Smile Empty Soul

Finally FIRST POST!

PLZ! answer...what did dean mean by "saturday" was your (Derek's) first song? Come back to Myrtle Beach! Gimme a shout out!

oops i meant sean** sorry!

Derek! u gotta tell me how the Knoxville show goes because thats right near my hometown! but i cant travel 6 hours to see u :( i wish! plus its 18+! well i g2g now..Dont forget my shout out!

haha thats funny how all your stuff broke, one after another.wow sounds like you guys had an awesome time at Summerfest. hehehe, you spelled my name wrong again, its not Michelle, its Michele, remember, only one (L) hehe :D But yes, i cant wait for the San Bernardino show! its gonna be so freakin awesome!! only 18 more days to go, woop woop! oh yeah when are you guys gonna have the tickets on sale?!?!and have you found out where you guys are gonna play at? I want to go see that movie too, it looks good. have a nice day off, Pogen,Ryan and Sean :D

oh yes, everyone, i made a new link, its much shorter and easier to remember when you wanna go and request SES on late shows. heres the link:

www.SESLateShows.Cjb.Net

take care!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

wow i think thats the first time i have been way up here, woop woop, thanks Whitney!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Hey

I was soo happy fot the new post until of course I didn't get shouted out again, but this is going to be my last attempt.

Derek remember in the lobby of the state theartre when I asked you to shout me out in your next journal entry? You know the lil red headed girl haha? Jess ... ring a bell yet.

I'm sorry if I'm being annoying, but you are one of my drumming idols and a simple hello on here would make me a happy camper.

Thanx for the autographed drumstick by the way, and if you want to see the pic of us together here it is

http://img54.photobucket.com/albums/v165/xPrettyWastex/Its%20Me%20Woo/?action=view¤t=Me_N_Derek.jpg

Yep that's us ... so yea have a great tour and come back to Maine soon

Jess
The REAL #1 Maine fan!

*HEY THERE DEREK, SEAN, AND RYAN! You friggn Rocked yesterday at Summerfest in MILWAUKEE!I just wanted to say that it was BY FAR the best show ever performed there.
I was wondering if you guys remember the two girls with the homemade shirts who got to be on the radio...cuz that was me and my other half Raechel. Yup we were dubbed your biggest fans there, and we really are your biggest fans!:)Derek, thank you for talkin to us so much and throwing the waterbottle AND REMEMBERING US! We were waiting for sean after the show, but i was really hoping you'd come talk to us, Derek! And I wanted to apologize to Sean for the crowd's misunderstanding of "This is War". Raechel and I really deeply believe in anti-war. Yet it was percieved the wrong way and people thought it was PRO-VIOLENCE. DONT WORRY, we are correcting those ignorent people! :) Thank you Sean for that GREAT ACOUSTIC version. Just have one more thing to ask... do/will you still remember us Derek??? We will be at every show near Wisconsin in our TRADEMARK SHIRTS.:) Would ya do me a favor and give us a shout out;)When our band gets more sucessful maybe we could hang out, what do ya say? lol, we're gettn there. Have a great time touring and REMEMBER no two people are as big of fans as RAECHEL AND NATASHA WITH THE HOMEMADE SHIRTS*** :)
*****AND NOONE CAN COPY US, but you know that Derek dont you? :) ;) See you again

ya wanna know what sux? i was supposed to go to a concert tonight but NOOO! i cant go! gurr

thank you for the hug derek, at SUMMERFEST in MILWAUKEE it made me feel alot better after i didnt get a drumstick from you, you can ask my friend i almost started crying, yeah i sound like a baby at 17 yrs old.lol but i was just happy that i met you guys again. YOu guys played an amazing set, 4 of my friends that came with us didnt know you guys that well and well now you have 4 new fans! whoop whoop hehe. the next show I WILL be there and i better get a drumstick. hehe
STERIOGRAM OMG they were sooooo goood i loved them. man oh man hehe.
i am going to go! bye bye//cherry pie.
HERE IS A JOKE: why did the tomato blush??? he saw the SALAD DRESSING hahahahaha. yeahhh
love y'all!!! *muah*
OH SEAN AND DEREK THANKS FOR SIGNING MY CHEST!!!! lol
always and forever!
Jenn**

hey derek..sean..and ryan..YALL ARE AWESOME...that sux that ur drums broke...but..at least it was fun..lol..i guess..haha..I wanna go see yall but yall arent coming to San Antonio...that sux..oh well..next time...yall come to s.a ill be there..; )i cant wait to July 4th..cuz thats my b-day..but i cant do nething that day..cuz my bro has to work..and so on the next day me and my friends and fam get to kick it at Fiesta Texas..cant wait..ok im dont telling u my life story..lol..that joke wus kewl..better then my jokes..lol..well have fun when yall come to Tx.....and...um yea thats i think..SHOUT ME OUT PPLZZ..lol..ok..im done begging..lol PeAcE

Stephanie a.K.a MUNCH

Dude Derek, once again no shout out? Hmm, naw it's cool really. I'll still you see you guys in Memphis. I've had those days before, usually they suck, it's good you can laugh about it. I can totally see you on stage with Something Corporate. That's crazy. Anyway, I'll be going now, how about a shout out next time, eh? Ok well bye guys, keep rockin out!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Hey guys!!! Wuts goin on! I just wanted to say that i saw farenheit 9/11 and i thought it kicked ass! I fuckin hate bush soo much so i was very excited to go see it. I hope that u get a chance to go see it! i think u will like it! I liked ur joke Derek! Oh yeah and i said this last time but i'll say it again "Who I am" kicks ass! I hope u guys r haning lots of fun!!! I cant wait for the new album! i'm sure it will kick ass! Come back to Columbus,Ohio soon! ok well i think that i took up enough space! lol. SOUT OUT????? its kool if u dont cuz i kno that there are so many ppl that want shout outs! have fun!!! love ya guys!

DEREK!!!!!! what's up. this is hannah again. dude i got the spiderman 2 soundtrack, Who I am KICKS ASS!!! seriously, and i can totally relate to it. i think i figured out the lyrics, no one has the 'official lyrics' so i hope i got them.

i can't wait for cherry poptart to get back here. me and our drummer have been getting together to work. when she gets back we are jumping right on to getting the band all started up. we are working really hard, and hopefully we'll be noticed so we can tour with you guys. that would rock.

You still have to come by spokane, wa sometime. and hopefully i'll be able to make it down to Cali to see ya perform one more time before you go into the studio again.

the same favors as last time; Derek, could you acknowledge the fact Tawnya(Cherry Poptart) thinks you're MAD SEXY, and sean, what kind of guitar do you play?

off track a little, but how are you guys doing? your first major tour is coming to an end. i hope that you guys aren't too tired yet. i'm going to try to make it down to one of your last shows, so if it doesn't kiss ass, i'm gonna have to kick yours! ha ha ha. but yeah....k.

i would like to thank all of you as well. your music and the lyrics helped me come out of a tight spot again. i had a terriable episode of depression for no reason, and let's just say i did some real stupid stuff. at one point i almost ended everything. i locked myself in my room at that point and blasted whatever was in my sterio to drain out my screams. but your cd was in the sterio. i was screaming and not paying attention and almost reached for what would have ended my life, but then the chorus of Bottom of a Bottle came on. i stopped and sat down and cried. i realized what i was doing. i remmbered my dream too; to meet you and ryan and sean, to talk with you guys, to play and tour with you. then i though about the effects of what would happen if i died. you guys literally saved my life. thank you so much.

alright, that pretty much wraps up all that i wanted to say for now. later to the rockin' lemon heads!

Hannah
ps: it would be great if you could check out my website (http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=i_am_a_kennedy_to_the_end), or e-mail me at master_beast9000@hotmail.com , that way i could talk to you guys more often. love to all!

Fourteenth post baby woo hoo!!...man this is the closest ive gotten!!!!..ahh..DEREK YOU DIDNT GIVE ME A SHOUTOUT!!!...AGAIN!!!!!!..IM SOO DISAPPOINTED..YOU ARE SOO GOING TO MAKE ME CRY!!!!...I LOVE YALLL SOOOO MUCH..I'LL POST AGAIN LATER!!!....oh and by the way..our band just finished rehearsal..and we actually sound GOOD!!!!...maybe we'll make it in the long run like you guys!!..im hopin for it!!..wish us luck on Friday!!!...i love yall soo much!!!

Derek i love you the most out of everyone!!!!!!!!!
Sean i love you secong most out of everyone!!!!!!!!
Ryan i love you third most out of everyone!!!!!!!!but ur still awesome;-)

<3

YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD!!!

it messed up muh signature..lol

<3 Love Always <3

<3::Kayla BABE::<3

lol..i love yall..;-)

hey derek sean and ryan thank you SOOO MUCH DEREK AHHH YOU SAID HEY TO ME AND YOU SAID I LOVE YOU MORE OR WE LOVE YOU MORE AHH THATS AWESOME WEll im lucky number 13 i love that number i'm going to get it tattooed but i got to watch out b/c its also known as a "gang" any ways i really want to see fareinheit 9/11 to i posted that but i was like in the 300's any ways how are you derek? im so happy to here that your having fun at your shows. sean how are you dude,ryan i hope you are ok yeah any ways i was out at the track running thats why i didn't know you had posted derek but yeah i'm so happy derek i lost 5 pounds already i know its a little but yeah DEREK your the one who inspired me b/c like before your body now i mean you look good but now you look awesome you got real nice and buff so i started working out n running and slowly i'm seeing a change in my body and it's all b/c of you derek you and sean and ryan is what keeps me going but im also doing it for me but thank you derek and i love you so much and i love you sean and i love you ryan be safe and have fun love your biggest die hard fan from tx melissa!!!\m/ \m/ \m/ SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS!!!\m/ \m/

hEY dEREKdEREK dEREK.....wow THESE PEOPLE WILL WRITE ANYTHING ON THIER MINDS IN HERE....lIKE HEY, YEAH iM TIRED...BYE???? wELL WHAT EVER...You guys were flippin awsome in Milwaukee!!1 Oh by the way this is raechel... one of your biggest fans???( Natasha Bein ther other one) The one who talked 2 u on ur interview w/ fish??? well I hope u remember ;) Also we will be rockin out 2 ne show that comes our way cause your worth it guys!!! We love ya lots and again hope 2 c u soon and maybe we can have a little more time to chalax & such ;)well c u soon w/ much love 2 ya

Love Raechel in Wisconsin

Dereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!

HAHA, I told my friend Dee that you just made a new journal entry and she asked me if you said anything about me. When I told her no, she was like, "What?? GAY!" Hehehe, it was great. You should have said something about me, I guess!

So uhhhhhm, you know what you three should do since you'll be home workin' on the new album and not touring? You should get a P.O. Box so I--I MEAN--your fans could send you letters and gifts. That'd be awesome! You should really think about that. Think very VERY hard about it...

Guess what comes out tomorrow ( June 30th ). THAT'S RIGHT Spider-Man II! I'm going to go see it. It's going to be UBER, man! I can't wait.

Okay, so I'd write more, but I'm tired. I think I'll go watch Along Came Polly and eat some mint chocolate chip ice cream. Yessa yessa! I'll write again soon. SEE YA!

ok im the 17th one but hey i still love number 13 its my favorite oh michele how are you dude just wanna say hi if you read it???

Sorry
4got 2 send my love to Sean and ryan 2!!!!!!! We love u guys here and send us a hello if u get around 2 it.....(shout out or whatever)Well bye u guys again

Raechel in Wisconsin

Hey Derek!
~*~ Wow, we got a journal 3 days after you made the last one! (lol) ROCK ON! So how ya been? I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! You guys totally rock!!!!! I'm probably one of the youngest fans on here, I've never been to a show either. I hope to though! My boyfriend is coming to Busch Gardens ( a park in va) it's going to be soooooooo much fun! I hope to talk to you soon!
Love ya man!
-Sarah-

HEY DEREK, RYAN, AND SEAN! I SAW YOUR SHOW IN COLUMBIA AT THE BLUE NOTE..IT WAS AWESOME! JUST LIKE YOUR LAST TWO SHOWS THAT I SEEN THERE..SEAN, I JUST WANTED TO APOLOGIZE. I THINK ME AND MY FRIEND MADE YOU MAD AFTER THE SHOW AT THE SIGNING THINGY..WE WERE JUST REALLY EXCITED CUZ WE ACTUALLY HAD A CAMERA THIS TIME AND WE WERE GONNA GET PICTURES W/ YOU..WE DIDNT MEAN TO ANNOY YOU OR PISS YOU OFF..WELL WHATEVER WE DID..WE'RE REALLY SORRY..DONT HATE US..WE STILL LOVE YOU!!..ANYWAYS..DEREK..:D..I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH..YOUR THE SWEETEST PERSON I'VE EVER MET!..I DONT KNOW IF YOU REMEMBER US OR NOT..BUT WE WERE TOTALLY IN SHOCK..LOL..MY (SHORT) FRIEND BAILEY'S BIRTHDAY WAS THAT NITE..SHE JUST TURNED 15..AND SHE GOT A PICTURE W/ YOU..THAT WAS PROBABLY THE BEST BIRTHDAY SHE'LL EVER HAVE..LOL..SHE'S MADLY IN LOVE W/ YOU..HEHE..(WHO ISNT)..BUT YEAH...AND RYAN! YOUR AWESOME! I GOT A PICTURE W/ ME NEXT TO YOU..I WAS SOOOO EXCITED!..WE SAW YOU OUTSIDE BEFORE STRATA STARTED AND WE WERE GONNA TALK TO YOU BUT WE WERE TOO SHY AND YOU WERE TALKING TO TWO OTHER GIRLS..SO WE DECIDED TO WAIT OUR TURN..LOL..WELL I THINK I'M GONNA GO..JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND TELL YOU GUYS THAT YOUR SHOW ROCKED..I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER..LOVE YOU ALL!
-KELLE
P.S. DEREK..YOU LOOK GOOD PLAYING THE DRUMS W/ YOUR SHIRT OFF..HEHE

yo guys www.freewebs.com/stratabby what is up luv yall

~~ALLY~~

Hey Derek, Texas is OOO-K..But Oklahoma is the shiznit..OO yea, bad news bears, I GOTTA JOB!..LoL..I have to wake up at 6am 3 days a week to go watch a soon to be first grader..I might get fired for sleepin, my mom "volenteered" (think that's how u spell it) me..OO well, Derek, u n the guyz need to come to Comanche and stay for a day, u'd leave a changed man..lol, no u wouldn't..Ok bye guyz, have fun at Frontier City..Rock xtra hard, and if u make a day out of it ride the big ride in the huge building *u'll know when u get there*..Bye, gimme a-NOTHER shout out..lol..

-Chelsi LeighAnn-(like my name?)

Tiff my mom deleted my AIM..Michele luv ya gurl!

Derek, I was reading some comments in your last entry... do you hate Sarah JS-virginia? Because I saw she was trying to talk to you and ask for advice but you wouldn't talk to her.. why are you all so mean to her? MY name is Sarah too (lmao)

-Sarah-

::::Give Me A Shout Out This Time:::: =)

Hey guys, hows it going?!?! 2 journals in one week, kick ass! Well,that completly sucks about your drums and their troubles, althought it is kinda funny, i guess its time for some replacement parts or.. a new set!! \m/

i was gonna ask you all if you were gonna, or wanted to see Fareinheit 9/11, it looks good, i want to see it, but we'll see. It seems like a movie Sean will be at soon =) lol.

guess what!?! the Street Team opened back up today!!!! im so FUCKING excited, i was soooo bummed when it 'went on hiatus' but i got an email today saying it was back up and running, by someone from lava and not Chandra anymore, but thats okay, change is good! it says you need to like resign up for it through Lava, but it wont work over hear at my friends house, but ill sign up in a few when i drive back to my house! LoL!! WEll, im most likely not going to the Orangevale show anymore, not that your gonna miss me or noting, heh, but things came up, and im not sure ill have enought $$$ for gas. It kidna sucks... A LOT!!! =( but o well, what can ya do, right. there will hopefully be other times i can go, that is, if you come any closer to Medford Oregon, come on, its 1/2 hour from the Cali border..

Well, im sorry its soo long, ill leave now, lol ttyl and take care of yourselves!!! and the joke was kinda funny lol, KoRny as always, but it was good... im out!

FUCK BUSH
SES ROCKS
:::Amanda::: \m/

oh and derek the reason why i didnt get to get the spiderman 2 cd was because i was $5 dollars short and my mom was like im not an atm machine so i was just standing there really pissed off and to make a long story short i saw her take out 20 and 50s like you cant lend me 5 dollars shes like i dont have and i said sorry for my language derek but i said yeah go fuck yourself bitch and she slapped me and i started laughing and we were in the store and i was all like hey call the child protective services and i took off !!!!then later that night i was hungry b/c i had been in my room all day i go to the kitchen and warm up chinese food and she was like what are you doing i'm like eating this is the cool part she said take your empty soul and smile in your room im like ok whatever n i turned on the tv real quick and they were playing silhouettes so i stayed watching it and she was like go to your room im like wait im watching ses shes like whatever you fucked up kid !! i was like ok whatever she's there complaing why im all screwd upits b/c of her shit and other bullshit i have to deal with im sorry derek for my language but thats why so im trying to save up money to go get it i love you derek sean and ryan take care later!!!!!!p.s. people if you read it again im just telling derek sean n ryan in case they didnt read it so im sorry if you read it again love you all!!!!

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Hannah, i sooooo know how you feel. its great how SES can help us out like that. i love them. hehe.

hey there Melissa, whats up? what do u mean when you said did you read it? i think i know what yuor talking about but im not sure. if you have aim, my sn is MiMiBajiDuh or you can email me, just click on my name. and thanks to you and sarah from va for backin me up on the stuff on the last post.

Chelsi! dude, that sucks that you dont have aim anymore! i got an idea, download yim, i like that so much better than aim.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

sorry people if you read that comment up there ^^^^ so i'll tell you a joke in case your all mad if you read it so i hope no one gets all offende its a joke..........

WHY DID THE BLONDE TAKE A LATTER TO THE
BAR?????????because she heard the drinks were on the house

god you guys fucken rock! i love you all to death i went to your show July 18 2003 and there was so many trapt fans but compared to you guys you kicked ass! i like trapt but you are so much better! i hope you come back to toledo ohio! i wanna see you again! i wanted 2 meet you but my friends were shy... my friend steve got a picture with you... when he waz on the table lol hes a dork but he loves you guys he loves going to concerts and he said if you werent there it would of sucked. But you guys rock i love you 2 death!!

<3 Rachel Ann... my s*n is angel of my pain or xoxRachelAnnxox

SARAH, you are the same SarahJS Virginia. you just used a diff email. you cant fool us. youc antry but yo cant. and we are mean to her because she lies, like that one chick pointed out. so stp trying to bring her up. and im sure if Derek found out what she does, he could prolly hate her, but im not saying that he does. oh and ARIANE, plz stop with the posting the same thing 100 times. Derek already said he doesnt like it. so yea, stop please.

oh hey michele i meant like if you read that little comment i was telling you hi and i posted why i didnt get the spiderman 2 cd to derek so if you read it again sorry yeah well any ways im hopefully gonna try to email you so thats cool yeah well i dont want to sound weird or whatever but your the 1st person i actually talk to in here so yeah well any ways i love you smile empty soul !!!!~!!p.s. texas kix ass then oklahoma is cool to so there

No I'm her friend and I'm on her SN. lol shows how much YOU know. And she doesn't lie. You all don't know her. And her boyfriend posted on the other journal so maybe you should go read that! He had a lot to say!

*-----THIS IS A JOKE-----*

Ok this is a funny joke so read it..

Ok this lady walks in the doctors office and she says 'I need a face lift'..And the doctor says 'Well ma'am we just started doing this new face lifting process and it is less painful than surgery, would you like to try it?' and she says 'yea, but how does it work'..So the doctors explains that there are two screws that go into the top of your head and you just turn them whenever you want to reduce wrinkles..Ok so the lady comes back a while later for a check up..and she says 'Doctor, this wrinkle reducer really works, I LOVE IT!'..and the doctor says 'Lady if I were you i'd quick twistin them screws cause one more twist your gonna end up with a go-T'..

I luv that joke..So even though it's to long for u to write in ur journal thing, thought i'd make ya laugh neway!..BYE BYE

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

Chappelle show ROX..ALMOST as much as SeS

Why was Bush so certain Iraq had weapons of mass destruction...Cause he has the reciept...hahaha

big props to jade and michele b/c that's the sarah that was all like" i want advice from a guy like derek and" then michele posted that she said "she has a kid and her boyfriend has cancer and she doesnt want her kid to grow up without a father so" so its like you guys are mean to her b/c she fucking flat out lie's so im pretty sure derek would'nt like her either always saying crap thats not true...oh well whatever i love you derek sean and ryan !!!!!!\m/ \m/smile empty soul kix nuts!!!!\m/ \m/

Well you probably won't get this far in the posts but i'll post anyway. I love you guys and i'm sorry i missed y'all when y'all were in Lafayette. I wasn't old enough.... what are ya gonna do ya know? Maybe y'all will come back to Lafayette and play the Cajun Dome some time. I would love it... anyways y'all are the greatest.

~Bethany (Beth_of_Death)~

omg whatever! Well you know what then? FINE! I won't be a fan of their music or them, if you all want to be mean to me then that's cool. You don't know shyt about my life or what I have. So whatever... it's ses's loss that I left.. I was a real fan of them... but because i'm mistreated on here... then hell of you all! SMILE EMPTY SOUL WAS AN AWESOME BAND AND THEY HAVE HELPED ME ALOT! MY FATHER HAS PUT ME THROUGH SHIT AND NOW I FEEL LIKE I'M NOT WELCOMED ANYWHERE! I'M NOT EVEN THE SAME PERSON ANYMORE! YOU ALL WON'T EVEN GIVE ME A TRY TO PROVE MYSELF! BUT FINE... WHATEVER! I SHOULD JUST DIE! NO ONE LIKES ME ANYWAYS... NO ONE *KNOWS* ME ANYMORE! NO ONE IS WILLING TO TAKE THE TIME BECAUSE OF SHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH! WELL WHATEVER! BYE!

Hey since I crashed my car going to Austin you guys have to sign my shit in either Oklahoma City or Dallas!!!

Tanya

Hey derek!! I was in milwaukee during your show the other night. We waited like 4 hours so we could be near the front. You guys are such an awesome band! I love all your songs. It was so breath taking to see people that you see in music videos LIVE! It was so frickin awesome tho!! I wanna go again! hehe. You all worked hard to get where you are and it proved to me that you really can do things regardless of if people stand behind you or dont believe in you. Thank you guys for showing that to me!!
Ps-Niiice body...hehehehe

Hey guys whats up.How was the Columbia show. I bet it was freakin hella hot. I hate this state its soo damn hot all the time, and in the winter it never snows!! Ok, enough of my bitchin, Im glad u guys are having so much fun. OMG My birthday is comming up. I cant wait. I'll be 17. Thats one year closer to 18 YA!! It is on July 19. So hey homie, give me a shout out. Thnx. I love ur jokes there so corny, but its awsome. Well ill shut up so u can continue. Ohh yeah befor I go u guys NEED to come to Springfeild, MO. ok bye, much love to all of u guys.

-Shelly-- springfeild, MO.

xxxmelissa loves sesxxx you rock! as for you, little miss sarah, you just proved on your last post that you are a liar and poser. your stupid to say that you are not a fan anymore coz people are being mean to you. thats lame. and dont think that were gonna be sympathetic to you, because we know you are lieing and that you are just saying that crap to get attention. im sorry you think you should die. you shouldnt say that. but if you want people to like you, dont make up horrible stuff like that. and i did read the post mike made, i had a real good laugh. you know little miss sarah, you and your whole story is very funny and amusing for me. thanks!

wow bad bad bad bad

i got my report card!!! not good! i had to wait for it to be mailed to me so my mom could kill me!!!!!!

but it was not as bad as i thought it was going to be! yeah! but i failed spanish for the quarter! oops heh

yeah but on top of that... (this is good) i got my strata stickers! haha and i made a new smile empty soul shirt and i am gettin the pics that i took from the maine concert on friday! i cant wait!

my cuz is such a prep! gurrr i had to be with her allll day and she bugs me! she lives in conn. and they made me hang out with her while she was here! so i was gurrrrr afying!

so yeah sis is makein me get off!!!

have a great tour you guys!!!!!!!!!

-becca-
#1 fan from MaInE!!!!

HEY GUYS WOW YALL ARE SO AWESOME I THOUGHT LITTLE ROCK WAS YOUR BEST CONCERT DEREK???? THAT HURTS REALLY HURTS!! NAH I AM JOKING WE LOVE YALL !! CAN'T WAIT UNTIL YALL COME BACK PLEASE HURRY SOON!! PLEASE

SARAH NICHOLS SAYS HI

LAURA GRAY SAYS HI

YALL BETTER GIVE US A SHOUT OUT B/C WE ARE YOUR #1 FANS IN ARKANSAS !!
AND I AM NOT SEEING OUR NAMES ON YOUR JOURNALS I AM HURT REALLY HURT

LOVE YALL!!

BRITANY,SARAH & LAURA

ok are you the same sarah that said " no im her friend" so how in the hell can you be that sarah and this sarah " tell me because im dying to know and yes i read what MIKE is that his name or are you making that up to because just say the truth i mean ok if some asshole was posing as derek and the real derek gledhill straighten that out i mean ok we dont know you yeah but you dont know us either and all of us have been through shit not just you ok you bring all this drama on your self your husband mike said you and derek have emailed each other before then how come you didnt email him telling him your problems IF YOU COME ON HERE AND IM NOT GOING TO SUGAR COAT IT BUT REALLY SAYING YOU WANT DEREKS ADVICE OK you want his advice email him...and please dont even start with im ses biggest fan and its there loss no ok its not their loss its yourS B/C YOU SAY THEIR MUSIC HELPS AND THEN YOU GO OFF SAYING IM NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO THEM NO MORE ...ask yourself who's the one really losing ok and you say you want to prove yourself then DO IT DONT BE FUCKING SAYING YOUR GOING TO KILL YOUR SELF PROVE YOUR SELF IF THATS WANT ..OK whatever IM SORRY DEREK BUT ITS NOT FAIR FOR YOU GUYS AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Hey you said you wanted to see FAREINHEIT 9/11 me to. I know ya'll are busy and I know this is a lame question but are you and the other Smile Emtpy Soul guys gonna take the time to vote for president when the time comes? Just wonderin and if you are do you know who you are gonna vote for. please answer
ALEX

OH IM SORRY YOU SAID I WANT TO DIE AND THANKS JADE YOU ROCK TO DUDE !!!!!!YOU TO MICHELE

Hmmmmm....ain't that funny that Sarah and her friends little name down at the bottom was the same...Sarah, lie'n ain't right, and that is completely NOT RIGHT that u acted like a dood named Mike on the last dil..Hun, looks like u don't know when to stop, but u can still right on here, it's entertaining, but now we all know that ur lie'n..ToodleS

-Chelsi LeighAnn-((Florida HERE I COME))

I write to much on these things!!

-I luv RYAN, DeReK, -n- SeaN-..haha, I luv the jokes on this!

Need a-NOTHER shout out!..oo man, when I saw my name, I stood up..walk'd in the livin room like everything was kool..and then had a SPAZ..thanx!

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

*SIGHS* UMM, KEEP UR MOUTH QUIET!!! HAHA...

***DEREK*** SRY BABE I DIDNT KNO THAT IT ANNOYS U WONT HAPPEN AGAIN.

I LUV SMILE EMPTY SOUL!
~*~ARIANE~*~

Hey Derek! I'm so upset.. I was really hoping you'd write some kind of note to me in this last entry but ya let me down.. Tear.. Anywho j/k... I'm glad everything is going good for yall! Yall were awesome when you came here and I can't wait for yall to come back.. Oh yea here is a joke that you can possible use if you like.. you've probably heard it before but i love it!... If you're American when you go in the bathroom and you're American when you come out of the bathroom, what are you while you're in the bathroom?... European.. HAHA i love it! Well anyways I've gotta go! I love you guys! :)
*Sarah from Arkansas*

wow yall are so computer popular. it was a dream of mine. *tear* but i know it will never happen. cuz i'm so computer dorky. but just wanted to say hey to yall sexy beasts. someone should say hey back. that way i can stop takin up your comment space!! such a relief i know ;)<---thats me winking.

oh yeah and derek that sux that your stuff was coming out one after another but its funny i love you derek sean and ryan!!!!!

DEREK~

Farenheit 9/11 was indeed great. Make sure you see it on your next day off.
And you still didn't use the cheesy joke I told you?! You should be ashamed. Don't ever show your face in CT again. =P
Take care.

~CHAR

oh derek thank you so much again for the shout out you can give me one again ha ha yeah well if you want like i've said before if you dont i'll still love you for ever...oh yeah and your right everything is bigger and better in tx ha ha had to say it sorry i love you derek sean and ryan SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS !!!!!!\m/ \m/

That sucks that your equipment broke. I know how you feel, I am a drummer too. Our band was jamming a few weeks ago and my crash cracked. Are you guys planning on coming to ohio any time soon, I really like your record and I would like to see you guys live. Well, you guys have fun.

Chris

~*Hey..I havent had a shout*out in awhile!!! jk lol*~

Yeah I wish I wouldve been able to go to the Milwaukee concert but I couldnt!!! IT SUCKS THAT I WASNT THERE!!!..omg! I wanna cry!! But hell..shit happens!! :/ I still love you guys alot!!!

Derek* Ryan* Sean* ~> I Love You Guys!!! SO MUCH!! ow ow...

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!!

I think Sean is one of the most amazing people I have ever seen to live. I love his looks, I can't deny it. He is gorgeous. He doesn't resemble anyone in the rock music genre...which seems to be happening a lot these days, so that's a plus too. He sort of reminds me of my boyfriend..except that Sean actually looks like he gives a damn about more than just his own problems. He seems to be extremely good at staying true to who he is and just taking what he is given and going with it. I've seen SES twice in concert...and if I ever hear that they are coming to S-field Illinois again I can almost guarentee I will be the first in line to get tickets. I read everything I can online about Sean..and SES..and I really don't think that the three of you get all the credit you deserve. Some may call me a hard core fan...and I'm not too sure I would use that to describe me..but I can't disagree one bit.

hey yu guys i fucking you guys with a passion and i ish you guy could like "DO IT" and i would tape it.....hahaha jk although that would be fun the show in austin was sooo fucking amazing i loved it i had so much fun isaw my old friend mark (ex) but it was all good it was nice to see him again i met you guys again and some random guy went ot get you(derrek) so you could sign my ticket and he said i wanted my boobies signed or something like taht but i really didnt ol'well uhh...so yeah i got pictures with you guys again but then after the show me and friends went to the pool andi kinda forgot to take my camer out of my pocket and it got a tad bit wet....hehe i mean how stupid was i o do that?...yeah i know pretty stupid but i dunt care the still came out good so it doesnt matter but it was a great night
and i wish i could relive it i love seeing you guys in concert it always "KICKS ASS"!!!! so yeah this where i go now i love you guys peace
~*X*paIGe*X*~

hey yu guys i fucking you guys with a passion and i ish you guy could like "DO IT" and i would tape it.....hahaha jk although that would be fun the show in austin was sooo fucking amazing i loved it i had so much fun isaw my old friend mark (ex) but it was all good it was nice to see him again i met you guys again and some random guy went ot get you(derrek) so you could sign my ticket and he said i wanted my boobies signed or something like taht but i really didnt ol'well uhh...so yeah i got pictures with you guys again but then after the show me and friends went to the pool andi kinda forgot to take my camer out of my pocket and it got a tad bit wet....hehe i mean how stupid was i o do that?...yeah i know pretty stupid but i dunt care the still came out good so it doesnt matter but it was a great night
and i wish i could relive it i love seeing you guys in concert it always "KICKS ASS"!!!! so yeah this where i go now i love you guys peace
~*X*paIGe*X*~

that sucks ur snare broke. and yea, i really wanna see fareinheit 9/11 too. it looks really good. i've only herd good things about it...well g2g see u yall in 2 days!!well its past 12 so make that one day ;) hah

*Tabitha*

i have a quick question some places dont allow cameras..will they check ur bags @ the shows to make sure u dont have one??? i really wanna bring a camera to the show but i dont wanna get it taken up. thanks!

ses all the way!!

!_CaRRi_!

hey derek! ah its been a while sing i posted mainly cause i moved and then i went to san antonio for warped tour it was awesome! hey come back down to mcallen,tx!!! please please please please! i will love u forever if u guys did come back down!! something corporate are amazing arent they? ive seen them down here they put on a good show they sang the outkast song "hey ya" it was cool

h3y ya'll...i can just never b the 1st post! damn it sux ass monkeys! but yeah, i voted on MTV2 and Fuse 4 ur video Silhouettes, it totally rox..umm, so yeah..i have nothin to talk about...hmm...yeah...well i just wanted to say i luv u guys! u kick ass! keep rockin hard, luv ya!

~slow~ from King and queen (the sticks), va

yes carri they do search you so becareful put it inyour ass or boobs and say you have a 3rd boob or somehing ha ha j/k yeah but they chech your bags and shit to make sure you dont got a gun or knife or whatever which is fucking stupid but yeah i love you derek sean and ryan cant wait for houston!!!!!!!!

I don't know about the rest of you guys, but I'm a little tired of all the post that consist of

OMG DEREK I LOVE YOU YOUR SO SEXY/ and or saying the same thing about another member

Do me and tape it

Thanx for signing my boobs and or any other body part we really don't want to hear about

I don't know if the band like it, but to me it sounds like you only love the band for their looks and so on.

I personally love Smile Empty Soul as a whole they are great guys and their music is very inspirational to me.

But I don't need to come on here and make other people uncomfortable by saying I wanna do this band member.

I'm not saying any of the guys are ugly. They are attractive men, but get past the looks and love them for their music.

Hey saw the show at Milwaukee. It fucking rocked. You guys were fucking awesome!!! I couldn't see very well and so my pictures won't be so great. It was awesome meeting you (Derek and Ryan) after the show .. that was cool as hell. Steriogram was quite awesome as well ... It rocked so hard core!!! I drove 3 1/2 hours to see SES and Steriogram and it was well worth .. I'd drive 10 if I had to. Hope you go far with your music .. I'm sure you will. Just thought I'd let you know .. you guys made my summer .. as much as it has sucked your show really brought me up and made me remember there are things to live for. Until next time ...

Hey. I was online and bored to fucking death so I thought that I should read the diary....lol. Well, The ONE time that you come to ALABAMA i was in Auburn for Young Voices (Sumthin for Choir). I was really pissed....i almost skipped it but, i realized that it was my last year to be able to go so, i had to miss you. *sigh* . On the way to Auburn, we passed a couple of what looked like Tour buses and, of course,i freaked. The good thing was was that they were going the opposite direction....maybe it was you, maybe not. I could only hope. I think that u should just break down and come to UNA like Maroon 5 did..... i missed them too. Well, i'll quit boring you and ill go.... i hope to see you soon and for a reply.........;)

hey SES, hope you guys are commin to Illinois soon. I plan on going to Ozzfest but I also want to go to one of SES's shows..so i'm hopin' you guys make one. best of luck to you guys.

Ich Liebe SES

+ trinity cappellano +
Long Lake, Illinois, 60041

brody yes they are attractive men and yes i do say i love you derek sean and ryan but i have said this once before in past comments that when i say i love you i say it in a friend type of way and i have posted many many many times before this that i love their music and thanking them so much for their lyrics and everything because they are awesome musicians ..and the whole boob thing i dont know and that someone wants to sleep with one of the guys thats her thing and and i thank the tv that let me see them and the radio that let me hear them because their music helps alot and so yeah i understand were your coming from to..but yeah i love you derek sean and ryan and i love all smile empty soul fans to !!!!!!!!!\m/ \m/

Hey guys! It's so nice to read a message again. Hope you guys keep having a good time out there on the road. I wish I could come to the Cali shows. Oh well. I'm gonna be laid up for awhile from surgery. Yuck! anyway, my daughter is going to be going out to Cali soon. Her best friend from Guam just moved back. They are in Lemoore I think. Near a stable and ranch. She can't wait!
Anyway, wish you guys came here again. BUT can't wait to hear the new stuff too after you record!
Spidey 2 came out,but didn't get to get it. Had to go to some meetings in NYC and forgot! have to get it this week.
Anyway, keep on rockin'! Hope nothing else breaks! and maybe you guys should record the Cali shows with Fractional.... just so I can see them! LOL

Love to you all,
Denise
(the other one)

it's good to see Fractional's name on the tour dates. :-) wish i could be there to see ya'll perform together. i am positive that there will be many more opportunities for that, though . . .
on a funnier note, i'm watching something on Discovery about whether or not panties rubbing against a seat cover can create enough static electricity at the gas pump to cause an explosion. only under OPTIMAL conditions . . . ha ha haha
Stefani

You guys did an awesome job in columbia...u rock everytime...we were so excited to hear "this is war" live for the first time, what a surprise...Derek u always do an awesome job no matter what u are working with, never would have known about all ur problems if u hadnt said anything. You guys are amazing...thanks for the meet and greet at the bluenote, I, as a fan, really appreciate the time u guys take to meet us. I know sometimes u guys are just ready to crash, I would be also. Thanks again...looking forward to the next time ur in our area...I told my sister...just watch, next year we will be going to st. louis or K.C. to see them....they will be too big for the note...we will see....i'm sure i'm right. later guys...

Hey, Yall! Just wanted to say that your show in Little Rock was bad ass! I don't know what else to say but, every time that I see yall, yall keep getting better and better. I wish that me and my girlfriend Jami could have gotten to hang out wiht you after the show. She was really looking forward to it. Another show another time!!!! Derek, thanks to you and Ryan for signing my pink barae, tell Sean in order for it to be complete I have to have his signiture on it, his is the only one that I am missing! Maybe next show! Thank yall from the bottom of my heart for yall's music it reaches me deeply! #1Fan in the "Natural State" @~~~~%~~~~~

Derek! Stop posting new entries when I'm at the Dodger game! I'm #76 this time! Oh, well. The Dodgers kicked San Francisco's ass. Derek, do you like baseball because if you don't, we can't be friends anymore! Only 2 more days till I meet my idol, Aaron Lewis! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Tiff, im so excited for you!!! LoL, i just felt like posting it here, you luck duck! =)

Hello Guys!!! Come back to Myrtle Beach PLEASE!!!!
DEREK SHOUT ME OUT. PLEASE!!!!!!!!! Ok guys answer this ? 4 me.... Why doesnt Sean ever get on here and talk to fans?!?!?! You guys are great L8er!!
Trish from Myrtle Beach

hey derek sean and ryan dude i cant go to sleep i'm have insomnia or something i sware every single night im like this either im here or im going out or just in my room listening to you guys and writing oohhh derek guess what i might get a drum set i seriously want to play i lokk up to you travis from blink lars from mettalica tommy lee from motley greg from puddle and so many more yeah well any ways you guys besafe and have fun love your biggest die hard fan from tx melissa i love you derek sean and ryan!!!! SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIXX NUTS!!!!!!\m/ \m/ \/ \m/

metallica sorry and i meant i look up to you derek then travis

******i wish you guys the best of sleep b/c i'm not getting any love you guys!!!!!!!!!xxxxxxxx

xxxmelissa loves sesxxx- you know, you have posted on this entry like 15 times already (yes, I counted because it's 2:29 a.m. and I have nothing to do). Give someone else a chance to take up Derek's time! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

yo guys what is up...woosh...i'm goin on a long very needed vacation in the mountains..away from everyone.....you guys are awesome...i'm extremely happy for yall....everytime i turn on the radio yall are on...i just hope on day that all this will happen to my band.....ok guys i hope that i get to see yall soon.....when eva that is... damn i love how you'll stay(try) in contact with your fans.....i remember when i used to post all the damn time...now i'm kinda mehhh.... I'M A POTPIE....and the yummy kind..... I LOVE YALL.... keep on being awesome......

~~ALLY HATTON~~ guitarist for Projekt Host
Aim: projektguitar

hey derek... how the hell can you break 2 intrements on one tour!! haha thats so funny!! well i hope you're having a great life -- ur so lucky! My life sucks! It really does!! And i can deff. relate to your music! Don't ever give up! Even if it's one of the hardest times of your life...Still keept trying!
**A big fan of yours -- Natasha**

Hey Derek, Sean & Ryan! Man, I am so frickin addicted to this journal... everytime I come here it makes my day... not only do you guys rock but you have some of the most kick ass, dedicated fans in the world! I love you guys! No one rocks out a show like Smile Empty Soul!

**TO ALL THE SES FANS** U R THE BEST! You're the coolest fans ever... you're all welcome to come check out my SES forum, http://p079.ezboard.com/bbottomofabottle
just a little place where we can rant, ramble and rave about how rockin SES is... hope to see ya all there!

http://xkashmir420x.tripod.com

----------->>>>>>>>>HEY YALL<<<<<<<--------------

Whats up derek!!!! Wow We def. CAMPED out lastnight and brought the TV out with us.....HEHE......we didnt want to miss your video. I think its SOOOOOOO cool that you take the time out to write in this journal!!!!!! and actually make a point to talk to your fans!!!!!

BUT DUDE maybe you can give me the hook up next time your around my area.....I LIVE IN PITTSBURGH!!!!! ID be soooo exstatic....if thats how you spell that haha......but yea everyone thinks im crazy now n days cuz all i ever do is listen to your songs over and over again. Like ill listen to a song like 10 times before i move to the next.

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You're awesome man!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!CHECK OUT MY POEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont know why things dont work out for me
I give my best, i sacrifice my time...and what comes out of it for me
nothing

Usually im in a good mood
but there has been a lot of times
where i put myself down

I thought i found the answers
to all of my trouble
and to all of my pain

But what i found
was just somone running away from his life
too

Im tryin to move forward
with my life, But as i try
i see myself just going deeper into my fears and past.

If i could change me for the good i would,
but just about now it is mearly
impossible

I tried to get away
just forget about the bad
but the past is all i have

he believed in me and made
me feel alive
maybe that is why i am writing this
poem.

With no where to run ,no one to talk to
im giving it all up.....just waiting for you to take me
home.

LOVE YA'LL

~*MACRAE*~

New Joke for Derek:

How do you tell a blind man at a nudist colony?

IT'S NOT HARD!! Ha ha! Funny no?

Anyway, man, I am so sorry to hear about your kit falling apart! But very glad you took it so well. If one little thing goes wrong when my husband's on stage he flips right out!! He put his foot right through his kick drum one night and I thought he was going to kick the damn thing across the stage!! But then again, he doesn't have roadies at his beckon call to help him out either!! Anyhoo, glad you guys are still having fun and looking forward to a new cd. I've pretty much worn out the first one as well as your track on the Punisher. Gotta have more SES!!! Rock on dudes!

PS. I agree with Brody. I think there's a bit too much teenage hormones running rampant in these comments. Girls, please. Tone it down. I doubt the guys are impressesd......

hey ses:

glad yall had fun in Austin, but I didn't get to make the show to far for me to drive but I'll make the show in Dallas since its a little closer. Sorry that you broke your drums. Your right everything is BIGGER AND BETTER IN TEXAS being from TX and all i have a shirt that says that. NEWAY why would you wanna see that movie Fareinheit 9/11 i think it's a suck ass movie or at least it looks like it that Michael Moore guy looks like an a**hole. neway hope yall have a good day and see ya in Dallas. By the way Sarah S. are you from Corpus Christi?

a fan named nancy-6-30-04

hey guys! well derek...about your kit fallin apart..that womps but i know how ya feel. i play golf and one day me and the pops went to play 18 holes..1st time playin 18.... nad on the 10th hole when i teed off as soon as i hit the ball my club head flew off my driver!! then from then on i had to use a 3 wood to continue teeing off. on the 14 hole my 3 wood did the same thing!!! i guess i dont know my own strength sometimes. white chicks is hilarious if you like those kind of movies....the girl in the dressing room is hilarious..if you were a girl ud understand.. but anywayz...

hey guys! well derek...about your kit fallin apart..that womps but i know how ya feel. i play golf and one day me and the pops went to play 18 holes..1st time playin 18.... nad on the 10th hole when i teed off as soon as i hit the ball my club head flew off my driver!! then from then on i had to use a 3 wood to continue teeing off. on the 14 hole my 3 wood did the same thing!!! i guess i dont know my own strength sometimes. white chicks is hilarious if you like those kind of movies....the girl in the dressing room is hilarious..if you were a girl ud understand.. but anywayz...

what did the mayonaise say to the refigerator door when the door opened?.....close the door im dressing!! lame i know....i took me about 5 min to get it b/c i didnt know mayonaise is a dressing...much less did i care...mayo is nasty.. whelps yal' need to come near southern al so me and my pal can come watch ya..if not ill just have to go on a rode trip!!

oops they posted my comment twice!!!hahaha

***DEREK, SEAN AND RYAN***

OH MY GOODNESS, YOU GAVE ME A SHOUT OUT!!! I am pumped and I am def. coming to ATL tomorrow!!! I am so damned excited...and I can finally give you guys what I got for you in Scotland. The gifts are a bit cheesy, but hey aren't all souvineers??? I am going to see Spiderman today so I can hear you BAD ASS song on the big screen. Hopefully it is actually in the movie unlike the Punisher (how dumb!)

HEY DEREK, MY LAST NAME IS CURRY....JENNI CURRY, I will be there early as well, but that would be awesome if I could get on the guest list. I tried to get a ticket yesterday but the ticketmaster's here in Orlando don't sell tickets for out of state shows.

SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW!!!!!
MUCH LOVE, JENNI CURRY

Hey guys. Saw on your site that your coming to Rockford Illinois on May 30, 2005. I live in Chicago, so I am very excited. Lol. Yes, i am planing a year in advance to come see you guys. Hope nothing happens, and causes you guys not to make it here. Well...see you guys in Illinois..nothing really good to say bout our state. To bad your not playing in Chicago, I sware, it would be them best place you would EVER play.
Rock On

i agree w. nancy..i have no disire to c that fukced up movie...y would i waste my money? who cares...the government is always gonna concele things from us..just get used to it...its never gonna change...they've been doin that 4ever! from government papers, and meetings, to aliens landin in Area 51..its always gonna happen...maybe we're better off that way...plus y would u hate bush, when u dont really know him...u should just hate his actions...not him...plus, i mean, do u really want some guy comin in tellin u his gonna stop the war and shit, even though u know he's not goin to? he wont stop it...and deep down...u know that...war is inevitable..get used to it...if we just give up and say we're a peaceful nation and shit like that...other countries will think they can just come over and bomb the shit outta us, and get away w. it...is that really the type of nation u want to live in? 1 where u have to fear if this will b ur last day on earth? what does that say about our country's future? and if u go around thinkin "we're doomed, we're doomed, we're doomed.." then u'll never get anywhere in life..just let bush finish what he's doin...its right 4 our country...he's makin us better, and stronger..i would go to war for this country...wouldnt u? and i'm scared to kill everyone, but if it protects our future leaders..i'll do it...American is the best country around...let bush make it even better...trust me, he's doin more good, than harm...well, thats just my opinion..just think about...and dont let other tell u what to think, make up ur own mind...and just cause one person thinks one way, doesnt mean i dont like them...or anything like that...if u want to comment on this, or discuss it, i'm open 4 discussion...but be4 u write anythin..look at the opinions i stated...if u really read them...they make sense..

well p3ac3 out!
much luv,
~slow~ from king and queen (the sticks), va
\m/ SES rox! \m/

Hallo Derek! *dances maniacly* I got a shoutout! Thankies thankies! Sorry I had to miss the Columbia show, I'm stuck at college in Neosho! I get out this week though. LoL nice joke! Sorry I have to cut it so short, I'm in Biology. You guys rock! Columbia show sounded hilarious ;). Much love,

~*~Heather~*~

o, p.s. to the person who said "how does bush know iraq had weapons of mass destruction, did he had the recipe?..haha" how do u know they werent keepin somethin from us again? they could have been concelin that they had spies..but if they said anythin...people in iraq, could find out...again the government is actually tryin to protect us..and our nation's spies..cause believe it or not, they dont just exist in movies...o, and if u think the government on conspires against us...get real...i mean how could u think some people r just always out to get u? that would b a hectic life...always thinkin they're out to get u...omg...like in the old days when people actually thought, the government was puttin mind control devices in silverware...thats so stupid...y would they do that..and that they were tryin to drug us, and kill us off and shit...that wouldnt make sense...if they did that, they wouldnt have people in their country to look over...duhh! omg..i cant believe some of the story some people come up w....geez, well i'ma go now, cause this has got me all worked up..ttyl, by3

p3ac3 out!
Behold the power of cheese...
~slow~ from king and queen (the sticks) va
\m/ SES rox! \m/

woohoo! You commented about Kelly's poem. :) She's gonna be way excited when I tell her. We were just talking about that last night. She's like, "Do you think Derek'll read my poem?" and I told her that if you didn't, to keep posting it until you did. lol.

As for you having problems in Missouri... That sucks. But at least you got it all fixed. Sorry again that I couldn't be there. Next time you guys come, I'll definitely try my best to see you.

I guess that's it. Rock on. :)

-Shannon-

hey sarah m. i totally agree w/ you about what you said and i would difently(sry if spelt wrong) go to war for this country if it means keeping our freedom and not being scared and letting people that think they can bomb us when we know they can't. i know that people didn't want us to use this site for political stuff so i'll stop but i have friends in the air force who joined because they didn't want people like terroists to walk all over us. so if you want to email me my address is listed.

a fan named nancy-6-30-04.

It was funny-Today I was playin SES in this bible school thing I teach kindergarteners at(in a church)-yeah just got in a bit of trouble, since it was the unedited CD

Love much,
Summer

Okay guys... I have just about had it with all this mess about my stories being lies. If you would like to email mike on HIS email account, PLEASE do so because I can't take this anymore. I am NOT lying about anything! Okay that was back in what... NOVEMBER?!?!?! A lot has changed since then. All those horrible stories are true. If you would like for me to scan my marriage licsense I will! I'm going to do ANYTHING to prove to you all that i'm NOT a liar! Because I'm, NOT! And I'm not going to take this crap from people I don't know. I don't know why I even care about you people! Maybe because you all are SES fans and I care about them too... but you people don't know me... and yet you judge me... what is up with that!? If you even got to know me then you WOULD Know what's going on in my life but I'm not going to sit here and take this from you guys. If you're willing to get to know me... GREAT! I'd enjoy getting to know you too. I WANT you guys not to hate me. You'll see things that you have never seen before... You all hold grudges and I don't like that. No one does. If you all want to get to know me, the real me, and see what actually goes on, please tell me! I'd be more than glad to talk to you people! I want to feel like i'm apart of this place!

-Sarah-

ya know what? the other day i made my moms voicemail play "everysunday" so after it rings a few times it plays SES!

Sorry your set broke...but it sounded like you made the best out of it.

How many comments do you read down too?

Nice joke, i liked it when i read it too...

HOPE TO SEE YOU IN CA!!!

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I LOVE THEM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!

<3 LOVE ALWAYS..

::Kayla BABE::

\m/\m/\m/SES ROCKS\m/\m/\m/

Trish...I agree they need to come back to Myrtle Beach. IM me= whitneyn08 or email= whitneyn08@stratadirect.com

hey u guys were awesome in milwaukee!!!! u guys really need to come back here!!! Derek it was sooo nice of u 2 talk to us girls before ur concert!! thanks fer signing both of my shoes and my smile empty soul hat!!! u are sooo fine!!! 2 let u knwo i accually missed Blink 182 just to see u guy on the ground stage...those blink tickets were 52 dollars 2!! caould u give me a shout out, and also my friends elissa, lesley and erin??thanks soo much derek,,, u are soo HOTT!!! (exceptially witho0ut ur shirt on)
Robyn M.(Milwaukee

Hey guys! Just wanted to say how much fun we had at your show in Austin at Stubb's! You were so nice to let us party with you guys after the show! Scott says you will be in Houston July 9th and Sandy and I will be there!! Hope you remember us! Thx, Jenny and Sandy (Austin!!!)

tina...i think that was a typo cuz before it had ses in chicago for 5/30/04 & 5/30/05 but im not sure

HEY DEREK THIS IS JENNY FROM DETROIT. IM SURE U DONT REMEMBER ME, ITS BEEN A WHILE. MY SISTERS AND I WERE GONNA SEE YOU AT THE MICHIGAN SHOW THAT YOU WERE NOT AT. ANYWAYS WE HOPE YOU COME BACK TO DETROIT SOON SO WE CAN CHILL WITH U GUYS AGAIN, REMEMBER???

~*JENNY*~

*Derek - hey babe! Thanks for the info! :) Man; I'm so excited about the concert.. It'll be my first concert of y'alls. Me and some of my girlfriends have already made plans to stay the weekend in Dallas for the show. It's going to be awesome! Well, it sounds like you've been having a kick ass time these past couple of days! I'm glad you're having fun and the show in Columbia sounded crazy.. haha! I know you think Milliwakee was amazing; just wait till you see the one in Dallas. I can't promise you what everyone else will be like but I know we'll make it worth it - hehe! :) I'm out; I gotta finish getting ready to go to the movies.. I'm watching Spiderman 2. Love y'all, Cass*

hey guys:

i don't know if yall are drag racing fans but i'm a huge fan of NHRA drag racing and i was watching it on sunday and racer died after a bad crash with is dragster it was really sad. I'm a Larry Dixon fan and he races the Miller Lite Dragster. NEWays just thought i'd share one of my fav. hobbies w/yall. look foward to seeing yall next month in Dallas and also remembered that my friend is coming back from Kuwait(probaly spelt wrong) she's been gone for a year next month and i look foward to seeing since we haven't talked in so long (she's in the Air Force). alright this is my last post for the day maybe. yall rock my socks.

a fan named nancy-111th post i think-6-30-04.

im gonna see spiderman 2... not today but tommorrow becasue my dad will be home from north carolina but its all good
well ttyl okie!!!! bye lol

*Derek, hey again! Haha! :) I just got back from watching Spiderman 2.. it was good! Well, I'm just writing again because I forgot to ask you something about the concert in Dallas. Is it an all ages show or what because I won't be 17 for another three months or so; I just didn't want it to be 18+ or something. Well, later.. hope y'all are having a good day and all! Love y'all, Cass*

Hey Derek, ur welcome for the necklace, Im glad u liked it... Sorry I couldnt stick around longer, it wouldve been nice to hang out some more but I had a two hour drive home and it looked like u had alot of people waiting for u, but it was a nice nite, the show was really amazing and I got to hand out with Sean and Strata for a long time so it was good... I know u guys are gonna be out for awhile but as soon as ur back Ill be there :) keep writing, Ill miss ya babe... good luck and stay safe
*Sarah*
-Chicago

OH Derek, one more thing... u spelled my name *Sara*, u forgot the H, that angers me when people do that but i guess ur special so i might be able to forgive u, hehe... Im just teasin babe... have fun
*Sarah*
-Chicago

Hey SES!

OMG, jus got done watch'n my new job, Lauren...She's a handful from HELL...And I realized somthing, when sumbody gets close to my neck it like sends chills and I get a MAD case of the laughs, totally weird I know, but she like attacked me for the remote, and she like got close to my neck and I about DIED..for some odd reason I thought of yall..*WHO KNOWS*..Ok well i'm like T-Totally tired and I think i'm gonna go check sum e-mail..LUV ALL 3 OF YALL LIKE NOBODYS BIZ..

Ryan-ur a dead sexy stud, I think i'm gonna go as your bitch for Halloween~..Luv ya man

Derek-Hey man, wat's up, quit break'n shit on ur drums..Luv ya man

Sean-keep them vocal cords in top shape for whenever I come see yall!..Luv ya man

...::-*ALWAYZ*-::...

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

Sarah M.---->..Gawd a Mighty I was jus shit'n around about that joke cuz I saw it on Chappelle show and it ROCKED*...And we all need to quit talk'n about Bush on here, ppl r get'n to pissy..ToodleS

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

P.S-On the thing about how could you not like Bush you don't even know him, How could you like him if you don't even know him, you don't know wat he thinks...he's a effin LOON..ok that was my last Bush comment I would jus like to add!~..PEACE

Ya, I agree with the people who said that they are sick of hearing all you little teeny boppers rave about how hot SES is. It personally annoys the hell out of me. You people act like you've never seen a good looking person before. The talent is what you should be looking at. It's ok if you wanna talk about how hot Britney Spears is or something because she has no talent, so what else would you talk about when her name comes up? Or you can also talk about how hot Ryan's bass is because that thing rocks my block. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

wow Sarah, you lied once again! you said you were never coming here again, yet you made another post. you prove yourself that your a liar. wow. and KAYLA top fuckin posting one thing a million times! Derek said he doesnt like it, and neither do that people who read tese comments. so just shut the fuck up!

Hey on July 4th its gonna be really tough for me because i had my two best friends die last year on July 4. i just wanted to let you, derek, sean, and ryan, know that im gonna be listening to your CD because it always helps me out in a bad time! thanks! i love you guys so much!! rock on
>Stephny<

Hey Derek!! Omg everything broke on u!! how sad.. but at least u laughed..So what are yall gunna do for 4th of July? im goin to Warped tour!!! YAY!! then im gunna shoot off fireworks!! sounds fun huh!! Man i want u guys to come bak to Vegas!! that Show was sooo awsome!! WEll i have to go :( Derek Can u pleez GIVE ME A SHOUTOUT!!!! Please! ill be sooooo happi!! WEll Take care and ROCK ON!!! Bye!!
-Brittani T. **#1 SES fan in Las Vegas**

*Hey Ya'llz*

Me and Johnta broke up!...HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! lol..ohh welll!!

Anyway..I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!! I wanna see ya live again...TOO LATE!! lol

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Meghan, you are such a pimp. Only 7 more days till I see SOTY at Warped! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

HEY DEREK CAN YOU PUT ME IN YOUR SHOUT OUTS JUST SO I CAN FEEL SPECIAL lol...oh and i have a joke for you, How do you get a tissue to dance?...put a little Boogie in it! hahaha i know its corney but funny! and you guys kick ass in concert! i saw you a couple weeks ago at Club Tundra and we met behind a stripclub haha!

->Amanda R.

ok, i'd like to say...thankx to Nancy..atleast someone c's my point of view...and to Chelsi...i knew it was a joke...i was sayin y it wasnt funny...and what do u mean how can i like him i dont know him, i never said i liked him...i just said he was doin out country good..well i g2g...any other comments? (not sarcasticly, calm down...) i just like to get a republican's opinion out in the open, instead of everyone democrat bein able to talk...u dont c things on the news about a republican's point of view..so i was just tryin to fill people in...well not i really g2g.. p3ac3 out! behold the power of cheese..sharpies rock!

~slow~ from king and queen (the sticks), va
\m/ SES rox! \m/

hehehe i want to make some shout outs

*Chelsi, Melissa, and Jade thanks for agreeing with me. but i think we should just ignore her. with all the posts we have made about her, i think people get the idea about her. now we can just ignore her and talk about something more important, like hmm.....SMILE EMPTY SOUL! good idea, huh? hehe :)

*Carri, it depends where the concert is at. like if its at the House of Blues, they have metal detectors and shit. if its at a club, they usually dont check. but it all depends on the venue. hope that helps. oh heres a tip, if they dont let cameras in, you can sneak one in by putting a rubberband on your ankle and put the camera in there, so it will be under your jeans.

*Brody, i soo totally agree with you on that!
*Stefani, i saw that too! hehehe
*Amanda Rushing, i like your joke, thats funny.
*Tiffany, dude i am so excited for you! only one more day to go! and that thing about Britney Spears, i totally agree!
*Melissa, yeah i think emailing would be better coz i dont wanna take up all the space on here.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Leave Kayla alone! And I'm not leaving! I love ses and I'm not forgetting them CHELSI! I don't care what you all think about me... I love this band and I'm going to support them. I don't have to be a part of a site to love ses, I have email addresses that I can talk to them through. I don't care about those who hate me... I know who my real friends are... Mike IS real.. or would you all like to talk to my mother? Because she has had it with all this bashing me all the time. Mike doesn't have cancer... he's okay... and we are very happy. That's all I care about. I'll be sure to let SES know that I love their music and I support them 1000000000000000000 %
-Sarah-

Jade..look i would really apprectiate it if you would just keep your fucking mouth shut!!and keep your comments to yourself!..if Derek doesnt like it then why hasent he told me??..and why dont u try taking some of your own damn advice and SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!..if you dont like my posts then DONT FUCKING READ THE SHIT!!!!..duh!!!..

Sarah thanx soo much..you're awesome..

Stephny..im really srry to hear about your friends..try to keep your head high for the 4th of july and try to have a good time and just remember how much fun yall used to have!..

Derek Sean and Ryan..i love you guys..and yall rock!

\m/::Kayla BABE::\m/

can we go one entry with out any problems?? i <3 yall and want the journal to continue so if u have a problem with someones post just email them...id be alot easier and SES wouldn't have to read it.

You're welcome Kayla! No one should be mistreated on here. I'm with Whitney... if anyone else has something not SES related, please take it to email... they shouldn't have to read this shit. Anyone wants to talk on yahoo my sn xo_nowhere_kids_xo and that's email too. I guess I'll be seeing yall around!
I LOVE YOU SES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-sarah-

haha... my addy isn't real.. hehe oh... i crack myself up!

SMILE EMPTY SOULD... YOU EFFIN ROCK MY SOCKS! KEEP ROCKIN AND REMEMBER WE ALL LOVE YOU! MAKE MORE ENTRIS! TELL RYAN TO GET HIS ASS ON HERE! I EMAILED HIM THE OTHER DAY AND HE NEVER GETS ON HERE! TELL HIM I'LL KICK HIS ASS IF HE DOESN'T GET ON HERE!!!
HEHE...

I *wuv* you guys!
*hugs and kisses*
(youngster)

Hi Kayla. um,what Jade said might not have been the nicest way but Derek said so himself to stop posting the same thing over and over.

May 23, 2004
do all good things come to an end??

OH YA ONE LAST THING, RIGHT THINGS ONCE OR TWICE, I DONT LIKE SCROLLING DOWN A MILLION LINES OF THE SAME THING, I KNOW YOU MEAN WELL BUT A FEW IS SUFFICIANT

theres your proof for ya. and can we please stop the fightig? just ignore people if they bother you or email them.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

I GOT A JOKE

THIS BAKER WAS PUTTING 2 MUFFINS IN THE OVEN AND RIGHT BEFORE THEY WERE DONE BAKING ONE MUFFIN TURNS TO THE OTHER MUFFIN AND SAYS HEY MAN WHATS UP
THE OTHER MUFFIN SAYS HOLY SHIT A TALKIN MUFFIN

MAN I DONT KNOW IF YOU EVER READ MY NOTES. I AM SURE YOU DO BUT I JUST DONT CATCH YOUR ATTENTION ENOUGH FOR YOU TO SAY SOMETHING BACK TO ME. I JUST WISH I WOULD KNOW IF YALL WERE GOING TO SING MY SONG. I HAVE SO MUCH FUN AT YOUR CONCERTS, WELL MY FRIEND AND I DO. NEXT WEEKEND WE WILL BE RIGHT UP FRONT WITH BEERS IN OURS HAND AND JAMMING TO YOUR MUSIC. IF YOU DONT PLAY WITH THIS KNIFE I WILL FORGIVE YOU. WELL I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS NEXT WEEKEND. THE BAND ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~*~*~*~I love you guys~*~*~*~*~.
Will you please please please please do something for me. At your concert in Texas on July 9th please sing With this knife. That is my favorite song And Sean promised me that he would sing it when yall came back to Austin. My friend and i wont be able to make the Austin Show cause of work. We are really big fans, we spent like 800 bucks to fly to see you in Vegas. Not complaining cause it was worth it and i would do it again. I dont know what it is that draws me to your band, but i have never loved a band so much as i do yours. I have seen you guys like 5 times this year i think. Every show gets better. I am sure that the one on July 9th will rock cause the place is small. I know for one thing that my friend and i are going to get freaking close. I just hope that we can bring cameras. Do yall mind if we take pics? I dont want to if you dont want them taken. Well even if you dont sing my song that is ok. But it would be really awesome cause the guy that makes me feel what that song is about will be there. Neways you guys KICK ASS!!!!!!!!!! I love you Sean. I love the rest of the band too!!!! Oh and yes i bought the Spider man 2 CD the day it came out cause yall where on it just like the Punisher CD.

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA
HAPPY CANADA DAY HAPPY CANADA DAY HAPPY CANADA DAY

HEY DEREK!
WELL,...WHAT DO YOU KNOW,...IM HERE GETTING READY FOR A PARTY BECAUSE TOMMORROW,...JULY THE 1ST IS CANADA DAY!!!! HAPPY CANADA DAY DEREK!!!!I WAS KINDA WONDERING SOMETHING ASWELL,...WHEN YOUR DRIVING DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC,...OR MUSIC FROM OTHER BANDS OR WHATEVER? AND YEA,...THAT SUCKS THAT SOME OF YOUR PLAYING TOOLS GOT BUSTED! MUCH LOVES AND CHEERS,....FROM THE #1 CANADIAN FAN:
EMILIA CISNEROS

P.S: HAPPY CANADA DAY PIX!!!

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA
HAPPY CANADA DAY HAPPY CANADA DAY HAPPY CANADA DAY

Can people please stop giving orders to the band i.e.- Please give me a shoutout or I'll cry and please e-mail me because you never answer me and all that crap. You guys act like SES owes you something. To a certain extent they do, which is why they continually write journal entries and talks to us through here and at the shows and that never seems to be enough for you guys. I think you guys need to focus on what they DO do for us and not what they don't. They're only human and can't do everything everyone wants them too. I'm sorry, but I'm just sick of everyone wanting more when most bands do a lot less.

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! everything is indeed nigger and better in texas. one of these days i better get a shout out. nah j/k. you're a busy man. my niece was finally born!!!!!!! anyone that wants to see pics go to
www.ladycove.com/lyn1
it's something that my mom did.
anyway, one of these days i'll manage to get to a show. probably after i get my license.
that's awesome about you guys making sure that brian got some love too. drummers don't ever get enough love so extra love to you!!!!!!

I love you guys SO much. you completly rock!!!!!!! I think when i go get my tattoo done i'll use some of your lyrics if that's ok.
Anyway i gotta go
MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHH LOVE!!!
LeAnn (from texas)

OMG i totally bigger instead of nigger. big whoops!!!!!!!!! sorry bout that

LeAnn

Hannah: www.letssingit.com has the lyrics to "Who I Am"

OO my gosh guyz, I luv Mr. Slave off South Park!..WE SHALL ALL GET ALONG N HERE PPL..William Hong, u gotta luv him, even though he gets ON MY NERVES..haha..ok I don't have ne good jokes, so sry..Derek, Ryan, n Sean, I jus jammed out while I was shavin my legs, OO MAN, I about cut my ankle off when it was on this one part on Radio in a Hole, lol..K bye SeS, luv ya bunches

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

Tiff*..DOOD HAVE FUN WHEN U MEET AARON, jus thought i'd tell u that since that is SO DAMN KOOL!..Luv ya gurl

Michele*..UR THE BOMB

ok bye bye now

and I said that to those ppl cuz my mom deleted my aim majob, so don't have a cow and gripe about me not IM'n them..luv ya

Hey i am kinda new to checkin out this web site. I totally love you guys but the sad thing is i really want to see you guys in concert. I live in oregon i would love to see you come up here. i go to cali a lot but miss you guys by a few days. if you could email me and let me know maybe if you guys ever do come up here. devoe12376@aol.com
thank you
devon

Hey Derek, Im so bored (work sucks and the last 15 min drag on for eternity!) So i decided to bother u again... I was just talking to Jessica (the girl i was with in Milwaukee) and she said she is so amazed how awesome u look on stage... I love the way u look when u play, its like ur the only one up there, it looks like a good feeling... Im gonna learn how to play guitar, wish me luck cuz I have absolutely no talent, its gonna be some funny stuff to watch... oh hey! I just made myself another one of those necklaces that I gave u cuz i miss it, hehe, so now we match (but only special people get one so be honored, lol) Well Im gonna get out of here early... u can catch me later... have fun and stay safe! Much love
*Sarah*
-Chicago

Yeah Tiff is right!! And they cant change the songs for the concert!! They play what they play!!...DEAL WITH IT!!

Anyway...LOVE YOU SMILE!!! =) I dont know what I would do without yall'z music!! OW OW!!

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Okay, my turn for a STUPID MESSAGE---bought both soundtracks today, guys! Not on sale, either. You are amazing, and we're so proud. Now, to everyone else, knock it off with the political pontificating! It's making me nauseous, honestly! This is a (HELLO!) BAND FAN SITE!!! Love all you SES fans. Keep on Rockin'! Guys, can't wait until July 16th. What a night that will be!!! All our guys together - awesome. Don't be ticked at me, Der, it needed to be said again about the policital crap.

Yes, it did, Denise! You go! Word to yo motha. Goin to the Dodger game tomorrow, woot woot! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

http://profile.myspace.com/users/4252703
^^ I got a picture of me wearing my SES shirt!! CH-CH-CHECK IT OUT!! lol... =)

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!
AIM~> SmilEmSoul

why do u(derek) call urself (derek...derek...pogen) what's pogen?

omg i dunno what the point of writing this is being so far down lol but wow my day was pretty crappy actually and im sad :( cause my grandma had to go to the doc and shes already blind in one eye and had to get alot of surgerys on it and now in her other eye the goood one! she going blind in it really fast cause somethins wrong with her retina! so i gotta go see her but wow! i just need a goos ses show! i tell ya what its makin me mad i want you to come to michigan sooner!! really bad!!!! i love you guys sooooooooooo much!!! its not even funny! ugh wow are you even freakin readin this?! wow i think this is like the first journal ive done where im not freakin out in some outragiously good mood! lol o well k well i guess ill go an listen to none other than...YOU! ok well bye bye
~stacey~ I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!

hi michelle..i didnt see when Derek had sid that..

Derek im srry for doin that..if i would have saw when u wrote that i would have stopped..but now i know so its done w/ =)!!

Jamie!!!..you are soo the best ever!!!..FUSE!!!..damn those producers!!..lol..ur the crap..w/o the smell!!...lol

Sean Derek Ryan!..you guys rock..i love yall!..keep doin yalls thing..yall are doing an awesome job!!...oh and i heard who i am..and it was kick @$$!!!...love yall!!

ur #1 fan in Cp..
\m/::Kayla BABE::\m/

\m/SES FOREVER\m/

Hey.
I thought that it would be a good idea to ask you guys this mainly b/c you tour and shit. Last May my friend Brittni and I went to a gc concert and we tried to get noticed but, of course, it didnt work. So, if we were to flash the band would we get attention? Cause we're going to warped and we want to get notced this time around......Damn SES needs to be there to witness this phenomen............

Just wanted to say a small hello to you guys. So, hello. Derek, if you see FAREINHEIT 9/11 be sure to write about it and let us know how it is. It's not playing around here, but I'm leaving town so hopefully it'll be playing at the beach somewhere. My sister and I wanted to come to TN and see you guys before you stop touring for a bit, but we're going on the coast (of NC), so completly opposite ways. =/ Hope you guys are having a great summer so far.

Brittany
(from North Carolina)

DEREK...could you please let us know what a pogen is??..lol

SEAN...can u please let me and Jamie know what the MRA is??..cuz we are like totally dieing to know!!..lol

RYAN..please leave another message for us!!..cuz i laughed myself out of my chair when u were watching the fresh prince!..lol

all three of you guys rock!..i cant wait until the next album..i hope i can relate to it as much as i could to this one!..yalls music has helped me out soo much through all of my problems when i was a cutter!..mainly "with this knife"..and thanx to yalls music..ive stopped cutting =)!!..i love all of you!!..

ur #1 fan in Cp..

\m/::Kayla BABE::\m/

\m/ SmiLe EmpTy SouL FOREVER \m/

p.s..i would really love it if yall woud e-mail me..pimpprincess1341@yahoo.com <=== exuse the email addy ive had it since 5th grade!..lol..
or yall can IM me is yall have aim..FireFairy016 or SESbabe2710!..ne one else yall can IM me or email me if yall wanna..JAMIE DID!!..lol

~~~i love SES~~~

hey derek sean and ryan whats up dude's yeah well how are you guys i was gonna go see spider man 2 but the tickets were sold out so yeah but tiffany calm down dude yes they have done alot for us i agree with you so yeah well derek sean aND RYAN you guys be safe and careful i love you derek sean ryan love your biggest die hard fan from tx melissa SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

~*KAYLA BABE*~ U FUKEN ROCK, MY BITCH!!!!... I DID THE SAME SHIT 2 BUT I DIDNT KNO IT ANNOYS DEREK EITHER. SERIOUSLY, PPL SHOULD JUST CHILLAXX CUZ ITS NOT A BIG DEAL.. IF U GET ALL WORKED UP OVER THAT UR TOTALLY BRAINDAMAGED!!! JADE R U TRYIN 2 GET LOCO WITH ME?? HAHHAA UMM, TAKE THAT TAMPON OUT OF UR ASS & FUCK U!!!!

~*ALLY*~ AKA ^ALLY-GATOR^ HHAHA DID U IM ME LAST NITE???HIT ME UP WHEN U CAN... PROJEKT HOST IS THE SHIZNIZ!!

COUNTDOWN- 9 MORE DAYS!!! I'VE ONLY SEEN YALL ONCE @BUZZFEST & I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EARS U WERE AMAZIN...ANYWHO ANYWHO I GOTTA BOUNCE BUT I LUV SES W/ ALL MY <3!!! O YEA DEREK MY SIS LOOKS UP 2 U, SHE THINKS UR THE BESTEST DRUMMER EVR!

KEEP COOL, MY BABIES
~*ARI*~

~*KAYLA BABE*~ U FUKEN ROCK, MY BITCH!!!!... I DID THE SAME SHIT 2 BUT I DIDNT KNO IT ANNOYS DEREK EITHER. SERIOUSLY, PPL SHOULD JUST CHILLAXX CUZ ITS NOT A BIG DEAL.. IF U GET ALL WORKED UP OVER THAT UR TOTALLY BRAINDAMAGED!!! JADE R U TRYIN 2 GET LOCO WITH ME?? HAHHAA UMM, TAKE THAT TAMPON OUT OF UR ASS & FUCK U!!!!

~*ALLY*~ AKA ^ALLY-GATOR^ HHAHA DID U IM ME LAST NITE???HIT ME UP WHEN U CAN... PROJEKT HOST IS THE SHIZNIZ!!

COUNTDOWN- 9 MORE DAYS!!! I'VE ONLY SEEN YALL ONCE @BUZZFEST & I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EARS U WERE AMAZIN...ANYWHO ANYWHO I GOTTA BOUNCE BUT I LUV SES W/ ALL MY <3!!! O YEA DEREK MY SIS LOOKS UP 2 U, SHE THINKS UR THE BESTEST DRUMMER EVR!

KEEP COOL, MY BABIES
~*ARI*~

Katie..i think you would definately get notcied if yall woudl do that..but for a fucked up reason..oh and another thing..thats kinda wrong..ur gunna go on the SES board and not go to their concert but ask for advice for another concert!..dude..thats messed up..like really!..but its none of my business so i'll just stop..=)..

i love SES always!!\m/

::Kayla BABE::\m/

~*~ARIANE~*~..DUDE!!..MUH NIGGA!!..UR THE SHIT!!..NICE SHOUT OUT TO JADE..I THINK SHE REALLY REALLY NEEDED TO HEAR THAT..LOL..U DA SHIT MAN..BUT W/O THE SMELL!!

i love SES!

::Kayla BABE::\m/

i know i post way too much on here..srry =)

Yes, you do post way too much and Melissa, I'm very calm. And people who flash people to get attention are gay. It's not worth it just to meet a band, especially a poser punk band like Good Charlotte whose singer likes to rape little 16 year olds like Hilary Duff. Wow, I am such a ball of sunshine tonight, huh? Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west...

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

derek, derek, derek~
hey hey! i'm so pysched you guys are playing the Pound in San Francisco. thats my favorite venue cuz its small and an awesome place to see people. i can't wait to see you all again. so i'm still wondering why Sean never posts a journal. you would make my day (or week...maybe even year) if i got a special shout out from sean.
anyways...you rock with all your cool/lame jokes. again...can't wait to see you on the 19th in SF...make sure the show is extra awesome. hopefully i'll bring more friends this time.
love you all!

howdy boys! Santa Clarita native here! but its kinda a boring place dont know if i should be proud of this... but yeah Sean!! u probley dont member me but this is worth a shot um im ur nighboor im ashlee kanouse and my brother sean kanouse u guys were buddies i only talked to u liek 4 times but hey u might member lol well im glad to see how well u guys are doing and come back to Santa Clarita some time that would be swell! oh yeah i love the new song on the spider-man 2 soundtrack :D love u boys!

- What up?
Samantha S. here, reporting for duty! ( Hehe, "doodie." )

I just got back from watching the movie Spider-Man II! It was UBER. Just totally sweet ASS, man! Love love love love. Though, I found it a little stupid how they made him lose his powers a bit [ that doesn't spoil anything if you're reading this and haven't seen it yet ]. You know why they did that, don't you? It's because people were complaining about how his webbing came out of his flesh and how there could be no tension in a battle if he ran out of it... 'CAUSE HE COULDN'T RUN OUT OF IT for he doesn't make it himself in the movies.

O'well, even with the webbing coming out of his flesh, the movie still is so totally uber! Infact, it was AWESOME. I can't wait until the third one comes out...

You know, Derek, I wouldn't have noticed that your stuff broke in Columbia if you hadn't of said anything. I mean, I noticed that guy ( I'm guessing he was a roadie ) back there with you a lot, but I thought nothing of it! Pffft, SILLY GOOSE.

Hehehe! Have you seen BadDER Santa? It's hilarious... Old School is awesome, too. I saw that one in theaters a long time ago and again on TV the other day. :P OH! And you know how I said I was going to watch Along Came Polly? Yeah, well I did, and I only laughed about once. That movie kind of sucks in my opinion...

Anywho, enough about movies! What up, my Smile buddies? ( That comment right there means I'm bored! ) Oh hey, since my friend and I were just talking about it, I thought I'd ask: What'd Sean do with the drawing I gave him? And what'd you do with all the rest, Derek? Me and my friends that came to the concert with my person ( HAHA look, I used olde english ) are curious. They think it's just so awesome that you three accepted them and loved them. But of course, I think that, too!

Gwar! So guess what. I bought two new shirts today... One of which has a picture of a poisonous mushroom from the Mario video game series on it that states "Game over" below it. The other shirt has a picture of a pony from the My Little Pony TV show that states "I love My Little Pony" beneath it. It's quite cute. Though YOU wouldn't think so 'cause you're a boy, Derek! :P And we all know boys don't like or ever watched My Little Pony!! They watched things like He-Man... and they also loved She-Ra since she was "hot!" Hehehehe! Picking on you is fun, Derek. HAHAHA. Love love love love...

So uhhhhm. This is a long post, isn't it? I hope you don't mind... I love making long posts; they're fun! Okay, well, I should