June 20, 2004

DAY OFF- WHAT?

HEY EVERYBODY, WHATS CRAKIN?,, WE HAVE THE DAY OFF TODAY BUT WE SHOULDNT. WE SHOULD BE IN MICHIGAN BUT WE GOT KICKED OFF THE SHOW. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHY? I WAS REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT THOUGH. SO HERE WE ARE IN BUFFALO RELAXIN. IM REALLY SORRY TO ANYONE WHO WAS GOING TO SEE US TONIGHT. WE'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU I PROMISE. I'VE GOT GREAT NEWS!!! WELL TO US ANYWAYS. WE GOT OUR INEAR MONITORS. IT IS AWESOME. I CAN ACTUALLY HEAR SEAN AND RYAN NOW. ITS GREAT!!!!! WE ARE STARTING TO MAKE OUR WAY BACK HOME TOWARDS THE WEST COST. IM EXCITED. I WISH I HAD MORE TO SAY, ITS ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE MY BRAIN IS JUST NOT WORKING RIGHT,,, OH I SAW DODGE BALL. IT WAS FUNNY. IT WAS SO STUPID THAT IT WAS FUNNY. I LIKE MOVIES LIKE THAT. WE HAD A DAY OFF IN NEW YORK CITY A FEW DAYS AGO AND THAT WAS NICE. I LIKE IT MORE EVERY TIME I GO. AT FIRST ITS OVERWHELMING BUT I THINK IM STARTING TO GET THE HANG OF IT. RYAN AND I HAD TO GET BACK TO SEACAUCUS THAT NIGHT. ITS A FEW MILE OUTSIDE OF NEW YORK. THE LAST BUS LEFT AT 1:17. I SWEAR WE WERE THERE AT 1:05. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN US! HOPPING ON A SUBWAY RUNNING FULL SPEED TO GET TO THE STUPID BUS AND GUESS WHAT, IT LEFT EARLY. THERE WE ARE STUCK IN NYC, THE NEXT BUS DOEST COME FOR ANOTHER COUPLE HOURS. SO WE HANG, GET ON THE BUS!!! GUESS WHAT,, WRONG BUS. IT TOOK US TO WHO KNOWS. SO ME AND RY HAVE TO TAKE A FOURTY DOLLAR CAB RIDE BACK TO OUR HOTEL. IT WAS LIKE 3:30AM BY THE TIME WE GOT BACK. AH WELL LIVE AND LEARN AEE!!!! I STILL HAD FUN THOUGH. FRACTIONAL HAS BEEN CONFIRMED ON A FEW WEST COAST SHOWS AND WE ARE TRYING TO GET THEM MORE. LETS KEEP OUR FINGERS CROSSED. I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY THAT THE SHOWS HAVE STILL CONTINUED TO BE AMAZING. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SUPPORTS US. SOMETIMES I HAVE TO PINCH MYSELF TO MAKE SURE THIS IS REAL. PEOPLE COME TO SEE US. ITS AWESOME AND WE ARE FOREVER GRATEFUL. WHOA!!! THE SINCERITY IS FLOWING TONITE. I'LL TRY NOT TO CRY. LET ME SAY HI,...STACEY SHEFFER-- IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN, ROCKING OUT IN FRONT OF A MIRROR IS A GOOD TIME,..KRISTEN,STACEY,BRITTANY--SORRY ABOUT THE MICHIGAN SHOW, IT WAS OUT OF MY HANDS,..BRANDON--KNOXVILLE CLOSE TO JEFFERSON CITY?CHECK IT OUT..TOM DINARDI--- THANKS A BUNCH, HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN,..TIFFANYSCV--C YA AT THE KEYCLUB IN LA HONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!1.. KAYLA-- CHECK OUR DATES, LOUISIANA SOON I THINK,...BECCA-- I PLAY BETTER MAD TOO,.. JONATHAN P--I USE ZILGIAN A CUSTOM, BIG TOO 19 20 AND 21, I WANT TO FEEL IT!!,..RACHEL FISHER--I'M SOOOOO PROUD. I BET YOUR CLOTHES SMELL BETTER HUH!!,... EMILIA-- EWW GIRL, EWW,..PIX-- I HOPE WE GO TO CANADA, WITH FIGER 11, NOW WE'RE TALKING,.. DANIELLE-- YES IN FACT I DO READ THESE. STILL DOUBTERS HUH??????????? I LOVE CHICAGO, THE WINDY CITY,..MEGHAN WILSON-- GO TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!INSOMNIAC,..AND ASHLEY--WE HAVE NEVER BEEN TO NORTH DAKOTA, I THINK WE NEED TO FIX THAT!!!!
WELL, IM GOING TO BED. TIME TO SLEEP, YES SLEEP IS GOOD YES SLEEP IS ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
DEREK DEREK, POGEN

Posted by smile at June 20, 2004 06:23 AM
Comments

FIRST COMMENT FOR THE 4TH OR 5TH TIME! Woo hoo!!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on June 20, 2004 06:34 AM

yay 2nd!!

i was sappose to go to the show today..but it got cancelled...

I WAS THE LUCKY WINNER OF THE SES CONTEST!! AND I DIDNT GET TO GO!! :(

but were still going Chandra says


I LOVE YOU SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!

-BRITTANY GANGLER!!-

Posted by: Brittany Gangler on June 20, 2004 06:40 AM

SWEET! Third post! Derek dude it was JOHNSON CITY not Jefferson City you guys were in! lmao! Knoxville is like an hour and a half from Johnson City. I may come check it out. You all should get back in touch about coming to Johnson City dude. We loved the show! Yeah man I'll definetly try to come to the Knoxville show. If I do, you gonna get me backstage before the show!?!?! lol That would kick ass dude. Holla back man. Later!

Posted by: Brandon Lewis on June 20, 2004 06:42 AM

3rd post baby! And a shout out from Derek! This night just got a whole lot better. I'm goin to the San Bernardino show too, Derek. Booyah! I can't wait to see Fractional! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on June 20, 2004 06:42 AM

Hey! 3rd woot. hah ummmm...no joke of the day? haha ...1 week and 5 days till the atlanta show! i cant wait! cant you tell everytime i post im counting down. ahhhah well im going to bed! night night.


*Tabitha*

Posted by: Tabitha on June 20, 2004 06:42 AM

Hey guys!! I miss u in NY soooo much I really hope u guys remember me from IMX...hey Derek...u had me on tape remember? I didnt even relize u had the camcord...anyways..yeah I need a ride to see u guys when u come here..mind given me a lift to ur one of ur ny shows? please...I love u guys hehee *Im serious!!* Love u guys byyeeeeee

Posted by: Katrina on June 20, 2004 06:43 AM

whoops 5th haha

Posted by: tabitha on June 20, 2004 06:43 AM

DEREK DUDE! IF YOU GET A CHANCE GO TO www.copperlive.com. Its a band from Knoxville and they are independent but they got some killer songs man. Check em out and lemme know what ya think. Later bro!

Posted by: Brandon Lewis on June 20, 2004 06:45 AM

btw....wats a pogen!!?

Posted by: Katrina on June 20, 2004 06:45 AM

HA BITCHEZ..i'm up here, i mean way up here..This is like the first time ever..haha i'm post'n it so don't get my spot

Posted by: Chelsi on June 20, 2004 06:45 AM

Wow!! I wonder why you got kicked off the show in michigan. Good thing i didn't get tickets cuz u guys were the only reason i was going. Next time your in FLint, MI you should go watch the cars race. It's crazy. I went there tonight and it was soo packed and people were all drunk stupid and racing and stuff...pretty interesting..i'd think you guys would like it. They do it on Fridays and saturday nights. Around like midnight till the cops break it up which is very rarely. Next time you back in Michigan I definitly want to go!! I can't wait!! I LOVE your guy's music!! Take care!
sara

Posted by: Sara on June 20, 2004 06:47 AM

DEREK! I'm sad 'cause you didn't answer me... But I'll try again, 'eh?

This is the same thing I've posted in the last two journal entries ( sorry for repeating myself, but I'm REALLY looking forward to a reply from you ) :


SEAN

DEREK

RYAN

LOOKIT!


Look what I'm giving Sean on June 27th ( the date of the concert at The Blue Note in Columbia, Missouri ) :


http://geocities.com/Bolt_Kit/Danielsen.jpg


Nice, 'eh? Yep yep yep. I call this little creature of mine Danielsen... I love him OH SO MUCH. Just look at his ribs! And his little hip bone sticking out!! AHAHAHAHA UBER.

Derek! You MUST tell me what you, Sean, and Ryan think about him. PLEASE?? You know you love me! Come on, please?! And are you three staying after the show on June 27th to sign autographs and stuff? Because I want to be able to give you guys this drawing and MANY more, so are you? If not, when can I give them to you?? Ohhhhh, please answer! Please?!


Oh yes, and I'm working on a special drawing of you three! Hopefully I'll have it done by June 27th so I can give it to you at the concert. AND GUESS WHAT in the picture you're a dragon, Sean's a panda, and Ryan's a bobcat. AHAHAHA it's uber.

Okay, now just ONE more thing: PLEASE REPLY TO THIS. Please?? I've been trying SO HARD to get your attention! I love you guys so much it's not even funny. :( And I don't even KNOW you, but I have such strong feelings for you three gentlemen. AHHHH please reply! Pretty please with whip cream and a CHERRY on top?!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on June 20, 2004 06:48 AM

KRISTEN,STACEY,BRITTANY--SORRY ABOUT THE MICHIGAN SHOW, IT WAS OUT OF MY HANDS,..

I got a shout out..yay!

SmiLe EmpTy SouL ROCKS!

YOU GUYS ARE THE MOST AMAZING BAND IN THE WORLD! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!

I LOVE YOU SES!!!

Posted by: Brittany Gangler on June 20, 2004 06:49 AM

DAMN..we all posted at the same time..haha..Tha's funny..Ok well, Derek, hott stuff, wat's goin on..I need my shout out b-4 I completely blow a fuse..LOL, when u have time hott stuff, no pressure..hehe..Hey sleep don't sound so bad..BYE GUYZ..it was a race to the finish, I thought my ass was thrid but I got like f*ck'n 10th..BITCHZ..Much L.U.V 2 all yall..TOODLEZ, n HELLZ YEA..The bitch ur mama warned u about

-XxX-Chelsi-XxX-

I luv SES more than fuck'n Jimmy Newtron bandaid'z, which I must say ROCK..~

Posted by: Chelsi on June 20, 2004 06:49 AM

Yo Derek, what no shout out? Do you just not notice me? I'm kiddin, it's cool. I'll still be seeing you in Memphis doll. The bus incident sounds like loads of fun . . . really. Well I guess I'll see ya later, get a lot of sleep. Oh yeah go check out my site, please. www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/ Thank you. Love you guys!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

Posted by: Kelley on June 20, 2004 06:50 AM

Hey guys, What the fuck is up?!?!
Well, thats cool that you have had a few days off recently, take advantage and have some fun! That would probably be the one of the only real reasons i would hate to live in a big city like NY, you have to take subways to get EVERYWHERE! seems like a bitch to me, so ill stay on the West coast \m/
No Joke of the DAY? your posts arnt complete without them! but its all good!
I might see you guys in Orangevale California on 7/22 .. i hope i get to go, it will be pimp as hell and its only 5 hrs away, as aposed to 5 1/2 if you ever came to Portland OR (witch you should, no doubt i would be there), . I would love to hang out with you guys for a little bit to say hi, but i have bad luck and prob wont be able to go in the first place, but ill keep my fingers crossed for myself, lol.
Well, i guess ill post later, bye for now!
Love ya ALL! And you should think about giving me a Shout out, id love it!

SES ROCKS!!!
~Amanda~ \m/

Posted by: Amanda ~*#1 Fan in in Medford Oregon*~ on June 20, 2004 06:53 AM

YEA..wat the hell NO JOKE..lol, ok i'm really going this time..BYE BABEZ..Alwayz-The bitch ur mama warned u about

-Chelsi-

And Jimmy Newtron bandaids rock my sox..BUT NOT AS MUCH AS SES..Bitchz..lol..BYE

Posted by: Chelsi on June 20, 2004 06:58 AM

Wud up SES?

You guys rock so hardcore..! Its fricken awesome..I saw ya a few times. i loved it...

wow..theres a lot of girls on here that want u guys badly...there all like "hey hott stuff..I want u babe!" its all good tho...u must love it..

well hope to see u guys soon

YA'LL ROCK!

Posted by: Nick on June 20, 2004 07:01 AM

DEREK WHENS THE DVD COMMING OUT??????????????????????????????????????????????????? WE NEED TO KNOW YOU MUST TELL US!!!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK SO HARD WE LUV YOU!!!!!!!!

Posted by: SAM* on June 20, 2004 07:01 AM

hey derek sean and ryan man dude how are you guys i'm happy to here you guys are having fun how's sean and ryan i hope you guys can come to mcallen tx to do a show please come i would so go that so cool i'm like the 12 or 13th person who's commented not like i was in 200 or 300 like last time but hey you guys are busy making new fans or making them happy ...well us happy...i would tell happy fathers day to someone but i have no father the muther fucker has never been there and i thank you guys so much for making the music you make because it helps (crying) derek your awesome i have so much respect for you and sean and ryan as musicans i love you guys ssooo much dude and i just wanted you guys to know that because your music has helped alot ...not so many scars anymore ..and i LOVE YOU DEREK AND SEAN AND RYAN SO BECAREFUL AND I HOPE YOU NOTICE ME COMMENT AND MAKE MY DAY AND TELL MY HEY BUT IF NOT I DONT CARE BECAUSE I STILL love you guys becareful and have fun ok love your biggest die hard fan from tx melissa i love you smile empty soul kix nut's instead of ass but you kick both!!!!!! \m/ \m/

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on June 20, 2004 07:03 AM

I cant wait for the DVD...THATS GANNA BE SO COOL!!

Wow..u no how cool that would be to be on it?! ahh!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! YOU GUYS MAKE THE BEST MUSIC EVER!

cant wait to see you guys at the dinner! yayyy!!

Brittany Gangler

Posted by: Brittany Gangler on June 20, 2004 07:04 AM

Hey guys! Derek, r u sleeping better? I hope so! If u ever need a tour guide for NYC I'll help ya out! SEriously. I know that place REALLY well, and the bus routes, and the trains. U could have taken the Path to NJ then a cab. it wouldn't have cost as much. But live and learn. U'll get it one day. Better yet, one day you'll have enough money to hire a driver!Hey! U could hire ME to drive!LMAO! Driving in NYC is CRAZy but i do it all the time. I don't let those darn cabbies cut in front of me either! anyway, yay for Fractional playing a few dates. I'd love to see those shows, but I'm having surgery soon. OH well. someday I'll see them play. BTW, u cracked me up with the emotional stuff. u sound just like your mom! I love that. Hello DRew, and COdy. How goes it boys?
I'm glad that u all are having a good time on tour. OH! I have DJ's digits if u want them. they leave on tour next week. Gotta go. it's late. U all take care! Especially Sean! Easy up on the drinking dude! Love u all!

Denise
P.S. D-did u ever give the Tony C CD to your mom? I keep forgetting to ask her

Posted by: Denise on June 20, 2004 07:06 AM

Hey Derek! sorry you guys got kicked off the show, that sucks! your guys little adventure in New York City is funny but damn that must have sucked big time! thats great the Fractional is gonna do some shows with ya guys! Derek, have you checked out my little page? i think its a good idea to help you guys get on late shows. heres the link:

http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

Tiffany, dude! your goin to the San Bernardino show!! thats so awesome! i JUST asked my mom and she said i can go as long as she goes with me, so i guess i am going!! woop woop!! so i will see you there Tiffany! and i will be seeing you too, Derek! i cant wait, its gonna be awesome, Smile Empty Soul, Strata, Crossfade and Fractional!! yayuh! well its time for bed now. have fun and enjoy your day off!!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on June 20, 2004 07:09 AM

HEY DEREK RYAN AND SEAN WHAT DID BRUCE LEE ORDER AT BURGER KING?????...............................................
A WHHHOPPPPAAAA......................

(may he R.I.P.)

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on June 20, 2004 07:11 AM

OKAY THIS ONE IS KINDS NASTY BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY hey DEREK jack has no arms no hands nothing so would you help jack off the horse ................ha ha ha i thought iw was so funny ok bye i love you no more tears

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on June 20, 2004 07:14 AM

Hah, father's day...what a joke. Anyways, Michele! I'm goin! I better see yo ass there! I'm sure I will. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany!

Posted by: Tiffany on June 20, 2004 07:16 AM

i really want to know why freedom hill cancelled them...its making me mad! THEY ARE THE BEST BAND! HOW COULD THEY DO THAT??

I was really looking forward to that show..but its fine as long as i get to go to another one with SES...

I LOVE YOU SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brittany Ses

Posted by: Brittany Gangler on June 20, 2004 07:17 AM

Oh yeah, (my brains not working today either) I hope your sleeping better but how'd you end up getting rid of insomnia? It's like a rampant disease now and I have it. Perfect example it's after 1 AM right now and I'm sitting here. Hmm oh yeah I miss your joke, I need a good laugh today. Ok I'm really gonna try and sleep now . . . love you guys, see ya on the 3rd babe.

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Posted by: Kelley on June 20, 2004 07:17 AM

i cant go to sleep sorry this is like the 4th one so im just going to wish you the best of sleep and take care of each other especially sean okay dont drink to much guys and have fun i love you

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on June 20, 2004 07:19 AM

gosh...I just had a moment like Derek did...

i was sitting here lisening to SES..and suddenly TEARS came to my eyes...It just struck me how much I love SES...aww...THEY ROCK!!

I LOVE YOU SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!!!!!

BRITT SES

Posted by: BRITTANY GANGLER on June 20, 2004 07:20 AM

HEy yall! Sounds crazy getting carried along to somewhere ya just didn't think that you were supposed to be. That seemingly happens to me quite a bit more than what I like. Just glad to hear yall are having fun. Hey, I know that you (Derek) don't know me or remeber who I am but am a fuck@#g Huge fan and was wondering 2 thangs: 1st if I could get a shout out, 2nd if yall wouldn't mind allowing me and some girl friends could hang out with yall after your show on the 24th in Little Rock? Don't expect you to email me back but if you could give a shout out to me I would be eternally grateful!

Posted by: Mattea on June 20, 2004 07:24 AM

i always have moments when i cry and half of the time i dont even know why i'm listening to one of there old songs meaningless is that how you spell it i dont even know but i have like 2 of there old songs its fucking awesome man I LOVE YOU SMILE EMPTY SOUL SSSOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!! MAN YOU GUYS ROCK.....smile empty soul kix nuts i love you so much keep on rocking !!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on June 20, 2004 07:37 AM

whoa shit sean or ryan or derek i dont think you gonna remember but do you remember back in january you guys autographed a 10 dollar bill i barely found it aahhhh I'M SO HAPPY I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR IT MAN SHIT IM GOING TO FRAME IT I WAS JUST LOOKING THROUGH MY STUFF THAT I KEEP EVERYTHING THAT I EVER LIKED OR LOVED AND I WAS GOING THROUGH THE SES SECTION AND I FOUND MONEY I WAS like hell yeah then i opened it and it had your names i was like oh shit i had been looking for it for the longest time and i found it aaaahhhh im so happy yes thanx for signing it i love you guys sooo muck later derek sean n ryan AAAHHH I FOUND IT \m/ \m/

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on June 20, 2004 07:45 AM

Yay for touring and getting lost in NYC! i bet you and ryan had fun paying extra cash to get back to the hotel. why does it seem that you two get in more trouble then Sean?
Don't you just hate it when people do stuff for no reason, like cancelling a show!?! WTF! I would be pissed off, getting all hyped and then just not being able to go.
Dude, Derek, you guys need to come to Spokane, WA...or anywhere in washington. but, it's good that you are all heading home again.
Me and cherry poptart got a drummer FINALLY! but she's in South Carolina w/ her dad, so we can't practice for 5 more weeks. grrrrrrrr. oh well.
Derek, i have a favor to ask of you, could you cknowledge the fact that Tawnya thinks you're MAD SEXY? everytime i write a post she makes sure i put that comment up.
a question for sean, what kind of guitar do you have? just wondering and thought i would ask.
uhhhh...alright then, i think that wraps up everything for me. peace out lemon-heads!

Hannah

Posted by: Hannah on June 20, 2004 08:28 AM

DEREK DEREK DEREK... what the CRAP??? no joke of the day.. im soooo disappointed.. thats like the highlight.. anyways i hope ya'll are doing awesome.. it's been a while.. JULY 10th... you guys are coming to OKLAHOMA... we don't have to drive 3 hours to see you this time. That's freakin great.. I don't know anything about crossfade though.. fill us in. see ya soon....later
Risa

Posted by: Risa on June 20, 2004 08:53 AM

OH YEA... i was going to tell you guys that silhouettes has BLOWN UP here.. its ridiculous.. everytime i turn on the buzz its on... like crazy.. anyways.. sooo thats good news riiiiiight???? BYE again!!!!
Risa

Posted by: Risa on June 20, 2004 08:59 AM

Hannah, you were wondering what kind of guitar he uses.. its a Schecter C-1 Elite!

Posted by: Amanda ~*#1 Fan in in Medford Oregon*~ on June 20, 2004 10:31 AM

You guys rock!!! Sorry to hear bout ur show in Michigan, that sux but it doesnt matter where you perform because ppl are always rocking to ur music in there head phones or blasted on there stereos at home, which is exactly what i do:) Im feeling sick, but even with my nose stuffed up and headache i am still listening 2 ur music cuz it helps make me feel better :) Now thats medicine i can handle :)ttfn, BUH BYE

Posted by: Jennifer on June 20, 2004 02:00 PM

Hey guys, I think it is great what you are doing for all the kids. they really need someone who will speak for them through music. I am older than your typical fan I think; judging from what i have seen at your shows here is Syracuse, NY. Im 27 and I can still relate to what you guys are saying. I havent any kids myself but i find myself only hiring kids who have problems or whose parents dont pay any attention to them at my store. Many are less popular at school and it makes them feel good to work at a place that most kids see as "pretty flippin cool." I swear I know more about these kids than their parents do. they tell me everything and ask me what they should do. I feel bad that they dont feel comfortable speaking to those at home or have many friends. i can see the light in their eyes when your music comes over our store. They smile alittle more and rock out a bit. i love watching them. One of my girls just got wind that i used to be an art counselor before the flippin government took away our funding. Now she brings in all her friends to talk to me and most of the customers as well. A bit of pressure i do admit but being the nonconformest that i am i still take the time out of they day to listen. why not? no one else will. Except, perhaps, you guys and once again, they feel it the minute they hear your songs. Thank you for making my job that much easier and understanding about what is happening to these kids now. It started with us; generation x, the lost generation, the latch key kids and just seems to get worse. (And I didnt even learn that junk in college!) Keep up all the good work and thank you for all your help. -Nichole
ps. If you ever want to have a chat my im is battlecat416 on aim. that goes for all you kids too! i dont mean to say kids like im not one of you. im just a little older. on that note its time for Spongebob and my latest Tick comic has come in the mail. later

Posted by: nichole on June 20, 2004 02:42 PM

yeah playing mad is good.. sometimes! oh well yeah! seeing u guys on thurday was good... hahah it made me sooo happy! i love u guys and you make me soooo happy! thank you for being the best band ever!

-becca-

Posted by: becca on June 20, 2004 02:48 PM

Hey guys, havent posted much in awhile. Just wanted to say keep rockin' with the tour even though i can not go to one of your shows--but some day. GO TITO (rachel fisher) for quiting smoking---that should show how "hardcore" of a fan she is--besides the ink on her skin. See tito i didnt say anything bad this time--well my bed has been callin my name so i am going to go check on it--oh yeah no joke this time Derek? I was looking forward to it! Nothing but lovin from pa

Posted by: *****Casey**** on June 20, 2004 03:02 PM

Derek, Ryan, and Sean:

I went to your performance in Syracuse two nights ago, and I must say you are very talented musicians. I had heard "Bottom of a Bottle" and "Nowhere Kids" on the radio (Buffalo's New Rock 103.3 The Edge) before, however I wasn't familiar with the bulk of your material.

After you played, I was quite surprised to see you stayed to deal with your fans..not some ridiculous "5 bucks an autograph" thing, but a (somewhat) personal meeting with each and every participant.

Before your show I wasn't all that fond of your music for some reason, but afterwards, I wasn't able to stop listening to your Cd; your band is truly one of the best on and off stage, keep it up.

Posted by: Lou on June 20, 2004 03:30 PM

OMG! I've NEVER been this close 2 the top! this is so kool...(pop) awww, shit, my ears popped...does that happen alot when ur on the top? hmmm....
well, now that i'm up here i've got nothin to talk about...
well, derek it sux ya'll missed the bus...i would've 2, cause i'm barely ever on time...and if it was early, i KNOW i would've missed it...
i'm SO bored...i have nothin 2 do...lalalala...blah blah blah..
have u ever been so bored, ur stomach hurts...i am now...
and i know i've said it b4, but SES rox my sox! i luv ur music, it totally rox. I luv to listen 2 it while i'm workin out, it like inspires me...it inspires me 2 keep goin..its like the best CD i have, and will ever own! i will luv SES til the end of time, and never will stop...i hope ya'll make a new CD soon, and i wanna c ya'll in concert SO BAD!! I'd do anything 2 go 2 any 1 of ur concerts!
i look 4ward to meetin ya'll 1 day, and believe me i will...promise...
well g2g, volleyball workout time..much luv!

~slow~

Posted by: Sarah M. on June 20, 2004 04:20 PM

p.s. h3y, my nickname's slow, because people say i act like a blonde and stuff sometimes...and some people like swear up and down, that i do drugs and shit, because i act so clueless, but i dont, believe me...well i really g2g now...luv u Derek, Sean, and Ryan..p3ac3 out! by3

~slow~

Posted by: Sarah M. on June 20, 2004 04:43 PM

Hey guys-

I have never been to a better show in my life! my friends and i saw you on the 12th in Clifton Park, you guys kicked ass! i caught one of the picks sean threw into the crowd, how cool is that. just wanted to say thanks for everything you've done, your lyrics and everything are incredible. im in a band with 2 other friends (im on guitar) and we really look up to you guys. being a girl band its hard to get as much respect and stuff, but we dont want to dumb down any of the lyrics just to be successful- we're hell bent on overthrowing the texan monkey. yea so thatnks for actually putting out music with actual credibility and straightforward messages. right now my favorite songs are all my problems and nowhere kids- theres no one here that actually knows whats going on in this "family" and i've tried to get out but still, they pull me back. the band's the only thing keeping me alive, and they've threatened to take away my guitars (what kind of crap is that)so thanks for making real music-theres not a lot of it out there anymore. rock on.

biggest fan in CP-
Rachel

Posted by: Rachel_P on June 20, 2004 04:52 PM

dude, what happened, I went to the one in freedom hill, but they said you guys got canceled. Now i have to wait until next year! not cool, the only reason i went to that concert was to see you guys! and out of every group there i only new 3 songs! and they were all by trapt! trapt was the only band i new there. if you guys dint get canceled i wouldn't been able to sing all your songs with you guys! guess ill have to wait to next year. i was waitin weeks to see you guys too! see ya next year! love, and always will,
-Anna-

Posted by: Anna on June 20, 2004 04:52 PM

oh yeah i got trapts signature though, that was good!

-Anna-

Posted by: Anna on June 20, 2004 05:06 PM

Hey Derek whats up homie g? lol lets see here COME TO N.C. COME TO N.C. COME TO N.C. COME TO N.C. COME TO N.C.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!you will get to see my new braces!!!!! they hurt and i hate them lol did you have braces cause it looks like you did? i want my teeth to be like yours! i got a pic. of you that Brittanys thumb wasnt in the way and i made it big and put you beside my bed wow! and then i have to get 2 more 1 for Ryan and 1 for Sean! since the summer is out i can come to more shows and buy more things!! im a little hyper and i just woke up not to long ago! well im going to go and take a shower bye!!!!

oh yeah: COME TO N.C.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~.:!*StAcIe*!:.~ wow

Posted by: Stacie on June 20, 2004 05:13 PM

Hey guys whats up? I just wanna say i'm a huge fan and that derek you are a hottie(you hear that alot i know)you guys rock and i listen to cd everyday. can't wait for the next one. by the way i know someone who knows you guys. which one of you has a cousin named gerard who lives in Mass. please reply I love you guys!!!!

Posted by: Danielle D. on June 20, 2004 05:15 PM

Hey guys
What's going on , glad to hear you guys are enjoying yourselfs on your track across the country. I myself just got back from LACONIA, N.H. had a F*CKIN AMAZING time at rally week
(for all those not up to speed) HARLEY'S as far as the eye could see.Weir's Beach was greaT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AWHILE it didn"t RAIN.
Fun was had by all, Just got home and wanted to touch base.About the getting lost sh*t , I've had my share of that this weekend too!
LIVE FREE OR DIE!

Happy Travels, Peace Out

Posted by: Linda on June 20, 2004 05:18 PM

Hey Derek...where's the joke?!!? I was lookin forward to one!! o well u'll jus have to tell two next time!! I left my cd case w/ all my cd's at my friends mom's house and she's at her dad's all summer...im dying w/ out my SES cd!! Its hell!! so i call the radio(99.7 The Blitz)a lot and request SES!! Im gettin by i guess!! lol! You guys are so awesome!! its so cool that you take time to post things on here when ur probably really busy!! You rock!! Can you give me a shout out?!?! if you dont mind...you dont have to. well hope to see another post soon w/ two jokes..lol..bye!!

Posted by: Tawny W, on June 20, 2004 05:57 PM

Hey Yall whats shakin,
I was supposed to see ur guys show in Michigan i was bumed when it got cancled. But oh well there will be other times......what happend to the joke of the day lol.......I cant believe u went to cedar point i was supposed to go that day but i had a vball tourney.....and thank you guys so much for signing my guitar .......that really meant a lot to me.....and it would be an honor if u went to our site........ www.geocities.com/confidentialtrash and signed our guestbook........thanks again .......ROCK ON...
~Court~

Posted by: SportyChicka0021 (Courtney) on June 20, 2004 06:30 PM

Yeah y'all are going to be in Louisiana. In Lafayette,Louisiana to be exact. That's where I live. But I can't go to the concert because it's in a bar and I'm only 16. Son of a beached whale!!!!! Make sure you come back and play at the Cajun Dome or something so I can go. It's very depressing being so damn young. My boyfriend sux cuz he's 19 and he's old enough to go.

Whatever

Posted by: Bethany on June 20, 2004 06:36 PM

hey! haha gled to know alot more people rock infromt of the mirror then weirdo me! lol omg ...i know you guys couldnt help that you got cancelled but you dont know why either?! thast so crazy how could they just cancle you and not tell you why?! idiots! wow me kritsin and brittany all hung out yesterday and sobbed and whined all day! then we went and saw stpford wives(stupid i wanted to see dodgeball but it wasnt playing! grr o well i will) omg chandra said that we will still be able to still do the whole concert and dinner dealy but thats when you come back to michigan and how knows when that will be! do you? wow im so sad cause everyone knew how we were going and there all asking if we had fun im tired of explaining it lol but brittanys mom is gonna try and get a hold of chandra or chuck again cause he called to and see whats gonna go on well hopefully we get to see you soon :( sonner then like a million years from now! lol ok well im gonna go call kristin and tell her what you said so bye bye! I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL MORE THEN ANY BAND IN TEH WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!! ROCK ON!!!!!
"throw up ur rock fist if ur feelin it when i drop this" <i wish i coulda heard rock fist at harley fest but noooo the people their are gay!

Posted by: stacey sheffer on June 20, 2004 07:04 PM

DEREK YOU SPELLED MY NAME RIGHT THIS TIME...THAT ROCKS MY SOCKS HOMEY!! ow ow...
I went to bed at freakin' 10:30 pm last night when we were camping and some boys just walked right in our trailor..I was like WHOA!! lol..we met some SKATERS!! and sum really HOT kid who killed us with water when we drove by in our Golf Cart ((we rented for $150 for ONE DAY!)) Yeah it was great fun!! :)

Thats sucks that you got kicked out the show but it kicks ass that you got the day off..and you got those things so you can hear everyone!!

Ohh and...when we first met these skaters I was like..you better know who Smile Empty Soul is and they were like "WHO DOESNT?" haha..I WAS LIKE HELLS YEAH!! ow ow....((They werent that cute by the way)) --tRUe SkATeRz-- I SKATED AND BUSTED MY SHIT ON THE CEMENT AND THIS OLD GUY WAS LAUGHING AT ME!! hahaha...it was crazy!

Well have fun on the rest of the tour Derek!! YOU GUYS ROCK!! ow ow...Bye!

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 20, 2004 07:06 PM

Yup Tiffany i will see you there, have the tix went on sale yet? i have to call my friend aimee and tell her about it. she said she wants to go but shes not asking her parents until my parents say yes. so now my mom said yes so now she can ask her parents. theyll say yes, they always do. i just looked at the sunday l.a. times and i found out that the spiderman soundtrack is out his tuesday. i didnt know that. im gonna get it at circuit city, its only 7.99. dude i am so bored! summer is always boring for me coz i never go anywhere! oh well it will get better coz did i tell u guys that i made the Link Crew which is a freshman mentoring program and i also made the Yearbook Staff!! yeah so we have to meet over the summer for training and stuff. i think its in a couple of weeks, i dunno, i have to check my paper. well im gonna go check some emails. only 27 more days till i see SES at Gotham in San Bernardino!YAYUH!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
http://hometown.aol.com/mimibajiduh/SESLateShows.html

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on June 20, 2004 07:37 PM

OO MY GAWD...SES IZ COMIN TO OKLAHOMA THE DAY I FREAK'N LEAVE TO GO TO FLORIDA FOR THE WHOLE 'VACATION X-PEIRENCE'..COULD THIS DAY GET NE WORSE...HOW LIKE DEPRESSING, I LUV YALL, AND UR COMIN TO OKLAHOMA THE DAY I FREAK'N LEAVE..Ah, major *TEAR*...Now ur forsure gonna have to give me a shout out!..Hey Risa, where r they gonna be at?..I mean like which town, n where r they play'n??...PLZ TELL ME

Peace kupkakez

-Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on June 20, 2004 08:10 PM

Michele, I have no idea when they are going on sale. I've been checking every day and still nothing, so I don't know. It better be soon. Man, I'm so pumped for the L.A. show. Everytime, I'm late and I usually ending up being like 4 people from the front, but this time, I'm for sure gonna be in the front row. No one will get in my way! Only 26 more days! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on June 20, 2004 08:16 PM

Guyz, I am like CRY'N..I go to Frontier City all the time and it's jus so depressing..And I could go see yall if I wasn't goin to Florida..I'm like totally stressed, I mean i'm bawlin..THIS IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN..Welp guyz, one of these days when I actually check the dates we shall be together..I'M TOTALLY STRESSED..I'm gonna go get in a ball and cry REALLY HARD..Frontier City, ah, I jus cant get over that..I GO THERE ALL THE FUCK'N TIME..I could give ya a tour, but NOOOOOOOO...I'd rather spend ONE NIGHT w/ yall then TWO WEEKS in Florida..and i'm not even stay'n that long..BYE GUYZ, HOPE U HAVE AN AWSUM TIME..**REMEMBER ME**..Much L.U.V..And on ur way 2 Dallas make ur driver drive through Comanche, tell him to go straight South until u get there..LEAVE ME LIKE A NOTE SOMEWHERE..OO gosh do sumthin, ahh BYE PPL..

:(..Chelsi..):

Posted by: Chelsi on June 20, 2004 08:20 PM

OMG derek guess what...... holy shit i'm sooo freakin excited my band has our website up and we have had like 400 people to visit it and OMG we are planning our fist US tour (we'll show after show in different places...haha) you just dont know (Well maybe you do) how excited i am... i'm a little scared that people might not like us but you know we have to take a chance......... we are gettin music on the website once we pick our favorite song .... we want to remake an old song and we have a few in mind so i thought it was the right thing to ask premission first so i hope we get a YES outta someone....well i'm workin my ass off....hopefully by the time i see yall next it will be at one of my concerts....hahaha "I'M SO EXCITED... I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT" haha wooooooah sorry ok welll off to go phone a couple people........... yea maybe yall can check out my website.....

~~ALLY~~
please be happy for us PROJEKT HOST rules (my band)

Posted by: ally on June 20, 2004 08:20 PM

hey guys...i cant believe i missed another show! ah! my computer has been broken and i had no way to find out when any shows were, when it was fixed and i checked i was pissed. but next time i sware ill get there..damn. so when is your next album coming out...im syked to hear any new stuff. well im finally getting a fishie today! i already named her and everything...yay! so gunna go buy her now, laters
-kate

Posted by: Kate, NY on June 20, 2004 08:46 PM

HEY Sean, Derrick, and Ryan,
I could never tell you enough how amazing you are. Your music is such an inspiration to our generation. There are so many other great bands out there, but I would rank you guys number one. Your lyrics really "hit the nail on the head". I am valedictorian of my graduating class, which is unbelievable considering the background I come from. I am just so sick of everyone telling me what to do and how to live my life. I know I can make it on my own and your music just helps me through it so much. I was just at the Clifton Park show last week and was planning on going to the Syracuse show but i had to work and my car ended up in the shop. I think its incredible that u guys take time for your fans, and Derrick, don't ever lose your sincerity - its what keeps you real. I hope you had a blast in NYC. Whenever i go, i never get my train on time and end up walking like 60 blocks. Good luck with the rest of your shows.

Posted by: Amy on June 20, 2004 08:46 PM

Yayz...I am bored!! I have to go to my daddys in like 45 minutes then I am coming home to do NOTHING!! haha..what a FUN FUN life!! lol

\\*I Love Smile Empty Soul*//
-->Meghan Wilson
#1 Fan In IL

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 20, 2004 09:13 PM

HEY YALL!
Thats awesome that yall hae a day off. I was gonna go see Dodgeball the other day, but I'm grounded for bring a smartass, so I coudn't go. But anyways... I'm going to your conert in Houston (since I'm too young to get into any of the ones in Louisiana) and I was wondering if there was any way I could get to meet yall and get yalls autograph, because yall are fucking awesome! Please, please, PLEASE tell me if I can meet yall or not.... PLEASE! Because that'd be kickass if I could. Thanks! Oh yeah, Derek.... you're really hot!
I LOVE YALL!
Anna L.

Posted by: Anna Leach on June 20, 2004 09:15 PM

Amy...Derek spells his name "DEREK" haha..

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 20, 2004 09:15 PM

HEY YALL!
Thats awesome that yall hae a day off. I was gonna go see Dodgeball the other day, but I'm grounded for bring a smartass, so I coudn't go. But anyways... I'm going to your concert in Houston (since I'm too young to get into any of the ones in Louisiana) and I was wondering if there was any way I could get to meet yall and get yalls autograph, because yall are f*cking awesome! Please, please, PLEASE tell me if I can meet yall or not.... Because that'd be kickass if I could. Thanks! Oh yeah, Derek.... you're really hot!
I LOVE YALL!
Anna L.

Posted by: Anna Leach on June 20, 2004 09:16 PM

HEY YALL!
Thats awesome that yall hae a day off. I was gonna go see Dodgeball the other day, but I'm grounded for bring a smartass, so I coudn't go. But anyways... I'm going to your concert in Houston (since I'm too young to get into any of the ones in Louisiana) and I was wondering if there was any way I could get to meet yall and get yalls autograph, because yall are f*cking awesome! Please, please, PLEASE tell me if I can meet yall or not.... Because that'd be kickass if I could. Thanks! Oh yeah, Derek.... you're really hot!
I LOVE YALL!
Anna L.

Posted by: Anna on June 20, 2004 09:17 PM

i was thinking to myself today ..how do you become a "roadie" ? anyone now? i think it would be soo much FUN

SHANNON

Posted by: shannon on June 20, 2004 09:19 PM

anyone know****


SHANNON

sMile empTy souL KicKs!!!!!

Posted by: shannon on June 20, 2004 09:21 PM

Hey boy!!!thats great u have a day off.....but when are u coming back to houston TEXAS??????? yall better be back soon!!!! well give me a shout out and tell me when yall are coming byebye yall rock!!!!

Posted by: ANa on June 20, 2004 09:30 PM

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA


HAHA.....U LIKED MY JOKE DIDN"T YA DEREK!!!!
I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY NOT GROSS. BUT ANYHOW,...AT LEAST I KNOW SOMEONE READ IT! IM GLAD IT WAS YOU!! K,...SO,...NEXT TIME I HAVE ANOTHER JOKE I'LL MAKE SURE I HOLLA! OHH AND COME TO CANADA TO SEE ME AND NOW THE OTHER CANADIAN FAN PIX! TOLD U I AIN'T THE ONLY....HAVE FUN AND KEEP ROCKIN'!!!!

THE #1 CANADIAN FAN:
EMILIA CISNEROS

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Posted by: Emilia Cisneros on June 20, 2004 09:44 PM

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

OHH YA,......HEY PIX,!!!!


CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Posted by: Emilia Cisneros on June 20, 2004 09:47 PM

that sucks that y'alls show got canceled. i feel bad for all the people who were gonna go because they are gonna miss the best band playing.

Posted by: Courtney H. on June 20, 2004 09:51 PM

Hey guys, What's up? Whens the next time your goin to be any were near tulsa,Oklahoma? You guys need to come back again soon. I'm on Fractionals Eteam. There kool. Theye kick ass pretty hard. Well g2g. But come to tulsa or some were near here soon. Bye

Katie Land

Posted by: Katie Land on June 20, 2004 10:01 PM

you forgot the joke asshole lol jk well you owe us 2 jokes next time... uhhuh... thats right... i can count... WAOOOO well next time you come to indy i swear to god ill be there and if im not you guys can personally kick my ass cause ive missed every show youve had here may day, sno core, xfest (03) it sucks and im p/o at myself for it cause i really do love you guys im just a poor broke ho struglin to make it in the ghetto lol funny joke i know well any who i love you and rock on... you can love someone w/o knowing them right? ok good oh yeah you need to beat my mom up too because she keeps saying that ill never have a chance at makin it big one day (im a bass player and i keep saying that one day ima be famous and she keeps puttin me down) so yeah sometimes i wanna kill her... oh well wadya gunna do... have a nice night, dont drink too much, and always wear protection ;) you know what im talkin about... adios chico(s)

Posted by: susan on June 20, 2004 10:13 PM

oh yeah what would you name your kid? my friends sisters havin a baby (shes basically my sister too) and we need baby name suggestions...

Posted by: susan (indy's biggest fan) on June 20, 2004 10:16 PM

Hey Derek, Ryan, and Sean...what is up?...its Rachel F. from Virginia....Derek i wouldnt know if my clothes smelt cleaner or not seeing as how everyone in my house smokes....but in 2 days it will be 3 weeks since ive stopped smoking...its pretty cool though.ive never stopped something ive said i was gonna stop......lol.....i saw dodge ball yesterday too...lol...it was stupid as hell but it was funny...lol......that sucks you guys got kicked off the show...thank god i didnt drive all that way to come see you for nothing which i was thinking about doing.....that would have sucked...lol...you guys need to come back down to VA or somewhere closeby....sometime soon...lol....i dont know if i can take another 11hour+ trip again to come see you guys that was pure HELL!...but it was well worth it...I think im going to get another piercing or tattoo im not sure yet though...i dont know what to get...lol...any suggestions??well....i will talk to you guys later!.....c-ya
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/the girl with 3 SES tattoos

by the way if anyone wants to see 3 of the pics that i have last time i saw SES since this site is so slow in posting the pics go here and click view more pics and scroll down a tiny.lol.
http://profile.myspace.com/users/4294233

Posted by: Rachel Fisher on June 20, 2004 10:20 PM

SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!i dont know if u ever read think but... i love you guys sooo much just one thing really gets to me.... you guys never ever come to canada! i would love it if you guys and three days grace came together to edmonton alberta. i heard you guys have been on tour together before and your both my favorite bands! and if u ever do come to edmonton (which would be great!) please dont have an age limit at ur shows!

salina

Posted by: Salina on June 20, 2004 10:33 PM

OMG!!! Where is the joke of the day!!!!!LOL Well sounds like u and ryan had a little adventure in NYC ..HAHA!!! You guys are coming to louisiana but once again you have to be 18 which sux, but my friends and i are gonaa see one of your concerts one day!!! Either as soon as we turn 18 or as soon as we get some fake I.D.s!! LOL...just kidding!! Well thats bout it!!! Good luck....Keep rockin...Buh-Bye!!!

Posted by: Courtney on June 20, 2004 10:44 PM

hey derek! it's me kelly from portland, maine who you met on the sidewalk before the concert, and gave me your drumstick at the end of the show! dude you like completed my whole life, you don't even know! you are the best, and so sweet and wish every famous person could be as caring as you are! you really give back to your fans and its so awesome.. you are the coolest! i love ya so much and i love reading your journals cuz it makes me smile everytime about how cute ya are! haha well i love you soo much, and it kicked ass seeing you and especially hanging out with you before the show! i can't wait till you guys come back to portland, and hopefully you'll remember me then! well..ttyl and thanks again for everything you've done! i couldn't thank you enough..really! later dude! <3kelly
P.S. you're even hotter in person!:-D

Posted by: Kelly on June 20, 2004 10:52 PM

Hey guys. Just wanted to tell you that you are awesome. Rock on! I was really upset I didn't get to go to your april 13 concert in Springfield, IL. I heard it was really good. I got tix for my birthday since mine was the 17th. I mean it was the "birthday bash" and everything... it would have been great. Well, keep rockin guys!

Posted by: Danielle D. on June 20, 2004 11:08 PM

Wow. Now that I go thru the comments I didn't know there was two Danielle D.'s. I'll start postin as danielle d. and like I said, keep rockin!

Posted by: danielle d. on June 20, 2004 11:15 PM

April 13th...that's Aaron Lewis' Birthday. That dude is my idol. Anyways, I thought I would jut stop by, but now I'm off to the Dodgers/Yankees game and the Boys in Blue are gonna kick some ass! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on June 20, 2004 11:19 PM

hey ses

i was just wondering if you guys have seen the movie SLC Punk? Getting lost in big cities with one of you friends i think is the best time. well i hope you guys come back to utah on your tour again.

bye

Posted by: afton on June 20, 2004 11:23 PM

June 20

Hey, im so sad it has been one month to the day since i saw you guys. oh well ill see you again in july at the marque theater. i have a important question, how do you decide who to write to or not???? my cusion told me that she would buy me the concert tickets. I cant wait. hopefully i get to meet you guys again. Do they let you take camaras in? cuz i would love to get pics with the band. well im gonna go now.

Love,
Amber Marie

Posted by: Amber Marie(Arizona) on June 20, 2004 11:49 PM

Hey ppl..Feel'n KINDA better..Oo the other night me and Cortney were goin 2 c Dodgeball *cuz I wanted to c it like really bad* but we saw r gal pals Kinsey *my niggar*(even though were white..lol) Kalie, Jayme, and Maxie..So we had to go w/ them..Well they were meet'n my cuz there so we all went in there 2 watch The Stepford Wives..OO wow, we were like the only ppl in there, so it was kinda like popcorn fight, talk'n, and I caught a LITTLE of the show..I was drivin my mom up to Meridian and I said 'Mom, whenever I turn 16 if I buy the tickets I don't want u 2 hold me back from goin 2 alot, cuz I will go 2 ALOT OF SMILE CONCERTS' and she was like 'Ok, I won't'..She'z spoilin my ass..*hehe, luv it*..IT TOTALLY SUX ABOUT JULY 10TH..Mom said yall prolly ain't gonna come down this way for ur show in Dallas, she said yall'd probley take highway 35 down that way..so *MAJOR TEAR*..O well, jus drive to Orlando and suprise me..lol..I'm gonna go, and Cortney thinks that yall don't read these, and that u don't write the journal things u have sumbody do it 4 ya..She's a stupid blonde wanch w/ a methadon addiction so froget her..lol..LUV YA :)..

-SsS-Chelsi-SsS-..I wanna c Anchorman, it looks so stupid it's GOTTA be funny..BYE GUYZ, Rachel Fisher, try if u can to get that pic. of Derek hold'n ur cig's on the bus thing,I wanna c it like BAD..I hope ur computer has gotten over its religious stage n not actin Jewish nemore..lol

Posted by: Chelsi on June 20, 2004 11:57 PM

Hey!! You Guys are so Awesome! Never Stop Making music. I saw y'all in Arizona and it is the best show that i have ever been to and I am like the luckiest person because I got to meet you guys while you were signing autographs. Thanks so much for the most memoriable experience of my life!! You all Rock!!
Lindsey (Arizona)

Posted by: Lindsey on June 21, 2004 12:00 AM

Well when you find out why you were kicked off the show let us know please. I finally went and got your cd and i also go Steriogram's. They are so so so awsome. I am driving my boyfriend crazy because he hates your kinda music, he loves rap, and i am constantly talking about you guys and listening to your songs. You guys have to come back to Cleveland soon. i want to know if you guys are interested in reading fans poetry. your songs have inspired me so much. Especially "this is war" that is the greatest song i have ever heard. Please let me know if you are interested. Keep on Rockin!!! FUCK BUSH

Posted by: Leeann #1 Ashtabula Fan on June 21, 2004 12:03 AM

Well when you find out why you were kicked off the show let us know please. I finally went and got your cd and i also go Steriogram's. They are so so so awsome. I am driving my boyfriend crazy because he hates your kinda music, he loves rap, and i am constantly talking about you guys and listening to your songs. You guys have to come back to Cleveland soon. i want to know if you guys are interested in reading fans poetry. your songs have inspired me so much. Especially "this is war" that is the greatest song i have ever heard. Please let me know if you are interested. Keep on Rockin!!! FUCK BUSH

Posted by: Leeann #1 Ashtabula Fan on June 21, 2004 12:03 AM

Well when you find out why you were kicked off the show let us know please. I finally went and got your cd and i also go Steriogram's. They are so so so awsome. I am driving my boyfriend crazy because he hates your kinda music, he loves rap, and i am constantly talking about you guys and listening to your songs. You guys have to come back to Cleveland soon. i want to know if you guys are interested in reading fans poetry. your songs have inspired me so much. Especially "this is war" that is the greatest song i have ever heard. Please let me know if you are interested. Keep on Rockin!!! FUCK BUSH

Posted by: Leeann #1 Ashtabula Fan on June 21, 2004 12:06 AM

oh yeah, how long does it take you to read all of the posts???

Love Amber marie

Posted by: amber marie on June 21, 2004 12:06 AM

hey guys! hope you all wished your "fasha's" (father, austin powers in case you forgot) a hapy fathers day! enjoys your day off, since its rare yal get one! yal soo need to play in south alabama, southern comfort rocks. or if ya need some laxin' time, plenty of places to rest!! newayz, wathch out for them dogeball maniacs!

Posted by: Van on June 21, 2004 12:16 AM

I dont kno if you guys really read this stuff, but i've had a question since i first heard about you over a year ago. Back when I used Kazaa.
It had songs that it said were by you guys, but they arent on your album. I can't remember what they were but I remember they were really good and I was disappointed they weren't on the CD. Soo hopefully, you'll put them on the next one.
Or maybe it wasnt you guys, in which case, Opps :-x
But Im sure it was. Um, so if you have any idea what that was, email me. You guys rock, and keep on keepin on.
Sadly i couldnt drive the many hours to VA or wherever to see you. Come to DC or NISSAN or something. make me happy :)

Posted by: Amanda on June 21, 2004 12:31 AM

hey i luv u guys i heard the cd like 2 weeks ago i so love it my friend miranda let me listen to it. i had seen the bottom of a bottle video like a long time ago and i thought it rocked but i like all the songs now that ive heard em.

ps hey guess what im the the #2 fan in north carolina kewl huh yeah i noe mirandas the first

Posted by: Tifanie on June 21, 2004 12:31 AM

Derek you forgot someone in the shout outs -points to self- you know I was going to say something if you didn't say hi haha. I still heart you, but please can ya shout me out in the next one? =D Thanx for the drumstick by the way. Can't wait to see SES live again!

Jess From Maine

Posted by: Jess on June 21, 2004 12:38 AM

i was going to go to the show but i had my softball state finals (and we won state champ for the second year in a row! yay) so i couldnt go but you guys werent there anywayz so what fun would that be!!? you have to make another date to michigan b/c you guys rock! but i am about to go see dodgeball so see ya later!
HAPPY FATHERS DAY DADS!

Posted by: Ann on June 21, 2004 12:38 AM

hey guys,
i am finally in a post under 100. whoo hoo!!! well i am sorry about the michigan show. i am going to michigan the 23rd. to see my mommy and little brothers. its been a year since i have seen them so i am psyched. so do you think you'll be going to michigan later?? ?mabey i could finally get to see you in concert. well i had my big dance recital today. it was great. ppl were all like you were so good. it feels good to be good at something. i hope that someday i am on stage playing my guitar for an audience. i would like to perform in a band better i think because you get more energy from the audience. dance audiences usually just sit there. which i guess is cool for the occasion. i am a little sad that my boyfriend couldn't make it because of his dad. so he stayed home and slept all day cuz he was mad. parents make no sense sometimes. my dad was all like i thought you would suck you suprised me, i am happy. which is a complement. which makes this a good day. i went to nyc for a chorus trip once because it was so cool.i wouldn't want to get stuck at a bus stop there at night....lol...well i hope you guys had a good fathers day. lol...they should make a s.e.s. day. hmmmm. well i guess i will go now. i will talk to ya'll later. i love you guys, ya'll rock.
love from your biggest fan in sc/mi,
jacquelynn
COME BACK TO CHARLESTON THIS FALL SO I CAN SEE YA'LL (ESPECIALLY SEAN) YOU STILL HAVE TO SIGN MY CONVERSE LOL

Posted by: jacquelynn on June 21, 2004 01:23 AM

omg omg omg omg!!! you gave me a shoutout!!!..ahhh!!!..lol..i was tripin out when i saw muh name up there!..muh friend Samantha was like chill out!! it was soo funnie!!..Derek i really wish i could go see yall on the 23rd but thats at nitetown..i'll be in laffy that day and night so hopefully i'll end up running into yall before yall perform..and for the house of blues..cant go to that..i was sooo pissed!!..Derek guess what!!..im following in ur footsteps..IM LEARNING HOW TO PLAY THE DRUMS!!..im sooo siked!!..and im learning how to play the guitar too Sean!!!..muh dad rox on both so hopefully sum of his talent brushed off on me..lol..dude last night i swear i stayed up till like 5 in the morning re-running yall music vids. on the site and playin the interviews over and over and over!!..lol..my dad woke up and he was like what the fuck are you doing Kayla god give those guys a rest ur obsessed!..i was like not really..just a little bit!..lol..but yall i swear everytime i have a cd player in muh reach..yalls CD is in it!!!..lol..and once i learn how to play..drum or guitar..which ever one first..prolly drums..im learning how to play every single song on it!..well except for the 3 that dont have drums..but still im gunna do it!!..lol..Sean is it like super hard to sing and play guitar all at the same time?..cuz i mean ive tried it before b/c i can play like one song by godsmack and i tried to sing w/ it too and it was like omg hard!!..like when i would sing it would block out the guitar playing and id get lost w/ it and when id play i would like forget the words and stuff..it seems like majorly hard!..lol..Derek and Ryan..TRY GETTING ON THE RIGHT BUS NEXT TIME!..lol..that must have been sooo funnie..if i was there i would not stop laughing!..lol..thats happened to me before..omg we were in sum deep shit then..lol..well yall fuckin rock! Keep up the good work and shit!..

*Derek* i fucking love you to death!..you judt dont know how much i love you!..muah!

*Sean*you fucking rock man!..i love you sooo much!

*Ryan*you are soo fucking hilarious that its unreal!..you rock dude!

\m/ Smile Empty Soul \m/
--Rocks my fuckinf world--

::*Kayla*::

Derek and Sean..I Love You w/ all my heart!!..yall rock my world!!..muah!!

Posted by: .K.a.y.l.a.#1 fan in CP! on June 21, 2004 01:24 AM

You guys were amazingggg in Syracuse!! I had such a good time. . what I remember of it anyways! I wanted to go to the Buffalo show but I couldnt make it :(. . . i cried cus I wanted to see you guys again so bad and now you're leaving the east coast. Please please please come back to rochester/syracuse/buffalo asap!!

Posted by: Laura on June 21, 2004 01:35 AM

first of all i just wanna say that i love you guys. you're awesome. have you played in minnesota yet? if not you better and if you have i'm sorry i missed it and you need come back.

the last week has been tough for me. my grandma had cancer surgery and then was told that it spread and that she has 4 to 6 months to live. makes it really hard for me to go back to college and it's throwing me back into depression fast. i could use anything to cheer me up. shout out? (wink, wink... nudge, nudge)

that's all for now i guess. fear not, i'll be back!

***cortney***

p.s. sean i love you!!!

Posted by: cortney:::trying to change her stars on June 21, 2004 01:35 AM

dude..i was first and second comment..and yet still no shout out..man that sux..i give up..now..i dont care wut number i am on here..well im here...sad cuz no shout out..oh well..i still think yall are awesome..man now my friend brit is gunna laugh at me..man that sux..ok..now im gunna go..and get ready for her to make fun of me..bye

StEpHaNiE (munch)

Posted by: Stephanie M. on June 21, 2004 02:02 AM

ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!! I SAW YOUR SHOW FRIDAY NIGHT IN CLUB TUNDRA AND MET ALL OF YOU TWICE IN THAT SAME NIGHT & THE FIRST TIME BEHIND THE STRIP CLUB HAHA! YOU GUYS MADE MY YEAR AND THANKS FOR MAKING YOUR MUSIC AND INTERACTING WITH FANS...I HOPE YOU READ THIS AND JUST KNOW THAT YOU GUYS ROCK AND ARE SO HOT!!

Posted by: Amanda Rushing on June 21, 2004 02:08 AM

HEY SES! I'M SO PISSED THAT YOU WEREN'T AT HARLEYFEST. SO MANY PEOPLE WERE MAD. MY LIL SIS AND I DIDN'T EAT LUNCH FOR 10 WKS AT SCHOOL SO WE COULD SAVE UP TO BUY 4 CONCERT TICKETS JUST TO SEE YOU GUYS BUT YOU WEREN'T THERE. WE STOOD IN LINE AT THE GATES YESTERDAY AND HEARD YOU WEREN'T COMING AND WE CRIED FOREVER. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST. I'VE NEVER HAD A FAVORITE BAND UNTIL I HEARD YOU GUYS. I HOPE YOU COME TO MICHIGAN SOON.PLEASE E-MAIL ME WHEN YOU ARE COMING TO MICHIGAN. browneyes48050@netscape.net
LOVE MARIE

Posted by: Marie on June 21, 2004 02:29 AM

hey derek i meet you once last july at the cncert in dewey beach DE three days grace was there and so was trapt anyway your guys are so awsome you gave me one of your drum sticks at the end of the show. as soon as you guys left the stage i to back to see you guys and i got you and the band to sign it.*THANKS*. i love to hear where you have been and done and how the band is doing. will you guys be coming to maryland i hope so i want to see you guys again.
your true fan always
*SUSIE*

Posted by: susanna on June 21, 2004 02:54 AM

HEY! What is up?!?! I'm freakin excited to see you guys! its sucks tho cuz i bought tickets to the Austin show and then i found out you guys were playing in dallas before you put it on your website cuz i was looking at trees,...and then you updated the site and you guys are playing in Oklahoma City!! So i had already bought tickets to the Austin and Dallas show (Trees kicks ass! Awesome place to play!) and i guess now me and my friend are gonna have to go to frontier city and watch you guys in Oklahoma City! Damn haha! This is fucking cool...alright I'm gonna go study to i don't fail college this summer! See You guys Friday!

Tanya

Posted by: Tanya on June 21, 2004 03:01 AM

This is like the gazillionth time I've posted and still no shout out? I'm hurt..*tear* j/k I still love you guys!! You're playing Little Rock, AR Thursday and I'm going to be first in line. This will be the second time I see you...and once again thanks Derek for your water...you guys rock my face off....can't wait to see you again..

Posted by: Britney K. on June 21, 2004 03:02 AM

Hey will you guys PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come back to Alabama. You guys were so AWESOME at the crawfish festivle (how country). But PLEASE alot of people enjoyed ya'lls set. PLEASE....

Posted by: Aleex on June 21, 2004 03:19 AM

I'M SO PISSED THAT YOU GUYS WEREN'T AT THE SHOW! I WAS LIKE, FUCK DUDE! ALL I REALLY HAVE TO SAY IS YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST! SILLHOUETTES IS THE BEST SONG I RECORDED IT 3 TIMES. PLUS I KNOW ALL THE WORDS.IM GOING OUT TOMMROW TO GET YOUR ALBUM!
IM GOING TO TRY TO GO TO YOUR NEXT SHOW! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

MARISA

Posted by: Marisa on June 21, 2004 03:19 AM

Hey...
Wow, that sucks. Glad ya'll got back to your hotel ok though. I've never been to NYC, I'd like to go though.
So its about time you all came back to Oklahoma. I think I'm having S.E.S Live withdraw or something. Lol.
Do any of ya'll have MySpace?? If not, you should get it! And add me, Clcqt1@msn.com. Its a pretty neat little thing.
Well I'm off like a dirty shirt!
Take care.

Love, Peace and Chicken Grease,
Chelsea

Posted by: Chelsea on June 21, 2004 03:20 AM

Hey Derek I know this is a little far down but I hope you read it anyway. My brain wasn't working last night so I forgot to ask again . . . how can me and my cuz meet up with you guys in Memphis? Tell me please and have fun on the rest of your tour! I'll see ya around. Love you guys!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Posted by: Kelley on June 21, 2004 03:22 AM

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey derek!! whats up!!
yeah when i found out that me brittany and stacey couldnt go to dinner with you guys..o..m...g!!!
i couldnt beleive that we've waited like a month and a half to go to this concert and now you werent playing anymore!? holy frik..i was mad..

and..then i was ok, cuz we are still gunna see you guys..eventually, lol.

but i really wanted to see TANTRIC!--and after they played they were just walking around talking with all there fans....how awesome!!!---and i wasnt there!!....GRRRRR!

but im starting to calm down about it...lol
i know it wasnt ur guys faut..it was those freakin' freedom hill bastards!!! ugh!!

brittany is gunna call Chandra tomorrow or somethin..then we are gunna try and find out when the next time we're gunna be able to see you is.
i cant wait to find out!. its a whole new countdown! lol.


I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! YOUR MUSIC IS FRIKIN AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE,KRISTIN!!!!! )(BIGGEST FAN IN mICHIGAN ALONG WITH bRITTANY AND STACEY!!!!)(

Posted by: KRISTIN!!! on June 21, 2004 03:34 AM

Michelle in Rancho, what is the link you always post after your name?

Posted by: Cynthia on June 21, 2004 03:41 AM

hey derek, i think its AWESOME that you keep in touch with your fans like you do...i truly respect that. when/why did you start playing drums and what kind of drums do you use? i have seen SES live 2 times, and i have pics, and i THINK i saw that you were using pearls, but i dont even remember, and i dont know what happened to the pics! i play guitar, drums, bass, and so lately i've been wanting to save up some money and get some new drums but i cant decide if i want PEARLS or TAMAS. any advice for starting a band? i have an 8-track, so i just record myself playing drums, then record myself on rhythm and lead guitar, and then record bass and thats my only way to make music for now....i cant sing though! lol, hope you read this and reply but if you dont, its cool.
MATT

Posted by: Matt on June 21, 2004 03:45 AM

hey derek ..ryan and sean if ur reading this. lol so having fun running around in NYC i see..lol actually it sounds like soooo much fun compared to my boring life. riding subways..wrong bus..cab rides...man its unpredictable isnt that the shit? i wonder why u got taken off the tour or watever..thats totally unfair...well as long as u com to jacksonville Florida soon ill b ok. man im having SES WITHDRAWL SYMPTOMS!! (SWS) and PAUl WITHDRAWL..that rhymes heh...SYMPTOMS!! i miss u so much paul!! lol
today i feel like shit...omg omg omg omg!! my "biological" dad has gotten in touch wit me!! AHHHHHH! and guess what..todays fathers day..and he wrote me TWO DAYS b4 the 11th anniversary of my moms death..isnt that freaky? its not like i know ANY of u on this site so i feel cool just saying my shit cus i REALLY need to explode.
i got in a fight wit my dad last night and i ended up throwing my lyric book at my guitar so i felt really bad ! but today i got new strings and i put them on so its all cool now. today was a shitty day tho. i visited my grandpa whos a dying vegtable..and the thing is..i dont feel the least bit remorsful
i guess there comes a point in somones life that they just hate the world and everything in it so much that they dont even care abotu the ones that care about them...why should u if those r the ppl who continue to hurt u?
should i stop spilling my shit now? i know ur annoyed...
ok gues what im gonna do?
ROCK OUT TO THE SMILE EMPTY SOUL ALBUM!! FUCK YEA! (oops i said the "F" word...who gives a FUCK?)

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL seriously i thank u for many things and these things are the most important things to me...maybe xplain later

FUCK THE WORLD AND I AGREE ADAM LEGALIZE WEED CUS IM SO SICK OF SHIT MAYB IF WE MADE THE WORLD SHITTER IT WOULD TURN ON US!! like u kno how we constantly want to make everythn better and it gets worse? well how about vice versa? try to make the world shit and maybe it could do the opposite!
FUCK YES TO THAT AMEN!
love ya, bri

Posted by: Bri on June 21, 2004 04:10 AM

hey derek ..ryan and sean if ur reading this. lol so having fun running around in NYC i see..lol actually it sounds like soooo much fun compared to my boring life. riding subways..wrong bus..cab rides...man its unpredictable isnt that the shit? i wonder why u got taken off the tour or watever..thats totally unfair...well as long as u com to jacksonville Florida soon ill b ok. man im having SES WITHDRAWL SYMPTOMS!! (SWS) and PAUl WITHDRAWL..that rhymes heh...SYMPTOMS!! i miss u so much paul!! lol
today i feel like shit...omg omg omg omg!! my "biological" dad has gotten in touch wit me!! AHHHHHH! and guess what..todays fathers day..and he wrote me TWO DAYS b4 the 11th anniversary of my moms death..isnt that freaky? its not like i know ANY of u on this site so i feel cool just saying my shit cus i REALLY need to explode.
i got in a fight wit my dad last night and i ended up throwing my lyric book at my guitar so i felt really bad ! but today i got new strings and i put them on so its all cool now. today was a shitty day tho. i visited my grandpa whos a dying vegtable..and the thing is..i dont feel the least bit remorsful
i guess there comes a point in somones life that they just hate the world and everything in it so much that they dont even care abotu the ones that care about them...why should u if those r the ppl who continue to hurt u?
should i stop spilling my shit now? i know ur annoyed...
ok gues what im gonna do?
ROCK OUT TO THE SMILE EMPTY SOUL ALBUM!! FUCK YEA! (oops i said the "F" word...who gives a FUCK?)
I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL seriously i thank u for many things and these things are the most important things to me...maybe xplain later
FUCK THE WORLD AND I AGREE ADAM LEGALIZE WEED CUS IM SO SICK OF SHIT MAYB IF WE MADE THE WORLD SHITTER IT WOULD TURN ON US!! like u kno how we constantly want to make everythn better and it gets worse? well how about vice versa? try to make the world shit and maybe it could do the opposite!
FUCK YES TO THAT AMEN!
love ya, bri

Posted by: Bri on June 21, 2004 04:10 AM

Ps. oh and sorry for the double post (*shitty computer u know that *)

But why do u guys hate Bush? i want a DETAILED explanation cus i hear all this crap about u (mostly sean i think tho) wanting to get Bush out of office ..well i want to know WHY now..cus well sry on this one dude..
I TOTALLY DISAGREE WITH YOU! and happen to have my explanations too...id like to share them with u also to inform u about som stuff u just might not know...

yea im a politics girl

im not saying ur wrong fer ur opinions cus well u arent but i just wanna know why..u gotta back up ur story.

share wit u when i hear back frm u! laters!
lov bri

and of course YOU STILL FUCKIN ROCK

Posted by: bri on June 21, 2004 04:19 AM

Wow...I Love You Guys So Much!!
There are SO MANY comments already...geez!! lol You boys TRUELY are loved very much!! LOL

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 21, 2004 04:25 AM

Just wanted to know ... how do I download Finding Myself, Rain, Who I Am, and Meaningless? Do the songs even exist? Just get back to me somehow on that because I'd like to hear them because I don't want to buy the two soundtracks for one song mainly because I barely have enough money for gas. Post or e~mail please! I'd really apprectiate it! Thanks a ton... you guys rock!

Posted by: You Know on June 21, 2004 04:36 AM

DEREK..............................................................................................................................................................................................................Awwwwwww=\ You forgot the pathetic CHEESE joke. =)
Yeah it's me from Hartford!!!!! Next time you come thru CT we should have a drink at the bar and swap absolutely horrid jokes. Or not. LOL. Take care!

Posted by: Char on June 21, 2004 04:53 AM

Since Tiffany iz so damn kool and had this on her myspace, I wanted to show Bri thats probley why Sean don't like him..He can tell u 2, I jus wanted to put that up..Bush is ruining OUR WORLD

Bush's Accomplishments

•I attacked and took over 2 countries.

•I spent the U.S. surplus and bankrupted the US Treasury.

•I shattered the record for the biggest annual deficit in history (not easy!).

•I set an economic record for the most personal bankruptcies filed in any 12 month period.

•I set all-time record for the biggest drop in the history of the stock market.

•In my first year in office I set the all-time record for most days on vacation by any president in US history (tough to beat my dad's, but I did).

•After taking the entire month of August off for vacation, I presided over the worst security failure in US history.

•I set the record for most campaign fund raising trips by any president in US history.

•In my first two years in office over 2 million Americans lost their jobs.

•I cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any other president in US history.

•I set the all-time record for most real estate foreclosures in a 12-month period.

•I set the record for the fewest press conferences of any president, since the advent of TV.

•I presided over the biggest energy crises in US history and refused to intervene when corruption was revealed.

•I cut health care benefits for war veterans.

•I set the all-time record for most people worldwide to simultaneously take to the streets to protest me (15 million people), shattering the record for protest against any person in the history of mankind.

•I dissolved more international treaties than any president in US history.

•I've made my presidency the most secretive and unaccountable of any in US history.

•Members of my cabinet are the richest of any administration in US history. (The poorest multimillionaire, Condoleeza Rice, had a Chevron oil tanker named after her for a while.)

•I am the first president in US history to have all 50 states of the Union simultaneously struggle against bankruptcy.

•I presided over the biggest corporate stock market fraud in any market in any country in the history of the world.

•I am the first president in US history to order a US attack AND military occupation of a sovereign nation, and I did so against the will of the United Nations and the vast majority of the international community.

•I have created the largest government department bureaucracy in the history of the United States, called the "Bureau of Homeland Security

•I set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases, more than any other president in US history (Ronnie was tough to beat, but I did it!!).

•I am the first president in US history to compel the United Nations remove the US from the Human Rights Commission.

•I am the first president in US history to have the United Nations remove the US from the Elections Monitoring Board.

•I removed more checks and balances, and have the least amount of congressional oversight than any presidential administration in US history.

•I rendered the entire United Nations irrelevant. I withdrew from the World Court of Law.

•I refused to allow inspectors access to US prisoners of war and by default no longer abide by the Geneva Conventions.

•I am the first president in US history to refuse United Nations election inspectors access during the 2002 US elections.

•I am the all-time US (and world) record holder for most corporate campaign donations.

•The biggest lifetime contributor to my campaign, who is also one of my best friends, presided over one of the largest corporate bankruptcy frauds in world history (Kenneth Lay, former CEO of Enron Corporation).

•I spent more money on polls and focus groups than any president in US history.

•I am the first US president to establish a secret shadow government.

•I took the world's sympathy for the US after 9/11, and in less than a year made the US the most resented country in the world (possibly the biggest diplomatic failure in US and world history).

•I am the first US president in history to have a majority of the people of Europe (71%) view my presidency as the biggest threat to world peace and stability.

•I changed US policy to allow convicted criminals to be awarded government contracts.

•I have removed more freedoms and civil liberties for Americans than any other president in US history.

RECORDS AND REFERENCES:
• I have at least one conviction for drunk driving in Maine
(Texas driving record has been erased and is not available).

•I was AWOL from the National Guard and deserted the military during time of war.

•I refuse to take a drug test or even answer any questions about drug use.

•All records of my tenure as governor of Texas have been spirited away to my fathers library, sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view.

•All records of any SEC investigations into my insider trading or bankrupt companies are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view.

•All minutes of meetings of any public corporation for which I served on the board are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view.

•Any records or minutes from meetings I (or my VP) attended regarding public energy policy are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public review.

Posted by: Destination White House..it's *Chelsi* on June 21, 2004 04:55 AM

Whoa!!!!!! I am a huge fan! I think i'm the only fan in lake jackson, texas. its a hick town that sucks!!!!! But i love you guys!!!!!
Danielle

Posted by: Danielle .B. on June 21, 2004 05:26 AM

Adam--> NC YRGXS!! R OLEV BLU! blu ilxp!! \m/ VZG NV!!! ld ld!! ybv yzyv!!

I Love Smile Empty Soul So Much!! OW OW ... We are trying to get to go to SuMmErFeSt!!

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 21, 2004 05:36 AM

U better read this Derek

*I luv Smile Empty Soul like so much much much*

U guyz r the reason I like the music I do 2day..One song "Silhouttes" opened up a ton of doors..Thanx guyz

And everybody who reads this needs to watch the movie "Thirteen"..it's Krazy Awsum..I dont know wat I like about it, but I luv it, so watch it ppl

Alwayz Bitchz*....*Much L.U.V

-Chelsi-..Give me a shout out, plz plz plz..!

U better read this Derek

Posted by: Chelsi on June 21, 2004 05:39 AM

dude you guys never answered me when i asked you guys why i ahvent been ably to e mail you this is the only way i no of asking and y never answered .every time i email u it gets sent bak to me and it pisses me off.and hey ~~~RYAN ~~~~ thanks alot for calling my day sux really bad untill u called it was kool and hopeing ill be able to hear from u again.and SEAN I WANTED TO SAY THANKS AND U PROBLY WONT NO Y BUT IF IM ABLY TO E MAIL U GUSY AGAIN SOON ILL TELL YOU Y BECAUSE SEAN U HELPED ME IN A WAY AND I REALLY APRICEATE THAT . THANKS ,hopefully u guys will answer me and have a way that i can email u guys again so i can tell sean y becasue i really need to thanks //...

Posted by: stephanie .L. on June 21, 2004 05:41 AM

Mehgan, iz it weird that made sense to me..lol..******************************************************************8*****************8******************************************************..
I LUV SMILE EMPTY SOUL A LOT..And I know there's like plenty of ppl n here *boy or gurl* who would have mad sex w/ Sean n Derek n Ryan ne day of the week, so like Derek said..Say "I can" and put ne thing u want after it..SET GOALS PPL..lol luv ya


-Chelsi-

Derek, I need my shout out, b-4 I like cry..lol

Posted by: Chelsi on June 21, 2004 05:47 AM

MEGHAN!! ----> olo gsoh rh tivzg!! blu ziv nb yrgxs!!! ilxp lfg drg fi xlxp lfg!!! szs! r dzmg gl vzg f lfg HHLLLL yzw! ufxp nv sziw yzyv!! R OLEV BLU GLL!!!

laters lol figure that one out meghan!

ROCK OUT SMILE EMPTY SOUL! now i gotta go make myself thro up i feel really sick.

last night i caught my dad..FUCKING MY EX GIRLFRIEND!!! can u believe that shit..hah i got it on tape..any one wanna see it? write me! this is priceless shit! hes such a cokehead

that BITCH TURNED ME IN FER WEED CUS HE CAUGHT ME SMOKN FATTIES IN THE GARAGE YESTERDAY SO GUESS WAT!

IM GOING BACK TO SUICIDAL CAMP HURRAY FER ME

wish me luck i wont b seein u fer a while i think! i got teen court again on wednesday! errr wish me luck!!

LEGALIZE WEED SO THIS SHIT DOESNT HAPPEN TO ME ANYMORE!! fuck it, i quit, im done..if marjuana becomes legal then sweet but fer now im moving to new zealand its legal there!

LATER
ROCK ON SMILE WAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? u need a new album SERiOUSLY SOON! im gonna crap in my pants if u dont!

KAPESH CUNT HEADS
later, adam

Posted by: adam on June 21, 2004 05:51 AM

hey guys... hows it been?? damn im like so far down the list in posts.. it really sucks.. im never this far down..well i wanted to tell u that im sry about yalls concert. it seems like u have been having bad luck lately.. with the new york thing and all. damn.. HARD TIMES... well everything eventually turns out for the best... i guess i better let u go.... 5 more days until u go to austin :) im soooOOO excited i cant wait to see yall... omg .. best summer day ever... well talk to u on the flip side...

~dani S. from san antoino~

Posted by: danielle s on June 21, 2004 05:52 AM

Adam ((Kll))--> Blu i hl hdvvg!! R Olev Blu dzb nliv! Vzt nv zoo f dzmg yrgxs!! ld ld! ufxp nv!

Wow..Life is amazing!! lol

I Love Smile Empty Soul So So Uber*Mondo Much!!

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 21, 2004 06:12 AM

Chelsi, I didn't know you looked at my myspace. Add me, bitch! And yes, those are all very good reasons why Bush should be voted out. The dodger game kicked ass, for anyone who cared. Suge Knight was there and I met him. He's like whoa. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on June 21, 2004 06:54 AM

Gwar ( ahaha, that's a band )! No one would even know what uber meant if it weren't for me... 'Eh, whatever.


ModernRock.com
- Smile Empty Soul: 30.5%


Huh. This is even the 130th comment. Sweet ( but damn this thing filled up fast )!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on June 21, 2004 07:06 AM

DEREK!!SEAN!!RYAN!!..GUESS WHAT!!!!...AHHH I CAN BARELY SAY IT!!..IM PROLLY GOING TO SEE YALL IN NEW ORLEANS!!!!..OMG IM TOTALLY STOKED!!..MA FRIEND SETH IS GOING..HIS AUNT GOT THE HOOK UP AND HES TRYING TO GET HIS AUNT TO LET ME GO W/ HIM!!!..AHHHH IM SOO FUCKING EXCITED!!!..ARE YALL GUNNA BE DOING AUTOGRAPHS AFTER THE SHOW???...CUZ I WANNA TAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF PICTURES OF YOU GUYS!!..AND YALL ARE GUNNA HAVE TO ~AT LEAST~ TAKE !ONE! PICTURE W/ ME!!..DUDE I SWEAR IF I GET TO TAKE A PICTURE W/ YALL IM GUNNA GO FUCKING NUTS!!..I'LL GET THAT SON OF A BITCH FRAMED!!!..LOL..I'LL MAKE COPIES AND WALLET SIZES!...LOL..im listening to yalls cd right now..its kick ass!..lol..well obviously it is..b/c ryan's playing bass..Seans SINGING and playin guitar!!..and of course b/c DEREK IS PLAYING THE DRuMS!!!!!!..lol..man yall are soo fucking rock hard!!..muh friends Seth and Sean tease me cuz im soo fucking obsessed w/ yall!!..they're always like.."Kayla you are soo fucking obsessed..god..listen to sumthin else for once..damn!" and im just like "dude i cant..they fucking rock man!"..its sooo funnie..and like when i had found out that i couldnt go see yall in new orleans..dude..i fucking CRIED for like the longest time..i swear i had about 20 ppl call me and ask me what was wrong w/ me and when i told them they were like omg Kayla!..and like im just sitting here constantly saying dude they fucking kick ass!!i love them soo much u dont understand!!..its soo funnie though!...well i just wanted to pop in and share the GREAT news and just say what the fuck's up?..lol..okay well im gunna give yall individaul shout outs now..lol..

Ryan-dude..i watched the interviews on the site..and man..when u were talking about that mag. the "la express" omg i was fucking killing myself laughing..and then Sean's just like what the fuck is this idiot doing!..and ur all no thats bull shit its fucking bull shit!!..and then about the video games..omg.."dude im a video game whore"..(sean)"your just a whore"..(ryan)"yes.." lmao..god i watched that soo many times and i like fucking fell on the floor laughing(literally)..lol..u fucking rock!..luv yah!

Sean-you are soo fucking awesome!..and funnie!!..but i think you use the word "fuck" and "fucking" too much..wait a minute!!..ur the one that got me fucking started w/ the shit!!..damn you Sean! damn you!..lol..nah man im just fuckin..lol..dude on one of ur interviews..you were fucking hilarious!.."well i got money in my pocket and u dont"..(sean)"YEAH BITCH!!"..lmao..dude..you fucking rock on the guitar!..dont u ever say that you're not that good again!..lol..and dude..like when i hear ur voice on the CD when u sing..omg it like totally makes me melt!!..lol..and for sum reason when u start to sing bottom of a bottle it make me start to cry..lol..idk why though..lol..omg and i watched "bottom of a bottle", "silhouettes", and "nowhere kids" music vids..dude..YOU ARE SOO FUCKING SEXY IN EACH AND EVER ONE OF THEM!!!..lol..i love you sooo much Sean!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**Derek**hey babe!!(i had to make ur name prettie..lol)dude you are soo fucking awesome!!..you are like the best fucking drummer that ive ever heard of!!..like from trapt and breaking benjamin...their drummers like suck..i mean dont get me wrong i love trapt and breaking benjamin..but like..u fucking dominate all of them!!..lol..dude!dude!dude!dude!..YOU WERE SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SEXILICIOUS IN THE NOWHERE KIDS MUSIC VID.!!!..i mean not like ur ever not super sexilicious..but like..when i saw u..it like..made me sweat there for a hott second..lol..and i noticed that like in the Silhouettes music vid. that you look soooo much like one of my good friends Tommy..and thats a really really good thing..but still..you're like 65461144164313216543513165465146463514351463546 million times sexier!!..lol..and dude..what the fuck!..no joke of the day??..i was lookin forward to it!..shit dude..you were on a role!..slacking off a little arent we?..lol..nah im just fucking..ur still the best!!..lol..its kewl..lol..and dude u can like ask n e one over here in Cp..im fucking OBSESSED w/ you!!! i have your pictures all over my walls and shit and ur my background on my computer!..lol..you're just soo super sexy!..lol..okay well i think yours is longer than Sean's and Ryan's so its all good now!..Derek I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND I LOVE YOU W/ EVERYTHING FUCKING THING IN IT TOO!!!!..(:'(..i wish u were mine :'(..)

//*SmiLe EmpTy SouL*\\
--Fucking Rocks My World--
*||-Forever-||*


::*::Kayla::*::
(#1 fan in Cp)

p.s.Derek and Sean i fucking love yall w/ all my heart and every fucking thing in it!!!...muah sweetums!!!

Posted by: .K.a.y.l.a.#1 fan in CP! on June 21, 2004 07:57 AM

just wanted to say i love yall!!..again!

DEREK AND SEAN I FUCKING LOVE YALL MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!!!

::*::Kayla::*::

Posted by: .K.a.y.l.a.#1 fan in CP! on June 21, 2004 08:03 AM

Dude, ur posts are way too long. He won't read em. I think that is the longest post in history of online message board posts. Congratulations. And you could widen your vocabulary to more than "fucking" and shit"...my virgin ears. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on June 21, 2004 08:06 AM

Long posts are fun. And besides, it's a lot easier than doing a whole bunch of short ones all the time like you do, Tiffany. If you put all your posts together, it'd be just as long as hers... if not longer! And atleast Kayla was talking to the band and not to everyone else ( like you and I are ). She's just having fun and it really wasn't pointless babble or anything.

I approve of her post! :P Hehehe, and if he doesn't read it, he doesn't read it. O'well! Not your loss and may not even be hers. It's all good. Besides, like you said earlier, all of mine are long and I've already gotten a few shout outs ( without asking, by the way ). Must mean he reads the long posts, too.


I'm only posting this 'cause it's almost 3:00 AM and I'm not tired yet. So weird 'cause I had work today... Hmmmm, o'well! POINTLESS POST woo! Haha, I'm sorry. :P


http://www.geocities.com/bolt_kit/Danielsen.jpg
Just uhm, a little reminder for Derek to PLEASE reply to my post near the top. Besides it's like, only the second time I've ever asked you, Derek, to reply to me. And, of course, if you want these drawings of mine damnit, you will! Gosh, I'm so desperate it's not even funny. :(

Posted by: - Samantha S. on June 21, 2004 08:57 AM

hey guys, I just wanted to thank you so much for all that you have done for me and all the fun times that we had. I hope that all is well and take care.

Posted by: Deanna Aikins on June 21, 2004 10:33 AM

hey derek

sorry i havent written in a long time but its that i have been sick...guess what???? today is my birthday....i am sad cus i couldnt ask for a shout out..but i love u guys so much and i would like to ask for a gift,,...if u could give me a shout out i would love it...and maybe a letter written to me at my e-mail address.....its msantiagol@msn.com but if u guys cant then ill understand...but also i havent written cus school just got out and i have been running around when i aint sick...well i hope u guys r doign great..hey r u guys gonna have a show in december around l.a california cus i am going to cali for christmas and i really want to see u guys...well i g2g cus i am tired and i have to go to bed..and i had a sucky b-day my mom didnt give me a birthday card......and i felt like crying....well i g2g i love u guys and hey i use to live in new york,...i know how it feels to get lost..everyone does once in a while.. well love u guys...and if u guys can pls write me


always

yoru #1 fan in hawaii

Posted by: maria yoru #1FAN IN HAWAII on June 21, 2004 10:36 AM

Hey Guys!! How Goes it?
Im ok, bored as hell!! My summer isnt that good so far, hey today is the first day of summer! And for Tulsa,Ok its rain all week, this is the 4th week Ive tried to make plans for me and my dad to get away and go HOME to beaver lake, and it doesnt look like thats going to happen anytime soon cause its rain rain rain rain and more rain, but quoting my fav. actor....brandon lee(rip) IT CANT RAIN ALL THE TIME. I wish it were true(sighs) Dodgeball looks OK, My dad and I were supposta see it last night for fathers day, but we ended up stayin home.
Are you guys excited to play with FLAW??? I have never heard of Thornley....I will have to change that. I want to go to the Flaw show so bad....I almost talked my dad into it, but he cant get off work yet. We are going to Atlantic City,NJ to see Rush and Dream Theater in concert, Im only going for Rush. Ive already seen D.T. and I dont like them. But whatever dad wants is the way it goes, its ok to spend a fortune and to NJ to see them, the bands he wants to see, but its not ok to drive 30-45 min. to stillwater to see Incubus...my 2nd fav. band. He hasnt gone with me to see the shows i want to see in the longest time, the last show he saw with me that i wanted to see was the blues festival 2 years ago, but he wanted to go to that because of Little feet...i wanted to go for Jonny Lang, but it works. Anywho...sorry about that, that always pisses me off.
Sorry about you getting kicked off the show....I didnt know they could do that....weird.
Ive never gotton on the wrong bus....but I would freak out!! Get some more days off soon dont you? next show isnt till the 23rd in Lafayette LA?
you should get lots of rest!!Which is exaclty what Im going to do now...its 7:41, and Im going back to sleep.Love YA!!!
Love & Miss SOOOO Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(true #1 fan in Oklahoma...oooohhh yeah!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on June 21, 2004 01:41 PM

******SEAN, DEREK AND RYAN*******
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HEY GUYS HOW ARE YA? Sounds like things are going well for you, minus the MI show. That is interesting about your bus situation...I had that happen in Stockholm, Sweden. When my friend and I finally made it back to the train station, where we were planning on "staying" for the night b/c we were heading to Copenhagen the next day, it was freakin' closed! So, we ended up having to hang out on some park bench all night! Not fun at the time but a fun story to tell now. We actually did that twice...like once wasn't enough.
ANYWAY, after you guys get done w/all your west coast show are you going to continue to tour at all? Your only FL date as of now is too far away....I would drive it normally but it is during the week and I work. But, if I am not able to go back to work yet (off for recovery from surgery) I am thinking about coming up to ATL for your show. We'll see, I need to get back to work though. COME TO ORLANDO....HARD ROCK LIVE IS CALLING YOUR NAME!!!!!

MUCH LOVE, JENNI C

Posted by: Jenni C on June 21, 2004 02:17 PM

Hey guys! I cant beleive someone would kick SES off a show... seems to me like the 2 times I saw you guys, you had the biggest fan base by far at both shows! Matter of fact when you opened for Shinedown in Jersey on 6/13 it seemed like half the joint cleared out after your set... not that Shinedown didnt rock the house too but I think the majority of people were there to see you guys... I know I was! You guys are the best! You're such an inspiration... rock on! xoxo

http://xkashmir420x.tripod.com

Posted by: Carlie on June 21, 2004 02:29 PM

I cant believe you actually read all of these, half of them are crap anyways. whats up with Sean being a drunken asshole when I met him, no offence, but us fans got him where he is, shouldnt he be considerate enough to be sober when he meets us?

Posted by: YourMomsAWhore on June 21, 2004 02:37 PM

oh yeah, and Derek, that's a great story bout gettin lost in the city... it's not hard to do, believe me... the last time I went up to NYC was with my cuz to pick up her car that had broken down up there the day before... so we get on a train in Jersey and not 10 minutes into the trip a bridge was stuck open in our path so for 3 hours we just waited for them to fix the bridge. Finally they decided to just take everyone back to the station... well as soon as the train starts moving the bridge closes! So they turn us around again and we continue on to NYC... well by the time we got there the shop that fixed my cuz's car was closed. Well, we'd met some people on the train... u tend to just make ur own good time when ur stuck on a train for 3 hours...lol... so we decided to go to a show with them in the Village and take a later train home... so my cuz ends up gettin completely trashed and by the time we got back to Penn Station we missed the last train back to Jersey and ended up having to spend the night roamin the streets of NY until the shop opened at 6am so we could get her car. Actually turned out to be a pretty kick ass night after all... except that we both had to be at work for 9am! But we got to see a couple killer bands... met a bunch of cool people and ended up with a pretty funny story... anyway, u rock! take care man...
xoxo
Carlie <--- #1 fan in Jersey!

http://xkashmir420x.tripod.com

Posted by: Carlie on June 21, 2004 02:38 PM

Dudes, seriously, an HOUR? THAT'S IT????!!!!! I finally got to see you guys live on the 17th, suffered through 2 hours waiting ouside the State Theater with a bunch of teenyboppers feeling completely ancient (I'm 32 - hubby is 30 and I'm pretty sure I was the oldest one there!!), suffered through Steriogram's set - they gave an awesome performance, but you couldn't understand a single word they tried to sing - and finally, SES took the stage. For an hour. That's it. It might have even only been like 45 minutes. I think I stood around for about 15 thinking you must just be taking a break!!! NOT ENOUGH FOR ME!!!!! I WANT MORE!! And Sean, dude, your voice is captivating, the lyrics full of angst and fury, don't hide behind your hair like you're afraid to be seen and heard!! You are extremely talented! Be proud of your music - we are rocking out to YOU guys, it would be nice to think you were ENJOYING yourselves!! Derek - I gotta say, my husband has been playing drums since he was 11 and I don't often watch someone play that I think is better than him.....well YOU are man. Full of spunk and really FEELING the beat. You are awesome. Ryan, the more out-going guy - you rock too, man. Thanks so much for all your posts to keep us updated and make us feel appreciated. Remember, guys, you are on the Punisher soundtrack (awesome tune by the way) with the likes of Nickelback, Puddle of Mud, and Seether. You are really here! You are not dreaming! You are an official part of rock and roll music history!! Silhouettes is on FUSE all the time, and you are #1 on our local alternative station ALL THE TIME!! I anticipate someday you will you come back to Maine and play the Portland or Augusta Civic Center where I will be assured of at least 2 hours of the awesome experience of Smile Empty Soul. Rock on brothers!!

Posted by: Tammy #1 Maine Fan on June 21, 2004 02:53 PM

Hey guys =( I have this sudden urge (when I see you again) to ask out Sean ahahaha yeah....I'll do it when I lose weight and look better =) 00oo0o I might be on IMX again tomorrow....IF they let me...Ok..luv u byezzzz!!

Posted by: Katrina on June 21, 2004 03:12 PM

DEREK - sorry i spelled your name wrong. I can't believe i did that. (Can u say brain fart??) Thanks Meghan.

Posted by: Amy on June 21, 2004 03:32 PM

I saw you guys on the june 17th concert in portland maine...You guys rocked!I hope you guys come back to maine soon.I went to your march 13th concert as well...you guys always seem to put on a good show.I hope it stays that way.Doesnt it get annoying or tiring being on the road so much?? Its interesting how you didnt do anything but you got pulled out of that show in michigan for no reason...hmmmm. Well i hope all your upcoming shows are great:)Come visit all us bored Mainas soon!

Posted by: Lauren on June 21, 2004 04:12 PM

*I Love Smile Empty Soul* ow ow...

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 21, 2004 05:24 PM

MEGHAN!!---> svb yzyv. wlrmt gsrh tvgh vzhevi vzxs grnv!

whoa that almost looks hebrew except som of the letters we dont have in our alphabet..anyway back to wat i was saying..

meghan--->> gszmp blu! wrggl! r'n tlmmz ufxp blu, pvvk gsv ivuirwtvizgli pkvmvw glmrtsg nb yrgxs! rn SLIMB! i f? olo ozgvi!

lol slimb...hi, im slimb!

whoa Bri..u wanna legalize weed wit me? cmon baby bring the dough! yea! ok so i want u to support norml and call their hotline or go to their site (Norml.org i think) and order sum Tshirts to legalize weed! yes mamma! lol jk. we could start our own underground boycott (WITH 2 PEOPLE FUCK YEA!) lol nah we know plenty of ppl that wanna legalize weed...
it doesnt take the fun out of it! being paranoid wen ur stoned makes u sober! it kills the high! if no one is paranoid then we would all get better highs!

and then we could have a responsible use law or watever on it..like wit alcohol..drink responsibly..lol SMOKE RESPONSIBLY! this could be the START OF A NEW WORLD ORDER! FUCK YEAS! anyone disagree and let me kick them a new asshole

I HATE DOCTORS THERE SO FUCKING STUPID!

SMILE EMPTY SOUL IM GETTIN ..WATS THAT WORD..I DONNO..GET A NEW ALBUM OUT QUICK...ARE U WORKING ON ONE OR WAT?

OH YEA ps bri!! THANK U SOOOOO MUCH FER THE CD PAMPHLET it fuckn rocks! its truely one of the best uv made so far..too bad the actual demo sucks and im stuck wit an awsom Cover! lol

k im gonna go beat off. later
KAPESH MIKEY MOUSE..ahw nvm
LATEr adam

Posted by: adam (or zwzn) on June 21, 2004 05:29 PM

ah, Derek as you can see i didnt try the coveted (still dont know what that means) anyway , i didnt try the coveted "!!!s" ...i hope you will notice me anyway, i wanted yall to know who i was before yalls show at shelby farms on july 3rd, *only thing thats been on my mind the last few weeks* ...yea well ill be there ...im glad to hear that yall got the ear thangys , sorry about the bus but theres a bright side . at least you got a tour of the whole city( and probably a few more) right?, well ill see you in july!
#1 Mississippi fan
BrittanY

Posted by: BrittanY on June 21, 2004 05:47 PM

*ADAM*--> Rg'h lkvm dsvmvevi blu dzmg rg lkvm! ld ld... Hvcb nzm!! R Olev Blu!!!!!!!! :)

Wow..I am so bored!!

I Love Smile Empty Soul So Much!!

ADAM IS AN **IDIOT** ((I can spell it homo))

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on June 21, 2004 05:58 PM

You guy's are AWESOME!!! Looking forward to seeing you in Atlanta on July 1st.
Love you guy's!!

Posted by: Amanda on June 21, 2004 06:25 PM

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what!? where's the joke????? you ruined my day. no not really. but you'd better have a good joke next time derek.

its raining. yep i just thought i'd share that. i'm a loser.

i still dont think you actually read all these. but if you do thats cool. alright bye losers.


I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!!!!

Posted by: me on June 21, 2004 07:01 PM

ha see what i did? im such a loser. oh well

Posted by: me on June 21, 2004 07:04 PM

hi, i just wanted to say that i love u guys..u rock. i saw u at northern lights in clifton park with trapt adn finger11 and strata. it was awesome. my friend told me about u guys and let me listen to her cd and i loved it..every song. i listen to it when i go to bed and i usually fall asleep. i cant wait to see u again. i missed your last show a northernlights cuz i found out to late and couldnt get tickets or anyone to go with. well i just wanted to say that i love u guy adn u rock....bye

Posted by: Tegan on June 21, 2004 07:52 PM

*Tiffany*..Wat the hell iz up, I don't have a damn myspace majob I jus look at everybodys..Ur little Bush thing totally rocked my sox..I luved it, cuz Bush iz a cunt face n I don't like him..*sry bout the words, but I got sum rage*..So NEEEEwayz, I like ur deal, if 'F'n rox..Man if I ain't get'n my shout out, i'm gonna like freak out..lol..I'm an insomniac, it's official..Or maybe I jus stay up