August 14, 2004

OUT OF TIME!!!!!!

WHATS UP EVERYBODY, ITS ME DEREK. IM AT KINKOS AND MY TIME IS ABOUT TO EXPIRE. SO ILL MAKE THIS QUICK. SPEAKIN OF TIME,I JUST BOUGHT A NEW WATCH. IT LOOKED COOL BUT WAS CHEAP. GUESS WHAT, IT BROKE. IT LASTED OFFICIALLY 1 HOUR EVEN THOUGH IM NOT SURE CAUSE THE DAMN THING IS BROKEN. WHO REALLY KNOWS. I GUESS YOU GET WHAT U PAY FOR. I THINK I MAY GO BOWLING TONIGHT. THAT OR SEE COLATERAL. IT LLOOKS GOOD AND TOM CRUISE IS A GREAT ACTOR. LET ME JUST SAY HAPPY B-DAY TO BRITNEY G. A DAY EARLY I KNOW BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAYS. WELL, I HAVE TO GO BUT ILL BE TALKIN TO YA REAL SOON. LATER.....DEREK...DEREK...POGEN

Posted by smile at August 14, 2004 02:10 AM
Comments

Hah, first post.

Posted by: - Samantha S. on August 14, 2004 02:13 AM

haha, 2nd OMG! thats the highest i've EVER BEEN!

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 14, 2004 02:18 AM

Hey SES,
This is like the first time i was at the top of the posting list i'm so excited. Have fun bowling if u go tonight. By the way Collateral is a great movie i loved it but i hated the ending but that's just me. Tom cruise was also great in it. You guys kick ass i love your band. Thanks for helping through some tuff with your music. One of these days i'm getting a tattoo that has something to do with u guys. I have a quick question i write poetry in my free time and i was wondering if u guys knew any good ways to get out there or published? SES Rules. Enjoy your time from the tour, i'm so sad it's over. I can't wait for the new cd. Thanks for keeping us your fans updated on what's going on. I can't wait for the chat thing to start.
Love ALways Your #1 Claremont Fan Chaye'

Posted by: Chaye' on August 14, 2004 02:24 AM

hey there guys that fucking sucks derek. well anyways i am so glad i am one of the first to write this time i just wanted to say how much i love your guys music and that ever since i have heard of u guys i havent stoped listening to your cd well anyways love you all and tell sean he needs to write in one of these days. i know he is busy but i would love to here from him also or at least here how he is doing on his time off. well love you guys!!!!
chelsey
i love smile empty soul!!!!!!

Posted by: chelsey hardesty on August 14, 2004 02:26 AM

omg, 2nd post! hell yeah! i cant believe my luck! i was watchin football, and thought i'd check my email and shit, and look what happened! haha! hell yeah...

i got to drive today too, and omg, when i was almost home, my dad was about to change the radio station, and omg, BOAB came on, and i begged him not to change it, then he can turn it on anythin he wants, so he actually let me listen to it, omg that song rox, and when my dad was fussin about somethin, i was just singin, ignorin, and rockin out, hell yeah, i felt real good! lol, it got me relaxed...

i still cant get over the fact that i was the 2nd post! haha, o and derek, my bf saw that movie "collateral", and said it was ok, and had a good story plot...and i luv to go bowlin, even though i'm not that good at it, its fun to just hang out and shit, and omg, last time i went, i pulled my arm back,and i was gettin ready to release, and then i just didnt, and my arm pulled me back, and i almost fell backwards...it was funny as hell..lol

but yeah, guess i'll go now...talkin on the phone, and watchin football...yep yep, lol p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 14, 2004 02:27 AM

hey i have a quick question for u to ask sean if you can for me and bet back to me. what kind of store did he get that shirt "jesus is coming hide the porn" or the other shirt "fuck you, you fuckin fuck" ? because my friends birthday is coming up and i want to get some kind of shirt like that. if u could just tell me what kind of store it was i would appreciate that. well anyways again i love you guys and have a great time off. chelsey

Posted by: chelsey hardesty on August 14, 2004 02:36 AM

hey derek sean n ryan holy shit im like the 7th oh!!!! that kix ass yea that sux derek your watch broke yea im going bowling tomorrow how cool yea anyways happy to hear your ok derek i miss you guys!!!!!!that was a quick post derek but hey at least we got to hear from you yea so um derek whens the dvd coming out man well just wondering ok ill post later ahhh cant belive im the 7 !!!!!later i love you shit loads derek sean n ryan love your biggest die hard fan from tx *!*!*!**melissa SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS!!!!\m/ \m/ love ya derek sean n ryan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx(

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on August 14, 2004 02:45 AM

hey sarah.m me to man i was gonna check my email n i always come here first and look where it got me the highest i've ever been luck number 7 baby wooo!!!!!yea ok anyways ill post in awhile love ya lots !!!!!!!ses kix nuts!!!\m/ \m/

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on August 14, 2004 02:48 AM

- - - DEREK, RYAN, AND SEAN - - -


- What up?
Samantha S. here


I feel so much better today than I did last night (which is when I left that negative post to Ryan's entry). I've been listening to a lot of music today... but of course, I've had a ton of time to do so. I had to get up at 8:00 this morning for an orthodontist appointment! That's the earliest I've been up this whole summer. It sucked, but o'well.


Uhhhm, okay, this is interesting. I've found a phone number on the internet that is supposively Derek's... I want to call it but I'm afraid of getting in trouble by my parents for making a long distance call. :/ And no, I don't want to call it to talk to/bug Der. I'm an obsessive fan, but I'm not stupid. I want to call it to tell Derek (IF it is even his) that his number is out there and that he should do something about it.

But of course, I don't want to post it here to find out if it really is your phone number, Derek. I don't even want to post where I FOUND it at in here. But maybe if one of you three email me I could give you the info through there? Just a thought.


Well, I don't want to make a long post for I'm sure Der will make a new entry real soon. So I'll stop here. :)


SEE YA!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on August 14, 2004 02:49 AM

Was sup guys how you been? for me im like alone in my room with my chiwawa on a friday night sooooooooooooooo bored! Anywhooo
Derek so soory to hear about your watch. i bought something yesterday for cheap and it broke with a few mins that sucks!

Take Love always,
Yadira

P.S Muah!!!! love ya!!!

Posted by: PrincessDarkness83 on August 14, 2004 02:55 AM

heey i love bowling can u take me wit u...lol w/e i live n indy (indiana) but yeah wel..i may go0o bowling 2 sum time soon..but dunno wen...wel w/e i g2g l8r

Posted by: Kara on August 14, 2004 02:55 AM

Ahahaha, wanna know something amusing? I was reading over my post I just left and every time I read "Der" I'd want to pronounce it how it looks. So it's all like, "Hey DERRRRRR, what up?" Man, what a retard I am. :P

Hehe, silly goose, it's supposed to be "DARE!"


:)

Posted by: - Samantha S. on August 14, 2004 02:57 AM

wow, nice comment.... actually, I don't read until I post, because I see a new one and freak out!!!! ya know??? well I'm out I'm just happy that I got here, up towards the top...
bye

Posted by: ashley (NORTH DAKOTA) on August 14, 2004 03:21 AM

HEY DEREK......haha im number 13...of friday the 13th!!!!! thats fuckin awesome.....YEA def you should see collateral...it was amazing...it was awesome....HAVE FUN....love you guys!

<3Macrae<3

Posted by: Macrae Conte #1 fan from PITTSBURGH on August 14, 2004 03:21 AM

oh shit ok im gonna see if i can make it in the KISS show b/c my aunt is up in there so if not im about to take off n scare the crap out of people hey what the hell its FRIDAY THE 13 you never know ha ha ha !!!!!!ok im out to go scare the shit out of people ill post in a awhile love ya derek sea n ryan your biggest die hard fan from tx *!*!melissa\m/ \m/ smile empty soul kix nuts!!!love ya \m/!!!!xxxxxxx(

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on August 14, 2004 03:25 AM

Hey SES! I love you guys so much. Your song Silhouttes is my lifes song! And are any of ur parents pentecostal (jus curious)? Lots of love to you guys! AND ROCK ON!!!!

Posted by: Kimberley on August 14, 2004 03:29 AM

Hey sup. Bowling is always fun. I am pretty good. I hope u do good. When r u guys going to make a new video. I love the others ones but make one for "Your Way". That song is so cool. I love it. "Silhouttes" is my song. I love it. Everytime the video is on i watch it.
Sincerly, Shauna

Posted by: Shauna on August 14, 2004 03:53 AM

hey smile...im fucking alive again (i died lol) ..yea i havent said hey to u guys in a while so i thought i should pay some homeage to my saviors...yea so anyway dont have much to say have fun bowling or whatever ur doing. oh u should check out scars of life..they are a great band ..kinda local..they just got signed but seriously if u ever have time i think ud dig some of thur songs..
cya cunt whores
later, adam

Posted by: adam on August 14, 2004 03:57 AM

I went to a show tonight to watch my friends band play (Father McFeely & the Alter Boys) the was also the Sirrrs, and the sloppy octopusses.. lol i dunno wierd ppl these days...but it happens i guess, Derek, Bowling sounds awesome, make sure the holes of the ball are ur finger size, my cousin it was his B day, and he was on a date, and the holes were to small for his fingers, and he rolled it, and it pulled him middle finger outa place...i felt so bad, he had to go to the hospital and everything. ahg....i will never go bowling again. Newho. Well I had an awesome night finally just chilling with the friends.. listening to good music. But I missed writing here...and I always seem to miss the post, and never get to the top...at least im 17...hmmm
Love Always & Forever April <3

Posted by: April on August 14, 2004 03:57 AM

HEY DEREK YOU ARE SO HOT CAN YOU GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT SO I FEEL SPECIAL LOL!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!...143 MANDY!!

Posted by: Mandy!! on August 14, 2004 04:03 AM

Bowling is cool even thow i suck but at it but yeah that movie kicks ass its really good...i loved it i think ill go see it again lol but yeah my birthday is on the 19th im so excited ill finaly be 16 witch kicks ass i can legally drive a yeah in exactly 7 days ill be 16 im so excited im gettin a tattoo for my b-day well mayb if i dont chicken out lol i might just go get my belly button peirced i mean i dont know what i want yet and its permanit so mayb its not a good idea for me to get a tattoo lol but yeah im so excited anyways but yeah...if a get a tattoo it will be on my lower back and something small like i dont know what thow oh well aww i cant wait...but yeah you should go see that movie its really good also you should see The Exersist the beginning its so freaky but really good but yeah those are like the only movies i have seen latley there both really good but anywho...i think im gonna go out with some freinds tonight i dont know theres not much to do around here lol i live in russell ks prolly havent heard of it but yeah its so small and the only thing to do is get in trouble witch i never do lol :) but yeah everything else is just great well hell im gonna go get ready ttyl byez

Much Love
Emily

Posted by: Emily on August 14, 2004 04:08 AM

hello there Derek. how come youre at kinkos? is it coz your computer is being stupid? sorry bout the watch, did you drop it or something?. have fun if your goin to the movies or bowling. dude i have never been bowling, i want to tho, everyone says its always fun. you know what? you should take me bowling one day!! it would be fun. what do you say? come on, i know you wanna ;)haha.

oh yes, i need to tell you what happened the other day at the link crew(frosh mentoring program) training. we have to do different activites with the frosh when we get 8 of them next week in our groups. so at the training, we practiced the activities. one of them is where you take a piece of paper, fold it so you have 6 boxes and theres a question for each box that you have to answer by writing a word or drawing something. one of the ? for a box was, draw something that reminds you of a special memory. i drew a silhouette, for the silhouettes video shoot. and another box was write a name of a person you respect other than your parents. guess who i wrote down? Derek Devin "Pogen" Gledhill mhmm, yes i did :) this whole week i had to get up early, like at 6 or 7 coz i had to be at school at 8 for yearbook workshops AND link crew training! im happy for tomorrow coz i dont have to get up early!! yay!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 14, 2004 04:08 AM

I know i like just left a really long letter but i forgot to tell ya somethin I dont really liston to anything but like Smile Empty Soul, Nirvana and bands like that and i have this friend well he's kinda weird but anyway he listons to like rap and stuff and i was riding around with him and he was listoning to Afroman Colt 45 and omg if you need a good laugh liston to it its really gay but its funny like its so stupid its funny but yeah thats all i had to say ttyl byez
much love
emily

Posted by: Emily on August 14, 2004 04:14 AM

UGH, cheap stuff. I know what that's like. A long time ago my favorite relatives gave this audio cassette walkman for a Christmas present. It only lasted one week, and it ruined a tape I could never get replaced. rofl, my dad and I smashed that cheap ass thing with a hammer. I felt so much better after that.

I must say that I got the album recently, on monday of this week. Gah, I'm hooked on it. As I'm typing this, currently "Nowhere Kids" is playing in my head.

I first got into SES when getting the Spiderman 2 soundtrack the day before that movie came out in theatres (isn't it just awesome?! I'm so getting that movie on DVD! *is a huge spiderman fan) "Who I Am" is my most favorite. Awesome, pumpin', rockin' song. I love it.

See
Me
In
La-la
Emotion

Eternal
Monsters
Posse
Tonight (on)
You

Slay
My (large)
Iguana (while I'm)
Lying (down)
Essentially

Heh, now that was amusing...

-Marianne E. B. Markham

Posted by: Marianne (from southern MD) on August 14, 2004 04:15 AM

heh, i must be getting tired... i didn't mean to acroym Smile twice XD

Acronym for Soul

Seems (that)
Owen (died)
Under
Lack (of blood)

That actually happened in a strange movie I've seen this week. "13 Moons" about a bunch of strangers saving this kid who's got this blood problem.

Posted by: Marianne (from southern MD) on August 14, 2004 04:20 AM

hey hey hey!!!! um um um omg! i already told brittany happy birthday im such a good friend! lol but shes gonna be gone tear im gonan get her the billy talent cd well omg! i love you a crap load!!! and ur so fricken hot!!! like flawless! lol and so are sean and ryan what us with that all of you are really hot! crazy! well yeha i always get the cheap watches cause well im cheap and dont wanna pay for anything and they brake after like a day sucks o well! im very upset my ses airbrush tat is completly gone it was like a part of me so ive officaily had 2 ses tats well they dont count but i cant go through that much pain eek i just picture then dragging a needle through ur skin ahhh makes me hurt thinking about it! lol well gotta go bye! ~stacey!~ SHOUT OUT!!!! PLEASE!!! HEHE

Posted by: stacey sheffer on August 14, 2004 04:24 AM

HEY WHATS UP EVERYONE??? MAN THAT HAD TO SUCK THAT YOU R WATCH BROKE I GOT A WATCH FOR 5 DOLLARS AND I'VE HAD IT FOR A YEAR AND ITS STILL WORKING (LOL) WELL IF YOU DO GO BOWLING HAVE LOT OF FUN AND BE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!! WELL G2G TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER. BYE.

LOVE,
*BRITTANY*

P.S. DEREK YOUR SUPER SEXY!!!

Posted by: Brittany on August 14, 2004 04:47 AM

alright, what the fack happened to the audio messages... whatever happened to "we'll keep these going at LEAST every week," it's been like 5 thousand months just kidding'
but really you should like do those more often

Posted by: ashley (NORTH DAKOTA) on August 14, 2004 04:48 AM

THANKS FOR SAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU GUYS! YOUR MUSIC ROCKS!!!

BRITTANY G

Posted by: BRITTANY GANGLER on August 14, 2004 05:08 AM

DEREK!!!!!! man u guys are doin good with the posts...they just keep coming and u kno what....its AWESOME! lol well things seem to be goin pretty well for u which is always a good thing...wouldnt want my fav band to be having a bad time cause if yall were that would make me sad :( but yall arent havin a bad time so its all good! ok well im just rambling on about stuff that isnt really important and im just being really stupid so i guess i'll go for now! but one more thing....I LOVE YOU DEREK RYAN AND SEAN!!!!!!!!!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Posted by: Natsumi on August 14, 2004 05:15 AM

Well stacye was tlaking about our ses airbrushings...yeah mine came off too.. sad...lol but im ganna get a real SES tattoo as soon as i can! i already picked out the disign and all!

britt! My b-DaY IS made sence ses siad happy b-day to me!

Posted by: brittany gangler on August 14, 2004 05:15 AM

haha its VJ again

wow, that sucks about the watch. maybe b/c its friday the 13th? er..its 14th over there isnt it? well wuteva...its all the same, haha....

you guys still need to come to VA! well anyways, thanks again for doing what you do. a girl ive loved for a long time recently just told me she kissed a guy she likes...(who happens t be my friend), and i was seriously crushed. but ur music kinda helped pick me up, so yeah, thanks again so much!

**VJ**

Posted by: VJ on August 14, 2004 05:32 AM

hey!!...this is the first time im posting in this site...but i just have to say i love your music...i love your lyrics i love everything!!...its all i listen too...and im gonna keep checking this site out...its really awesome...i just hope i can go to one of your concerts soon!!

love ya guys,
kry

Posted by: Krystle on August 14, 2004 05:45 AM

hey ses
whats up this is like my 15th post . hey i want u guys to e mail me plz cuz well yeah ! i love u guys . derek i got a watch from a arcadeand it lasted longer then a hour , it lasted like 5 days and it broke or i lost oh well . anyways sean i was thinking may be u would tak eme to my prom ..... when it comes ! just think about !

jessica danielsen - soon to be he he j/k
biggest fan from corona ca !!!!!!

ses rocks my soxs 4 ever!

Posted by: jessica on August 14, 2004 05:48 AM

hey Derek sux for you your watch broke ill buy you a new one lol! Dude i was wearing my ses hoodie and no1 knew who you guys were (aleast not the cool kids knew) i told them that they need to download you guys but i dont think they did (ill kill them lol jk!) I am soooo bored.
(now i know im living for who i am) lol im listening to that song right now i heart that song! Well i guess im going to go and stoping wasting your time. OH have fun blowing or watching the movie!!!! i want to see that movie it looks really good! BYE! :-D

~*StAcIe*~

Posted by: Stacie on August 14, 2004 06:00 AM

Aw man... I can't bowl worth anything. I swear to God I make a gutter ball every time. I get excited when I hit one pin. One day Ima go get those bumper things and maybe I'll do good. Anyhoot, just thought I'd tell yall hi! Again nothing really to write about. Uh... Oh yeah. CHEER UP RYAN! Whatever it was that bothered you in the last entry just say fuck it... fuck it in the ass. and then move on. lol. man i'm so bored. so I think I'll try to make this comment last a little while longer. Yall really need to do another concert in Louisiana, cuz the last 2 yall had here were in bars I couldn't get into. Yall should do a concert at the Cajundome in Lafayette. Hm... I still don't feel like going to sleep. What else to write about? OH!!! Yall know what? I wrote these lyrics to a song, but I really can't come up with a good... i guess the word would be tune? for them. i dunno i'm better with poetry than songs. anyhoot, do yall think yall could come up with a tune for it? cuz im bad with that. anyhoot, if yall want i can post the lyrics later. theyre not that good though. my poems are alot better than my songs. anyhoot! yall tell me if yall want and ill post somethhin later. i gotta go now though, cuz school starts soon and waking up at 5 is always a bitch when yourused to sleeping all day.
I LOVE YALL!
Anna

Posted by: Anna on August 14, 2004 06:02 AM

I meant stop not stoping lol im slow!

Posted by: Stacie on August 14, 2004 06:02 AM

heyy pogen! its always nice to hear from ya, even if its just for a few minutes! =) damn that sucks about the watch thing..you're frozen in time! :P bowling! YES..bowling kicks arse but i only play with the little balls..so i dont think thats really considered bowling! oh well..ooh i wanna see collateral it looks really good, let's go together D! well i hope you had fun at kinko's even though i have no idea what that is..but anyplace where you're at is a good time!! =) talk to ya later! much <3.

<3,
kelly
SESbabex25
pogen's BIGGEST fan

missin' you in portland, maine!!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 14, 2004 06:11 AM

Hey Derek! You are sooooooooooooooooooooooo SEXY!!! i seen you at frontier city you are soooooo hot! the band Rocked . My sister, Veronica and cuzin, Kari think so too bout band and u. Veronica is like obessed with yall ever since she saw yall there. sry to hear about your watch cheap ones can do that. where did you get it? because vero watch cost a dollar at the dollar store and it still works she had it about 1 month now ur only 1 hour sry that sux! well our time "is about to expire" so g2g buh bye!!!
love ya Sally, Kari, And Vero

Posted by: Sally Carroll on August 14, 2004 07:45 AM

im soooo drunk riight now..i cant fele mu teeth...i liked yur show in talasseee... tell the lead singer...sorry im not a teeny bopper i don know you guys names i jsut reallt like the musix...well, tell him he's sexy and i wantd to meet him after the show but i was with my brother nad his friends. I' really enjoyed the concert at floyds. come back soon.

Posted by: Jasmine on August 14, 2004 08:09 AM

Dammit, #40. Derek, you guys need to play some more shows with the wonderful guys in Fractional. Otherwise, I cannot live. If you hook it up, I'll buy you a new watch. Oh, and Sally Carroll, get a life, you teenybopper. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on August 14, 2004 08:11 AM

Oh ya, and Hi, Adam. Welcome back to the family. I missed your infamous "cya cunt whores" sign-out.

Posted by: Tiffany on August 14, 2004 08:18 AM

One more thing...people, PLEASE use a fucking period, so I know when a sentence ends and a new one begins. Lub you all.

Posted by: Tiffany on August 14, 2004 08:20 AM

- - - DEREK, RYAN, AND SEAN - - -


- What up?
Samantha S. here... again


I'm just sittin' here listenin' to my SES CD for the 298473982+ time. Dude, I hope you guys get your new album out soon, 'cause I'm runnin' this thing out of use! Heh heh. Oh, and speaking of which, do you have any idea what the cover art will be/look like? Just wondering...


Der,

Man, I hope you get everything worked out with your cell phone number and stuff. :/ I have a feeling that it's my fault that the girl (who left you a message) found your number. I think I lead her to it... But I'll shut up now, I don't want to write too much about it here while it's still on the internet.

Hey, you know something? This kind of sucks. My favorite drummer's number is right here in front of my face! Hah, it's even kind of torturing! But I'm not going to call it, of course not. You know why? It's BECAUSE you're my favorite drummer, Derek... and I just respect you OH SO much. :) And DUDE, your mom is so nice! :P ( By the way, thanks for the kind words, Denise! )

Well I should be getting to bed. Keep me updated about what's goin' on, 'kay?


SEE YA!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on August 14, 2004 08:26 AM

heh, tiff your funny.. to ME! =)

hmmm.. i dont have anything to say except im not at the top this time. i guess my super good luck, "i know when they are gonna post", thoughts have died.. o well.. peace out all you fuckers i LUB to death!!!

SES ROCKS!!!
::Amanda::: \m/

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 Fan in Medford Oregon::: on August 14, 2004 08:27 AM

Ha, I actually just got back from bowling...we played about 5 games and it was the first time I'd bowled in over two months. LOL sorry about the watch but if you've ever been to washington dc and bought things from the venders...whatever you buy from them has a max life expectancy of 30 mins and most of the time just 10 min...it took me like ten trys to figure it out. anyways goodnight everyone, gots to go to work in the mornin'

Posted by: Casey.... on August 14, 2004 09:02 AM

Hiya Pogen!! Damned watch, i know they're evil! The government uses them to spy on us and our fast-food eating ways!! OK yeah, calm down Heather... Have fun with whatever you end up doing (or what you did?), I would suggest seeing Alien VS Predator, great movie! But I'm probably too late to say that. BTW, Evanescence rocked in concert for the second time, possibly even more than when they were on tour with you!! But enough rambling, have fun and stay safe, haha! No seriously, don't get a ball too small for your fingers and break them off!! I'd cry! Bowl well, Mr. Drummer Man!!

POOKY LUFFS EVERYONE

Posted by: Pooky on August 14, 2004 09:09 AM

Im leaving for vacation in about 2 minutes so i just wanted to say goodbye to ses..and there other fans...I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL! lol just incase i die or sumthin I havta say bye..but i xcant die...cuz i havnt had my ses dinner yet! lol ok well i love you guys!!

SES ROCKS!!

Brittany G

Posted by: brittany gangler on August 14, 2004 12:56 PM

Hey SES im just listening to ya music with my coffee and waffles =) =) ok so buh bye!

Love Always,

Yadira

Posted by: PrincessDarkness83 on August 14, 2004 03:56 PM

Hey. My first post. Yay. This is kind of cool. You guys are my ultimate favorite band. I'm trying to learn some of your songs on my guitar right now...as we speak. You should really come to Alabama and play. Liek to Birmingham or Huntsville or something.

Posted by: Liz on August 14, 2004 04:05 PM

OK, I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT YOU GUYS KICK ASS AND THAT I LOVE YOU! BUT THE REAL REASON IM WRITING THIS I GUESS IS TO MORE OR LESS THANK YOU. NOT FOR YOUR MUSIC, ALL THOUGH THAT'S FABULOUS ALSO, BUT BECAUSE YOU'VE HELPED MY COUSIN AND I THROUGH A LOTS OF SHIT. HE'S 6 YEARS OLDER THAN ME AND LIVES IN A DIFFERENT STATE, HES 20 AND IM 14, AND MY PARENTS WONT LET ME SEE HIM, BUT HE'S THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT I LOVE. AND HIM AND I ARE PRETTY MUCH AT THE END OF OUR ROPES. IT'S HARD FOR US TO HOLD ON FOR EACHOTHER WHEN IM NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO SEE HIM. HOW MY PARENTS COULD HATE ME SO MUCH ASTO NOT LET ME SEE THE ONE PERSON I LOVE I REALLY DONT KNOW. BUT I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR GETTING MY COUSIN THROUGH THE STUFF I CAN'T BE THERE FOR. NEITHER OF US HAVE REALLY HAD ANYTHING TO COUNT ON THROUGHOUT OUR LIVES, BUT THE ONE THING THAT NEVER FAILS EITHER OF US IS MUSIC, AND WE SHARE MUTUAL INFULENCES AS FAR AS MUSIC GOES. HIM AND I BOTH CAN RELATE TO EVERY SINGLE SONG ON YOUR CD. HE SAYS THE SONG "SILLHOUETTS" IS MY SONG AND I SAY THAT THE SONG "ALL MY PROBLEMS" IS HIS BUT WE STOPPED TRYING TO SINGLE OUT ALL THE GREAT SONGS CAUSE THEY ARE ALL GREAT. SO BASICLY I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS FOR BEING THE ONE THING THAT MY COUSIN CAN COUNT ON WHEN I CAN'T BE THERE. YOUR MUSIC KEEPS HIM GOING, EVEN IF THAT DOES SOUND A LIL OBSESSIVE. I LOVE YOU GUYS. YOU GOT BOTH JEFF AND I THROUGH STUFF THAT I DIDN'T KNOW WE WERE ABLE TO SURVIVE, AND AS LONG AS HE KEEPS GOING I SHOULD TOO. I LOVE U

Posted by: ALYSSA on August 14, 2004 04:16 PM

UGH DAMN HURRICANE FLOODED MY ROAD AND ID RUINING MY PLANS.......UGH UGH UGH .... ok well everyone check out the site www.freewebs.com/projekthost well i betta get off da computer before we lose power...thank god for generators (sp??) hahaha.. ok later guys take care ...
~~ALLY~~ (aim: projektguitar ) woop woop new orleans was beautiful .... got some awesome stuff

Posted by: ALLY on August 14, 2004 05:35 PM

wow, i haven't seen journal entries that fast . hhahaah , well have fun watching collateral, i work at a movie theatre so i get to watch them the day before so thats fun. not that you care i just felt like saying it. haha so still in OHIO ha.. where the only thing to do is eat. but thats ok i like food and all. ok gotta jam sorry for boring the hell out of everyone. ~ hasta~ mitch

Posted by: michelle n/k on August 14, 2004 05:58 PM

Just wondering... why the hell does everyone care if they get the first or second or whatever # post so much? it's stupid if you ask me...

Anyways.... Derek that really sucks about your watch, oh well i guess you really do get what you pay for. so i hope you guys are enjoying being at home. it must be nice after a year and a half touring... when do you guys think you will start working on your new stuff and recording? i seriously CAN'T wait!!! enjoy yourselves... MISS AND LOVE ALL OF YOU!!
SES NATION!
much love,
Caitlin (#1 fan in New England!)

Posted by: caitlin (biggest fan in New England!) on August 14, 2004 07:14 PM

ok, umm...alyssa? cousin? umm..ok...lol

1 part orange juice, 1 part ice, 1 part RUM!=a really good ass drink!, but i put too much rum in it, haha, and i dunno..i was messed up..lol, i couldnt really talk on the phone yesterday, but i was tryin...lol, o, and tiff, sorry i had to get off the comp. yesterday, but it was like 4 30 here, and my dad woke up, and i think he said 'go to bed" or some shit like that, but i dunno..i wasnt really payin attention...haha, i'ma lightweight, when it comes to drinkin, ok the comp. and eletricity's about to go out, so's i'ma go now, p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

p.s. ur cd is really kool to listen to when ur drunk....u sound alot better when u sing it, uhuh...atleast i think so..lol

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 14, 2004 07:34 PM

o yeah, and Caitlin, umm, i care because it means, i'll get my post read...of course he's gonna read the 1st and 2nd posts...and i mean, is it such a bad thing, if i want my post read?...lol, anyways..not tryin to cause trouble, so's i'm really gonna go now...p3ac3!

Posted by: Sarah M on August 14, 2004 07:36 PM

hey derek take me bowling!! i'll kick ur ass fo sho haha..O ya i saw collateral its really good & tom cruise is my fave actor..

*Superfreak* im out lyke rick james!!!
\m/I <3 SMILE EMPTY SOUL \m/
~*AriAne*~

tiff..suck me gumbo haha

Posted by: ~*+::AriAne::+*~ on August 14, 2004 07:40 PM

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA
CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

MR.D,....

THAT SUCKS ABOUT YOU'RE WATCH! YEA,...THAT COLATERAL MOVIE LOOKS RAD. FUNNY,...MY MOTHER INVITED ME TO GO SEE IT WITH HER,....I WAS LIKE, 'WHOA,...WHATS GOTTEN INTO YOU" IT WAS WIERD CUZ WE USUALLY DON'T DO ANYTHING TOGHETHER,...THEN IT HIT ME,...I REMMEMBER THAT AT THAT MTV AWARDS THING WHERE TOM CRUISE WAS AT,...SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW HANDSOME HE WAS AND HOW IF SHE WOULDN'T HAVE MARRIED MY FATHER,...HE WOULD BE MY DAD! BUT ANYWAYS,...I LOVE BOWLING,...SEEMS LIKE YOU DO IT ALOT POGEN? WELL,...I GOTTA GO,...HOPE TO HEAR FROM YA SOON,...CHEERS BIG EARS!

THE #1 CANADIAN FAN:
EMILIA CISNROS

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA
CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Posted by: Emilia Cisneros on August 14, 2004 08:00 PM

Hey SES. Hey derek. Hope u have a blast watckin collateral or bowling....bowling kicks ass but I'm soooo shit, godam shoe rental - sweet.
I find out whether i got into uni or not on thurs and I'm shitting myself...fuk it, its so lame I don't even know if i actually really wanna go or not.argh.
thats shit about ur watch, haha but it's ur fault for being such a cheapskate lol ;) nah only joking, damn shoddy craftsmanship.
neway i'm gone, love u all!!
Lizzie :)

Posted by: Lizzie: top UK fan!! on August 14, 2004 08:11 PM

Hey! I love your music!!!!!!! I was going to go to the Houston show but I came up with a bad case of Strep throat! So You guys need to come back soon!!! Muco love, Danielle

Posted by: Danielle B on August 14, 2004 08:30 PM

I just wanted to say that I really really miss you Derek!! You have to come back to Chicago RIGHT NOW... why? Cuz I said so! Its better when ur here, lol... well bye, see ya soon hopefully!

Love,
Sarah
-Chicago

Posted by: Sarah Bushman (chicago) on August 14, 2004 08:43 PM

whoot whoot! i love ses!

Posted by: nowhere kid #413 on August 14, 2004 08:51 PM

Que Onda SES? just stoped to say what up? its cool that with da lil time that u guys have u still got time to holla at ur fans n give us a lil update! its sux that ur watch broke derek! well later guys keep us updated! Rock on

~Much Love~

#1 Gangsta Fan in Chicago

Posted by: Rosa on August 14, 2004 08:53 PM

Sucks about your watch. Funny how you put it though. Have fun on what you chose tonight. I might go see Colateral, looks cool, but who knows if I'll have time to go watch it. Love you guys!

((~Hybrid~))

Posted by: Claudia (Hybrid) Avila on August 14, 2004 09:08 PM

hey ses! well that must have been a really cheap watch u had there...well u guyz rock ur cd is the best and i just love the music,and KEEP ROCKIN!!!
P.S.-i love SES

JUSTINE MYKE

Posted by: justine myke on August 14, 2004 09:19 PM

wow, looks like we got some stalker ppl on here...scary.

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 14, 2004 09:21 PM

Bowling is fun.. hmm.. maybe the bowling place by my house surrived hurricane charley? I still haven't seen Napolean Dynamite.. Maybe tomorrow. www.xanga.com/green_flaming0
Peace, Love, Empathy everyone. -Liz

Posted by: Elizabeth on August 14, 2004 09:48 PM

Actually, if you think about it, being lower down on the posts is probably better than being in like the top 10. I'm sure Derek remembers the last few posts better than the first few because they are more fresh in his mind. I don't know, just my little thought. I'm listening to
"Anything" by Fractional right now. You should all listen to their tunes and show them some love on myspace: www.myspace.com/fractional. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on August 14, 2004 09:55 PM

hahhaha, thats funny tiffany coz i am listenin to the same song right now! yeah people check out their myspace. oh yeah, if you go to their site, www.rockisback.com, you can see some pix of fractional and ses. theyre really funny.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 14, 2004 10:25 PM

WOOO WOOOO I'M POWER IS BACK ON WOOP WOOP >> DAMN HURRICANES......
~~ALLY HATTON~~
www.freewebs.com/projekthost

Posted by: ALLY on August 14, 2004 10:31 PM

HAHAHAHA omg i saw this pic of sean and he looked like jesus... oooo ... haha ....
~~ALLY~~

Posted by: ALLY on August 14, 2004 11:20 PM

caitlin..sorry #1 fan in new england is pertayyy broad haha.......all i haveta say to that title of yours is GOOD LUCK! ;) ;)

<3,
meee

PpPoOoGgGeEeNnN rRrOoOcCcKkKsSs =)

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 14, 2004 11:26 PM

hey guys can you check out our site?
http://www.viewofinnocence.tk

Posted by: Jody on August 14, 2004 11:40 PM

you guys are so fricken amazing!!! i love you guys
cnat wait tillthe new CD comes out and you all start touring again!! my brother gave me his old guitar and im tryign to play it! its really hard for me since i dont know how. but oh well my brother taught himself so i guess i can too!
you guys kick ass
sucks about your watch derek

Love you guys to death
Debbie \m/

Posted by: Debbie(In The Nose Of Wisconsin) on August 15, 2004 02:14 AM

i have a joke..its really gay tho....
what do u call the loneliest bayou?? bayou-SELF!!!
haha

\m/I <3 SMILE EMPTY SOUL \m/
~*AriAne*~

Posted by: ~*+::AriAne::+*~ on August 15, 2004 02:58 AM

Hey guys! well, I'm bored and I just thought that I'd say whats up so...yeah...oh yeah, sorry bout your watch Derek lol...well, talk to y'all later.
Jaime >b (Arizona)

Posted by: Jaime B. on August 15, 2004 03:22 AM

hey! you guys kick so much ass! I LOVE YOU, SEAN!! YOU'RE ONE SEXY BEAST! haha! sorry i had to. but anyways...just wanted to say i cant wait til you guys come to xfest..AGAIN! SECOND YEAR IN A ROW! WAHOO! hehe!

Posted by: Latisha on August 15, 2004 03:27 AM

Bowling is always fun. :) I heard Collateral was a really good movie... Speaking of that, it reminded me that Joel Madden interviewed the stars of it on MTV's Movie House and it cracked me up because you could tell he was nervous, especially when he was talking with Tom. bahaha.

Anyways, that sucks about your watch. I guess that's what ya get for buying cheap stuff, right? haha.

Have fun tonight with whatever you decide to do.

-Shannon-

Posted by: SpiffyShannon on August 15, 2004 03:30 AM

i <3 you and miss you.

=(

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 15, 2004 03:41 AM

lol, tiff, yeah, but what if he doesnt have time to get all the way down to the bottom....where i usually end up writing? lol

k, i'm bored...i wanna c "Napoleon Dynamite"...noone will go w. me :(, and i wanna c that new movie "Without a Paddle", haha, it looks funny, i'm still bored...o yeah, let me say it b4 i 4get, cuase i keep 4gettin, omg, that girl Britney g. so lucky...shes the only one who got a shoutout...lol, and 4 her bday! my god!lol, lucky bitch...haha, bitch in the good way..lol

hey, derek, when u come back to va, i'll give u a watch..not a cheap one either, lol, but u have to come here 1st, haha, thats the catch..

o, and i got someone else to listen to u guys today...she said shes like in luv w. sean, lol, it was the 1st time she'd ever seen him, lol, and shes in luv w. "silhouettes", but shes only listened to BOAB, Silhouettes, and NWK, but she will soon learn all the others...i was actually surprised she liked it, cause shes like REALLY into Christian music and country, and like nothin else...that just proves how awesome and powerful ur music is, yep yep..welp, gonna go now, have fun, relax, rock out, and get a new watch, haha, p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 15, 2004 04:04 AM

hey...sorry your watch broke...haha that's the luck huh? but yeah chex mix rocks!! and so does papa john's pizza!! later

Stormi and her best friend Caitlin

Posted by: stormi on August 15, 2004 04:47 AM

Im sry that your CHEAP ASS watch broke!! lol.. Well have fun bowling or seeing the movie!!((That movie looks alil..BLAH for me!! I would most likely sleep!! lol..)) My bad!!! HAVE FUN POGAN!!! lol.. =) +Your So Hot+

Well Im STARTING to get over the first stage in this damn MONO shyt!!! I can eat alil..WHOOP! WHOOP! I ate half a sandwich today and a slushy from DQ!!! IM EXCITED!!! I love my medicine tho...itz awesome!!! Some kind of pain killer and it makes me feel like an angel!!! LOL.. :)

SMILE EMPTY SOUL IS THE BESTEST!!! \m/ rock out!

Holl@ Atcha Gurl..~1~
-->Meghan Wilson! :)
#1 Fan In Illinois!!!!

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on August 15, 2004 05:11 AM

yuck..i hate papa john's pizza! :P! i wanna see without a paddle too! except it doesnt come out for awhile..hmmm i guess i'll just see napoleon dynamite =)..pogen i love youu, and you can always just draw a watch on your arm..that always works! ..well not really, but it probly works better then the one you just bought!! derek you should definitely get myspace! like each of you- ryan, sean, and you get individual accounts, just like steriogram does! thatd be awesome! =) soo whens the chat gunna be ready mister? i cant wait ;) well talk to ya real soon i hope! love you.

<3,
kelly
SESbabex25
pogen's BIGGEST fan

missin' you in portland, maine!!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 15, 2004 05:13 AM

Pogen** ((My bad)) :)

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on August 15, 2004 05:13 AM

PAPA JOHN'S SUCKS BALLZ!! I hate their pizza too..I barely even like pizza! It makez me sick!!! LIKE I AM NOW.. lol

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on August 15, 2004 05:15 AM

Sarah, he reads all the posts. All of em. He's super Derek.

Posted by: Tiffany on August 15, 2004 05:21 AM

SUPER DEREK is right =)

woahhh..i agree with you on the "disliking" papa john's pizza meghan..but NOT LIKING PIZZA AT ALL?! THAT'S LIKE UN-AMERICAN! haha sorry..maybe i like pizza a little TOO much ;)

POGEN!!!!!!!! =D

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 15, 2004 05:35 AM

hey derek sean n ryan whats up guys yea man on friday the 13 i went to see if i could make it to the kiss concert n i couldnt my aunt had gone indide already then we went crusing me n my friends man we went to all are other friends housesn scared the shit out of them we were careing one of those big kitchen knives man it was fun!!!!one og our friends nancy her mom al ost called the cops on us b/c for having tye knife and it was like 11:55 almost 12 but hey she didnt b/c shes like your lucky i already took my sleeping pills n we were just like oh ok n she invited us in for somme pizza which i love but yea shes was real cool about it then we just took off n i spent the night at my sis house so it was pretty awesome yea anyways derek sean n ryan i hope you guys are ok n having fun i miss you guys shit loads i love you lots your biggest die hard fan from tx *!*^melissa SMILE EMPTY SOUL KIX NUTS!
!!!!!!!\m/ \m/ love ya derek sean n ryan xxxxxxxx(

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on August 15, 2004 05:42 AM

i like papa johns, i think thats like my fave pizza. i like how they give the sauces with your pizza, haha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 15, 2004 06:51 AM

I was referring to the X-fest in Dayton, Ohio. Sorry for the confusion...heh, wasn't aware there was soo many O_o.

Posted by: Fox on August 15, 2004 07:20 AM

Wtf...Papa John's owns. I wish John was my papa.

Posted by: Tiffany on August 15, 2004 07:38 AM

Hey Derek...we were wondering when you are gonna come ride the horses, but you can’t ride the owners friend or the owner!

Posted by: R & S on August 15, 2004 09:02 AM

hey derek what does MRA mean??????

Posted by: michael on August 15, 2004 09:37 AM

http://quizilla.com/users/ChaotiKaMorbid/quizzes/Which%20Smile%20Empty%20Soul%20Member%20are%20you%3F Take the quiz!! Lol omg..thanx soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for taking it lOL...I made it yesterday and I clicked back to it today...its been done...208 times that makes me sooo happy thanx u guys muah!

-Katrina

Posted by: Katrina on August 15, 2004 12:50 PM

a broken watch sux!!!! i quit w/ them cuz they always brake!!!! WWHOOOOOO!!!! SES ROX!!!!

bye
shannon

Posted by: Shannon S. Milw, WI on August 15, 2004 03:30 PM

haha, ok, "super derek" ha, thats funny...Papa John's? i've heard of it, but i've never seen one, or eaten at one....maybe its just like mostly a west coast thing? hmm, i dunno...we do have Domino's, and Pizza Hut,lol, pizza hut gives sauce w. their pizza..hmm..lol, but anywho...if u think rum is good people, take ur hand at vokda, hell yeah, that tastes even better..lol yep yep...and omg, i woke up and my f'in cell was gone, i keep callin it, and it rings like 3 times, then goes to the voice mail...my god, i'm tired of people just comin in my room, and takin it...again, changin the subject...ha, have u seen that show on Mtv (mtv 2), "high school stories", its about high school pranks, haha, funny as hell, i think u'd like it pogen, u too ryan...i'm not sure about sean's sense of humor, but he should luv it..damn i'm tired, i went to bed at 6 this mornin, and its 10 35 now...whew, not that much sleep...but hey, i'm playin ur cd, so it's all good..lol, welp, i'ma go now, talk to ya later, p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 15, 2004 03:37 PM

Iam very bored, My step brother just went off to college, Big step...I'm kinda gunna miss him being around..now i cant see all his cute friends ne more. :(...newho..I just chilled out with my friends lastnight. fun times, I wanna go to a show tonight, but the moms wont let me. grrr ...but yeah love you SES...
April<3

Posted by: April on August 15, 2004 03:37 PM

hey, i just realized...umm derek, r u sure it's broke? the battery might just b dead..but if it was cheap, i dont think u wanna pay 4 or take the time to install, a new battery...lol welp, just a thought..lol, p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 15, 2004 04:25 PM

KINKOS!!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!!

do wat u can for us man! ok, my computer is broke, and my mom won't fix it cuz i have a bad attitude. school started on wednesday, and its been ok. i haven't got my hott Jeremy pic developed yet, but i'm doin it today. i'm sry that dumb watch didn't work. one time i bought this ankle braclet, and it looked PERFECT and then i took it off, and the spot where it hooks, jus fell out of the thing. i was mad as a hornet. ok guyz, i'll try to write on weekends. so bye, and i ain't sick! ahahaha! later man

chelsi
#1 fan Stephens County

Posted by: Chelsi on August 15, 2004 08:12 PM

Hey guys... It's Nicole from Columbus Ohio... Derek im sorry to hear about your watch i hope you get it fixed or get a new one.. You should get a Nixon watch there pretty awesome..... Man when are you guys coming back to Ohio i hope very soon cause i cant wait to see you. Im gettin ready to see Strata in a week pretty excited to see Eric and Ryan.. Well i hope you guys are doing good and tell ryan and Sean i said hello tell sean to get on hear and write more... Hes stuck up... well i hope you write me back talk to ya later... #1 fan in Columbus... xoxoxo nicole

Posted by: Nicole Strait on August 15, 2004 08:18 PM

I LUV YALL

Chelsi babs!
#1 fan Stephens County!

Posted by: Chelsi on August 15, 2004 08:24 PM

YAHHHH!!!! CHELSI!! missed ya sister...

okey doke...i woke up from my nap...wow i was tired...I NEED MY CELL PHONE!!! :( my brother called and said he took it cause his was dead, and he needed one, i was like "wtf? and u dont even ask!? i needed a # in there...thats y its in my phone, cause i cant remember it!!" my god, no respect 4 my belongings...he even tried to take my SES cd the other day! i was like "HANDS OFF!" i walked in when he was tryin to get out my room w. it in his hands...he said "i just wanna listen to it" i was like "ha, u scratched my other one, then u lost it! HANDS OFF!" he got pissed, but i didnt give a fuck..he just thought that because i was tired i wouldnt f'in notice, ha, i listen to it every night...anyways...sorry, i just had to get that off my chest, lol...i cant wait 4 the new cd to come out, i'ma b 1st in line in va, hell yeah, skip school if its durin the week, haha, sometimes its good to b a girl, u can always fake "girl problems", haha, i know u guys know what i mean, lol, but i'll check in on ya later...p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 15, 2004 08:44 PM

Just wanted to say hey! I hope all is going well with the new record and of course the rest which is always good. Have fun .. keep it real. Ha yeah .. that's all for now. Until next time ...

Posted by: You Know on August 15, 2004 09:18 PM

DEREK!!!! E-MAIL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. please. this is hannah and cherry. we just got back from camp and i didn't find an e-mail from you. what the crap?! yeah so it's master_beast9000@hotmail.com

i gotta go. ok bye

hannah

ps tawnya is debating on whether or not to bring the barbique inside the house. whatever.

Posted by: Hannah on August 15, 2004 11:05 PM

Hey Derek!! that sux about your watch! i went to the family picnic tour in columbus on saturday...and strata was there..and the guitarist was wearin a smile empty soul wrist band!! I thought that it was awesome! well ttyl!

~*Tawny*~

Posted by: Tawny on August 15, 2004 11:21 PM

alrighty, so it was all okay down there in Florida, a little stormy, a little breezy, but I think I know that my friend Maci down in Cape Coral is fine, she went next door in a concrete house, so it didn't go anywheres..

bye for now

Posted by: ashley (NORTH DAKOTA) on August 15, 2004 11:29 PM

No conversations, Sarah :) And Nicole, you say you're a fan and then call Sean stuck-up. I love how supportive you are. Why does it matter if he posts or not? Appreciate that Derek DOES and goes out of his way to speak to you all. I know most of you do, but I guess nothing is ever enough to please SOME of you. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on August 16, 2004 12:01 AM

And Ryan** Can't forget da man himself.

Posted by: Tiffany on August 16, 2004 12:03 AM

hey..sup??just sittin here.. didnt yall play at rocketown in nashville a lil over a month ago.. i could be wrong.. but jw.. i got to go up there friday night and see some local bands.. pretty good stuff.. but nuthin in comparison to you guys heh.. well im out..

Posted by: *~Heather~* on August 16, 2004 12:44 AM

HEY DEREK, RYAN, OR SEAN I HAVE NO FUCKIN CLUE WHYI AM ASKIN U THIS BUT I JUST WAS WONDERING HOW TALL U GUYS ARE LOL I AM 5'6" AND I JUST WANT TO KNOW...LOL RANDOM BITS OF USELESS INFO THAT I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW...LOL CUASE THAT IS ALL MY LIFE IS... JUST A BUNCH OF USELESS SHIT THAT GOES ON IM MY HEAD :P AHH I ORDERED A SMILE EMPTY SOUL T-SHIRT (the one with the angle on it) AND I WANT IT!!! LOL BUT ITS SUNDAY AND I DONT KNOW HOW MENY DAYS IT WILL TAKE TO GET HERRRR......BUT OWELL ITS FORSURE WORTH THE WAIT!!! AND I WANTED TO GET A FLIPPIN WRIST BAND BUT THEY WERE OUT OF STOCK GOD DAMN IT LOL....WELL SO MUCH FOR THE NOT EATING IDEA LOL MY MOM IS MAKIN ME EAT!!! LOL ITS FUNNY....well shit there is nuthin else to talk about lol no more random shit to talk about :( lol good bye :P

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland!!! ):

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on August 16, 2004 12:48 AM

CHELSI!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH
I MISSED U.......U CRAZY SON OF A BITCH!!! LOL

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on August 16, 2004 01:08 AM

agian everyone uses this as a huge email service i love it. i am not going to say much because i actually don't have any thing to say. hahahah ok so SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS.. hahhahahahahahah ! lata~ mitch

Posted by: michelle n/k on August 16, 2004 01:13 AM

i dont get the shirts that have that TV thing on it..whats it supposed ta be? hmmmmmmmmmmm

i <3 pogen.

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 16, 2004 01:16 AM

fuck u nichole!!!!

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on August 16, 2004 01:57 AM

Hiya people, how are you? I'm good, I'm good. I'm visiting my grandmother right now, who I haven't seen in YEARS! Yay! *does a dance* I have cool family. Seattle rocks. Not much to say, I haven't done anything... Oh, but I do go home tomorrow, back to Missouri... *sigh* I don't like spending so much time on a plane, so boring! And I go back to school in a week... *tears* Nooo, I don't wanna. Lol okay, I'll stop clogging up the board now...

POOKY LUFFS ALL

Posted by: Pooky on August 16, 2004 02:28 AM

I MISSED YALL SO SO SO MUCH...live chat live chat..lol GOTTA GO

Posted by: Sister on August 16, 2004 03:15 AM

coversation? what conversation? lol, naw, but 4 real..lol, let me check..o ok, i think i know what u were talkin about, ha, but i was talkin to the band! my bad..lol o shit, is this a conversation? ha, hope not..

anyways...bored bored bored...just wanted to say, luv u guys..i'm talkin about the band..lol, haha, i know, i'ma smart ass...but yeha, let me go..check in later, p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 16, 2004 03:24 AM

p.s. dutch is a smart ass too...so ha! k, i'm really gone now..lol

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 16, 2004 03:25 AM

Hey Derek! How are you? Sorry about your broken watch, I have tons of crapola watches around. Yeah, they're all broken too. Hey I know we can start a broken watch collection. How about that Derek? Oh guess what, my birthday's FRIDAY! I'm excited, me and my friends are going to try and go bowling, wanna come Derek? Ok I just got back for this little town in Arkansas and I'm really tired, so I'm going to bed. Night.

~Kell~ Alifetimetodie@aol.com

Posted by: Kelley on August 16, 2004 03:50 AM

OOOOHH SHEEEEAT..this sucks. guess what time i have to wake up tomorrow, pogen?! no no no..not the usual 1..or occasional 2.........6:30!!!!!!! wow. that's crazy, like really. the latest i've woken up this summer is 9:30 and i thought that was bad..man, am i in for a rude awakening! :-/ you're saying.."wow kelly, i'm really sorry..that sucks dude..why do you have to get up so FRICKEN early?" PRE-SEASON! for soccer :( ughhhh and all we're gunna do is run..and i haven't ran for like A LONG TIME, let's just leave it at that haha :) buts its ok i guess..it'll be fun with all my friends and i needa get back into the "get-up-early-for-school" schedule:-/..unfortunately!! well, i love ya derek and wish me luck tomorrow! TWO WEEKS OF TORTURE! but its all good i'll just be thinking of you and it will help me get through it =) talk to ya later pogen! take care buddy!

<3,
kelly
SESbabex25
pogen's BIGGEST fan

missin' you in portland, maine!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 16, 2004 04:45 AM

i love the band and i think you guys should get the song "the other side" premired. it's a great song. you guys have amaxing voice!! i was like wow when i heard ur song bottom of a bottle. well c-ya guys later!

Amber
p.s. do u guys plan on touring any time soon? i hope you are.

Posted by: Amber F. on August 16, 2004 07:27 AM

hey there guys i know i always say shit about sean it doesnt mean i dont love you guys but i really love all of you. just tell sean i am legal now and i wouldnt mind meeting him or you guys. well i am like so into your guys music that i dont play anything else but you guys and i just wanted to say i love you so much and i want to know u personally but i know that wont happen because u have lots of fans but anyways i will have to keep writing because i want you guys to finally give me a shout out and even if you don i still want to write in becasue you are the best fucking band there is... i always make my friends that havent heard of you listen to your music and they normally become fans themselves. but i will talk to u guys later and remember i am your number one fan and i love you so much!!!!!!!
chelsey (danielsen- i fucking wish but anyways)

Posted by: chelsey hardesty on August 16, 2004 07:37 AM

uh huh

Posted by: Tiffany on August 16, 2004 07:44 AM

Just woke up, Did nothing lastnihgt, actually felt sick to my stomach... but it happens..Well in ne case, I hope Ryan or Derek write another post soon, lol cuz this is to many to read lol..
April <3

Posted by: April on August 16, 2004 02:28 PM

Just woke up, Did nothing lastnihgt, actually felt sick to my stomach... but it happens..Well in ne case, I hope Ryan or Derek write another post soon, lol cuz this is to many to read lol..
April <3

Posted by: April on August 16, 2004 02:28 PM

shit i hate when the comp does that....sorry
<3 april

Posted by: April on August 16, 2004 02:29 PM

hey guys...
i always look forward to reading your journal entries. time seems to be scarce these days but when i am able to read them, it makes the gap seem smaller from when i saw you guys and now. well i gotta do some errands before class..sometimes i wish i didnt have responsibility...what can ya do...well take care!!!
lOve...~kAtIe KaT~..(albuq.now tampa)

Posted by: Katie on August 16, 2004 04:01 PM

DEREK!


The thread containing your cell phone number has been removed. Yay!

I don't know if you or your mom had gotten a hold of anyone, but I reported it to one of the admins of the forum a couple days ago. They just now contacted me and told me the thread had been removed. :) I feel... special. Aha!

Well, I've gotta go to the mall with my brothers real soon. I hope all is well, Der!


SEE YA!

Posted by: - Samantha S. on August 16, 2004 05:28 PM

Hey ses,
For the last 6 months or so i'v tried to figure out who sung "bottom of a bottle",but a freind recently told me it was "Smile Empty Soul".
So i rushed out and bought the CD asap.i didn't pay to close atention to the tag and bought the edited version.Who edited that song?
You can say bitch but not drugs you guys got ripped. Takin' out "drugs" ruined the courus. Don't get me wrong the cd's great but i'm gonna have to get the unedited version now.

Posted by: Kyle O. on August 16, 2004 06:23 PM

Hey Sean, Derek, and Ryan! Haven't really gotten around to postin a comment so heres my chance! (even tho I'm soo far down)Lol So yea hows it goin with you guys?! I see yer gettin better at postin a lil more often. Anyways I just thought to note that I will hopefully see you guys when you come to Rockford, IL. I live in Lansing, IL. Rockford is a few hour drive, but I believe it would be worth it. Hopefully one day you'll come closer to Lansing (like maybe Chicago?? Only 25 minutes South of there! lol) For now Keep Rockin! ^_^ ~*~Sara~*~

Posted by: *Sar* on August 16, 2004 08:01 PM

So whats up...I most likely will post something like this again if I don't get an email or anything from you guys. I am just posting this because when you guys played in Milwaukee, I got backstage with Steriogram, and I gave Derek my email address for an interview in email. Enough about all that though...your show fucking rocked. I was blown out of my mind when I watched from the side of the stage. It was fucking amazing. Keep rocking. I also saw you at The Rave. Great show. You should play Radio in a hole more often...greatest song on the album. Talk to you later!
p.s. When you played Summerfest in Milwaukee this past year, there was this hot british chick I was hanging out with, and if it weren't for you guys and your concert, I would never have met her...of course she is way out of my league being in Great Britain and all, but she was amazingly hot and now all my friends are jealous of me...so thanks!

Posted by: Sir Bobbo on August 16, 2004 08:53 PM

yo dudes....jk...so i am very sorry about the broken watch...tear...well i am very busy with skool right now i bet you guys miss all that? lol. i am miss overinvolved but it keeps my mind off stuff so i like it. nobody ever answers my questions i am very sad...is it because i still have not been to one of your shows yet (which so isn't my fault). lol. thats cool i understand. well my birthday is coming up on sept 25 and i want to go see a concert with all of my friends but the only band that is coming is slipknot oh yea and shinedown. and i like that 45 song so mabey i will check that out. why can't you guys be here for my birthday. it all makes me sad. so have you guys started putting together any new music. my boyfriend had to quit his band because his mom doesn't like him playing the kinda music their music plays and then going to church and playing. which is just really really gay. he gets nothing out of playing for church and he really loves playing in the band...so why do parents suck!!!!grrr. i am mad for him. well i am done with my little post now. i hope you guys are enjoying your time off. i love derek and ryan but it would be nice to hear from that slacker Sean.....
love from your biggest fan in sc and mi
Jacquelynn

Posted by: jacquelynn on August 16, 2004 09:57 PM

Hey everyone. This sight is awesome!!! I am sorry I haven't been to any shows. I have been working so much yet still don't have much cash. I wanted to say that i love the silhouettes album and I want to see you guys live so bad. The song is the best. It is my favorite because it explains me soo well. My father is a screw up and my mom follows everyone. She can't be her own person. This song hits my heart and I wish I could see you live. Thank you for listening.....

Cindy

Posted by: cindy on August 16, 2004 11:03 PM

oh man, never ran that much is my life..but it was fun..and that's all that counts:) i just thought of you and how you would probly beat my ass if we had like a sprinting contest..but i have done track and soccer all through middle and now high school, so it's a challenge ;) haha i love ya, hope all is well..take care!

P.S. whats yo favorite colorrrrrrrr pogennn..i'm making you a little summin summin :P

<3,
kelly
SESbabex25
missin' you in portland, maine!!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 17, 2004 12:39 AM

HEY GUYZ, HOW HAS IT BEEN GOING?
THIS SITE ROX MY SOX!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW ITS WIERD BUT NOBODY AT MY SKEWL HAD EVA HEARD UV SES UNTIL A FEW DAYS AGO I GOT SUSPENDED FOR PLAYING NOWHERE KIDS ON THE INTERCOM FOR *10* DAYZ WOOP DEE DOO WHAT A PUNISHMEANT( VACATION)!!!
YAY FOR ME!!!! I DONT CARE AT LEAST KNOW EVERYBODY KNOWWS WHO U GUYS ARE!!! THATS ALL THAT MATTERS RIGHT???

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL 4-LIFE!!!!!!!!! NO DOUBT!!
ROCK ON U GUYZ AND HOLLA AT ME SOME TIME!!! BYE!!!

Posted by: Kitty on August 17, 2004 12:57 AM

Hey Smile... It's like 7:02 and Corky Romano is on Comedy Central.That's a great movie. Well, i was on CKY.com and I posted a comment that was ever so true!!!! MODEST MOUSE CAN SUCK MY ASS.... and they can, cuase they suck... the reason I am telling you this is because it is playing on the damn radio....
you know what is a really damned good song, but a sucky fuck video??? Bowling for Soup's "1985"
those dudes are ugly!!! unlike you guys... you're actually a great looking batch of dudes... just like the Breaking Benjmains.... oh yeahhhhhhhhhhh
the song "so cold" is sooooooo good... but I don't know if they could compare to you
volley ball sucked today.... we had our first practice and it sucked major ass!!! it was tough no matter how hard my brother thinks football is... hahahaha.... Derek, did you play football in high school...... what position were you in???

Sean Danielson, this next journal entry BETTER be from YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love from the midwest.... ashley...
oh and to update you on the hurricane, ugh, it seems as if my mother and my stepdads house was destroyed.... and going up and down North Fort Myers and Cape Coral, and ESPECIALLY Punta Gorda, all the houses were like DEMOLISHED.... to think that 1 person in Fort Myers died, and 16 died in Punta Gorda, not to mention, I might have known someone!!! well my mother moved to Arizona, something about paul running from the cops... he was a violent fucker...... hit my mom, broke her ribs.... I had to witness it when i went down there in the summer months.... but I stopped doing that a couple years a go... it was too painful to watch her go through that.... but she left and moved to Phoenix...so Brand new life for her.... she gets to have yet another chance....

you see, I knew there was a God
that's all for now

Posted by: ashley (NORTH DAKOTA) on August 17, 2004 01:10 AM

i'm watching the best movie, I AM SAM! sooo cute! this is a quote from the movie..
"love is all you need." that's right! :)

just thought i'd let ya know that ;)
I LOVE YOU!

<3,
your biggest fan

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 17, 2004 01:37 AM

lmao! i just thought of sumthin.. it might be a lil southern but you know how u said u were sittin at kinkos?? well that reminded me of the blue collar comedy tour.. 'sittin at kinkos naked in a folding chair' haha! funny stuff.. i love that movie.. well im out

Posted by: *~Heather~* on August 17, 2004 02:03 AM

Hey guys!!!!....just stopping in to say hi!!!! yea um how bout my grandma def. lives by you guys.....hmmm if i flew out do you think we could hang out sometime....tehe...that would be fuckin awesome...oh yea incase you forgot..I LOVE YOU!!!!!!.....and i cant wait to see you guys.....

Time to dye my hair.....byebye

*Macrae*
xoxo

Posted by: Macrae Conte #1 fan from PITTSBURGH on August 17, 2004 02:27 AM

Hey guys! Well, I just posted the first chapter of my Smile Empty Soul fan fic I'm writing for my friend Kelly. So I figured, "Hey! Who else to show it to than other SES fans, right?"

Here's the link: http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=1695514 Just copy and paste that into your browser and enter my world. lol. Also, please review because you don't have to be a member of fictionpress to do it. Thanks a bunch, guys! You all are awesome. :)

-Shannon-

Posted by: SpiffyShannon on August 17, 2004 04:03 AM

hey, my first time checkin out ur site...its pretty cool. Colateral sucked but then again i don't like Tom Cruise. hope u enjoyed it though. guess thats it for me...maybe i'll post something else l8ter...i'm out
@---,-----

Posted by: darkness on August 17, 2004 04:44 AM

Hey what's up!?! Dude. I'm thinking of starting (another) band. The last band was pretty awesome. It was my idea. Me and my 2 friends Ryan (drums) and Cody (bass) but it didn't last too long. They got selfish and nieve and took over, eventually kicking me out of the band. Their lost. They lost the founder, singer, guitarist, and name of the band. Their songs too. So, I'm determined to make it big and ur not gonna get anywhere unless u persevere. I want to make a band with music like Chevelle (but with more double bass), lyrics like Linkin Park and you guys and singing like you guys. Ya like? Idk...I think the trouble's gonna be to find people that have the same taste in music as me but even if we have different tastes I guess we could get something to work. Well. L8r. Have fun sleeping in

Posted by: Jessica the Jester on August 17, 2004 04:54 AM

Hey Guys! How Goes It?
Im pretty good. My friend Matt Swan died.....my school has had more kids drop dead than I have ever heard of. It sucks! Whats up with that? I saw collateral! That movie was great! And So was Alien V. Predator! That movie kicked ass! Did u get to see it? i hope you guys do! I gotta run! i love you 3 very much! Keep on rocking!

Love Much & Later Days
Raynee Gill
(true #1 fan In OKLAHOMA!!!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on August 17, 2004 05:15 AM

sorry about the watch derek lol I LOVE YOU GUYS SO FRIGGIN MUCH i love it that youre so different from all those dime-a-dozen so-called 'rock' fucks...HEY where are the posts from sean?? Come on now! Youre all talented and I love you so very much but sean is so friggin sexxy i cant help it! haha i know youre busy but if youre bored drop me a line...dont worry i wont hold my breath...god i love sean sorry bye for now!

Posted by: Amandah on August 17, 2004 07:38 AM

hey guys, u kick ass, i wanted to say that i am inspired by u guys and i wrote a song that was inspired by with this knife and nowhere kids, and im tryin to start a band, no drummer tho, damn, its hard to find a drummer in a small town, damn, u probly aint gonna read this, its waaaaaaay on the bottom of the list,,,shitty, well maybe ill throw in another comment somtime, ttyl

Posted by: bill on August 17, 2004 07:45 AM

i <3 you pogen. i'm so sore :( and oh yay and cant wait to go back and do more shiz tonight! every day for 2 weeks, morning session: 7:30-9:30 and 2nd session of the day: 5-7 ahh crazy! i need a massage. its madness but ya gotta do whatcha gotta do, right?! but i look forward to the night session cuz thats where we actually like have fun and play soccer rather than running for like 2 hours! hope yer doin better than i am! i love ya lots derek ;)

<3,
me :)

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 17, 2004 04:16 PM

sorry didnt get to write again yesterday, i got home from volleyball practice (3 f'in hours!!), and i fell asleep, after i got in a fight w. my brother..but omg, i hadnt ran in a while, and omg, i ate b4 i got there, and when we ran the second time, i puked like a million times...ugh, it wasnt pretty, and the coach still wanted me to run! i was like wtf! but hey, i ran one more time, and said no more!, then she stopped makin us run, and omg, she said we could listen to music next time...i wonder if she'd let me play ya'll cd? hmmm....i dunno....all the other girls wanted to play Q94, this rap, pop, and r&b station...i hate that station...i'll b god damn, if i listen to that shit (excuse my dutch, haha)...but anywho...i'm bored...yep yep...guess i'll check in later...p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

p.s. dutch, y aint u talkin as much anymore?

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 17, 2004 05:22 PM

Sorry, gumby. I haven't been much of a people person. I'll IM you one day. Only 25 more days till the 9/11 show! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Dodger game tonight!

Posted by: Tiffany on August 17, 2004 09:32 PM

Does anybody know who is headlining the shows on 9/10 and 9/11?

Posted by: Rhi on August 17, 2004 10:22 PM

derek!!! i have a very important question for you. i was just searching the orange county area for concerts on a particular weekend next month and you guys came up to play at the Galaxy COncert Theater on September 11....is this true??? because if so i'm going to do everything in my power to go. i will be down in that area for a family reunion but i want to do something fun. i hope you guys are playing and i can see you! thank yoU!!!
~michelle

Posted by: Michelle (#1 fan in Napa, Ca) on August 17, 2004 10:23 PM

Hehe, Katrina I love your test! I'm Ryan Martin, go me! \m/ That rocks. I always knew I should learn bass... =D

*sigh* I'm back in Missouri now. Seattle was a nice vacation from depression, but it's back now... Damn you! I will win! Stupid depression.

www.fictionpress.com/~chochang913 -- my poetry!

POOKY LUFFS ALL

Posted by: Pooky on August 17, 2004 10:35 PM

Hey what's up? sorry i havent posted in a while.. but yeah... im goin to go get my nose pierced when i get the money next month lol im scared. When are you guys comin out with your new album? You still havent been back to Oklahoma in a while. Oh well come soon ok!! Well i g2g bye i will ttyl ok.
love you guys bye

Katie Land

Posted by: Katie on August 17, 2004 11:30 PM

my sisters boyfriend is gonna fix her tatoo and asked me if i wanted one. im still not sure on it but hey its a free tatoo. but i have decided if i did get one it would be " 微笑の空の精神 " which is supposed to be smile empty soul in japanese. im still thinking about it tho cuz thats something that will never come off unless i have painful laser whatever done. ah, what to do what to do...

Posted by: lisha on August 18, 2004 12:48 AM

Hey Derek!!!

What's been going on with y'all lately? Well, school's here and I'm just getting piled up with homework already!! And tomorrow is volleyball tryouts!! Wahoo!!

Are you guys coming to Edgefest in Arizona? I hope that y'all do cuz I wanna see you guys again!!! That would be sooo awesome!!

OMG Guess what!! I'm gonna learn how to play the drums!! I'm so excited!! Whoa, I like to exclaimitorize (is that a word?) a lot. lol. Oh well.

Me and my two friends, Lindsey(she posts in here too) and Trina are thinking of starting a band (well, once we really learn how to play, that's a lil important don't ya think? lol) and we'll be the girl version of you guys!! (Cuz there will only be three of us) yeah, I can't wait til I get my guitar and drumset.

Well, I g2g! I luv ya and Keep Rockin'!!! \m/

Jaime B. (Arizona)

Posted by: Jaime B. on August 18, 2004 01:35 AM

THIS COMPUTER CAN TASTE MY PAIN BITCH!

k ladies and gents, i have about 30 things down at the bottom, because my computer has gotten the virus SPYWARE, caused my chat rooms and music sites. but, if it's go it, wat can ya do. I had Tyler (my ole buddle ole pal) write yall this copy pasted thing, but had to do somethin, cuz he's worthless. lol, jk tyler, u rock. but newho! Sloane is back, hey did u get that tat? She's been humpin pix again. ahahahahahha** me and my friends have been sayin WORD, FO SHO, FO SHEEZY, AND TRUE DAT so much! fun times. but hey i gotta go, i jus like attacked my brother. POUNCED ON HIM LIKE A LION ahahahahahahahahaha! but later guyz

I MISS TIFF, MICHELE, GUMBY (WHITE COCKAROACH), SLOANE, AND MANNNNNNNDA! Derek, Ry, I LUFF U SOOOOO!

Chelsi
#1 fan Stephens County

Posted by: Chelsi on August 18, 2004 02:36 AM

I'M DEREK...DEREK...DEREK, Katrina.

Purposely? hmmmmm? mayyyybayyyy
AAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Chelsi..Sister

Posted by: Chelsi on August 18, 2004 02:50 AM

UH.... HELLO

I'M EXTREMEMLY SORE AND VOLLEY BALL PRACTICE IS BECOMING SOOOOOO RI-GODDAMN-DICULOUS!!!!!

DON'T MIND ME... MY ASS HAS LIKE A BRUISE ON IT, BECAUSE COACH HAD US DO STUPID "DIG AND ROLL" STUNTS... I HATE THAT

WELL I SHANT COMPLAIN, YOU HAVE IT TOUGHER, I WISH I HAD PEOPLE TO COME TO THE SHOWS THAT i don't play... HAHAHA

YOU KNOW WHAT A GOOD SONG IS????
I HATE THE BAND, THEY ARE PRICK NEEDLES, BUT THIS SONG IS SOOOOO GOOD AND HE SOUNDS SOOOOO GOOD....

YELLOWCARD'S "ONLY ONE"
GOOOOOD LORD IS THAT EVER THE GREATEST SONG BY THEM.....

BUT JUST NOTE... NEWSFLASH

I DON'T REALLY LIKE THE CLASHFUL PERSONA OF THAT DICKLESS LEAD SINGER OF YELLOWCARD...... HAHAHA....
JUST PLAYING.... UNDERNEATH IT ALL, I'M SURE HE'S A NICE GUY.........
I HOPE.

WELL I HOPE CAUSE THAT IS A GREAT SONG AND I THINK THAT THEY ARE OFF TO A GOOD START WITH THEIR MUSIC, BUT I THINK THAT THEY NEED TO LIGHTEN UP... LOL

Posted by: ashley ( NORTH DAKOTA) on August 18, 2004 02:52 AM

aww chels, i know how you feel, i have it too, i get a million pop ups. stupid computers! i think im gonna get dsl pretty soon tho, YAY! oh yeah, the people that i talk to on here, i wont be online as much coz of this spyware thing, im tryin to get it fixed tho. i know you all will miss me oh so very much.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 18, 2004 03:40 AM

Hey guys!! I went to X-FEST last year and saw you perform, and I am going this year to see you perform, and I can't flippin' wait!! You guys rock!! I was wondering if u guys will be doing the autograph thing again this year when u are at X-FEST, because last year I didnt have the chance to stop by and get them. Hope to see ya at X-FEST!! later

Posted by: Melody on August 18, 2004 03:44 AM

omg, i'm so stressed...if we dont get more people to join my volleyball team, we cant have a team, and i'm so stressed i've been gettin sick, and i dunno...just really upset...alcohol helps to deal w. that... but anywho...Dutch? u not social...my god..lol and omg! chels! hi-ya! but hey, now i'm white cockaroach? i thought i was albino cockaroach? hmm..lol, maybe i'm both and didnt even know it...well we know that Derek's nickname is Pogen...do ryan or sean have one? hmm...i wonder...lol, welp, i'm bored...well, my cell has no service, and i need to call someone, so's i'll check in later..p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

p.s. anyone have a school that has v ball? can i come live w. u??? PLEASE! i'll b a good girl! derek? ryan? sean? dutch? chels? ashton? michelle? ANYBODY!? k, just call me..lol, p3ac3!

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 18, 2004 05:17 AM

Ashley,
How can u say that about modest mouse? They are orginal, talented, and create amazing songs! One of the true bands that are about the music rather than fame. Very similar to the pixies, Any1 else besides me like them?

BY THE WAY, SES NEEDS A FORUM SO WE CAN DISCUSS SUM TOPICS!

www.justiceforkurt.com
www.futureleadersoftheworld.com
www.instruction-music.com
www.stellastarr.com

Posted by: Justin on August 18, 2004 05:49 AM

sarah u can come live with me, sunny so cal. mhmm, we have a volleyball team.

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 18, 2004 06:39 AM

*sniff sniff* Aaw, Michele of Rancho, you make me jealous... *pouts* I wanna move back to "sunny so cal" as you so wisely put it... Mmmm... I used to live in Hemet, if you know where that is. It's right next to Riverside, where I was born. Hehe, I was born in the same town as Amy Lee. I feel special ^_^.

POOKY LUFFS ALL

Posted by: Pooky on August 18, 2004 08:33 AM

Michelle from Napa, Seether is headlining the 9/11 show. On ticketmaster, it doesn't say SES is playing on 9/10. Where did you see that they were playing BOTH shows? But they are for sure playing the 9/11 show, just so you know. I've already got my tickets, woot woot! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on August 18, 2004 09:03 AM

Oops, I meant to put Rhi, not Michelle from Napa. Sorry, my bad. It's late and I can't see.

Posted by: Tiffany on August 18, 2004 09:06 AM

Thanks Tiffany. I have a friend that works for Atlantic, and she had sent me an email a couple of days ago that said SES was playing both shows. I just looked on the Key Club's website, and they're listed on there along with three other bands I've never heard of. I guess now it's time to decide between hockey and perverted musicians. :)

Posted by: Rhi on August 18, 2004 03:43 PM

sorry bout the watch.

i'm SO glad to hear you guys are at XFEST in ohio sept 13th. it'll be the uhm 8th time i've seen you guys??? yahhhh.

went to mayday in indpls in the beginning of the summer. SORRY the pit was so LAME. i was one of the first RUNNERS from lawn to pavillion. me and my friend DALE MILLIGAN (he passed away last week =( really sad. you guys were his favorite band.) and his bro. but anyways you guys rock. can't wait to see you and can't wait for the new album to come out !!!

oh and BOGARTS in cinci MISSES you =)

Posted by: OHiO HEATHER on August 18, 2004 04:29 PM

Hey hey guys! I'm just a little bored and sick right now. So I decided to come on here and see if Derek had updated yet. Nope not yet, aw damn. Well I hope everythings going good for you guys and I hope your having fun at home. Memphis misses you! Love you guys!

~Kell~ Alifetimetodie@aol.com

www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/ <--- My poetry and a little info on my magazine.

Posted by: Kelley on August 18, 2004 04:51 PM

pooky, i never knew amy lee was born in riverside. i am like what 15 minutes away from riverside. my dad goes there a few times a week coz our horses are at a ranch over there.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 18, 2004 05:14 PM

really stressed, but it looks like IF everyone that said they'd show up does...we might just have a team, but i'd still like to live in sunny so cal, so make me a bed will ya michelle? lol, b right over...hmm...atleast i'd b closer to ses, that'd totally rock...hmm, i gots to start gettin ready...but i dunno, i really dont wanna, cause then it means, i'll find out if my team is cancelled faster..but hey, since we might have new people, maybe the coach will go easy on us today...just like yesterday..hmm...i wonder if i bring my SES cd, if she'll play it, she 4got a cd player yesterday..but shes supposed to bring it today...hmm...i dunno if she would..its not edited..lol and i think the part in "This is War" that goes "i'll blow ur fuckin head of, 4 my country", might just freak out the coach, and a few parents..lol, plus my moms gonna b there today...ughh...its make me more nervous when she shows up....but whatever...check in later...p3ac3!

*~*Sarah*~*

p.s. i'ma try and get it played anyways...haha, p3ac3, chicken grease..

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 18, 2004 06:54 PM

ahh michele you have horses! ahh they're my favorite :)

pogen i love youuu

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on August 18, 2004 06:55 PM

theres already a bed for ya sarah, you can come stay in our guest room. you will be 2 hours away from ses, mhmm. kelly, the horses are my dads, he loves em. i am not an animal person tho, i guess its just coz i am scared of any animal.

Hey Pogen, did you go to Big Bear with Brad? i know Sean did, did you? How rude, nobody invited me, im only an hour away, hahaha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 18, 2004 08:00 PM

Sarah, if you come live with me, you'll be like 15 minutes away from em :) And I can't go on 9/10 because I have Dodger tickets for that day. This sucks, but at least I'll see them on 9/11. Have fun Rhi, if you go. Fractional is playing on 9/13 at the Troubador, kids. Mmake sure you check it out if you live in the area. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on August 18, 2004 08:17 PM

ok i am bored and there is nothing to do. this will be my last post of the day, i promise.

everyone go to this link, you will love it, hehehe

http://www.killsometime.com/Video/video.asp?video=Car-Commercial

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on August 18, 2004 09:13 PM

Yuppers, Michele of Rancho, she was born in Riverside, lived there for 11 monthes, then moved to Florida, where she lived during most of her childhood, lived in Illinois for only a short while, and moved to Lille Rock, AR for middle school and high school, where of course she started Evanescence. ^_^ I wrote a paper on Amy...

I know, I know, wrong band I'm sorry!!!! I <3 you Pogen =D.

POOKY LUFFS ALL, AND EGGROLLS TOO (mmmm, eggrolls)

Posted by: Pooky on August 18, 2004 09:33 PM

hey Sean,Derek,and Ryan
What have you guys been up to? Well i just wanted to say hi and that i love you guys sooooo much you dont even know!!! well you guys ROCK and my siter Chelsey Hardesty is absessed with you guys you dont even know she listens to you music non stop 24/7 no joke!! well love you bye
Sarah

Posted by: Sarah Marsh on August 18, 2004 09:45 PM

EVERYONE: Smile Empty Soul DOES have a forum. It's right on the SES website. Go to it. Now.


Also, if you want, there's ANOTHER Smile Empty Soul forum at the following link:

http://p079.ezboard.com/bbottomofabottle


Thank you! :)

Posted by: - Samantha S. on August 18, 2004 10:44 PM

*I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL SO MUCH!*

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on August 18, 2004 11:02 PM

*I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL SO MUCH!*

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on August 18, 2004 11:02 PM

OMG...I just thought about some..I havent listened to my Smile Empty Soul cd in like 2 months! I used to listen to it everyday...How crazy is that? HMM!!...weird! Maybe Im not obsessed anymore..ya I think thats it!!

Holl@ Atcha gurl...~1~
-->Meghan Wilson! =)

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on August 18, 2004 11:05 PM

hey derek sean n ryan whats up guys man i've been so busy n ahhh!!!shit has been so hectict n what the hell people what about seether. man i want to know i saw them like a week ago it was fucking awesome i went after ozzfest!!!!!\m/ yea but man i havent seen this site in a long time man..yea so i miss the guys n stuff i got really fucked up on saturday n i was all alone at a store but my sis found me so that was good i guess after the shit that happened...anyways i fucking HATE school.lisha you should get the tattoo i have to ses tattoos there fucking awesome!!!! yea well sorry its so long anyways i love you lots sorry derek for bad language i love you lots derek sean n ryan your biggest die hard fan from tx *!*melissa!!!!!\m/ \m/xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx( love ya

Posted by: xxxmelissa loves sesxxx on August 18, 2004 11:07 PM

Melissa, I love you and all but PLEASE separate your sentences. It takes forever to figure out what you're saying and it bugs the hell out of me.

Posted by: Tiffany on August 18, 2004 11:11 PM

Ok, I know big daddy D said not to convo on this bitch. But I jus gotta say sumin, sry der, i'll never DISobbey again!!!

Albino Cockaroach, I alpoligize, I sooooo meant Albino!

And Samantha! Where is this forum u speak of wise one? hmmm? I would jus dick around w/ it, and log on the regular forum thang, but my computers be'n a gay lil thang, so I can't. Would ja plz plz tell me~\m/

Cheliska
#1 Fan Stephens County

P.S, to leave an update, SCHOOL SUX BIG COCANUT BALLS! Honestly, I don't think I need it to be wat I really wanna do, and that my friends is, BE A BEAUTICIAN! U heard right! I lubbbb it!

Sarah, u can come live w/ me -whispers- i'm sister remember???..ahahahah! No v ball team though. I really like v ball to! That would be kool if we DID have one. So yea, bye now! MIGHT, talk 2 yall 2morra if my computer ain't bein RETARTAD! ((say it w/ the "t" in place of the "d", sounds way pimper!))

Catch u on a later note sports fans, school tomorra!

Posted by: Chelsi on August 19, 2004 04:06 AM

do you all have girlfriends?

Posted by: Laura on August 19, 2004 04:50 AM

O SNAP, they do have a forum! I think i got confused with the whole street team thing that they used to have but is now inactive.

Thanks Sam

Posted by: Justin on August 19, 2004 05:16 AM

ok, so far..i'm stayin at michelle's, and chels's, i mean sister! haha, but i'ma sneak into tiff's house..but shh! dont tell her! o, tiff i 4got to ask u, did u watch 13? i saw it on, of course i watched...but anyways...back to whats really important..the band! duh! what'd u think i was gonna say? world peace? phish..ha, thats good and all..but umm...ses..thats the topic at hand..lol, ok, my team isnt cancelled..thank god!!!! but i 4got my cd today, so i dont know if she'll like play it and shit, but she 4got the cd player anyways...but omg, am i sore...i dont even have energy to sing to ur cd, i'm so tired...but i cant sleep yet..hell no, its only 12 20 am...to early..lol, but hey i'm still listenin to it, that counts...ha, my spikes were really good at practice, hell yeah...i visioned my brothers head...works everytime...plus the lead singer of yellowcard...that works too...haha, but yeah...hmm...whats there to say? i still luv the band...yep i'm OBsessed....4 those of u who cant spell it..haha, jk..i'm not that much of a bitch...but yeah...guess i'ma go now...i'll check in later...p3ac3!

*~*ALBINO! Cockaroach*~* haha

p.s. ok, i only have 2 (**cough 3 cough**) place to stay..can i stay w. one of u guys? how bout u ryan, i heard ur a real sweetie..lol, ryan ur kool, how bout it? sean? come on now..u gotta luv me! haha, ok, i'ma go now, cause i'm startin to sound like a real..whats the phrase..."teeny bopper"? ha, yeah thats it..i dont wanna sound like that...lol, thats bad...but i do need SOMEwhere to stay..i cant take this one-horse town anymore...lol, k, i'm really out now..p3ac3!

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 19, 2004 05:26 AM

TYPO!!!!

"how bout u DEREK*** i heard ur a real sweetie." haha, not ryan..ha, i but ryan twice, my bad..lol

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 19, 2004 05:30 AM

TYPO!!!!

"how bout u DEREK*** i heard ur a real sweetie." haha, not ryan..ha, i put ryan twice, my bad..lol

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 19, 2004 05:30 AM

Just an email to tell you guys i think your great. Not only is your music awesome, but your singing about something worth while. It makes all your songs more memorable.
For Sean, i think your beautiful. Inside and out. I've never really thought that about any muse-o but watching you guy play, and seeing the way you sing your songs, i can really tell that everything your singing means alot to you. Hearing you guys means alot to me, and i hope you never stop making your music.
I love everything about you guys.
katie x

Posted by: katie on August 19, 2004 08:39 AM

Forgot to ask. When are you coming down under to Melb? I have to see you guys play live. Id pay anything.

Posted by: katie on August 19, 2004 08:41 AM

HEY!!!!! I'm here, anyway....YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! i was just wandering if they are playing in new jersey anytime soon, if so, someone tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: chris on August 19, 2004 04:11 PM

err.. nice xanga~ o.O;; doesnt even look like xanga enymore~ o.O;; nywayz.. props!!

Posted by: betbet on August 19, 2004 05:23 PM

Ok i'm at skool, didn't think this majob would work here but it does! YAY!

Alright since lunch is freakin over now, i gotta go, but i'll come in here EVERYDAY! since my gay computer at home is broke!

Later Days
Chelsi**Sister

Posted by: Chelsi on August 19, 2004 05:51 PM

Hey hey guys! What's going on? I hope you're all doing ok and having fun at home. Ya know what I found out yesterday, my scholarship got screwed up and I have like 2000 dollars to pay. Grrrr, makes me mad, I thought we had it fixed then I checked my balance just a sec ago and it isn't. So on that note, if anyone has about 2000 dollars I can borrow . . . ;p just kiddin. My birthdays tomorrow too, woo hoo! Well Derek, I hope you and the guys have a great rest of the time at home! I'll see ya'll next time you're near Memphis. Love you guys.

~Kell~ www.freewebs.com/roxxanne/

Posted by: Kelley on August 19, 2004 05:52 PM

Derek, ur a sexy thang! ((says Chelsi friend Sheena)) cough

Oo yea, Randall, Cj, Jacobi, and Sheena says HI!

And I effin luff yall! Later days!

Sister
#1 fan Stephens County

p.s Sarah, come live w/ me, HURRY

Posted by: Chelsi on August 19, 2004 06:00 PM

haha, sister...our school's works too..lol, they blocked this and games and shit, but they dumb mo-fo's gave us all the password to unlock it, when we took SOL's on the computer...my god...they knew SOMEONE would remember it...haha, i did...but anywho...i'm not that sore anymore, even though i did jus run..i'm feelin better, more in shape..ha, i'm so glad my team wasnt cancelled...but again..that was off subject...back to SES..i'm definitely bringin my cd today, hell yeah...if she wont play it, i can just play in on the way over there and back, even though its only like a 20 min (at most) drive to my HS from my house..omg, i had to ride home w. my neighbor yesterday! OMG! RAP! EWWW! all the radio stations that were programed, were rap! and they like country and stuff, and didnt have not a one country station programed...just f'in rap! my god, i just sat there and hummed "all my problems" and at one point i started singin it really low, but my neighbor heard...she didnt know what it was though, but she knew i hate rap...but anywho..i'm just glad ur music can help control my need to not blow up..lol, cause when my brother plays that crap, u bet he's gonna hear it from me..but anywho, i gots to go take a shower, 4 one, i just need to cause i have a phobia of smellin bad, and the last shower i took was last night, and also because i just f'in ran, y'd u think..lol, haha, well i'm out..i know, i know, i'm corny! SUCK IT UP!

*~*Albino CocAroach*~*

p.s. DUTCH! TALK TO ME! u never talk to me anymore :(

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 19, 2004 06:06 PM

ha, i just read ur post sister...hell yeah, i wanna get outta this shit hole! b right over...

Posted by: Sarah M. on August 19, 2004 06:07 PM

Posted by: Alexa Renea on August 19, 2004 08:08 PM

hey derek,


well i havent been on for a long time now...i have been so busy with school and sports that as soon as i get home o go to bed...so hows everything going for u and the rest of the guys??? hey when are you guys going to come to ohau hawaii???? it has to be really soon i want to see u guys in consert or at least in person....come here for a vacation or something...well i g2g so talk to u later love u guys

write back


always

your #1 fan in Oahu Hawaii


MaRia

Posted by: maria santiago on August 19, 2004 09:02 PM

well, this is pretty fuckin' awsome...im bored and i dont know what to do. any ideas???!!!???...i AM a nowhere kid...shit...schools coming up and that means no more partying...on the weekdays anyway...hahaha...well g2g.

~xandra

Posted by: Xandra on August 19, 2004 09:41 PM

AHHHH I GOT MY SHIRT!!! LOL ITS A FREAKIN LARGE LOL IT IS HUGE! LOL BUT I STILL LOVE IT LOL WEL I HATE SOCCER PRACTICE!!! I HAVE A QUESTION DEREK.........I AM NOT TRYING TO DIS SEAN OR ANYTHING (beleive me.. he is the greatest!! and so are u and ryan!) AND I KNOW THAT HE IS BUSY AND SHIT BUT DOES HE READ THE STUFF THAT WE POST??......GOD HE IS HOT!!!...... HEHEHE THOSE MENTAL PICTURES ARE COMEING BACK TO ME WERE I AM HUMPIN HIS LEG!!!! HAHAHAHA THATS SOME GOOD SHIT......LOL.........:'( MAN I HAVE OT GO TO SOCCER PRACTICE NOW!!...SAVE ME PLAESE!......well i am out see u all later

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 FAN IN MARYLAND!!! ):

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on August 19, 2004 09:51 PM

i got a joke..

The mother-in-law stopped unexpectedly by the recently married couple' s house. She rang the doorbell and stepped into the house to see her daughter-in-law standing naked by the door. 'What are you doing?' the mother-in-law asked. 'I am waiting for my husband to come home from work,' the daughter-in-law replied. 'Why are you naked?' asked the mother-in-law. 'This is my love dress,' the daughter-in-law replied. 'LOVE DRESS! You are naked,' said the mother-in-law. 'But my husband loves it when