sound soo stupid im signing off...i wanna take a shower the beach makes me feel sticky...or maybe its not the beach.....lemme check..yep def. not the beach. lol jk gotta go beat lol jk jk damn

later..i mean KAPESH..u ..people..
i got nothing to say ^^
adam

You guys rock!!! I love Silhouettes. When will you guys come anywhere near Kentucky? Cause I will definitely come see you guys play! YOU ROCK!

hey you guys!! well im super sad because i dont think that i can make it to the show next week. my parents dont trust me anymore. i am so sorry you guys. i want to go so bad. but me and my parents have been fighting for awhile. i hate the way that i am. i hate the habbits that i have started, and now i am unable to stop. and i am getting into losts of trouble for it. and now i cant go to the show. i wish that i could take everything that ive done wrong. i wish that i could end everything that ive done wrong. my parents have lost everything in me, all because of my stupid additctions. i am grounded forever it seems like. i dont even have my cds. and that sucks really bad because i need my music to survive.. well this is all that i can say for now...

i am so sorry for everything that ive ever done, and it hurts me so much inside. i love you guys with all of my heart, and for me not being able to go to the show, it really tears me up inside...

i am so sorry for everything that ive ever done, and it hurts me so much inside. i love you guys with all of my heart, and for me not being able to go to the show, it really tears me up inside...

oops i posted twice...

I just started listing to rock and u guys and u are awesome!! ya'll song is playing on the radio right now. u guys are coming to Lafayette, Louisiana but i can't go cause ya'll are playing at a club and i'am under 18! so that really sucks but hopefully ya'll will have a concert at the cajun dome in Lafayette

aww...adam thats so sweet

Hey Derek, you're not old. I just realized you said that in the journal. Plane rides scare me to death but I never have to take a plane anywhere.

Emily-->I know how you feel, being grounded forever, I got that for a long time.

§ Kelley §

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Dude!!!! I swear to frikin god yall are like so awesome!!!...yall song silhouettes is like the BEST..EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love it to death!! and i love yall to death too!!!! oh and derek..UR HOTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...and like all of yalls other songs like nowhere kids...omg i frikin breath that song!!!...and bottom of a bottle!!!!!! dude yall what can i say!! yall are like frikin rock hard!!!..yall are the best!!..cant wait till yall come to Lousisana so i can go see yall!!!...cant wait for that!!! its gunna be the frikin awesomest ever!!!!..yall are soo great..damn!!!! ight well im out like a boner in sweat pants..

~¤Kayla¤~

okay yea adam I feel ya...I just cant imagine spending my life with anyone right now. I feel so robotic at times, cold unfeeling, like theres nothing but steel inside of me.
I figure eventually that someone will come along and itll happen but right now its the same feeling with everyone. Right now its so stupid, Im not afraid to not find my soul mate or the perwson im supposed to love, Im okay with living alone, but a taste of real, shared passion would be nice.
All the things and ways I thought id feel when I got older havent clicked yet. I always thought things would feel right when it was time but it feels the same, and if life is always going to feel this way then it sucks.
Does anyone ever feel like they were here in a past life ..I do. I feel I was several people in the past. I need to see the world and be enriched because I feel trapped and unexposed.
How can people be content with everything, maybe its just me and my unhappiness, I always want more, different, change.
This music just fuels my desire for more, to let people see the tormoil that just swirls me. I feel connected with words, but adrift every other way.
I mean holy canoly im 20, ill be 21 December 29 ....isnt life suppossed to be awesome right now or did I just break out of mylil bubble to soon...? okay well this blows im all sad now
you know who

Hey Guys sorry I havent posted in awhile but I got my computer taken away for the night bc we got in trouble last night...IT WAS SO BOGUS!!
Well I was with 2 guys and Stacy and we were going in town to meet my sister to go home and Tyler (driver) decided he would SHOW OFF for some homo's in the parking lot and he like peeled out in the rocks and a cop was behind us so we all had to get out of the truck and they searched the truck and my PURSE and he took everything out of it and than we all had to get in the cop car and go to the station...Tyler didnt even have his liscenes with him! haha...BUT WE GOT TO GO AND HE DIDNT EVEN GET A TICKET OR ANYTHING!! :) haha...

Well I Love Smile Empty Soul So Much!! OHH AND...When the cop was like get everything thats your out of the truck and I was like I need my cd..its in the cd player and he was like ok and it was my Smile Empty Soul cd and he just kinda looked at it weird like WTF is that!! HAHA..

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!
\m/ (^_^) \m/

I don't know what to say but to say thanks for making music and it gets me through every day!! You Guys rock!! Please never stop making such Awesome Music! I loved your concert and it was so kool cuz i got to meet you guys!! You are the nicest people that i have ever met and I hope to see you all again!! I will never forget this concert, EVER!! See you later! :)

I don't know what to say but to say thanks for making music and it gets me through every day!! You Guys rock!! Please never stop making such Awesome Music! I loved your concert and it was so kool cuz i got to meet you guys!! You are the nicest people that i have ever met and I hope to see you all again!! I will never forget this concert, EVER!! See you later! :)

Sorry did not mean to post twice!!

Meghan, sounds like you had a good time. Oh shizzle, gtg get ready for class. Bye, kids. Ahh, and it's hot as hell outside. I hate California! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

you guys were awesome at wingding!! me and my friend had so much fun! MUDMUDMUD! and i think i pulled every muscle in my neck, too much head banging! but you have the fuckin best live show ever! so how did you like rockford? i dunno why i'm asking but i am. and derek- your not old! your probably just as scatter-brained as me! and i love your hair! ok, i had ta say that. see ya in chicago i hope!

lorrianne!

WHAT THE FUCK IS "WINGDING"??...hahahahahahaaha!!

*Anywho*...I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!! \m/ WHOOP! WHOOP!

I had a dream about going to the SES concert last night and like each band member picked 6 ppl who they thought were like the BIGGEST fans and then they had to break it down to 1 person and I was DEREKS 1 PERSON!! It was wonderful!...I gotta hang out with him for the rest of the night and RYAN hugged me and SEAN said Hi!..lol Woopdie DO!! :)

:: Meghan Wilson ::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

hey SEAN DEREK AND RYAN whats going on guys?PLEASE PLEASE COME TO MCALLEN TX F