July 30, 2004

lets begin!

HELLO EVERYONE, MY NAME IS DEREK AND I WILL BE YOUR TEACHER FOR TODAY. YOU GUYS HAVE A LOT TO LEARN ABOUT THE END OF THE TOUR SO START TAKING NOTES. WHERE DO I BEGIN? LETS SEE, I BELIEVE WE LEFT OF IN INDIANAPOLIS, WHERE WE GOT KICKED OUT OF THE HOTEL. REMEMBER????????THE NEXT NIGHT WE WERE IN ATLANTA. GREAT SHOW AND AFTERWARDS, OUR BUS COMPANY RENTED US ANOTHER BUS. THIS WAS ALMOST A LIMO STYLE BUS WITH COUCHES OF LENGTHS I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE. IT WAS GREAT. ALL THE BANDS HUNG OUT AND WE DROVE AROUND AND WENT TO CLUBS. WHAT A COOL BUS COMPANY, HUH! NASHVILLE WAS NEXT. A HOT SHOW. LITERALLY HOT! THE LIGHTS WERE SO CLOSE TO MY HEAD, THAT I THOUGHT MY HAIR WAS GOING TO IGNITE. GREAT 24HR DINER NEXT STORE AS WELL SO I ATE THER ONCE OR THREE TIMES. MEMPHIS WAS THE NEXT DAY, JULY 3RD. WE PLAYED A HUGE RADIO SHOW. MASSIVE!!! I'D SAY 20 THOUSAND PEOPLE WATCHED US. THATS A LOT OF PEOPLE. WE PLATED WITH OUR LABEL MATE, UNCLE KRACKER. WE HAD NEVER MET HIM BEFORE. AFTER THE SHOW I WENT OVER TO HIS BUS TO SAY HI. HE WAS COOL. REAL LAID BACK CAT. THEN THE CITY PUT ON A HUGE FIREWORKS SHOW. IT WAS GREAT. THINGS THAT BLOW UP NEVER SUCK THOUGH, DO THEY. NEW ORLEANS WAS OUR LAST SHOW WITH OUR GOOD FRIENDS STERIOGRAM. IT WAS A SAD DAY. THE SHOW KICKED ASS BUT AFTERWARDS WE HAD TO SAY OUR GOODBYES. OH YA THE DAY BEFORE I ROAD WITH THE STRATA BOYS IN THE VAN BECAUSE IT WAS A SHORT DRIVE TO THE NEXT CITY. THEY NEVER HAD ANY PROBLEMS UNTIL I CAME ALONG. WE GOT A FLAT. IT WAS HOT AS SATAN'S ASS AND WE HAD TO CHANGE A TIRE. A 4.5 HOUR DRIVE TURNED INTO A 8 HOUR DRIVE. LETS JUST SAY MOST OF US ARE NOT THAT MECHANICLY INCLINED. BUT YOU KNOW SOMETHING, I HAD A FUN TIME ANYWAYS. BUT THE NEXT NIGHT I WAS GLAD TO SLEEP IN MY BUNK, FO SHO!!!!!!!!!! THE NEXT DAY WAS HOUSTON, TX. THAT MORNING I WAS PICKED UP TO GO TO PROMARK. THAT IS THE STICK I AM ENDORSED BY. IT WAS COOL TO SEE HOW A DRUMSTICK IS MADE. THEY SURE HAVE A LOT OF PROCEDURES BEFORE A STICK IS COMPLETED. EVERYONE AT PROMARK WAS GREAT. FOR A SECOND, I THOUGHT I WAS ON MR. ROGERS NEIGHBORHOOD,....." PLEASE WONT YOU BE,...MY NEIGHBOR!" FUN TIMES. WELL, THATS ENOUGH FOR NOW. MORE LATER, BUT FIRST HERE A JOKE,..."WHY ARE PROCTOLOGISTS SO DEPRESSED?.. CAUSE THEY ALWAYS HAVE THE END IN SITE!!!!!!!!!" DID I ALREADY TELL THIS ONE? AH WELL, WHATEVA!! THINK I SHOULD SAY HI, ALL RIGHTY THEN,........SARAH M.-- THATS SO COOL, TAKE A PIC OF YOUR ROOM AND SEND IT HERE, ALSO, GREAT POEM..--YOU KNOW-- NOW YOU KNOW, I READ IT, FUN HOW A GIRL WHO VOICES HER OPINION IS CALLED A BITCH HUH.--RACHEL FISHER-- HOORRAY!! AWESOME, IM PROUD OF YOU, YOU ARE BETTER OFF NOT SMOKING, GUESS WHAT, RYAN QUIT AS WELL. SO YOU ARE NOT ALONE..--DEANNA-- C-YA SOON SWEETIE, HAIR STILL PINK?--POOKY--WHAT A TALENT, LOVE THE METAL SIGN!--TEXAS TWINS--HOW HOW ARE ARE YOU YOU GIRLS GIRLS DOING DOING?? IM IM SEEING SEEING DOUBLE DOUBLE. LATER LATER!!--MELISSA LOVES SES-- THANKYOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT. YOU ROCK..--CHELSI-- NO TATS. ITS NOT MY THING.--NAT--CYA NEXT TIME WE ROLL THROUGH MEMPHIS.--MARISA-- PUT THE PICS ON OUR WEB SITE IN THE PHOTO GALLERY.--SCOTT-- AWESOME IDEA, EQUIPMENT PICS, I'D LIKE TO KNOW WHAT MY FAVORITE BANDS PLAY ON TOO. WE SHOULD HAVE THAT.--EMILIA CISEROS-- WHATEVA'S FLY LAZY EYE!!--SLOANE--GLAD WE COULD HELP YOU, IT FEELS GOOD.--BRANDON--THANKS FOR GOING OUT IN NASHVILLE, HOPR YOU HAD FUN.--WILLIAM-- WEAR DEPENDS!--SARAH SMART-- OR SHOULD I SAY MISS TEXAS!!! GOOD LUCK--NICK-- WORK HARD, ALWATS GIVE 100% MAKE DEMOS AND GIVE THEM AWAY. JUST GET YOUR MUSIC OUT THERE.--STEPHANIE--NO TIME, MUST WORK HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!--CHRIS-- DONT SELL YOURSELF SHORT. IF SHE WITH SOMEONE ELSE, THEN SHES NOT THE ONE..--LISHA-- THATS GREEAT. ARE YOU GOING TO MEET YOUR DAD?--RACHAEL--ITS TRUE, YOU DO LOOK LIKE YOUR TWIN..--ASHTON-- HIGH ROLLERCOASTERS ARE COOOOOOOOOLLLL!--ERIN--GET TO A DAMN SHOW IN KENTUCKY, OK!--LIZZIE,UK-- DO YOU LIVE IN THE UK NOW? I HOPE WE GO SOON. EVERYONE SAYS ITS AMAZING..--SEAN-- GOOD LUCK WITH THE BAND, IF WE DID IT, YOU CAN TOO.--HEATHER--YOU ARE OFFICIALLY THE NEW KID ON THE BLOCK OR SHOULD I SAY NKOTB!!!!!!!!!HANGIN TOUGH!! WELL THATS IT, I HAVE TO GO. STUDY HARD AND I PICK UP WHERE WE LEFT OFF SOON. LOVE YA GUYS!!!!!!!!!
DEREK.... DEREK...POGEN

Posted by smile at July 30, 2004 01:39 AM
Comments

Hey!!!! I just was wondering you all played in Arizona a little while ago how was it I got sick and couldn't Go? I hope y'all enjoyed it!

Posted by: Lindsey on July 30, 2004 02:08 AM

Holy cow was I the first one to post! That is krazy I am usually like 150 or something AWESOME

Posted by: Lindsey on July 30, 2004 02:09 AM

Hey derek, ryan and sean..glad to see yall had a fun tour...lol..cant wait for yalls cd...and for yall to come back to S.A. tx..so..hurry por favor.. :D..lol.. Have a great rest of the summer..lol..that didnt make sense..but o well..umm..yall kick ass as usual..an thats it...lol PeAcE

~*~Stephanie~*~

Posted by: Stephanie M. on July 30, 2004 02:14 AM

YAY!!! 3rd one to post!!!! anyways, on with the story, Derek! You didn't give me a shoutout! Oh, well maybe next time, huh? When's the live chat gonna be?!?! I'm dieing to know. And did you read my post about nationals and y'all coming, if not tell me please! And can I please get a shoutout?!!

The biggest fan of SES in Choctaw, Oklahoma
Meagan Danielsen (i'm infatuated w/ sean)

Posted by: Meagan Danielsen #1 SES fan all tha way! on July 30, 2004 02:16 AM

Told yall he would write..=)

Chelsi Loo

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 02:19 AM

I'm bout to call Tiffany, thats right Tiff, I got ur number and my sis told me to call u and tell u sumthin..muahaha..can u say 'Prank calls'..no i wouldn't do that 2 ya, and if u can't say 'prank calls' ask that kool dude Derek, hes the teacher..Derek ur so awesome!..ok bye AND I LUV YALL!

Amandas a lame-o..no she ain't..amanda, go on brush ur shoulders off..ahahaha..bye

I luv Smile Empty Soul

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 02:22 AM

I love you guys your music rocks my fav. song is bottom of a bottle my 2nd fav. song is therapy...I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH please please please dont ever stop touring and making music but yeah...bye
Emily

Posted by: Emily on July 30, 2004 02:24 AM

that was the greatest post ev-ER!

and chelsi...i think youre pyshcic....

Posted by: kerri anne on July 30, 2004 02:29 AM

hey derek!!! ahh my bdya is tomorrow i turn 16 come back and play in mcallen,tx sometime!

Posted by: melissa..woot..woot haha on July 30, 2004 02:30 AM

Read'n comments from the last entry I ran into this post crownin me, Chelsi LeighAnn, the queen of posting, hmmmmm...WTF!>..ahahahahaha..I'm more like a goddess, and Heather *pooky..ahaha* I DIE laughin whenever I read that u LUFF everyone..ahahahahaha..k bye, o yea and Derek, U gotta ride a rollar coaster w/ me one of these moons..Later Gator, and I told yall he would write today

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 02:31 AM

Not physic, "southern", I told yall I could feel it in my bones..

me again, sry

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 02:33 AM

hey...when are you guys gonna get your next album out? everything you guys put out is awesome, i love all of your guys songs...cant wait for more

Posted by: tina on July 30, 2004 02:40 AM

Hey, i love your guy's CD its like my fav. CD its the only CD i even listen too lol But yeah...other than you guys i listen to nirvana but thats about it lol its kinda sad i only liston to two bands but oh well i like them both alot lol but yeah well thats about it im glad you guys had fun on your tour well it sounds fun anyways...but yeah well ttyl bye

EMILY

Posted by: Emily on July 30, 2004 02:45 AM

Hey, jus wandern, did I call somebody who voiced there opinion a bitch? Cuz i'm the mouthy lil thing on here, thought I would ask, and from wat I understand everybody likes readin mine cuz i'm funny. at my expense guyz at my expense. ahahaha. I MISS SARAH!!

Chelsi

tiff and amanda rock, i'm about to call u ms. tiff

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 02:48 AM

hahaha.. good job Chelsi, see Tiff, she DOES have Phsyco (or however the hell you spell it) abilities.. she could feel it in her 'bones' lol..ohh..

anyways great story derek thanks for the pdate, always great hearing from ya! you should update us about the album =)

SES ROCKS!!!
::Amanda:: \m/

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 fan in Medford Oregon::: on July 30, 2004 02:51 AM

I have physco abilities to lil ms. amanda..ahahahaha..k bye

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 02:51 AM

Chels your a goof noodle but thats why we luff (lol) you!! you rock and yeah call tiff and bug her! =)

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 fan in Medford Oregon::: on July 30, 2004 02:52 AM

o loser, did you read that I officaily crowned You as SES Post Whore of July 2004? hmm.. get on aim and IM me bizznich!

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 fan in Medford Oregon::: on July 30, 2004 02:57 AM

Manda and Tiff r mine anti-depressants

O Derek, dang, I keep forget'n to tell u, after my 10 posts in the last 10 minutes that, that's kool u don't have any tat's, do wat Tiff tells me to do, and be an example..lol..I luff yall!

Like Chelsi, mutha scratcher..*

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 02:58 AM

I can't get on AIM, i'm at my sissy's and she'd freak if I downloaded sumthin, I SHALL MISS U MANDA..and WTF!, post WHORE?..ahahahahaha..that's why i luff yall..bye, but surely to goodness not my last, sry guyz, i'm a post whore, u read it urself..

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 03:00 AM

HEY GUYS(DEREK)!.. DONT THINK I'VE SAID HI IN A WHILE SO HI!...I STILL THINK UR GR8 AND I BOUGHT THE SPIDERMAN2 SOUNDTRACK ONLY CUZ UR ON IT ...I LOVE THE SONG SO MUCH!... ITS AMAZING AND I AM NOT SUPRISED ITS AMAZING AT ALL. UR STILL THE FIRST BAND I HAVE EVER LABELED AS MY FAVORITE..JUST THOUGHT U'D LIKE TO KNOW CUZ I'VE NEVER HAD A FAVORITE BAND B4 UNTIL U CAME ALONG! CANT WAIT TILL THE NEW CD AND DEREK...I USED TO ALWAYS WANT SEAN TO WRITE IN HERE BUT GODDAMN UR PERSONALITY IS SO SEXY (AND THOSE EYES!)KEEP WRITEN.. UR SO GOOD AT IT!

*SAFE, SOBER, SEX-FREE ME*,
~//KARISSA//~

Posted by: \\*Karissa*// on July 30, 2004 03:02 AM

Woo Hoo!! i'm #20!!you guys are such an awesome band and i love to listen to your CD. I can't wait till the new one comes out. you'll have to tell us all AS SOON AS YOU KNOW THE EXACT DATE!!!lol. ANd come to Oklahoma more often..us poor hics could use some good rock music. Oh and one more thing...keep good messages in your song because that's what makes them good music...that's why you guys rock..you sing about real things..not clubbing and having sex w/ every chick you run in to..well i think that's all lol. Have fun while you guys are home!

Posted by: ...::*Catiri*::... on July 30, 2004 03:06 AM

heya Derek...Derek...Pogen, what ever happened to Derek aka D-RockG? haha. that bus sounds cool. i remember Hrag talking about that flat tire incident. and i heard youre voice when you guys were sayin hi to the internet people. i dont get the joke tho. i had a joke for u, but i forgot it. i have bad memory. man its so hot today!

Rehmati Out!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on July 30, 2004 03:07 AM

how about that finding yourself??? haha... great tune... yo, derek, tell sean he's one talented little dude... that's great artiste right there with that one... well you guys, I've been checking these things like every two hours, oh and go to www.xanga.com/modestmousesux
it's well worth it... it would be super duper if you signed the guestbooks too... haha...
rock on... keep on doing your thing

Posted by: Heck yah number 21 down the list!!! Ashley heinz (ND) on July 30, 2004 03:09 AM

LOL, Chels. I'm no one's anti-depressant. And you're gonna call me? I never talk on the phone. How did you know he was going to post? Derek, that was a funny post..."hot as satan's ass." Good times, my brother. Take care of yourself. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 03:10 AM

hey derek dude thanks for the shoutout hah yeah the nashville show rocked and im ready for next tour and the next cd itll be kickasa, thanks for the water bottle too even tho i gave it to sum chick next to me that wanted it really bad os its all good later brandon

Posted by: Brandon on July 30, 2004 03:12 AM

I don't care i'm callin, and the acsent is real hun, and ur MY ANTI-DEPRESSENT, whether u like it or not mutha scratcha..ahahahaha..know but seriously, ur the one that keeps me sane..im not say'n bye no more, so, to be continued...

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 03:15 AM

he called me and gave me a heads up..ahahaha..no, i told u i felt it in my bones..to be continued

SES Post Whore of July '04

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 03:15 AM

Michelle, look up "proctologist" in the dictionary or something. I'm sure you'll get it then...

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 03:17 AM

Michelle, look up "proctologist" in the dictionary or something. I'm sure you'll get it then...

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 03:19 AM

I did..ahahahahahaha..Derek, ur the one keeps me sane, and Tiff, ofcourse..

proctologist

n : a doctor specializing in diseases of the rectum and anus

anus is like my favorite word ever!*

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 03:22 AM

chelsi...youre absolutely insane

oh sorry..youre not physcic your southern

i'm from tennessee and i cant feel it in my bones when derek is gonna post...

its a chelsi (post whore of july 04 ) thing

Posted by: kerri anne on July 30, 2004 03:43 AM

LMAO. Oh, God, that is funny shit. And YOU are MY anti-depressant. Ok, but let's not get all mushy like Amanda. Ariane, get your ass on here and post. Derek, you guys should play a show at the Saugus Speedway? What do you think? Your mom came up with the idea. Good, eh? You would sell that motha out.

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 03:49 AM

Hey Smile Empty Soul! I'm Keri from Milwaukee, WI...I saw ya guys perform in Edgerton, WI and Rockford IL, and Milwaukee's Summerfest this year! Derek- I'm the chick who had that steriogram necklace made out of silver wire...you said I should get another one made that says "Smile Empty Soul" on it...I didn't do that yet. Just to let yall know that you guys had an awesome performance at all three shows that I went to and thank you for the pictures...they are posted at this website here...www.freewebs.com/gramluvrus. Hopefully you guys will be around Wisconsin
Thanks Heaps
Keri

Posted by: Keri on July 30, 2004 03:57 AM

Hey Smile Empty Soul! I'm Keri from Milwaukee, WI...I saw ya guys perform in Edgerton, WI and Rockford IL, and Milwaukee's Summerfest this year! Derek- I'm the chick who had that steriogram necklace made out of silver wire...you said I should get another one made that says "Smile Empty Soul" on it...I didn't do that yet. Just to let yall know that you guys had an awesome performance at all three shows that I went to and thank you for the pictures...they are posted at this website here...www.freewebs.com/gramluvrus. Hopefully you guys will be around Wisconsin
Thanks Heaps
Keri
Fancygrl16@aol.com

Posted by: Keri on July 30, 2004 03:57 AM

Hey Derek! Man your jokes are so . . . awesome! Changing a flat tire is hard, remind me to never get you to change one for me, hah. And seeing how to make a drumstick sounds intresting. It's great that Ryan quit smoking, tell him to keep it up! Ok I have to go now. Love you guys, see ya next time your in Memphis!

~Kelley~ BrokenRaven137@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Posted by: Kelley on July 30, 2004 03:58 AM

LMFAO!! i SOOOO get the joke now! thanks Chels for posting that. oh yeah, if anyone is bored, check out. www.SESLateShows.Cjb.Net vome on people, i wanna see SES on some late shows!

Rehmati Out!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on July 30, 2004 04:01 AM

hey have yall ever rode a dirt bike or 4 wheeler

Posted by: my conda was a mondo on July 30, 2004 04:04 AM

Hey s.e.s! this is my first time posting a reply thing (#33, not so bad) anyhow I just want to say that you rock! although you probably get that a lot. you guys need to come to Maine more often; I saw your show and it was wicked! I luv how y'all came out and talked to everyone afterwards; that's awesome and I don't know many bands who do that.

also, derek I luv your jokes they make me laugh! :)

Posted by: Kate G on July 30, 2004 04:06 AM

hey whatz up everyone? SES ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey derek I love your crazy jokes there so great,and your super sweet. Well I guess I will talk to you guys later. Have a great day everyone.Bye

Love,
*Brittany*

Posted by: Brittany number1 Milwaukee, Wisconsin fan!!!! on July 30, 2004 04:08 AM

You know what .. you guys fucking rock. Derek - I can't tell you how many bands i've written to and you are the only one to ever say something back. You don't know how much it means to me that you do really read everything ... because it really does piss me off when bands say they do and don't. You are my favorite band of all time .. seriously. I do voice my opinion ... a lot.. and do get called a bitch .. a lot. Ahh I'm used to it. Oh! I went to the concert in Milwaukee .. drove like 4 hours and the only reason my parents said yes was because my sister said she would go (it took some convincing though). So she was then forced to watch the awesome concert and is now almost as big of a fan as me. Shows how much of an effect you have on people when you play live. You're awesome though, You may not believe with all the babbling I've done, but I'm at a loss for words. I'd do anything to just see you guys in concert again. Words cannot describe how great of a band you are and how awesome you are for reading every single comment and giving all the shout outs you do. Ahh! You're unbelievable. Unitl next time...

Posted by: You Know on July 30, 2004 04:09 AM

SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: Brittany #1 Milwaukee Wisconsin fan!!!! on July 30, 2004 04:11 AM

Derek, WOW you are so amazing... its awesome how youkeep us in touch with everything thats going on... by reading all your journal entrys i feel like i actually know you :-) hehe! anywho your the best!!

MUCH LOVE!!!

//ASHLEY//

Posted by: //Ashley// on July 30, 2004 04:34 AM

OMG! I'm not braggin or nuthin, but i'm funny! Ok I was eat'n a wolla go, and my sis's dog Jimmy kept beggin and I looked at him and said, Jimmy quit barkin orders at me..ahahahahahahaha..I'm still laughin over that one and it happened about an hour ago..ahaha..K bye, I mean, to be continued

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 04:40 AM

hey guys!! its been a while...i am so pissed at myself cause i didn't realize new orleans was your last show and I had strep thoat for the second time in like a month so the doctor said i couldn't go but if i would have known that i would have gone regardless...i should have anyway...I'm SOOOO Sorry!! ahh pleasse forgive me! I always post on here but im always curious if you atually remember certain people!! ( here's a clue...It was my birthday for the lafayette Birthday bonaza!! i loveeeed meeting ya'll...I tell everyone about that night...the best birthday ever!!! It must feel so greta to touch so many lives...especially mine!! Hope ya'll are glad to be home and i definitly look forward to everything else that is yet to come!!! Love you guys...gimme a shout out if ya have a chance!!
Much Love
Lauryn

Posted by: LaUryYn on July 30, 2004 04:40 AM

Ok this is weird, u know how I was feelin in my bones u would write today Derek, well, I like knew that u wrote when I was in the car on my way out here, so I went to the computer and there was only 2 comments so far, and since I can't read fast at all..lol..there was like jus a couple more after I finish'd..hmmmm, am I good or am I good?..to be continued, Mufassa

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 04:44 AM

*dances maniacly* SHIT yeah, man, I GOT A SHOUTOUT!!! Ah, Derek, you rock squirrel nuts \m/ !! Heeheehee, I think I started a new fad with Luff, how many times have I seen it now? LoL you guys rock.

Derek that's awesome about the end of tour, I wanna see a bus like that sometime! And awesome about the radio show, but now I bet there'll be a huge flow of new fans on this board so I hope they're as cool as all you guys are =). Yeah, true fireworks are the shit! Anything that goes splody is worth my attention. Lmfao I said splody... Hot as Satan's Ass lol aaw I love you Derek, that's the coolest phrase I've ever heard! Too bad about the tire, but you know I'm not mechanically inclined either, I probably would've just stared at it 'till it melted or something...

How they make drumsticks is frustrating! I saw it in the video that came with my drumset. Eevil video, the guy isn't a very good instructor, I still suck ass on drums... LoL no talent =). But all of us can't be as good as you, Derek! You rock :P. But Mr. Rogers Neighborhood is a scary show, those hand puppets freak me out!

Hahahahahaha I luff your joke, that's hilarious! Poor, poor proctologists.... No, you didn't tell that one before I don't think... I still liked the Bee one best!

Coolies for Ryan to have quit smoking, go him! I hope he can keep up with it, my friend Miranda quit too but started again after 2 monthes... And she's only 14, so her mom'd freak out if she knew Miranda smokes. Kays, I've taken up enough of your time rambling, see ya!

POOKY LUFFS ALL!!

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Posted by: Heather M. (Pooky) on July 30, 2004 04:57 AM

Your guy's CD is the first CD that I have listened to every song and liked Ever song on the CD so yeah ROCK ON

Posted by: Emily on July 30, 2004 05:03 AM

R.I.P. Mr. Rogers. You are forever in our hearts. ::points to the sky::

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 05:07 AM

Hahaha Chelsi you're no more southern than I am! I live in the rocks of Missouri, in an official farmer town! So HAH! You have to have some amount of psychic in you ;).

Emily it's okay that you only listen to SES and Nirvana, at least you know you've got great taste in music!! Besides it's not the quantity of bands it's the quality, lol.

Oh yah Derek I have a joke for you! It's confusing though, you have to be a pervert to get it, lol I got it after a minute though =P. A chicken and an egg are lying in a bed smoking cigarettes. After a minute, the chicken leans toward the egg and asks "Was it good for you?" LoL okay I know bad, not even a good joke but it's all I got. Kay, I'll leave now!

POOKY LUFFS ALL!

Posted by: Heather M. (Pooky) on July 30, 2004 05:09 AM

Hot damn, in the past 10 minutes there've been like 10 posts!!! These commenters are busy, lol!

Pooky

Posted by: Heather M. (Pooky) on July 30, 2004 05:10 AM

Hey man, i'm pretty damn southern..lol

OO yea, and Derek, I used to watch Mr. Rogers, I think everybody did, but now that i'm older, i'm like WTF>!..I'v been writin on myself AGAIN, my mom got so mad at me cuz I had an anarchey sign on my big toe..Omg, me and Josh are about to watch Scary Movie 3, if it's retarded then i'll luv it, did I mention i'm in luv w/ Kip Dynamite, I wanna c Napolean Dynamite..k thought I would share

*Chelsi*

i try not to post alot i really do, but sumthin happens and i jus have to get on and tell derek..like that dog thing, first thing i thought of was tell'n yall..but effin Josh was playin poker..ahahaha..alrighty then---

Pooky luffs us

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 05:14 AM

I knew u were southern as soon as u said in quote "hot damn"..that's the ticket pookster..ahahahahaahahaha..and were always so damn funny..k

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 05:16 AM

o man.. fuck mr. rogers he CREEPED ME OUT as scary of and old man as michael jackson wait, no i take that back, anyone who's nose peels off his dace is by far the scariest thing ever lol

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 fan in Medford Oregon::: on July 30, 2004 05:21 AM

hey chelsi I just saw Scary Movie 3 today! lol just thought I'd point out that insane coincidence. wow people do post fast here. by the time I wrote my first post, I was no longer #33....too bad, oh well.

dude I used to luv Mr. Rogers when I was little!

:) smile it makes people suspicious

Posted by: Kate G on July 30, 2004 05:23 AM

o yeah! and BIG congrats to RYAN for quiting SMOKING!! good job dude, you rock fo sho man, keep it up!! \m/

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 fan in Medford Oregon::: on July 30, 2004 05:26 AM

howdy everyone, Derek I think you would make a great teacher(lol). I hope you guys all have a great time off, and do something crazy (lol). I hope you guys come back to Milwaukee that would be great!!! See you guys soon. Derek,Sean,and Ryan have fun!!!! Talk to you guys later. Have a great summer!!! Rock on!!!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!
-*Brittaby*

Posted by: Brittany #1 Milwaukee Wisconsin fan!!!!!!!! on July 30, 2004 05:29 AM

Kate, that rox man...I luff (lmao) all funny movies..Well take it back, some funny movies, gonna go watch it, bye

Amandas a freak, she was afraid of the nicest man known to man..WTF!?!

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 05:31 AM

sorry that was supost to say Brittany not Brittaby

Posted by: Brittany #1 Milwaukee Wisconsin fan!!!!!!!! on July 30, 2004 05:35 AM

Tell Ryan good luck with staying off the wacky tabacky and chew lots of gum...for the urges of course. Never fails today I got my new license in the mail and that third times a charm thing is a load of bull, because yet again the pic blows. Anyways since everyone on here seems to enjoy jokes....what do you call a smart blonde?

a golden retreiver

Posted by: casey.... on July 30, 2004 05:35 AM

hahahahaah...that was a good one.....

i have given up my hopes for ever getting a shout out

the end

Posted by: kerri anne on July 30, 2004 05:50 AM

isnt wacky tabacky pot? lol.. i thought derek was talking about cigarettes? hmm idk, im lame lol

yeah chelsi, you go watch yo movies!!! lol, wtf... idk (call tiff and bug her)

THERES TOO MUCH ANGER INSIDE ME! .. THERE IS NO GOD THAT I HAVE SEEN!!!..nvm me im gone! =)

lol, but wait, theres MORE!!! ses should put up a message board that acutally works (and make me the mod), that way people wouldnt be taking up all this lovely space and we can give derek less to read so maybe he posts more often you never know lol.. yeah, so derek love, if you read this.. take it into consideration kay? wait, am i the only one thats having problems w/ the boards? it prob is, me and my 98 ghetto piece a shit called a puter lol ttfn! C is for cookie, its good enougth for me! C is for cookie, its good enough for me! < cookie monsters pimp and i feel about 5 yrs old.. PESKOR, OUT! (sry michelle, i had to steal it for a moment) lol

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 fan in Medford Oregon::: on July 30, 2004 05:59 AM

SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: Brittany #1 Milwaukee Wisconsin fan!!!!!!!! on July 30, 2004 06:00 AM

Ahaha Chelsi gave in to my luff! I AM THE ALL LOVING POOKSTER!! LoL funny stuffs!! NOOO my Hot Damn gave me away! Actually, I've never heard that said around me, Roman Dirge (second best sadistic comic book writer/drawer of all time) said it in one of his end-of-book things, and I was like OMFG I luv it!!! Yeah okay I'll shut up now =D. Yeah go us southern funny peoples =P!!

Casey lol awesome joke! Hilarious \m/!

Aaaw, kerri anne, stick in there! I've only gotten 2 shoutouts, and I've been commenting for many monthes now! Heeheehee, I don't mind, there are a lot of people who comment, all of us vying for Derek's wonderful attention. We can't help it, don't blame us! It's Derek's fault for being so damn sexy =P!

POOKY LUFFS ALL

Posted by: Heather M. (Pooky) on July 30, 2004 06:06 AM

I SEE HOW IT IS .... ALLY'S OLD NEWS...haha ..J/K .... BUT ANYWHO I MADE SOME NEW FRIENDS....STRATA AND THORNLEY... HA.... I HOPE SOME OF KEN'S(BASSIST FOR THORNLEY) AMAZINGNESS RUBS OFF ON ME...WOOP WOOP...OK WELL I'M OUT...HAHA... I'M GOIN TO THE KISS AND POISON CONCERT...THATS GONNA KICKASS...WOOP WOOP.... OK WELL TALK TO YALL LATER....STILL LOVE YALL...

~~ALLY HATTON~~ ( PROJEKT HOST'S GUITARIST)

Posted by: ally on July 30, 2004 06:09 AM

I LOVE SES!!

OMG!! DEREK UR SOOO AWESOME!! u gave me a shoutout!! :D thanks!! so sweet! and yes i agree with "you know" because alot of bands dont read everything! they just say they do! it is SOO awesome that u acually care!! Derek ur soo awesome! and Ryan im so glad u quit smoking! ur so cool that it would suck if everyones favorite bass player died of lung cancer!! im so happy for u!! its hard! yea ok!
man flat tire! that mustve sucked! u guys rocked on tour with Strata and Crossfade! i loved it! Sly's Alter Ego! i feel so bad that i missed them! i promised Kyle and Jeff(the twin:)) that i would see them but i was stuck riding Eruption! that ride hurts! lol! but the con was soo awesome! i was 2nd row! lol close enough! man derek i shouldve gave u that hat! i forgot i was wearing it! lol! well i g2g ttyl

~¤AsHtOn¤~
I LOVE SES!!!

Posted by: Ashton(# mf'n 1 fan in oklahoma) on July 30, 2004 06:22 AM

Screw this "luff" mumbo jumbo. It's all about "lub." Come on, Amanda. You know what I'm talkin bout. Gimme some lub. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 06:24 AM

you know if you were kicked outta a hotel in indy you coulda came and stayed w/ me :-D thats not supposed to sound stalkerish but it does... lol i live in indy its quite boring here... you shoulda made me your roadie... thatd be sweet... i love you guys and strata... HAHAHAHA i know how to change a tire too!!! lol well hmmmmmmm ima go... gunna go talk to eli my friend from cicero which is the best town ever... ummmmmmm bye have fun on the tour i need to come see you guys soon :( never seen you live before... may day, sno core, xfest... none of it... :'( i fell bad... ok well i really gotta go bye

Posted by: susan (indys biggest fan) on July 30, 2004 06:28 AM

Lub Lub Lub, Lub Lub Lub LuB! its ALLLL about the LUB!

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 fan in Medford Oregon::: on July 30, 2004 06:53 AM

You know, I still can't believe you guys were kicked out of a hotel.. dude, thats gotta suck.
Anyways, glad yall had a good time on tour. Its late... I have to get some sleep...

--)essica

P.S. I used to like Mr. Roger's when I was little. Its too bad he had to go and get ran over by a trolley.... *sigh*.

Posted by: Jessica L. on July 30, 2004 06:53 AM

Sry guyz, gotta go w/ the new trend..I lub SCARY MOVIE 3!!

I about pee'd my pants on this one part where Gorage screamed while they were in the basement..OO gosh, i'm still laughin over that..and my Jimmy joke, that was funny stuff right there..

OH MY GOD, Mr. Rogers got ran over by a trolley? or was that a joke? AHAHAHAHA. OK i'm sry, plz forgive me* But seriously, a trolley?

Dereks gonna read these and be all WTF!, we had a mad amount of Mr. Roger fans..ahaha..

OO yea, Derek, since ur off, well not nessessarily 'off', but, could u consider b'n a teacher at my school, an ocasional concert..ahaha, oo how I wish..OO yea, and i'm prolly gonna faint or cry when I finally meet yall cuz i'm kool like that..but thats in about a year...hmmmmmmm

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:15 AM

OK where in hell have I been. I jus realized that Mr. Rogers is dead. OO man, to much to take in. Do yall member that train? Well wasn't there a train? it's all so blurry. ok i'm laughin at myself here, when u read those to questions above, read them slow, and play some slow music in the back, u'll catch my drift..ahahahahhahaha..

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:20 AM

Chels, you are too young to be watching movies like that. Whatever happened to pure and wholesome movies like The Land Before Time and Fifel Goes West? Oh shit, ya, I know you all remember the old school stuff. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 07:24 AM

Those are two of my favorite Tiff two of my favorite, oo h/o Tiff I gotta go get my diapy changed...

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

OO Derek, wanna hear somethin cute, ok well I thought it was cute, Ok my rocker babe cousins Hunter and J watched an interview w/ me, and it was on this part where u were say'n that Lava got u new drums, and u said, Thanks to Lava, and J and Hunter were walk'n around say'n that all day, it was cute, they are really into yall wat w/ there age and all..ok c ya around the block aimgo..Oo yea, and when they thought somethin was kool they would say, that is so retarded..ahahaha

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:30 AM

derek is super sexy!!!!

Posted by: Brittany #1 Milwaukee Wisconsin fan!!!!!!!! on July 30, 2004 07:33 AM

Were glad u think so......

Posted by: hmmmmm on July 30, 2004 07:41 AM

Chels, that post makes no damn sense, but always funny. People, not to be rude, but can you all please stop talking about how hot the guys are. I know you're all young hormonal girls, but it's getting old...really old. WE'RE GOING STREAKIN'!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 07:49 AM

U MY BOY BLUE


..aahahahahahahahahhahaah..Old School, classic!


Yea, wat Tiff said cuz she's like AWSUM..

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:56 AM

Don't let er fool ya, shes mean as a rattle snake...but in a kool way*..ahahahaha..U MY BOY BLUE!..Never gets old Tiff!..I'm goin to bed cuz i'm as tired as...sry Tiff, couldn't think of nuthin..think of sumthin and hook me up..I'm out like a white kid in the ghetto

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:59 AM

Hey Derek...=( well I feel lonely without u talking to me or anything...theres this awesome band Im trying to promote out here they are called Last Falling...good stuff...BUT your record label is a bunch of lil bitches...they told them that they are good but its not the type of music they want? whats up with that? They really like your stuff they are big fans too they come from a city near you guys! Im trying to get them to the east coast...you guys should check them out www.lastfalling.com. I have two new Stalkees...Sean and Bryan!! =D gawd I love you guys...The bassist James is REALLY awesome hes sooo sweet...anyways..gimme a shout out if u like em!!! cant wait til you come back to NY my site needs new pics love u stay clean byyeee

-Katrina

Posted by: Katrina on July 30, 2004 08:02 AM

- - - DEREK, RYAN, AND SEAN - - -


- What up?
Samantha S. here


My friend Abby and I have settled upon a very interesting deal: She gets to rule the world and all the hot guys on it ONLY if I can have Sean Danielsen. Haha, he's MINE. :P Though, she DID put up one hell of a fight for him!

Okay, so that's just awkward, considering I'm only 14... NO WAIT! I turn 15 on--take note of this, Derek--August 8th!! Yeah, so you all better get me some uber nifty gifts. You know, like some awesome CDs or that Mega Man Anniversary Collection video game for the Nintendo Game Cube... Pretty please? :)


Heh, anywho. DEREK! You don't like to answer my questions anymore! And you know, that makes me sad OH SO SAD. But, you will again someday... Won't you? :(

SURE YOU WILL you love me! :D


Speaking of questions, do you guys know if you'll be touring again by the end of this year? Or will the new album take longer to put together? Also, do you have any clue as to whom you are going to be touring with? If you don't, you should REALLY consider touring with the band named Future Leaders of the World. They're new and very good, in my opinion. A lot of people say that they sound like Nirvana ( or atleast the lead vocalist sings like Kurt ). You can check 'em out here, if you'd like:

http://www.futureleadersoftheworld.com/


Oh dude, I just remembered! I'm getting an ice cream cake from Dairy Queen for my birthday, and I'm going to have them put an edible pic of you guys on it! AHAHAHA! It's going to be uber; I can't wait. Hopefully I can get a picture of it. You KNOW you'd want to see that! :P Eeehehehehe I'm so excited! I'll be the first to have SES's faces on an ice cream cake... HELL YEAH, I RULE! Can't you hear the jealousy flowing from all your fans? HA! You like it.

Though, it's going to be weird eating your guys' FACES. Ahhhhhhh! Heh heh, it's probably more weird for you than it is for me, to be quite honest. BUT whatever!


Alright, I think I've left you with enough babble for right now. :) I hope you gentlemen have a good time while you're at home! But do PLEASE come back to Missouri VERY soon, 'eh? I miss you OH SO MUCH. Meehe! I totally can't wait to hear the new album and I REALLY can't wait to see you three on tour again!! I love you guys...


SEE YA!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on July 30, 2004 08:03 AM

P.S. Im sooooo antsy for the new cd I cant wait..deff. keep us up todate with it PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Katrina (you have to come here just to sign it when I get it!! promise??)

Posted by: Katrina on July 30, 2004 08:04 AM

DEREK!!!!! oye Vaye! this is hannah(of coarse).what the truck? no more talking to me. i'm gonna go cry in a corner now...................................ok i'm back. well, i believe that you read all the posts so at least you know what's new.

Me and Cherry poptart might have a drummer. here's a brief summary of how this came to be;
i was just hanging around the park with cherry and some other people and this guy was riding his bike past us. i was like "hi! are you having a good day today?" he was like " hey, not really" and then we started talking and he plays drums! then also, cherry and i statred talking to a local band and they are gonna try to hook us up with a drummer. so it's a fail safe system.

and if me and cherry clean out the garage, our parents will turn it into a little area for us to play in. and to add to all of that, next year me and cherry are hopefully gonna be during a major road trip on the states to just have fun, but also promote our band! Yay!

yeah, so.....you guys should e-mail me, cause i can't get to this journal site very often. it's master_beast9000@hotmail.com.

once again, derek, tawnya thinks you're MAD SEXY.

here are 2 things Cherry wrote, we are gonna try to make them songs.
1)so here i am once again
my heart on the floor and my mind at the end
my hopes just happend to be so high
but now theyre fallen and now ive died
i curl into a ball crying alone
i stay in the corner dwelling in sorrow
tomorrow itll all be over and done
but today i will see no sun

i can still feel your lips on mine
its amazing how it never fades
i can still feel your hand in mine
and i hope it never goes away
your voice is still in my head
say the same thing over and over again

let what i feel, become real
let me open up and tell you the truth
and maybe things will be like their supposed to

2)though your not near, i can still hear your voice
ive burned the picture of you in my head
its not like i have a choice
i have to sit here and watch my heart die again
just talking to you makes me smile
wont you stay for a while?
be my company in my time of need
i watch the rain, as your eyes are on me
i hear your voice shake, as you take my hand
im caught in your stare and the web youve spun
pour down the timeless sands
this love;my fear; i wish i could run
stay here with me, let me hear your voice of love
now whisper baby. lets not disturb whats been done

oye vaye! boy troubles for her. i consider myself one of the guys and not a guy-needing girl. for 11 years of my life i only had guy cousins so it's never weird if i'm surrounded by guys.

hey, if you do e-mail me, i can give you guys aome spoofs of our songs. see! there's a plus side.

well i gotta skat, so have fun at home! glad you had fun with touring. later to the pucker-ful lemonheads! (remember derek, tawnya thinks you're MAD SEXY! please let me or her know that she thinks that.) buh bye!

Hannah
master_beast9000@hotmail.com

Posted by: Hannah on July 30, 2004 08:05 AM

*gasp* Tiff broke the Luff! And replaced it with Lub! *huffs* I won't submit! I stand true to Luff! Heehee, j/k BUT LUFF RULES!!!
GAH Amanda YOU GAVE IN!!! No Lub. No.

GAH! Samantha I'm INSANELY jealous! I want a SES ice cream cake... LoL but you're right, they need to come back to Missouri as soon as they're back on tour!!! What part of Missouri are you in? I'm south, near Springfield.

Hannah those are awesome! And if they email you, you have to forward it to me so I can oggle =P. Mine's chochang913@yahoo.com. You can send me music spoofs if you like! I'm a sucker for new music ^_^.

LUFF FOREVER

Pooky

Posted by: Heather M. (Pooky) on July 30, 2004 09:19 AM

*Derek* a teacher huh..I'll RAISE more than just grades!!! hahaha ...

*tiff-o*- I thought ur fave movie was 'Lord of the anal rings'??? but the land before time is the shit! lol

\m/ I LUV SMILE-EMPTY-SOUL W/ ALL MY <3 \m/
~*AriAne*~

Posted by: ~*+::AriAne::+*~ on July 30, 2004 10:03 AM

LOL, That is SO not my favorite movie, you funny biatch. Good times. Some people really shouldn't post when they're drunk off their ass. I won't mention any names. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 10:10 AM

hidy hows it going eh?....guess what me my friend cyan and her dad finally finshed her bass how kick ass is that?....well yeah ESKIMO is a funny word aie? DEREK,SEAN,RYAN what is your favorite song?...& derek what kinda drum set do you use?....ok enough of the qustions!!!...you know what sucks BIGH ASS? is when you let your cosins use your smile emoty soul cd and the lose it so you have to buy a new one god damn cosins who loses their other cosins sleeping cd otherise known as you smile empty soul cd.....but thanks to my kick ass fried she let me borrow....have you guys seen NIPOLIAN DYNAMITE?./....kick ass movie its soo fucking funny "I SEE YOU DRINKING 1% MILK...IS THAT BECAUSE YOU THINK YOUR FAT?... BECAUSE YOUR NOT....YOU COULD BE DRINKING WHOLE MILK"....if you guys have not seen it you should definatly consider checking it out ok well this is where i shall go to sleep bye bye i love you guys!!!......MUWAH!!
XxX~*pAIGe*~XxX

Posted by: paige like turn the page on July 30, 2004 10:26 AM

Tiff- ya the name is *ARIANE* muahahahaa and ur an *evil bytch* 4 what U did 2me!!!!! dont worry it the last time....*Sniff-sniff*....R.I.P #11

i am participatin in a bikini contest tomorrow nite wish me luck my ass needs thr $$$$..and when is the live chat??????

\m/I LUV SMILE-EMPTY-SOUL W/ALL MY<3 \m/
~*AriAne*~

Posted by: ~*+::AriAne::+*~ on July 30, 2004 11:32 AM

*hums* amazin grace...R.IP #11

\m/ I LUV SES W/ALL MY <3 \m/
~*AriAne*~

Posted by: ~*+::AriAne::+*~ on July 30, 2004 11:40 AM

O and if i have pissed ne1 off w/my immature and pointless posts i am really SORRY but blame it on my alter ego....BEERLEADER!!!

Sean, derek & ryan yall rock my face off!!!

\m/ I LUV SES W/ ALL MY <3 \m/
~*AriAne*~

Posted by: ~*+::AriAne::+*~ Aka The BeerLeader!!! on July 30, 2004 11:56 AM

Hey,
I'm the guy that wrote about the girl problems, she isint with the other guy, she has feelings for him but I guess they are just keeping it as friends now, even though they did fuck....which hurt me VERY bad:( Anyways here is the poem that I wrote her...I hope that you like it! Tell me what you think...

"My Feelings"

The pain of loosing you is one I can not describe
The pain of loosing you as I look into your eyes
I miss holding you close and kissing your lips
I miss touching your hand and feeling your grip
I pray at night that there will be another chance
A chance to feel the love we once had
A chance to prove our love isn’t dead
A chance for you to see we are meant for each other
A chance for us to hold one another
As the days wear on and the nights grow cold
I long for your hugs and your perfect soul
I remember looking in your eyes as the candle lights flare
Thinking this will never end and you will always be there
I think this is a test from God to show our love
To show us we are strong, and that being apart is wrong
Lennah, I want to say I love you and I always will
My love for you is like no other, it’s just how I feel
You are my sun, my moon, and my stars
For you I would travel to as far as Mars
Remember walking through the cemetery
Talking all night on the phone
Telling each other how much we hate to be alone
We use to cuddle all night and just talk about what we want to be
You told me you would always be there for me
The time at Lake Erie when I smashed that ball
The time at your house when I fell in the hall
The time when we wrestled in the lake
I ruined your fathers watch by mistake
The times we made love when no one was home
The times we watched movies all alone
Remember the haunted house at Niagara Falls
Or Planet Hollywood, or at the mall
All these memories of times we have had
All bundled inside wishing they were not dead
I want to make new ones with you by my side
We’ve had so many they all make me cry
Lennah, I want you back in my life
I know you’re scared, and so am I
But if we give this love another go
I know we’ll make it, than we will know
That being together is the right thing to do
So take my hand and kiss my lips
Let’s show this world that we can take it on forever
As long as we are always together

Here are some songs too...

"I try"

My heart is against me it wont let you go
All I want to do is hold you and let you know
That I love you and that will never change
Your home is here and mine the same

I try and block you out of my mind
I try and zone out of time
I try free myself from this
I try but its to hard to resist

Just keep me here one second longer
So I can touch your face, its makes me stronger
I feel alone when Im not with you
It get let down every time we talk it through

Time….time will heal my heart
Time….time with us apart

===================================

"How is it..."

We lay together on the bed
Loving what we really have
Baby you mean the world to me
I'm just glad that you can see
How much I truly care and feel
It’s so hard to believe it’s finally real

Chorus

How is it...
That every time I look in your eyes
I see my whole future ahead of me
How is it...
That every time I touch your face
I feel my heart melt away from me
How do you do this to me
Every time I say, I love you

My heart and mind use to be all rain
But you have made a better change
You made it so theres light and hope
I know this is just a start
But I can feel it in my heart
I really love you and I can see
That we will be together happily

Chorus

OOOOOooooo
How do you do it me
OOOOOooooo
How do you do it me
OOOOOooooo
How do you do it me

Chorus (2x)

===============================

"The One"

I lay away at night dreaming of someone like you
I always hoped I would find her, baby it’s was you
I know this was meant to be, I can tell by the look in your eyes
I can’t wait to see, us create a beautiful family

Chorus

You, you are the one I know
You are the one I show
I love you more then you'll ever know
You, you are the one I care
I can’t stand to bare
The though of ever losing you


My, my life needed a change like you
You, you made it true
You opened my eyes to a world only in my dreams
You made all my dreams come true
And gave me new ones with you


Chorus


I fell on the ground, you picked me up and turned me around
I looked at the ground, you lifted my head and showed me around
You are an angel from up high, come down from the sky
To save a life, that was me
Baby you've done it, you've set me free


Chorus 3x

=============================

Here is a song that kind of expresses my anger about the whole thing...

"I'm Going Away"

You screwed me for the last time
Your heart is mine
You have hurt me way to much
I hate your fucking touch
Nothing you say will change my mind
You caught me in a bind
Bitch you better get out of my site
Before I loose my mind

No more of you
I’m going away
I can’t stand you
I’m going away
You’re so fucking blind
I’m going away
I’m going away
I’m going away

You just think of your self
You need some fucking help
Ripping at my insides
I can’t stand your lies
You broke my heart and you don’t care
I don’t know how you bare
Can’t you see I hate you
I can’t believe Id date you

Why do you lie
I’m going away
You made me cry
I’m going away
I hope you die
I’m going away
I’m going away
I’m going away

How can you sleep at night
Knowing that you hurt me in this way
I loved you and I would fight
For you to stay
But you have tried me for the last time
It’s my turn now
It’s my turn to fly, I’m going away

No more of you
I’m going away
I can’t stand you
I’m going away
You’re so fucking blind
I’m going away
I’m going away
I’m going away

Why do you lie
I’m going away
You made me cry
I’m going away
I hope you die
I’m going away
I’m going away
I’m going away

==============================

Finally here are two songs I can totally see SES singing...maybe they will choose to put these on there next CD how bad ass would that be!:)

"Unraveling"

I hate always running from the pain
That kills me every night
My parents need a clue
I don’t love them
And they never knew
Why would they put me through this
Is it because they love it
Or is that all they were taught
I will never know
I just wish I was never brought
To this world that hates me
Why can’t they just all let me be

Chorus

Noooooo,
You can hurt my skin
You can make me bend
You can make me bleed
But you know deep inside that
That it’s a sin and someday you will pay
Because that’s how it’s played

Unraveling the strings
That hold me together
There getting low and thin
Soon they will break and reveal within
See all the pain that’s built up over the years
And once all this breaks and pours out onto the world
You'll wish you didn’t hate and beat me all those times
You'll wish you treated me like your son
The way I always wanted to be treated
But it’s too late for all of that now
Just let me be

Chorus

I’m so close to breaking
One more slap
One more word
One more look
And I just might break
And tear out of this shell that I have lived in to long
I’m done with you
I’m breaking out

Chorus (2x)


====================================


"Mom and Dad"

I set here and ponder
Of what I’ve become
Do I love who I am
Do I know how I’m strung
These are the questions that infest my mind
These are the questions of man kind
Maybe if I stop and look at my life
Maybe if I stop I can handle the knife
Why can’t I stop all of this hate and pain
Can’t you see I’m going insane

Chorus

Why don’t you just get out of my face
Can’t you see you’re such a disgrace
I hate you Mom I hate you Dad
You don’t care for me
You never have
Fuck you both you deserve each other
I just know I'll be a better father

Nothing is going the way I planed it
Why doesn’t anyone understand it
My mother and father they never loved me
All they did was yell and beat me
Fuck em
They don’t know who I am
They don’t know I'm a man
Maybe one day they will see
Maybe one day I'll be free
Why can’t I stop all this hate and pain
Can’t you see I’m going insane

Chorus

Some day I will look back on my life
I will be glad I didn’t take the knife
I know its going to be hard
But I have the strength to go this far
The hate the pain it will subside
All I need is a little sign
From the ones I love that they still care
From the ones that were there when I could hardly bare
All of this shit my life has been and become
Thank you all and for this love you brung

Chorus (2x)

Please give me feedback one what you think about all of these...thanks!:)

Posted by: Chris on July 30, 2004 12:09 PM

yuo guys are awwesome and i hope that yall come to corpus soon i think yall did once before and i juss didnt knnow about it but i dont understand how i could not have known. MAN sean really needs to write. and i was wondering when are yall going to get yalls new website started up i can wait to log on it i luv yall guyz.bye.

Posted by: Angelica on July 30, 2004 12:37 PM

i wanna see how drumsticks are made!! i got to see some people put together hockey sticks once...that wasn't that fun, yeah..drumsticks would be much better.

i got my pictures developed from the concert, and WHOA..(not to sound cocky..) but i got some GOOD ass pictures...im gunna post them all over the place!

you guys always look like you have so much fun up there on stage..i hope one day my/our stinky little band get a chance to perform somewhere live.that would be great.i cant imagine how it must feel to be up there doing what you love.

...well damn, i cant think of anything else to write..it's 6:00am and i cant think of anything...

cant wait til the new album comes out and the new tour begins!!!..thanks for the great music!!

Posted by: syx bretten on July 30, 2004 02:14 PM

Hey...i was at the show in Indiana, it was sooo awsome!!! u guys also played last year at X-fest sooo good! i will most definately b at the next show. Can i get a shout out plzzzzz? would b a great b-day present :)

-u guys r so hot, i love u all!

**Jese**

Posted by: **Jesse** on July 30, 2004 03:57 PM

Hey Dererk Ryan and Sean..its Rachel F. from VA...I am totally shocked that Ryan quit smoking,when he was the one wanting me to still smoke at the Columbus show..lol...i still have the ticket where we wrote "smoke smoke" on it..lol..well..i must say Ryan i am proud of you for quitting smoking!...its hard isnt it?...well it sounded like you guys had a fun time with the rest of the tour..well i will talk to you guys later and i hope that you guys have fun with your time off and recording the new album...talk to you guys later!!
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

Posted by: Rachel Fisher on July 30, 2004 04:08 PM

RYAN SEAN DEREK
HI DUDES! HEY EVERYONE... SMILE EMPTY SOUL SERIOUSLY KNOWS HOW TO FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT! I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. HEY IHAVE A JOKE WHAT DO MODEST MOUSE AND THE WHITE STRIPES HAVE IN COMMON... THEY BOTH SUCK ASS CRACK!!! I'M SORRY, THAT WAS MEAN. BUT YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT WAS TRUE. THEY SUCK!!! BADLY. I DON'T REALLY LIKE INDIE ROCK... BUT I DOOOOO LIKE SMILE EMPTY...

DEREK!!! HUGE QUESTION...

DO YOU KNOW HOW TO TYPE GUITAR TABS???
HAVE SEAN OR WHOEVER GIVE ME THE TAB FOR "WITH THIS KNIFE"
THAT WOULD MAKE MY DAY

EITHER WRITE IT ON MY WEBSITE... I KINDA HAVE THE SAME TYPE THAT YOU DO.. YOU POST JOURNALS AND PEOPLE COMMENT... IT'S GREAT
SO YEAH... YOU CAN POST THE TAB ON THERE OR WHATEVER... YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO GIVE ME THE TAB
DO WHATEVER YOU WANT
BUT IT WOULD MAKE MY DAY
SO YEAH

WELL KEEP LOOKING GREAT AND FANNYTASTIC...

SEAN PLEASE POST... AND MAKE THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!
OTAY... I'M A LITTLE STARVING, AND MY BROTHER'S MAKING ME CLEAN HIS ROOM TODAY SO HE CAN GO OUT THIS WEEKEND...

LOVE ASHLEY

Posted by: ~~ASHLEY~~ (ND) on July 30, 2004 04:13 PM

hi derek! ::waves manically::
things that blow up are always the best!!! that bus sounds cool, i want it! so i don't have my sister kicking me for 10 hours on the way to PA. not fun. we're leaving tonight and i don wanna!!!! some one save me!! okay im done whining. yea for ryan! no more smoking! now if i can only get my parents to see the light... and im off to 'study' now! lmfao. buhbyes!
SPAGETTIOS!! (i dunno why but that word is funny today!!)
lorrianne

Posted by: lorrianne on July 30, 2004 04:35 PM

say hi to me!!!! ::jumps up and down like a little kid::

lorrianne

Posted by: lorrianne on July 30, 2004 04:35 PM

hey is this a SES Journal?? i am confused coz of all the posts made here. and when did this become a place to post long ass songs poems whatever u call em? i am sorry but its just getting on my nerves. and can we plz try and not talk back and forth thru this thing, email or IM people if you wanna talk. i am sorry for sounding mean or whatever but i am in a bitchy mood right now.but yeah, it would be nice if these kinda posts stop.

Rehmati Out!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on July 30, 2004 05:02 PM

Heyhey! Just wanted to say hey..your music is awesome!I hope to meet ya'll and see you in concert soon...and Derek your really hot too!;)
-Brittany-

Posted by: Brittany Rachelle on July 30, 2004 05:05 PM

Ok so I jus woke up, and my eyes are still half way shut, so I thought I would share. Derek, did I tell u that Kip Dynamite off Napolean Dynamite is my second of the list of guyz I wanna marry. I'm kinda bum'd though, cuz he said that Laffanda is his soul mate. Scary Movie 3 was great, I never laughed so much on one part of a movie in my life. I didn't get to call and shit shat w/ Tiff last night, cuz my Sis went to tell her friends Goo-bye, cuz they live in Louisiana ((hmm, think thats spelt right)) and I didn't know the number. So yea. OO right, and "lub" is the new "luff". Were all set'n trends in here. Yea well, i'm gonna go be kool now, prolly go back to sleep. No I shouldn't, somthin would come up. To Be Continued...

Chelsi
The kool thang w/ the physic and physco abilities

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 05:26 PM

ok Tiff wrote this, and I think it should be repeated ((minus Cherry Poptart))

People, not to be rude, but can you all please stop talking about how hot the guys are. I know you're all young hormonal girls, but it's getting old...really old. WE'RE GOING STREAKIN'!


Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 05:30 PM

DEEEERRRREEEEEKKKKK

You rock man!!!!i cant wait til your on tour again!!!! i Wanna see you guys soooo bad!!!but yea.....in about 30 min. i going to get my nipples pierced and im kinda scared.....but i have a high tolerance of pain....so maybe it wont be that bad....but it is gunna be fuckin awesome....SO yea....do you have any piercings we should know about ;)...hehe....anyways....you should def. check me out on my myspace page!!!!!http://profile.myspace.com/users/5061639 ...........yea but anyways....i hope you guys are having a shitload of fun!!!!! i would be if i were with you!....well anyways... Give me a shout out!!!!! ;*


BYE
<3 Macrae <3

Posted by: Macrae Conte #1 fan from PITTSBURGH on July 30, 2004 05:36 PM

Yea sry, but, WTF kinda religion is this: Scientologist .... could somebody plz hook me up...lata

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 05:37 PM

Hey Pogen,
we are doing good! Thanks for asking. I flew back to Texas a few days later after the pound SF show, and got my film developed. Derek, you and Ryan are smiling from ear to ear. Of course, Sean's middle finger is covering most of his face. Then, there is this Linell Ritchie looking guy staring off...Priceless! I will send you a copy, just let me know the e-mail address, or how to do it.I have more info. on the Dogjam, in Beaumont, Texas. It's October 9, Headliners are Puddle of Mudd, Trapt, a band called Earshot, and i forgot the rest. Hope you guys can make it. I don't think you will get this far down the list, as to reading this so i'm gonna stop talking. Hope to hear form ya'll soon lisa

Posted by: TWINS TWINS on July 30, 2004 06:40 PM

heyy derek! no shout out, again:( its ok..i'll always be you're number one fan..and you didnt answer my question either:-/..well i guess i just wont ask it again. sounds like you were really busy with the end of the tour, well i miss you and cant wait till you all get on the road again! love ya d.

<3,
kelly
SESbabex25
missin' you in portland, maine!!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on July 30, 2004 07:01 PM

U flew specail out to SF for a show. My slave drivers would never go for that. Rock on 2 u, i mean yall

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:02 PM

Hey I LovE You GuyS!! Yall R So hOtt!! GLad Yall Had Fun ON uR TOur!!

Posted by: Amy on July 30, 2004 07:15 PM

Ok i'm downloading 'Sleepwalking', by yall..I didn't even know u had a song called 'Sleepwalking', i'm bout to listen to it, along w/ another one I didn't know yall had, 'Meaningless'..Luv, I mean Luff, I mean Lub yall! Like seriously, I LOVE yall

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:29 PM

Acually Sleepwalking is a song by Blindside, its not SES's song, it is just miss named.

Posted by: Chris on July 30, 2004 07:44 PM

Michele, take a Midol. It'll all be ok. And stop signing off! And once again, no one wants to hear how hot one of the guys is. Besides, they're not hot. They're beautiful. Oh, Derek, are you gonna go to that Killers show at the Galaxy? Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Oh, and I'll try not to post anymore. But people keep saying stuff to me on here and I can't help it.

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 07:44 PM

"sleepwalking" is awesome... i'm listening to it now... glad you guys had a good tour... and i'm gonna have to think about that joke... i'm a little slow... anyway, you guys rock.. later..

Posted by: misaki on July 30, 2004 07:46 PM

Thanx man, it's a good song anyways...

*!*!*I luv Smile Empty Soul*!*!*

Midol saves lives..ahahahahahhahahahah

*Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 07:50 PM

My parents got a divorce about 10 years ago, my mother and step father just got a divorce recently. It hit me hard, and I was scared what I was going to do, because I am a short tempered person-But listening to your guys music has kinda channeled my anger towards the words of the songs. So thanx for being straight forward and writing about what you believe and setting the world straight-its really helped me! thanx

~Summer~

Posted by: YourMomsAWhore on July 30, 2004 08:04 PM

doot doot doot doot doot doot doot

Posted by: Jasmine on July 30, 2004 08:05 PM

Hi Derek! How have things been going for you at home? It sounds like you had a lot of fun on tour. I bet you love going to different cities to play your music for your fans. It seems awesome. I can't wait for you guys to go on the road again. At least I will be back in school, finishing up my last few hours so I can finally get my degree, so the wait won't seem as long. My friend, Shay-lyn, just had knee surgery today, and I am taking care of her right now, so I will talk to you later. Smile Empty Soul Rocks!

Posted by: Heather Q on July 30, 2004 08:05 PM

my brain hurts from all the note taking. darn you master pogen. pop quiz for you...if you were a hot dog would you eat yourself? its very important that you get back to me on that one. good luck. hopin for a A+!!

Posted by: Jesi on July 30, 2004 08:19 PM

heyy its me again..i think i was in a pissy mood in my other comment..just cuz i miss you lots, and know it will be a long time til i see ya again! you know what would cheer me up though..one of your extra special comments!! =) i had the best dream, like i was hanging out with you guys..IN MY HOUSE! it was crazy..then my mom woke me up and i was pissed at her the whole day!! GRRR! ruin my *perfect* dream!! ya know what i did, for payback?! i made her wear a sign that said
"HELLY MY NAME IS: BEST DREAM RUINER!!!"
..haha, i'm good;) i made her wear that the whole day=) welll i better get dressed..it's 3:21 and im heading up to my friends house soon..love ya lots! and take care, D!!

<3,
kelly
SESbabex25
missin' you in portland, maine!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on July 30, 2004 08:23 PM

ooh ya, i forgot to tell ya..
YOU'RE THE BEST TEACHER I'VE EVER HAD!! YOU DON'T EVEN MAKE ME DO MATH! =) (math sucks)
love yaaaaa

<3,
kelly
..
...
.....

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on July 30, 2004 08:25 PM

hey i just wanted to say that eventhough you didnt answer any of my Q's you still rock but can u answer these???
-do you guys have an e-mail?

-so i guess you had fun w/ STRATA??
LOTS OF LAUGHTS??

they are a cool band to kick it w/,
hot also!!!!!

well so are you guys......
---my friend still wants to marry you,derek!!!jk-lol
anyways i hope ryan does well w/ quitting smoking-
------quit smoking po*!!!!
i think its cool that you HAD enough fuckin' balls to smoke on stage---
u didnt get into trouble 4 that shit????????
---no more fun now that you quit----oh well
i wish i could do that in frount of everyone and get away w/ it....

well TTYL...

love always,

Lottie of Chico
-remember the show @ the Senator??
-I was there-frount row-ryan might remember-
your bass pedal????-where did it go???
ha ha ha.........i have it!!!!

tell ryan I love him lots!!

late......

Posted by: Lottie on July 30, 2004 08:40 PM

My cousin Josh is makin me crazy, I have like zero tolerance for stupid ppl, fun ppl r a different story though. Derek, we need to ride a rollar coaster, k. Alrighty then, its kinda boring today. U know those weird dreams that u have, but there jus so awkward u forget wat happened, and can only remember like some things, had one of those last night.

Chelsi

Tiff n Amanda, i'll be home later, then i'll get on AIM..k, k..

Midol saves lives...

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 08:40 PM

hope to hear from u soon-


LOVE YOU LOTS----
SMILE EMPTY SOUL KICKS ASS!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: Lottie on July 30, 2004 08:41 PM

Derek, Derek, Derek,
Finally i made it to the paost a comment part. It was a long journey down! lol! Man so many comments, how do you keep up? Well i haven't written in a while! it sounds like things are going pretty good for ya'll! Tennessee huh? Good times! I'm from TN right below Nashville actually! But I'm In jacksonville beach now! I wish you guys would come back to Plush in Jax. Fl soon! Haven't seen ya in a few months lol! My best friend Ashley moved to Michigan she was my show buddy. We always go to shows together, actually our first show that we went together was your show with puddle of mudd at plush, now that shes gone i don't have a show buddy! I'm bummed! i miss her lots! We always talk about your last show at Plush and how we go to meet u all and how awsome it was. I'm so stoked about warped tour! 2 days! I'm actually going with Jenni C. remember her?? Awsome girl with the smile tatto? Well anyways we met at your last show here and we've kept in touch! Shes meeting me up here to hangout at warped tour! But anyways looks like we've got a few writters on these recent posts?? Awsome. I wite as well poems mostly, but it kinda backfired on me recently. When I'm like really bummed or happy or whatever i write . But I was dating a guy i've liked since middle school whcich is a really long time, but all this drama started and he stopped talking to me. So as u can imagine i was totally bummed so i wrote about it, all my feelings before,during,and after our relationship. And i thought he should know how i realy felt even though he doesn't care and i gave it to him! Well come to find out he showed it to all his friends and now its like this thing that there never gonna let me live down. But whatever! It was good so i'm over it! LOL! life goes on right? But anyways I'm taking up way too much of your time! Oh what was the name of that 24hr diner in Tn? I might of been there a few times as well! Well Have an awsome day! Cant wait to hear from you! later on!
Rockin, Valerie Stay Sexy! ;)

Posted by: Valerie on July 30, 2004 08:58 PM

hey!! its emily (from ohio) and i guess that im just gonna use this name so that you dont get us mixed up. yeah! i havent posted on here in forever! well my mom thinks that im morbid... lol well at least i thought that it was. well i cant wait until the new ses cd comes out. STAINDS NEW CD COMES OUT SOMETIME IN OCT!! i cant wait!! cold is also going on tour on december. amybe all three bands could og on tour. that would be the best thing ever!! i would go!! that would be the best day of me entire life!! i wish that you gues could go on tour... COLD, SMILE EMPTY SOUL, and STAIND WOULD BE THE BEST TOUR EVER!! you could call it... umm.... check back with me on that because i cant think of a tour name right now at the moment. but THINK ABOUT IT OKAY??? i love you guys forever!! thanx for all that you guys do!!
-nowhere kid #413 (emily)

Posted by: nowhere kid #413 on July 30, 2004 09:06 PM

chris--- i really like all of the songs/poems that you wrote. i really do!! im a huge fan. i wrote a poem for this newsletter, and my mom read it and she called me morbid. ill post it on here later!!
-nowhere kid #413 (emily)

Posted by: nowhere kid #413 on July 30, 2004 09:08 PM

I FRUCKING LOVE U DEREK!!! I LOVE U SEAN AND RYAN ALSO!! HOLY SHYT!!! lolummm yea ok!!

Chris i liked those lyrics up there! their prttey awesome!

Chelsi u do post alot! and i mean ALOT!!!

lalalala!! soo umm yea! my dad ACUALLY paid child support today! OMG!! that is like weird! but hey sunday i get to go get new CLOTHES!! lol and my new connys!!(converse)

ANYWHO!! DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK DEREK.....i can sit here and say that name OVER AND OVER!! lol i love DEREK SEAN AND RYAN!!

well imma go kk ttyl byes!

~¤AsHtOn¤~
I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL TO DEATH!!!

Posted by: Ashton(# mf'n 1 fan in oklahoma) on July 30, 2004 09:12 PM

Hello Chris! Gah, no fair you can write! You had some grammar problems, but some of your work was really kick-ass. I don't see why you'd want SES to make them into songs if they're your original work, but hey, whatever. My favorites were "Mom and Dad," and "I'm Going Away." \m/ Rock on, man, keep writing and make them into music on your own! Or even better pull a band together!


NOO CHELSI!! It has to stay luff! I'm addicted to luff, it's just so much better! Yay, we're going streaking!!

No Tiffany, you're wrong again! They're hot AND beautiful! Okies, I'll stop, I sound like a preteen fangirl =).

Kelly oh, that sucks! My mom did the same to me once, I was pissed too! But it was a really odd dream and I only saw one of the guys (can't remember which one =P) and the tourbus, and they were at my house and everything, it was awesome. Heehee, I'm off to daydreaming again...

Alrighty, mum's making Omelettes, so I'm gonna go eat breakfast! At 3 in the afternoon.... *rolls eyes* I'm insomniac, when I end up sleeping all day! Grr, okay bye!

LUFF FOREVER

POOKY

Posted by: Heather M. (Pooky) on July 30, 2004 09:19 PM

Oh, I forgot to ask! Since there are so many of us that post repetitively, and I know that you have to read all of it Derek (or at least you do because you luff us!), I wanted to know if you mind all of the extra posts we leave? Would you rather we just left 1 and didn't reply to anyone of these? Sorry, I'm just wondering because Michelle brought it up! Please reply, it's a bit important!

LUFF ALWAYS

Pooky

Posted by: Heather M. (Pooky) on July 30, 2004 09:33 PM

im super bored.... *yawns*... i wana do something!! sorry..

Posted by: nowhere kid #413 on July 30, 2004 09:35 PM

What the hell? I thought yall liked my post?

I luff Smile Empty Soul

I lub Smile Empty Soul

I luv Smile Empty Soul

And could someone, I was think'n along the lines of Tiff, cuz shes a smart lil thing and can spell terets right..:D..Um, I looked it up, but it jus went back to the 'did u mean this word' thing, so here it is

WTF kinda religion is this: Scientologist

I'v never heard of that, could someone hook me up plz. Derek have TONS OF FUN AT HOME. Enjoy Amigo

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 10:06 PM

HEY HEY!!
Does Sean Ever WRite In HEre?!?!!? nEWays I Love YOu Guys!! Im SO gOnna GO tO One Of YAlls COncertS!! WeLL...AS Soon AS Im UngRoundED!! WEll IF Neone Has Aol Hit ME UP!! xoxblondiexox621!!

Posted by: AMY on July 30, 2004 10:11 PM

I hate love songs

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 10:13 PM

yeah i have love songs too...

Posted by: nowhere kid #413 on July 30, 2004 10:14 PM

oops... hate i mean

Posted by: nowhere kid #413 on July 30, 2004 10:15 PM

Tourettes, hahaha.

http://www.scientology.org/

Posted by: Tiffany on July 30, 2004 10:19 PM

Wow thanks for all of your comments on my lyrics! Yeah I know I messed up on some grammer, but on some of those songs I was crying as I wrote them so it was sort of the last thing on my mind lol. Thanks again, I am really glad that you liked them. I'v tried to pull a band together but it just never works out...I just think it would be neat if my lyrics could be truned into real music, cause I cant ever get it to happen on my own...lol anyone wanna start a band from Ohio?:)

Posted by: Chris on July 30, 2004 10:44 PM

Scientology is GAY!

Yea Tiff, thats how u spell "tourettes"..k to be continued, o u know wat, nobody likes my comments no more, so I guess I won't write any after this one, farewell..

Chelsi

I lub Smile Empty Soul

**Ryan..Derek..Sean**

Midol saves lives...((u know ur laughin))

Posted by: Chelsi on July 30, 2004 10:58 PM

hey guys:

sorry about the way i acted the last time i posted. but i couldn't help but post because the joke was hilarious(spelt wrong im sure) but i missed posting alot. so hope you enjoy your time off. its freakin' hot where i'm at there is like no wind at all. not use to teachers i guess cause i've out of high school for a couple years but college is kinda fun i guess although professors can be major jerks. i'll post later.

a fan named nancy-7-30-04

Posted by: nancy on July 30, 2004 10:58 PM

sorry i meant to put after not use to teachers it's cool because i kinda miss high school but and so on from other post.


nancy

Posted by: nancy on July 30, 2004 11:00 PM

Hey Sean, Ryan, And Derek, i'm so glad u guys had a great tour, sadly i didn't make it to any of the shows, even though i worked my ass off trying to find a way out there. Enjoy your time off. Congratulations on such a great tour. It's good to see posts from you guys again. DO u know when that live chat thing will be up? You guys are best fucking band out there and i can't wait for the new cd which of coarse will kick major ass just like the first one. Thanks for keeping us up to date with everything. Your #1 Devoted Claremont Fan-Chaye'

Posted by: Chaye' on July 30, 2004 11:34 PM

omg, i gotta post! yahh! thats 2 times! derek totally rox!

omg, i missed u guys..sorry i was gone so long...lots of drama...gets on my nerves...haha, but i proved some people wrong! yahh! that'll teach them to lie on me again! haha...o yeah...

chelsi, gotta new nickname while i was away! yahh! sorry, i didnt read all the posts, i didnt have the patience, cause i wanted to write so bad..lol, u cant believe how much i wanted to check out the site again...miss all u guys...lol, exspecially derek...lol, *kiss kiss*, haha, chelsi, my man..o yeah!lol

o, and derek, i will b sure to take pics, and send them...its totally tight..i luv wakin up and c'in u guys' names...its so wonderful...

well, guess i'll go 4 now..much luv ya'll (o yeah, southern girl,lol), p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

p.s. ya'll i'm not a bitch, but some people like to conspire against me..i guess it is what derek said...its cause i'm opinionated...and he luved my poem! omg, that totally rox! it really matters if people like it...but a person from my favorite band ever sayin it, totally rox! hell yeah..lol

Posted by: Sarah M. on July 31, 2004 12:40 AM

o yeah, p.s. and derek is the best teacher i've ever had! and i stay after school...i think i need help on some of my homework, haha :)

Posted by: Sarah M. on July 31, 2004 12:41 AM

hey...glad to hear from you again!!! you should come to West Virginia....yeah i know it's a small state but it would be sooo awesome!!!I love you music sooo freakin much!!

love ya,
Stormi

Posted by: stormi on July 31, 2004 12:50 AM

ok sorry about my last post u guys. i was in a real bitchy mood. im sowwy :( im feelin much better now. i watched some Family Matters. Urkel is so hilarious. and i was watchin Newlyweds.. does an acorn have wood? i wanna see Harold and Kumar go to White Castle. it seem sreally funny and stupid and it has an Indian guy! haha i love watchin Indian movies so whenever i see a movie that has something to do with Indian ppl, i watch it, lol. i also wanna see Princess Diaries, hehe, i liked the first one :) ok i am gonna go talk to some ppl.

Rehmati Out!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on July 31, 2004 12:50 AM

glad you had a blast on tour....i can't wait til your new cd comes out!!!!!

love ya lots,
Stormi

Posted by: stormi on July 31, 2004 12:57 AM

Ok Sarah wrote, FINALLY..So on my last were I was b'n all dramatic and say'n I wasn't gonna write again, yea right..ahahaha..Sarah, WTF! where were u?..Not only did that kool thang Derek give u a shoutout and brag on ur poem, it was his first in line..Go on brush ya shoulders off..lol..Welp, i'm gonna go*

Chelsi

NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE..and Rollar Coasters Mr. Derek..

Posted by: Chelsi on July 31, 2004 01:12 AM

Since I'm not home I can't send pix, but like a week ago, I made this HUGE collage thing on my wall above my closet door, and i'm gonna get that poster off ebay, that one Tiff sold..OO YA!..Well i'm gonna get it all up and it'll look awesome..

Chelsi

Posted by: Chelsi on July 31, 2004 01:14 AM

hey good to hear from you so soon again! so i saw "The Village" today. i think i got myself too excited so i was VERY disappointed! oh well. anyways its sorta cold for the end of July right now. but whatever its all good cuz i am nice and warm and cozy im my SMILE EMTPY SOUL sweatshirt! hehe. i ordered it off your site a long time ago. i love it! know what though? you guys have come to Boston MA like 4 times and i have missed you EVERY time. it makes me very sad. and i have tried every time. but for some reason the world just doensnt want me to see my favorite band in concert i guess... it will happen though i promise! you have no idea how excited i am for new stuff from you guys. "Finding Myself" on The Punisher Soundtrack and "Who I Am" from Spider-Man 2 Soundtrack are amazing! well gtg love you all!!!! derek i am so ready for next lesson and maybe even a pop quiz.... can't wait for the next lesson!
xoxoxox
~caitlin (#1 fan in New England!)

Posted by: caitlin (#1 Fan in New England) on July 31, 2004 02:01 AM

Hey Derek! Guess what! My birthday is in 2 Days!! YaY im sooo happy! well im stll waiting for that shout out Please!!!!!! I have a Question... Whats your favorite food? Well im Gunna Ask u again!! Can u Please Give me a Shoutout for my birthday!! :) Well ill post it more times so u dont forget!!:) Well i must be on my way!!
SES ROCKS!!!!
Love Brittani **The #1 SES Fan in Las Vegas**

Posted by: Brittani Tafoya on July 31, 2004 02:14 AM

haha! o yeah *brushin shoulders off* o shit, chelsi what'd i tell u about that rap crap? lol, u roped me into it..lol, but yeah, i was at my friends...lots of drama..yep yep...too busy goin places, talkin on the phone, text messagein, and IMin people...all about drama...yep yep..

omg, i'm bored...hmmm...i need to do somethin...*screams*, ok that works, haha...

hmm, yeah, guess i'll go 4 now, p3ac3 ya'll...much luv

*~*Sarah*~*

p.s. i was 1st in line! u all saw it! sorry if i sound conceeded now..lol, i didnt mean to..lol i'm just so happy! i'ma print this one and hang it on my wall too....haha, p3ac3!

Posted by: Sarah M. on July 31, 2004 02:19 AM

Hey guys I have been trying to get on to tell you my good news but my computer is really messed up. Finally it will let me post. So I have 3 pieces of really really really good news. First, I should tell you the one involving you. I wrote an article about you for the local paper. It was published this week on tuesday. i write band reviews and yours was my first one. It was really big. Very good publicity for you. My next piece of news is that I am going to be able to do an interview with Moments in Grace. It is so awsome. One of their people is hookin me up she just sent me a picture and the cd. I just asked her for a bio and an internet picture and she has gone all out. My next piece of good news is that I am going to do an interview with this guys named Kyle Hanson from eightyonedays a band in California. If you would like to do an interview please let me know. That would totally rock because you guys are my heroes!!! You inspire me so much that is why I chose to write about you for my first article!! I would like to learn to play guitar but my grandparents probably will not let me plus I cannot afford the stuff and my crap ass dad will not give it to me. O well!! I'll stick to writing for now. Please let me know what you think of my good news and if you would be interested in doing an interview!! thanks!!! Keep rockin and peace
Leeann

Posted by: Leeann #1 Ashtabula Fan on July 31, 2004 02:26 AM

haha..rapper!*!..WTF?!..ahahahahaha..

I know ur bored, but u better stay outta that super glue..It'll stop the groth process..ahahahaha..alright then

I'm goin home, so EVERBODY IN THIS WHOLE WIDE SES NATION, needs to IM me, in like a lil bit, freaknchelsi **

Later Physcos..RoLLaRcoAstErZ..muhahahahahah

*ChelsI* *the funny one*

Posted by: Chelsi on July 31, 2004 02:30 AM

eightyonedays ROX!!!

Chelsi

Posted by: that kool chick up there on July 31, 2004 02:44 AM

*quickly scribbles a few notes* Explosives? Got it. Flat tire? Okay.

Wait... You guys can't change a flat tire on a van? lol. I probably shouldn't laugh because I can't either, but I will eventually.

Anyway, I'll be looking forward to your next lesson, Mr. Gledhill. :-P

-Shannon-

Posted by: SpiffyShannon on July 31, 2004 02:55 AM

sean derek and ryan i am glad you had a fun tour .. im sad that i couldnt make it to one of your shows but next time i will be there for sure.. cant wait for your new cd to come out becuase we all know it will kick ass! you guys rock.. lots of love from your #1 MI fan Ann

Posted by: ~ann~ on July 31, 2004 03:01 AM

HEY YA!!! lalala im siked!! i dont kno y tho! yea ok!! im like so bored!! i cant wait untill my best friend morgan gets back from her dads! then i can go to Frontier City and White Water bay!! lol yea ok!!

DEREK IS SOOOOOO SEXY!!!

OHH HELLZ YEAZ HE IS!!

ok i g2g...ttyl ...bye

~¤AsHtOn¤~

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!

Posted by: Ashton(# mf'n 1 fan in oklahoma) on July 31, 2004 03:10 AM

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA
CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

DEREK,...

AHHH,...UR SOO CUTE,..."CISEROS" HAHA,....IT'S CISNEROS. YEA,...UMM THANKS FOR THE 'HEY'!!!!! SO UMM,...U STILL HAVEN'T TOLD ME YET IF U MIGHT HAVE POSIBILITIES OF COMING TO CANADA? BUT YEA,...NICE SAYING! JUST A QUESTION: 'WHAT BAND WOULD YOU COME WITH HERE IN CANADA TO PLAY WITH?'AND 'WHATS ROCKIN OUT IN YOUR WALKMAN RIGHT NOW?' JUST WONDERING. ALRIGHT POGEN,...IM OUT,...THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING,....CHEERS BIG EARS!

THE #1 CANADIAN FAN:
EMILIA CISNEROS

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA
CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Posted by: Emilia Cisneros on July 31, 2004 03:24 AM

haha well that was quite exciting ugh everytime i get on here theres over 100 comments already i remember when there was only like 20 when id do these grr im slackin actually i know what it is your getting alot more fans well still keep up iwth teh ones that have oved you forever!!!!! lol (like me!) so i know you could gimme a shout out cause im so low on this thing and then id spazz out an call kristina nd be excited for the rest of the month then id need another shout out! lol here we go tata

~I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL! ~I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!~

Posted by: stacey sheffer on July 31, 2004 03:42 AM

WOW I 4 GOT TO SAY BUT WOW I WISH YOU WERE MY TEACHER CAUSE YOU WOULD BE THE HOTEST TEAHCER EVER I WOULD NEVER SKIP SCHOOL AGAIN THATS FOR SURE MMMM SO HOT WANT TO TOUCH THE HINEY! ...THAT WOULD BE VERY NICE! ~STACEY SHEFFER~

Posted by: stacey sheffer on July 31, 2004 03:55 AM

yeeeeup... if you were my teacher, id definatly be thinkin about somethin else during class. ;) lol. anyways... i know ive said it before but i think your whole online journal thingy is really cool. i have an online diary for myself... if youre ever bored er something you should check it out... http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=D234790 in one of my more recent entries i talk a little about you. lol. if the link doesnt work, just go to opendiary.com and search for crystaldragon325. oh and if you do ever read my diary... the derek i talk about in there IS NOT you! lol. so dont get freaked out.

i love you guys!!!!!

~Dana

Posted by: Dana on July 31, 2004 04:09 AM

HEY HEY HEY GUYS...LA LA LA.....I WENT TO THE MOVIES TODAY...AND I SAW THE VILLAIGE!!!GOOD MOVIE..TOMOROW I AM GOING TO SEE THAT HAROLD AND KUMAR FLICK....I HAVE AN IDEA..WHY DONT THEY PUT BUTTER MACHINES IN SIDE THE ROOM WITH THE MOVIE...BECAUSE IM TIRED OF THE BUTTER JUST BEING AT THE TOP..THE BOTTOM OF THE BAG AND THE MIDDLE SUCKS...ANYWAYS..YOU GUYS SHOULD COME OUT WITH A DVD...CALLED LIKE.."THE JOURNALS OF THE SNO CORE TOUR" THAT WOULD BE AWESOMENESSABILITY...AND I SWEAR IF I SEE ONE MORE THING WITH HILARY DUFF ON IT...I AM GOING TO CRACK!!!!

MUCH LOVE FROM VA (BUT IM VISITING IN MARYLAND)


OH WAIT THE COOLEST THING HAPPENED LAST NITE I WAS AT DENNYS AND AFTER I HAD MY CHEESE FRIES AND MY BUISCUIT AND GRAVY...I ORDERED AN OREO MIKSHAKE..IT TOOK A WHILE FOR THE WAITER TO GIVE IT TOO ME SO I WAS FREE!!! AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF...I LOVE CLAW MACHINES...AND THERE WAS ONE AT DENNYS...AFTER SPENDING LIKE A DOLLAR/FIFTY..I PUT ANOTHER TWO QUARTERS IN AND THE CLAW PICKED UP A TEDDY BEAR THAT SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY...BUT I GOT STUCK ON THE CLAW WHERE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO DROP..SO THIS COMPLETE STRANGER PUT HIS MONE IN THE MACHINE AND THE CLAW OPENED AND MY BEAR FEL OUT AND HE GAVE IT TO ME...IT WAS AWESOMENESSABILITY!!!!

Posted by: Stacey Moritz on July 31, 2004 04:18 AM

damn chelsi, u should've told me that a min. ago! god damn it! haha, just playin...lol, but i am gonna go play w. it a min. and damn it, ur loggin on AIM when i'm givin my hands a break from the computer...i've been sharin my really long poems...lots of work..

Tiff...ur a loser..haha, and i'll give u another poem tomorrow...and i'm not ur friend anymore...lol, u dissed the simpsons! they totally rock, and dont say nothin bad about them again! i'll mess u up...messin w. the simpsons is like messin w. southpark, or w. SES....u just dont go there w. me...haha, gots to go ya'll...ya'll know its comin, lol...p3ac3 (my signature sign off)

*~*Sarah*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on July 31, 2004 04:24 AM

Dude, eightyonedays DOES rock. That's cool you get to interview Kyle...And again, people talking about how hot Derek is. Please shut the hell up, what is it with all of you? Why can't you just say it once (which still, is one too many). But hat is the point of saying it over and over again? Thank you. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 31, 2004 04:29 AM

what*

Posted by: Tiffany on July 31, 2004 04:30 AM

hey you guys i am glad you had fun on tour i wish you would come to my dumbass city where no good bands play but if you guys came hear i fo sho would go and i would be so excited and i am glad that ryan quit smokeing i am actually in the process of quiting myself how are you all sean, derek and ryan? i would be the happest person if i saw you guys in concert..well i love you guys so much !!!! chelsey hardesty

Posted by: chelsey hardesty on July 31, 2004 04:34 AM

HAHA thanks Heather M.

SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS!!!

EMILY

Posted by: Emily on July 31, 2004 04:42 AM

Hey...im glad that you guys are back and i hope that you had fun...i really enjoy your cd, and im happy to say that im your #1 fan in Canyon Country! I cant wait till your next video!you guys rock! i love sean!

~*!Jessica!*~
#1 fan in canyon country!

Posted by: ~!*Jessica*!~ on July 31, 2004 04:57 AM

Tiffs the #1 one fan in Canyon Country


I LUB SMILE EMPTY SOUL FROM MY HEAD TO MY TOES TO MY NIGHT TIME CLOTHES


I about freak'd smooth out, I walked in my room and first thing I looked at was my makeup table, and my stix weren't there, I about had a seizure, but they were on my bed, cuz the other day, I was clean'n/slash/organizing and I put them there..That was a close one..Lata

Chelsi

The acsent is real, biotch..ahahahahah

Posted by: Chelsi on July 31, 2004 05:08 AM

hey boys! i fuckin love you guys! u r my favorite fuckin band in the whole fuckin world! ive never posted a comment b4 cuz i was just too god damn lazy but now im not so yes. sean i fuckin love you man. ur lyrix touch my heart. ur voice is incredible. and ur fuckin sexy as hell!! i love ur hair ur eyes ur lips everything! i just love u in general. u ahve a very sexy body and i love all ur tatoos. very very hott. neways u guys have to play a fuckin show near san ramon somewhere cuz we never get any shows and yes. dude..idk what to say. i just love you guys. if i ever met u i would break down and cry.i dont like to cry but for u i wll./ derek my best friend is in love with u. she thinks ur fuckin hotter then satans ass. ooo sizzle sizzle. seriously tho please please please come do a show like in san fran or santa cruz or sum shit like that. i love you so fuckin much u ahve no fuckin idea. u guys can email me any time u want. really feel free. but yeah. i love u. sean ur sexy..i want u. o baby o baby. yeah talk to you guys later. muah kisses and all the love in my heart
Alyssa!!

Posted by: Alyssa on July 31, 2004 05:57 AM

hey boys! i fuckin love you guys! u r my favorite fuckin band in the whole fuckin world! ive never posted a comment b4 cuz i was just too god damn lazy but now im not so yes. sean i fuckin love you man. ur lyrix touch my heart. ur voice is incredible. and ur fuckin sexy as hell!! i love ur hair ur eyes ur lips everything! i just love u in general. u ahve a very sexy body and i love all ur tatoos. very very hott. neways u guys have to play a fuckin show near san ramon somewhere cuz we never get any shows and yes. dude..idk what to say. i just love you guys. if i ever met u i would break down and cry.i dont like to cry but for u i wll./ derek my best friend is in love with u. she thinks ur fuckin hotter then satans ass. ooo sizzle sizzle. seriously tho please please please come do a show like in san fran or santa cruz or sum shit like that. i love you so fuckin much u ahve no fuckin idea. u guys can email me any time u want. really feel free. but yeah. i love u. sean ur sexy..i want u. o baby o baby. yeah talk to you guys later. muah kisses and all the love in my heart
Alyssa!!

Posted by: Alyssa on July 31, 2004 05:58 AM

why u guyz gotz beef wif YELLOWCARD they neva did anythang to yall. drama lovaz.

Posted by: yeah on July 31, 2004 06:03 AM

Sorry, Jessica, but the #1 fan in Canyon Country/Santa Clarita has already been claimed and it's me! Where in CC do you live. Represent for the 661, yo. And Alyssa, they just played a show in SF. Hah, you missed it. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on July 31, 2004 06:17 AM

I love you guys. Your tattos are the best. I love them. Tattos are one of my favorite things in the world. i cant wait until im old enough to get one. I will probably get one that says Smile Empty Soul. To show how much i love you guys. Keep on rocking. Never quit making music.

Posted by: Shuana on July 31, 2004 06:37 AM

Ryan i m very glad that you quit smoking. Im very proud of you.

Posted by: Shauna on July 31, 2004 06:40 AM

- - - DEREK, RYAN, AND SEAN - - -


- What up?
Samantha S. here... again!


Just writin' in to show you three a sketch of Sean I just finished (which took about 6 hours and 10 minutes, by the way)! And guess what? It's Sean as a HUMAN. How crazy is that?? Heh, yeah, I know. It's actually my very first realism picture I've ever drawn... But here it is:

http://www.freewebs.com/gabodonnell/Sean_Sketch.jpg

The picture that I used for reference is in the top right hand corner (obviously). Hah, you can also see the grid lines that I made for myself to help perfect everything. :P I did still mess up on a few things, but hey, I'm only 14! ...Though I shall be 15 on August 8th. ;) Hehe yeah, that was just a little reminder for you guys.

Anywho! This drawing will be much better and more detailed when I ink it onto nice clean paper and color it with some colored pencils. :)


Oh, and Derek, if you want to ignore my other questions (from my previous post) and just tell me if the link actually WORKS for you this time, that'll be great!! You could also be nice and tell me what you and the others think of this drawing... But whatever! It's your choice to reply to me or not. I can't, nor would I really want to, force you to do things. :P


Alright, so once more, I hope you gentlemen have a good time while you're at home! But, of course, I want you to get your butts back out here to Missouri again as soon as possible!! I just miss you three OH SO MUCH. Heh heh. Well, I can't WAIT to hear the new album! And you know that I REALLY can't wait to see you guys on tour once again!!! I love you guys...


SEE YA!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on July 31, 2004 07:02 AM

Oh yeah, Heather M. AKA Pooky! :P I live in Central Missouri; up by Lake of the Ozarks. So maybe I'll see you sometime at one of the SES concerts in the near future? ;) Hehe, 'cause I know that I'll be going to EVERY concert they hold here in this crappy "Show Me state," no matter WHAT!

Aha! You hear that Smile Empty Soul? I'll be at EVERY concert you have in Missouri!!


I can't wait...

Posted by: - Samantha S. on July 31, 2004 07:10 AM

HA!! i cracked up earlier!! my sister(thinks she knows everything about ses) told me that dereks hair looks better long, cause she saw this pic i had of him! well turns out..that pic is very recent and she thought his hair was like sean's!! LMAO!! omg!! it was so fun proving her wrong!! lol i love dereks hair tho! its SEXA!!lol g2g ttyl byes!

~¤AsHtOn¤~

I LOVE SES!!

Posted by: Ashton(# mf'n 1 fan in oklahoma) on July 31, 2004 08:00 AM

I REALLY LOVE SEAN"S HAIR THO!! GODDDD SEXA MACHINE!! SO IS DEREK!!!:D

Posted by: Ashton(# mf'n 1 fan in oklahoma) on July 31, 2004 08:02 AM

get a life

Posted by: Tiffany on July 31, 2004 09:03 AM

damn tiffany....bein honest arent we...haha...what i think tiffany meant, in a lot more words..is that she's tired of people sayin how hot the guys r, and she wants them to talk about more, then just how hot they r...like maybe talk about how great their music is...somethin like that...well yeah, and in case u didnt notice, i'm talkin to u ashton...just dont talk about looks ALL the time, and it'll b ok...

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