Smile Empty Soul

1st comment again....im GOOD! haha I LOVE YOU RYAN!!!!! :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

dude! it's RYAN! whats up man? ive missed ya! im glad everythings going A OK ;)..and stoked that all the shows are sick 8]! dude, ryan cabrera is a sexy little boy. but not as sexy as you ryan :D! that sucks that you needa wake up at 730 on a saturday..but hey, i haveta wake up at like 8 cuz i have to be at my HS at 830 for a soccer game..thats seriously f-ed up too. but ill probly just wake up at like 825 cuz it takes like 5 minutes to get to the HS haha..well i hope you had a good time watching AIRWOLF! you rock ryan, much love to ya.. <333 kelly

wo0t! I'm number 3!!! HAHA... And this is only the 3rd message ive replied to... looks like 3z muh lucky number huh? Dude, Ryan... While ur wakin up early ill be sleepin in late... sry dude... nething i can do to help?
Hey guyz guess what?
I love ya'll!
-g-
>^..^<

Oh btw... justice... and a dream... haha.... but dun wake me up from my dreamz... specially if im at a really rockin concert with SES shoutin muh name and sayin im their best friend! -hint hint- cmon u guyz know u wanna!
~Katie <3z SES cuz they ROCK

Hey Ry Derek and Sean! I'm so mad i couldnt make it to the dayton show...i live in columbus and my transportation(my brother) had to work!! Glad to hear you had fun!! This is the highest i've every been on here!! that sux that you have to get up that early ryan,...my weekends gonna suck...i have to work tomorrow morning at 6...thats what time i usually have to wake up for school...and its the weekend, whats up w/ that!! Well im gonna go...so i'll ttyl!...can i get a shout out if you dont mind...it would be super cool!!lol! thanks...bye!!
~*Tawny*~

hey did u guyz know ur picz on thebuzz.com.... haha it from buzzfest... awesome pic of u guyz!
ok

whatever
Katieeeeeeeeee

poor ryan cabrera. no love for him. -c

what the fucks up guys? not much here just chilin bout to go watch sum football hah, yeah but man im soo pissed about the louisville thing... i called and they were like yeah u gotta be 21 i couldnt find neone to get me an ID haha yeah but ill see yal sometime again!! well im out, take it easy laterrrrrrrrrrr

gosh i love yall

Heya Ryan, Sean and Derek! I'm so glad that your shows are going great, though its not a surprise at all, because you guys rock no matter what!

Ryan, 7 in the morning?! Damn! I have to wake up at the same time to get to school. ;( Crappy school. Everyone is so cheerful and judgeful. I hope they all fall down the stairs? Uhhh. *Ahem*

Take care! I can't wait 'til you guys come back to Florida!! Much love~!
Zachari

hey there u guys i cant wait tell u come to my shitty ass town if u ever do that is well i will wriet another time and why dont u like cabrera ryan?
chelsey love you guys

Ryan Cabrera needs to die slow yes... but painfully to by listening to his own music

HA...THATS A FUNNY ONE...SO WHAT UP RYAN?/SMILE EMPTY SOUL...ITS GOOD TO HEAR FROM U. GLAD U GUYZ HAD FUN,WELL I JUST WANT TO SAY LOVE U GUYZ...WELL HOPE TO HEAR FROM U GUYZ AGAIN

JUSTINE-

Ryan,
It always great to hear from you. So happy to hear the shows are kickin some ass. (not a surprise) Can't wait for the a show near me. I have no doubts the next album will rock.
Amy

hey ryan. i was so stoked when i got that email. it made my day which is good because i was having a shitty one. anyway i wish i could say more, but i have 32 little boys i have to go watch for a school play. Much love to SES and I can't wait for the next album.

Jessica LeAnn

hey hey hey ryan! whats goin on... man im so glad u sed that, im getting so sick of that ryan cabrera thing, hes only famous cuz of ashlee simpson and she only famous cuz of her sister, y cant these ppl realize real talent?? like SMILE EMPTY SOUL!! hell yeah!

-kristina-

hey dood. dun feel too bad. i gotta get up at 6:30 each morning for school. And i still stay out late each night...like till 1 or 2 am and finally go to bed around 3:30. But anyways, have a fun show.

hahaha hey ryan, im so glad u sed that! ryan cabrera is only popular cuz of ashlee simpson and shes only up there cuz of her sister, y cant the media realize real talent? like SMILE EMPTY SOUL hell yeah!

-kristina-

oops i posted that twice... i didnt think it worked the first time... sorry

Hey Ryan
Well that really sucks that u have to wake up at 7:30Am,,,,,Dam i have to wake up at 5:00Am to go to school couse my school is kinda far so i have to be there before the bell rings at 7:20Am..Im glad that eveything is OOOOOKKKKK!!!And about the shows we "ALL" know u guys are going to kick ASS Good luck and take care!!!!!!!

P.S I LOVE SES ooohh and Ryan u should write us more often couse we do miss u!!!!and say hi to POGEN and Sean 4 ME preatty Please LOVE U GUY"S BYE!!!!!\m/

hey ryan:

it's good to hear from you, glad to hear everything's going great. hope you get your sleep on that plane. i would rather have justice and a dream. well i've never been this far up before i think im 20 on here cool beans!!! well gotta go b/c am at work. l8r guys.

nancy

dammit 21

nancy

ps just kidding it's all good

Hey Ryan! We haven't heard from you ina while! How goes it? Ah man.. Next Weekend our marching band is goin to Youngstown, OH.. too bad it wasn't this past weekend! Then I mighta had a chance to actually see yeh guys live in concert! Come to the Chicago area soon! LOVE YEH GUYS! ~*~Sara~*~ [aka #1 fan from Lansing, IL]

OH PS! Lol For H. English we had to find some song or aticle or pic symbolizing "Individualism" And I used yer guys' song "Silhouettes" And OMG guess what! I got a 20/20! A+ baby! Lol My teacher asid it was one of teh greatest examples ever! Wow.. with that A+ I totally raised my grade! Lol thanks! ~*~Sara [aka #1 fan from Lansing, IL]

hey sup guys. I c that u r cuming to rockford illinois i so hoep i can go i didnt get to go when u came this year my dumb mom said no even tough it was free. my birthday is sunday i will be 13 i cant wait luv ya bye
ur # 1 fan Shauna

yaayy....whats goin on w/ all this?! i hope that ryan c. dude dies slow too...i hate that one song of his...DRIVES ME InSaNE?!?! yeah im soooo bored and i need to get a life...YAY

Hey Ryan! Good to hear from ya again! :)

Your message title cracked me up and I was like, "That's definitely Ryan." haha.

-Shannon-

hey ryan, i was @ the dayton show-it was off the hook.also got you guys to sign my lil shirt for me.:) yeah.i'm sorry u have 2 wake up early 2morrow,when i was coming back from Cali,my flight left @ 6am so i feel for yeah.sounds like a plan to stay up all night.wish i was still in Cali w/u guys.i miss it sooooooo much out there.
well have fun in greenville,come back 2 DAYTON real soon.

HEY WHATS UP I JUST WANTED TO SAY SMILE EMPTY SOUL KICKS ASS I LOVE THEIR MUSIC I ALMOST COMMITTED SUICIDE BECAUSE OF THEIR MUSIC LATER YOU GUYS KICKS ASS

Hey Guys! hmm you guys need to come to cleveland! ASAP!! haha! concerts are aweosme and nothing compares.. anywho!i know you guys hear this all the time and it probably means nothing to you but your music is so awesome.. i can really relate to your lyrics, in some odd way.. how my best friend boyfriend hates me (Seriously pure hate) i can relate to how im feeling though your music. Welll anyway thanks so much, yeah.. i really mean that!

You Guys Crack me up..!! hehe!!

HEHEHE... WELL -SEAN- Me AND SAMANTHA S. HAVE A LITTLE PLAN!!..lol TO GIVE U A LITTLE HEADS UP....IT HAS TO DO WITH YOU(sean)... HANDCUFFS.. AND GIRL SCOUT COOKIES!! LOL ;)BUT DONT WORRY U WONT BE HARMED IN THE PROCESS LOL.. man im bored....ryan it was good to hearrrrr from u! :P MAN U DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I CANT WAIT TO GET UR NEW CD AND GO TO ONE OF UR SHOWS!!! LOL I AM GOIN TO CRY WHEN I SEE U GUYS! LOL I LOVE U ALL SOOOO MUCH!.....im out

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland!! ):

whats up ryan yeah i changed my myspace its so bad ass you should see it!!!! i love you guys like crazy

love jessica DANIELSEN !!!!!

xoxSESGURLxox@aol.com

I FUCKING LOVE YOU

Hey Ryan! that sux that you are getting picked up at 7:30! anyways i just stopped in to say hi ryan you fucking rock! i love all of you guys!

RYAN!!!

do you like saying f a lot. The whole ryan cabrera thing, he doesn't have a forehead, he has a 5 head. I think other's use it for a mirror at times. Yay for shows!

moving on....

DEREK!!!!

you're gonna make me cry. this is hannah and cherry again.

don't go all crazy on the plane, they might have to put you in a box so you can't do any damage. Just thinking about youfoaming at the mouth and them trying to put you in a crate is funny. and don't be like chris pontious(guy from the show JackAss), he gets super drunk and then is a blubering fool.

so friday the 10, me and cherry went and saw a local show which some of our friends were playing. you should check them out, Mourningmusic.com . anyways, it was their last show ever because their drummer is leaving. to make things worse, they were gonna go on like a 3 month tour and it had to be cancelled. so now the remaining 3 are jobless, broke, and whatever else. but it was a great show.

yeah, so once again, we got a new drummer. seriously, what is up with drummers joining and then be like "nah, i don't really want to any more"? but yeah, and we are also going to get another guitarist. this summer, road trip!

please e-mail me. i'm doing the pouty face as i write this. master_beast9000@hotmail.com .
ummmmmm yeah. well i guess i should let you read the next 146 posts. See ya around jolly rancher!

Hannah

e-mail me! master_beast9000@hotmail.com

RYAN!!!

do you like saying f a lot. The whole ryan cabrera thing, he doesn't have a forehead, he has a 5 head. I think other's use it for a mirror at times. Yay for shows!

moving on....

DEREK!!!!

you're gonna make me cry. this is hannah and cherry again.

don't go all crazy on the plane, they might have to put you in a box so you can't do any damage. Just thinking about you foaming at the mouth and them trying to put you in a crate is funny. and don't be like chris pontious(guy from the show JackAss), he gets super drunk and then is a blubering fool.

so friday the 10, me and cherry went and saw a local show which some of our friends were playing. you should check them out, Mourningmusic.com . anyways, it was their last show ever because their drummer is leaving. to make things worse, they were gonna go on like a 3 month tour and it had to be cancelled. so now the remaining 3 are jobless, broke, and whatever else. but it was a great show.

yeah, so once again, we got a new drummer. seriously, what is up with drummers joining and then be like "nah, i don't really want to any more"? but yeah, and we are also going to get another guitarist. this summer, road trip!

please e-mail me. i'm doing the pouty face as i write this. master_beast9000@hotmail.com .
ummmmmm yeah. well i guess i should let you read the next 146 posts. See ya around jolly rancher!

Hannah

e-mail me! master_beast9000@hotmail.com

sorry, the post doubled it, whatever.

ooooohhh and about what would we choose...I choose justice and a dream... yyyeaaahh and my dream would be with SES wink wink.....

Take Care bye
LOVE
\m/*****GABY****\m/

haha, RYAN! hey man! whats goin on? nothin here, bored as hell...my best friend and her parents r off-an-on fightin, so i came to look @ the site...hmm, been a borin night..but yeah, i'm go...check n later, p3ac3!

*~*roach*~*

o yeah, and i've never seen airwolf, lol, and i wanna say hey to pogen, miss u guys, come back to va soon! ya hear? haha, p3ac3!

I am so glad yall are having fun, I wish I where, everything sucks here.... Enough said I'm out... Later guys! Love Yall! -Becca (Your GA Peach)

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HEY,...YES,YES,...I HOPE HE DIES SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY ASWELL! GLAD EVERYTHING IS GOING GOOD!SOUNDS LIKE A KICK ASS SHOW! WELL,...CHECK YOU LATER THEN ,...CHEERS BIG EARS!!

THE #1 CANADIAN FAN:
EMILIA CISNEROS

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Hey guys whats up this is Danielle do you remember when i told you that my girlfriend was in northstare well i found out that she got out and the bitch wont call me and on saterday wich is tomorow i get my nees and nefu to come live with me so its getting better here well gota so bye
Danielle

Hey guys! ummm...i was at the show in Dayton, we drove 6 f-ing hours but it was definately i just wish you all would have been on the stage with Shinedown Puddle of Mudd and those guys, thats the stage i stayed at...i was on the wall and didnt want to lose my spot, but i could hear you guys and you totally rocked! saw sean on stage(well backstage kinda) before/when POM was on stage...yelled at him for a minute and FINALLY got his attention with the devil horns or rock on sign or whatever you all call it(ive heard it called many things) he looked funny he got this expression on his face like : was that meant towards me? it was hilarious yea...so Sean if you read this...im the freak that did that for no reason! ok...well, the show definately kicked ass!
Love you guys,
Olivia (liv)

oh yea, we(me and some friends) are in this teens for kerry thing cause we are basically ABB(anything but Bush) well we heard that a cVirginia Techs young democrats group was looking for a band to play at a rally...

my dream: you guys there

most likely: some cheesy local band!

well...im out

Rock On

hiya ryan, sean, and pogennnn! im checkin in again on the new laptop! since i dont have aim downloaded yet i thought id stop by to say hey to my FAVORITEST guys, oh and i knew you guys missed me anyways ;) woahhhh this is crazy everything on this laptop is like for lefties..damn lefties. haha jk i gots love for my lefties :D! dude i am having withdrawal from live SES..its not cool man :(. i am pee-ohed. like ryan. i have to wake up early..like WHAT IS THAT?! wellll i just sent you guys an email..so i hope to hear from ya soon. once again, it was awesome to hear from ya ry! i love you all.

<3,
kelly

((missin you in portland, maine!))

Hey Derek Ryan and Sean...whats up?...its Rachel Fisher from VA....Cant wait to see you guys sunday in NC....its gonna be GREAT....Ryan i agree..ryan cabrera does need to be done away with.....everytime i put it on fuse or mtv2 his video is on...hes annoying....but anyway..to all you peoples complaining(well not complaining really i just couldnt think of another word to say)about waking up early for school and shit...you wont be saying that when you graduate high school and are out in the real world ....your gonna wish you were still in school...I was the same way..i never wanted to go to school..and i couldnt wait till i got out...i just graduated this past august..and now im taking everything back and i WISH that I was still in school...the "real world" out of high school..is hell..have fun in school and enjoy still being able to have fun....talk to you guys lata.. and SES ill see you sunday!!!
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 ses tattoos

That sucks u have to get up. I have to wake up at 5:30 on Saturday, like every weekday, for a volleyball tournament... *groan* Glad the shows r going well. Have fun sleeping on the airplane ;)
Michele (from the O.C.)

Me (Samantha S.) & Sloane with girl scout cookies + Sean + handcuffs = TROUBLE. ;) Ahahahaha!! Beware...

Anywho, I just got back from our homecoming football game recently. I left after half-time 'cause I was only there to watch the band perform. One of my best friends is in LOVE with her trumpet and band is very important to her, so I wanted to support her. Plus, a lot of my 8th grader friends wanted me to come since I haven't seen 'em in forever. But dude, our senior football team kicks ass! When I left they were 28 to 0!! Damn. That's crazy shit. :)

Man, I can't wait 'til tomorrow night! We have our homecoming dance and I'm very excited. You wanna know why? OF COURSE YOU DO, don't deny it! Well, you see, there was this sign-up sheet on the office window 'bout a week ago where you could write down a song that you wanted to hear played at the dance. I wrote more than one, but I put down Bottom of a Bottle by Smile Empty Soul and underlined it two times!! I so can't wait to hear them play it! At the last dance we had, I told the DJ to play some SES and he said he would if he had enough time... but he didn't. :( I was sad.

Okay, enough rambling from me for now. OH! Just one more thing, though! A reminder for Der:

Future Leaders of the World.

AHAHAHA I'm annoying, I know. Sorry! Hehe, I just really want to know if you happened to see 'em at all. Thanks!

Ryan..."i hope ryan cabrera dies slow" i sooooooooo agree.

Anyway, good to hear/read from ya!! I hope your next couple of shows kick ass....7:am, shit..good luck to you stayin up and all...

Hey Guys! Hows it shackin? just wanted to say.. sleep is so over rated!! ;) much love- Jeni Preskar in IL

Hey Ryan! (and Sean and Derek!) HOpe you guys have an incredibly awesome time in NC, and that the flight isn't too terrible. Hope the Xanax works for u Derek! I so wanna be there, but money, and driving are getting in the way! Darn responsibilities! Anyway, for those of you going to the show (Rachel!) have a GREAT time and let us know just how much SES kicked ASS! OH! And tell Ben from BB I say HI!

Denise

aww where is the love dude? i like ryan cabrera! but anyways, 7.30 is not early. i get up at 6 every day! now thats early. haha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Yo, Ryan, how you been? Well I wrote you guys a response to the bulletin you posted on myspace. It's kinda a warning about Xanax.
Well, things are looking good for me... finally. My boyfriend and I found a nice place to live, I start work where he works in a week, and the divorce proceedings are looking a bit better. A month ago I was almost dust in the wind (literally) but lots of lucky things came together to pull me through.

What up SES? its good to hear that u guys had fun playing at your last concerts! cause if u aint havin fun whats the point? Hope u guys keep having fun with all ure fans! hope life isnt gettin to crazy for yah! cause when life getz 2crazy it gets hard but what can we do but keep living and try to stay with it! well i got2go! keep on rockin n havin shit loads of fun!

~Much Love~
#1 Gangsta fan in Chicago

Hey Ryan,
Hows it going? Well I hope your flight goes good. I have to be at work in a few minutes so I thought i would drop in and say whats up cus i wont be back near a computer for 2 days. I am gonna go to my friends this weekend after work and we are going to some club she enjoys being at. THen i am sleeping. But i am kind of nervous cus my entire family almost is down in florida Today and its suppose to get hit by that hurricane and they wont evacuate cus they are suppose to have some wedding. Pretty determined huh? lol well i am sure everything is gonna turn out. WEll gotta go. TTYl
Shawna Wade
#1 Fan from Lott, TeXas
Crazygrl6385@aol.com

hey ryan,derek and sean....nice title for ur posting..he is pretty cute...but..yall are way hotter then him...:P..that sux u have to get up @7:30..i wish up that late..but no i have to get up at 6 for..two freakin classes...:(..it sux..newho..have fun in NC..and have a safe flight PeAcE

whoa..i saw my mistake in my post..so i shall fix it..i wish i could get up that late**....ok its fixed..PeAcE

i hope ryan cabrera dies slow too...
LOVE

hey guys im a huge fan i love the otherside and i was most upset i missed u guys at the beginning of this summer when u came by SF. Now im down here in Riverside been listenin to ur album quite a bit and wonderin if ur plannin on makin a show anywhere out this way soon. Id definately make it and um yah ill prolly be checking this thing out a bit more regularly. cant wait for ur next album or even some singles anything from u guys has been awesome oh yah and heres a good band breaking benjamin u guys should do a tour with them id pay like $100 easily to see that show!

hey. dude you guys fucking rocked xfest like no other yet again. And yes...ryan cabrera should die a slow and painful motherfucking death....on a more & more happier note....NICE QUOTE FROM DEAD PREZ!!! ;) ;) gotta love it. hehehehe. well anyways..COME BACK TO FUCKING DAYTON, OHIO! THATS ALL US OHIOANS DO..WE JUST GO TO CONCERTS. PLEEEEASSSEEE COME BACK! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Oh yeah...and what happened with all that yellowcard bullshit? did you guys ever get to kick their little so called punk rock asses? haha!

--SES FUCKING RULES--

Tish

why does everyone here hate ryan cabrera? has he done anything bad to anyone of u guys? i think not! peoples these days........

hey hey hey! whats the deal happy meal/s? gosh! you guys need to come back to flapin austin cause
i miss you guys ok well i know that was short but im off like a prom dress!
~paige

Hey now..... ryan.... I love Ryan Cabrera...

But ya'll are better by all!!!!!!1 Ryan I love you... your funny.....

have fun now you guys, and get your asses up north next tour!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU ALL.... especially Sean!

hey, whats goin on? nothin here...literally...i just got back, i had to ride n the back of my brothers truck! REALLY WINDY! lol, his friend was upfront, so i sat n back..no big deal...
i went to the fball game today, omg does our team suck! geez! atleast we scored once...lol, thats all i can ask, lol, but yeah, one guy hurt his knee, and then they said he must've hurt his neck too, cause he kept passin out, and shit, it was really bad..
but anywho...earlier today, "BOAB" came on the radio (THANK U 102 the x!!) and we were goin through a really bad part, and it never picks up stations right, and OMG! i was freakin! so i reached out the window, and held the antennae as best i could, and it only went out alittle, and turned that shit up really loud...so i had to like keep my arm out the window holdin the antennae 4 like 3 or 4 min.s, but hey! it was worth it! i always give it up 4 u guys...y'all rock, just remember that...but yeah, i guess i'll go...catch cha later, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

Hey Ryan, good to hear you guys are doing good.

I, on the other hand, got a bad cold and it's been clinging to me all week and I so hate being sick. Ugh, I won't be able to write on my dark video game fanfiction story for a while. I've only started ch 14... *sighs* Ugh, nasty cough I got mainly. I'm glad i'm stayin' home tonight instead of babysittin'. (singing, to the tune of a familiar Christmas Carol) It's the most *COUGH* miserable *sniffle* time of the *AAAAHHHCHOOOOO!* year... When everyone's sniffling and coughing and sneezing, I won't gooo nearrrr! It's the most miserable *COUGH!!! COUGH!!!* time of the year! (singing ends)

Oh yeah, your song on the Punisher soundtrack is awesome, just like the other songs you do! I recently got that CD and am so hooked on it.
Keep spreadin' the word and writin' songs and rockin' in general. Haha. Later. I'm off to check a few other places and fix me another cup of warm tea.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!! all i can say for now. Unitl next time ...

Hey,
I'm glad you guys are doing ok.
Hope NC goes well!!! I wish you guys the best of luck ever!!!! Maybe you guys can come to VA?? *****(salem or Roanoke maybe?)*****... I have a headache... REal bad.. But I'll get over it!
Love you guys!! You guys r Awsome!!
~Kendra~

hmm, so my parents r fightin....what else is new? hopefully they'll get a divorce now...who knows? but yeah, i'm makin a mixed cd...guess who's on there? haha! U! lol, yep yep! along w. some of my other all time fav.s, slipknot, nirvana, SOTY, u now, the usual...yep yep...well, i'ma go now, i'll check n later, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

Hey you guy..its Rachel Fisher from VA...how r u guys doin?..i am ass tired..its 10:48 pm saturday the 25th and im seein you guys tomorow...**YAY**...lol..i only got 2 and a half hours of sleep last night because i had friends over and we had a "movie night"..lol...and i wont get any sleep tonight cause me and my sister are leaving here at 3:30AM to go down to NC to go tothe show...thats way early...but its for a good cause...so i guess i will be seeing you guys in a few hours...cant wait....oh yeah btw Denise...I will tell Ben "HI" for you..its the least i can do for you being so nice to me..lol..well i will see you guys lata...
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/the girl with 3 SES tattoos

Hey Ryan! Whats up??? I have a funny story to tell you guys!!! I went to my friends birthday thing and we were on our way back from the skating rink (thats where we hang out on Fridays) and we put in yalls cd!!! We had the music turned up sooooo loud and we were driving this OLD van and we were bouncing the van as were were singing along to "bottom of a bottle" and "Nowhere Kids"!!!! it was sooo much fun!! Oh my friend Laurie sang "Silhouettes"!!! We sing like crap so it probably wasn't very ear safe (if there is such a thing). BUT it was sooo much fun we were banging our heads and the people behind us were idiots!! ahaha it was freakin AWESOME!!! Well I'll talk to you guys lata!!
Lovies,
Chelsey

OPPS!!! I meant the people behind of us thought we were idiots! hehe!
-Chelsey

hey yes i do hope ryan dies slowly also u guys kicked some major ass in dayton and i hope u guys come next year as well cause u guys are fuckin awsome your lyrics to for you i sent to an old crush of mine and yea it worked but i do hope yall come again cause i will be in tha front again rockin to your asses again and sry about u havin to get up that early thats a bitch i love u guys

Hey hey, what's up. I wrecked my car, it's so fucked up now. It's awful. I'm so tired. I hope you guys are having fun but I'm going to bed. Night. Love you all.

~Kelley~ #1 fan in Memphis (still feel weird typing that)

Hey Ryan! What's shakin'? Yeah, I hope Ryan Cabrera dies slow too. A very slow painful death. :-P HELL YEAH MAN! YOU KNOW THAT WAS A F-ING CRAZY SHOW IN DAYTON CAUSE I WAS THERE! THAT WAS F-ING PSYCHOTIC! I MET U TOO! ME AND MY 2 FRIENDS WHO WERE WEARING BUSH NOT MY PRESIDENT SHIRTS YELLED TO U DURING PUDDLE OF MUDD'S SIGNING SESSION AND WE SAID "WE LOVE YOU RYAN!" Did you know that day of the day of the concert was national speak like a pirate day? DID U SEE THE DUDE THAT WAS DRESSED UP LIKE A PIRATE THERE!?! lol THAT was funny! YOU GUYS F-ING ROCKED THOUGH! TTYL! HAVE FUN IN NC! DON'T GET CAUGHT IN ANY HURRICANES! LOVE YA! PEACE!

ok, so its sunday sept. 26th, and today is my last chance of goin to NC to c y'all..i've been beggin since i found out....guess what? no dice! not fair! i wanna go, but nope..cant...my parents say its "too far away" wtf? they said "maybe, if it was n richmond..." whatever...hmm, but yeah, i'm out...i'll check n later, my mom's on a fuckin war-path, and i dont even know y...shes just bein a bitch...i hope she dies, luv u guys, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

Kelley...you are so not the #1 fan in memphis cause I AM!!!! haha jk ok well i really dont have anything to say and im extremely tired so i think i'll go and maybe take a nap...<3 you guys!!! :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

thought i would drop by and say HI SMILE EMPTY SOUL... HHAHAH thats all i ahd to say ;)
~hasta~ mitch

hi :)

hahahaha ryan i love you! you are sooo funny!...i hope you guys come back soon to WI. I STILL HAVE TO GET MY DRUMSTICK DEREK!!!!
always <3
Jem

HEY!!! Wud up?? nothin here, sicker than a dog!! well, i dont know how sick a dog is, but im pretty sick. I think i have the flu, but im not sure, cuz i hurt all over and yeah, yall dont wanna hear bout it, so ill just say im sick and be done with it. "Im sick." (now im done) (sorry, im on some serious drugs.... and yeah, its the drugs talkin. Im not usually this annoying. I dont think so.)I think id like justice and dreams... justice cuz i believe that people get whats coming to them, and probly deserve it. And dreams because where would we be if noone dared to dreamed. Im a dreamer if you couldnt tell. My dream... to be a singer/ song writer. (Dont think im tryin to hit you guys up, cuz it aint like that. I want to be a different genre than you. (no offense.)) Ya know what... this is long enough, and your probly bored, and dont wanna hear it.. so ill let you go.... i need to blow my nose anyways. till later!! ~Heather~

I would choose justice and a dream, 2 things of which are very important in my life!! Dreams are what get me through everything!! Especially daydreaming of Derek!!!!! Loved you Guys at X Fest!

I would choose justice and a dream, 2 things of which are very important in my life!! Dreams are what get me through everything!! Especially daydreaming of Derek!!!!! Loved you Guys at X Fest!

Ok, so I went to this Demo Day for Speech and Debate and that was pretty kool. But the best part was that after it we got to go to the mall. hoo yes! Yea, we went there and ate, and then we went "shoppin" for like, 20 minutes. UGH! Neways, I had to like pull my friend Julie aka Jewels, outta Gadzooks. SHEESH, then we went to Sam Goody, so Cobi could get Green Days new cd, and I got Moments In Graces new one and Senses Fail. OMG, Senses Fail guys are so funny. With the cd they had this little DVD, and i'v watchd it like 100000000 times. lol. Aw, good times. But yea, now Reanna and Cobi are like WAY into yall. If yall ever come back to Oklahoma (which u will, so no worries here) we'll be right there with ya. -COUGH- ROLLARCOASTERS -COUGH-. hehehehe, all three of yall man, ALL THREE! blahahahaha. But omg, this is like the longest i'v typed man, SRY! But hey, I love u so u don't mind ;)..heh, i'ma winker. BLAHAHAHAHAH!

Love You All Like, eh, ALOT!
~Sis~

READ THAT ONE, READ THAT ONE...
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haha, omg sis, u dork..lol, luv ya..

hey guys! whats shakin? i'm bored, so i'm drawin, yep yep...i just remembered i 4got to tell ry sorry he had to wake up so early, but hey, i wake up at 6 15 every weekday...yep yep...it takes me an hour to get ready...u know, the whole shower, then blowdry, then makeup, then get dressed, ha! it take 4ever...but yeah, all worth it...hope y'all r havin fun, and hope to hear from ya soon, much luv, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

WHEE it's RYAN! How did I know this would happen soon? Oh yeah, I feel special *dances*. Oooh, that's fun. Going to be nocturnal for a while? I did that all summer XD. Dude, wtf is airwolf? *sigh* I feel like such a 90s child now... And I was such a little TV whore too.... LMFAO!

Lexus or Justice.... Hmmm.... Welll, I suppose justice, otherwise Karma would probably come back to bite my ass off... Oh, well, unless the injustice was done to the government, the little fuckers have stolen plenty from us, I think I could stand to take something back ^_^.

DREAM, definately! I can't stand those people in the middle class who work all of their lives and earn money and all that shit but are really just dead... They're so monotonous, they have nothing in life to look forward to... I'd much rather have something to aspire to all my life and never earn it. Wow, that was a depressing thought... Nah, I still go for having a dream. And you?

How do the guys in the band answer that?

Oooh, guess what? Now that I'm up and doing stuff instead of sitting on my arse like I did all summer I'm losing weight! *dances* Oooh, you know I feel special *grins*.

POOKY LUFFS ALL AND IS GLAD TO BE HOME FROM HER PADRE'S HOUSE

Hey Ryan!, thanks for writing in here.
Have fun...today!!!(sunday), it's my b-day also BTW(SEPT. 26), I'am very happy.
talk to you later, take care and say hi to Sean and Derek
Andrea

hey im one of the girls that yelled out. I wanna fuck the drummer. at x-fest today. your so fucking sexy. and you signed my bra. im never washing it. just wanted to let you know your so god damn hott. kisses
Laura

~Ryan~ my nigga! u rock ass babi :) wats airwolf?? ..sounds tight. yall r playin w/ Authority Zero?? i fuken luv that band!

2day @ practice i accidently sat in a pile of FIREANTS! OUCHHHHHH :( i got bit on my ass, thighs & crotch! so my friend(bein the bytch that she is)put ICY-HOT on the bites! OMMMMMMMMMG it burned so bad then they gave me a ice pack ahhhhhh it was soothin lol... *nat* & ~Roach~ i <3 u my SES Sista's!

Anyscrew, if u ask me i'd rather have a Lexus & a "substance" haha....

\m/SMILE-EMPTY-SOUL PUTS THE BOOM IN MY BOX\m/
~AriAne~

Oxymoron-a combination of contradictory or incongruous words....o sorta lyke albino negro?

ha!roach u crack me ^ but seriously quit ur hissin'..

"What a horrible show. I lost mad respect for this band when sean was too drunk to sing properly. I won't waste my money again"
Wow.yeah.Some kick ass shows.if thats what you want to call it.Im starting to loose respect for you guys.Why would somone pay money for a band they love and have them turn out as drunk fucks?I know i wouldent.

yup its all lost.

justice. and substance. thought i'd drop in and say i've been working my sweet little butt off for you guys in Napa lately. constantly sportin the SES sweatshirt and spreading the word (all over public property) can't wait to hear some new stuff from you guys and see you back in the north bay.
love you.
~michelle

YES!!!!!!! 92ND PERSON ON YOU SITE!!! WOO-HOO I RULE!!! JUST KIDDING. YEAH SO I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI, AND YOU KICK ASS, ECT., ECT., GO TO HERSHEY PENNSLYVANIA!!!!!!!! YEAH, PA KICKS ASS.

I agree with the 92nd person! You should come to PA again!....I was told you guys were at Crock Rock? Thats hott..You should come back you guys kick ass...Everyday I home and put your CD on while I do my home work...

Come back to PA...!!

--TaWNie--

SES could b drunk @ every single show & I wouldnt give a fuck..they r the best band evr,BOOYAH!!!

hey ryan, sean, and derek,
YOU GUYS ROCKED X-FEST LIKE NO OTHER..WHEN I MET YOU GUYS TO GET YOUR AUTOGRAPH, YOU MIGHT NOT REMEMBER BUT I HAD THOSE WEIRD PIERCINGS(THEY WERE CALLED SMILEYS) AND THEN I DID CHALLENGE SEAN TO A YAGER BOMB CONTEST(MY FRIENDS CALL ME THE YAGER BOMB MISTRESS!), OH WELL, MAYBE NEXT TIME. AND LIKE I SAID I WENT TO X-FEST TO ONLY SEE AUTHORITY ZERO,& SES!, AND THE MIDGET WRESTLING, AND THEN I MOVED. IM TOTALLY SERIOUS WITH MY TRUCKED PACKED AND ALL.I LEFT RIGHT AFTER I MET YOU GUYS TO HEAD TO DURHAM ,NC...I LOVE YOU GUYS, YOU F**KING ROCK! AND IF SEAN GETS TO SEE THIS, YES I ALSO THINK THAT BUSH IS A f _ _ _ _ T! I FELT IT WAS AN HONOR THAT ME AND MY FRIENDS WERE YOUR LAST SHOW BEFORE GOING INTO THE STUDIO, AND THAT YOU PLAYED SONGS THAT YOU HAVE NOT PLAYED LIVE BEFORE. I THANK YOU ON BEHALF OF ALL OF MY FRIENDS. GOOD LUCK IN THE STUDIO AND CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW SHIT. CAUSE WHAT I HEARD.. DAMN I CANT FU**ING WAIT! TTYL! ^_^*

HOLY FREAKIN COW!

heh, -clears throat- ARIANE -clears throat-

hint hint ;)..BLAHAHAHAHAHAH

LATER, I LUV SMILE EMPTY SOUL~!~

You made XFEST, Greenville, NC better than it ever would have been! I've had your first album since it came out and I've loved your music ever since! I was so excited to learn you'd be coming to our area! You guys did an awesome job and we all appreciated your effort so much! I couldn't get your autograph I was late getting to the tent and you guys were gone but thats okay I have the memory and I'm sure I'll be finding and attending one of your shows when the new album comes out! Thanks for bringing us your music and talent!

ok, i think that sean showin up drunk, just proves that the guys r NORMAL PEOPLE! just like u and me, yet they have talent, lol, unlike u and me, lol, but yeah....get over it...

hey guys, i'm still sick, but its actin up today, my throat hurts, and my dad was @ home all day, only 15 min.s from the HS, and we had 35 min.s left n skool, and the nurse wanted me to come home, but the bastard wouldnt come to pick me up! wtf!
o, and we had a debate n AP History today, yep yep...it was about politics, and i'm not startin a whole debate on here, but yes, i'm republican...and it was the teacher, and me, against everyone n the debate, lol, but it was fun! lol, even b4 this, everyone said i should b a lawyer, but hell yeah, after today man, but i was gettin real heated and shit too...but its all good...yep yep...i just hated how most of them that was "democrat" didnt even know most the politics that were goin on, and what it was to b democrat or republican! that pisses me off! atleast know y u're a certain political party! dont just b it 4 no reason! my god...*is pissed when thinks about it*
o, and shit, i 4got my cd player today, so i couldnt listen to y'all ALL DAY!! totally sucked, but guess who i'm listenin to now? lol, thats right!
but yeah, i gots HW, hope to hear from ya soon...i'll check n later, bye huns! p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. please dont start w. political stuff y'all, lol, i was just tellin what happened..lol, and AriAne! AHH! RAID! haha, jk...hissin my ass! ha, and u can use a dictionary! so proud! *tear* luv ya 2, p3ac3!

Hey you guys its Rachel F. from VA.....you guys were very awesome at the xfest....lol..Derek..my sister thanks you for bein nice to her..lol..im still mad you cut her hair=(..lol..oh yeah and sean that was lovely during puddle of mud when you were standing on the side of the stage how you just nonchalantly pulled ur pants down and lifted up ur shirt..lol..that was the 2nd time i saw ur ass first on the bus now during when POM was playing...lol..but it was funny...i wanna thank you guys for making the last show that i will see of you and you guys will play for a while a good one..you guys rocked...SEE U GUYS NEXT YEAR!!!
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

"What a horrible show. I lost mad respect for this band when sean was too drunk to sing properly. I won't waste my money again"
Wow.yeah.Some kick ass shows.if thats what you want to call it.Im starting to loose respect for you guys.Why would somone pay money for a band they love and have them turn out as drunk fucks?I know i wouldent."
OKAY ITS RACHEL F. AGAIN...FIRST OFF THEY ARE NOT DRUNK FUCKS..DEREK DOESNT EVEN DRINK SO HOW COULD HE B A DRUNK FUCK..SECOND OFF...THEY ARE GROWN SEAN AND RYAN CAN DRINK WHEN THEY WANT TO...I WOULDNT HAVE GOTTEN MAD IF I WAS AT THE SHOW AND SEAN WAS DRUNK AND IF HE WASNT "SINGING PROPERLY"..SO WHAT....IF YOU ARE LOSING RESPECT FOR THEM AND SAY THAT YOUR NOT GONNA WASTE UR MONEY ON THEM ANYMORE THEN DONT WASTE YOUR TIME AND DONT POST ON HERE ANYMORE.
\M/RACHEL FISHER\M/ THE GIRL WITH 3 SES TATTOOS

agreed with rachel. :D

how could i ever stop loving for guys? wowww :)

<333
kelly
SESbabex25

((missin' you in portland, maine!!))

*Chelsi*...i don't get wat ur talkin bout haha,ASTA!!!

~Roach~ go look @ the SES comments at myspace, i left u a special one! i <3 u my lil SES Sissy!

YOU GUYS NEED TO COME BACK TO NORTHWEST OHIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey guys. I'm back! Haha. Ok anyway, I hope you guys are having fun doing whatever you're doing. Der, my magazine is up and working now, I stayed up like all night last night working on it.
Nat- Do you live in Memphis or am I just confused? (I get confused a lot so don't be surprised)
Anyway, I'll see you guys when you come back to Memphis and hopefully I can talk to you more then too. Love yous guys!

~Kelley~ #1 fan in Memphis (I'll never quit feeling weird about typing that)

4 real though, rachel is right...plus i'm so effin jealous she got to go to NC to c y'all! NOT FAIR! AND she got to hang w. u guys....grr, lol, jk, only luv, i'm just happy some of us, r so lucky, lol, well, i'm go check out myspace...o shit, wonder what she put...*scared look on face*, lol, p3ac3

*~*Roach*~*

AriAne! wtf?! that shit aint kool, lol, my god..lol, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

well everyone is entitled to their own opinion and unfortunately that person feels that way, so what. its not the end of the world. i think when we get posts like that, we should just ignore it so it doesnt cause any drama like in past ones. yeah. just wanted to say that. and i wouldnt wanna go see some drunk guy either if i didnt like the band as much as i do. but thats just me coz the people that know me on here know how i feel about the drinking shit. yeah.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

I agree w/Rachel.Well said.

Mechele i do agree with you about just ignoring people like that..but lol..sometimes i cant help it, it just gets on my last nerve and i gotta say something. u know?...lol..well i will talk to everyone later!!
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4294233
(may take a while to load got too many pics on there)

lol..sorry michele i spelt ur name wrong my bad.
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 ses tattoos
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4294233
(may take a while to load got too many pics on there)

HEY HEY HEY!! How goes it? Ryan your awesome man!! Why do with that the other ryan would die slow? jus wanderin..
I took Hand Cuffs and Cop glasses to school today, I was the fun police...lol. I have bruses all over my wrists, and my left one is swollen! it hurts! AARRGG.
10 days till my sweet 16!!! OMG all i want is to carry around a balloon at school...lol silly huh? well im gonna go!
Love Much
& Later Days
Raynee Gill
(#1 fan in Oklahoma!!!!)

Kelley~yea i do live in memphis...well cordova...but its close enough to say i live in memphis....so yea...you guys better come back to memphis cause me and kelley are waiting!! and ariane...i <3 you too my SES sista! haha and of course...I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! MwAH!!!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

You should remove Ryan Cabrera and insert Trapt into your subject line. What a bunch of assholes!! How did you guys not kill them while you were out on the road with them? I won't get into what they said or did, but they don't deserve your respect nor anyone else who comes into contact with them.

haha its alright rachel, everyone spells my name wrong, and they pronounce it wrong too. its pronounced Me-Shell, not Ma-Shell. so what i did, on the yearbook shirts we have, on the side of one sleeve, it has your name and position on the staff, and for mines i put: Me-Shell; Staff Writer. yessha. haha, then hopefully people will say my name right!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

I miss you guys already!!! Come back please!!!!! I gonna cry..I have nothing to look forward to but you guys...no concert place where I moved I goota drive like an hour to get to the norva in Norfolk Va...you guys were my first concert ther on may 4th I had the best time there. I wish I cou8ld go back to that night relive it and not loose my 20 buck to get the SES t-shirt and my mommy wont buy it online and hot-topic doesnt have any...Is there any other place I can get one????? ANYONE?

sorry i know i said i wouldnt be back and i wont after this but i had to tell you this story... (yes it is about SES)

i went to the DMV today to get my permit and i wore my smile empty soul shirt...when i got done with everything you gotta do for that the lady that gave me the test (she was like late 40s id say) was like 'awesome band i listen to them too' i was so shocked! i was like dude you rock!

well bye now
still lovin sean
AJ

ok, AJ noone said u had to stop writing on here...but thats a kool story...
hey guys, guess what? I GOT THE DAY OFF! hell yeah! NO SKOOL! NO SKOOL! i have a sore throat... YAHH! it hurts, but atleast i dont have to go to skool! lol but yeah, i'll check n later, i have to find somethin to occupy my time...my mom said she wants me to "study today" lol, RIGHT! i'll do that later, like as if it was HW, but not now...lol, but yeah, i'll bbl, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. i dont look like the pic AriAne put up...lol

Ryan.. Your amazing !! : ) I miss you and the band. I saw your shows and hope you come back soon. You are a sexy man ! hehe
well yah ill write soon becuz i am in school writing this . lol

xoxo
Kaila

Ryan.. Your amazing !! : ) I miss you and the band. I saw your shows and hope you come back soon. You are a sexy man ! hehe
well yah ill write soon becuz i am in school writing this . lol

xoxo
Kaila

Hey guys,
I love you guys like hell but lets not get political, some of us ARE conservative... but n e ways... you guys frickin rock!! when are you comming back to connecticut??? i couldnt get to you last concert when you played in hartford but i so neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to next time do you know when youll be comming back? I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! YOURE ALL SO FRIKIN SEXY!!!!!!

LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE!
=Cari M=
p.s. how come sean never posts n e thing?

hey guys you all rock and i love you all. by the way neither sean or i were "too drunk" for any of our shows over the past to weeks. its cool how all our real fans get our back like that:) if you were dissapointed with our performance sorry. we give our all on stage, we sweat and bled and cry this shit. how you ever been so passionate about anything like that in your life? go back to your ashley simpson fansite you started and let our fans have fun.

sorry guys...all the real fans: i got your back like you got ours
ryan of ses

omg, RYAN U FUCKIN ROCK! i always have y'alls back! til the day i die! i swear! i luv u guys, and i always will! i never believed y'all were too drunk, and even if u were, who cares? y'all r grown ass men, and can do what u want w. ur life (w.out breaking the law, lol) but yeah, i luv u guys, take care, and i'll always have ur back, promise!

*~*Roach*~*

ok, i'm writin this 4 sis cause she said her computer is gay, and wont let her do it...

tell them, that i love em alot, and there the best, and that we'll have there back til the day we drop dead like flys..:D..come to okc VERY SOON..luv yall, Sis!

haha, there ya go! i luv ya too, bye huns!

*~*Roach*~*

I GOT FLOODED!!!! DANG Flood!!! It sux really bad..My whole street flooded, and my driveway caved in..it may seem funny, but really, It's not, I can't get out!!! So I'm stuck at home with water threatining to come up to my house and I'm kept in by a caved in drive way..I hope you guys are doing alright!!!!
Love,
Kendra

Yo, Ryan, I e-mailed a drawing to you a while back, but who knows if you ever got it. So whatever, here it is if you haven't already seen it yet:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v382/Bolt_Kit/My%20art/Gab_GameCube.jpg

It's for you, just 'cause you rule and well... it reminded me of you. :P

I draw cartoony things. I actually don't LIKE that I do, but it's all I can really draw... Hah! I am working on that one of Sean, though. It's smurfin' AWESOME. I don't want to screw it up or anything, so I'm taking my time!

Anywho, you (Ryan or anyone else) can check out some of my other art here:

http://photobucket.com/albums/v382/Bolt_Kit/My%20art/

Oh yeah, dude! Remember how I was telling you about my homecoming dance and how I requested that they play you guys? Well guess what! My friend Samantha Tucker and I went up to the DJ during the dance and he told us that he wasn't allowed to play ANY rock or heavy metal! Dude, I was SO mad. All he played was hip hop and country! That stuff is fine and all, but come ON. You need to mix it up a bit! And what was really stupid is that the DJ was running out of things to play, so he ended up playing some songs he had already TWICE. It was stupid...

We've now started a petition. :)

****SEAN, DEREK AND RYAN****

HEY GUYS...LONG TIME NO TALK!!! I just read Derek's last entry from the 17th and I can't believe you're going to be in Vegas at the end of the month...I just got back YESTERDAY!!! Man, so close!!! I must say that the radio station there, i think it is 107.9 or something close to that...but they were playing the shit out of Nowhere Kids!! I was pumped! I live in Orlando and I swear I barely ever hear you guys on the radio here (not for lack of requesting) so it was awesome to hear you guys on the radio so much. My dad flew out to Vegas to spend the weekend w/me and he was humming along by the end of the weekend. Course, I got to stay an extra day b/c hurricane Jeanne decided to come visit my house while I was there. I highly suggest seeing Blue Man Group if you haven't before...it was awesome. I hate flying too Derek...I have like death grip on the seats and I can never even think about sleeping. I took a redeye back and was probably the only person awake on the whole flight...plus I had the middle seat so I was stuck and couldn't get out! It SUCKED!!! But anyways, I hope you all are well and having a great time...hurry up w/the album so you can tour again...we miss you on the road!!!
Have fun in Vegas if you guys get to go!

Much love guys, Jenni C

ryan, you're awesome. thanks for everything, and pouring your heart into everything you do, along with you also pogen and sean! i couldnt thank you enough for the amazing music you guys produce. i'll always be here. thanks for always being there for me. love you so much.

kelly <333
sEsbabex25

dude you guys are my heros, good luck with your concerts and all. i cant wait for your new album, all your songs kick ass.

good luck

sam v

Ok...I forgot to say something. You are so adorable Ryan. You have the cutest and sweetest smile. It's just like "aww..." LOL. Sry. I'm weird. I just had to say that because when we met u guys at Xfest in Dayton, Ohio, you had the cutest smile on your face and when we yelled to u during Puddle Of Mudd's signing and said "WE LOVE YOU RYAN!" you got the cutest smile on ur face cause u went from looking like u were really bummed about something to really happy. It was so cute. Yeah...LOVE YOU GUYS! TTFN! *MUAH*

http://www.waynedennon.com/photos-smileemptysoul-20040919-1.shtml

Pictures from Dayton, Ohio. It has one of the coolest pictures of Ryan AND of Derek I have ever seen!

You could also check out Future Leaders of the World's pics while there, too. ;)

Oh yeah, you can see Sean's new tattoos (on his right arm) in those pictures, too.

AHAHAHA I said 'too' twice... 'Eh. Whatever! You like it.

Ryan...i will ALWAYS have ur back..along with derek and seans!! yup yup..u better believe i will!! cause u guys rock like none other!!!! :) anywho...i really hurt my finger the other day and now its all taped up and i am having the hardest time typing right now...so im gonna make this short cause it hurts to type!... i love you guys OH SO much!!! <3

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

what going on ryan i live in washington nc right beside greenville and i was dieing to see ya'll your my fav all time band i just a 18 year old with no life and no mom your song really living me up everytime i hear them. i hear you puting out i new cd i have your frist one and i want to get the other one i really whould love you hear ya'll live i whould do any thing i mean it same like every time i hear ya'll play it the only time i happy and i my dad know that but me living in his house he whould not let me go to see ya'll play i mean he said i look like i am going to hell i just walk away and say i will see you there ya'll should look up my poem at geocities.com/goon86022000 i dont know if it working and i dont have time to fix it will i readly for your new cd and just want to tell you have your music mean to me think you alot drop me a email i know ya may not have time but if you do just think of me

your biggest fan

Anthony
the lost one

Nat sounds so much like me, doesn't she? Hehehe!! With all the "like none other" and "anywho" and "OH SO!"

<3 You rule, Nat. And of course, I GUESS Ryan does, too. :P AHAH! Might as well throw Der in there while we're at it, also!

Heh heh, welp! I'm gonna go play some old skool Mega Man now, 'cause it's good for your health. But before I go, I might as well ask this: What's your favorite gaming system, Ryan? Mine's the Super Nintendo Entertainment System (SNES). ;) The Sega Genesis rocks just as hard, though! Hah. Old skool owns. Totally uber.

Man, I missed a lot on here...Ryan, we love you. Especially all the peeps in the SCV. You guys should think about playing a show at the Saugus Speedway while you're still home. It would be so awesome, don't you think? Pretty please, for me? I will make flyers for it and every mofo in the SCV will be there. Sound good? I got the new Used CD today. That shit is tight. You all should go buy it, including Ryan and Dirk. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

I <3 U RYAN, DEREK & SEAN!!!!!

we need sum jokes..how do u embarass an archaeologist?? hand him a tampon & ask him which period it cam from!! hahaha....wait heres another 1...wat do the gynecologist & the domino's pizza delivery man have in common? they both get 2 smell the pie,but neither get 2 eat it! lol

\m/SES NATION\m/
!~*AriAne*~!

blahahahaha. ariane, youre jokes are hilariouso!

ok, eww! lol, i knew the tampon joke, but not the pizza guy-gyno joke, eww! lol
dutch, i told my mom to give me money 4 the cd, instead of goin to the state fair, and she said she might YAHH!
and omg ry and pogen! i'm n luv w. some guy named Brian White from Goochland va, cause i was layin n bed, and i couldnt get to sleep, and then i heard the radio announcer say "this is a request from a brian white n goochland" and silhouettes came on! yahh! i was singin it even though my throat hurts, cause y'all r worth it, then afterwards i had to go downstairs and garggle saltwater (cause thats an old-people rememdy, and my dad totally believes n those old rememdies), and it still hurts, and that was an hour and a 1/2 ago, lol, but i mean it was hurtin b4, but not as much...yep yep, totally worth it though...but as u can tell, i cant get to sleep, and i'm supposed to have a field trip tomorrow but i dunno if its still on, cause of the hurricane, hmm...well have to wait and c, but i wanna go to the game tonight, so lets hope it not on, even if it is, i'll get back n time 4 it, so its all good..lol and we have a street dance on fri, then crab carnival...basically we all just hang out..i dont dance n public, plus theres too much drama and wonderin around the streets to dance, lol, its n West Point-the next county over...but its always drama-filled, but eventually u have aleast a little fun, lol, but yeah...its all good..
I CANT GET TO SLEEP! and i took some nyquil! i guess i'll have to take dayquil tomorrow so i can actually stay awake n class, lol, yep yep...i SO hope we dont have the field trip..o and guess what? since the field trip is all day, i need a lunch, and i asked my mom "do we have any lunch meat? i need it 4 the trip tomorrow" she had a stoned (literally) look on her face and said "i dunno.." while lookin at the comp. screen, so i said "what kinda mother r u?" and she said "a bad one" so i said "amen" and walked away...stupid bitch, i swear...but yeha..i'm bringin ur cd and my cd player tomorrow, so i can listen to it...yeah...i think this shit's startin to kick n, cause i cant type now, and i took typin class, lol, so many typos now, and gettin real sleepy..lol, i'll catch cha later, p3ac3

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. damn, this shit works..lol

My sister and I went to your September 11 show, and let me tell you it rocked! That was the first time my sister saw you in concert ((my third, I know not enough)) and she is now a "Nowhere kid", as is her 15 month old daughter ((who by the way dances and claps when I play the your cd in the car)).

When are you coming back to Southern California for a show? We need more concerts!

WOO HOO! Hey guys! How are ya'll doing? I have two exams tomorrow so I'm trying to keep myself awake to study. *Dances around* It's not working. Aww I want somebody to dance with me, *wink wink* No, I only know how to swing dance so . . . yeah. Ok I stopped making sense, I think it's time for sleep. G'night all. Love you guys Sean, Derek, and Ryan!

~KELLEY~ Alifetimetodie@aol.com

man fuck all that 'too drunk' shit...these guys could rock out in their goddamned sleep so who cares how fucking drunk they were? theres no way they couldve sucked! am i right or am i right?

anyway i got your backs till the day i fuckin die you rock so fuckin bad its sick!

still lovin sean n ses
AJ

Thanks a lot for talking about Ryan Cabrera I now have his song stuck in my head. I blame you. I just happend to hear that song on the radio on the bus, and it got stuck in head.

hey derek.....its chynna i was at the x-fest and saw you ummm i got u to sign my shirt and butt and i asked for a hug i hope u remeber me ohh yeah u winked and me and smiled at the same time and i almost passed out cuz you are so HOTT!!!!!your my favorite one and i wantted to tell u I LOVE U SO SO SO SO SO MUCH
love 4-ever and always chynna
hug kiss *mwah* ohh yeah when is your next concert or when is the next time u r performing??? and where ill make sure to be there no matter what e-mail me at ramscheerleader@hotmail.com thank u so much
love always chynna

oo dear..how could u pick a favorite..UGH, UR SELFISH, blahahahah

Love, the very compashionate caring one,
Sis..:D:P

OMG, YES, SIS HAS GOT THE BACK OF ALL!!! ya hear this eh eh..!

Smile Empty Soul is the best..no joke

NO BELLS NO WHISTLES JUS ROCK BITCHES!!!

hehehe, Sis~..thanx so much for doin that for me roach, i'm at skool now, but i'll talk 2 ya 2night

hey you guys kick ass. your lyrics are awesome. and uhh... u guys REALLY kick ass!

Dude Derek read this...its a thing on insomnia

Throw away those sleeping pills. Start talking instead. When it comes to chronic insomnia, there is more relief found from a few hours of psychological counseling than from sleeping pills, especially in the long run

hah! who knew talking would help? but how could counseling help u sleep? well anyways i gotta get some rest cuz im sick! :(

hey! omg i love ur band! u guys have the best music ever! but why do u hate ryan cabrera? i kno hes more into pop but hes a HOTTIE! lol oh well u guys kick@$$ and i luv ya! MUAHZ <3333 lor

Hey guys I just got back last night from your show in Greenville it was SO SO SO kick ass i loved it!! it was the best experience of my LIFE i will never forget it I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH and thanxxx so much for doing everything you guys do i dont know what it would be like with out ya lol i LOVE YA

byez love always
emily (elizabeth)

Samantha, ur cool like none other!! lol I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

ok weird....my other comment messed up...let me write it over lol...ok here it goes...

Samantha, ur cool like none other! lol <3 ya girl!! :) hmmmmm...well got nothing to say...I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! later...

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

Ryan Cabrera is HUNG lyke a HAMSTER!!! LMAO Jk
*michelle* u fuken rock gurl, <3 ya Sissy...

i'm SO pissed! this bytch named stacey egged my car 2day & jacked my spinners!! she ran a train w/ 6 or 7 guys & rite after they were done havin sex w/ her she threw ^ on them! i started callin her *CHOO-CHOO* & the whole town is now haha neways ppl do me a favor & im her & call her choo-choo her sn is pinkcootiejuice8 lol. sry, i kno this doesnt belong on here but i needed 2 vent yall r kewl lyke that.

\m/SES NATION\m/
!~*AriAne*~!

hey guys, i just got back from our JV game, and OMG did it suck! they didnt even score...the final score was like 0-18 or someshit like that, i dont even remember, cause even though i luv fball, i stopped watchin...we had a couple good plays...then plop...SUCKED! omg, lol, and we knew one of the guys doin the "chains" where they carry aroudn teh marker thingys, and so we went 2 talk to him, adn he was on the other side, but we were screamin "go tigers" (our home team)..and then she was like "tigers r wack" and she was like 8 or 9, lol, so i was like "tigers r gonna win" just to push it n her face, then she was like "tigers r gonna lose" then i was like "u can kiss my ass!" lol, adn she just sat there w. a dumb look on her face, haha, so funny! and this guy mitchel, (who was doin chains), was walkin w. us, and he started bustin out laughin...but he was Heather's (a friend of mine) ex, so i dont like hit on him or nothin, even though hes gorgeous, and he went ot give me a hug, and i said "uh-uh" and put my hand up, hten waved bye to him, and he said "aww i c how it is" i said "yep i'm n luv w. Derek Gledhill" and started laughin, and he was like "derek who?" and my friends were like, "o god, dont u know? shes totally n luv w. that band smile empty soul" lol, and i just laughed, and he was like "o ok" but yeah, hes gorgeous, and even though there is no bad feelings between him and heather, and even they hugged, i just didnt wanna...lol, i dunno, its weird...cause at one point, we never got along-long story...but suddenly my boobs grow, and we're friends, lol, sorry, i know u didnt wanna know that, lol, but yeah, now that i'm embarrassed myself, i'm out, lol, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. SIS! i'm home! but ur not on, thats sad :(

~Roach~ when i was talkin 2 u i fell outta my chair & my boobs hit me in my face!! blahahaa it happens 2 me alot ;( i miss lookin @ ur pic ur antenna's turn me on LOL jk ....tiff i got the used cd,its awsum..yayuh! ~Nat~ i <3 ya 2 boo.. k sry i'ma holdin convo's but i cant chat so...

*DEREK* i got a question 4 U...BOXERS OR BRIEFS??? LMAO jk remember yall said there was gonna b a live chat?? u liar lol.

woah, i forgot what i was going to say.

<333

:D

ariane- boxer briefs.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

uhuh...and how do u know Michele? lol, dont even wanna know how u know, lol, but those r the sexiest underwear on guys, lol, u know it, but i'm curious myself...what is it pogen? and u ry? lol, catch y'all later, p3ac3

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. AriAne, u crack me up, lol :)

coz im a genius, DUH! lol. no some chick posted here a while back and said something about pogen and boxerbriefs and hello, the pic of me and him, you can so tell coz his pants are so low! hahaha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

imagine sean in a thong *giggles* so sexxi...

haha...you guys make me laugh... :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

sean in a thong??.... eh may be mildly sexxy but for some reason steve o ruined the man-thong for me haha

i noticed seans hair has gotten considerably longer...heh sexxyyy

w00 im so excited i got 3 guitar picks one autographed by each of the guys and im getting a black fender stratocaster signed by all three i cant wait! i got my sean buttons today w00!

well i was as usual going to say something else and forgot ARGH

thats all for now...i suppose im back...just cant stay away...i will try my best to keep it SES but if i stray a bit dont jump on me...deal? haha

mucho luff-0 for the bestest band ever
AJ

i agree on the whole man-thong thing. some people should just know better...

You guys are funny. But no one said anything about Ryan's underoos...

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

I say we have a look:D!

OMFG, AT MY ATTITUDE, wtf! i'm southern none of this!! :D, luff yall

OMG, ARIANE, U PUT ICY HOT IN UR CROTCH! BLAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!

I woulda been squirmin around like a damn toddler in the tub :P

love Sis..Sis..Sis

Ryan's underoos...now there is a picture ^_^

Hey I jus got a book called Stoner and Spaz..its SOOOO good..i kinda like to read, so i'm already pretty good threw..:D..but omg, its so awesome!!..my friend Rach (by best bud) started callin me Spaz, cuz she wanted to be stoner..lol..at my friends:P

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!! (and that WAS related to the band, cuz i was tellin Derek and all who read..o yea, i was tellin Ry, cuz he's a readin fool eh)..blahahah

Sis

jus' thought i'd drop by & say SMILE-EMPTY-SOUL IS AWSUMTASTICAL!

k i'ma go swimmin now & get my tan on its so freak'n hawt,i'ma listen 2 y'alls cd 2.. imagine Ryan,Sean & Derek in bikini's!! HAHAHAHA

p.s.~Sis~ holy craper snapers,my poor crotch & buns... its a pain lyke no other! icy hot is the devil i swear. ~michelle~ur a SES-ologist..this gurl kno's it all!..~Roach~ i saw a elderly man drivin on the highway in a goddamned HOVERAROUND(electric wheelchair),lol! it made me think WWRD(wat would roach do)??

\m/UR SES SISSY\m/
~AriAne~

Hey Derek, Sean, and Ryan! Just dropping in to say hey . . . . Hey. Ok bye.

~Kelley~ Not #1 fan (but pretty high up there) in Memphis

YO YO YO!!
My birthday is so in 7 days!!! AAHHHH!!

~Raynee Gill~

hey everyone
i'm so pissed off! i can't go to voodoo fest this year cuz i have to go to disney world! this sux

hey
i'm back. i feel like ctrah!i got up at 5:oo this morning!n e ses kicks ass!!!!!

hahaha, i started laughin at the screen, and my mom walked up the stairs to ask what i was laughin at, lol, nosy bitch..lol
ahh! yeah, i kinda knew that der wear those, but hmmm, what about ry....hmm, i think he wears boxers, he looks like the type..yep yep
anywho, lol, sorry guys...just interested...so hows it goin? i'm bored, and i have some more frickin HW 4 chemistry...ugghhh! i HATE chemistry! but haha, guess what guys? i was on hte bus, and i cant stand rap, no offense to anyone...but yeah, this guy on my bus was rappin while i was listenin to y'all's cd, and earlier today, i got outta spanish and stayed n art w. 2 of my friends and goofed off, and made fun of the slopbuckets (8th graders, lol), cause the ones n my skool, r so illerate...lol, but yeah, i painted "smile empty soul" and had it n black, w. red round it, adn it looks awesome and i did one 4 slipknot, but it doesnt have red....but yeah, anyways, the dude on the bus was rappin, and i took off my headphones, cause my cd skipped, and i was listenin to y'all (volume all the way up, lol), and he started rappin so i said "i hate rap" then he said "i hate whatever u listen to" just jokin around, and i was like "u dont even know what i'm listenin to..." and he said "that rock and roll stuff" and i was like "well its rock, yeah..." and he was like "yeah, i hate that smile...whatever people" cause he saw part of my paintin...and i was like "OMG! no u didnt" and he thought i was jokin and said "o yeah, i did" then i was like "u dont fuck around w. my band! dont EVER talk about them like that again!" and started cussin him out, and he was like "sarah man, chill, i was jokin..." i said "well u dont joke like that" and this girl melissa who knows i luv u guys was like "yeah JJ, dont u know she's n luv w. them dudes...very sensative about them..." lol, and started laughin, and i calmed down, and said "sorry JJ, just dont talk like that.." he was like "yeah, i'm sorry...damn if i'll do that again..." lol, and we both laughed it off, and i went back to listenin to music, lol, but yeah, told ya i'd stick up 4 ya..lol, yep yep! y'all rule! but yeah, let me go now, sorry if this is long huns...p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. AriAne!! haha! wtf? damn that was so fuckin funny! hahaha! i luv when those guys do that! omg, one time i ran beside one on the highway, cause my friends dared when when we rode near him, so i jumped out, and ran beside him, and i was like "whats goin on?" and he siad "just go to the store" i was like "o...whatcha goin get?" and he was like "milk...eggs...((somethin else, dont rememeber))...tums...and depends..." lol, omg i bust out laughin and i couldnt run anymore, they can go pretty fast sometimes, lol, yep yep, and i was laughin too hard, so i got back n the car, adn we rode past him beepin and wavin, ha, he waved back, lol, well i'm out... sorry so long...lol, but its only cause y'all luv me! :)

lol. ok now i am a SES-ologist. thats my title on myspace now. blahaha

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
A.K.A. SES-ologist

haha! SES-ologist, nice nickname..lol

o, and pogen! thankx so much 4 the message on myspace! yahh! and i cant believe u remembered my real name, i checked and i didnt say it n the messages, lol, welp, i'm out, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

http://www.wxeg.com/jacor-common/globalphotos.html?eventID=26535&eventsection=xfest-ix&pagecontent=xfest-ix

Just some more pictures from the Dayton, Ohio, concert for anyone who hasn't seen 'em yet.

Dang... I REALLY want to go to a concert now. :( I can't wait 'til SES goes on tour again, man! I also can't wait to get my signed Future Leaders of the World CD in the mail. Woo! That'll be uber.

Hmm. I say it's time for another journal entry, Der.

I love you guys. Seriously, I am even doing a report on you!! I am finding great stuff about you guys and I hope one day I will get to meet all of you guys. I interduced your music to a lot of my friends and they love it(even my teacher does!) I hope you guys come out with another album soon, I listen to the one you have out everyday from 4-5 hours. I cant wait to go to one of your concerts! I was going to go when you are in Illinois but that doesn't work out. I was going to go see your show in milwakee for the summer fest but I couldn't becase I didn't have a ride... Yeah so if you guys come to wisconsin I wull surly be there!
Love,
Rachel

If this is your guys site truly, Please, please contact me through my e-mail it's SmileEmptySoul613@yahoo.com (that would be awesome!)

hey guys it's ashley from ND again. What is up??? I REALLY hope that Kerry wins this election... as totally UN-political as I am, I still think that he should... wouldn't you agree...

well alright, Anyone in the band or anyone with half a brain stem...
DO ME A FAVOR.
Okay... I play a Johnson Acoustic guitar and I WANT SOME FRICKEN SMILE EMPTY SOUL ACOUSTIC TABLATURE....
some songs would include, with this knife, silhouettes, i want my life, this is war, and bottom of a bottle...

PA la la LEASE get r done so I can think that I am cool, for once....

GIVE ME smile TABS!!!!!!!!!

Ohpe, and almost forgot... on a less important note, someone find me some Breaking Benjamin and Green Day's American idiot tabs, cause I Can't find them!!!!!!!!!!

Spank you...

I love Sean and Derek and Ryan...

Ryan you are one funny mother f-er...

peace out rabbit (8 mile)

i saw you in greenville and u were FUCKING AWESOME
I LOVE ALL OF U!!!!
ESPECIALLY U SEAN!!!!
I MET U GUYS AND i wanna let you all know that yall were KICK ASS

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

yola. the SES-ologist just wanted to drop in and say hi. so hiya! love you guys <3

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
A.K.A. SES-ologist

here is a site that you can get some guitar tabs, though they are not for all the SES songs you requested.

http://www.guitartabs.cc/tabbrowse.php?path=/s/smile_empty_soul/

hey i havent wrote in awhile........umm.. i will write later........buh bye

If anyone has time, go 2 goth.net..its awesome, good artwork..but i'm not a goth, jus kinda wacko w/ blacko..BLAHAHAHAHAHAH!..how ghetto..lata gata

~*{Sis}*~

p.s..ariane, so sry to u man!! but, atleast i'll never wonder and try it..blahahah..:P
ROACH, IS CRAZY CHICK, UR IN LOVE W/ DEREK GLEDHILL?..blahahahahaha..welcome to the jungle babay..=D

OO YEA, DEREK I NEEEED A BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUT FOR MY OWN SELF..:D..ITS ON SUNDAY, Oct. 3rd..and Raynees is next then Rachel F., then Ryan..hoo ya, ROCKTOBER RULES!!

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Hey Dudes. Not new to yr music but new to the site. U GUYS KICK ASS!!!!!! I love u guyz. in glad u had a great time @ the show and hopefully sometime I could go 2 one. Of course, being dirt poor me,it might be a while. Well, just thought I'd tell u how much I LOVE you! U fuckin rock my socks ;) Much love <3 ~Teela

well hello everyone..........

IF YOU WANT TO SEE SOME OF MY DRAWINGS GO HERE:

http://photobucket.com/albums/v482/sloane_adams/

...thats only some of them.. I GOT LAZY AND DIDNT FEEL LIKE SCANING THE REST OF THEM! LOL

P.S- sean, ryan, or derek (whoever reads this) tell me what u think about them!!! PLEASE!

WELL IM OUT

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland! ):

Hey again... YOU GUYS KICK ASS!! Cant wait till you come out with more stuff on this sight!! Well I sure hope you read these comments! cause I really want to talk to one of you!! Did Sean come up with any new songs lately? I hope Sean writes in here sometimes too, it's cool to see how all of you are different and all that shit but if you do read this please contact me! e-mail SmileEmptySoul613@yahoo.com or Instant messanger- SmileEmptyS0ul61!! thanks a lot
love you!
Rachel

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ha! jus' givin sum <3 2 my fave band in the whole world!!! elle said *SES* rox her 'VAG' tehehe wat a perv!...1 day i'ma organise a get 2gether 4 all the fans lol..that would b sweeeeet! who is w/me?

PS ~roach~ u complete my rite butt cheek haha ~michele~ glad u lyke ur new nickname,i guess i owe u a ceremony & a certificate lol. ~Sis~ omg, u sooo funni, i wouldnt recommend icy hot 4 masturbation purposes..ask tiff if she wants 2 bring back the 'competition'..;) g2g PARTY-TIME!!! <3 YALL, ASTA!

\m/UR SES SISSY\m/
~AriAne~

I was there at xfest and you guys were honestly the most amazing thing I've ever seen...I bought your c.d. there as well...yeah...you definitely kicked ass...i wish it could happen again...take care my friend

I'm extremely bored so I'll just stay here and fill up the post thing :) coz im cool like that...anyways

ryan cabrera is playing here in new bern, nc tomorrow....if you would like i could push him off stage or somethin like that..now be a doll and do away with hilary duff for me :) so yeah...i got you guy's cd at x-fest in greenville, nc it was the last copy..and no one else bought it coz it had a huge crack in the case...and being the brave person i am...i trusted that the c.d wasnt cracked so i bought it anyway...leaving me no money for s shirt :( oh well...you should be proud anyway....okay...ima go sleep now and try to get rid of this damned fever... peace out g-dawg from tha hood...

yes, sadly im back again lol....but i have to wake up at 6:30 every morning....so i beat you :P

yes yes yes im back once again....i was just wondering if you guys have any religion?

ha! i'm here! yahh! i just got back from the "street dance"-but of course, no dancin 4 me! lol, but plenty of drama, but i wont go into that...lets just say i got pissed outside of McDonald's and threw my drink, and it went all over my back (sprite), then i threw my food (all french fries cause i had to wait 35 effin min.s to get my food!) that was n a chicken nugget box, and it hit some car, and the people got pissed, but i didnt care, cause i was too busy screamin to my best friend's bf about what a bastard he is, 4 treatin my friend like that...and how he wouldnt amount to anything, and he needs to fuck off, cause i hate him, and all the while, my best friend is walkin away w. him! well fuck that, so i went off w. my other friends...screamed and then got hyper! lol, i started just runnin up to people and sayin stupid shit, and screamin "i fuckin luv smile empty soul" and shit like that..lol,it was fun,then my friend called my cell and asked if i was ok, adn i was like 'well actually,i'm really hyper, but if u mean the part about ditchin me to hang w. that bastard, cause of the way he treated u...then yeah, i guess..who knows..." then handed the phone over to other people...but omg did i have fun after she was gone! lol, adn i feel a little bad sayin that, but shes stuck up sometimes and sometimes doesnt know how to loosen up...but yeah, had fun, ran up to random people askin 4 alcohol but no one had any :( and there was this hot guy walkin down the road, and i was w. this guy Brandon, who knows like every1! so i asked him is name, and brandon told me so i asked if that was his name, and he said 'yeah', and i was like "yeah, cause i'm w. brandon here, and every1 knows he knows EVERY1!" haha, the guy kept walkin then i said 'o and p.s.....u're hot!" lol, then i screamed, "o offense, not the hottest..but definitely hot" haha,he said 'thanks' then left..lol, maybe i'll c him tomorrow at the crab carnival, that'd b kool...but yeah, i was runnin up to people, and i have "ses" n black paint written on my arm, and i said "ses rox my world!" and "ses fuckin rules!" haha, but omg, i ran up to this one kid, he was probably like 10 or 11, and i scared the shit outta him, and he started screamin "mom!" lol, my bad, i said 'dude i was just playin around geez..." and walked away...lol,but yeah, its 11 01, and i'm hyper as hell, but i'm at my best friends, cause her mom wouldnt let me go to someone else's house, and i gotta find a way to calm down...hmmmm...wonder if they have nyquil!....hmmm...lol, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. o yeah, der, i kept sayin "cheers dumbo ears" too...haha!

AriAne u nut! and sis! did u get my text? catch cha later, p3ac3!

Are u guys ever coming to saskatoon?? Have u been there before? WE LOVE U HERE COME BACK!! I just heard of u recently and i can't stop listening ur lyrics are so awesome!! And I hope to one day see u live know matter what i have to do!!

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sum1 said that derek was 2 busy play'n his skin flute blahaha wtf??..sillyheads!!

P.S.~ROACH~ LUFFS NUT!!
\m/UR SES SISSY\m/
~*~AriAne~*~

hahahhaa skin flute! blahhaa. that movie is funny.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSI! im sayin this a day early coz im not gonna be home tomorrow, i think. have a good one!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
A Certified SES-ologist

ok, lol, i've never seen that movie, and i'm sure i dont wanna, lol, but yeah...my feet hurt...too much walkin around at crab carnival...lol, and not everyone showed up...i was tellin people "so many people, yet noones here..." i mean some people were, but not that really close friends...so yeah.. but they had this dj guy, and i was tellin my friends i should go request one of ur songs...then i realized they probably wouldnt have it...but i asked one of my friends to check, and they didnt :( but OF COURSE plenty of that rap crap...fuck that...lol, but omg some of my friends were getttin pissed cause we were leavin her "when she wanted to say hi to someone" btu omg, we were leavin everybody...if u dont walk when me, heather, or brandon walk, we leave u...yep yep...if ur not one of us, u get left..lol, sorry thats just how it is..lol yep yep...sorry so vain, btu i mean, i hate stoppin, and i got a ride w. heather, and brandon was her bf, so i had ot stay w. them, and whenever i stopped, everyone stopped, dunno y...i was actually tryin to lose some people cause i hate walkin w. so many, but it didnt work..damn it! lol, but yeah, a friend of mine, was walkin w. his mom to their car, to get a change of clothes, and his mom was wearin a "bush chaney" sticker, and some dude started fightin w. her about it, so he said "excuse me! i need to go man, ok!? i have to get my change of clothes, so fuck off" haha, then his mom got all pissed cause he cussed, haha, but anyways..i hope u guys r ok, and i hope we get a new entry soon! lol, catch cha later, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

AriAne--crazy crazy fool...
SIS!--HAPPY BDAY! yahh! even though michele reminded me its not til tomorrow..lol
Michele-that guy totally looks like pogen, except the hair and the eyes...his eyes do NOT look like pogen, pogen's r so much brighter and beautiful! lol, i've looked at them so many times and so long, believe me, i know..lol

Thanx all!

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL...!

went to fall fest today, and i got a cold last night at my party cuz my friend kyle threw me in my pool and it was like 30 below..blahaha..but he jumped in w/ me, and then everybody jus starts jumpin in, and getin thrown in..BURR, i hope it didn't show how cold i was on my shirt, eh roach..BLAHAHAHAHAH!

CHA CHA, BYE BYE!..whered that come from
Sis

haha, weirdo..lol

I LUV U GUYS! cant wait 4 the new post! check n later, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

lol, ur funny. hope ur feelin better derek.

HAPPI BERFDAY SIS....

SES IS THE POO..SO TAKE A WHIFF BIATCH! tehehe..

hey! i saw u guys in portland Maine, in june, you guys were HOTT and kicked major ass...you have to come back. And i'm glad to say that i met you guys, well kinda you did sign some stuff for me. keep rockin
Loves Jess
p.s Is there gonna be a new album soon?

HOPE'S HE FEELS BETTER?? WHAT! WHATS WRONG W. DEREK!? OMG! Y am i just hearing about this NOW? omg, derek! i hope ur ok! much luv!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. :( whats wrong w. derek?! y'd u say taht? ok, now i'm really freakin...lol, let me know, please!

dude, derek, ry, guess what i'm doin? i'm lookin up "santa clarita, california" on google...haha! i'm gonna come there one day, yep yep...hmm...maybe this spring break or somethin...hmm...damn, i wish it was n northern cali, cause thats where my uncle lives..and it'd b a definite possiblity...but i cant c how if i save the money, my mom could say no, so its gonna happen..yep yep..i decided that, cause i was readin more interviews and stuff, and i've read where sean's said he luved livin n Santa Clarita, and wouldnt ever move, or somethin like that, so it got me wonderin...yep yep...hopefully, y'all will b there when i get there, lol, but w. my luck, u'd n n va at the time, lol, thats the way the cookie crumbles..lol, yep, welp, gettin late, i'm gonna stay on a little while longer, then i'm hittin the sack...p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*