Smile Empty Soul

You're so nice, butthead! :) Oh looky here, I got first comment. Just like old times!

just sittin here up in alberta... still waiting... ho hum.... hurry up and come to canada!!! please...
and i'm done

derek don't stay out of trouble... rancid tales of groupies should be encouraged...

yea bitch!!! ... 3 f'n post!!!! lol AND YES SAMANTHA U RULE... OK LET ME GO READ THE ENTRY! :p

..::..SLOANE..::..

hey derek what5s up hey will you give a shout out on my b- day 0ct. 15 please !!! sean i love you !!! ses nation !!! love jessica hernandez
xoxSESGURLxox@aol.com

lol HEY DEREK.. NO ONE SAYS "JIVE TURKEY" ANYMORE HEHEHE thats funny.... WELL ANOTHER DAY WHEN MY PARENTS ARE SCREAMING! O BOY :(... well im out see u all another day....

LOL AND DEREK .. IT SOUNDS LIKE WE ARE ALL IN A CULT AND WE HAVE TO "RECRUTE MORE SOULS" LOL :p

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland!! ):

lol

..... I Had a sucky weekend, but you made it better, Thankies Derek! Hope the album is going good, can't wait to hear it!! Ya'll still need to come to Florida when yall get back on the road! I am dying to hear yall live! Hope your mind relaxes...and I hope your trip will be a good one! Better go...oh yeah....still waiting for that email for the poster...:):):):) Love you guys....
Lovies,
Chelsey

Hey Derek!!! Well you just have to stretch your shoulder a lot before you do it then try it! I can do it but my shoulders are double jointed. I have had the crappiest weekend! I'm so sick! I finally found a dress for homecoming it goes along with the mardi gras theme just think J-Lo's green dress!!!!! Its awesome!!! Well have fun Derek and tell the guys they are awesome! LOVE SES

hey Derek!! well i dont really have anything to say at the moment so i'll just check in later when i actaully do have something to say...sound good?...of course it does! hah jk...well alrighty then...laterr! i <3 ya!! :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

I LOVE YOU GUYS!! NOTICE ME!!!!I LOVE YOU SEXY GUYS!

i cant wait for the new cd to come out. and i also cant wait to go see you guys again!!! well just wanted to say im a huge fan.
Amber from arizona

Hey Derek! Thanks for the shout out. I had alittle too much fun this weekend. But that is ok, I need to have fun every now and then. We are going to miss you. Well thanks again. Have fun on your trip. How is the album coming?

ses=jesus. you must tour soon and come to lansing, mi. i miss you guys. -c

Hey me again! Got a fun tidbit...Its not the size of the boat its the motion of the ocean...but know this it takes a long time to get to England in a ROWBOAT!!!

HEY GUYS!!!!! THANX FOR THE HAPPY B-DAY SHOUT OUT!!! IT BRIGHTENED MY DAY :) LOVE YA ALL!!!!!!!!
~*JENNY*~

Hey you guys its Rachel F. from Virginia...what is goin on everybody??...im pissed at the moment..ugh...i hate it when guys tell you they are gonna come see you and then ALWAYS break the plans and say they have something else to do..im so fed up with guys....anyway on a lighter note..lol..im soo excited 10 more days till my 18th bday..October 20 i swear the days are goin by slower and slower..lol...*yay* i get to see Incubus tuesday(the 12th) and thursday (the 14th)..but on thursday i get to meet them..i am soo happy..Incubus is the only band that i havent met yet and want to..lol..i LOVE them...Aww..Derek..I love Authority Zero..they are fucking cool ass guys..hope you have fun while you are away....well i will talk to you guys later...
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

hey derek,nice joke.can't wait for u guys to come back to dayton.how is Cali.wish i was there.have fun gettin away. WHAT no Shout Out,WHATEVER:) haha........later

Grrr I am so jealous of Rachel she got to see you guys and I didn't that is a stinker it makes me so mad grr. I wanna see you guys again so bad it has been so long, since june thats a long time grr. Oh well I hope I will last until next time talk to you guys soon.

Deanna(pink hair)

Hey guys whats up nothing here!! Hum..I dont know what to say nothin new is happing in my life right now its pretty boring!! but anyways...well hell ill just say hi and go luv ya guys so much please give me a shout out or email me at EmilySchneider_559@hotmail.com

love ya allways
Emily (elizabeth)

HEYYY GUYS...JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT YOUR THE BEST AND I WENT TO ONE OF YOUR SHOWS,AND I HAD TO FORCE MY LITTLE SISTER TO COME WITH ME,AND AFTERWARDS WE GOT TO MEET SEAN WHO WAS AWESOME, AND NOW SHE LOVES YOU GUYS TOO!! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME AND I CANT WAIT TILL THE NEW ALBUM COMES OUT

Derek.. thanks for the shoutout babe. All it took to make my day. Seriously, as soon as you guys get out here to New England I'm there. CANT wait for the new album.. :-D gonna kick ass i kno. forgot to ask for my sis's birthday shout on the 9th.. oo the big 20! enjoy your relaxation (im off school 3 day weekend, NICE weekend party monday)

I love youuuu +sean+ryan of coursee<3 xox

*Kaitlin

cool joke. I heard it b4 but i think its funny. I luv authority zero. they r so awsum but not as awesum as u guys. say hi to me plz. cant wait for the new album. ttyl luv u so much
shauna

23 damnit i was out of town oh well no shoutout for me eh? well maybe next time haha ill post again later and tell you alllllllll about my weekend adventures even though you dont care! haha
-M-a-n-n-y-

just wanted to get mah post in before it got too low haha apparently not an issue...anywho

ariane that is so sweet! lol i wish i could live anywhere but here...sorry that i bitched like that though i was just UGH im sure you understand..ummm roach i think it was that asked if i live in va no i live in indiana aka corn hell haha

so anywho this weekend was great fun i stayed at my best friend's house all weekend and we had lots of fun. last night i drank 3/4 of a 5th of E&J Brandy i was drunker than a fucking skunk haha. we had to walk into the woods to get reception on her cell and i was all paranoid so she handed me the bottle and said drink. well then i ended up out of the woods while she was still in there and i just kept drinking and drinking and since there was a bag over the bottle i didnt know how much i had drank and i was sitting down so i didnt feel it ya know. well she comes out theres about half an inch left in the bottom haha and shes like fuck this lets go home so we start walking through the woods and i fell on this hill and fucked up my knee then i fell in a hole and then i fell for no reason haha.
next thing i know we're in her room...no clue how we got there...and her stepmom and her mom and her sister all come in to talk to us and i was just laying on the bed about to fall off. her sister told me today that i was sitting up rocking back and forth when she came in haha. the next thing i know im waking up at 5 this morning in another house with a huge ass bruise on my knee which im told is from falling down the stairs 3 times. haha i had the worst headache this morning

but anywho sorry this is so long! captain planet jebus i havent heard that in a long time i completely forgot! aww der you deserve some time to relax! you guys work so hard just for us! and we love you so much for it...thanksgiving!!?? YaY! haha undercover cop....bad lmao

have you heard of the comic bill engvall? well anyway hes got a shtick called 'heres your sign' and its like heres your sign for stupid people...i dunno how to explain it but he told this joke:
a semi truck got stuck under an overpass. the driver called for assistance and an officer from the sherriffs department showed up. he looked at the truck...looked at the guy and said..didja get your truck stuck? (heres your sign) the driver said no i was delivering this overpass and ran out of gas...
haha well i thought it was funny! but this is waaaaaaaay too long already so ill go now! tell sean i love him!!
-M-a-n-n-y-

Hey Derek!! I cant find ur guys thing on my space...but anyways...i hope you have fun w/ authority zero...they are pretty awesome i like their song revolution. i saw on a shout out about captain planet...that show is the shit!! i watch it every morning before school. Well email me or post how to find your my space!! ttyl!!

~*Tawny*~

HEY! MY WEEKEND JUST GOT BETTER WHEN I READ THIS, EVEN THOUGH IT'S SUNDAY AND I HAVE TO GO TO SUCKY ASS SCHOOL TOMORROW. BLAH! I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME ON YOUR TRIP AND I HOPE YOUR MIND'S RELAXED NOW! YOU GUYS NEED TO HURRY UP AND COME BACK TO OKLAHOMA! NO JOKE MAN! *LOL* WELL, I'M GONNA GO, BUT I STILL LOVE YOU! *LOL*

I LOVE U SEAN!

MEG-N*
^ PRETTY UNIQUE, HUH?

MAYBE A SHOUTOUT THIS TIME?

Hehe, it's true! I did miss your oh-so-lame jokes. Glad you're taking some time for yourself, you deserve it!

Derek, you have to come to New Jersey so we can hang out!! You seem really fun :) Deep down, you're a dork just like me!! haha I love you guys <3

hey you should have another writing contest

HEY DEREK! HAVE A FUN FEW DAYS OUTA TOWN. STILL NO SHOUT OUT EH? LOL THATS COO'. HEHE CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS IN CONCERT!!! ANY PLANS ON COMING TO THE CHICAGO AREA ANYTIME SOON?? CUZ I'MA BE AT YER SHOW IN MAY WHEN YOU COME TO ROCKFORD, BUT THATS A FEW HOUR DRIVE FROM HERE. OH WELL! I'LL HAVE MY LICENSE IN 28 DAYS!!! OH THE EXCITMENT! AND MY BAND PLAYS OUR FIRST 'SHOW' IN ABOUT A MONTH. NERVOUSNESS.. WE'VE ONLY GOT 3 SONGS WRITTEN. I WROTE THEM AND THEY'RE KINDA CORNY TO ME LOL. BUT ANYWHO I'M UBER TIRED ITS 12:38AM RIGHT NOW AND I'M WATCHING FINDING NEMO. I'M OUT. MUCHO LUV FROM ME TO YOU 3!!! ~*~SARA~*~ [aka #1 fan from Lansing, IL]
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Just got home from the Dodger game, so I figured there would be a new post...Dirk, thanks for the shoutout, homeboy. I think
"Listening" is the best song on the new Used album. It's real catchy, but lyric-wise, I'd have to say the best one is "Let it Bleed". I'm going to see them on the 13th. Too bad you won't be in town, you're gonna be missing an amazing show. The Dodgers lost, I'm so depressed. But my Braves are still in it. GO BRAVES! Much love to ya, Dirk and Ry. Smile Empty Soul is the best in the west!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Hey you guys,

Whats up? Man i can not believe you didn't give me a shout out. whats up with that. I thought i actually ment something to you. lol j/k its all good. This job at the theater is starting to pick. I am getting more hours and more days to work. Its great so yea that paycheck is gonne be getting better. How about that. maybe now i can possibly start buying tickets or something. yea hopefully yall can come see me in waco texas or something. but i better go.
ttyl
Shawna Wade
#1 fan from Lott, Texas
Crazygrl6385@aol.com

Hmm, so you aren't adding people yet? *lets childish whining evaporate* Kays, I'll shut up then!

Guess what I did yesterday? I passed out in front of 300 people. Yuppers. *screams in frustration* I don't know HOW the hell it happened... But do you know how friggin embarassing that is? For the rest of the day I was known as 'that girl who passed out'... Thank gods I don't have to see most of those people ever again... Elsewise I might be collecting heads... *smiles sadistically*

Oooh, and I found a band with a similar sound to SES! I can't place why they sound so fucking familiar, though! They're called 3rd Lane, and they're from the Chicago area. The singer's voice sounds like someone, but I can't place who... Not quite Sean, but... *growls* I dunno... I think it's the acoustic-sounding mellow guitar that makes me think of you guys! Nowhere near as good though *winks*.

Hmm, my insomnia's catching up again... 2:05 a.m. and I have to be up at 7. I'm pissed because I can't go to the renaissance festival this year, so maybe I'll skip tomorrow... *plots* Whee! Fun.

POOKY LUFFS ALL

hey,reli big fan of u guys!!!jus found this site and sed wat the hell so now im riting a comment...yeh anyways u guys rock!
luv,
*Cleo*

i feel so sad.. :( its not fair that you didnt say hi to me oh well. have fun with the guys, and tell them kitty ays hi and i have bigger boobs then you.. I love you guys.. lol any one who don't like your band can eat my shorts.. <3

i feel so sad.. :( its not fair that you didnt say hi to me oh well. have fun with the guys, and tell them kitty ays hi and i have bigger b00bs then you.. I love you guys.. lol any one who don't like your band can eat my shorts.. <3

I'M AT SKOOL..LOVE YALL..G2G

HE CALLED ROACH JIVE TURKEY!!! AHAHAHA!! THAT IS LIKE TO UBER KOOL DEREK!!

I LUVA SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!

FREAKIN SIS MAN!!!*!*!#%*(#$_%

my fav from the used new album is 'i'm a fake'..haha, thought i'd share:D

hey derek wuts up? so ur leaving us..how sad :(
haha i hope u have fun :D, man 4 more weeks and then i get to go see Damage Plan and Shadows Fall
damage plan is such a kick ass band, i saw them live back in April at the Big F Show when i saw yall..and yall kicked ass too..lol..well i g2g i have class :( ..im hoping it will get canceled lol..oh..and i luv that joke it was stho awsthome..lol PeAcE

Man only 6 more days til my SENIOR homecoming! Its goning to be awesome the theme is Mardi Gras!!!!

authority zero rocks.... *starts singing "one more minute"*

haha funnee one. i feel yucky i think ive got a cold or sumpthin. definatly sick tho. dammit. oh well. have fun lettin your mind relax!!! you guys kick ass! buhbyes!

lorrianne

Hey guys long time!!!!!!! yeah my mom wouldnt let me go to the greenville show and then i got grouned. So yeah well my sister just kicked me off the computer (im still grouned it sux!!) bye bye!! Hope to see you soon!

~*Stacie*~

Hrrmph... Well I actually went to school today... But I left after 2nd hour. The flu sucks! And I'm stuck up here in Missouri, where it's already freezing and rainy out when I could still be lounging in my backyard if I still lived in Southern Cali... *sighs* Damnit, and I had a nice house out there...

LoL 9 years and I'm still mourning over moving to Missouri. That's pathetic ^_^.

So how's Sunny So Cal?

POOKY LUFFS ALL

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA
CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

HEY,....HAPPY THANKSGIVING,...WAIT,..IS IT FOR USA TOO? BUT WHO CARES,YES,...HAPPY THANKSGIVIG.

SO I WENT TO THE 'TAKING BACK SUNDAY' CONCERT ON SATURDAY AND LET ME TELL YA, IT WAS A MEMORABLE ONE FO' SHO'!!!! I ALSO GOT TO SEE MATCHBOX ROMANCE AND FALL OUT BOY. GOD IT WAS GREAT. I BOUGHT A TBS TEE AND I LOVE IT!!! WHEN WE WHERE LEAVING,...SUDDENLY I SEE 'ED' THE GUITARIST COME OUT OF 'BURGER KING' I WAS LIKE 'HEY,...ED RIGHT?' AND HE WAS LIKE 'YEA',....THEN I WAS BLOCKED OUT FOR A MINUTE AND DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING,...I LOOKED AT HIS FOOD AND HE WAS ALL HAPPY,...HE WAS LIKE 'I'M GONNA GO EAT', U SHOULD OF SEEN HIM. IT WAS SO CUTE, INNOCENT AND FUNNY,...LIKE GIVING A LITTLE KID A LOLLIPOP. I JUST LAUGHED AND HE LEFT. AFTER I RECAPED WHAT HAPPENED I WAS LIKE,...'BYE ED' AND HE WAVED. MY FRIEND GAVE OUT LIKE $5 TO A HOMELESS AND SHE INTIMITATED ME SO,...I WAS LIKE 'OH YEA' SO THERE WAS THIS GUY ON A BENCH AND I WAS LIKE 'HERE' HE JUST LOOKED UP TO ME AND WAS LIKE 'WAIT THATS TOO MUCH' YEA,...BUT I JUST GAVE HIM $5 TOO. THEN I TOLD HIM TO JUST KEEP IT,...HE WAS LIKE 'THANKS, I'LL USE IT TOWARDS MY EDUCATION,...IM STUDYING FOR THERAPY' DAMN,....THEN IT HIT ME. I JUST GAVE A GUY MONEY WHO WASN'T EVEN HOMELESS!!! GOD DID I FEEL STUPID. BUT HE WAS HOTT SO IT'S ALL GOOD. ADAM FROM TBS WAS ENTERTAINING US WITH HIS JOKES DURING THE SHOW,...HE WAS LIKE 'ALRIGHT GUYS,..I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT TWONNIES ARE THE SHIT' TWONNIE=$2. KINDA STUPID BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY. ANYWAY,....HAVE FUN ON YOUR VACA AND CHILL WEEL. CHEERS BIG EARS!!!

THE #1 CANADIAN FAN: EMILIA CISNEROS

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haha, what up Derek? yeah i know how it feels to want to clear your head. sometimes things are just so stressful. oh, haha, and you forgot HEART with earth, wind, fire, and water!!! oh yes, i'm a captain planet beast here...hehe

so hows the new record coming? i hope its coming along well. argh...still need to come to williamsburg guys, hah. anyways, heres a joke for you derek. what does a cow do on friday nights? can you guess? can you? can you?

OH, he goes to the MOOOOOOVIES!

wow im so lame...

anyways, have fun on your trip bro, and we'll be waiting to hear from you when you get back

until then, peace, may the force be with you, and sayanora!

-VJ (#1 FAN IN WILLIAMSBURG, KIDS!)

ahaha..CAPTAIN PLANET! that show was kick arse, fo sho. ;)

pogennnnnnnnnnnn's leaving! well i hope ya have fun wherever youre goin mister! :D

Sad sad day today> A girl at my school commited

suicide. I didn't know her..I wish I did I would

have ;et her borrow youre Cd..it wouldve helped

her...It helped me...Thanks guys..Although I

wasn't on the verge of breaking down...Whenever I

get pissed off at my mom..you guy's Cd helped me

calm the hell down..you will always have my

respect!!

-STACEY

Hey what up what up derek!!!!! i havent written in a while only cuz my life has been dedicated to school and laerning how to play guitar....that shit is hard....but its oh so awesome....i already mastered the drums...to be like you of corse.....so now im moving on to the guitar....haha soon all i have to do is learn how to sing correctly and ill have a band of my own.....but yeah how have you guys been....im still dieing to see you guys....i wish you were you on the road....cuz i have a few friends in the stadiums who could hook it up for me....maybe possibly meet you guys!!!!! wow would i have nothing to say cuz id be too nervous....but like my friend steve from punchline says....we're all just normal people......so im sure ill keep my cool...(haha no i wont).....but yeah just wanted to say thanks for the inspiration to play drums!!!!

peace out homie!

<3 Macrae
check me out at http://profiles.myspace.com/users/5061639

where ever he's goin, i bet it has nuthin to do w/ a plane :D...man, i was makin me a ebay name thing, i had it all, and i lied on my age..haha..and then they ask for my credit card number..i was mad..i would get my moms from her, but i'm at school..i was like, hey i'll jus make up one..then, no no no..thats bad!..i shoulda put 8374dontgot1

haha..*FAREWELL, OFF TO RECRUITE NEW SOULS*..

sa.................is
.....chelsi.....

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my friend cj was makin fun of me cuz i wrote smile empty soul on this project for art..it was like, make a ballon (haha, gay) that says something personal that really means sumthin to ya..i was like..heh, LIGHTBULB..

reanna and jacobi totally punk'd me..to be continued...

haha, u crack me up, derek...but yeah, nothin really goin on, i mena, some stuff is, but theres too much to explain on here, lol, plus is supposed to b ses, haha...anywho...i know, i know, i'ma dork, haha..
and haha, ur jokes make me laugh, lol, and its kool u get to c authority zero, tell us how it goes...hope u have fun on ur break..i think everyone needs one of those, every once n a while, lol, i know i do, just dont have time, too much work, lol
but yeah, luv ya bunches, and luv ry too, and of course, cant leave out sean, lol, catch cha later huns, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

ahh...4got to coment on the captain planet crack, haha! i feel so old, cause i used to luv that show...lol, but i'm only 16, haha, yeah t taught u to "save the planet. its the only one we've got" haha...but yeah, o and i begged my mom 4 a tongue ring last night, and we got into an arguement about that...she siad "they r unkept, cause infection, r trashy, adn nasty" i was "no they arent, and trey's (my brother) friend, david duong has one...she was like "i dont care WHAT david has, u're not gettin one! not now! not ever!" i was like "omg, u wont even hear me out", but whatever, i told her i can do what i want when i turn 18, and she cant stop me, "and she was like u bet hell i can.." and i was like "i'ma b n college...u cant rule my life 4EVER!" but whatever...i'ma get it done, whether she likes it or not...but yeah, thats part of whats goin on, lol...but i'm really gonna go now, lol, p3ac3 hun!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. and my mom is FINALLY gettin me the new the used cd, bout time! lol

DEREK!!!!

you made me cry. this is hannah and cherry again.

authority zero is an awsome band. it's a good idea to go and relax too.

yay! finally we got our band moving. we got a bassist, i'm the guitar, cherry's the vocals and maybe guitar, and we have a drummer. although our drummer is wondering if she should do this....but she has no choice. we might get another guitarist just to have more sound.

So me and Cherry went to the NINTENDO FUSION TOUR. It was a bummer. No offense(if any) bu story of the year are dicks. they practice too much and it's just not a real show when it's rehersed. I went mainly to see My Chemical Romance and Letterkills, and MCR wasn't there!!! some problems came up with the label so they had to be in NY. but Letterkills was awsome. afterwards me and cherry wen to the lobby area and the singer from Letterkills(Matt) was all alone, so we made nice nice with him. he is such a cool guy. and he joined our club; the My Little Ponies Club! I found a bunch of MLP in storage, so i figured that i'd start a club.

yeah, 2 different web sites for mine and cherry's band GUTS AND GLORY, go to either purevolume.com/gutsandglory
or
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Guts_and_Glory

good stuff good stuff.

please e-mail me. don't make me kill you.....with a spoon(another long story). master_beast9000@hotmail.com .
ummmmmm yeah. well i guess i should let you read the next 196 posts. See ya around lemon head!

Hannah

e-mail me! master_beast9000@hotmail.com

"NO COMMENT" ha! jk..umm, u kno me always got sumthin 2 say lol on my desktop i jus put a pic of sean :) i'm lyke in <3 w/ him..ryan 2!! o ya that reminds me last nite i was at walmart,i saw this fro wig in the halloween section, so i put it on & i ask my friend,mackenzie, who i was..shes lyke i dont fuken kno!...i go "im RYAN MARTIN from SES" I told her how hes so hot & funni, & he play's the bass lyke no other!!!! i <3 ya ry! ;)...hey BIG D!so ur gonna chillax w/ Authority Zero,thats f'en awsum, i <3 AZ 2! have fun.

\m/UR SES SISSY\m/
~AriAne~

P.S.hey *ROACH*! guess who is gonna b in VA on the 24th? me! i get 2go 2 fredricksburg 4 hooters 4 the nascar event. u should cum by & say hi,tho i dont kno if its close 2 ur town.anyho, hope u enjoyed the pix!*laughin* ~AJ~ Ur welcum hun;)thats wat a tru 'SES SIS' would say lol.

yo yo yippity yo! hmm i got home from school and i got gay homework so that perty gay but ill just put it off for a while o man i cant wait my dad and step mom are goin away for a few days and they just told my grandma to kno whats goin on and where were goin and bring us dinner and stuff so basically i have the house to myself the whole weekend! and uh...my grandma has no idea whats goin on so yay 4 me! so ill just have to make some plans yippy! anyways have an awesome time on ur break u deserve it cant wait for the album im sure itll rock! bye bye
stacey sheffer! SHOUT OUT!

hey hey sup? loved the joke funny funny... i love AUTHORITY ZERO they are really a great band everyone should check them out! well thats it for now! peace~

heehee joke was HIL AR EE US!! heehee oh wow leavin town funfun....hows all the guyz? im doin better....awwwwwwww heehee well yesh i have nothing to say my friend will not stop talking to me about her stalker so i must go and get this settled then....UNTIL NEXT TIME! heehee

SMILE EMPTY SOUL...

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! I SAW U ON TOUR! WHEN U CAME TO CITYFEST IN CHARLOTTE, NC IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME! I MET U GUYS AND IT WAS SERIOUDLY THE BEST THING THATS EVER HAPPENED TO ME. I KNOW EVERY WORD TO EVERY SONG ON YOUR ALBUM AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO HEAR YOUR NEW ONE! IM SURE IT WILL B JUST AS KICK ASS AS THE FIRST ONE. IF U GUYS ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR BAND. SEAN, WHEN I SHOOK UR HAND I DIDNT WANT TO WASH IT!!! AND U GUYS SIGNED MY CHUCKS I WILL NEVER LET THEM GO. THEY R MY PRIZED POSSESIONS I WILL NEVER FORGET THEM. I LOVE U GUYS SOOO MUCH!! ME AND MY FRIENDS ARE STARTING A BAND TOWARDS THE END OF THE YEAR AND WE ARE HOPING TO B SOMEWHAT SUCCESSFUL. U GUYS ARE SO TALENTED I LOVE YOU. MY PAST 2 SCREEN NAMES HAVE BEEN NAMED AFTER U! ONE OF THEM WAS FsAeNs89....SEE IT? SMILE EMPTY SOUL FAN! NOW ITS SMLIEBREAKING. I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH! PLEASE EMAIL ME....CUTTIE109@AOL.COM- I HATE THE EMAIL ADDRESS BUT IVE HAD IT SINCE I WAS LIKE 10 SO YEAH. I HAVNT CHANGED IT. BUT PLEASE EMAIL ME...IF U ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH IT WOULD MEAN TO ME. I WANTED TO WRITE U SOME FAN MAIL BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE TO WRITE IT TO. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE EMAIL ME...AND REMEMBER TO COME BACK TO CHARLOTTE, NC SOON! I WILL BE THERE. CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC

LOVE,
YOUR NUMBER ONE FUCKIN FAN.
KALEIGH

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****HEY GUYS*****

HOW THE HECK ARE YOU??? Sounds like things are going well and Derek taking a well deserved break...good for you!!! How is the new cd coming??? I am so excited!! Me and my friend Missy can't wait for it to come out!!
I just moved to a new apt like a month ago and I was looking at all my pix i have that hang on the walls and I was looking at all the pix I have of me and you guys...remembering all the AWESOME times I have had at your shows (7 total!!!) Man i miss you guys...hurry back to FL!!!

Well just wanted to say hi and hope you all are doing well!

Oh, I went and saw Pearl Jam on Friday night...freakin' awesome! Eddie brought this chick on stage w/him and the closer i looked it was Susan Serandon (however you spell her last name) I couldn't believe it...pretty cool.
Alright...LATER GUYS!!!
MUCH LOVE, MUCH LOVE, MUCH LOVE!!! JENNI C

PLEASE PLEASE READ THIS

SMILE EMPTY SOUL...

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! I SAW U ON TOUR! WHEN U CAME TO CITYFEST IN CHARLOTTE, NC IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME! I MET U GUYS AND IT WAS SERIOUDLY THE BEST THING THATS EVER HAPPENED TO ME. I KNOW EVERY WORD TO EVERY SONG ON YOUR ALBUM AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO HEAR YOUR NEW ONE! IM SURE IT WILL B JUST AS KICK ASS AS THE FIRST ONE. IF U GUYS ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR BAND. SEAN, WHEN I SHOOK UR HAND I DIDNT WANT TO WASH IT!!! AND U GUYS SIGNED MY CHUCKS I WILL NEVER LET THEM GO. THEY R MY PRIZED POSSESIONS I WILL NEVER FORGET THEM. I LOVE U GUYS SOOO MUCH!! ME AND MY FRIENDS ARE STARTING A BAND TOWARDS THE END OF THE YEAR AND WE ARE HOPING TO B SOMEWHAT SUCCESSFUL. U GUYS ARE SO TALENTED I LOVE YOU. MY PAST 2 SCREEN NAMES HAVE BEEN NAMED AFTER U! ONE OF THEM WAS FsAeNs89....SEE IT? SMILE EMPTY SOUL FAN! NOW ITS SMLIEBREAKING. I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH! PLEASE EMAIL ME....CUTTIE109@AOL.COM- I HATE THE EMAIL ADDRESS BUT IVE HAD IT SINCE I WAS LIKE 10 SO YEAH. I HAVNT CHANGED IT. BUT PLEASE EMAIL ME...IF U ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH IT WOULD MEAN TO ME. I WANTED TO WRITE U SOME FAN MAIL BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE TO WRITE IT TO. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE EMAIL ME...AND REMEMBER TO COME BACK TO CHARLOTTE, NC SOON! I WILL BE THERE. CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC CHARLOTTE, NC

(HOW MANY CHARLOTTE,NC'S DO I HAVE TO MAKE TO GET UR ATTENTION TO READ THIS? I DONT KNOW BUT I HOPE THIS IS ENOUGH)

LOVE,
YOUR NUMBER ONE FUCKIN FAN.
KALEIGH

HEY!!!2DAY IS MY BIRTHDAY 2 WHAT A QWINKY-DINK !!HAHA I LOVE THAT WORD!!!MY WEEKENED SUXED ASS. I DIDN'T GET TO GO TO THE HOUSE OF SHOCK AND I CAN'T GO TO VOODOO FEST BC I HAVE TO GO TO DISNEY WORLD! I LOVE SES!!!IM SO RANDOM LOL I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GOOD DAY WHEN R YALL COMIN TO LOUISANA AGAIN ?!? IT DIDN'T SPELL MY STATE NAME RIGHT. IS NAPOLIEN DYNOMITE STILL PLAYING? I WANT TO SEE THAT MOVIE SO BAD BUT MY CRAPPY ASS MOVIE THEATRE DOESN'T HAVE IT. I JUST GOT THE NEW USED CD LAST WEEKEND. ITS FUCKIN AWESOMEI CANT WAIT TILL YALLS COMES OUT WELL SEE YA ON THE NEXT GO ROUND -NOEL

How are you guys arew doing? Love ya! buh bye! Muah!!!!!!

DEREK YOUR SOO FREAKIN SIZZELING HOTT AND SEXY! COME BACK TO WISCONSIN SOON WITH STERIOGRAM!

HAVE HEAPS OF FUN

KERI

Hiyas! I really want you guys to come to DC. We miss you down here. I need to go to a show... the last show I went to was The Distillers and it was awsome. I met them only cuz my friend's mom was drunk and yea... drama. But it was kool... I'm gonna get my friend's mom drunk again next time... or not. Yeppers. Later. PEAS OUT!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~

i listened 2 new The Used cd! It rox!!!!!! hope the albums goin great!c ya
Laurie

Hey what up? Well no school tomorrow either Im to sick! Only a 2 day week cuz we have a four day weekend coming up cuz of homecoming! Can't wait for the football game. Derek give me a shout when ya get back remember nothing is better than the original!!!!! Derek is awesome!!!!!

hey!!!!
wow its been a while. ya'll have probably forgotten all about me...tear...well i'm back. holy crap am i busy but i would just like to tell you that i have finished choreographing a dance to who i am i can't wait to perform it..ahhh...so when are you guys coming back to my neck of the woods. i would really like some help with the emial thing. can you tell me how to email ya'll cuz i am computer challenged. oooh. have you heard of a band named instruction. i just heard of them. i really liked them. hey did you guys know that your video was on my video on demand thing...i watched that thing religiously every day(ahhh sean....sigh..) anyways well i should go now i just wanted to say that i love you guys and i miss posting and i hope soemone will help a dumb kid with email. you guys kick ass and i love ya'll.
love from your biggest fan EVER
Jacquelynn

hey i luv u guys u inspire me so much to make music i luv and have seen u lik3 times in concert ur awsome keep doing what u do

I'm so glad u remember! And u wrote back to me! It made me happy since I just found out one of my best friends is moving to St. Louis and thats like 5 hours away... so i was all sad so i figured i'd check to see if u wrote to me and u did so im in a better mood now. But I knew if i did that u would remember! And frisby is actually my name, well, my last name. Isnt it great haha

COLLEGE IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MARCHING BAND ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GOING TO A CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they only thing thats wrong is that it's not your guys concert...............i miss you guys being out on the road..............DEREK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the last time i saw you guys was in grand rapids michigan at the orbit room and I Got there so early........and saw you walk by i was so stoked but didn't have the guts to say hi............DID YOU SEE THE SIDE WALK CHALK ART ME AND MY TWO FRIENDS DID FOR YOU GUYS?????????
PLEASE ANSWER PLEASE ANSWER PLEASE ANSWER BECAUE IF YOU DID THAT WOULD BE STOKEFYING THAT YOU SAW IT< IT WAS ALL FOR SES "
rock on
kayleigh

GOD why does everything have to be so fucking hard?

Grrr...

Anyway, I just pissed off this guy that I really like, but I haven't got a clue how! Fucking A!

What the fuck is up today guys? Not a goddamned thing with me. I took the first part of my GED test today. That test is such a motherfucking joke. My 13 year old 7th grade brother could pass that shit. I have to do the other half tomorrow though. And I am really NOT in the mood to do anything because Im upset about JESSE. ARGH

Isnt life just grand?
-M-a-n-n-y-

SHIT FUCK DAMN BITCH ASS CUNT GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKER ASSPLUG FUCKFACE DICK COCK AND ANY OTHER WORDS YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO SAY IN LOTS OF PLACES IN THIS COUNTRY OF 'FREE' SPEECH.

heyy! O man! cant wait till the dinner! so EXCITED!!! Now wen is it? i need to no! lol so i cant have a count down..ah CANT WAIT!

Britt Gangler

SMILE EMPTY SOUL ROCKS!!!!

Striving for success without hardwork is like harvesting where you haven't planted.

HEY DEREK!!!!, I have to write fast cause I'm at school and the bell rang already, but just wanted to say hi and thank you for keeping us updated with your jokes!!, lol, take care and have a very cool trip.
Andrea(MusicInvolved)

OMG!! LINDSAY LOHAN IS A STUPID ASS SLUT! .... sorry to any one on herrr that likes her BUT I HATE HER!! LOL HAS ANYONE SEEN UR SO CALLED "music video"?? LOL I COULD SING BETTER THAN THAT WITH A DAMN SORE THROAT!!!!

ANYWAYS.... I LOVE STAYING HOME FROM SCHOOL! LOL I WAS LIKE "mommy my thraot hurts and i have cramp!" LOL SHE WAS LIKE ...GO BACK UP STAIRS......HEHEHE I LOVE THOSE WORDS!...WELL NOW I AM HOME ALONE WITH NUTHIN AT ALL TO DO!..BUT EAT AND SLEEP! :)....IM OUT :p

I LOVE SMILE EMPTY SOUL!!
..::..SLOANE..::..
:( #1 fan in maryland! ):

GO BACK ON TOUR!!!! PLEASEEE I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU NEED TO COME BACK TO TEXAS!!!

yes, life is grand.
specially with SES in it :D

Dude,
Ok, now i can finally write, sorry about the wicked quick post, anyways, i love you guys but you haven't written back, it hurts my non-existant feelings :-( oh well... ne ways, sean, still love you. Derek, still think you're completly sexy. Ryan, your bass lines are stuck in my head all day. love all you and i agree, no one says that n e more. and isn't Captain Planet over? Oh well, it was a cool show while it lasted. I'm still pissed, why doesn't sean ever say any thing? Oh well, go to go, man it's hard being an insomniac...
biggest fan in CT baby!
Love so much,
*CARI*
-da hood EH-

Got a joke for you...Knock knock
Little boy blue

Micheal Jackson...
Think a second..I know your slow...

Hey Hey!79 aint a bad number is it?I cant wait til I FINALY get to go to an SMILE EMPTY SOUL concert!Its going to rock.Can you guys please come to Tampa.please.Its the closest thing to The REDNECK town I live in..I will be in the front screaming at you guys saying "Its me!Its me" Lmao I just dont know when becuase you guys dont have your tour dates set..or out on the site.Love the SES NATION.
Hey,Write me somtime dude.I want to talllkkk to you...Kick ass kick ass
Love the Ses.

*Throws up some random Gangsta symbol*
*Also Sings Britany Spears my perogative*
IM OUT.

Man..I got lines to memorize for acting....My

favorite Class..you guys become musicians and I

will be an actress...hopefully...look me up...

Any ways it was a better day in school

today...everyone has gotten better the day after

everyone heard about that girl who commited

suicide. My friend got back from out of town and

had no idea about what had happened.. when I told

her..she was astaunished...she was in he acting

class. It's so sad..but..thanks for making my

life better with your music...

I hope to see you soon...we all do

britney spears...eww...anyways..
hey guys! whats goin on? nothin here...haha, everyones tellin me how "jive turkey" was so funny, haha, i know huh! couldnt help but laugh when i saw it...hahahaha!
o, and today was "wacky-tacky" day n skool...its where u mix-match, and have wacky hair...i just had different shoes on, lol, what do they want from me, lol but yeah, i wrote ses on my arm again today, ha, and this on girl kim gets so pissed when i do it, cause she doesnt like people doin that, lol, but yeah, only luv 4 y'all..
welp, guess i'll go now ttyl, p3ac3!

*~*Roach aka Jive Turkey, haha*~*

when ever i get on this thing i never know what to say or wirte sometime i just get on here b/c i feel like i can relate to yall so much i probley sound lik such a loser.any ways you probley will never know that i am a live just a nother fan. well sorry for my dorkey words ill talk to yall later......

farie girl

blah..i never get anywhere near the top on these things.. o well.. yea authority zero is a pretty awesome band.. but nowhere near as good as you guys! heh ~~~¤HeAtHeR¤

hey derek! wow bud, that was a great joke... usually i dont understand ur jokes but this time i did! yay! well thats all i really have to say and oh on that last entry were u serious about ashlee simpson? if u werent then i must be f'ing dumb well bye now!
-KK-

SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME
PAUL OLSON of LISBON, NORTH DAKOTA:

you like to play these games with me
what can i do to make you see
i am affected by these actions
this anger and sadness are delayed reactions

see what you do to me
my heart no longer beats
behind closed eyes
many nights
I've cried myself to sleep

once again, i'll show you the door
no matter what
i will always adore you
this sad trick is near as you fade away
i guess it never mattered what I had to say

see what you do to me
my heart no longer beats
behind closed eyes
many nights
I've cried myself to sleep
see what you do to me

once again I called you a friend
this sink of closure up is again
see what you do to me
my heart no longer beats
behind closed eyes
many nights
I cried myself to sleep
see what you do to me
see what you do to me

WELL THAT WAS "SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME" BY PAUL OLSON OF LISBON, NORTH DAKOTA.
HE'S A TALENTED MUTHER EFFER, AND HOTT AS A BIZNATCH!!
THIS GUY SANG FOR ENDERLIN/LISBON'S LOCAL ROCK BAND "AWKWARD SILENCE" WITH 3 FROM ENDERLIN AND {SOMETIMES} 2 (EITHER PAUL OR ADAM) FROM LISBON WHICH IS ABOUT 20 MILES OUT OF MY HIGH SCHOOL TOWN, ENDERLIN.

IMAGINE THIS GUY, WHEN HE GETS TO WHERE HE WANTS TO BE, HE'LL BLOW YOU AWAY WHEN YOU HERE SOME OF HIS MUSIC....
I'LL HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET YOU TO HEAR IT.
I COULD SEND YOU THE EP.

YEAH, I THINK THAT IS WHAT I'LL DO

ROCK ON!!!!

OH AND SMILE EMPTY SOUL, KEEP FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT!!!

Wow, a lot of people wrote in here.. I read about 20 then I just gave up. It was pretty easy. So I havn't got to see you guys live yet, what is up with that? I suppose I can wait a little longer ;).. good luck with the rest.

Mandy

kayleigh, dont post the same thing over and over again. nobody likes it. its annoying. thank you. have a nice day :)

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
a.k.a. SES-ologist

MAN THERES A LOT OF SHOUT OUTS BUT NONE FOR ME? OK SO WHATS UP DEREK/SMILE EMPTY SOUL...HOWS THE ALBUM COMMING ALONG? CANT WAIT IM SO EXCITED... I GOT THE NEW TONY HAWK UNDER GROUND 2 GAME ITS PRETTY COOL....AND A BRAND NEW DIGITAL CAMERA HOW SWEET IS THAT?...WELL CANT WAIT TILL U COME BACK GONNA BE MISSING U :)

JUSTINE M.

i know man, i feel left out too :( so sad.

Hey Der, guess what? I got the magazine through. http://www.freewebs.com/socketmagazine/ Go there and check it out. That means everybody, not just Derek. Oh I may have something about Fractional in the next one Der, so look out. Anyway, how is everybody? Have fun getting out of town and clearing your head. You need to be relaxed. Oh by the way, Dane Cook rocks! I love him, he's so hyper and funny, god it's hilarious. "Start your day the holy way with Christ Chex" Yes I can quote him, scary no? I think I'm going to buy a digital camera soon, I already have every other type, (I'm into photography) Then I'll be able to take pics of ugly me ;p
Ok well I gotta go. Have to do . . . stuff, I don't remember what but I know I have to. Bye and love you guys. I'll see ya next time your in Memphis.

<3 Kelley
"Our unusual little Kelley . . . dancin around like a wacko." :D

hi....ahh i dono what to say i jsut love you guys SOO much..believe or not your music helps me and im only 12-years-old..yea.
theres jsut something about you guys..your lyrics kick major ass! i wanted to see you guys in concert but it was like 18 and up :(..so you guys come back to a show..and NOT at the exit-in in nashville,TN
SEAN I LOVE YOU TO DEATH..YOUR SO REAL..UNLIKE ALMOST ALL THE PPLE IN MY LIFE
KEEP WRITIN YOUR AWESOME KICK ASS LYRICS!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU DEREK..YOUR SO HOT..ROCK ON!!
RYAN YOUR KIKASS I LOVE YOU!..<3

hi....ahh i dono what to say i jsut love you guys SOO much..believe or not your music helps me and im only 12-years-old..yea.
theres jsut something about you guys..your lyrics kick major ass! i wanted to see you guys in concert but it was like 18 and up :(..so you guys come back to a show..and NOT at the exit-in in nashville,TN
SEAN I LOVE YOU TO DEATH..YOUR SO REAL..UNLIKE ALMOST ALL THE PPLE IN MY LIFE
KEEP WRITIN YOUR AWESOME KICK ASS LYRICS!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU DEREK..YOUR SO HOT..ROCK ON!!
RYAN YOUR KIKASS I LOVE YOU!..<3

Ok 4 more days until my senior homecoming!! Its gonna be a drag my date is lame! To bad it cant be Derek girl can wish tho right!!! Ok time for a fun tidbit did you know the King of Hearts is the only one without a mustache!

just checkin n....hmm...lets c...i had to go to a parent-teacher meetin thing 4 the whole skool....BORIN! but yeah, i asked mom if i could just stay n the car and listen ur cd, but she said "no, that sends the wrong message" well sue me...but yeah...i'm bored...i think i have add, cause i'm always bored, lose interest n stuff easily, and cant really focus on stuff, lol, i probably do, lol but yeah, i'ma go, but luv u guys, keep it real, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. Ariane, u crazy mofo, lol, and Michele--AMEN! its annoyin, huh? i'm out, p3ac3! and people, dont fight...cant we all just get along, haha!

haha, maybe i should clarify ADD, not add, lol

Hey guys whats up, im so tired of college. Okay yeah its good for your future and all that bullshit... i understand that but damn my job pays 6.00 and hour and i work everyday to pay my tution so i have no time to study except after work then my ass is up all night! Then i have no time to spend with my daughter, plus i get up and run every fuckin morning! Man when people tell you its hard havin a kid (which mine is 3) then listen to them and watch out with your sexual activites. Bc my first time and i was blessed with a baby, by the way my dumb ass was 14! Yeah yeah say hoe, slut whatever, but i learned and therefore if been w my daughters dad ever since. Im not sayin its the perfect relationship but its keeps my duaghter happy therfore im good. Anyway jsut thought id bitch a tad maybe help out those girls who dont give a fuck who they sleep with. Oh and one good thing that happened is i got a modeling contract with my uncles agent but i had to turn it down bc they wanted me next week out of town for 3 wks and their is no way im taking my duaghter out of her school when i have to pay 400 a month. Lifes crazy, but you live and learn jsut like you said derek.... and hey its so worth it when your duaghter says your the best mommy in the world, get this she wants to be a rock star ha ha, i got out my old sing along recoder thing form when i was little she already has her own band with the little boy next door who plays on his plastic gaiutar (The Frogs) thats thier band name! Well have fun relaxin guys of ses and maybe this weekend will bemy lucky weekend and the "baby daddy" ha ha can stay home and i can go out and "relax" with some friends.... lets hope. well later guyz and keep jammin, maybe you can get to be as good as "The Frogs" shit ill give you a ticket its only a penny a show, shes gonna support me one day! oh and by the way i do miss your corny jokes they actually make me laugh bc they are so bad... but hey you got me smilein.
Jessie (sorry so long guyz)

Hey Derek!!!!!! I haven't been on here in soooooo long!!! Did you miss me?!?!?! huh huh huh?!?!??! Did ya!?!?! lol i'm kidding. How is everyone?! I missed you all SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!!! *hugs everyone!!!* Man, I'm glad Derek takes time and says hi to everyone... you all are VERY lucky! I have to go to school now.. I guess I'll be back later to see if anyone said anything to me :(

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!
-Sarah14-

HEY I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! your one of my favorite bands PLEASE come to OKLAHOMA!!!! yea a hick town but PLEASE come here!!!!

Love ,
Breann W.

haha, sis is from oklahoma too...hahaha

Word 2 the chick who wants em to come to oklahoma..:D

roach knos me..haha

CAN I PURTY PLZ HAVE A BDAY SHOUTOUT SINCE MINE WAS ON OCT. 3RD...i jus got done w/ my ses ballon..haha..rock on\m/

.......SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS.......

Im at skool.....nothin to do... anyways OO the church got our drums for our band!!! Reanna is gettin pretty good at tha drums...And im still workin on my guitar...and I guess i will have to teach chelsi how to play too cause she hasnt got lessons yet...omg our band is gonna b awesome!!\m/and I hope we get big like ya'll!!

SES ROCK\m/

ha, i do know her...thats creepy..haha, jk...hope when y'all get ur band goin, chels, and jacobi, come to va, lol
now 4 ses...i luv u guys...wait? did i already say that? haha, I DID! think i've said it enough?......nahh..lol welp, much luv, and of course, n my spare time i recruit more "souls" haha, course i've already recruited too many to mention..haha, but i'm go now, luv y'all, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

HEY!!!! I feel like i havent been here in forever! whats goin on? Nothin here, goin to take my driving test in like a week and 4 days. GO ME!!! I hope i pass. Homecoming is on Saturday. Im going stag, and while im there im gonna hit on this guy, who graduated last year, becuase, 1) hes HOTT!!! 2) hes (as far as i know) single, and 3) he used to sing my girl to me all year last year in choir class, cuz somehow all the guys started to call me sunshine. And did i mention that that name carried over to this year,and i get that all the time. I have like 4 nick-names. Theres, susie, its new. Connie, sunshine, and my real name. Its great!! and whats better is, is i can remember how i got each one, and who gave it to me. Anywho, yall dont care about my names. Im just like really hyper,and excited!! I guess ill let ya go. I cant wait for the next album, itll rock!! till later!! ~Heather~

aha...yesterday in precal i was lookin at this girl's folder and i saw a picture of her with yall. lucky gal. derek, you had your shirt off. nice man boobs. nah really i like it. and what's with the shocker?

Heather,

You might want to consider why that guy graduated a year ago and is still hanging out at his former HIGH SCHOOL'S homecoming . . . Unless he's going with a date, that's just lame.

yech.

S

My friend Marshall and I read the "joke of the day" at lunch a lot, so I'll see if I can remember 'em when I get home from school to tell you guys. Heh, they always remind me of Der and his jokes 'cause they're so stupid.

Today's joke:
Why couldn't the animals play poker on the Ark?

Answer:
'Cause Noah was sitting on the deck!

Oh, and here's one of my favorites from a couple weeks ago:
A hen layed a 2 pound egg. Can you beat that?

Answer:
Yeah, with an EGG BEATER!

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Man, I'm priceless...

Wow soooo many people!! dont u just feel LOVED! well u should.. cus u guys are musical GENIUSES! no joke. To me u guys are up there with kurt cobain! and i love nirvana. So thats gotta be saying something lol :)

AHHH.Got another joke..Ok If a rooster sits ontop of a pointed roof what way would its egg roll down?

pshh.rosters dont lay eggs..I dident know that...yeah.And about the Britany spears shit..i was kidding..

*Throws up some random Gangsta symbol*

ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi again!!
i'm telling as many pple about SES too..so far everyone you guys..so woohoo!!when are you guys comin out with oyur new album??..anyway come to TN!

oh and BYE..you guys rock..LOVE YA ALL!!!

hey i have to write the lyrics to this song fo my english class nad im usein WITH THIS KNIFE...its my favorite with no curse words..stupid pple..wat teh fuck is wrong with curse words? lol...anywya jsut htought id say that haha..ok cya byebye! LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEREK AND SEAN AND RYAN!!!

hey i have to write the lyrics to this song fo my english class nad im usein WITH THIS KNIFE...its my favorite with no curse words..stupid pple..wat teh hell is wrong with curse words? lol...anywya jsut htought id say that haha..ok cya byebye! LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEREK AND SEAN AND RYAN!!!

Dear SES, Guys...
How are you? I'm ok.. Derek.. Have some fun...
I hope you guys are doin great.. My best wishes for you/..
and Derek... Please, please PLEASE.. Tell your mom Kendra Said Hi.. .Please??? I really miss talking to her.. She's almost like a 2nd mother to me and a mentor..Since I've lost my mother. and my fateher. My whole family. and Your Mom means a lot to me.. She's a great person!
Love..
Kendra
Thanx Derek!

whoever that person is with the name '#1 fan in TN' is soooooo WRONG! cause i kno fo sho that I AM THE #1 FAN IN TENNESSEE!! thats right bitch! haha jk but im sure theres a buncha other people in TN that are obsessed with SES...i mean c'mon....who wouldnt be?!? ;) anywho...after swim practice today i was kinda in a bad mood like i always am after swim practice cause i like dread it now...but anyways....i was in a bad mood and we were all in the locker room (just the girls of course...didnt want yall to think that everyone meant the boys too lol) but while we were in there i looked at my friends shoes and it had Dereke's sig on there! i was like DEERREECKKK!!! :D and my friend was like why are u acting like youve never seen it before...you were with me when i got it signed...i was like haha yea i kno but still....its DEREK! haha i was all happy after that lol yupyup...Derek, you rock!! hehe i <3 ya man!!!! :) ok...so theres my story for ya! im sure everyone enjoyed it!! lol well time for homework....BLAAAAHHHHHH! luv ya derek, ry, and sean!! MwAH~

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::

no dude..im the # 1 fan in TN....:) lol..well im a relaly long time fan anyway...k well later everyone! love ya dudes

goshhhh...didnt i just tell u (lily) that u ARE NOT THE #1 FAN IN TENNESSEE...cause that would be ME! haha juust messin with ya! hehe hmmmmm....we can both be #1 fans in TN...i guess...u kno wat...i'll just be the #1 fan in MEMPHIS! actually no...i'll be the #1 fan in CORDOVA haha...cause Kelley claims to be the #1 fan in Memphis...so yea...now i am the #1 fan in Cordova! RIGHT ON!! :D ok time for me to leave...luv ya bunches!!!!!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::
#1 fan in Cordova :)

HEY DEREK..dunno if youll make it this far but thanx so much for the shout out! its been a long time..n i decided not to call n e more..but yea ive still got the truck..thanx for being such a gentleman..hope your enjoying your time off , if u ever wanna say hi again that'd make my day..i tried to think of a short and to the point joke to make u crack a smile..but my brain is fried from school midterms..can't wait for the new album..hope all is well..n take care! kjchawaii2002@yahoo.com
p.s. i was wonderin about the band FAILURE..n what cd's they have out? n any other bands you highly recommend..

Derek,
Hey! Man im sorry I haven't posted in a LONG time im so sorry I STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I have been really buisy lately I have been takin' drivers ed, and goin' to chorus rehersals because im in chorus to help me learn how to sing better and thats the closest I can get to singin' cause' I aint never gonna be famous. NEWayz, whats up? If only you knew how bad I feel cause' I haven't posted in a long time, I feel so bad!!! Please give me a shout-out. I Love You, tell Sean and Ryan I Love Them Too!!! Please? I g2g I Love You Guys!!! Bye-Bye.
~Jessica Long~

blahahaha. some ppl are just too funny.

aye what the fuck is up? im sitting here listening to closer by NIN...trent reznor has officially become one of my gods haha. some others are sean :D layne staley kurt cobain chester bennington gerard way chris cornell...just a few haha

anywho ummm yeah i finished my GED tests...brutal 3rd grade shit man really haha

well now im going to go listen to pretty hate machine...someone told me NIN is coming out with a new cd next month...anyone know if thats true?

well im out ROCK HARD \m/
-M-a-n-n-y-

oh yeah cant forget eddie vedder and axl rose!

Im at school and Bessie doesn't have your guys website blocked. Hrmm.... At least that is some wonderful news for the day. Cant wait for the new CD

Holy Crap, one day after my birthday...well now it's like 4 days, but this original update was 1 day...that's corazy...anyway, I can't wait to see you guys in Milwaukee. I got the new Greenday album, and the new Used album..both are good..I prefer Greenday over the used though..what do you think about the new Greenday album?

P.S. My band and I are recording on this shitty tape recorder for a concert we hope to play...so wish us luck!

Derek, I live for ur jokes man! so let it be on ur head that everytime u dont post one u kill a little peice of me... lol... jk jk ;-) u know I luv ya man... anyway, just wanted to say hi to you all... So HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D Hope all is goin well with the cd... cant wait for some new kick ass SES rock man! Right on! Well, GTG... much luv boyz... miss ya! xoxo

man, i just got home from skool (3 58) adn i found out my aol sn was on all day! haha, so i had like 10 IMs when i got back, but everyone was already gone...and i was like, damn, how come they werent n skool? haha, but some WERE n skool, but were just IMin, and thought i was IMin too...haha, but yeah, just checkin n...luv u guys, and of course i'm workin on even MORE people to get to listen to y'all...i've gotten some guys who luv rap to even listen some more, haha (i already got them listenin to it a little...lol), but yeah....still recruit, haha! yeah, welp, i'ma go now, ttyl, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s o yeah, i almost got n a fight today, haha, this girl, whose my friend, and was jokin around and called me "dumbass" and slapped my face, well i had a headache from 7th period, and she kinda hit me hard, adn drew back on her, but stopped myself, and she said she was only kiddin, and i was like, yeah, i nkow, but i have a headache, and that kinda hurt...she said she was sorry, but damn people, u know not to mess w. me when i say i have a headache, lol, welp, i'm out...

hey derek.....long time no talk...i am so sorry its that i have been going crazy lately...i have had a lot of legal problems with this guy that wont leave me and my family alone and i have had school trying to keep up cus i have been so depressed.....and i hardly made it threw first quater without b's and a's..anyways how r u guys??? me i am fine at the moment i guess...tomorrow i have competition for this thing i am in its called pathfinders...its the adventure team its cool...anyways i havent seen a video of you guys for a long time now....whats going on???? is the tour over or what??? and when are you guys coming o HAWAII??????? anyways hope you guys are doing great and keep it up...hope to hear from you guys..love ya

always

MARIA

OK 2 days til Senior Homecoming!! OK this guy today said the only band at X-FEST that was good was Breaking Benjamin I was like and SES he said no they suck, they used to be good until they started playing pussy shit. I got so pissed!!! I almost got into it with him but i was like whatever not worth it he's just doing it to piss me off! Then he took it to far by saying you like the drummer right i gave him a look, no answer, and he started laughing, i was like dude say nething about Derek and i will fight you. He ended up leaving me alone. But thats how my day went!.....Fun tidbit did you know that The King of Diamonds is the only one who has an axe!

i knew like 5 guys who said the same thing, but i converted them....just keep at it

*~*Roach*~*

Hey all these people have met you and seen you.. but nooo not me, whats that about? lol. looking forward to ur journal when you return from ur time off. love you derek<3 +Sean+Ryan!

xox*Kaitlin Rebecca

seriousley..everyone has met you guys...not fair
lol ok now im whining..w/e
but SOMEDAY i WILL meet you guys!
well i have to go finish my shit load of homework :(..well ttyl..i <3 you guys and dont forget it..byebye!

Hey Nat~ That's right, I'm #1 fan in Memphis and besides, that title was given to me. ;p j/k, I don't care who claims to be #1 fan (Oh and technically I live in Arlington, not Memphis, so yeah)

Anyway, how are you guys? Derek, I hope your getting all rested and relaxed. I hope Ry and Sean are too. Well . . . My fall break is Monday and Tuesday, yay. Two whole days, but I guess I can't say anything, I get like a month for Christmas. Oh well, it's all cool. Derek, you need to post like 5 jokes when you get back, I think we all need some good laughs. :D Oh, it's so so cold here right now. Normally it doesn't get really cold . . . but damn. Hmm, ok I'm rambling, I think I'll be going now. Love you guys <333 xox

~"Our unusual little Kelley . . . Dancin around like a wacko" . . . . God I love that!

Hey Ya'll*! Whats up? Hey does neone know when the band will perform anytime soon! And when will a second cd come out? Anywayz if ya'll wanna chat about Smile Empty soul im me because i wanna learn more bout em!

hiya Derek! :) im soooo BORED!! but somehow i have all this stuff i need to get done! im sucha procrastinator *sigh*...ANYWAYS...i was at school today and my friend saw my binder and it had pics of you guys all over it and shes like OMG...lemme see! so i let her see it and i was like yes...im obsessed! and she was like did u get to meet them?!? and i was like sure thing! and she starts talkin about how she didnt get to cause she got cut off since the line was too long...heh i felt proud that i actaully got to see u guys...in person!! :D i kno i kno....im a loser! but im a loser that got to meet SES! wOoT! :P haha and o yea...SmilEmtpySoul204~they said their tryin to get their next record done by thanksgiving...yay!! so hopefully they will cause thanksgiving's comin up real soon!!! and they most likely wont perform until the album comes out so lets just hope the album comes out SOON! hmmmmm...well gotta quiz in spanish tomorrow....maybe i should study for it...ughhhhh....damn teacher! lol jk...my espanol teacher is very cool! he has dreads like ryan! haha yea ok that just popped into my mind...ok i really really really need to study now! <3 ya man!! yes...im talkin to u Derek!! :P

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::
#1 fan in Cordova<---im gonna start putting that for now on...i feel special! hehe... dude...am i not a loser or wat?!? lol

im back! haha instead of studyin i just watched this video of u guys that ive never seen before! it was of u guys performing live...good stuff! :) but Derek, i couldnt see u at all :( you were hiding behind Ryan and they only zoomed up on Ryan and Sean...i was like dude...wheres Derek?!? but then i saw ur arm in the back and i was like heh...there he is!! haha OK...IM REALLY GOIN TO STUDY NOW! byebye!! <3 ya!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::
#1 fan in Cordova

i need tutoring for spanish 2. my grade in that class is a ...........D! thats so not like me, my grades are mostly As and a B once in a while. so that shows how much my teacher sucks! goodness, i need help with spanish. i really do.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
A.K.A. SES-ologist

So a question about this whole street team thing. When it comes to this computer stuff I'm not very smart and need a little help. So if any of you who are on the street team for lava records I really could use some help on how to figure out what I'm supposed to do. I don't know where to start online or anything and I never got anything in the mail for the street (not online) team. It makes me really mad because people who I talk to don't know who ses is and I let them listen to the cd but I don't have pictures or stickers or anything of any sort to explain what they're all about excpet for the one cd. anyways I really need help. send advice to JaimeM20@aol.com. Don't think i forgot you guys .. Hey to everyone of SES you guys rock and I'm trying to spread you like mad hell in this small town. Unitl next time ...

hey you guyzzz!
well i havent written on here for some time now but im sure with ur crazy lives yall didnt notice but anywho...when are u all goin to be in florida..tampa perhaps..maybe you guys will stop this way some time....well ta ta for now!!!
lOve....*kAtIe KaT*

hey, you know. the lava street teams suck. they never have anything for us to do. m80 was so much better.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
A.K.A. SES-ologist

Manny has jokes! yays! derek you better laugh because these are gold!

Condom to tampon: 'When you work I lose seven days of business'
Tampon to condom: 'If you fail to work once my business stops for nine months.'

A elephant to camel: "Why do you have your tits on your back?"
The camel responded: "What a silly question from someone who has a dick on his face!"

(this ones mean)A black guy and a white girl met at a nite club. She took him to her apartment and said: "tie me to the bed and do what black men do best!"
so he ran off with the TV and VCR...

Wife: "I wish I were a newspaper, so you can hold me every morning!"
Husband: "I wish you're a newspaper TOO, my dear so I can have a NEW ONE every morning!

A Chinese couple got married. When baby was born, her eyes were big and blue, hair was curly and blonde, skin was brown.
Finally, name of the baby was SAM TING LONG ("some thing wrong") (BAAD JOKE...thats a derek joke right there)

A lady visited her doctor one morning.
Doc said: "You look so weak and exhausted! Are you eating your meals 3 times a day as I advised?
Lady : "Doc, I thought you said 3 males a day!" (UGH GROSS)

Phone rings and maid picks up the phone as her master is bathing.....
When the caller asked what's he doing, the maid Replied: "MASTURBATING."(master bathing)

ahhh bask in the corniness of it all...

SMILE EMPTY SOUL RAWKS
-M-a-n-n-y-

haha, funny jokes..

ok, just got back from skool...ha! we had a pep rally! normally, i would b like whoop-te-do, but ha, i was sittin w. friends, and omg! we had so much fun! and this dude jeremy, saw i wrote "smile empty soul" on my arm, and he was like "whats it say?" so i showed him, and i said "smile empty soul" he was like "o man, those guys so rock!" and i was like "hell yeah!" and lauren was like "man, she's so obsessed" and i was liek "'yeah...well...cant help that" and she was liek "u know who i really like?" and i was like "jeremy?" and she was like "naw, derek" and i was like "derek?" and she was like "yeah, derek, he's my totally hot drummer bf" and i was like "O NO! i luv derek!" haha it was funny...but jeremy kept takin this popped balloon part, and poppin me n the inner thigh, and butt when i bent over and shit, lol...can u say "sexual harassment?" haha, jk...i dont care..
but yeah, basically the whole point of that story was that u were brought up n the convos, haha, sorry, i'ma dork, lol, but i'll check n later,p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. Lauren totally likes jeremy, and was so jealous when he was messin w. the balloon, i felt so guilty, but i dunno...lol, i'm out..

man..i knew me bein happy was too good to b true...my friend lauren's mad at me....geez..
i'm go take a nap, and play ur cd....

*~*Roach*~*

s'up everyone? Derek, you are just too nice to be real. Your always nice to people on your posts, you always reply to peoples posts, and in most pictures i've seen of you your smileing. Well..just thought i'd say thanx for posting

SEAN NEVER POST'S GOD UM.. I WONDER WHY ITS CAUSE HE'S GOT HIS FUCKIN HEAD STUCK SO FAR UP HIS ASS HE DOESNT HAVE TIME FOR HIS FANS!! I MET SEAN ONE NIGHT AND HE WAS SO FUCKIN RUDE AND ONE OF THOSE TYPICAL "ROCK STAR" ATTITUDES! SEAN I THINK YOU NEED A FUCKIN ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT CAUSE IF IT WERENT FOR YOUR FANS YOU WOULDNT BE WHO YOU ARE! I DONT MEAN TO BE MEAN BUT ITS THE TRUTH U SEEM REALLY COCKY ...

Are you guys really comin out wiht your 2nd album near Thanksgiving?!!..ahh if so,i CANT wait..well ofcourse none of us here can.
Well anway..yeha i guess i'll jsut be the #1 fan in nashville,TN then lol..thats a fact!
..anwaayy,be sure to come to NASHVILLE,TN when u come out with the next album..love all u SES dudes!!!!!!byebye now :)

*!#1 can in NASHVILLE,TN!*

hey now...lets not get all negative here...we're supposed to be one big happy family! :) haha and be happy cause its FRIDAY! yipee :D yaya i kno i am! my mommy's bakin cookies for this thing tomorrow and it smells soooo GOOD! mmmmm...it smells yummy and i want some but she wont give me any :( but i ate some of the cookie dough and lets just say....i LOVE cookie dough! :P so anyways wats up pogen?!? o yea...at school today i was takin a quiz in algebra 2 and one of the questions was about these 3 guys and they each played a diff sport and we had to figure out who played which sport and one of the guys name was Derek! hehe i was like yay! its Derek! lol hmmmm...well im listening to the GC song predictable and the beginning part sounds kinda nifty haha i like it! its different from all their other songs...yea...i remember when i used to be so obsessed with them when they first came out but not anymore...nope...and gues who im obsessed with now...this is a no brainer...you guys! durrr! lol well alright...im gonna go see if my mommy will give me a cookie now! haha <3 ya! MwAH~

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::
#1 fan in Cordova

is cordova is TN?..cuz u said something about TN earlier..anyway that all i wanted to.
well byebye! <3 ya!

PS..i need a new SN ..anyone have any ideas,right now im thinkin XxSmil3mptySoulxX but i dono..if u know a good one abotu SES,IM at ilu Chazzychaz!
or if u jsut wanna talk or somethin IM me!
k i gotta go now,this party thing later now!

well by <3 ya..i menat derek,but i wasnt relaly posting to him..but i do love him lol..yeah anywya im gonan go this time SERIOUSLEY,,ugh im suc ha loser i have NO life..concerts,my guitar,skateboarding,and..music
ok yeh well bye!

yup Cordova's in TN...its like right next to Memphis so if someone asks me where i live i would usually say Memphis TN but to be specific, i live in Cordova...and if u dont kno where Memphis is...its like 3 hrs away from Nashville...ok so yea...all im tryin to say is....yes, Cordova is in TN! haha ok...later! I <3 YOU!! :)

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::
#1 fan in Cordova

wannab, shut the fuck up 4 real though...leave sean alone..if he doesnt feel like postin, thats his business, and he was bein rude n the typical "rock star" attitude, then maybe he was havin a bad night, or an off night, thats not his fuckin fault...people need to lay off 4 real...my god...grrrr..lol i'm out, much luv guys, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. i'ma stick up 4 y'all til the end like i said..

Why are some people so gay?

not gonna get all huffy at 'wannabe'...im just gonna get rawr...haha...

anyway im pissy right now but i will keep my bitching to a minimum.

god i love ses...its times like this when i can listen to songs like 'therapy' and be like RAWR DIE FAMILY and feel all better...thank you so much for that

well im out like bellbottoms.
RAWK ON
-M-a-n-n-y-

i agree with roach you tell em haha

good question...

Roach~ very well said!! lol ur awesome man! :)

well this is like my 3rd time postin here tonight so i dont really have anything to say right now except...I'LL LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!! <3 byebye!!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::
#1 fan in Cordova

Wanabe--Hey..if sean doesnt want to communicate with his fans he doesnt have to..its not a rule and it really doesnt bother me if he dont wanna talk to fans. Atleast Derek and Ryan post.., most bands dont do nearly as much as they do for their fans.

Derek--
Hi! Like I said in my last post..you are like the nicest person i've ever talked to on a message board before. Keep on Interacting with fans and we will forever love SES. Thanx for the shout out..that really made my horrible day seem better.

Peace--
Love--
And Happiness--

--Erin

just let them say whatever they wanna say. everyones got their own opinions. if we ignore them then theyll hopefully go away. haha

Hey someone asked about Cordova, yeah it's in TN. It's one of those "sub-sections" that hangs off Memphis. You'll never hear anyone (except Nat) say they live in Cordova, they'll always say Memphis. I work in Cordova or Germantown, no wait off of Germantown Rd in Cordova. There we go, Nat should know where that is.

How are you guys? I'm a little bored so I'm gonna write in here. Derek, Sean, and Ryan I hope you're all getting rested and getting ready to go back out on the road ;) j/k You guys deserve a break. Anyway, you guys are awesome and thanks for doing all the stuff you do for the fans (like this journal) Hmm, ok, I have to work on the mag. Love you boys (guys) xoxox

~"Our unusual little Kelley . . . dancin around like a wacko" I will never stop using that.

Mmmmmm....ultimate chocolate chip lovers cookie dough and vanilla coke...i feel so much better :D

_\m/(-_-)\m/_SMILE-EMPTY-SOUL-RAWKS_\m/(-_-)\m/_

-M-a-n-n-y-

p.s. i have decided that der's jokes are popsicle-stick worthy haha

Hey, guess what.

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Haha! It says "SES ROX"! AHAHA!
Ohhh, shut up. I was bored and it just so happens to be true. :)

Hey SES nation,

I have a serious fucking question for ya'll and whoever can help me out email me and let me know.

*****But what the hell do you do when your whole fucking family doesn't want you around cus they only believe what one sibling tells them. But they think they can get anything they want from you. My effin mother kept 100 bucks from me from one of my paychecks and who knows how much she has takin from my savings account. They come in and get free movies, food, and drinks from my work. But yet they all treat me like buhl shit.
It hurts and it pisses me off but i get blamed for shit and they threaten to take everything from me. I am trying to go to college but they keep pushing it off away from me. It feels like i may never get to fulfill my dreams because my family makes too much money and my school screwed up my gpa. I don't understand it. Did God sit up there and say hey let me screw up her life for a few years. Come on now. I got into a freaking wreck thursday and my parents and siblings said oh well you may have deserved it. then i spent all night until 4 in the moring the next day at the hospital then went to work right after that in all the pain i was in and still did everything i was suppose to to the best i could. I don't understand i work my ass off for everything i know i need and still get this. Plus i do everything for the ones i love and still get this treatment. i want to say fuck them but i could never treat my family that way nor my friends. someone please help me. Derek Sean and Ryan please put your 2 cents in on this one i need all the help i can get.
Love ya,
Shawna Wade
#1 fan from Lott, TeXas
Crazygrl6385@aol.com

wuts up guys,

its been along time since i've said hi but i've been listenin 2 ur CD madly so dont worry i'd never forget you huys. well anyway just sayin hi and that you guys rock forever!

luke

p.s. i can play nowhere kids and silhouettes on the guitar!

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SAMANTHA S I DONT KNOW U BUT U KICK ASS FOR MAKIN THAT! THATS SOME COOL ASS SHIT RIGHT THERE.

smile empty soul please write me back on my email i sent u!!!!!! email me back at smilebreaking@yahoo.com

I LOVE YALL!

Samantha, what u did is neato man! haha :) SES does indeed ROCK! :D well...im so tired right now cause i have a swim competition this weekend and i just got bk and i hafta swim again tomorrow...geeze....swimming takes up so much of my energy! but while me and my friend we're waiting to swim we were sitting down and listening to u guys!! it got us pumped up! it really helps to sit there and rock out to ur music! :P lol it gets me all hyper and just ready to kick some asssss!! haha alright...i think its time for a nap...later! I <3 YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!

----->I LOVE SES<-----

::*nAt*::
#1 fan in Cordova

haha, thankx y'all...and michele u have a point, but man, i was already pissed...so...yeah...lol
but anywho...hey guys, whats goin on? nothin here, i'm bored...hmm....i went to community pride day, and the homecoming football game....we lost...i didnt stay 4 like the last 9 min.s but it was so bad already...doesnt really matter, lol, it was like 0-24 or somethin like that, lol, but yeah...my mom was liek "this is too depressing, lets leave" and i was just hangin out after the 1st quarter, cause it was so windy and cold...and boring...cause our team sux, lol, but i have sunburn and windburn....ouch, and my god, the sun wasnt even like out today, and i got sunburn....but windburn hurts more, lol, but yeah, at one point, i was liek "too cold, people come to my mom's truck" and we went there and i popped n ur cd...yep yep..we had like i dunno...more then 10 people, or some shit...the cop wouldnt leave us alone too, even time we moved, he said we were doin somethin wrong...stupid fuck...we werent even doin anything..i mean some of the dudes had some pot, but they werent smokin it then...they hid it n the cornfield...lol, haha, but yeah...still luv u guys, and wish y'all all the best of luck, much luv, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. ha, i need to email "wanna be" 4 real though..lol

hey guys!

its sis..ses is the best band ever..and u need not forget that..i'm on my new computer, everbody get msn messenger and add SmileEmptySoulBabe@hotmail.com...K!!

..:Sis:..

man, i so emailed "wanna be" and the email must have been a fake, cause a mailer-demon came back....grr...

*~*Roach*~*

shawna...i know how you feel...my family hates me for being 'the bad one' of my siblings...i havent quite figured out what to do yet.

my mom leaves for vegas at 3 this morning...feh.

uhhhhh what else...got new clothes yaya

thats about it lol
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-M-a-n-n-y-

you lucky bastard wish i could break from college just up and leave for a week. the work is so crazy...have fun!
**Hope

Hey!!! well geee... when are you guys going to make your way back to sunny Myrtle Beach SC? we miss you over here!!! well anyways... i have this band in my school... there really good..well i think soo but that may just be b/c their my friends but i want you to check them out k. thier web site is. www.nyrband.com there is a rummor going around school that they are getting a real record deal.. but i dont know... all i know is that they are going to be the next big thing that graduates from socastee high... since hootie and the blowfish....well check them out...peace and love............XoXo R-Shell!

hey guys!
..dude "wannabe" is a fucking shit head..i agree with what Roach said!!
well yeah, i just got back from seein my brother's friends band play..it was some mad fun dudes! Thier really good,their called Repeating Suicide.Yeah well that was like the highlight of my weekend lol woohoo..im a loser yeah yeah yeah..
My throat,neck,back and especially legs hurt from the concert so fucking much..uggh i can jsut sit and sleep without pain,nothin else.
I wanted to see Buzzfest 5 but i ended up haveing a kick ass time anyway,so its alrite. Well I think I'm gonna go to bed now,cuz theres really nothin else to do.I love you guys so much and you should know it by now!!I'm gonna try to regularly post now so ttyl!

PS:Well that's awesome to see that I'm not the only fan of SES on here from TN.Most pple think all of hte pple from TN like country shit,thats jsut not me at all though lol.Well ok later dudes!

i like country..doesnt make me less of a rock fan..

HEY POGEN! I JUST GOT BACK FROM CHEER COMPETITION, WE PLACED FIRST! AGAINST PONCA CITY CATS, AND THE DEL CREST FALCONS, WE SHOWED DEL CREST WHO THE REAL FALCONS WERE, CUZ WE'RE THE NICOMA PARK JUNIOR HIGH FALCONS. FUKIN' POSERS. *LOL* YEA, IT WAS PRETTY FUN, ASLO!!! NEW NEWS!!!!!!! I'M LEARNING HOW TO PLAY THE DRUMS AND IN DECEMBER I'M LEARNIN' HOW TO SKATEBOARD! DAMN RIGHT DOGGIE. *LOL* LIKE OFF OF AMERICAN WEDDING, GOTTA LOVE THAT MOVIE. WELL I GOTS TA GO, MY AUNT JUST BROUGHT OVER SOME DOUGHNUTS.

LOOKS LIKE I'M VIVA LA FUCK OUT,
Meagan Danielsen

#1 SES FAN IN OKLAHOMA!!!!

IT WAS MY B-DAY OCTOBER 15TH YEAH !!! NOT THAT ANYONE CARES BUT YEAH !!! AND I WENT TO DISNEYLAND WITH MY FRIEND AND WE SAW THIS GUY WHO LOOKED JUST LIKE SEAN , OMG I WAS FREAKIN . I HAD ALL MY SMILE EMPTY SOUL GEAR ON AND ME AND MY FRIEND CHASED THIS KID AROUND DISNEY AND LIKE IT WASNT SEAN !! LOL THE GUY THOUGHT WE WERE LIKE PYSchO O0O WELL ... HE WAS CUTE TOO ,,,,,,,,,,,,,maybe cuz he looks like SEAN !!

love jessica

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ^^^^^^ ( JESSICA )

CHEERS: EMILIA :D

CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA CANADA

Yeah well I HAAAAATE country music!The only music i like is rock,alt rock,metal,alt metal,emo,screamo,and punkrock.I don't have anything against pple that liek it though..why would I?..ANYWAY thought I'd just say that,so luv ya dudes and byebye!

*!#1 FAN IN NASHVILLE,TN!*

Hey,does anyone here like Linkin Park?..j/w!
Ok well ttyl! <3 ya dudes!

*!#1 FAN IN NASHVILLE,TN!*

hey everyone!!!!! whats goin on?? Its Rachel F. From Virginia...man o man 3 more days till my bday (october 20th)..cant wait till im 18..man i saw incubus on tuesday and thursday but i met them backstage on thursday they are seriously amazing people..if u wanna read my blog on it go to my myspace page and read it...lol..and finally ive been trying to get tickets forever to see Marilyn Manson (lol..yes i love MM, i have a diverse taste in music..lol.) but everytime i try and get them they always sell out an hour if that after they go on sale..but i got tickets to see him FINALLY on thursday for November 20th..cant wait for that either..lol...well everyone i will talk to you lata!
\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

i havent been online 4 lyke a week,cuz i had 2 buy a new laptop sux huh.. i missed yall SO much seriously...k well im real busy ill check in l8r <3 yall!

P.S. heya ~roach~ ur email made me "confuzzled"(confused+puzzled=confuzzled)ha!
thats "roach-a-docious" new word spread it around lyke the goddamned flu!!!! hahaha anyho, i'ma c crossfade on the 22nd..yeaaahhhh boyyyyy lol then i'ma cum 2 VA & spray yoooooo ass.

\m/UR SES SISSY\m/
~*AriAne*~

ha, i get to go to Alley Kats n richmond and c matchbook romance, along w. hidden in plain view, and midtown...uhuh..its gonna b tight, haha, jk...
so, derek, r u back from resting? lets hope ur rested enough when u get back, much luv hun...and ry, how goes it? i'm bored...ok, y'all seriously need to come back to va, its so boring w.out y'all...but yeah, guess i'll go now, check n later, p3ac3!

*~*Roach*~*

p.s. yeah, i listen to country, but not that like bluegrass shit, just country...
haha, ariane, dude, ur gonna b like an hour and a half away, but dude, i dont think i can come up there :( boo hoo...

Hey guyz,
Whats up? yeah you guyz are totally hot and awesome! Derek you're pretty funny too. Yeah I was wondering if you guyz could send a shout out on my B-day Its Nov. 27 i'll be 15 finally . so yeah that'll make me really happy if you guyz can do that(if you can) yeah well Peace out! I love you Sean!!!!!!!!!!!!