September 02, 2004

my turn!!

HEY EVERYONE. I DIDNT WANT TO POST TO SOON BECAUSE IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN DOWN RYANS POST AND I DIDNT WANT MY LITTLE BABY TO BE SAD! AWWWWWWWW! SO BY NOW I THINK EVERYONE HAS READ IT. WELL, FIRST OFF WHO WATCHED THE VMA's? NO COMMENT. LETS JUST SAY SOMETHINGS ARE BETTER LEFT ON RECORD. IF YOU HAVE ANY COMMENTS ON IT, TELL US ABOUT IT. I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE, BUT I HAD PRIOR ENGAGMENTS. OH, OUR EMAIL ADDRESS IS UP AND RUNNING. JUST KNOW THAT WE ARE DOING EVERYTHING WE CAN TO TALK TO EACH ONE OF YOU BUT THERE ARE ONLY SO MANY HOURS IN A DAY. YOU GUYS ARE SO UNDERSTANDING. ALSO, WE HAVE A PAGE ON MYSPACE NOW SO IT COOL TO SEE WHO WE ARE TALKING TO. ITS UNDER SMILE EMPTY SOUL. BE OUR FRIENDS. ITS A GREAT WAY TO EXPAND OUR NETWORK. I WANT TO MAKE THE "SES NATION" HUGE. AND THANKS TO U GUYS ITS COMING ALONG GREAT. WE HAVE OFFICIALLY STARTED WORKING ON THE NEXT RECORD AND WE ARE REALLY EXCEITED. THIS RECORD IS CHANGING DIRECTION A LITTLE BUT I THINK ITS NATURAL TO DO SO SINCE WE HAVE GROWN AND DEVELOPED AS PEOPLE. CANT FOR U TO HEAR IT. WE ARE HOPING FOR A FEB. RELEASE OF THE SINGLE. NEED A LAUGH, DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE PROCTOLOGIST WHO GOT IN THAT HORRIBLE ACCIDENT? YA, HE WAS BADLY REAR-ENDED!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! OH YA, I DID KAREOKE A FEW NIGHTS AGO, AND I KICKED ASS ON IT TOO. I HATE IT WHEN GREAT SINGERS COME UP AND SHOW OFF. LEAVE KAREOKE FOR THE AMATUERS BIATCH! OH YA, ONE LAST THING. SOME PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ARGUING ON THE SITE. THIS JOURNAL PAGE IS KIND OF LIKE A FAMILY THING. YOU GUYS ARE MORE THAN JUST FANS. WE ALL NEED TO SUPPORT EACH OTHER OR IT WILL FALL APART. DONT JUDGE OTHER PEOPLE ON THE SITE. IF I FEEL THAT THERE IS A PROBLEM, WE'LL ADDRESS IT. PEOPLE EXPRESS THEIR EMOTIONS DIFFERENTLY. YOU AND I ARE ALL A COMMUNITY. ASS LONG AS WE KEEP IT POSITIVE IM HAPPY. DONT MAKE ME KICK YOUR ASS!!!WELL, I THINK I'LL SAY HI, BRIAN DE CAROLIS--EDGEFEST, AZ, NOT SURE BUT I HOPE WE WILL BE THERE, WHEN IS IT?...SHAWNA--THANKS, CYA SOON..AMANDAH--WE LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!!. TIFFANY-- YOU KNOW WE LOVE YOU!!!--------FRIENDS?!!!! GREAT. AJ--I AGREE,, SEAN IS A HOTTTTTIE!!!!YA..--TO SHY TO SAY--BEEN TO SPRINGFIELD A BUNCH. THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT!..--MICHELLE(NAPA)--IF I HAD A YOUNGER SIS, I WOULD BE PROTECTIVE OF HER, BUT SHES HER OWN PERSON AND MAKES HER OWN DECISIONS. I WOULD BE THERE FOR HER ALWAYS. --ELIZABETH D'OTTAVIO--ARE YOU OK FROM THE HURRICANE? THAT IS INSANE!!--CHELSEY--KEEP SPREADING THE WORD. THANKYOU!!!--EMILIA--CANADA HOW I LONG TO BE THERE!--ROACH--YOU RUN HUH! ME TOO. ITS A GREAT STRESS RELIEVER...--COD--THANKS--POOKEY--WE LOVE, FAMILY GUY, SOUTH PARK, MR. SHOW, FAMILY MATTERS, SIENFIELD AND OTHERS...--JENNI-- I THINK ITS TRUE, WE CAN GET FELLINGS OR PREMENITIONS. I HAD ONE BEFORE THE ACCIDENT WE HAD IN TEXAS...--NATSUNMI--VAMOS!!!..A BAILAR!!!..--JENNIFER--MIRACLES HAPPEN! HELLO! IS THIS 1?...--SUMMER--NICE RECRUTING, WE APPRECIATE IT!..--STEPHANIE M.--ENJOYED YOUR INSANITY!..--JESS JESTER-- YA I NEED TO START THINKING ABOUT HALLOWEEN TOO.-- KRISTEN LOVE SES-- HAPPY 21ST!.--STEPH-- OF COURSE WE'LLL SIGN THE DJ CD OF NOWHERE KIDS. CANT WAIT TO SEE IT!..--KELLY(WEST PALM)-- FLORIDAS A LITTLE HUMID AN THE PEOPLE ARE ASSHOLES! JUST JOKING. WE HAVE FUN DOWN THERE. AMANDAH-- THATS FUNNY, LOVE TO SEE THE FACES ON THE THEM. IM SURE YOU AREN'T WELCOME AT THAT CHURCH ANY MORE!..--JAY-- I SUCK AT GUITAR SO I CANT HELP U ON THIS ON,..--BECCA(WEST COAST CHOPPER)--ANY BOWLER IS A FRIEND OF MINE!!!! AND LAST, JESSICA GRAY PIMP-- HELLO, FROM ALL OF US! WOOOO! IM TIRED. I GOTS TO GO, BUT I LEAVE U WITH THIS ADVICE!!!!!!...........LOVE THY NEIGHBOR!!!!!!!!

DEREK...DEREK...POGEN

Posted by smile at September 2, 2004 12:18 AM
Comments

Hey Derek just wanted to say hi

Posted by: Shay-Lyn on September 2, 2004 12:26 AM

hey. whats up? whats up with me you ask? well, i just found out my best friend's brother's girlfriend is pregnant. if you followed that, you realize it's crazy.
I LOVE YOU DEREK! (and sean and ryan, of course.)
-joanna

Posted by: joanna on September 2, 2004 12:31 AM

Derek,
We need to know about the concert at Hard Rock in KY. Heather and i want to really go, but we cant find any tickets. It is only a 12 hour drive and trust me will will do it. I wrote all of this stuff on Ryan's post cause i figured you would read it. Please lets us know if you are still going to do the concert and how or if we can get the tickets. U told Heather and I that you owed us one for going all the way to Vegas to see u guys. Well please write back. We want to go. U dont understand how much Heather and i miss you guys. Well hopefully you write back in time before the concert so we can see you guys again. Love Ya!!! SES Nation Rocks!!!!! Love Shay-Lyn

Posted by: Shay-Lyn on September 2, 2004 12:33 AM

Hey Derek!, thanks for coming and updating us!, just wanted to say that you guys rule, you're the best!(I guess you already know, cuz of my e-mail, hehe), thanks for everything and can't wait for you to come to Mexico, you better! and to listen to your new CD. Take care and hope to see you soon.
Andrea

Posted by: Andrea on September 2, 2004 12:57 AM

Hi Derek! I am finally back up at SFA to continue my education. Actually, I've been sitting in my room watching tv because there isn't much to do in this little town. I already miss being in Houston, going out, going to concerts, and just having fun! Speaking of concerts, I heard that you guys are going to be in Kentucky at Hard Rock on the 18th. I've already gone to Vegas to see you guys, so why not Kentucky? The problem is that I can't find where to get the tickets. Shay and I are willing to do the 12 hour drive if we can get in because we love you guys! Plus, like I said, there isn't much to do here. I need to get out of this town and do something! So if you could help me out here and let me know how to get tickets, I would really appreciate it. Anyway, I did see the VMAs. I was really disappointed. I was mad that the three alternative bands they had had to play one right after the other, and they didn't even play the whole songs! Everything was about hip hop and pop. They are great musicians, but I'm not into all of that. I want to see more alternative, more rock, more of you guys! I can't wait for your new cd to come out! I am anxious to hear it! Well, I will talk to you later, Babe. SES Rocks!!!

Posted by: Heather Q. on September 2, 2004 12:59 AM

Hey,

Well i got kicked out of class today for screaming ses rocks.But at leats outside the classroom i can sing without interupting the class.The teacher looks like a penguin anyways.I went to a concert last nite (another free one)and the concert got out at 11:30pm and then me and dani decided to hang out for a while.And all of a sudden our old pal matt shows up.So we hung out with him for a while and didnt come home till like 1.I then had to do more homework and so i didnt get to sleep till like 3 and then had to wake up at 6 10 this morning.The alarm goes off and i chucked it at the wall.Mum comes in at 650 screaming at me.Your ride for school is going to be here in 20 min.Get your ass up.So i rushed and got ready and ran outside.My ride takes me to school and i look at my watch and i have a min to get to first period.I run to class and i noticed i didnt bring my homework that i worked so hard on lastnite.So mad.But oh well.Oh and then i got in trouble for having to go pee.Whats wrong with having to go pee.wait a tick.I hear skateboards outside my house.YEsssss i was right.Ok well i have some people to tell about ses.


Rock on.
nadine #1-2 fan in rosamond

Posted by: nadine on September 2, 2004 01:00 AM

Your Email isnt working, everytime i send anything it comes right back

Posted by: Shay-Lyn on September 2, 2004 01:09 AM

Hey Derek, listen to my crazy story. Well I work at a subway in utah, and while i was filling water up to mop the floors my boss, Dawn, informed me that her husband, Mark, was your cousin. I was in shock and jealous to be honest. She said something like you weren't close because your dad died? My dad died too not very long ago. So I can kind of relate to you on that. To finish my story the water went all over the place!!! I've got to go eat subway now so mmmyeah. I LOVE the band!!!! Oh and I love the name Pogen. It gives me giggles and stuff!!!

Love It Mean It
Love Chelce Lou Lou

Posted by: Chelce Lou on September 2, 2004 01:20 AM

I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEW RECORD!!!! i hope you guys are all having fun making it. ooo...my dad got mad at me the other day and broke the shit outta my drum kit...damnit, now i gotta go get a job to get another one.

hehe...i'd love to watch you/you guys do a kareoke thing. what did you you sing?

do you guys know the 'dudes' from shinedown? i met Brent and i was wearing my SES hoodie, and he commented on it...it was kinda cool.

anyway, best of luck to toward the album and you guys! have fun and be safe....(how cheesey is that? oh well...)

Posted by: syx on September 2, 2004 01:21 AM

HEY POGEN!!! thnks for the shoutout!!! but i have no clue what it means!! haha well i kno what it means but it doesnt make sense...but it doesnt matter...cause i still got a shoutout!!!! YAY!! POGEN....you can still explain to me what ur talkin about tho! lol im so lost but yet soo HAPPY!!!! :) but yea...when i went downstairs to eat i had a huge smile on my face because of ur shoutout and my mom thought that was weird cause she hadnt said anything and so she asked me what was wrong with me but i just start laughin...this is probably why they think im a freak sometimes! but man!...im still so happy!! haha thnks pogen for always makin my day so much better!!! gotta go now...homework...BLAH! POGEN IS THE BEST!!!! I LOVE YA!!! MWAH!!!!!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

p.s. POGEN...EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT U MEAN BY VAMOS!!!..A BAILAR!!!...we go...to dance!!! haha im so confused!

Posted by: Natsumi on September 2, 2004 01:26 AM

yay for myspace!! i'll make sure to add you guys. oh and thanks for the response derek. things are starting to look better for me with my brother in that situation. love you all.
~michelle

Posted by: Michelle (#1 Fan in Napa, CA) on September 2, 2004 01:33 AM

haha, thats the 2nd PROCTOLOGIST joke! i watched the VMAs, it sucked and it was hilarious to watch the singer from yellowcard, LOSER! well im off to ... i dunno, haha im bored but i have tons of homework!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on September 2, 2004 01:33 AM

POGEN I LOVE YOU! SO GLAD YOU MADE IT TO MYSPACE!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on September 2, 2004 01:34 AM

OH YEAH...Sean plays Schecter guitars right? I GOT MY C-1 ELITE on friday..
I BELIEVE IM OBSESSED WITH IT.

(you know...i play bass, guitar and drums...and i invest quite a lot of time and money to the damn things...i hope i get somewhere...)

if so, how many bands were you in before you joined up with Smile Empty Soul? just wondering....

Posted by: syx on September 2, 2004 01:36 AM

HEY DEREK/SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!! I JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS FOR GIVING ME A SHOUT OUT~! THIS IS THE HIGHEST I EVER BEEN...WHEN HE ALBUM HITS STORES IM OUTIE AND BUYING THAT SH*T...WELL GOTZ TO GO KEEP ON ROCKIN~!! AND HOPE TO C U GUYZ SOON (IN BUFFALO) AGAIN!!!

Posted by: justine myke on September 2, 2004 01:41 AM

what the hells url?i love u guys me and my friends r so lame we cant ern anofe(i cant think at all right now)money to get your cd.i got some money now its all change it adds up to be 11.50 (i think if i counted right)

Posted by: amber on September 2, 2004 01:45 AM

NEW SINGLE IN FEB?? KICKASSS MY BDAY IS IN FEB SO YEAH THATD BE A GGREATTT GIFT!!!! neways i didnt watch the VMA or w/e most the time there isnt ne good bands on there unless its like yal hah kickass, im out need sleep for schoollll laterrr

Posted by: brandon on September 2, 2004 01:52 AM

OMG OMG OMG...I hope your first single comes out in Feb. That would kick MAJOR ass!!!

Sry I havent been writing on here like I used too..I miss yall tho!! But there are so many new ppl that I cant keep up with it anymore!!! YOU STILL LOVE ME RIGHT? OR DID YOU EVER LOVE ME? lol...

I thought the VMA's werent as good as the years before!! I couldnt wait to see Usher and then i didnt like his proformance but I liked the Nelly and Christina thing!! it was cute..they are cute, TOGETHER! lol..:-)

Derek..plz gimme a shout out! I MISS 'EM! lol..I LOVE YA TONZ BABY BOIE! =)

Holl@ Atcha Gurl..~1~
-->Meghan Wilson! :-)

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on September 2, 2004 01:53 AM

its me again im home alone bored like always and im kind of band from my friends.will some1 tell me what to do with 2 guitars and some1 who cant play that well hope u come around modesto (what a killer place to live huh hahaha)

Posted by: amber on September 2, 2004 01:58 AM

its me again im home alone bored like always and im kind of band from my friends.will some1 tell me what to do with 2 guitars and some1 who cant play that well hope u come around modesto (what a killer place to live huh hahaha)

Posted by: amber on September 2, 2004 01:58 AM

its me again im home alone bored like always and im kind of band from my friends.will some1 tell me what to do with 2 guitars and some1 who cant play that well hope u come around modesto (what a killer place to live huh hahaha)

Posted by: amber on September 2, 2004 02:00 AM

hey pogen! its meee again, i know, be excited :) you're so sweet, didn't wanna make your baby sad..awwww! im SO happy you made it to myspace! hopefully i get to talk to you on there sometime soon..comment on other peoples pages, derek! my name on there is k.e.l.l.y and i already sent you a message and said it was kelly (SESbabex25) so that'd be cool if you remember :)! and of course you kicked ass on karaoke pogen, haha. i am soo pumped for the new record! and yah, it's always good to change direction a little, makes it more interesting. thanks for saying we're more than just fans. i know you are definitely more than just a drummer in my favorite band to me. you are SUCH an awesome guy. oh, dudeee! i started school today! HIGH SCHOOL! ahh..soo overwhelming :(. and i got so lost. haha it was pretty funny though! it'll be cool though cuz high school, is well..high school! so, whatever happend to the live chat? huh, pogen, HUH?! i'm never gunna drop that, until you answer me ;) so, i'm glad everythings going good with you all..and keep up the good work with the album. you guys are the greatest in the world. thanks for everythinggg! talk to you soon. love you so much.

<3,
kelly
SESbabex25
pogen's BIGGEST fan

missin' you in portland, maine!!

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on September 2, 2004 02:09 AM

oh yah, and you know what you should do..you should work extra hard and get the album out by JANUARY 25th! you know why? that's my birthdayyy! that'd be the greatest present ever..you have nooo idea! :)..but i want you guys to take your time, and i know that wouldn't happen. but we can always dream, right? you rock.

<3,
yer sweetie pie

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on September 2, 2004 02:20 AM

Im already greatly anticipating your next release. And if you could email me or something and tell me seans guitar set up that would be THE GREATEST thing ive done so much work just looking at pictures. he, to me, has the greatest guitar sound around, its completely different from anything else ive heard. BY THE WAY FAMILY GUY AND SOUTH PARK ARE THE GREATEST SHOWS. hey man also we need hecklers veto stuff to hear! just watched bottom of a bottle on aol sessions you guys did great.

REPRESENTING THE MALE RACE ON THIS JOURNAL!!

Posted by: drainyou on September 2, 2004 02:23 AM

Im already greatly anticipating your next release. And if you could email me or something and tell me seans guitar set up that would be THE GREATEST thing. I alone have done so much work just looking at pictures. he, to me, has the greatest guitar sound around, its completely different from anything else ive heard. BY THE WAY FAMILY GUY AND SOUTH PARK ARE THE GREATEST SHOWS. hey man also we need hecklers veto stuff to hear! just watched bottom of a bottle on aol sessions you guys did great. o sean uses a pod pro i have a pod 2.o its somewhat tuff to get his sounds......and that BITCH HURRICANE NEEDS TO KEEP ITS DISTANCE

REPRESENTING THE MALE RACE ON THIS JOURNAL!!

Posted by: drainyou on September 2, 2004 02:25 AM

hey hey...i can't wait to hear the new songs!!

love ya.
Stormi

Posted by: stormi on September 2, 2004 02:29 AM

well i love you guys soo much!!! and im going to nascar at california speedway this weekend and cant wait to see you guys!!!

Posted by: Danielle on September 2, 2004 02:35 AM

IM BACK AGAIN! haha..well i just realized that i forgot to say something....I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEW ALBUM TO COME OUT!!!! gosh...how could i forget to say that?!? stupid me! well its gonna be GREAT! i kno it will!!! cant wait cant wait CANT WAIT!! lol well gotta get bk to my hw...POGEN...I LOVE YA!!!....later babe!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Posted by: Natsumi on September 2, 2004 02:44 AM

I just love your typos, Der. They make me giggle.

Posted by: - Samantha S. on September 2, 2004 02:47 AM

Hey Derek,
How's it goin? I just want to say thanks for every thing... I aooreciate it.. :) If you want to IM me my AIM is pugetluvr "jade puget" of course lol..well..ne way.. PLease tell Denise, and ur siblings I say hi!!
Much love and sleep well!!
~~Kendra~~
Hey! ur a great guy... and you deserve the best..and you have that..you have a family who cares for youand supports you....Good luck with your next album!!

Posted by: kendra Adams on September 2, 2004 02:48 AM

Hey Derek! I can't wait til the new cd....omg its gonna kick so much ass...i know it! nice joke...lol..i'll make sure i check out ur myspace page..well...im gonna go i got skool in the morning! But i'll ttyl! cya!!

~*Tawny*~
Columbus, OHIO!!

Posted by: Tawny on September 2, 2004 02:57 AM

MAN I LOVE U GUYS!!! LOL I AM HAPPY I JUST ADDED U GUYS TO MY FRIENDS ON MYSPACE..LOL AND U GUYS WILL BE MY FIRST ONES TOO! LOL I FEEL KIND OF STUPID CAUSE I TRIED TO SEND A COMMEMT TO UR THING ON THERE LOL AND IT SIAD U HAVE TO HAVE A FRIEND TO DO THIS ..AND I WAS LIKE ...WELL ....SHIT...... LOL BUT I THINK U GUYS HAVE TO ACCEPT IT FIRST ..I DONT FUCKIN KNOW LOL WELL
-derek- I CANT WAIT TILL UR CD COMES OUT! I WILL SLEEP OUTSIDE THE FUNKIN STORE IT I HAVE TO (lol just like all those fans did for the damn backstreet boys cd) WITCH WAS ABOUT THE MOST INSANE THING I HAVE HERD IN MY FUNKIN LIFE!!!!! LOL BUT COUNT ON MY AT MY MALL WITH A SLEEPIN BAG AND A DAMN PILLOW LOL WAITIN FOR IT! :p
well lol i hope i was right about the u haveing to accept my friend thing on myspace lol or else i will be pissed ......im out

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland! ):

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on September 2, 2004 03:01 AM

DEREK!!! it's Hannah and Cherry again.

first off, some things on your post...... "you think you'll say hi to..", what's up with that. i dunno know what i'm saying right now....2 hours of sleep makes you not focus. another thing, you agree that sean is a hottie? how will he react knowing that you feel that way... just kidding. me and cherry act like we're hitting on each other all the time. we have arguments "no you're hot....no you are......you're right, i am hot." Cherry's new line is " i love you. you know why....cause i'm hott."

great fun great fun.

yeah, so Cherry has a thrashed foot cause....well..... i pushed her into a skating bowl. oops.

we got a new drummer! we can't seem to find one that sticks, so we just go through them like preppy chick and lip gloss. you know the inside of a drummers mind, why don't they wanna commit to a fun, random band?

hey derek, guess what............E-MAIL ME!!!!!

master_beast9000@hotmail.com

ummmmmm.......hmmmmm...... tell ryan i disagree with the whole sleep is the cousin of death thing. it's more like either a brother or an uncle twice removed. once again, i don't know quite what i'm saying.

when are you going to put up that chat thingy-mobober-whachyamacallits? i just remembered that. whateva.

well i'll let you go. Cherry says hi. uh, yeah.

later lemon-head!

smile empty soul rocks my face off! (i had to put that down)

Hannah

ps- E-MAIL ME master_beast9000@hotmail.com

Posted by: Hannah on September 2, 2004 03:39 AM

hey derek! one of my first times writing her! the VMAs sucked ass, ur lucky u didnt go!! i was so bored i almost fell asleep! i cant wait till u guys get up there! i know u will! good luck with the new album it will kick ass! haha i bet u ruled at kareoke, it can b fu if ur up there to just have fun. u gotta come to BUFFALO, NY or CANADA!!! i kno theres a lot of canadian fans here! so come soon! and bowling rox! luv ya

Posted by: kriStina on September 2, 2004 03:40 AM

hey guys how come i never get any replays oh well . i'll be ur friend on my space it rule s love u sean . well im gunna see u in sanata monica . yeah !!! i made a cool pic 4 u i'll give it to u later !!

jessica danielsen jk

jessica from corona

miss-understood lol good one !!

Posted by: jeSSicA on September 2, 2004 03:47 AM

WUT UP AGAIN SES? JUST CANT WAIT TILL *THE NEW ALBUM HITS STORES I WANT TO HEAR THE NEW SOUND U GUYZ R PUTTING INTO IT! ITS TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS...SO JUST SAYING GOODNIGHT AND KEEP ON ROCKIN! LUV U GUYZ...

JustinE Myke

Posted by: Justine Myke on September 2, 2004 03:48 AM

DAMMIT! POST 37! oh well ill get higher next time! i got a kitten! his name is nemasyz (nemasis) lord of the cat chow lol hes so cute well i love you guys!
#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 2, 2004 04:01 AM

*nemesis damnit i spelled it wrong!

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 2, 2004 04:02 AM

Thanks for the shoutout Pogen! i feel so speshul :D:D yeah yeah im a huge dork haha i know

#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 2, 2004 04:04 AM

-dances- i got a shout out i got a shout out i got a shout out! sorry i still feel speshul! HAHA you DO know i exist! just as i suspected all along!! haha im so dumb! ok ill shutup -dances silently-

family guy south park family matters...THE SHIT LOL

cigarettes killed my father and raped my mother! -family guy

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 2, 2004 04:24 AM

another post! sorry i know im annoying but i got a joke for ya!!

what do you call a vampire far from a blood bank?
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hahahaha...ba dum bum....im so funny!

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 2, 2004 04:26 AM

hey Derek!!! Thanks for keeping us updated!!! The joke of the day was pretty funni lol!!! I can't wait till Feburary now!!!! A new single......thats awesome...im so excited!!! lol well not much to say but good luck with making the new album....im sure it will be great!!!!
Buh-bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by: Courtney on September 2, 2004 04:33 AM

Aww, thanks for the shoutout, holmes. I love you all, too. See ya on the 11th and the 13th if you go to the Fractional show. Oh, and funny joke. I think comedy is your second calling.

BITCHES GET STITCHES!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on September 2, 2004 04:48 AM

yey! i got a shout out! *dances* woop!
well the VMAS.. just SUCKED. they need to actually get some great bands on there like you guys! you got a myspace thing, awesome. i hope you add me :-D
can't wait for the next single...
well i can't even wait for the next album.

Love ya!!
SES<33

~Jennifer

Posted by: Jennifer on September 2, 2004 04:53 AM

Oh, and I'm glad you weren't at the VMA's. You didn't need to witness Ryan Key crying like a pussy. It's bad enough you had to see it on T.v.

Posted by: Tiffany on September 2, 2004 04:55 AM

i cant wait until ur new cd comes out. im addicted to first one. i kno every line to every song. it kicks ass. i listen to it everyday and i mean everyday. i luv u guys so much. i will probably get ur new cd the first day it comes out. luv ya.
ur # fan ini illinois Shauna

Posted by: Shauna on September 2, 2004 04:57 AM

hey im on myspace add me plz i love you haha

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7026581


#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 2, 2004 05:05 AM

HELLO FAMILY..
hahaah, what is up. so i totaly had a break down today school is a pain in my ass. And so is my best friend.. man what a negative nacy... hahaah ooooookkk.. so derek way to keep everyone jolly and keep the peace up. whooo hooo.. so CAN'T wait untill the albulm, yay !!!!!! :) hhaahh so i am so tired i think i am going to fall alseep in class tomrrow.. SHOOOT I HAVE TO GRADUATATE help me graduate on time... i have to pass my classes this year!! hahahaah ~ later~
mitch

Posted by: michelle n/k on September 2, 2004 05:34 AM

DEREK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey. How are you doing? School and work are totally running me ragged right now. My feet and legs hurt so bad from walking all over campus and the 6 inch heels I wear to work. I need new shoes man. I can't wait to hear the new album, I know it will kick ass. Oh I'm already your friend on myspace, go through and find me. I'll see you guys around, and Derek . . . you are a goofball, you can't deny it. ;p Love you guys.

~Kell~ Alifetimetodie@aol.com

Posted by: Kelley on September 2, 2004 05:44 AM

hey guys.. im STILL wonderin.. u guys gonna be at buzzfestin nashville? ive heard that youve been at the other 4 and ill be sooo sad if youre not at this one :( yall are so awesome.. i got up in this guys face at work tonight cuz he was sayin that yall arent any good since so many ppl listen to you now..wtf?? grrr.. that really pissed me off..o well im sure u dont wanna hear all this.. im out..¤HeAtHeR¤

Posted by: *~Heather~* on September 2, 2004 05:46 AM

Hey i added you guys on myspace umm you should join hi5.com too its another myspace type thing...good way to increase your fan base...i sent you an invite.

cant wait till the new album i know its gonna be the shit good luck with it!

much love
#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 2, 2004 05:47 AM

I think MTV is losing its credibility. Of course, is that the understatement of the year, or what?

Nat, Derek's asking you to go dancing. ;-)

Stefani

Posted by: Stefani on September 2, 2004 05:56 AM

hey guys! hows it going, well ive read all your entrys but havent wrote here in quite a long time, nothing ever happens and it seems i never really have anything interesting to say, just like now, but i figured id make an apperance =)

i cant wait for the single, i know its gonna rock! speaking of rock, have you picked up Papa Roach's new cd Getting Away With Murder? it came out yesterday and its absolutely fucking amazing, it rocks like none other, well, almost, but its awesome and you should check it out if your interested in a new sound!

as for the VMA's, they completly sucked this year..except for two parts, 1> Marilyn Manson comming on and introducing some lame group and 2> watching some dumbass on stage cry..haha!

hmmm... school starts on the 7th, so im kinda looking forward to seeing all my peeps again, i miss them bunch and i like to be loner in the summer and dont keep in touch much, it gives me my me time. thats it for now, and i can tell you i'll be paying more attention and reading peoples posts and posting more often myself...oh, and SORRY FOR THE LONGish POST

SES ROCKS!!!
::Amanda::: \m/
~hold onto your dreams~because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality~

Posted by: Amanda :::#1 Fan in Medford Oregon::: on September 2, 2004 06:37 AM

WOW Already 53 posts! DAMN!! This sure fills up! Thanks for the Email Derek!! It made me so happy!! I freaked out!! lol So thanks!! I cannot wait for the new album!! Its gonna rock! I got my best friend to be obsessed with u guys now!! Im so proud!! Ive gotton alot of people in to you guys, but this one, well it was hard!! And he is crazy about your music!! Derek you should go to Carlies Message board, ezboard, bottom of a bottle. Its fun, we always talk about you guys! http://p079.ezboard.com/fbottomofabottlefrm2
sweet, a friend of mine asked me to ask you guys if you would check out his band, its called NUMB, i forgot the web address, but ill get back to you on that! Anywho i should go! I need some sleep! I love you Guys!! Have fun!!!

Love Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(#1 fan in Oklahoma!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on September 2, 2004 06:39 AM

Hey SES,
Wow i am so much higher than last time but oh well at least all the post get read so it doesn't really matter. I just want to say hey whats up ses. I enjoy ya'lls music so much. I wish ya'll could come to waco, tx but i hardly doubt ya'll will cus not many bands perform in waco. It sux. But if ya'll did i would so try my hardest to buy tickets. Hey derek thanx for saying hi. I might be in cali sometime in november only cus my friend lives in ocean side and she is suppose to have a baby and she needs help around there cus she is in the navy. i feel sorry for her but it was her fault. but anyways. I hope to hear from ya'll soon. Later.
Shawna Wade
#1 fan from Lott, Texas
Crazygrl6385@aol.com

Posted by: Shawna Wade on September 2, 2004 07:05 AM

Oh yea and i was gonna tell ya'll that i started working at a theater in waco called Hollywood Jewel 16 and on my 2nd day i met Ted Nuggent and his wife cus they live in china springs which isn't that far from waco. but yea if some of ya'll don't know who he is he's an older rock star who now has his own tv show but yea when i met him i was so wishing it was SES. but i guess i am not that lucky but i will keep dreaming. lol. But Ted was really cool to meet cus he sat and talked to us for a lil while before his movie started. so i guess i will check ya'll later.
Shawna Wade
#1 fan from Lott, Texas
Crazygrl6385@aol.com

Posted by: Shawna Wade on September 2, 2004 07:12 AM

hey guys,
whats happenin? i just got back from being out, its been an insane night. i did kareoke tonight, so i know how it is derek. definitely a great feeling, having ppl look at me while i sing my heart out. im glad ya'll our having a great time just being yourselves, dont ever change. i love ya'll. i cant wait til the next cd, and i will definitely be there for every concert, front row and center! Seriously guys, email me sometime, i would love to hear from ya'll.
your #1 fan on the east coast,
Laura

Posted by: Laura on September 2, 2004 07:24 AM

I just wanna say you guys rock and really give alot of your time to your fans and its just awesome how you guys do that haha oh and Albert said hi hes my stuffed penguin he just.....dont know hes stuffed :D!!! talk to you guys soon (hugs n kisses) Kara

Posted by: Kara on September 2, 2004 08:44 AM

Hey guys its me Katrina!! I saw u guys in myspace Im soooo glad!! hehe Im under Chaotika Morbid!! hehehehe yeay!! Im sooo freakin happy u finally got myspace!! =( derek I never get shout outs anymore...its ok..in my heart I know u love ur BIGGEST fan. =D...yes I am...trust me. hehehee

-Katrina

Posted by: Katrina on September 2, 2004 09:34 AM

http://quizilla.com/users/ChaotiKaMorbid/quizzes/Which%20Smile%20Empty%20Soul%20Member%20are%20you%3F

take the ses quiz ppls to see which one you would be! lol tell me what u think muah!!!

Posted by: Katrina on September 2, 2004 09:48 AM

we have this new ukrainian foreign exchange girl, well i was sitting with her on the bus and we were sharing headphones. Guess whoever we were listening to?????
AH DUH!!! you guys!!!! ugh school and a volleyball game tonight, maybe I can bring my guitar??? eh? well, anywho, Lena (the exchange student) asked me how much it would cost to buy your music.... hahahha.... I was like $12 if your lucky. i told her not to get it at fucking walmart.... you have a new fan from ukraine.....

how shibby!

Posted by: ashley (north dakota) on September 2, 2004 12:39 PM

HEY!!!!!! aww ryans ur little baby what a cutie!!! lol i can see where he gets his looks!
omg! the vma's were so stupid! people must lipsink b/c they all suck live!! jet was the best one and it was pretty bad but o well cause all that music sucks anyways! i tivo'd it so i could fast forward through horrible bands like frickin yellowcard! SICK!!! ugh i hate em alot!
if i never hear that ocean avenue song againg it will be to soon! well im in class right now and ill need somethin to do later but wow ur hot i love you ALOT! more then any other band cause you fricin rock!!!! mmm tasty! and i cant wait til halloween either i dont even have to think about it cause me kristin and brittany are being you ses! im derek! bye bye~ ~STACEY SHEFFER~

Posted by: stacey sheffer on September 2, 2004 01:23 PM

Yeah, I watched the VMAs. It sucked. I'm sorry, after last years Britney-Madonna-Christina kiss, I sort of expected something big. I thought the awards were given wrong (*shakes fist* Outkast beat Incubus in the one VMA they were nominated for) and the presenters were boring.

Looking forward to the new record, definitely. I'll be counting the days till February.

Wow, that is the worst joke I've ever heard of. Who would ever want to be a protocolgist anyway? Starting at people's asses all day.

Just a question: Why do you always type in caps?

P.S. I do love my neighbour (mostly because he's really good-looking).

Posted by: Nancy on September 2, 2004 01:58 PM

Hey!!
Whats UP!! I hope You guys all come to Edge Fest in Arizona this summer. It is September 18. It would be awesome if you guys did!
Much Love to all ya!!

Posted by: Lindsey on September 2, 2004 03:00 PM

wooooh...good times, good times

er...anyways, DEREK, I WAS SO HAPPY YOU EMAILED ME BACK AND THOUGHT MY SONG/POEM "KICKS ASS"! THAT'S SO AWESOME! LIKE I LITERALLY JUMPED OUT OF MY SEAT AND BOUNCED UP AND DOWN! WOOOH! I PRINTED IT OUT AND AM GONNA PUT IT IN MY FAVORITE BINDER...WOULD PUT IT ON MY WALL EXCEPT MY PARENTS R KINDA RELIGIOUS FREAKS SO...

YES! PUT THE EVERY SUNDAY VIDEO ON THE SITE!

(mimicking best Ben Stiller/Starsky impression)
DO IT
DO IT

please? :)

ok yeah, no more caps i know thats annoying! hmm...how about that new record coming out aye? i think late late december is good so for all those ppl with birthdays on January 1st *WINKAGE-WINKAGE*...lol

well anyways, good luck on the new CD! dying to hear it, although the first CD NEVER GETS OLD! it is definetly my favorite CD of all time and I have a board on my wall dedicated to pictures and lyrics of/by you guys.

oh yeah, the VMAs sucked. I thought you guys should have been in the MTV2 category and the Best New Artist/Group and of course BEST MUSIC VIDEO OF THE YEAR!

yeah but what can we expect right? they've got ponces like Yellowcard playing and all. Not much you can do against those MTV punks i guess. cept build up the SES NATION AND INVADE! er...

ok yeah i'm done

ttyl DEREK! thanks again, it means so much to me! LATER AND GOOD LUCK!

, #1 fan in Williamsburg

Posted by: VJ on September 2, 2004 03:09 PM

hey derek!!
wat up? im new here so i dont realy kno wat im doing but w/e. i luv ur new CD i jus got it ROCKS!!!!!! its sooo understanding, i cant wait for ur new CD!!!

ttyl

Posted by: Carleene on September 2, 2004 04:34 PM

HOLY FRIK!! im at school right now in comp. apps. class! it suuxxx!!! its so boring so i just had to do something that would make me happy! lol.im afraid the teacher is watching me --cuz we're only supposed to be online to look up educational crap--but this is very educational!


oh my god! i just went to a concert with my friends last night-- Everyday Sunday--theyre a christian band and i was expecting some like gay holy praying music but they were frikin awesome!! but it got me really pumped to go to ur guys concert--I CANT WAIIITTT! the whole dinner thing is driving me crazy! its been like 6 MONTHS since me stacey and brittany have stopped voting! HALF A YEAR!!! holy frik thats insane!! but it gunna be worth it when it FINALLY does come!!!eek!!! so excited!!! cant even taKE ITT!!!!

Me and stacey And brittany have a band name its calllllled Terminal Future!
but still no luck lookin for that bassist and drummer! --our friend Chris is gettin a bass for christmas but now he is starting his own band--and he has to play with us!!!!!

oooh well!

i FreaKin WorShip You GuYs!! and me and brittany and stacey always try to get ppl to like you, and some ppl have listened to us!! so thats pretty awesome!!

weeelll-
class is over!!
gotta go to science :(

BYYYEE!!

love, kristin!!!!

Posted by: KRISTIN!!!!!! on September 2, 2004 06:15 PM

Hey, MAKE SURE YOU REWARD KRISTIN SHE GOT ME SOO HOOKED ON YOU BAND ITS NOT FRICKEN FUNNY, WOW, YOU GUYS SHOULD COME AND HAVE A CONCERT AT OUR HOMECOMING IN DRYDEN MI, YOU HAVE SOOOO MANY FANS HERE!!!!! YEAH WE ARE ALL FANS HERE, EVEN THE SKEPTICS.....YEAH YOU GUYS SHOUL PERFORM AT OUR HOMECOMING, WOW IM SOOOO EXCITED... DUNNO WHY... BUT YEAH YOU GUYS ARE SOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOT I CANT STAND IT.... MY GOD! WELL I LUV YOU GUYS.
EXTATIC FAN#1
Mandy****

Posted by: Mandy on September 2, 2004 06:17 PM

Hey guys!! what's up???? I hope you got that poem that i wrote.... I'm not sure if you read my thing or if you'll read this one... I wrote some lyrics, can you tell me what you think pweese...

:send me away:

When I surface you push me back down
Watching me fall
Watching me drown
All you said wasn't true
Calling out to you
I walk within the mist
Only to find a broken heart again

Silence my cries
As I fall away
A lie in disguise
I've become your prey
You held me just to push me
Push me away

Send me away
Somewhere far
So I can cry alone
I will find my star
My bloody hands
Will reach for thee
Stopping within your path
Just to hold me once again
So you can lie
And pretend
That you love me once again

Silence my cries
As I fall away
A lie in disguise
I've become your prey
You held me just to push me
Push me away

If life were fair
I wouldn't be here
Telling you to stop
Stop lying to me
If I could fly
I'd show you the lies
That crawl within your soul
Just so you know
I'll never let this go

Silence my cries
As I fall away
A lie in disguise
I've become your prey
You held me just to push me
Push me away

Screaming I've come to
I'll forever haunt you
Just to watch you lose some sleep
To watch you cry just like me
To send you away from here
To watch your lies turn to fear

Silence my cries
As I fall away
A lie in disguise
I've become your prey
You held me just to push me
Push me away

thanks so much for reading this and I love y'all, oh yeah i got some more people listening to you guys. they think you rock!

Posted by: Shari on September 2, 2004 07:08 PM

Hey you guys just wanted to say what the fuck is up! I like just woke up......its coz im cool but yea i took a shower and i drop the soap it wasent cool but i just thought you would like to know that but neways I love all of you muuuaaaaahhhhz (hugs n kiss) and always remember penguins are pimp hell yea ok talk to you guys later! --Kara

Posted by: Kara on September 2, 2004 07:15 PM

Derek,
Hey, how are you. I am pretty good, I just want to get out of the house, my mom and her bf went out of town to FL with out me, that sucks, but oh well flip side, i got to throw a party, which i might add was great, hell yeah... as a matter of fact my stepsis and her best friend have the same bday in dec so i have to throw them a party, now i have a rep, a good party thrower, yeah, well i got to go. Luv ya guys. -Becca (Your GA Peach)

Posted by: WCChopperGirlRC on September 2, 2004 07:19 PM

hey ppls..this is Sis..(chelsi)..Derek, ur freakin awesome, but since my grounded from my gay computer at home, can I have a shoutout..hmm hmm, plz plz...* LUV U DEREK!

luv u roach and tiff, also!*!

~Sis

yea we are like family..bitch wat! lol..luv ya

Posted by: CJ on September 2, 2004 07:26 PM

who's ur lil baby, hun? hmm hmmm hmmmm? lol..GOSH I LUV U

Posted by: Chelsi on September 2, 2004 07:27 PM

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

DEAREST POGEN,....

WELL,...MY LOVELY FRIEND,..IM ASHAMED TO TELL YOU THAT I HAVE LIVED IN CANADA,..VANCOUVER,..
SINCE I WAS TWO! YES,...IT IS A HELL HOLE! BUT YA,....WHAT DO YA THINK ABOUT MY HOUSE DECORATOR DREAM? HOW WAS IT MEETING YOUR COUSIN? OHH GUESS WHAT,...OUR HOUSE ISN'T SELLING SO IM HOPEING TO STAY ATLEAST ANOTHER TWO MONTHS!! OHHH MANN,...I SAW THE VMA'S AND LET ME TELL YOU,...I WASN'T HAPPY,...THIS YEAR THE VMA'S SUCKED MONKEY BUTT!! BUT I LIKED THE ALICIA KEYS PERFORMANCE WITH STEVIE WONDER AND LENNY. KICK ASS! WELL,...I GOTTA GO CUZ MY SISTER IS BUGGING TO GO ON,...BUT LET ME END ON A HAPPY NOTE LIKE THE POLLY SPONIK SPREE,...CHEERS BIG EARS!!

THE #1 CANADAIAN FAN:
EMILIA CISNEROS

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Posted by: Emilia cisneros on September 2, 2004 07:27 PM

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

DEAREST POGEN,....

WELL,...MY LOVELY FRIEND,..IM ASHAMED TO TELL YOU THAT I HAVE LIVED IN CANADA,..VANCOUVER,..
SINCE I WAS TWO! YES,...IT IS A HELL HOLE! BUT YA,....WHAT DO YA THINK ABOUT MY HOUSE DECORATOR DREAM? HOW WAS IT MEETING YOUR COUSIN? OHH GUESS WHAT,...OUR HOUSE ISN'T SELLING SO IM HOPEING TO STAY ATLEAST ANOTHER TWO MONTHS!! OHHH MANN,...I SAW THE VMA'S AND LET ME TELL YOU,...I WASN'T HAPPY,...THIS YEAR THE VMA'S SUCKED MONKEY BUTT!! BUT I LIKED THE ALICIA KEYS PERFORMANCE WITH STEVIE WONDER AND LENNY. KICK ASS! WELL,...I GOTTA GO CUZ MY SISTER IS BUGGING TO GO ON,...BUT LET ME END ON A HAPPY NOTE LIKE THE POLLY SPONIK SPREE,...CHEERS BIG EARS!!

THE #1 CANADAIAN FAN:
EMILIA CISNEROS

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Posted by: Emilia cisneros on September 2, 2004 07:30 PM

HOLY COW...since everybodys getin myspace..add ME! if u have Tiff, or Amanda, or SES jus click on there friend thing, and ADD ME..purty plz..holy crap, my friend CJ is readin these questions that ppl write to this person about there :whispers: "private parts"...YUUUUUCK!

ahahahah! that freakin joke was histarical...holy cow derek..make plans for OKLAHOMA like in October..cough around my bday cough

Posted by: Chelsi on September 2, 2004 07:38 PM

Derek: Go you!!! You show those singers who's boss. I remember my big kareoke moment like it was yesterday. Years back at the end of my 8th grade year, there was a school dance called the 8th Grade Beach Party. I got up and sang "Smells Like Teen Spirit" on the kareoke machine they had there. And it was in front of almost the entire class I graduated with from junior high and I wasn't nevrous at all. All I felt was "Yeah, I like that song! I gotta go up there and sing it!" Haha.

email address ya say? Cool! Fun fun fun to keep in touch with you three.

Well that's all I gotta say. One of my buddies is chattin' with me on AIM... Oh yeah, on August 21st? I think your last entry was the 20th, I had a long chat with him on the phone. heh heh and this online pal of mine's is sorta next door neighbor. No wait, Next STATE neighbor because he's from Delaware! We talked and joked around for at least two hours! XD Well laters! Lots of love to Smile Empty Soul.

Posted by: Marianne (Southern MD) on September 2, 2004 07:59 PM

Hey guys! I got that web address for my buddies band NUMB so if u would please take a look for us! wwww.numbmuzic.com THANKS GUYS!!!

Love Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(#1 fan in Oklahoma!!)

Posted by: Raynee Gill on September 2, 2004 08:05 PM

Hey Derek (and Ryan and Sean!)
I must be one fo the only people in UK who know about you guys. And that's a real shame! =(
Lotta
-xxx-

Posted by: Lotta on September 2, 2004 08:14 PM

hey derek i missed you! whats up? i am so glad that you have your e-mail address up now i will have to send you an e-mail! i probably wont get it back for like a month but thats very understandable lol.OMG the VMAs fucking sucked! yellowcard won an award! i hate them so much! no one disses smile empty soul! ok im sorry but i had to get that anger out. i cant wait till the next album comes out! ok i cant think of what to say so i am gonna go now lol. I LOVE YA DAEREK! send my love to ryan and sean!

Posted by: jamie on September 2, 2004 08:31 PM

a little while ago I was in the circuit city parking lot and I put your cd (it was one of the 1st times I listened to it) and heard "Every Sunday" and I rolled all the windows down and blared it as loud as the sucky ass radio would allow me and I started head banging. Well this trucker guy pulled up next to me and I thought he was going to yell at me but instead he said "That's fucking awesome who the hell is that?" So ofc I had to educate him.lol. Well he started head banging and left. I started head bagning again and hit my damn head on the dashboard,..BUT I STILL KEPT HEAD BANGING! I had a headache for a week. Okay well anyway you guys fucking kick some major ass! Sean needs to post on here or I'm gonna have to start kickin some ass.

Posted by: Loki on September 2, 2004 08:33 PM

Hey guys!
Just writing to say hi and let you know how excited I am about the new album. I've seen you guys live 3 times and you get better every time, so I can't even imagine whats about to come. I'm starting my freshmen year at Ithaca College and I was surprised to find how many people have never heard of you guys. I'm working hard to spread the word and even submitting your lyrics to my professor as part of a discussion topic in my writing forum. Have fun with the writing process because thats what its all about. Keep the great music coming. I love you guys!

Posted by: Amy on September 2, 2004 09:08 PM

HEY DEREK! Nice to hear from you, and you actually replied to my last message! YAY! I can't wait for the new album!! i bet it will be KICK ASS!!! Florida is soo boring...there is nothing to do! Ya'll need to come here! All we have is the stupid hurricane coming! Holy crap! the hurricane is coming! ahhh!!!! Well I'll just have to bring my cd player and listen to yalls cd over and over again! I never get tired of it! Keep ROCKIN! \m/ and derek i will keep spreading the word, but tell sean to get on sometime!
-Chelsey

Posted by: Chelsey on September 2, 2004 09:23 PM

MMMM....chocolate cake for dinner !!!:P lol BUT NOW I FEEL SICK :S WELL I JUST MADE A GROUP ON MYSPACE.....ITS CALLED SMILE EMPTY SOUL NATION!! .....AND I BETTER SEE EVERY FUNKIN PERSON THAT HAS MYSPACE BETTER JOIN THAT GROUP!! EVEN U GUYS -derek-!!! LOL fuck i gotta pee.... hold on i will be right back!...o man i feel better lol!! WELL EVERYONE ADD MY ON MYSPACE.... SLOANE...LOL I KNOW ISNT IT SO ORIGINAL!! LOL I AM SO DAMN CREATIVE LOL...well i ran out of shit to say lol i started this post at ...3:00 lol and it is now...4:30 :)

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland! ):

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on September 2, 2004 09:33 PM

Hey guys! It's meee!!! Haha, *lol* *j*k* I'm just really hyper, I always am! I can't wait for the new CD to come out! I'm really excited!!!! Oh, yea well Sean is like the hottest guy on the face of the earth and I showed one of my best guy friends and he was like he looks like a rodent in the road, I was like oh no, son u just pushed the wrong button.....get the fuck away from me right now. *lol* it was gr8! I'd do anything for you Sean! *lol* well Derek send my love to Sean and Ryan (mostly Sean please) *lol* Ryan I still love ya too! Well gots ta bounce!!!

Love Tons, ~~SES NATION~~
Meagan Danielsen


p.s. derek,when you guys go on tour again do you think you'll come to Frontier City again in Oklahoma?

Posted by: Meagan Danielsen on September 2, 2004 09:45 PM

Hey guys! Mmm, I skipped school today cause I was sick, but my whole day brightened when I saw you'd posted! Whee!! *dances* Shit yeah, everyone loves Family Guy! LoL you're first band I've actually gotten to answer that, you rock! \m/ !! Hmmm, well not to much going on with me besides the whole school thing, which sucks ass... But oh well, a prelude to the work force. If I'm lucky maybe I'll get a job in music! Not in a band cause lets face it, I have no talent, but lol I wanna produce music! Or something like that, who knows, I'm easily swayed into new things...

You know what sucks? I checked the tour dates today and you aren't coming anywhere near me. But you are going to Louisville, KY, which is where I'm supposed to move to! That's fucked up, oh well maybe I can catch you on you're next tour, probly for the next record!

Hmm, now I have to get a myspace account... I've been meaning to anyway, though, cause there's another band who has one, EverSINcevE who're pretty good. They're a band in Florida... Cha, I'll shut up now, I can email you! *dances* Yay!

POOKY LUFFS ALL \m/\m/

Posted by: Pooky on September 2, 2004 10:15 PM

This is a poem i wrote....and I feel deeply about it....It's about my life and a guy i know's life

Raised up by his mother and an imitation father
With imitation brothers and sisters
He never knew his father and he never liked his mother
And there was always a fight going on

So he started writing about all the fighting
And all the over-nightings he did at his friends
But he never knew what he would do if this all came to an end

Drunk for a father, unrespectable mother
Fake family pictures with his sister and brother
He had things he could only wish for
But long before he knew anymore

His father started the daily beating
And he’d be teased between daily teachings
But maybe it’s just that he’s reaching
But really the pain inside just kept on seething

Posted by: kendra Adams on September 2, 2004 10:26 PM

Hey there!! Oh, just thought I'd comment first on that I FINALLY got my dad to buy me the guitar and amp I wanted!! Hoorah!! Lol so now my band is actually complete... So it'll be here in a week. YAY! Oh OMG Derek, Sean, and Ryan.. Oh the excitement!!! I contacted my fave magazine, and told them to feature you guys under the music section... waitin for a response from them... Then I contacted JBTV (An Alt. Rock "show" where its a whole hour of playin Alt. Rock bands' music videos.. all the way over here in the Chicago area..) Well I contacted them and they're gonna play "Silhouettes" and I think "Nowere Kids" on a few of their shows! They actually listened to me! Lol so yea.. I just thought to let yeh guys kno about that. Later guys! Keep Rockin'! ~*~Sara~*~ (aka the #1 fan in Lansing, IL!)

Posted by: *Sar* on September 2, 2004 10:43 PM

HOLY SHIT ! I AM SOOO PISSED! SOME DUMB FUCK SENT ME A MESSEGE ON MYSPACE SAYIN AND I QUOT "smile empty soul is the worst corporatley backed band i have ever heard. they have no concernable talent to the music industry and if it wasnt for stupid 15 yr old girls who like everything they hear on the radio they would not have any fans. hence the reason why u are the lone member of this pathetic pop bands fan group...... LISTEN TO REAL MUSIC!!!!!" .......I USED THE WORK "FUCK" IN THE REPLY THAT I DID LIKE 10 TIMES (no lie!) nam i am pissed.....I SAY EVERONE THAT HAS MYSPACE JOIN MY GROUP AND CUS THAT BITCH OUT!!!!

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland ):

p.s- sorry about the hatered derek but i am piss! u are my favorite band!

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on September 2, 2004 10:46 PM

AHH! i'm back! ha! shout out! hell yeah..o dude, sorry if i might have been involved in any "hatin" or whatever...haha, nice joke..yeah, runnin is good, but i'm really depressed now, cause when my friend and i were comin back from the trip, she talked to her mom, and THEY CANCELLED OUR V BALL TEAM!!!! they said it costs too much money! and if we got 30 people we could have it back! 30 PEOPLE! HA! we had trouble gettin 8!! all of the players, and parents, r really pissed..but i had fun on the trip,a dn my friend was actin all sociable, so i just joined in...i didnt care what people thought, and there, u could like walk up to someone at a table, or if they were just standin there, and u could just start talkin and shit..it was really kool...HA! really cute guys, but none compare to u, pogen...i met this one girl named Molly who was really into rock music like me, and she like saw like my shirt, and i guess figured i like rock, so we started talkin, and she didnt like u guys, cuase she thought BOAB was just a party song, but i made her come and listen to it and really listen to the words, and i explained it and shit, and she really got it, and stuff, then i let her listen to like other good songs, and now shes in luv too! haha, its contagious...lol but i met alot of kool people...there was, Lauren (not my usual friend lauren, lol), Bri, Michelle, Leah (REALLY annoyin! but she like attached herself to me! omg, everyone noticed, and we all thought she was annoyin!), chris, robert, Jenny, Erin, another Ashley, Danielle, Adam, and alot of otehr people, but i cant remember their names, lol...alot of really cute guys..lol, the one i thought was the koolest, had a gf, but he didnt seem to really care...he flirted anyways, but dont worry, he didnt cheat, i wouldnt do that..lol but canoeing was fun, and then they had alot of stupid shit..all was mandatory...but we had a couple "free time"'s which was kool, and like everyone played, or atleast tried to, play v ball...and we had a couple games goin which was really fun...OMG! but the FOOD SUCKED! it wasnt even funny! my fried chicken was PINK! totally not cooked, and the saltzberry steak was purple, pink, black, like a whole rainbow...lol, i missed my home food! i didnt eat like anything, except when we were comin home, we stopped at hte mall, to eat in the food court, and i ate at chick-fil-a...REAL FOOD! ok, i'm out, i know, this is probabaly too long as it is..my bad..lol, i'm really out now..

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. i'ma go off to get some sleep and b depressed...p3ac3!

Posted by: Sarah M. on September 2, 2004 11:21 PM

******SEAN, DEREK AND RYAN********

HEY GUYS!!! This is the highest I have been in the posts for awhile so hopefully you will read it and say hello to me...haven't had a shout out in a while...come on Derek! I have you guys tattooed on me! lol ANYWAYS, so I am gearing up for the 2nd hurricane in 3weeks to hit us in a little under 2 days. This is freaking crazy...we still have trees on houses and power lines down everywhere and now we are right in the path of that bitch Frances. God, FL SUCKS!!! By the time it hits me it will be like a category 3 or maybe still a 4....I hope I don't blow away! Charley sucked and this one is going be bigger and moving a lot slower. Oh well, what can you do right but kiss your ass goodbye!
Anyway, about the VMA's...I agree w/you Derek...let's just say that some people were a bit out of tune. I did see that Stereiogram were up for some awards which was cool.
Well, hope you guys are having fun on the new cd and I can't freakin' wait till it comes out!

Wish me luck w/Frances!!!!!

MUCH LOVE, MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!

JENNI C

Posted by: Jenni C on September 2, 2004 11:37 PM

hey guys well how is sean doing i never hear from him and also i really hated the VMAs to be honest because there was a lot of rap stuff and no offence if you guys like rap i personally dont like it but yea thats what i thought of the awards it would have been better if you guys where there but i know u guys are probably happy to be home for a while. but anyways love you all and i agree also with aj sean is absolutly hott but ryan and derek are totally fine.. can u guys give any secrets about the new album? talk to u guys another time. when is the live chat room going to go on?
love you guys chelsey hardesty

Posted by: chelsey hardesty on September 2, 2004 11:46 PM

SIS! just read ur post! yahh! hi-yah! but omg, i just tried to IM u, but u wont answer...u never do... :( that hurts...but anyways..just wanted to say luff ya too, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. i'm like the fan/girl version on Pogen, i read all the posts...its like my duty..lol

Posted by: Sarah M. on September 2, 2004 11:47 PM

woo hoo can't wait for the new cd! when i'm not sleeping thru studyhall, i'm listnin to you! (it's second period, i never have homework by then and i'm not a morning person anyways)the vmas werent that good. i watched bits of it but not much. it was mostly music i dont like. but whatever. i got hit in the head with a wad of silly putty type stuff we made in science during eniglish. ouchie! it was drying and hard. i hate sitting in alphabetical order caz i alwys get stuck in front of this asshole everyone hates. but the thing bounced off hy head and the next thing i know the guy that threw it was holding my head saying how sorry he was. i just asked him to let go of my head. it was wierd. second week of school and i've already got two things people will remember me for. this and screaming the falling on my butt everytime they set the cannon off at the football game last weekend. funny! i am so sick of school food! oh well. you guys are awesome! buh byes!

lorrianne

Posted by: lorrianne on September 2, 2004 11:58 PM

Hey what gonin' on. I saw you guys at the Earthday birthday concert in Orlando, it was awsome. Hey i know that you guys are very busy, trying to tour and write new songs. but i was wondering if you guys play at partys and if you do then maybe you can play at my 17th birthday party. well hopefully you can make it down to Florida and be able to play at it. i'll give you other details when you e-mail me.

Thanks
Brian

Posted by: Brian on September 3, 2004 12:26 AM

hey derek and sean and ryan WHAT IS UP!!! nothing here really...i just started school today and first day of high school shed a tear growing up...met sum people like this ian guy he was cool..hmm...you should do like two jokes each thing that would be awsome! gotta jet have fun

Posted by: Liz on September 3, 2004 12:50 AM

Hey Derek, Sarah from Chicago here! U prolly dont remember me much but I gave u that necklace back in July. Anyways, I cut my hair!! If u dont remember it was pretty long and now its gone...its really short! I'll email u a pic some time. Oh and Im glad u brought up bowling...I love bowling but its so emabarassing for me, Im really really bad at it and Im a lefty so its hard for someone to teach me how to be better :( But about a week and a half ago I went bowling with the boys from Strata, well I should say I watched them bowl...I wanted to, I REALLY DID, but they tease me enough when Im with them, lol...So I kinda just cheered them on (except Ryan and their friend Nathan) I have to pick on them, its like a rule, hehe! SORRY, Im getting off the topic! What I was gonna say is that u should come visit Chicago and go bowling, it'd be alot of fun :) You can see how bad I am! Well thats all for now I guess. Take care babe... Stay safe!
*Sarah*
-Chicago
ps- Oh and I got my tongue pierced, OUCH!!

Posted by: Sarah Bushman on September 3, 2004 12:56 AM

Hey guys hows it goin??? Im okay... ive been in skool for a week and im sik of it!! and the only good thing abt skool last yr was the food but now we have a this healthy stuff... like baked potato chips and doritos and granola bars and salads and chicken sandwiches.... and gatorade and water to drink.. im like the pikyest perosn ever i dont like gatorade and i dont like aquafina water!! they had to take my Dr pepper away!!:( im like a Dr pepper fanatic!! thats cool u guys have a myspace page! i have 1 too i need to update it tho and stuff!! Yea the ppl at my skool screwed up my schedual and i was put in spanish 2 h and the teacher asked me a question... i had no idea what the hell she was sayin but i got it all fixed and now im in german which is good cuz i know sum of it!!:) well i better goo talk to yall later!! Byez!!
love Brittani **#1 SES fan in Las Vegas**

Posted by: Brittani on September 3, 2004 01:10 AM

Jenni C, good luck with the hurricane. That's gotta suck. And Dirk, you guys need to play a show at the Saugus Speedway, ok? It'll be off the heezy. Only 9 days till the Galaxy show!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

www.FRACTIONALmusic.com

Posted by: Tiffany on September 3, 2004 01:27 AM

Hey Derek! Yay for a new POST! I didn't watch the VMA's. The closing ceremonies of the Olympics were on...Anyway, glad to see a new post and glad u have started on the new album. I just hope we hear some harmonies....!!!!LOL U know how I feel about that! Gotta hear some Derek in the background! I can't believe u just posted not too long ago and there was 97 before me! wow! U go guys! I hope there is an SES Nation! How cool would that be? U def have the best fans. Well, U and Tony C and the Truth! But seriously, I've met some great people on this board. Tiffany, Michele, Whitney, Stefani, Chelsi, etc. THey are so awesome. Anyway, keep working hard! CAn't wait for the new stuff. Ryan and Sean need to come on here more. IT's cool to hear from them too! Ryan is so funny. I love reading what he writes! Ok gonna run. Lots to do, and little time before the weekend arrives. ENjoy the Labor Day weekend! OH! I have a great joke for ya....

A Polish immigrant goes to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. He has to take an eye sight test. The optician shows him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z'
"Can you read this?" the optician asks
"Read it?" the Polish guy replies, "I know the guy !!"

Isn't that the BEST Polish joke ever?! I heard them ALL growing up and they were so rude. That one is great!
Anyway, take care of yourselves! I know u do Derek! LOL. DOn't get dehydrated running in that heat!

Denise

Posted by: Denise on September 3, 2004 01:31 AM

The VMAs fuckin blew! All this crap about hip hop making a huge comeback is SHIT! People are so gay.
It's fuckin awesome you guys got the new album kicked off. Can't wait to hear it.
Yer right about this fighting and community shtuff, but yer also talkin to a bunch of heavily media-influenced teenage girls here. Not sayin everyone on here is a teenage girl...but for the most part, it's pretty obvious.
But, yeah...September 30th and October 31st, I get too meet Sevendust n shtuff. It's my first concert in over a year.
Give me a shout when you guys are comin to Wisconsin. I'll do my best to come see the show. See ya later!

Posted by: Nacai on September 3, 2004 01:31 AM

Ahhh! I hate my life! It'll be better when the cd comes out. I'm glad your changing direction a little .. not to say i didnt absolutly love the first cd but a little change never hurts anyone. And like you said .. you have grown a little from the last cd of course its going to change and who wants to the exact same sound as the last cd? Can't wait to hear it! but I must go .. religion homework sucks. Until next time...

Posted by: You Know on September 3, 2004 01:42 AM

derek ur so hot i luv yalls music i cant wait 2 hear the new album! rock on SES 4 life n i hope 2 get a shout out or an email from u guys sumtime yall r so awsome~!

robin....

Posted by: robin on September 3, 2004 02:00 AM

booooooyaaaa i just bought your cd it rox. i got in trouble because my mom walked by my room and heard cursing.i heart my self by spinning around a pole on my skateboard and fell and it rubed my wrist bad owwwww.it looks cool

Posted by: amber on September 3, 2004 02:03 AM

ohh ya i forgot derek your hott and you guys rock love u

Posted by: amber on September 3, 2004 02:09 AM

-dances- i got an email i got an email....now i know im speshul haha

ummm anyway yeah you better come to chicago when you get on the road again because if you dont i will be tragic-ified! Feb. for the new single...any idea when the new album will be out? -crosses fingers- april aril april haha sorry my bday is april 12 lol anyway i cant wait for either one! but i REALLY wanna see you live bc i havent! ive only seen pearl jam and incubus live...:( well im gonna stop babbling now

your radio in a hole covered up
#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 3, 2004 03:48 AM

HEY GUYS!! guess what....i got myspace...just like everyone else..haha...well it was pretty neato so i decided it wouldnt hurt to have it...everyone should go check it out!! ive got some good pics of...well actaully...ive got one good pic of derek lol and then another really small pic of derek and a small pic of sean...but i dont have one of ryan...it makes me sad :( but i'll get one the next time i see yall!! but anyways yea...go check it out! if u do i'll love ya forever...haha....yea im weird...if u hadnt all ready figured that out! ANYWAYS...im excited..its friday tomorrow and we get a 3 day weekend!! wahoo!! well gotta get to bed...ive got a busy friday ahead of me...I LOVE PPPPPPPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEENNNNN!lol...ok BYEBYE!! o yea...heres the link to the my space thingy: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7022387..
go check it out! and u can leave a comment too cause i have none..haha..im a loser!! yup..THATS ME! lol

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Posted by: Natsumi on September 3, 2004 04:05 AM

That's awesome; I can't wait for the next album! Only 9 days until the Galaxy show!! Are you guys going to hang around afterwards so i could maybe meet you? PLEASE , I didn't get to on the SnoCore tour! (If u don't respond Derek, it's ok, I know how many people u have to read posts from and reply to and everything)

Michele (from the O.C.)

Posted by: Michele on September 3, 2004 04:07 AM

hey thanks for a shout out...kinda lol...yeha i wasnt really mad at my mom...5 months and like 2 weeks and some odd days till i am legal. today i just ordered my senior pics...i get them in like 2 weeks...freakin awesome, i am so glad this is my last year of school. then i am moving to California with one of my best friends and becoming famous for something, hopefully an actress :) if not that then something in music. IT BETTER HAPPEN, I HAVE BEEN WANTING THIS SINCE I WAS 4 YEARS OLD. ;)
your first single should come out on February 21st!! why? because it will be my 18th birthday
and ill be legal! hehe yeah i ove my birthday. i hope you guys come back to wisconsin soon I MISS SES!! :( or at least be in florida when i am there in march and april :) then i can see you guys! hehe yayy!
for some odd reason i didnt like the VMAs this year...maybe it was because GC didnt win the VC award but i dunno miami is cool...but i like new york for the VMAs.
but anyways THANK YOU DEREK FOR EVEN MENTIONING MY NAME...IT MAKES MY DAYS HAPPIER THAN THEY USUALLY ARE :)
bye bye--cherry pie
love always and forever!
Jenn**

Posted by: Jenni on September 3, 2004 04:25 AM

ok, why do people have to be like, omg ome omg, i got an email! i dont get it. heh

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on September 3, 2004 04:36 AM

hmmm didnt derek just say dont judge other people on the site? just observing.

#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 3, 2004 04:43 AM

wayyyy up there i meant get the SINGLE out by jan. 25th..cuz well, that'd be kick ass! WOOO! 4 day weekend! and football game tomorrow! those are always fun! well, i love ya pogen, never forget that ;) LATER! much <3 like always.

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on September 3, 2004 04:49 AM


DDPG is my hero. <3

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on September 3, 2004 04:53 AM

i wasnt judging, i was just wondering why. i mean if i said oh those people are stuipd or whatever, then you could say i was judging them, but i didnt say that now, did i? nopity nope! people need to loosen up. HEY kelly, thats MY word, hehe :-P

Posted by: Michele(#1 Fan In Rancho Cucamonga) on September 3, 2004 04:59 AM

ahhh i see your point and retract my earlier comment

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 3, 2004 05:19 AM

i just bid on a kurt cobain bullet on ebay...i guess it was found in his house a few days after his body AWESOME

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 3, 2004 05:35 AM

Though id say what the fuck is up....again !!!! Im bored and i think i broke my butt bone! --Kara

Posted by: Kara on September 3, 2004 05:49 AM

Ya, but it is kind of weird that people freak out when Dirk e-mails someone of gives em a shout out. He's just a normal fella like everyone else. Oh, and you guys should do like a charity concert in the SCV for like the Michael Hoefflin (sp?) Foundation. That would be tight.

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on September 3, 2004 05:59 AM

yeah i guess you could say i freak out but not really...jus a lil :D

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 3, 2004 06:05 AM

Hi Guys I Tried To Add you as a friend on My Space.Now i'm waiting for it to be approved.My email address is Shan12Stones@aol.com

Posted by: Shannon on September 3, 2004 06:18 AM

i want to know if you want to see the article I wrote about you??

Posted by: Leeann on September 3, 2004 02:50 PM

Roach..omg, i downloaded AIM at this ppls house, (i babysit for there kid) and everytime they get on it signs me in..ahahah!..they'll freak


AND OMG SRY FOR THE BLOND MOMENT, RYAN IZ UR BABAY! yea shut up i'm only 13..ahahahah! MWAH, i luff u!

later days
~sis

Posted by: Chelsi on September 3, 2004 03:00 PM

Hey,The Vma's blowed..big time.You guys should have won somthing becuase you rock so much.Cant wait till ur album comes out!Well i've posted on this journal like 3 times...I keep forgettting its here..lol w00t w00t.You guys are going to the 'wing ding' in rockford..wish i was still there! LOVE YOU GUYS! later!!!
:: keep rocking ::!!

Posted by: Kaite on September 3, 2004 05:43 PM

idk what you guys mean by love thy neighbor but I love my neighbor cuz he has a lot of tatoos and a nice car and hes not old ..lol j/p i dont even know him..Everyone that posts like knows you guys and is all cool..I wanna be cool to!!!
ttyl!

Posted by: w00t w00t!! kaite on September 3, 2004 05:58 PM

hey whats up not a lot here just trying to watch the videos for bottom of a bottle nowhere kids and silhouettes on launch BUT the sound on this computer is fucked and i cant :( very sad very sad...i can still mute it and watch tho :D

anyway i really have nothing to talk about rawr my life is so boring without school. i gotta start classes for my GED test on tuesday...i dont know why i haff to take the classes bc i know i can pass the test without it rawr.

i got a new social security card yesterday so i can finally get my permit now that im 8 months away from being 18 -eye roll- i can blame my lazy ass mother for that rawr

so daddy dearest wants to take a 4 hour trip to richmond indiana with all the kids next weekend to visit grandma where shes camping. rawr i dont want to go i dont want to see the one who couldnt even remember my birthday this year! grrrrrrr

anyway ill shutup now!

Your radio in a hole covered up <---im aware how corny and dumb that is but i like it so -sticks out tongue- haha
#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ on September 3, 2004 06:38 PM

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I FIXED THE SOUND ON THE COMPUTER SWEEEEEEEEEEEET haha im ok i just have nothing to do...

#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ on September 3, 2004 06:45 PM

Speakin of the VMAs..I started watchin it, but then I went, "heh, i'm goin to take a shower" and my mom said, "i thought u wanted to watch this"..I said, "i don't think smile empty soul is there.." lol...I figured yall werent and friggin yellowcard was..did u c that lozer cry? ahahah! he slapped his head on live TV, wat a freak..yea later days

~Sis

Posted by: Chelsi on September 3, 2004 07:53 PM

Speakin of the VMAs..I started watchin it, but then I went, "heh, i'm goin to take a shower" and my mom said, "i thought u wanted to watch this"..I said, "i don't think smile empty soul is there.." lol...I figured yall werent and friggin yellowcard was..did u c that lozer cry? ahahah! he slapped his head on live TV, wat a freak..yea later days

~Sis

Posted by: Chelsi on September 3, 2004 07:53 PM

Hey, guys I LOVE YOU SO MUCH im glad to here everything is goin great i just wanted to get on and tell ya my brothers home its so kewl he has changed so fricken much lol well i cant talk long srry im goin to the lake for labor day weekend oh yeah lol well ill get on and tell ya bout my trip when i get back LOVE YOU SO MUCH

love, emily elizabeth

Posted by: Emily Elizabeth on September 3, 2004 11:00 PM

SEAN U R SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Posted by: rebecca on September 4, 2004 12:11 AM

SEAN U R SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Posted by: rebecca on September 4, 2004 12:12 AM

SEAN U R SO HOTT!

Posted by: rebecca on September 4, 2004 12:13 AM

ahhh..i c, sis....hmm...

ha, i bought a cd that's blue and says "if u choke a smurf, what color does it turn?" hahahhaha, well i thought it was funny...he, my mom and i were arguin in the store, then i found it and started bustin out laughin, then my mom just looked at me, and walked away...i bought alot of shirts today, adn of course my mom pointed out that htey were mostly black...but my god, those were the ones i liked! ha, plus i mena, i got a red one, a gray one, adn that blue one today...so they werent ALL black, lol..ha, shit i just remembered i gots to email ya der...hmm...what can i say...hmm...not sure..i'll figure it out...i'm so bored though..my god...o and i got 2 new pairs of shoes! yahh! i luv shoes...shoes r the best...but i mean, i just got my school clothes today (friday) and school starts on Tuesday! is my mom a procrastinator or what? ha, i know what that means, lol...but i'ma go now...i'll check n later, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. ha, i wanna c that new movie "cellular" it looks really hot...o and i have a joke...2 muffins were in the oven, one muffin turns to the other, and says "is it hot in here, or is it just me?" the other muffin screams "AHHH! a talkin muffin!" hahahhahahahahahahha, i thought it was corny but funny as hell! hahahaha! i heard it from that guy robert from teh trip...he said it on the bus, but the way he said it, hahha, plus i was drinkin water, and i spit it out, right on the teacher who directed the trip, because she was infront of me, cause my friend gets sick on buses, and had to sit up front...ha, that was just a bonus..i spit water on some woman, i just met..hahahahahaha! k, i'm really out, p3ac3!

Posted by: Sarah M. on September 4, 2004 12:19 AM

ha, sorry TYPO! it wasnt a cd, it was a shirt! haha, my bad.. *turns red* that was a BIG mistake...hmm..

Posted by: Sarah M. on September 4, 2004 12:20 AM

Another Poem
Messed up family, imperfect ways
Feels as if i've been drowning, locked in a cage
Drunken father forced into this family
Freak for a mother, Wouldn't have it any other way
Life goes on but not your spirit. Been messed up. That's what I inherit

Toss and turn can't even sleep
Mistreat, penetrates deep
I can't take abuse, How can you misuse? Tell it all and suck up to the truth. Horrifying family situation never take away the pain
I'll live this life and never live again
I'll be happy when it stops but that all depends on pops cause with him and hos ways he flips and flops

"Censored this" FINE "CENSOR THAT" I'd take at you with a shiny metal bat

Posted by: kendra Adams on September 4, 2004 12:31 AM

Hey what's up guys!?! I went to that www.banksy.co.uk site. It's so cool. I'm totally into graffiti and shit. I definately watched the VMAs. You guys need to be on there. :-( I was totally pullin for Linkin Park for viewer's choice and I was so stoked when they won. I only voted about...OVER 150 TIMES! lol. I'd do the same for you guys too. Who did you want to win Viewer's Choice? I'm so happy cause we have everyone for the Slipknot Halloween thing. It's gonna be sweet. We'll get major props on our homemade masks. I can't wait to see you guys at Xfest in Dayton, Ohio. I already know for a fact you're gonna kick some major ass. So will everyone else. There's not one of those bands that I don't like. I like some more than others but that's it. I'll DEFINATELY be there. You guys should maybe...walk around and sign some autographs. *hint*hint*wink*wink* Well, I'll talk to you guys later! Peace out Holmes. :-P

Posted by: Jessica The Jester on September 4, 2004 12:58 AM

hiya pogen!! thnks for adding me to ur my space!! well anyways...i had all these plans for tonight but its raining so now i cant go...i was supposed to go to a football game and then they were gonna have a victory dance afterwards...ugh!! stupid rain! lol so now im just sitting at home on my fat ass...and im bored...this is one exciting friday night! haha o well...i'll get over it...well im gonna go eat something cause im starving and im thinkin its a good idea! lol I LOVE YA POGEN!! later...

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Posted by: Natsumi on September 4, 2004 01:02 AM

man i LOVE you guys soo much! i know you probabily hear that all the time but still i have to tell you!! man i can't wait till you come to my area again an i can see you guyz in concert again!!!! an hopefully this time you (derek) won't be sick! :-( that musta sucked! i wanted to meet you an get your autograph! but no you weren't feeling well.. but thats ok cuz i saw you walk by.. lol but yea you guys rock an i can't wait till i see you guyz again!! (DEREK- your soo hot!! an u seem really cool too!!) love you guyz more than any other band!

Posted by: chelsea on September 4, 2004 01:05 AM

Yes, ok, THEY ARE HOT. Now everyone knows and there's no need for anyone to say it ever again. See how that works out? Only 8 days till the Galaxy show!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on September 4, 2004 01:17 AM

Depressed, fucked up father
Raised with out a mother
Raped and misused hurt and abused
fucking father had the guts to use his shitty little nuts on you. Got you pregnant so you don't know what to do.
Run away and never come back, but fall into another man's hands. Same misuse, but do you run away? Or are you so used to it that you're no longer afraid?
Had to give a portion of your heart to get an abortion.
Fucking daddy says, "Open wide!" Do you listen or do you hide? You get beat to the point of defeat...And now there's nowhere to turn...accept to give in to the sluty [censored], to give in over and over again, raped and no one knows and you won't let it show
But daily floggings and beatings for no apparent reason...And you're wore down...And can't take this anymore.

Posted by: kendra Adams on September 4, 2004 01:28 AM

haha...derek's hot, sean's hot, ryan's hot..haha, jk, i just wanted to say it to get on dutch's nerves! lol, she knows she luffs me.. ;) but how's it goin tiff, aint talked to u n a while...catch cha later..
hmm..i wrote an email to u guys...yep yep..no pressure on responding...i'm not expectin one like tomorrow or anything...i understand ur busy..dont worry bout it...hmm..bored..i'ma go now, cause i got nothin to say, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on September 4, 2004 01:45 AM

heey ima soo bored...yesterday i had cross country our 1st meet and my best friend came n 1st and i came n lik 13 our of 20...lol i kinda suc but ima doin this bc of basketball...and 2 morrow is my bro 19th bday but we cant spend his bday bc hes n mo. 2 finish ^ his trainig 4 boot camp and he mite go 2 iraq or sumthing lik that...but w/e and then sunday is my dads bday and on the 9th is my sis bday she turnin 22... wel u ima gona go bc i feel lik it soo l8r guys!

Kara Bear

Posted by: aka Kara Bear on September 4, 2004 01:53 AM

Hey guys! I'm kinda new here and stuff, but I am totally -not- new to the band! I loved you guys the moment I heard "Bottom of a Bottle" on the radio. It was awesome! Uhm. Take care!

I'm about ready to go through the Hurricane Frances, and I'm a little bit scared, but all I need is my Smile Empty Soul cd and a couple batteries to keep my cd player up and running and I'm all good.

Much love~!
Zachi

Posted by: Zachari on September 4, 2004 01:58 AM

Hey what the fuck up? ...And oh Welcome Zachari :)...Im super duper bored at the moment which isent new! Monday I start school...dotdotdot
I hate school *cough* I have to wake up early and go to bed early and stuff its just not cool cuz I live at night and sleep all day! But ugh right now im drinking cheery kool-aid, man kool-aid owns! Oh and I also think I broke my butt bone thought ya'll would wanna know but everyone take care and I love you... --Kara

Posted by: Kara on September 4, 2004 02:33 AM

hello! i just wanted to thank you SOOO much! you guys are so dedicated to your fans, its amazing. you really helped one of my best friends out by caring so much... he is actually happy right now for the first time in 2 years! that is such a huge deal to me and all his friends, i just wanted you to know how appreciative i am of you guys and how much you love your fans. they all love you back so much! especially myself! you have no idea! you alos have no idea how excited i am for the new album! i really CAN'T WAIT! but what did you mean when you said it was "changing direction"... not that it matters anything you guys do will rock... but your sound right now is so good and unique, dont change your sound too much! hehe. much love and endless appreciation from you biggest fan in new england,
~Caitlin

Posted by: caitlin (#1 Fan in NewEngland) on September 4, 2004 03:18 AM

HI DEREK!!!im new!lol! well not to the band cause i loved 'bottle of a bottle' but forgot who sang it!!lol!still ive been a huge fan for like two weeks. already ive got like 5 more ppl in fayetteville to join the nation and plan to graffitti 'SES' and 'Smile Empty Soul' and crapt like that on like 30 building saturday night!lol!w/e anyway i can give support,i will. i just love yall(expecially u),hehehe,.
well i just wanted to say hi and all, w/e.
bye
that care
i love you!!

Posted by: IWISHIWASDEREKSLOVER!! on September 4, 2004 04:23 AM

ive been a fan of ses for like a month, and u guys rock!!! but ive been wonderin what seans tattoo MRA means, lol, and ppl have been askin but i dont remember the answer, so if u could tell me or if ne1 knows u can email me at zeebongy1@yahoo.com

Posted by: sean on September 4, 2004 05:06 AM

ch ch ch ch ch check it out! haha jk..gosh...i dunno even kno why i sing it...i dont like that song! anywho..for those of you who still havent checked out my space...you should! and thnks to kelly, samantha, and SES..yay!...for adding me to their friends list! thnks a bunch guys!! but if u go check out my site...add me! i'd luv to talk to you guys!! you guys seem like a buncha awesome fans! heres the link: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7022387 well hmmmm....im tired...maybe i'll go to bed...sounds good right about now! i'll check in later...nighty night! I LOVE POGEN LIKE NONE OTHER!!!! :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Posted by: Natsumi on September 4, 2004 05:26 AM

Why is everyone suddenly being so mean to other bands? God, it's as bad as the ditzy pop lovers who think listening to rock makes you want to slit your wrists... You're so judgemental!! *puppy dog eyes* Please be nice? Please? Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease???

*sigh* Sorry Pogen, I know you don't like conversation and I'm pretty sure this is a common-ass discussion, I couldn't help it! *hides from drummers trying to beat me down with sticks*

POOKY LUFFS ALL, SPREAD THE LOVE!!!

Posted by: Pooky on September 4, 2004 06:05 AM

Hey guys! Yous rock, I can't wait for the new album, i love the old one and every 2 or so months i rediscover it and find something new to like about it. You guys are amazing, i'm a lyricist and have so much respect for your lyrics and music. The way you sing what you do, its so real and powerfull, as i said you guys rock and well the new album should be as great as the first and i know it'll be better.

people check out ma site,

tj

Posted by: TJ on September 4, 2004 10:53 AM

SES NATION!!!!!

Posted by: Lizzie: top UK fan!! on September 4, 2004 03:13 PM

Hey, was sup SES , hows it been what ya been up to? just want to say hi and stuff =) Love ya! Sean Mmmmmm =) well buh bye!!

Muah!!!!! byezzz

Posted by: PrincessDarkness83 on September 4, 2004 03:22 PM

PpPoOoGgGeEeNnN rRrOoOcCcKkKsSs <3

Posted by: kelly (SESbabex25) on September 4, 2004 07:06 PM

Sean should bring me my bright pink fluro jacket.

Posted by: - Samantha S. on September 4, 2004 07:41 PM

On my way to Projekt Revolution, woooot! I know you all are jealous. Good luck Dirk and Ry @ the Nascar show thing. Rock the house! Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Posted by: Tiffany on September 4, 2004 07:42 PM

I know you've heard this a lot but you guys fucking rule. My little brother was listening to your cd with me and heard this is war and got me in trouble by running downstairs screaming " I'll blow your fucking head off for my country" haha. But fuck it you guys fucking rock anyway. I love your shit and can't fuckin wait til your new album.

Posted by: Loki on September 4, 2004 07:45 PM

wow, lots of new people...thats kool...spreadin more luv to ses, really kool...the ses nation is spreadin! i still need to check out myspace...i'm a procrastinator..what can i say? anyways...i've got nothin to say, i'm bored as hell, and i've got more shit to deal w.....i'll check n later, p3ac3!

*~*Raoch*~*

p.s. DUTCH! have fun at the concert...u luv biatch! haha, i'm out..

Posted by: Sarah M. on September 4, 2004 07:55 PM

~*HEY HEY..Im at my grandma's and thank God b/c my computer wont work when I wanna get on this and it UPSETS me...its awful!!! YIPPE THO!! :)*~

**So..please give me a shout out,I miss them! You guys rock my socks!!! :)**

Holl@ Atcha Gurl...~1~
-->Meghan Wilson

Posted by: ~*Meghan Wilson*~ on September 4, 2004 08:14 PM

CANADA CANADA CANADA CNADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

AHHH,...MY EYES HURT SOO BAD!

EMICIS

CANADA CANADA CANADA CNADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Posted by: Emilia Cisneros on September 4, 2004 09:04 PM

Hey Derek and band!
Just wanted to say thx for makin such a great song [Silhouettes] It relates so much to my life and it's good to hear that some1 else gets it

\m/-amanda

Posted by: Amanda on September 4, 2004 10:33 PM

-And when i wake up youll be here, and it will be the way it was, the way it was-

My friend kyle cuma drown four years ago today in lake michigan. he was 12. i was dating his brother at the time. such a sad thing...anyone who reads this and believes in god please say a prayer for his family.

sadly
#Complicated#

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 4, 2004 10:34 PM

Hey Derek and band!
Just wanted to say thx for makin such a great song [Silhouettes] It relates so much to my life and it's good to hear that some1 else gets it

\m/-amanda

ps: ignore the first post, wrong email address

Posted by: Amanda on September 4, 2004 10:35 PM

Well my mom is calling me so I am going to keep this short. I can't wait for the next album. When do you guys expect it to be done? I can't wait to see you guys in Milwaukee again, send me some VIP passes! Anyway, can't wait to see you on tour again, and good luck with the next album.

Posted by: Sir Bobbo on September 5, 2004 12:07 AM

*SIGH* Hi, my name is Kara and I am not wearing any underwear HAHAHAAH ! :-|.......and SES owns!

-- Crazy fucking weirdo from Powhatan Virginia...no thats not me NEVER ..... I LOVE EVERY ONE OF YOU!

Much Penguin Love,
Kara

Posted by: Kara on September 5, 2004 12:48 AM

DUDE....-KENDRA ADAMS- WE HAVE THE SAME LAST NAME!! :O LOL AND I READ UR THING AND I LIKE IT!! IT WAS GOOD......well anyways today i died my hair again! LOL AND MY MOM WAS LIKE ..SLOANE ...NO MORE... HEHE AND I SAID OTAY MOMMA..(but u know it will happen again!) :P it is purple ...AGAIN...HEHE WELL I AM BORED AND MY FRIEND WANTS TO GET ON MY COMPUTER SO I AM GOIN TO CUT THIS ONE SHORT :p lol today i dont have any random shit to say :( lol WELL IM OUT

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland! ):

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on September 5, 2004 02:28 AM

hey there pogen!! i got my SES hoodie today!! wahoo!! its soo comfy and i love it!!! anyways..man...i have nothing to say tonight... so i guess i'll make this one short...but before i go i still wanna ask ya what u mean by vamos a bailar!! im still a little lost lol well hope to hear from ya soon!!!
POGEN IS THE GREATEST...thats right...the GREATEST!!!! :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Posted by: Natsumi on September 5, 2004 04:11 AM

*Jenni C*..I was supposed 2 go 2 florida 2day, 4 work but of course the hurricane fucked it ^!! I hope U & ur family r safe sweetie ;)...

If i woulda been @ the VMA's i woulda sabotaged YC's performance by gettin onstage & screamin SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!!! haha (Sux 4 MTV..)

Derek this is ur best journal entry, that joke was the bombdizzle. I agree w/ u we should all get along, yall r my sisters & brothers of the SES nation!!!!!!!!!!!!!

\m/SMILE EMPTY SOUL WILL ROCK U, SOCK U BYTCHES!\m/
~*AriAne*~

Posted by: ~*::AriAne:;*~ on September 5, 2004 04:13 AM

Hey hey Der and guys. What's been going on? Are you guys doing ok? I don't know what to say, I was just a little bored. Boredom sucks, yes yes it does. Well I can't wait to hear the new CD, I know it will be absolutely kick ass. You guys keep up the good work and all that jazz. I'll see ya next time your in Memphis (Derek you may need to make a vacation to Memphis, eh? Yeah good idea?) ;) Ok well I'm going. Love you guys.

~Kell~ Alifetimetodie@aol.com

Posted by: Kelley on September 5, 2004 04:27 AM

hey guys, this is my first time here, but it WONT be my last. I love ur cd it really makes me feel good. When there are times that I am down, i listen to it, than things arent as bad as they seemed before. I am a huge fan, keep singin! When are ya going to be coming to Minnesota? I would love to see you live! Keep rockin hard core!!~Kirsten ps:ryan u rock on da bass.

Posted by: Kirsten on September 5, 2004 05:22 AM

How long does it take to have a myspace friendship thing accepted? *stares at computer worriedly* Gods, lol I think my friends thing was denied... It's been 2 or 3 days.... *stares at computer screen until she passes out and drools all over her keyboard*

Eeek! Is anyone else here completely freaked out by the terrorist attacks in Russia? A hostage situation geared towards children... It's already ranked 2nd in terrorist attacks by death rate, directly following 9/11. And only 8 days away from it. I know, stupid of me to bring up politics in a comment to SES, but it's consuming my mind...

POOKY LUFFS ALL AND WISHES THE PEOPLE WHO HELD THE SCHOOL HOSTAGE WOULD DIE VERY DRAWN OUT AND PAINFUL DEATHS

Posted by: Pooky on September 5, 2004 06:18 AM

vamos a bailar means 'lets dance' nat...

well im feeling shitty about just about everything there is in my life to feel shitty about today.

my father brought his stupid ass slut girlfriend around me and my brothers and sister today. not going into it lets just say it was less than pleasant.

plus theres my friends death anniversary which i told you about already

and well just basically feeling shitty about myself and everything else.

but im still here because i have you guys! thanks!

love love love love love
\m/Complicated\m/

Posted by: AJ...*&*Rock*&*and*&*Roll*&*Forever!*&* on September 5, 2004 06:28 AM

there's a hole in the bucket! oh no. i don't know what to do. the only thing that could help me right now would be to get a shout out. ya hear?

Posted by: hole in the bucket on September 5, 2004 03:29 PM

you are crazy.

Posted by: Tiffany on September 5, 2004 07:39 PM

dammit, I pressed enter before I got to put a smiley face...:)

Posted by: Tiffany on September 5, 2004 07:40 PM

hey AJ i kno what it means but thnks anyways! lol im just confused on why he wrote that to me...lol but o well...i would dance with pogen anytime!! ya hear that pogen...ANYTIME! hehe well its still like 1 30 so im sure i'll check in later...so bye for now!!! I LOVE POGEN!!!! :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Posted by: Natsumi on September 5, 2004 07:41 PM

tiff thinks im crazi 2 but she still luvs me!!

I <3 all yall SES brothers & sisters:)haha we all should meet ^ in lyke mexico or sum shit!! Party & listen 2 nothin but SES!

\m/SMILE EMPTY SOUL IS THE SHYZA!\m/
~*AriAne*~

Posted by: ~*+::AriAne::+*~ on September 5, 2004 08:33 PM

Holy cow! Derek called u Roach..ahaahahahahah!..Whoa do we luv him..get on AIM! Der, I think yall should get AIM..gim ma a shout out..purty plz..tell how lifes goin? THE NEW ALBUM IS GONNA BE SO KOOOOOOL!

Later gator
~Sis

Posted by: Chelsi on September 5, 2004 09:22 PM

Hey Sean Ryan and Derek,
Whats up you guys, nothing much here. Just getting ready for work. Wish I could just stay home because I am only working 4 hours today which is a waste of time seeing how i live 30 min from work. But yea I finnally got ya'lls cd and we play it at work when we close. The ppl I work with didn't even know ya'll but they do now!!! and they love the music. well i better go so i can get on my way.
Love you guys
Shawna Wade
#1 Fan from Lott, Texas
Crazygrl6385@aol.com

Posted by: Shawna Wade on September 5, 2004 09:44 PM

hey derek!.
just wanted to say i love ya'll. you're so great! i can't wait for the new CD to come out. by any chance are you guys commin to florida soon? would love to meet up with the band.
@kiss kiss@
whit

Posted by: whitney on September 5, 2004 09:48 PM

haha, Sis, i know, and my name on myspace, is Roach, haha, look what u've done...its like my real nickname now..lol, well i dunno...i guess when i go back to skool, which is tuesday! (todays sunday), i'ma have to correct everyone that calls me "slow"! lol, i'm not slow! i'm roach! haha, but anywho..yeah, i'm out, cause nothin really happened..and well...i'm bored...lol, so i'm out, luv 2 everyone! o and pogen, i just remembered somethin, ha, we had to do this skit on stage at the camp thingy, and we were supposed to start a tribe and shit, and i stood up and said (w.out anyone knowin i was gonna do it) "ok, lets all b conformist!" haha, the teacher wasnt pleased, but who gives a fuck? AHH! sorry sorry, bad word! *smacks hand* i really am tryin to cut down..i told that to everyone on the trip too, cause i got in trouble 4 cussin on the bus on the way up there, lol the bus driver said "someone has a real potty mouth, and needs to watch it", then looked right at me, ha! but yeah, i'ma try and watch it from now on, just cause i cuss now, and dont even realize it sometimes..lol, its actually quite sad..lol, but i'm out, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

Posted by: Sarah M. on September 5, 2004 10:53 PM

well.... I WENT TO MY FRIENDS SHOW TODAY!! I LIKED IT..THEY ARE GOOD FOR JUST BEING TOGETHER FOR LIKE A YEAR...I THINK.. LOL ANYWAYS AFTER THE SHOW WE WENT TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SHE HAD ONE OF THOSE RADIOS THAT THE BIG TRUCKS HAVE AND SHUFF :) LOL AND I WAS SAYING STUFF LIKE .. HEY BIG BOY... AND LOL I WAS acting like it was a drive through thing and i was saying... umm can i get a #1 will a large fri.. a coke.. o yea and a milkshake... lol O IT WAS FUNNY .. GUESS IT IS ONE OF THOSE HAD TO BE THERE KINDA THINGS.. WELL IM OUT :p LUFF U ALL!!

I LOVE SMILE EMOTY SOUL!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland! ):

p.s- wow i am allowed to go to a s.e.s concert!!! :>:>:>:>:> cant wait... (till next year lol :( :)

Posted by: ..::..SLOANE..::.. on September 5, 2004 11:58 PM

yo homies...lol..I can't fricking wait to hear your new album. i am really excited because new album means new tour and new tour means ya'll might be coming back to charleston!!!! yay! Feburary is a very cool month too. it'll be a year for me and my boyfriend in february so i will have two huge things to look forward too. ahhh. the anticipation will kill me. i started choreographing and teaching the "all my problems" dance. i am very excited about that. and i am excited about my birthday which happens in 20 days whoo hoo! and then i found out the coolest thing last weekend...i have ya'lls video for silohettes on my hbo music on demand channel so i play that at least 3 times a day (...sean...sigh....). ooh and bowling starts next weekend for me whoo hoo. and i learned "other side" on my guitarwhoo hoo. and i am definitely really positive today. whoo hoo. um oh yea i have a joke for derek. what makes antifreeze?....take away her blanket? ha. i know that is really bad i have a friend who's mom writes him a joke in his lunch everyday and