Smile Empty Soul

spiderman 2 KICKED ASS!!

whoop! first post!! cops suck! lol and we almost stayed in a hampton inn when we were stoping on vacation... glad we didnt! hehe!

SPIDER MAN SOUNDTRACK = SWEEEEET! i bought it 2 days ago! woot woot

well im out, *rock on*

\m/

//Ashley//

SHOOT, SOMEONE GOT IT BEFORE ME :-( LOL

hey thats a pretty good story i have a good one for you. Out were i live there isnt a whole lot of things to do but goof off. So i used my brothers paintball gun to do a lil tree painting. well the one car that drove by just happend to be the neighbors PO. boy was he pissed....... yeah hotel workers are ass holes. I do a lil bit of traveling for motocross stuff and we stay with the riders and well they can get a lil out of control we have been booted from our rooms a few times. not to much fun. well have a good show

5th comment baby!! woo hoo!!!ryan..i'll do u that favor and i'll never stay at a hampton inn..lol..i would really love to stay and talk but i have band rehersal for TOMORROW!! and then im goin to allie's house!!...ryan...u rock!!!..derek ur awesome!!..sean..u are the gretest!!!

--i love SES\m/--

\m/::Kayla BABE::\m/

KICK ASS!!! THAT F*CKING HILARIOUS!!!! =) I am gunna go try to get kicked out of there!! lol...thats great!!!

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!!

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL SO MUCH HO'Z!! lol... =)

Hey ryan wuts goin on! I love the spiderman 2 soundtrack! who i am kicks ass! Thats so fucked up that the cops kicked u out of ur hotel! Well i at least hope that u had fun when u went paintballing! I hope that besisdes that incident that u guys are having a great time! I love ya guys! U r the shit!

~jamie~

hey all..umm..thats crazy story Ryan...im gunna take u advice..and never stay there..ill just stay at the Holidae Inn..with all my peeps..and u can bring 4 of ur friends..lol..ok..im done..lol..i havent seen spiderman 2..but i cant wait to see it..and i will definately check out the cd..newho im outs..PeAcE

Stephanie a.K.a Munch

HEY DEREK, RYAN, AND SEAN! I SAW YOUR SHOW IN COLUMBIA AT THE BLUE NOTE..IT WAS AWESOME! JUST LIKE YOUR LAST TWO SHOWS THAT I SEEN THERE..SEAN, I JUST WANTED TO APOLOGIZE. I THINK ME AND MY FRIEND MADE YOU MAD AFTER THE SHOW AT THE SIGNING THINGY..WE WERE JUST REALLY EXCITED CUZ WE ACTUALLY HAD A CAMERA THIS TIME AND WE WERE GONNA GET PICTURES W/ YOU..WE DIDNT MEAN TO ANNOY YOU OR PISS YOU OFF..WELL WHATEVER WE DID..WE'RE REALLY SORRY..DONT HATE US..WE STILL LOVE YOU!!..ANYWAYS..DEREK..:D..I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH..YOUR THE SWEETEST PERSON I'VE EVER MET!..I DONT KNOW IF YOU REMEMBER US OR NOT..BUT WE WERE TOTALLY IN SHOCK..LOL..MY (SHORT) FRIEND BAILEY'S BIRTHDAY WAS THAT NITE..SHE JUST TURNED 15..AND SHE GOT A PICTURE W/ YOU..THAT WAS PROBABLY THE BEST BIRTHDAY SHE'LL EVER HAVE..LOL..SHE'S MADLY IN LOVE W/ YOU..HEHE..(WHO ISNT)..BUT YEAH...AND RYAN! YOUR AWESOME! I GOT A PICTURE W/ ME NEXT TO YOU..I WAS SOOOO EXCITED!..WE SAW YOU OUTSIDE BEFORE STRATA STARTED AND WE WERE GONNA TALK TO YOU BUT WE WERE TOO SHY AND YOU WERE TALKING TO TWO OTHER GIRLS..SO WE DECIDED TO WAIT OUR TURN..LOL..WELL I THINK I'M GONNA GO..JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND TELL YOU GUYS THAT YOUR SHOW ROCKED..I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER..LOVE YOU ALL!
-KELLE
P.S. LETS SEE HOW MANY SES FANS CAN GET KICKED OUT OF A HAMPTON INN!! COPS SUUUUUUCK!

Hampton Inn, huh? Hope you got to explain the situation. I'd have raised hell with that place. Don't we have one in the SCV? Too bad, guys, but */#} happens, right? Gotta keep your sense of humor! Hurry home, we miss you all! Hurry up, July 16th! XOX

hahaha...thats funny.

Hey guyz

Cops huh?..How funny--*--There haters..lol, welp have not alot to say so Bye, and MUCH L.U.V for all yall

-Chelsi LeighAnn-..yall r on a roll w/ the not waitin a week to reply thing..:)

hey what did Sean mean by "saturday" was dereks 'first' song?

PAINTBALL'N RULZ

Ok jus had to tell u that..BUH BYE

--*--I luv Smile Empty Soul--*--

They jus wanted to see yalls ass, so they made that up..lol..

-Chelsi LeighAnn-..last time i'm writin

Hey guys would totaly love to see you guys in concert You Need To Come To OREGON like way soon.

Hey wuts up! hey i have been trying to get silhouettes on the mtv2 rock countdown forever and i keep voting but i cant get it on! so i need everyones help! go on mtv.com and go to mtv2's rock countdown and vote for silhouettes as many times as u can!!!!

Ryan, Sean, and Derek- I love you guys! I hope that u have fun on the rest of your tour! and I promise i will never stay at the Hampton Inn!
c ya!

~jamie~

Finally i'm not at the end! that does suck about the cops and crap. you should have seduced the cops or something. j/k. i finally heard "Who I Am" and it kicks some hardcore ass. i'm serious, but we all knew it would. i'm gonna go out and buy the cd as soon as i get paid.

anyway i gotta go
much love to SES and all fellow fans

Number one fan here in Rednecksville, Texas!!!!!!!!
LeAnn

YOU GUYS ROCK SO HARD I LOVE THE NEW SONG ON THE SPIDER SOUNDTRACK >>>BUT YOU HAVE TO ANSWER MY QUESTION >>>>>>>>>>>>>PLEASE>>>>>>>>>>>DID YOU GUYS SEE OUR CHALK ART WORK OUT IN FRONT OF THE ORBIT ROOM IN GRAND RAPIDS MICHIGAN ON LIKE JUNE 6TH?????????????????I LOVE YOUR MUSIC COME TO MICHIGAN AGAIN SOON
ROCK ON
KAYLEIGH

Hey Ryan! Haven't heard from you in a while. :)

Man, that sucks you guys got kicked out. Sometimes cops can be really retarded. Other times, though, they can be cool.

I guess you learned your lesson, though, right? As you said, never stay at a Hampton Inn. I don't think I have, but I'll keep that in mind next time I travel.

Rock on.

-Shannon-

RYAN!!!!! what's up. it's about time you write. at least you get up off your ass to talk to some loving fans unlike sean. what's up with that? you and derek talk to fans while he just sits around? whatever. this is hannah again. dude i got the spiderman 2 soundtrack, Who I am KICKS ASS!!! seriously, and i can totally relate to it. i think i figured out the lyrics, no one has the 'official lyrics' so i hope i got them.

i can't wait for cherry poptart to get back here. me and our drummer have been getting together to work. when she gets back we are jumping right on to getting the band all started up. we are working really hard, and hopefully we'll be noticed so we can tour with you guys. that would rock.

You still have to come by spokane, wa sometime. and hopefully i'll be able to make it down to Cali to see ya perform one more time before you go into the studio again.

the same favors as last time; Derek, could you acknowledge the fact Tawnya(Cherry Poptart) thinks you're MAD SEXY, and sean, what kind of guitar do you play?

off track a little, but how are you guys doing? your first major tour is coming to an end. i hope that you guys aren't too tired yet. i'm going to try to make it down to one of your last shows, so if it doesn't kiss ass, i'm gonna have to kick yours! ha ha ha. but yeah....k.

i would like to thank all of you as well. your music and the lyrics helped me come out of a tight spot again. i had a terriable episode of depression for no reason, and let's just say i did some real stupid stuff. at one point i almost ended everything. i locked myself in my room at that point and blasted whatever was in my sterio to drain out my screams. but your cd was in the sterio. i was screaming and not paying attention and almost reached for what would have ended my life, but then the chorus of Bottom of a Bottle came on. i stopped and sat down and cried. i realized what i was doing. i remmbered my dream too; to meet you and ryan and sean, to talk with you guys, to play and tour with you. then i though about the effects of what would happen if i died. you guys literally saved my life. thank you so much.

alright, that pretty much wraps up all that i wanted to say for now. later to the rockin' lemon heads!

Hannah
ps: it would be great if you could check out my website (http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=i_am_a_kennedy_to_the_end), or e-mail me at master_beast9000@hotmail.com , that way i could talk to you guys more often. love to all!

hey!!! WEll ill keep that in mind to never stay at the hampton inn...You guys went paintballin.. oh wow thats soo awsome..My step cousins dad invented the painball but hes a major jerk.. i mean he gave my cousin a 1000 dollar check for his graduation and wen he went to cash it in it bounced!! WEll ne ways!! im gunna say it again!! im goin to warped tour!! for 4th of July!! :) im soo happi bout that.. and i cant wait till i get the spiderman 2 sndtrk!! i have the punisher sndtrk and ur guyses song kiks ass! WEll derek CAN U PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUTOUT!! ill be soo happi!!! well i have to go... Rock on!!
-Brittani **#1 SES fan in Vegas**

Man Ryan that sucks that the cops kicked you out. At least you guys had some fun, paintballs, hmm I've never done that before. I'm going to pick up the Spiderman soundtrack sometime soon. You guys have fun on the rest of your tour. I'll see you guys in Memphis on the 3rd.

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Ewwww Ryan, Derek, n Sean..I'm ready for this weekend, my cousin Amanda is gonna get me and Kelb'z WASTED..and it's 4th of July, ne thing could happen..haha, I told u this joke like a long time ago, but i'm tell'n ya again

Wat happened to the wooden car, with the wooden wheels, and the wooden engine...it wooden go...hahahaha..I know, it's histarical

Ok well, I LUV SES..and I luv Napolean Dynamite, and that boost phone commercial where that old black lady says "where u at?" and this other one says "i'm in Fabulous's fly ride get'n my freak on" and the lady says "ew, break me off a piece a that"..ok BYE BYE, ((for now))

-Chelsi LeighAnn-..*Like my name?*..LoL

HaHa, me and my FRIEND Kelb'z..ok bye

Sup guys...I know you couldn't possibly remember EVERYone who gets to chill with you guys on your bus... but its Mallory, from the portland ME concert... ( I came with nick, sean's friend from way back, I guess) Anyways... I wanted to say a lil somethin'... HAMPTON INN does suck! : ) I used to work there.. and well... they can kiss my ass for all I care.. but whatever... you guys were just havin a good time rite? yeah umm, I just wanted to say that we all had fantabulous time chillin with you guys that night, and even though I definately think I made a total ass of myself (what else is new) We're all Really psyched to have you guys get back up here... Oh and Ryan? We definately hafta do a full body tattoo on devan next time...with COLORED sharpies! : ) YAY! thanks again, have a lil fun for me! ~Mal ::cough:Fuck_Bush:cough::

hey guys whats up? not much in this boring ass town...I'm tryin 2 get my mom 2 let me go 2 the new orleans concert in july...hopefully i can go...do u guys know when the tickets r going on sale and where? newho...i'm bored...u guys kick ass...keep rocking...i'm out like a fat chick at a softball game

HEY MAN! I EMAILED YOU! HOW YOU DOIN THESE DAYS DUDE? WE NEVER HEAR FROM YOUR TAIL ANYMORE! WE MISS YOU DUDE! YOU'RE THE COOLEST! COME ON HERE MORE OFTEN!! AND CHECK YOUR HOTMAIL! PLEASE!!!
I WUV YOU MAN! *HUGS*

SES KICKS BOOTY!
-Sarah

That's bull shit that they kicked you guys out. They should of at least heard you guys out. I don't travel much so I don't think i'm gonna be staying in Hampton Inn.
What happend to Sean? I thought he made a New Year's resolution to write in the journal more.

Elise

hey derek sean and ryan aahh fresh new air of smile empty souls man ryan i know what you me i've stayed their before me and my sis they said we were coming in real roudy ok we barely got in and that were very rude to the people ok people just push you without saying excuse me whatever yeah well im ssooo ssoo happy to here that you guys are doing good and man dude my lil sis she just got bitten by shit loads of ants those little small ones but they hurt yeah well those man i hope she doesnt get a fever well i've just need 3 dollars and i could go get the spiderman 2 cd hell yeah well ryan derek sean you guys be safe and have fun i love you guys alot ...love your biggest die hard fan from tx melissa love you lots derek sean and ryan!!!SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS !!!\m/ \m/ \m/

fucking cops they suck but one thing i've learn is when the cops ask you if they could come in without a warrant dont let them that was the biggest mistake i did was say um ok then they cause so much drama and i hate it when the neighbors come out like "oh my god whats going on " yeah well its ok ryan derek and sean love ya lots later ****melissa &%^ \m/ \m/

OMFG..SES has hotmail?..hook me up if they do, would ya PLZ..*..and thanx

XxX-I luv Smile Empty Soul-XxX

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

HA! omg that would suck but thats hilarious! omg if i ever go to a hampton inn ill moon everyone i see and give all the attitude i want cause now they suck! lol omg i wanna get the SM2 soundtrack! cause ur on it and you frickin rock! thats why!! wow ok well i dont want a million poeple to post them im like the 100th post so bye bye ~stacey!~
I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!
oh! is it ur whole band playin on the SM2 soundtrakc or just sean like the punisher? either way it obviously awesome!

oh yeah me and my sis one time we got the paintball guns but didnt have that much gear damn they fucking hurt we had bruses is that how you spell it sorry if its not but yeah but hey paintball kix ass dude for real !!!!!!!i love you smile empty soul !!!!kix nuts

hey ryan! dude that sucks that they kicked u out of the hotel room fuck the hampton inn.

WTF!! That's gay!! Some ppl are soo stupid and ignorant. Just like these one ppl i know that sells fireworks they were lightin some off tonight and the neighbors told them if they did it again they were gonna call the cops. It's like wtf its 4th of july weekend!! GRR!! Ppl like that make me mad just like people at taco bell!!
~*Sara*~

Hey guys sup, I'm from Chicago, I'm some kid who's forehead u signed on a recent show in early July in a street fest, not sure if u remember me, But anyways, i was just wonderin if if Sean is gonna come out with a Guitar Tab book soon or something, or like do u know a website wer i can find good tabs, yeh so far ive found sucky ones.....by the way you guys fucking rock!lol hope u guys read this, peace

SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU RYAN!!!!
hahaha... that is a funny story! so where did you end up staying the night at? LoL... that kinda sucks if it was in the middle of the night! but even if you didnt moon them, mooning is fun shit, i do it all the time, you do get in some trouble if you do it in a public building, and people do look at you funny..... personal experiance, so ya know =) have a fun few days!!! peace out!!

SES ROCKS!!
:::Amanda::: \m/

um :::Amanda::: i really liked what you had to say in the entry before this one and im going to try to post more like in one paragraph and i hope everything goes sweet from here on i love you lots derek sean and ryan and all ses fans later!!! \m/(^^)\m/

- What up?
Samantha S. here, reporting for duty! ( Hehe, "doodie." )

YAY Ryan wrote in!! That makes me uber happy. I like hearing things from you, Ryan! Though you're a LOSER for not giving me your e-mail address ( 'cause I KNOW you have one )! AHAHAHA. I guess you think that I'm a stupid little 14-year-old fan girl that would either BUG YOU or GIVE OUT your e-mail address to other people. But you're WRONG! I would NEVER do any of those things because I'm freakin' cool and you KNOW IT. O'well, WHATEVER, LOSER. YOU SUCK ahahaha! :P

Oh yeah, and thanks for asking ME for a hug at The Blue Note in Columbia, Missouri. It was great and made me feel SPECIAL! :) Meehehe...

Hmm... well I have nothing else to say because I said all I needed to in a post to the last journal entry. Yessa yessa! So I'll let you go now.

SEE YA!

thank you for the hug derek, at SUMMERFEST in MILWAUKEE it made me feel alot better after i didnt get a drumstick from you, you can ask my friend i almost started crying, yeah i sound like a baby at 17 yrs old.lol but i was just happy that i met you guys again. YOu guys played an amazing set, 4 of my friends that came with us didnt know you guys that well and well now you have 4 new fans! whoop whoop hehe. the next show I WILL be there and i better get a drumstick. hehe
STERIOGRAM OMG they were sooooo goood i loved them. man oh man hehe.
i am going to go! bye bye//cherry pie.
HERE IS A JOKE: why did the tomato blush??? he saw the SALAD DRESSING hahahahaha. yeahhh
love y'all!!! *muah*
OH SEAN AND DEREK THANKS FOR SIGNING MY CHEST!!!! lol
always and forever!
Jenn**

i got a funny story...last year at summerfest me and my best friend amalee adn her brother jake went and we stayed in a hotel the day before and well we lit off fireworks in the hotel room and we drank adn made a HUGEEEEE mess and we left before house keeping came in..haha it was funny.

Does Sean not like to write?

Does Sean not like to write?

hey dude, somethin's wrong with ur website thing , i think, i wrote my last message at like 11 somethin on July first and it says I wrote like at 5 am, either it's wrong or u guys like totally made this website in China or somethin..lol well....paz ima chek out spidy2 tomoro, yay. hotels suck, camp out man..lol

I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU SIGNED ONE RYAN!! YOU ROCK!!!

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

Eric---> The journal times are way, way off.
Hey I forgot to re-ask my question about if Derek has any pets. So Derek, do you? I swear I think you said do, but what the hell do I know.

~Kell~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Dave, I don't know if Sean doesn't "like to write", necessarily, but he says he's not good with computers...

And Elise, he did make a resolution to write in the journals more, but he's a LIAR! Bwuahahahaha!

Yeah okay, Derek and Ryan, you need to get Sean off his lazy ass this Sunday or Monday ( you guy's don't have any shows those days ) and have him write in the journal. Just like... a word or two. He could only type in "Hi" for all I care! It's just it'd make a lot of people happy. :P Many really look up to him and they wish he'd be as caring as you two and write in every once in a while, just to say "what the fucks up."

Of course, he doesn't HAVE to, but it would be nice... Besides, I'd like to know what the hell he did with that drawing I gave him! :P HINT HINT wink wink NUDGE NUDGE. 'Eh? 'EH?? :)

Heh heh, I'll really let you go this time...

SEE YA!

YOU SHOULD ASK FOR A REFUND!!! If some lame ass kicked me out of a hotel i would get my money back!!! See you guys in Dallas!!!

Tanya

hey i got the soundtrack and i was so pleased your guys song kicked ass and when i saw thats ean helped write it was also kool .i love the whole song and im so glde i got it the ony reason i did was because of you guys fom the mi o\i found out u where on it i wanted it .but anways i hope that you guy will tell me how i can start emailing you again ever time i do it always ge sent bek to me telling me the address is un available and ever time i ask you well u havent answered yet ut he sound track is kool and i hope you guys get that new cd out and work on it after yur tourn in july is over even tho i no u guys love to tour my band love to preform in front of crowds we just love the feeling and energy and love it all well ttul ......ryan im out like a fat kid in dodgball ;)

Hey you rock just thought I'd let you know. Tomorrow I am planning on spending half of my paycheck on you guys by buying the Spiderman 2 and Punisher soundtracks. I've been waiting hella long for this so now I'm going to be happy with the CD you will be happy with the support and then I will fall into depression when I realized I spent too much on CDs but I will listen to you on it and it will bring me up again. Crazy how shit works isn't it? Shout out sometime? .. haha j/k I don't care if you even know who I am because I know who you are and that you fucking rock hard core! Until the next post ...

A Peom:

from the dead
i'll chop off your head
hide under your bed
but sooner or later you'll be found dead

run and scream
but you can't hide
bloody knuckles
it'll be a hell of a fight

your outsides will be in
your insides will be out
there will be lots of pain
dont even doubt

you'll be sorry
for what you did
i'll take your soul
in return for him

don't try to scream
don't try to hide
give me an axe
your head will soon be mine

i put that peom on another day too, but oh well. NO, I'M NOT PLANNING ON KILLING ANYONE. dont be afraid...too much. LAMO. anyways, have fun doing what i want to do SES!!!! luv u guys!!! OH AND HI CAMERON AKA SHANNON!!!!! CALL ME!! YOUR BROTHER IS A HOTTIE...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Hey! u guyz rock! i love u guyz!!!haha i thought that this is funny,my dad works a hampton inn! lol! well anywayz, ur music is the best! i seen u guyz in concert in indiana with godsmack,breaking bejamin all alot of others but i thought u were AWESOME!! I loved it!!! It was my first concert too so! I wish u guyz could of played more tho!! it sucked cuz u guyz only played like 5 songs! but o-well it still kicked ass! Lol.. well im going to go! bye...

Love alwayz,
Victoria~

You guy's were off the chain in Atlanta. Glad to see the acoustic guitar out and put to some awesome use. I loved the set, I screamed my head off. I hope not to have a voice for a while and I still can't hear. Thanks.
john

**I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!**

hey Ryan! How the heck r ya? So they didn't believe you guys? that's crazy! I guess you really ARE being treated like "rock stars" now. That's the bad side of it I guess. And the impersonators and stalkers. Ah well. SOon u guys will need body guards! that sucks!
Anyway, thanks for keeping us informed. ONly a few more days till u will be home! Enjoy!
'
Love to all,
Denise

i just got back from the atlanta show, you guys were amazing!!! i had so much fun. the only bad part was when i went to take a pic of yall performing the security guard was like "no digital cameras" so i only got 2 pics of yall onstage:( oh well memories are better. :D
after that i got a pic w/ all of you. derek i like your rapping. haha well take care!

*Tabitha*

Dammit, every single time I'm at the Dodger game you guys post. #57 this time :( I'm never leaving my house again so I can be ready for when someone posts something. I'm leaving for Las Vegas tomorrow to see Aaron Lewis' acoustic show. Oh, I know you all are jealous. Especially you, Ryan. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

HEY RYAN, DEREK AND SEAN!

PAINTBALLING KICKS ASS!!!!! and if you aint careful..can bruise em pretty bad too...ow
okay, for you Ryan,HAMPTON INN'S SUCK!!!!!!!!

still..hope to see you in CA!!! ( in less then a month...) YOU GUYS FUCKIN ROCK!...spaz.

OMFG!!! that totally sux! i dont stay at the Hampton Inn anyways..i stay at Motel 8, or Holiday Inn...but i cant believe they did that to ya'll...that totally sux..i think we should all boycott the Hampton Inn chain of hotels...i cant believe they made up all that shit...ya'll werent even there most the day 4 u to do anything...they totally suck ass monkeys! but its so good to finally hear from u Ryan! we dont just luv derek u know...we luv u all...that means u too sean, and when r u gonna start writin in here? no pressure, its just it would b great to hear from u too...well i gotta go...its 2:39 am..and my friend wants to challenge me to a game on the internet...she's goin down, lol, well g2g, by3

p3ac3 out!
behold the power of cheese!

~slow~ from king and queen (the sticks), va

\m/ SES rox!!! so do sharpies!! \m/

hey ryan ole buddy. How silly for them to kick you guys out for mooning. Me myself I perfer the moon. On other thoughts how do you keep your gun from getting jammed all the time. My paintball was firing so rapidly they would get stuck. All the other team would be blasting my ass while I whined my gun was stuck. Go figure. Still can hardly wait till Orangevale. Here is still other of my fantastic sense of humor jokes:

Q. What side does the chicken have its feathers.
A. On the outside.
Yes, thats lame. Dont take me seriously. I have a friend here with me and he is laughing his ass off. till later Nora

hey ryan i forgot to mention that it was awesome hearing from you man !!!!its awesome hearing from derek to but its nice to know whats going on with you and sean to !!sean when your ready to say whats up were all hear for you man and all ears to well eyes for all three of you i love you derek sean and ryan!!!!love you biggest die hard fan from tx ***melissa \m/ \m/have fun with the rest of the tour!!!!!!YOU SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS!!!!!!!!!\m/ (^^) \m/

you guys need to just suck it up and stay at the hilton. it's all about the endorsements man. you can just work some deal out with paris . . .
S

i gotta agree...the spiderman soundtrack is bad ass. damn, kicked out of yer hotel, that must reaaaallly suck. i don't think ill go to any hotels in that line. i been kicked out of my house, but never a hotel. see ya laterz..peace out

Why would they kick you out of a hotel if they dont realy have any good proof to do so? That is messed up, well hope you guys dont have any more problumes involving hotels anymore:) Keep on trucken BUH Bye

Hey Ryan.
Cops suck ass anyway!!! Did yall have fun paintballin?? I hope you did. When are yall coming back to Myrtle Beach????? Shout Me Out
peace ~Trish in Myrtle Beach~

Hey Ryan, its Sarah from Chicago (the chick with the green eyes, u remember) Just wanted to say hi! I bought the soundtrack for Spiderman 2 and it does kick ass... Im going to see the movie 2morrow... well anyway I gotta run... see ya when ur back in the area... good luck with ur next hotel and I'll take ur advice about the Hampton Inn, lol.
Hey Derek just sayin hi, cant forget about u but Im in a hurry so talk to u later... much love and stay safe
*Sarah*
-Chicago

Hey Ryan

Wow that sucks that you got kicked out....KINDA ironic tho....cuz me and my friend just stayed in one on the way to the beach.....and we got yelled at soo much......so we def. ACCIDENTLY destroyed the breakfast nook, i mean there was milk and juice and coffee and just everything on the floor.....woops i must have tripped...."hehe".....

But anywas im loooking forward for you guy finishing your next album so you can come out here and i can see ya'll.But yea have fun!!!!! GUYS GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT PA PA PA PLEASE!!! hehe

Macrae # 1 fan from PITTSBURGH

Eric from chicago who's forehead was signed:
You can find some ses tabs at www.mxtabs.net
not the best, but tabs all the less.

LeAnn

yo yo yo ryan... whats up hotdog? i love you lol ok anyways... yeah spiderman 2 does indeed kickass (soundtrack and movie) i love your song on there... i love the part about the circus or w/e... so hows the tour? fun? good! im sorry about the hotel i told them to kidnap you for me but looks like they got it mixed up... w/e... lol jk well have a nice night... adios

b.i.t.c.h.a.s.s. c.o.p.s. s.u.c.k.

OMG!!!! I'm so happy! u guys r on da spiderman soundtrack!!Yeah! And it's out in Britain :) does this mean there might b sum chance of u guys coming over to the UK at all?? Coz that wud kick ass! I'm gonna get da spidey album 2moz, i think ur debut album rocks! u guys r da top band, by far!

derek, derek, derek~
hey hey! i'm so pysched you guys are playing the Pound in San Francisco. thats my favorite venue cuz its small and an awesome place to see people. i can't wait to see you all again. so i'm still wondering why Sean never posts a journal. you would make my day (or week...maybe even year) if i got a special shout out from sean.
anyways...you rock with all your cool/lame jokes. again...can't wait to see you on the 19th in SF...make sure the show is extra awesome. hopefully i'll bring more friends this time.
love you all!

YOU GUYS FUCKIN ROCK! I WAS AT THE COTTON CLUB LAST NIGHT!! I WON THOSE TICKETS OFF THE BUZZ I WAITED OUT SIDE FAT CITY FOR 3 HOURS TO GET THOSE! I LISTENED TO YOUR CD LIKE 3 OR 4 TIMES ON THE HOOD OF MY CAR. KEEP WRITING THE WAY THAT YOU DO I LOVE THAT I CAN RELATE TO EVERY SONG. KEEP WRITING AND ILL KEEP BUYING AND FUCKING ROCKING!!

YOU GUYS ROCK! I WAS AT THE COTTON CLUB LAST NIGHT!! I WON THOSE TICKETS OFF THE BUZZ I WAITED OUT SIDE FAT CITY FOR 3 HOURS TO GET THOSE! I LISTENED TO YOUR CD LIKE 3 OR 4 TIMES ON THE HOOD OF MY CAR. KEEP WRITING THE WAY THAT YOU DO I LOVE THAT I CAN RELATE TO EVERY SONG. KEEP WRITING AND ILL KEEP BUYING AND ROCKING!!

~*I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL*~

XxX-*-SeS ROX my World-*-XxX

OK, last night I was work'n my rock n roll powers and got some other ppl to listen to yall on there Media music thing-a-mijig..*I have such a way w/ words*..Ok ne-who, jus talk'n to my slightly gay cousin Josh..O MY EFFIN GAWD, yall will never believe wat Josh did, ok Derek I don't know if I told u that he was goin to Florida w/ us, but he is and he flip'n had a dirtbike wreck..AHH, i'm so ticked about that, cuz I want him to go, cuz were both TOTAL chicken shits when it comes to roller coasters, I WILL NOT RIDE THE ONES I CAN SEE...I'll ride like the ones in the buildings cuz I don't know wat to expect, but huge ones OUTSIDE, OO HELL NO!..Neways, I hope his knee gets better so he can ride scary rides we can't see..lol..OK Bye Bye *4 now*

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

Hey ryan, wassup!!!!!!! I did buy the Spidey two soundtrack... dude, ryan, you have got SICK talent on the bass, I can play, but not that well!!!!!! But anyways, no one does it like you do, ryan... until next time!!!!!

Go and see NAPOLEAN DYNOMITE!!!!!!! I Can't Wait..
Oh and I wrote a song about how extremely hott Billie Joe is from Green Day... It's kinda funny, but here is some of it for ya:
Oh Billie Joe
You just don't know
You never look short of hott

Oh darling Bill
How I would kill
Just to have one shot

To sing with you

I wish
I could explain
the goodness of you
don't worry I'm not insane
I just know that you're good at everything you do

Oh Billie Joe
Why do you have to be so much older than me
Though your live face, I'll never see

It's okay to dream

ROCK THE FUCK OUT GREEN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYA

Don't worry Sean, your's is a work in progress

hey derek sean and ryan Chelsi i hope your cousin is ok and dont be scared of the rides there awesome and i love them !! just think that your in a car going supper fast and is going up and down,and in loops ,and sharp turns now is that so bad j/k i hope you have fun!!! now that i read yours i want to get on rides and scream and laugh damn that sux nuts oh well to bad for me i love you derek sean and ryan you guys besafe and have fun!!!love your biggest die hard fan from tx ***melissa ~!# SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS !!!!\m/ \m/ \m/ and i love you ses!!!

well sounds like ya'll are having lots of fun,paintball, "mooning", getting thrown out of hotel rooms. yeehaw. jk. well i promise i wont stay in a hampton inn now. lol. i love to paintball charleston has a really cool paintball place my brother had his birthday party there. IF YOUR EVER IN TOWN AGAIN ya'll should definitely check it out. well i would just like to say that yes the spiderman2 soundtrack doess kick major ass. i love it. especially track number 10 lol. well keep kicking ass as always. i love you guys....
love from your biggest fan in mi and sc
Jacquelynn

SPIDERMAN does kick ass i saw it the fist day it came out jest wanted to say hey and wazzzzzz up. talk to ya laters choa.
**Valerie**

Wow that frickin sux.... I'm gonna boycot all the Hampton Inns now... DOWN WITH HAMPTON INN!

~Bethany(Beth_of_Death)~

Sean I love you!!!!!!!!!!!! Why don't you ever write anything? I hope you guys have a really nice day. CU L8er!

Dude they did the same thing to me. I hate the all the Hampton Inn's!!!!!!! That's a good point why doesn't Sean write some more? We love ya Sean(even us guys!!!).Bye-Bye.

Grr.. guys, when are the tickets for Orangevale for sale!??!?! the show is in 20 days, thats less than a month, less than 3 weeks, and no news about when they go for sale... i need to buy them soon that way my mom cant say no to letting me go, because i already spent the $$ LoL! =) and does anyone know if The Boardwalk is a club or a venue type thing? 18+?? hmm...

SES ROCKS!!!
:::Amanda::: \m/

btw, that incident sounds like the making of a good music video . . .

--*--I luv Smile Empty Soul--*--

Ok I know theres like this policy not shit shattin back n forth, but thanx Mellisa for hopin Josh get's better!~

Derek, i'm tell'n u, these ppl around here are mak'n me krazy, there all a bunch a hicks..I was brag'n on yall one day and I was nam'n ya, and I think he was try'n to remember ur names er sumthin cuz he would repeat me..And I was like, Derek plays drummer, *HE EFFIN ROX*..and he said ok so Durk plays drums, I was like no, Derek..he's all thats wat I said Durk..I was like OO FREAK'N K..neways, then I was work'n my way, and I was all Ryan, he plays bass and *HE'S TOTALLY SICK*..and then Sean sings and plays the geetar ((haha)) and he sounds *DAMN KOOL*..so bunch a hillbillies..U prolly won't even read this but OO Well

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

WHOOPS..I meant Melissa

Derek read up there..**^^^^^**

hey when are yall gonna bring out a new single like all my problems or every sunday. just a thought. but yeah you guys have fun ad yell bettr put on one hell of a show in houston i had to do alot of crap to get to go

hey ryan! gettin kicked out sux. ever notice how if you look younger than thirty or not impekibly 'clean cut' your automatically assumed to cause trouble? when i got the spiderman2 soundtrack the other day (it rules!)some older lady that works at walmart whatched me like a hawk THE WHOLE DAMN TIME, then followed to the register! yeah, like i'm really gonna steal the cd. where the hell would i put it? the empty space between my ears? (haha) well, hope you guys are havin fun besides gettin kicked out! happy early 4th! i'm gonna go whatch ppl try to dismember themselves with fire crackers now! (gotta love the niegbors!)

lorrianne

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Ryan thank you again for writting,....u rock man!!!Stay Sexy:

The #1 CANADAIAN FAN:
Emilia Cisneros

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Hey Ryan! That sux! cops are gay! Oh well..i'll never stay at hampton inn. i cant wait to get the spiderman soundtrack..i really wanna hear u guys song!! Well its good to hear from you again..and i hope you have a good holiday..happy 4th!!

~*Tawny*~

I can't wait to see you guys tomorrow! It's going to be so awesome. Just hope it doesn't rain, at least to hard anyway. I'll see you guys tomorrow!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

hey derek sean and ryan whats up guys yeah well any ways i hope you guys keep on rocking cant wait for houston its going to rock you know why b/c its you guys and cause IM RICK JAMES BITCH!!!! ha ha yeah well if you watch the dave chappele show you'll know he did that and is that how u spell his name sorry i'm a bad speller yeah well any ways thats why...JOHN you've got BALL'S dude!!! for saying that not to many guys say that but yeah i love him to man !!!and i love derek & ryan to and the whole music put together..yeah well i just had to say that AND THAT SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS!!!!!!!!and i love you guys shit loads & all ses fans !!!!!!love your biggest die hard fan from tx melissa \m/ \m/ \m/

sorry one more DEREK RYAN AND SEAN I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A FUCKING AWESOME 4th OF JULY AND POP FIREWORKS I KNOW I'AM AND GET ALL BUZZED UP AND SHIT HELL YEAH !!!!!I LOVE YOU GUYS BECAREFUL WITH THE FIREWORKS...DONT PLAY WITH MATCHES KIDS J/K YEAH I'M A BIT OF A SERIAL ARSONIST YEAH I LOVE FIRE thats why my tattoos are gonna have flames i love them..oh shit one time i lit up my grandma's carpet outside it was so much fun...!!!!!=> thats why they always watch me with lighters and shit.. well later have fun!!!!!\m/ \m/

Ryan!!!!!!

you are awesome!! you are soo funnie and just so "super duper"(i used ur word lol)!!u seem like a fuckin awesome person to hang w/ and u prolly are!..i love you soo much!!..

Sean!!!!!!

you are like the best ever!!!..keep rock dude..im following in your footsteps!!you're such an inspiration to me =)lol..you seem like a very strong person in life and i respect the hell out of everything that you do and for goin through what u went through and still hanging in there!..i love you more than anything...

Derek!!!!!

you are soo great..you are a frikin awesome drummer and i look up to u soo much!..ur the shit..but w/o the smell..lol!..u are cool..and ur da man!i love you so much!!

\m/Smile Empty Soul..Ryan..Sean..Derek..yall fucking rock my world!!..yall have been the biggest inspiration to me since MegaDeath and Metallica..but yall are soo much more than them!!..yall are like my world!!..i love yall w/ everything in my heart!!..yall mean soo much to me!!..i love yall!!!*kiss*kiss*

ur #1 fan in Cp..

\m/::Kayla BABE::\m/

SES FOREVER!!

well think ok it this way...you will look back when your really old and say remember that time...

Come on guys lets not give sean any shit for not posting...lets thank them all for taking time to even post at all...u know they are sooo sooo busy. Yes of course we would love to hear from sean, derek and ryan daily...but we all know that just cant happen. If Sean is "too lazy" to post...he damn well deserves to be!!!lol rock on baby...Smile Empty Soul rock the Blue note!!!!
Luv ya guys!!!

HEY DEREK CAN YOU PUT ME IN YOUR SHOUT OUTS JUST SO I CAN FEEL SPECIAL lol it would be cool beans haha who says that...oh and i have a joke for you, How do you get a tissue to dance?...put a little Boogie in it! hahaha i know its corney but funny! and you guys kick ass in concert! i saw you a couple weeks ago at Club Tundra and we met behind a stripclub haha!

->Amanda R.

hey lol thats great that happend to me and my friend at the same hotel yea they suck lol well i hopw u guys have funu guys kick ass love y guys bye
~brittany~

for anyone that has a cingular cell phone...they just got in SES ringtones! they have bottom of a bottle, silhouettes, and nowhere kids. they sound really good

hey, you guys are so right.........that new Spiderman 2 soundtrack is really good it had every band i was looking for including you guys.....and i love your song on there " Who I Am." The only problem is i searched almost every lyrics site for the lyrics i thought maybe you could hook me up with them k well thanks

hey, you guys are so right.........that new Spiderman 2 soundtrack is really good it had every band i was looking for including you guys.....and i love your song on there " Who I Am." The only problem is i searched almost every lyrics site for the lyrics i thought maybe you could hook me up with them k well thanks

i just want to tell u that u guys fuckin rock!!!!! the first time i heard u guys i was visiting my ass hole dad and i saw ur video and right then i went and got ur cd!! it kicks mager ass! and sean u need to write more! ( ha i think ur hot!) lol anyways u guys need to play more on the east coast(somewhere near MD or PA!!) please!... this place is sooooo boreing!!!
.....!!!PLEASE!!!.....

July 15th is getting closer and we can't wait to see you in concert. It will definately be great for us to get out of town for a day.
It's been very like living in the Twilight Zone here in Payson, Arizona. The massive forest fire caused the sun to turn red, the sky dark orange and pitch black, and it has been "snowing" ashes for the past week. We just pray that we can survive it as it is still only 4 miles from us and the wind is blowing pretty hard today.
Anyhow, we can't wait to meet you all and hear your concert. Take care and hope to see you soon. Debby and Jamie.

hey guys, its july 3rd and lastnight i just had the greatest time ever at yalz show in nashville, tn. It was the best rock concert that ive been to come to the western kentucky area again!!!!
PS thanks for signing my cd guys!!!!

Hey! God ya'll are so freaking awsome!! I can't wait till July 10!!!At frontier City!That is gonna kick ass!

hi

I got kicked outa a mall here because I mooned a girl in the Gap

hey, hope I get to see yall at shelby farms..

ok, 1st 4 chelsi...dont b scared of roller coasters they totally rock...almost as much as SES! i'm scared of heights, but as long as i'm strapped in or secure, i have no problem...i even did this Extreme Skyflyer thing in an amusement park, it was so kool..i got lifted in the air, and when the guy said so, i had to pull this cord and i came flyin down, it was so kool! i even bought the video tape of it..it was awesome, i wanna do it again...and i really am afraid of heights..but also, i luv airplanes..and i wanna go Hang glidin on my b-day! only 23 more days! YAHH!!! finally 16! only took 4ever! i also wanna go skydivin, so if anyones up 4 it...come along w. me, i need company...noone around here will..they think i'm crazy..i dunno y..hmm..lol

And also i wanna tell SES ur lyrics like totally rock...i've listen to ur cd like a million times since i got it...but, and i dont know y...i was listenin last night, and i started cryin...pressure got to me, and ur music helps me let it out..instead of cuttin, like i used to...i dont anymore, dont worry..but yeah..ur music means so much to me..dont lose ur gift! dont sell out, please, we all luv u too much!

well g2g...luv ya'll w. my heart, p3ac3 out!
by3

~slow~ from king and queen (the sticks), va

\m/ SES rox! \m/

o, p.s. derek, sean, ryan, will 1 of u marry me? preferably derek, but i luv u all...lol by3! much luv...

Hey ya'll!! I cant wait to see ya'll in Houston on the 9th!!!!!! im not working soo WOOHOO! lol ya'lls music is soo freakin awesome! and also dereks a hottie.((i gotta thing for drummers!!)) lol but all of ya'll are hotties! see ya'll on the 9th! <3 xoxoxo jessika

Alright, everybody go get wasted and set off LOADS AND LOADS of firecrackers!!

Much Luv 4 EVERBODY

!I luv Smile Empty Soul!

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

Well guys.. this is Haley the other gal from smackover.. ryan u were there when yall fed us cotton candy dude.. yall are so awesome and derek.. not happy with u at the moment but i still got love for u guys.. hope u guys are having a blast on the road.. give me (haley) a shout out from smackover! love u guys!

Hey ses wats up? bad day today for me my sweet 16 bleh anways...derek I could have sworn I saw u in Lake george NY the other day but I forgot u had no tats soo I was sooo sadlly dissappointed any ways derek wats up with u ..u dun ssay hey anymore =( Omg I miss u guys sooo much I hope u say happy bday to me! anyways ttyl byezzz

-Katrina

i agree with lisa all the way. the guys all have a lot going on including sean. i'm just glad to hear from any of them. you don't see very many bands that (especially good ones) that keep their fans up to date and are this good to us.

when i went to church (been a long time, i don't really believe in church anymore) there was a guy there that sang and played guitar in his band. his voice was gorgeous and he played very well, but he had a bad attitude. he seemed to think that he was better than everyone else. i didn;t understand that at all seeing as how he was in a band that had one cd out and it was one that they made themselves i think. very cheap (not that it's bad or anything, but i didn't see how he had such a big head about it) anyway it amazes me how i haven't seen him on any charts and he was an asshole, but these guys are the greatest band in the world and they are some real nice guys (despite what some people think of rock bands)
we're really lucky to have such great guys.

MUCH love to SES and fans
LeAnn

very,very,very nice boys...the show tonight was awesome, the only thing that wasnt was that security guard man. i stood in the autograph line for a long ass time and he cuts the line off like 10 people in front of me and no chance in hell was i going to leave but apparantly my friends and i were being "stubborn and immature" so we had to go. fuck that. but besides that i give it two very enthusiastic thumbs up! :)

i bought the spidy 2 sound track and love it, but i think the punisher soundtract is better. i love the song "finding myself". im not gonna be able to go tog the show in phoenix because i have no one to go with, im so bummed out. well im sure you have a tun to read so many of these so im gonna go now>>

Love
amber marie

I agree Dave, I would be cool to hear from Sean. Not that ryan and derek aren't entertaining, but I'd like his input.

Hey guys! I just got back from your show in Memphis. YOu guys fuckin rocked! Oh and Derek, I'm the Kelley you talked to while you were signing autographs and you also signed my work schedule, in case you don't remember. My cousin told me to tell you guys thanks for writing Smile Empty Soul on his shirt and signing it. Hey Derek did you watch the fireworks, those 3D glasses made them look really neat. Ok well I have to go, gotta be at work at 945 tomorrow morning. Love you guys!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com (e-mail me sometime)

Hi i just saw ya'll play at shelby farms in memphis. i Loved ya'll!!!I was the one who asked Derek for his red wrist band but he said it was bad luck!did ya'll like the crowd? we were pretty roudy.I was wondering when ya'll are planing to come back?Hope to see y'all soon!!!

LOVE Portia
(p.s ya'll looked really HOT!!!!)

**I'll run away w/ u, BY MY SIIIIDE**..Fuse rox, Bottom of a Bottle is about to be on 4play..YAY..Well tonite sucked ASS, yep yall heard it, my 4th of July suck'd..these ppl who came up to have tons of fun w/ us this weekend got n a fight and we had to drive his wife ((we=me n mom)) to friggin Ardmore, and I had to pee like a Russian Race Horse on the way back, and my stomach hurt so effin bad..Ok, well bye, hope yall had fun!..Thanx Sarah, but i'm terrified of heights and of friggin huge rollar coasters, oo shit, BOTTOM OF A BOTTLE'S ON, TOODLES

-chelsi leighann-

OO yea, n everbody gonna be in Frontier City have like LOADS AND LOADS of fun!!..Soak up the Tunes babes~..Ok well, I jus got this AWSUM new pink skort for Florida, it's short as hell, I didn't think she'd let me get it, but she did..YAY..ok well i'm not a skank er nuthin, jus so ya know..And i'v started refering to Derek as Durk, it's my family's fault, ok bye

-Chelsi LeighAnn-...I luv Smile Empty Soul

yeah... i got my pictures.. and omg derek is soooo hott!!! hahaha i got some great pics of sean and ryan live! it was to dark where derek was so the pics woldnt come out when he was playing live! but over all i got some great pics! and i got some awasome ones of steriogram! they are an awasome group to!!!!

every one should check them out at http://www.steriogram.com

and also if u havent heard of strata check them out to! becuase SES went touring with both of them and all 3 bands ROCK!

http://www.stratadirect.com

so check em out and stuff! OH YEAH!!! HAPPY 4TH!!

:-)

-becca-

Hi! You guys kick ass and I think that you guys are like the Nirvana of the millenium(music wise)lol You guys help so many people everyday with your music and I think that, that is the best thing that can happen, to have people be touched by your art. I can't thank you enough 4 giving me a reason to get up in the morning(especially you,Sean!)lol Thanx from the bottom of my heart! SES rox my sox!!!!!!!!!!

I SEEN THEM JULY 3RD THAY DID A KICK ASS JOB. DEREK WAS COOL I REALY LIKE HIM HE WAS NOT AN ASS AT ALL HE TALKED TO PEOPLE HE WAS COOL. RYAN HE SEEMED TO BE COOL AND ITS OK TO BE THE BROWN GUY. I HAVE ALWAYS LIKED SEAN BUT I WAS SCARED TO SAY ANYTHING. THAT WAS GREAT.

hey! i saw u guys play @ shelby farms in memphis last nite and u guys ROCKED. it was absolutely awsom..def one of the best concerts ive ever been 2. ther were sooo many people there tho..pretty amazing. 93X rocks! i love your guys' cd...it has really helped me realize some of the problems i have with people and the world. its definitely my #1 angry cd 2. i listen 2 it every day. ABSOULTELY AWSOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i went 2 the show w/ 4 of my other friends..we all hada gr8 time. derek, u signed my friends boob 2! lol. that was nice. well keep on rocking...and PLEASE COME BY MEMPHIS SOME TIME SOON AGAIN!!!!
thanks 4 putting on an awsom show,
courtnay
(courtnay@midsouth.rr.com)

*Hey guys! Happy 4th of July!! :) I hope y'all are enjoying yourselves. I'm sorry to hear about the hotel incident - those suck! Well I'm fixing to go to a family BBQ then I'm going to the lake with some friends; we'll probably just drink and blow shit up for the 4th! (lots of fun) Hehe.. one week until your show in Dallas; I can't wait! Love y'all, Cass*

DEREK PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT I'M LONELEY AND I CAN'T SPELL LONELEY. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ur wc Chelsi...

Well my 4th hasnt really started yet...hmm...i was gonna go w. my bro. and alll his friends 4wheelin, but when i got up, they were ready to go, so i said fuck that shit, cause i needed to take a shower, brush my teeth, get dressed, blowdry my hair...all that...i wouldnt've been able to get ready fast enough, anyways..but i mihgt do somethin soon..i have to call some of my friends..i get to c fireworks too..thats the best part...and i luv goin to the beach last at night, and hang w. the people down there, while some guys try and blow themselves up..lol, well yeah, gotta go make a call...

luv u guys, p3ac3 out!

~slow~ from king and queen (the sticks), va

\m/ SES rox! \m/

Ryan and Derek ...cause i know he will read this

whats up? i had soooo much fun at your concert

on the 3rd ...i think it was the best night

of my entire life

ryan remember when you signed the table cloth?

yeah well i got it! , thanks !!!

i almost got kicked out because of that...

Ryan you were so sweet , and Derek was too

im sure Sean is too, he signed my pants but

he didnt say much

well i gotta go ill see you guys if you come to

Memphis again..keep me in mind!

BrittanY (#1 mississippi fan)

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READ ABOVE
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BrittanY

HEY GUYS!!!.... SEAN U NEED TO WRITE MORE!... HAPPY 4 OF JULY TO U GUYS. LOL I GOT BORED LAST NIGHT AND I DREW A PICTURE OF SEAN ITS PRETTY GOOD. I LOVE TO DRAW BUT I CAN ONLY DO PEOLPE'S FACES. I AM GOIN TO TRY TO DO DEREK AND RYAN.ANY WAYS U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO MEET U GUYS! U NEED TO PLAY HERE LIKE AT !!FROSTBURG!! I AM READING WHAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY TO U AND A LOT OF THEM SAID THAT THEY HAVE TALKED U GUYS AND THAT U GUYS LOVE UR FANS...... LOL AND I BET U THINK I AM JUST ANOUTHER 14 YEAR OLD GIRL THAT IS ANNOYING... I AM 14 BUT I AM NOT ANNOYING ...WELL I HOPE NOT... ANYWAYS SEAN...I THINK UR LYRICS TO UR SONG ARE REALLY STRONG AND IT SEEMS LIKE U HAVE A LOT TO SAY. AND I CAN SEE WHY UR MOM GOT MAD WHEN U BROUGHT THE CD HOME! MY MOM WOULD BE THE SAME WAY. BUT I STILL LOVE UR SONGS AND I THINK U ARE A REALLY GOOD GUITAR PLAYER! I AM TRYING TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY A FEW OF THEM ON MY GUITAR. AND I THINK U ARE REALLY HOT...LOL I AM LISTENING TO UR SONG "FINDING MYSELF" IT IS SO FUCKIN GOOD ITS MAKING MY CRY
:( LOL WELL I JUST REALLY WANT U GUYS TO PLAY IN FROSTBURG PLEASE! IT WOULD MEAN THE WORLD TO ME IF I COULD JUST MEET U GUYS!!!

EMAIL ME SOME TIME.please!
sloany_bug94@hotmail
(give me a shout-out!)

I aggree with Slone.Anyway 4 some odd reason there are pictures on the net of Sean and his ex. Some super freak has made a website containing only info and pics of Sean's ex g/f. Please excuse me now I'm going to be violently ill. But everyone have a nice 4th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I aggree with Slone.Anyway 4 some odd reason there are pictures on the net of Sean and his ex. Some super freak has made a website containing only info and pics of Sean's ex g/f. Please excuse me now I'm going to be violently ill. But everyone have a nice 4th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW...my weekend was GREAT!!!!

Last night we were at Jescas and her mom was camping and we were over there and Ashley hale called and told the cops we would be drinking bc she was pissed bc jesca told cory that ash cheated on him so the cops came and they had to make sure werent drinking yet and we werent..good thing!! So later A SHIT LOAD of ppl showed up with OMG SO MUCH alcohol so we left and went to Stacys friend, Shawn's house and stayed there and watched tv forever then at about 7am we left and walked into Fisher and got breakfast then walked to Mahomet bc we had no ride and yeah! ((About a 15 mile walk)) lol...

AND THE SHERIFF CALLED MY HOUSE...hahahahaha!!

WOW...I get in so much trouble..MY MOM LAUGHS AT US!! lol
geez....My dad would shoot me!! HAHA

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan In Illinois!

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!

WE SAW YOU GUYS IN MEMPHIS YESTERDAY (JULY 3RD) AND YOU GUYS FRIKIN ROCK!! THANKS SO MUCH FOR SITTIN OUT THERE SO LONG TO GIVE US AUTOGRAPHS!! IT MADE OUR DAY/MONTH/YEAR LOL THAT WAS AN AWESOME SHOW AND HOPE YOU COME BACK AGAIN!!

helloooo i just saw yall last night in memphis, tn at shelby farms!! wooootttt...it kicked ass. yay.

I sware on the peace, how long does it take those pictures to upload on this site, i'm madder than a rattle snake about that stuff*..Ok well, i'm gonna go try to lose my southern expresions..BYE BYE

-Chelsi LeighAnn-..*I LUV SMILE EMPTY SOUL*..

OO niggar u smell like french fries..hahahaha
Chappelle Show effin ROCKS..but not more then SES obbviously

That sucks how they were all assholes to yall. Paintball kicks ass though..but it leaves some hella marks when you get hit ! Yall rocked out in Memphis for the fourth of July bash. I just moved to TN from TX and it looks like I made it in just enough time too!! ANy wayz I jsut wanted to throw out some props to yall..and a quick joke.. what does snoop dog wash is clothes with?? BLE- ATCH... I didn't say it was funny.. I jsut said it was a joke :) take care!

hey guys happy 4th of july im hope your not getting to wasted and have fun with the fireworks shit im about to go to another party and pop fireworks and get more buzzed up than i already am and shit hell yeah becareful guys i have to go b/c this is not my house or computer its my friend dante's computer and hes taking care of me ahhh how sweet YEAH WHATEVER he just want some booty!!! NO IM J/K HE'S A REAL GOOD FRIEND MY ONLY GOOD GUY FRIEND AND IM HIS BEST FRIEND THATs WHAT HE SAYS!!!!j/k yeah he's telling me stop saying shit so yeah bye derek sean and ryan i love ya lots!!!!!

I RESPECT THE HELL OUTTA SMILE EMPTY SOUL AND EFFIN SKATEBOARDERS..I THINK I NEED ME A ROCK STAR OR A SKATEBOARDER..THERE ALL SO DANG CUTE I DUNNO, BUT I HAVE MUCH RESPECT FOR EM~..LATA

-Chelsi LeighAnn-

hey guys happy 4th of July (even though shelby farms likes to celebrate things a day early...which makes no sense) once again yall were lovely last night and even though the asshole of a "security guard" wouldnt let me get yalls autograph it was still awesome...well go blow something up with firecrackers...peace

hey.....yeah i'm wantin to get that sound track. it sounds like it will be awesome!!! well you guys rock and you know it so i'll comment later.

love ya!!
Stormi

OMFG!!! i hate the fuckin rain! it ruined like almost all my plans! it rained, and my friend called and said the party we were goin to was cancelled, and so was the party we were goin to later...shit man i'm pissed, then we were just gonna go and c big fireworks, and then find somewhere to hang, and they got cancelled cause of the fuckin rain...then my friend call again and said, she was just gonns stay home w. her stupid ass bf...i hate him...so i called up my other friends but they went to colonial downs or some shit like that so c fireworks...so i'ma go ride 4wheelers w. my bro. and his friends in a bit..but omg, one of my bro.'s friends, who i've only met like once, but i didnt really talk to him, i just said hey, was in the bathroom, and my bro. was getttin dressed to go ridin now...and so i was waitin to use the bathroom, so my bro. went outside to c his other friends instead of waitin, so i'm on the arm of the loveseat, and i'm slippin off cause its leather, so i just lay on it w. my legs hangin off the edge, and waitin, and waitin, finally the boy comes out, and i look up, and hes pullin a wedgie, and then he c's me and stops, and i walk past him to the bathroom, and he says sorry, but i told him it was ok...i walked in the bathroom, and OMG! it smelled so bad!!! i took out the spray and sprayed down the room, then went out and waited some more...he was already outside..i mean the guy is fuckin 16 or 17 years old and cant find the spray and spray the shit down...my god...and i have to go ridin w. these people in a couple...most of my bro.'s friends r gross...ok all...but some r like really cute..now if this guy was, i wouldnt mind...but lets just say he wasnt the cutest guy on the block...i just hope i dont get stuck ridin his 4wheeler...o shit..wish me luck..its 10:41 p.m., and my 4th of july, is finally startin! bout time! g2g get ready..i wanna impress someone, lol..even though i'll probably get drenched in mud, i dont...talk to ya'll later...

P3AC3 out!

~slow~ from KQ (middle of nowhere) va

\m/ SES rox! \m/

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!!!!!!

So this is my second post for this entry and I've never posted twice for one entry, but I'm making an exception because this really bothered me. Alright so the other day I was buying the Punisher and Spiderman 2 soundtracks and totally pumped to hear the two new songs. So I'm looking at the Spiderman 2 sountrack and it has one of those stickers on the front that lists the popular bands on the CD. Off course they put the crappy bands on that everyone knows but I look down the list of like 6 or 7 bands and Smile Empty Soul wasn't listed and Midtown was. I don't know about anyone else but I have only seen one music video for them and never heard them on the radio where as I have seen three Smile Empty Soul videos on TV and heard two of the songs on the radio. I don't know it just bothered me and thought I'd share with you. In fact you probably don't even care because at least you are on the CD and hundreds of bands aren't. O well. Until next time ...

well, it's the 4th. happy day... just got back from the drive-in, saw spiderman 2 again. it's even better the second time. and to add to the movie the awesome fireworks were going on in the background. it was great.
are sparklers considered 'fireworks?' because the sign at the drive in said no fireworks but we had sparklers and they called the cops on us... i wasn't aware that sparklers were 'fireworks.' so we got kicked out for having fun after the first movie. tradgedy... we didn't get to watch white chics or mean girls... i'm heart broken! or maybe not

hey... did you hear about the new pirate movie??? it's rated arrgggghhhhh!! (r)

i know, it's a bad joke, but i love it!

ok, it's time for sleep. i have to babysit my grandma who has cancer tomorrow...

ROCK ON GUYS!

cortney:::trying to change her stars (and it's slowly happening!!!!)

hey hey, i havnt seen spiderman 2 yet but i heard their is a new badass ses song on there and i cant wait to hear it.. but newayz i was j/w from yall if there could be a new cd soon??? i have been hearing a bunch of new songs that i havnt heard so im jw and i will be the first fuckin one to order it when its being sold!! later

hey hey whoot you guys kick ass! never ben to on e of those hotels (hampton in) got the spiderman 2 cd, kicks ass as well shaim they only used that Jimmy Neko track in the actual movie but Elfmans stuff kicks anyway so its ok

Hey yall sup? not much here my 4th of july sucked ass i got stuck sitin at home all night bein bored :( but looks like i made it thew the boredom. n e wayz i hardly ever write up here so im not well known but i hope to be some day!! my birthday is in 31 more days (Aug.5) i cant wait! hope yall give me a birthday shout out! it would be my wish come ture! oh & Ryan ive already been kicked outta that hotel for playin music to loud so i dont think ill ever be stayin there again. & Derek i kno how you like tellin jokes so i gots a lame (well i dont think its lame) blonde joke for you that my friends thought they would get me on but didnt..2 blondes walk into a buliding you would think one of them would notcie..i like tellin that to people cause sometimes they dont get it right away. well thats all for now cause i gotta go i think i hear the fire whistle and i dont want 2 get fussed out again for missing another fire call. so i guess ill be cin ya on the flip side yo l8er dudes

kiss kiss kiss hug hug hug xoxoxo
lotz of love,
Diana

PS. if yall wonderin im a jr. firefighter its so much fun!!

derek

i was woundering if u could help me with sumthing...ok to the point i wanna be a music producer and i not sure sure how to get started i need to know what kinda classes i need to know....oo fuck it i need to know every fucking thing about "the music game" can u please help me out with this serious problem

lol, diana, omg..i had to like read that like 3 times, then i finally got it! i cant believe it, and i think i've already heard that joke too, lol...well just wanted to say, my 7/4 sucked, no fireworks! they were cancelled cause of rain!but yeah, i just popped in my SES cd, and i lived...much luv to u guys!

p3ac3 out!

~slow~ from KQ (middle of nowhere), va

\m/ SES rox! \m/

hey and whats this, No New York performance? i'm not pleased but i'll forgive yas but if i missed one errgh

HEY GUYS!!!!!!!!!! WHATS UP? NOT MUCH HERE I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GO TO YOUR CONCERT AND IF I DONT I AM GOING TO CRY. I WAS IN NEW ORLEANS THIS WEEKEND AND MY DRUNK SELF FELL AND I TORE SOME LIGAMENTS IN MY KNEE. MAN I AM IN PAIN. i AM GOING TO MAKE IT THERE SOME HOW THE DOC SAID I HAD TO STAY OFF OF IT FOR 5 DAYS WHICH MAKES THAT THRUSDAY THE CONCERT IS FRIDAY SO IT SHOULD BE ALL GOOD. I WILL STILL BE IN THIS STUPID BRACE BUT AS LONG AS I GET TO SEE YOU GUYS I DONT CARE. IT IS GOING TO SUCK GOING UP THE STAIRS BUT I WILL MAKE IT. I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS FRIDAY. MUCH LOVE SHAY-LYN

hey michael. have you looked into berklee school of music in boston? they have a program that's definitely tailored to your needs. loyola university in new orleans has a pretty decent music program. look into scholarships and financial aid, etc. it's doable.
Stefani

!!!I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GO TO ONE OF UR CONCERTS SOOOOOO BAD BUT NONE OF THEM ARE NEAR HERE (maryland) AND MY MOM IS ANAL AND WONT TAKE ME TO ANY CONCERTS (she dont like loud music) SO THAT MEANS I HAVE GET A FRIEND TO GO WITH ME SO THEY CAN TAKE ME!! AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL U GUYS GO ON TOUR AGAIN... I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GO TO ONE OF UR CONCERTS!!! I LOVE UR GUYS MUSIC SO MUCH!! AND I LOVE U GUYS! I WANT TO MEET U SOOO BAD.... I LISTEN TO UR CD EVERYNIGHT!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONSIDER PLAYING AT HERSHEY PARK OR SOMEWHERE AROUND HERE!! NO BANDS REALLY COME HERE AND I WOULD LOVE IT IF U GUYS COULD TRY TO!!!! GIVE ME A SHOUT-OUT!!! please......

.. :( #1 FAN IN MARYLAND ): ..

Hey* Smile Empty Soul Is Amazing! I Love You Guys So Much!!!! You Rock My Socks!! \m/ (^_^) \m/

((*Please gimme a shout-out*))

::Meghan Wilson::
#1 Fan in Illinois!

Hey Guys!! How Goes It??
Im ok. I had a bad night. My best friend almost died, but she is doing fine right now, she drank to much and got alcohol poisoning, but not too bad. It scared the hell out of me!!!!
Spiderman 2 kicked major ASS i cant wait for the next one. Normally movies from MARVEL have really suckie endings but I was really happy with that one!!! Ryan it was good to hear from you this time. Now it has to be SEANS turn to post!!! HAPPY 4TH!!! Ill pop off some fireworks for you guys!!!! I gotta run!!
Love Much & Later Days
Raynee Gill
(true #1 fan in OKLAHOMA!!)

what's up everyone. this is douglas(derek's brother)from fractional. i just want to let you all know that we are on some of the smile shows(l.a., santa ana, tempe, az., and sacramento). hopefully we'll get on a few more. so come out early, and say hello. we are really excited about these shows, and we really appreciate the chance to do them. see you there.

hey i heard a rumor that you were coming to detriot for a radio thing??? is it true and if it is how do i get there???well you guys kick ass and i just have to meet ya someday its enevitable or however you spell it. lol..
love from your biggest fan in sc and mi,
Jacquelynn

hi all of you guys i just wanted to say i love your music and i also was wondering when is sean going to write something no offence to you Ryan or Derek. well if you could just tell me why i would appreciate it. also are you guys ever going to come to Spokane, WA? i would love to see you guys in concert. love all you guys.....
Chelsey

Hey guys, I just found out who you guys are, and you quickly kicked ass past every band I like to the top of my list. Dude Sean your my fucking Icon man, ur a badass guitarist, bad ass vocalist, ur just badass over all man. Derek, awsome on drums, this girl down my street thinks ur the hottest thing that walks. And Ryan, dude all my Bass playing friends who listen to you guys, man they look up to you man. Your music helps me and friends out, Our parents suck man, so when our parents piss us off, you guys get turned on the CD player.

Hey guys! How are you doing? Enjoying your days off? Guess what, I didn't make it to work on time Sunday. I was so tired from Saturday night that I turned off my alarm and went back to sleep. I woke up two minutes before I had to be there. Since it's a 20 minute drive you can guess I didn't make it. Oh well, Saturday night was great, it was definitely worth it. I'm still not sure if Derek really remembered but oh well, thanks for pretending if you didn't doll. Ok well I've gotta go. Love you guys and have fun on the rest of your tour!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com (e-mail me sometime, if you ever get the time anyway)

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

http://profile.myspace.com/users/4252703 --> TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!! ((please Derek))

*remembered me, oops I'm tired. Sorry.

Kell

craaaaap! i just got back from panama city beach,FL we went their for the weekend and i thought yall were gonna be in Tallahassee on like the 9th so me and my friend were gonna see if someone would take us back to FL (were from georgia) but the concerts tomorrow! if i knew that i would of just stayed in FL another day. shucks. :'(
yall arent doing another tour this year are yall? :/

Hey you guys,
I saw you perform and you totally kicked ass. Just to let you know. I think it's gr8 that you let us fans know what's going on. I'm going to go buy the Spiderman soundtrack, so I hope it's as good as you all say. I know you have heard this before what I know where you are coming from in your music. In some of your songs it's like your speaking directly to me. Especially the All My Problems. L8er!
Rock on, ... Better Yet Rock on With A Fury!!!
YOUR #1 FAN IN LAS VEGAS

Hey, Joke for you its pretty sick for some of you that are still sane,but you cant take it seriously

"What is the difference between A trash can full of heads and a lawnmower."
"I dont know, what?"
"I dont own a Lawnmower"
muhahaha

Hey,hey,hey,
wuz up katz-n-kittenz!!!!
Sean I really wish you would write more often. It kinda makes me sad when you don't. Ok let stop the touchy, queery crap. Sorry about the spelling mistakes in the last one. School's out (Thank the good dude)so I don't have to think, and besides you knew what I meant.
P.S. Sean would you please write for me? Pretty please with sugar lumps on top.
Anyway, Peace ~ Lady Riot

HEY S.E.S CAN U GET ON THIS AND TELL ME WHAT U THINK!!!...........
http://members.msn.com/default.msnw?mpp=4263~5AAAAArAAEuSVXnbE5fG*qYZFZM9Lgz*y86POVh3aT52bqmK6BMBuozg$$~5AAAAAsAAGKQHLHSbgNplmVNMkfgLCGbNawMtHAhW6zQg$
...................(sorry it is so long!!!)

hey hey.....i miss you guys soooo much! come back to Va for me!!! I just moved and I'm sad, cheer me up! i am proud to let you know that my favorite set of words is poo-poo but....shout it out to me!!!!gotta go-biggest fan!THE NORVA IS NOW A HISTORICAL LANDMARK FOR ME!!!

ok, Douglas (sean's bro.) thats so kool u get to tour w. them...hopefully u'll make it big 2, i hope to hear u guys soon..

"D.C."-hey, me 2..haha

yea, well just wanted to say...luv u guys..p3ac3 out!

~slow~ from KQ (u dont wanna know...), va

\m/ SES ROX!!! \m/

o yeah...stacey, what part of va?

~slow~

whens the video from "EVERY SUNDAY" gonna come out?!? heck whens the single gonna come out??
and PLEASE more tour dates!!!!lol

MACeY!

HEY ANDYBODY WHO KINDA BORED AND WANTS TO READ THIS GO FOR IT ESPECIALLY YOU DEREK SEAN AND RYAN OK BACK TO WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY!!!!hey derek sean and ryan whats up guys yeah um Sarah m its derek's brother not sean yeah well any ways man dude derek ryan and sean and whoever else reads this dude i barely got home like 10 15 minutes ago!!!man ok i went with my friend dante to rachels house with a whole bunch of other friends and then there was people there who we didnt know like we had met them once before but not really good so yeah!!so ok whatever i was already buzzing and we had bought shit loads of fireworks i mean shit loads there was like 15 bags dude full of them so were there and whatever and i always tell my friends dont leave your drinks around and dont get any from anybody so there like ok and i still knew what i was doing b/c like the only good thing i got from my dad is that i can handle my alcohol very well so my frind like she drank like one smirnoff (im a bad speller)and like one budweiser she was fucking like almost drunk she was falling all over and some guys offer us a drink i was like no thank and she was about to grab and im like "anna" what the fuck are you doing she's like "i wanna drink so give me it !!"im like fine whatever dont be fucking crying to me when something happens "so like maybe 25 minutes later i dont see her im like shit i go inside to one of the back rooms and shes there fucking on the bed all passed out and he was there like about to do some shit with her and i fucking start hitting him and and telling him off so like all my friends come and i got some pretty big guy friends and they come !!cause i was yelling and then he slaps me and ruben and dante punch the shit out of him dude and was like let me hit him one time so i punched him and my friend was all passed out i was fucking bitch i told you so i left her there and tucked her so we could'nt call the cops but he didnt get to do shit to her well he did but like not rape or whatever which im thankful for but man i was pissed so i just started drinking fucking budweisers,wine coolers,skyy blue ,smirnoffs,bacardi and like doing shots og tequilla and vodka shit dude then i stared like feeling whoa you know and we started popping fircrackers like crazy and i popped like 5 black cates in my hand dude it hurt but like i was laughing and crying at the same time i had so much fun though and they played silhouettes on the radio i started thinking and crying and everyone was like are you ok im was like im fine im' over it and i just started popping more fireworks b/c i heard you guys and i was with my friends and there was no more drama i was just happy but man it was the craziest 4th of july i've had in like a year and my friend woke up the next day and we told her what happend she started crying and shes like im sorry i owe you my life im like ok and we just drank whatever was left but i had a hangover it wasnt that bad but GIRLS BE CAREFUL AND KIX ASS i love you derek sean and ryan thank you guys so much for everything and i love you guys so much your biggest die hard fan from tx melissa....SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS guys drop the whole sean thing yes i know alot of us look up to him but i look up to ryan and derek to maybe sean is busy writing lyrics for the 2nd album whoo hoo ok bye love ya \m/ \m/ rock on \m/

I hope all you guys had an awesome 4th of july i know i did i love you guys alot and all ses fans

\m/(^^) \m/

Hey Derek, I just wanted to say again that Milwaukee was so much fun and Im glad I got to see you again... I must be crazy, this week I drove to Milwaukee from Chicago and back 3 times... I went to see you guys than on friday I saw Trapt and than Three Days Grace yesterday... super fun stuff but I do have to say that I had the most fun fri. with u guys (Im not just sucking up, really). Friday was the only day that I had someone with me the other 2 I went alone, kinda boring drive but its kool... I cant wait to see the awesome SES again, hehe, see ya around babe... good luck and stay safe
*Sarah*
-Chicago

Hey guys, sorry I'm posting two times in one night. My website is messed up and I have to fix it but I'm taking a break. Here's a poem I have on it, tell me what ya think please, if you want:

I sit in the shower, the water soaking my clothes,
The floor is slowly turning red and I feel the life draining from my veins.
My cuts will set me free, this I think as you bang on the door.
It would be so easy, so simple, but I want you to see me go.
Suddenly you're here, in this room, and I see your eyes,
A mixture of so many things, the tears and the fear.
I close my eyes and let a small smile cross my face,
I'm finally leaving all the pain in this place.
Your hands wrap around my waist as you pull me from the water.
"No, no, no!" you plea, "Please don't leave me!"
I hear your sweet voice in my ear and suddenly want to live.
This can't end so soon, not now, not here!
Your tears mix with my blood as I try to hang on.
I wrap my arms around you and you don't seem to mind,
My blood stains your skin and for an instant it becomes yours.
Then I am gone, pleaing with god, "Just one more night!"
"I didn't really want to die!" tears soak my eyes, "Please!"
I cry as he points down, I see years passing with no sound.
I watch you carefully and make sure your alright.
God, I'm so sorry for that night.
Now I must tell you, as you breathe your last,
You have what we always wanted in the past.
I see the picture you keep, the one of us lying in the leaves.
Now I don't remember that day, when we promised
To love each other, no matter what.
Now as you join me I guess I have to say,
I guess you loved me anyway.

If you get down this far I'm sorry it's so long. Back to trying to fix the site. Thanks for reading it. Smile Empty Soul is the best!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

hey babes!! its me again!!...yea it Kayla from Cp!!!...ive been kinda busy so i havent been posting that much lately..:'(..srry..lol..man yalls show in New Orleans is going to be frikin KICK ASS!!..but unfortunately im not gunna be there..:'(..tear..lots and lots of tears!!im gunna be in Florida..but im looking forward to reading the journal about it and hearing all about it!!!..well guys i love yall sooo much but i have to go!..Sean..u need to post AT LEAST one time..cuz ur like the shit!..lol..but i understand if u dont=)..lol..i love you!

\m/ SmiLe EmpTy SouL\m/
--------FOREVER--------

ur #1 fan in Cp!

\m/::Kayla BABE::\m/

I LOVE SEAN RYAN AND DEREK SOOOO MUCH!!! THEY ROCK MY WORLD!!!!!

i think that sean SHOULD write in because that would be awesome. if you couldnt tell i love sean, and ryan and derek too. well thats all i have to say. LOve

AMBER MARIE

Dude!!! when are the tix for Orangevale for sale?!?! they arent on ticketmaster.com, are they being sold somewhere else? theres like, 19ish days till the show, and i want to go, so you should answer me in the shout outs, so i know =)
OR>>> Ginger, i know your going to the show, so if you see this you should post, or email me where you got your tickets from, or if youve even found them yet, kay?

LoL, im out, but someone should let me know =)

SES ROCKS!!!
::::Amanda:::: \m/

hey kelly dude your poem was awesome i have one like some what like that but dude now you got me thinking about all the shit i've some of it is stupis shit but hey im gonna go write thank kelly its awesome\m/ \m/ i love you sean derek and ryan

stupid and thank!!

SMILE EMPTY SOUL....hmm!!! THEY CERTAINLY ROCK MY SOCKS!! \m/ (^_^) \m/

::#1 FAN IN ILLINOIS....guess who?::

WTF! ANOTHER ENTRY! NOW!

Amanda, here's the link for Orangevale tickets.

http://purchase.tickets.com/buy/TicketPurchase?agency=TDC&pid=5362919

~SES~
You guys are by far the best band ever!
I was so excited to hear that you guys were playing at the Star Spangled Banner Celebration in Memphis, finially a good band! (I'm forced to go every year) You guys are so f***ing awesome, I loved being at the front. I wear the white hat that you guys signed everywhere!

*Derek*
"How many of your fans tell you you're fine?"
I should have asked you for a hundred hugs because two just wasn't enough! You're so hott!
I wish I have you for my birthday present (7-27)!

Love,
The number one fan of your hugs (& music),
The blonde in the white hat in Memphis,

P.S. Please send a shout out to me
Love, Amber

O, melissa and everybody, my bad...i meant to put Derek's, but i was thinkin about puttin somethin like "sean y dont u write" or some shit like that...and i talked myself outta it, cause i had already done that once...then i guess since i was thinkin about him, i just put his name...my bad everybody..but yeah, just wanted to say hey to the guys...hope ya'll had a great 7/4, i sure didnt..i mean it was ok..but not that great, even though i got to hang w. some REALLY cute guys...i forgot to get their names..lol, my bad...guess i'll ask them next time...i even forgot to get the name of the guy i was makin out w., i think his name was J-somethin..i dont remember...well yeah...gotta go...

~slow~ KQ sux...

p.s. i dont do drugs...i'm this slow on my own, lol haha, but its true, :(

\m/ SES ROX! \m/

derek, ryan, and sean!! why must you have shows that are 18+? :-( now i cant go see ya'll. im supper sad. please note that most of your fans are below the age of 18. oh well i still <3 ya'll!
but i have the next show here isn't 18+, it sucks.

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WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO a post from Ryan! Right On! I cant beleive u guys got kicked outta a hotel! What a drag man... I think all of us fans should sneak into a Hampton Inn near where you live and party! Use their hot tubs and pools... f*ck sh*t up man! It's so easy to get in too... just go in the front door at like 10pm(ish) and ask to use the bathroom... have ur friends hang outside by the backdoor... when ur out of site of the desk clerk just sneak to the back door open it up and let ur buds in then casually walk out the front door thanking the person at the desk, run around to the back door and have ur friends who are already in let you in! Trust me it works... I've snuck into every hotel in Jersey! lol... it's a blast! Well I really dont have much else to say except the Spiderman 2 Soundtrack rocks! "Who I Am" is by far the best song on there... u guys kick ass! Love ya!
xoxo
Carlie

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TO ALL THE SES FANS: come on and join me at the Bottom of a Bottle Forum http://p079.ezboard.com/bbottomofabottle ... a forum dedicated to SES fans everywhere! A few of ya have already joined (Whitney, U rock!) and we're lookin forward to seeing all of ya there! SES fans are the best fans on the planet! Yeah, you guys know u rock! :-P

*SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN*
*DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK*
*RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN*
*DOUGLAS IS A PIMP*

HEHE JUST FUKEN AROUND...WELL IM RECOVERIN FROM THE 4TH IT WAS PURE INSANITY!!! DROWNING POOL ETC PUT ON A GR8 SHOW, I HAVE BRUISES ALL OVER MY BOOBIES I FEEL SO VIOLATED LMAO i KICKED THOSE GUYS IN THEIR SPINES!! HAHA RYAN UR THE MAN THAT WAS A RIDICULOUS STORY! FUCK THE POLICIA! THE COPS& ADMINISTRATORS AT MY HIGH SCHOOL USED 2 HIDE UP IN THE TREES(JUMP DOWN & TACKLE U)! I HAVE SOOOO MANY HILARIOUS STORIES.
*3 MORE DAYS!!! TILL I C YALL. ..IM VERY ANYTSY IN MY PANTSY BELIEVE DAT!!! HEY DOUGLAS(COOL NAME)PLZ CUM 2 TEXAS MAN I'D LUV 2 C FRACTIONAL, ROCK IS BACK HAHHA

^MELISSA^- TASTE MY PAIN, BIOTCH!! JK U DONT HAVE 2 APOLIGIZE, ITS ALL GOOD..IM SUCH A SILLY ASS DONT TAKE WHAT I SAID 2 SERIOUSLY,K? I DONT THINK IM SOBER ON HERE JK. I'VE GOT NOTHIN BUT LUV 4 EVERYBODY ON HURR, EVERYONE XCEPT 4 JADE!HHAA SHE'S A *ITCH BASS MOTHER-TRUCKER*!!

^KAYLA^-DROP BOE'S ON THEM HOES!!! LOL ME WITHOUT U IS LIKE A TOILET WITHOUT SHIT!! HAHA U ROCK,LUV YA!!!

DEREK MADD PROPS CUZ U FLY!!! RYAN UR MY BOY & SEAN I <3 SOOO MUCH!

I LUV SMILE EMPTY SOUL 4EVR,
~*ARIANE*~

*SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN*
*DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK*
*RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN RYAN*
*DOUGLAS IS A PIMP*

HEHE JUST FUKEN AROUND...WELL IM RECOVERIN FROM THE 4TH IT WAS PURE INSANITY!!! DROWNING POOL ETC PUT ON A GR8 SHOW, I HAVE BRUISES ALL OVER MY BOOBIES I FEEL SO VIOLATED LMAO i KICKED THOSE GUYS IN THEIR SPINES!! HAHA RYAN UR THE MAN THAT WAS A RIDICULOUS STORY! FUCK THE POLICIA! THE COPS& ADMINISTRATORS AT MY HIGH SCHOOL USED 2 HIDE UP IN THE TREES(JUMP DOWN & TACKLE U)! I HAVE SOOOO MANY HILARIOUS STORIES.
*3 MORE DAYS!!! TILL I C YALL. ..IM VERY ANYTSY IN MY PANTSY BELIEVE DAT!!! HEY DOUGLAS(COOL NAME)PLZ CUM 2 TEXAS MAN I'D LUV 2 C FRACTIONAL, ROCK IS BACK HAHHA

^MELISSA^- TASTE MY PAIN, BIOTCH!! JK U DONT HAVE 2 APOLIGIZE, ITS ALL GOOD..IM SUCH A SILLY ASS DONT TAKE WHAT I SAID 2 SERIOUSLY,K? I DONT THINK IM SOBER ON HERE JK. I'VE GOT NOTHIN BUT LUV 4 EVERYBODY ON HURR, EVERYONE XCEPT 4 JADE!HHAA SHE'S A *ITCH BASS MOTHER-TRUCKER*!!

^KAYLA^-DROP BOE'S ON THEM HOES!!! LOL ME WITHOUT U IS LIKE A TOILET WITHOUT SHIT!! HAHA U ROCK,LUV YA!!!

DEREK MADD PROPS CUZ U FLY!!! RYAN UR MY BOY & SEAN I <3 SOOO MUCH!

I LUV SMILE EMPTY SOUL 4EVR,
~*ARIANE*~

Ryan deffinantly needs to post more! I can't believe hey got kicked out of the hotel! SES rocks!!!

You guys kicked some major ass at summerfest. I would have written sooner, but the place we were staying didnt have the internet, and it was a long drive. When is the next time you'll be in Florida? I cant wait, I'll be front row again.

\m/do the dew\m/

ooh and by the way Derek, farenheit 9/11 is a really good movie, but its pretty graphic. I love you guys

\m/do the dew\m/

Just a quick one. Hurry, hurry home- only TEN days to go. California is waiting----- and so are your families and friends. We can hardly wait for SES/Fractional at the Key Club! Will we rock, or what??? XOX to you all XOX

geez i cant believe them dang cops made people get dressed and EVERYTHING! how many nude folks were in yalls room? that would be a sight. aye who's bad!? <---micheal jackson impression.owwwww

hey whats up? nothing here, yeah im like hella bored right now...so i decided to write to my fav band in the whole world! isnt that special? yeah ok well neways i hella wanna go to ur concert at the pound on the 19th but i dont know if i can cuz im fucking grounded( yeah for the rest of the summer, doesnt that suck major monkey butt?)but im like hella begging and i think my mom might let me go but idk, but even if i dont go u guys better make this show like the best ever cuz like cmon sf fucking rocks! ( i dont live in sf, i live in gayass pacifica where nothing happens, but still sf is great and so are u and like great+great= SUPER FUCKING GREAT!)well neways i saw u guys at the filmore like a long time ago it was awesome! dude i have this notebooks that i write in and stuff and i let my friends do pages and like when there are like 15 pages left i go into the city and leave them on a bus so someone can find it and read what we wrote and write something in it themselves and i leave my address in it and stuff so they can mail it back, and like i got one of them back today! and i left it on a bus like 5 months ago, isnt that amazing and the person wrote like all this shit, Its hella awesome!here