Smile Empty Soul

Wow, I'm number one. That's exciting. Just wanted to say hey and that I was extraordinarily excited that you updated the journal thing. Highlight of my day....took my mind off of my hangover, so thank you. Oh, and my birthday is on Thursday, April 7!! I'll be 19....but it's a lame birthday, I don't get anything for it; nothing important or cool happens. It's just there.....oh well. Anyways, I hope all is going well. Ya'll should stop by Disneyworld in Orlando at some point over the summer....I'll be working doing my internship....hook you up with some free shit. =) Ciao!

HEY! <3

woah, like two minutes ago there was three of the same post and it wouldn't let me post on the first two. weird...

hey guys awsome to hear things are good!!! thats fucking halirous about the whole pillow thing!!!!! anyways about a month tell my birthday i cant wait because it means i am a lil closer to 21 but yah much love and have fun boys!!!
Chelsey
SES IS THE MOTHERFUCKING GREATEST BAND EVER AND ALWAYS WILL BE!!!

finally you guys posted and coincidently on my birthday lol! Cant wait to hear the new single its gonna rock!! peace
~LAURIE

Hey guys, it's been awhile since I've heard from you. I hate it when hotel pillows are always crappy, thats why I always bring my own. Hope the album is going good, can't wait to hear it. Do you know when it will be coming out??? I hope it's soon. TTYL.
-Chelsey

hey guys awsome to hear things are good!!! thats fucking halirous about the whole pillow thing!!!!! anyways about a month tell my birthday i cant wait because it means i am a lil closer to 21 but yah much love and have fun boys!!!
Chelsey
SES IS THE MOTHERFUCKING GREATEST BAND EVER AND ALWAYS WILL BE!!!

well i just typed you a message but apparenly it didnt go through well i said that i love you guys but i really wish i could be in a more exicted mood to see a journal but im sad today... there was 2 car crashes close to here last night and 9 teenagers die i know 1 of them and was friends with him and apparently there was 3 girls form where we live and i dunno who they are yet so hopefully its not but they all burnt relly bad and you coudlnt even tell what kind of car it was it was so bad... well its been a sad day but you cheer me up :)
i cnat wait for ur tour and new cd! well finally get to meet you! finally! well later bye!
<3 stacey sheffer! I LOVE SES

:( :( :( :(

Hey guys,

I can't wait to see you guys live again,
I may have to go to the Hollywood show.
COME TO VEGAS SOON......j/k take your time (as long as you get here thats all that matters)

heeey!

guess what tomorrow is...!
our anniversary!
lol

Me and my friends Brittany and Stacey
met you guys on April 3rd at Wild Woodys!
yaaay!
so you know we are gunna go to wild woodys tomorrow and sit where you guys sat
hahah- cuz we're just that cool
lol

Cant wait to see you guys again!

come to MICHIGAN as soon as possible!
haha

byyyE!

heeey!

guess what tomorrow is...!
our anniversary!
lol

Me and my friends Brittany and Stacey
met you guys on April 3rd at Wild Woodys!
yaaay!
so you know we are gunna go to wild woodys tomorrow and sit where you guys sat
hahah- cuz we're just that cool
lol

Cant wait to see you guys again!

come to MICHIGAN as soon as possible!
haha

byyyE!

hahaha im not the only one who celebrates our anniversary! happy early anniversary kristin. mines is february 24th. it was the day of the silhouettes video shoot. yessha. oh yeah derek, who was the director of that video? coz im makin a page about that for my scrapbook and i need to know who the dorector was.

so you cut open the pillows?? hahahaha. thats hilarious. but dude they charged you guys 50 bucks, for PILLOWS?!?!?! geeeez. how many did you destroy, like 5? hahaha. oh yeah i saw some pictures of the Manfest. there were only a few tho. seans hair is soooooooo long now! oh yeah and i saw you too, with your lil water gallon thingy. lol i dunno what they are called.

derek said fa sho. hahaha. that made me LOL :P

so your gonna see motley crue? hmm i wonder if thats one of the dates that sum 41 is opening up for them. hmmm. duuuude. i SOOOO have to go the show on may 19th. its close the the ending of school, so my mom shouldnt have a problem about that. ay i hope i can go!!! id be soo happy. ok so now that is my goal. convince my parents to let me go see you guys on the 19th. wish me luck everyone!!!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

hahaha im not the only one who celebrates our anniversary! happy early anniversary kristin. mines is february 24th. it was the day of the silhouettes video shoot. yessha. oh yeah derek, who was the director of that video? coz im makin a page about that for my scrapbook and i need to know who the dorector was.

so you cut open the pillows?? hahahaha. thats hilarious. but dude they charged you guys 50 bucks, for PILLOWS?!?!?! geeeez. how many did you destroy, like 5? hahaha. oh yeah i saw some pictures of the Manfest. there were only a few tho. seans hair is soooooooo long now! oh yeah and i saw you too, with your lil water gallon thingy. lol i dunno what they are called.

derek said fa sho. hahaha. that made me LOL :P

so your gonna see motley crue? hmm i wonder if thats one of the dates that sum 41 is opening up for them. hmmm. duuuude. i SOOOO have to go the show on may 19th. its close the the ending of school, so my mom shouldnt have a problem about that. ay i hope i can go!!! id be soo happy. ok so now that is my goal. convince my parents to let me go see you guys on the 19th. wish me luck everyone!!!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

hahaha im not the only one who celebrates our anniversary! happy early anniversary kristin. mines is february 24th. it was the day of the silhouettes video shoot. yessha. oh yeah derek, who was the director of that video? coz im makin a page about that for my scrapbook and i need to know who the dorector was.

so you cut open the pillows?? hahahaha. thats hilarious. but dude they charged you guys 50 bucks, for PILLOWS?!?!?! geeeez. how many did you destroy, like 5? hahaha. oh yeah i saw some pictures of the Manfest. there were only a few tho. seans hair is soooooooo long now! oh yeah and i saw you too, with your lil water gallon thingy. lol i dunno what they are called.

derek said fa sho. hahaha. that made me LOL :P

so your gonna see motley crue? hmm i wonder if thats one of the dates that sum 41 is opening up for them. hmmm. duuuude. i SOOOO have to go the show on may 19th. its close the the ending of school, so my mom shouldnt have a problem about that. ay i hope i can go!!! id be soo happy. ok so now that is my goal. convince my parents to let me go see you guys on the 19th. wish me luck everyone!!!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

holy shizzle!! it kept saying page not available to i kept pressing reload and uhm it posted my post not once, not twice, but 3 friggin times! grrr. sorry bout that my loves :)

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Im so excited for the tour! soon soon soon! yessssss

and the dinner
thats still all happening right?
i really hope!
i love you guys to death

my anerversery for meeting you is tomorrow! im excited

brittany

Im so excited for the tour! soon soon soon! yessssss

and the dinner
thats still all happening right?
i really hope!
i love you guys to death

my anerversery for meeting you is tomorrow! im excited

brittany

Derek, you're a silly one. haha

well thanks, man! it's nice to be back and part of the SES nation again. :)

i'm still very very anxious to hear the new stuff. it's gonna be amazing. <3

<33,

::*nat*::

haha. way to go, Meshell! :P

hey boys! Im back for liek the 3rd time. haha. MAN the tour is pushed back even more? that sucks but i guess it'll be good because most people will be outta school. and if you guys dont make it to Myrtle Beach, dammit ill fight to get to where ever I can to see you guys. ROAD TRIP! haha

<3Whit

WHEN IS YOUR CD COMMING OUT !!!!!!

Yeah, when is the cd releasing. I'm looking forward to it...tonz. Oh and, PLEASE come to Springfield Missouri. We have really awesome Chinese food.

Nice to know your still breathing man. I cant wait until you come to Oklahoma City. I think when I see yall, i'm gonna faint because its like, FINALLY THERE HERE! I will go into shock. I think. Ha - But anyways, on June 3rd, The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants (the first of my favorite books) comes to theaters. I'm so happy they made a movie. Its crazy how somthing like that could remind you of yourself and your just glad as hell you've got friends that close. The poor Pope died today. I was sad for all Catholics. I think i'm gonna convert to Cathlosism. I dunno if I should though. Nah, I dont think I will, lol. Today has been so lazy man. I like, cleaned, then slept. And i'm still tired. I did crunches because I was bored in between those times. I think I have no life. Me and Kelb have got to hit up a concert soon before we like, die. My great grandma died 2 weeks ago. I would have got on here and told you guys, but I was saddened. It was my first funeral, and I was like, omg theres a dead person here. My brother is at a party. He's younger than me, so its like one of those little dance things where they act all mature. Haha, he's 13. I'm goin to church tomorrow. I havent been in forever. My best friend Rach FINALLY got ungrounded after bein grounded for a year. She had to get all A's. I was in the last class of the day, and was like, can I talk to Chelsi. So I went out there and she was like, I GOT ALL A'S! I said, you got me outta class for that? Ha. Ok I've written alot, hope you read this. Can I have a shout out for no reason please? Lol..

#1 fan in Stephens County!
..Chels-i..

haha u murdered a pillow :) ....

hey how are u guys doin?! im doin okay..just studyin for proficencys..fun huh! yea.. cant wait till its all over! i was so pissed i wanted to go c the used on may 6th and the only tix they had left were obstructed view tix!! i was really pissed so i was all well i have the cd the only diff. is that ppl around me will be smokin and drunk.. so that was a bummer! when are u guys comin to Vegas.. u need to get out here!! so i can buy my tix! :).. well i just wanted to say hey!! byes!!
<3 Brittani

ya i love smile empty soul!!!!
ses+ midget porn star= my dream!!
yeah
~jessica

DUDE.....THE 'kinda somewhere near fresno' show KICKED ASS..and yeah, the midget porn star was hot. Me and my friend took a road trip there. It only took about...oh, i dont know....6 hours to get there. IT WAS SO WORTH IT. We were able to get right in front (we were there a wee bit early) so when Powerman was on, we were trying to get out of 'the pit' because my friend Frankie got kicked in the neck but a random crowd surfer...OOOH!! and then two days later, we went to the Taste of Chaos tour and got fucked up again!!!!

I cant wait for the new album.I hate hotel pillows

HAHA!!! Like the whole pillow incident. Sounds Fun!!!! Anyway, I'm looking forward to the album and (Wink Wink!) possibly a live DVD following sometime. HAHA!!!! That would be awesome. But I just want to wish you luck on the new album and thank you for the music. I still haven't worn out the first one. But n e ways, good luck and peace be with you!!! :)
Quinton
P.S. You should consider coming to Carbondale, Il on your tour!! :)

hey...sorry to hear about the pillow incident, lol, and about the midget porn star, bet that was some kinda interesting...
hope you guys venture to texas, as long as it's somewhere in the state, you better believe i'm gonna make it...love yall! *muah*
Bye

I wanted to b a midget porn star....turns out u actually have to b short...wtf dude, DISCRIMINATION! lol

so, u killed a pillow, huh? wow, derek's gangster now, haha, tell me der, do u always carry a switchblade w. u to bed? lol, scared that midget stripper's gonna come back 4 her cash, huh? lol

all-in=all though, sounds like a good time, these past weeks. good good. just keepin it real, u know, haha.

O, i got my car stuck AGAIN! 3rd time since i got my license, but only 2nd time in MY car, lol, but its cause it rained so damn much here, it was straight crazy-ness. i backed into some grass--got completely stuck, but these people helped me out, we pushed it most of the way out, got stuck again, and finally on the 3rd time, we got it far enough to hook on somethin, and pull it out..good thing about Va, everyone's gotta truck (or knows someone w. one), that has a ball joint, to pull out something, or just pull somethin. its cause i know too many rednecks..but really, i didnt know these people at all...i got stuck, cause i got lost, haha, only me. to b fair, i dont live n that county, so there! haha :) welp, i'm out. laters

Sarah

i constantly check the journals page and i never can get even close to first post! arg... it is ** MY BIRTHDAY ** on april 8 and i wish yall would come to Ga and have a huge ass concert! i will give you a HIGH FIVE!! (dont you lie - i know its tempting) much love!

Peace

when the new cd out

Man it sucks I had to work and missed you at the Machine Shop in Flint, Michigan. You all got to come out here and play on a Friday so I can come and jam with you guys and the cool dudes of banana 101.5 fm.

was startin to think you left us,that would kinda suck,ok,really suck!!!!

hey,derek,did sean ever read that poem?
just wondering...

i did better than you,i burnt a hotel pillow,they stopped putting candles in the room after that!!! ;D

oh,and never start a fire with gasoline,or pam,they both explode :( and they hurts,bunches!!!yup yup yup

pillow thing must have been great lol
still belive u should cum and do a tour in England
still to hear the new single though
:'(

hey whats up guys? nothin here, just got back from florida..it was cool for the most part, except for my friends, we barely got along, it sucked ass. but disney world was such a happy place, and it was so beautiful, much different from Wisconsin. i got a Tattoo when i was down
there. just a little one...it was my first one ever. crazy shit. but anyways i hope y'all are having a great day, and derek you guys better come back to wisconsin soon!!!! we all miss you! and i want my drumstick that you owe me!
love always and forever!
Jenni**

Hey you guys! Just wanted SES to know that they have a bunch of fans in germany and we'd all be happy as hell if you would make it for a few shows over here. Maybe you could tour with seether, that would be sick! Can't wait to hear the new album.
take care

Glad to hear the show went well. Hotel pillows always suck >_< Any news on the album?

Oh I forgot! Perhaps you guys could hit Long Island? My mom won't let me go to NYC for a show =[ That would rock so hard! Hope to see you guys live soon \m/

hey

i just wanna say that ur band rocks!!

my boyfriend played ur cd for me a few weeks ago and i love it hey!

hmmm well 'this is war' is my favourite song on it :-P

haha may 19th is my birthday and i'll be turning 18, although i've never been overseas.... so i don't think i'll be able to make it to hollywood...

maybe u could come over to australia...

okie dokie my email is=
cute_spuds@hotmail.com

and u can check out my art here=
www.bitternsweet.deviantart.com/gallery

bubye!

Hey was sup guys? When are you guys going to play in New York City? SO take care =) love ya bye!!!

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Hey Derek, how are things going? Ive been lazy lately on coming to the site i havent been on here in like a month!..damn thats a long time for me!..Glad the show went well for you guys!..and Me and Deanna cant wait for you guys to come back our way so we can travel a crazy amount of miles to come see you guys everywhere!..lol =) you know how we do!.HAHA..its fun though!..we enjoy goin to see you guys like EVERYWHERE!..lol..and Motley Crue def. kicks ass!.my cousin used to work with concerts out here in Virginia dont remember exactly what he did but he has "connections" lol..so he got me and him tix to see Motley crue when they played here not too long ago and we got backstage passes how hot is that!?!? I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would Meet Tommy Lee my life is complete now!! haha....who agrees with me that daylight savings time sucks ass!!..Losing an hour of sleep is A LOT to me!..lol.. well im outta here cant wait to see you guys again!...lata!

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ THE GIRL WITH 3 SES TATTOOS

Hey!! Bout time you updated! Haha jp jp. So hows it going? Can't wait til you get here to the Chicago area. . . how much longer!! Lol I'm growing impatient. . . Ttyl. '(-_-)' ~*~Sara~*~

Hey, I just wanted to know if you guys are gonna play Music Midtown in Atlanta again this year. Joan Jett's gonna be there and other big rock stars but it's being pushed back to June. The ticket prices have been raised $20 but I'll be there if you will!
TTYL

phew, you're still alive! I was a bit concerned cause there wasn't any news for over a month ;) j/k
So, well I'm really much looking forward to the new record! Hope it comes out soon since i can't wait to hear some new stuff. I'm sure it'll be awesome! I mean if it's just as good as the first one it's better than most of the music around here these days :)
Still hoping for you to come to europe, especially switzerland, but yeah I don't know. Maybe it's better if my hopes aren't too big so I can get a positive surprise.
Rock on! Love your music&you <3

so when are you guys comming to Connecticut??? hell ive been waiting FOREVER!!!

Hey Guyz
What's hanging?
I Can't wait for tour to start.. maybe at some odd time you'll maybe come down to Roanoke/salem Virginia? I would LOVE to see you guys in action...

My b-day is on Friday.. the 8th.. I am gonna b 17.... ah.. And It's only 5 days away...

I love you guys.. You look awsome on stage!

Love,
Kendra

ahahahha i made it to # 50(i think) im soooo happy lol hope everyone is doing alright k peace \m/

It's always good news to hear that the guys in one of my favorite bands are still alive. Can't wait for the new stuff. I have been waiting anxiously and the time is almost here. Hooray!
With love,
Fawna

It's always good news to hear that the guys in one of my favorite bands are still alive. Can't wait for the new stuff. I have been waiting anxiously and the time is almost here. Hooray!
With love,
Fawna

AHAHAHAHAH!!! guess what? ok so i was at the strata message board and one guy was talking about how he was at a HED PE show last night and the dude was makin fun of ppl. he was talking shit abuot amy lee, and she was there too! how sad!! then he started talking shit about YELLOWCARD. he was jealous because theyre not on the radio like them. i read that and could NOT stop laughing! KARMA my friends! YC did that to our boys right here and now people are doing that to them. they deserve it, stupid poopoo heads!!just thought everyone here would like to know :)

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

AHAHAHAHAH!!! guess what? ok so i was at the strata message board and one guy was talking about how he was at a HED PE show last night and the dude was makin fun of ppl. he was talking shit abuot amy lee, and she was there too! how sad!! then he started talking shit about YELLOWCARD. he was jealous because theyre not on the radio like them. i read that and could NOT stop laughing! KARMA my friends! YC did that to our boys right here and now people are doing that to them. they deserve it, stupid poopoo heads!!just thought everyone here would like to know :)

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

I thought you said you were getting new merchandise?
CRACK THEM SOMEBITCHES OUT.
Im loaded and ready to buy.

i swear my computer is so stupid. wtf dude. sorry for the double posts. it will prolly keep doing this so i apologize in advance, my loves :)

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

derek, my friend told me that you work out... can you tell her that she's sexy and lovely because she really is obsessed with you... she was convinced that she would spend the rest of her life with you... by the way, i want to know if it is possible for you to hang out with fans in chicago before the show.... because last time i didnt get to meet you... it's alright though, you were shirtless and my friend went crazy... well, it was so last year, it was at the snocore tour.. by the way hey i am single, SEAN WILL YOU MARRY ME?? lol, just dreaming... but seriously you need to meet my friend, you are her idol and she is inspired to play drums by you... so basically my point is DEREK GO OUT WITH MY FRIEND AND HAVE HOT PASSIONATE SEX WITH HER... *sighs* i really wanna meet sean cause he is my idol... well, i just like him in wife beater... one time, i could've sworn i saw sean running out of the House of Blues [in chicago] with a rainbow beanie on his head, but i refrained myself from overreacting... so does he have a rainbow beanie by any chance...? so derek, touring is hard but trust me my friend has it harder she is in LOVE with you... perhaps marriage may sound like a vaild conclusion to my point of this post... you may have not notice me reply to you before... but this time i couldnt help but reply to your comment of pilliows... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU I LOVE FLUFFY PILLIOWS!!! anyways, if you ever by any chance read this post please please please e-mail me and personally reply to me... or on your next post, *shrugs* it works either way.... well tell sean i love him... and my friend is tired of me typing this post... she said that you only reply to "unique" posts so i hope that this is good enough for you... please send a shout out to my friend, Cheals... by the way, have you ever read Huckleberry Finn, cuz i need help with my lit essay and nothings better than asking the infamous Derek Gledhill...*smiles*

HEY! Thanx for the birthday shout-out! That made my day a whole lot better! Well, I finally got my guitar! I'm teaching myself how to play! And you know what the first song I learned was? Bottom of a Bottle! THAT'S RIGHT! I got it March 19 and I can already play Bottom of a Bottle, Finding Myself, 7 Nation Army, and Sweet Dreams. You guys are coming back to Oklahoma . . .right?

YAY! You guys ARE still alive!!! :-D Thanks for the birthday wishes Derek. I hope you guys play X-Fest in Dayton, Ohio again too...I met you there last year (I was with 2 girls who were wearing Bush "Not My President" shirts :-D). Anyway, Spring Breaks over which sucks. I have 6 Softball games this week and 6 softball games next week. AHH!! That's sooo much!!! I'm gonna be so exhausted by the time the Battle For Ozzfest concert comes along on April 16th!! I hope all of the softball doesn't kill me. So far, we're undefeated in league. I've been playing Rightfield, second, and shortstop. I love shortstop but I've been playing rightfield mainly. :-/ oh well... I'll talk to you guys later. Keep us updated!!! Love ya!

haven't been on here in like a year. I forgot how interesting Derek's comments are....Midget Porn Stars? my friend and i were talking about that a few days ago, never knew about it before that. Imagine a 3-foot Jenna Jameson! Hahahah...You guys need to come to Jax,FL. again, the last time you were here was in like April 04, how's that New Album coming along?

haven't been on here in like a year. I forgot how interesting Derek's comments are....Midget Porn Stars? my friend and i were talking about that a few days ago, never knew about it before that. Imagine a 3-foot Jenna Jameson! Hahahah...You guys need to come to Jax,FL. again, the last time you were here was in like April 04, how's that New Album coming along?

Yay!!!! Whats crack-a-lackin Derek? man that thing with the pillows sucks, i probably would have ripped them open too. Cant wait til ya'll are in Charlotte. lots of love!!

#1 fan on the east coast

KIKI, WOW.

i hate my life. fuck everything. nothings worth living. screw everything. i wish i could just go away.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

my SES tat looks hot still :)

i was thinkin about the pillow thing last night, and i thought "woah...this pillow hurts my back.." and i was thinkin about what u did, and i was about to do it, then i thought about *mom voice* "sarah! what the hell! blah-blah-blah!!!" so i didnt, haha, which is weird, cause i usually never think--just act, and then i get in loads of trouble, haha.

I got lost again today, haha, goin to pick up my brother. I'm really not good w. directions, lol.

welp, i'm out, laters.

Sarah

p.s. stupid teen--haha! candles! hahah, i caught the carpet on fire one time, from candles, hahah

whats goin on? nice to hear from you ... i was getting a little worried for a while. anyways.. you were saying you always go through IL .. well you gotta come to the quad cities .. they are four pretty worthless towns and im trying my best to get the hell out of this life and town, but its kinda hard. so you need to come here or somewhere close .. but i'll still drive if i have to to see you play. well thats all for now. until next time...

heeeeeey. i havent wrote in here in forever! i miss yall.
welp im glad yalls show went well, and the best of luck on the next one. :]

<33
Tabitha
=)

HAHA Michelle I am a fan of Hed pe ive seen them in concert lord knows how many times..and Jahred is always like that making fun of people and stuff thats what i like about him he doesnt give a shit!..and ive been a fan of theirs for like 3 years and ive NEVER once heard them on the radio!!..haha..ive seen their videos on mtv2 thats about it!!!

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

Fuck me man, your musics so good! I'm from the UK so dont get much chance to lsiten to it, but bloody hell your album is mint! Right cya round people! Keep on jamming and get your ass over here this year!!

*is sad that SES did not say hi*

:.(

I still love you guys though!!

yes number 70! awesome.

You guys need to get on the road!!! Im about to start working a second job, and im in the middle of planning my wedding! I really need to go see a good show!!!!
\m/,
NINA

Hey guys wow im sooo happy! I live in Florida but it just happens that im going to visit my family that week that you will be playing there in Cali - smiles big - I'm buying tickets tonight!! xx. Dev

come on!!! GET THE CD OUT! GET YOUR ASSES ON TOUR NOW! IM DYIN OVER HERE!

Midget porn star!!!! Midgets rock! Wish i could of been there.

Mad listener,
Brittany

Bout time we heard from ya'll!! Hope everything is well, there for a minute i thought ya'll had the funk er somethin.. jus disappeared outa the blue and all! Anyways, when yas come to Ohio or somewhere close to meeee Ill be there! Hopefully you'll be at X-FEST!!! I'll keep my fingers crossed! and Derek, i woulda done the samn damn thing with the pillows, when im ready for bed, aint nothin gonna keep my ass from gettin a good nights rest! UNLESS of course, a certain someone was with me(cough-cough)! Then I'd be up all night, being uhm... naughty!......... i had better end this before i get myself into trouble!
BTW- im still waitin for that interview!! check yer email bud ;)
-Ashley

If u guys are on myspace, I made a SES group, so join please.....
http://groups.myspace.com/smileemptsoulfans

im so glad to hear from you! life has been so shity! the guy i like beat the crap out of this emo kid and went to jail it sux so bad! and my mother is alway drunk so everything turns into shit. but i hope everthing is going great for you though! by the way i love that song "who am I" it kicks major ass! its on my site! hey dont forget about clifton park or new york for that matter when your tour comes out! keep kickin ass and hope to hear from you soon!

Hey Derek, Im not gonna write much cuz I already emailed u on myspace but I did want to comment...

First of all, the pillow thing... hilarious. I hate wen my pillow is overstuffed, sometimes i have to sleep without one and thats gay! OH dude, I met this guy who said that he sorta knows u or something but he was talkin shit about u and I almost killed him, lol.

And lastly, my BIRHTDAY is coming up!! In less than 2 weeks... APRIL 17TH!!! Im going to see this local band (On the Front) and they are gonna sing me happy birthday, lol... I feel so special (no really but whatever) :)

hit me up sometime...

~Sweet cheeks~
*Sarah* (chicago)

thank u soo much for the shout out! Tell sean i want to meet him really freakin bad!! i wanna meet you all very much!! very eager to listen to the new album, all i'm listening to is Green Day's American Idiot and The Honorary Title *good band from New York* i made a Xanga website just for you guys if u wanna check it out, www.xanga.com/smileemptysoul877
i miss u all very much! send me an e-mail if your planning to stop in Seattle!! inculover49@aol.com, peace out homies!
much love, melanie

Really enjoyed the new songs, liked the final new song the best, don't know what it's called, Sean never announced it. Absolutely worth the two-hour drive and getting kicked in the head a couple of times. I think my friends and I are going to road trip down to LA in May for your show, so we’ll be seeing you boys then.

What's with the Derek haters? A few months ago at a bar one of the guys from Trapt was talking smack about him and stole my beer... Whatever, they're tools anyway.

Hey Derek! Man, Shay-lyn and I seriously considered going to that show! We just had too many conflicts, plus tickets were like $450 each! That's a fortune to us broke college students! You will definitely see us soon. Who knows, we might show up to the May 19th show! :) Anyway, I can't wait to see you guys. I have some studying to get back to. Talk to you later!

Derek haters? hah...that's crazy talk.

they're just jealous... ;)

later. <3

::*nat*::

You guys are the best motherfuckers i know. I luv u So much. When are u coming to michigan, ill give my left nut to get backstage passes. (i dont have one) but we'll work something out, I'll give u a boob i guess. (dont really have those either but hey) Anywho, Im glad you guys are doing good, SOunds like your having fun, wish i was. xox

*\m/*Amber*\m/*

Dirk, thanks so much for the birthday shoutout. And it was good seeing you last night. Sorry I had to flake out on you at the last one, I had ride troubles. So, I think you guys should put a dvd in with the cd. Lots of bands are doing that these days. I'm sure it wouldn't hurt your record sales, either. Not that you'd have trouble selling records without it, Mr. Gold ;) Think about it, though.

Only 45 days till the show!

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

hey kiki,that was definately an "unique" post,horny or dumthin?
hahahahaha,i think you have another admirer derek!!!!!!

POKE,hahahahaha,well,i think i'm supposed to be asleep by now,i've got school tomorrow,and t's lyke,2:15am

l8r p3ops!!!

fuck me long and hard.

Stupid teen....LOL.You got a good head.Derek,you're awesome but...where the fuck is Sean?Love Sean and all you guys but I mean...WHEN"S THE NEW CD COMING OUT!?Anyways...I'm bored...so go work on your CD some more for us...hurry up damnit!LOL.Relax,ya'll kick ass...I'll check in laterz and my e-mail is:smileemptysoullvr@yahoo.com

Darkvamp6791-Shelby-www.Darkness.com

Hey guys! Thanks for the shout out. Sorry about my last post, i have been kinda down lately and just took it out on you. Trust me Heather and i would have been there if there was ant way possible. We looked up ticket prices for the show on the 19th. the plane tickets are only 225, but then we would need a hotel and stuff. It just cost too much. it sucks having to go to school and not make alot of money. We want to see you guys so bad. We miss you like crazy. If we had the money we would so be going to your concert on the 19. I guess we are just going to have to wait until yall come to texas. well i have to go take a freaking pathophisiolgy test. fun fun. i stayed up studing for it last nite now i am like dead tired and hope that i can make it through the test with out studing. Neways. Have a great day and keep rocking. Oh and HURRY UP WITH THE CD!!!!!!!! Shay-Lyn

ant= any And i meant to say make it through the test with out falling asleep. See how tired i am!

Hey Guys..im hoping that by the time i come back for my 10 days leave after basic ill be able to see you guys in concert!! but yeah im starting to get really nervious there only around 2 1/2 months left till i leave its gettin kinda scary oh well im ready!! (i think.. but it will kick ass im so pumped for it june 27th i leave damn thats comin to fast well i better head bye

Emily Elizabeth

hmm... seems like eveyone is celebrating an anniversary with you guys, im not that lucky. I waited around but i didnt see you guys, i got a guitar pick from ryan though, i wear it as a necklace. I would have done the same thing to the pillows...
i x3 you all

lake powell

ok im back. i feel a lil better now. you know when i get really sad/depressed/angry or whatver, i stay in my room and just cut out people from magazines, like bands and singers and actors, and i staple those pix to my walls. yupo. i did that these past 2 days and now its all done. my room look purdy now, i <3 it. i wanna take pictures n show everyone. yupo. oh yeah you know what? i had this picture of fuel and it said on tour with smile empty soul, dj swamp. and i laughed so much. coz remember a while ago i was like ohh so thats the guys name that was there at the silhouettes shoot! coz see, dj swamp was talking to you guys when you guys were done with the scene in the laundromat and then we came and he was takin pictures with you guys. i always wondered who that guy was, then i saw one of those pictures he took with you guys and it lead me back to his site so yeah. now i know who that guy was. but anyways, yeah i thought it was funny coz i didnt see his name on the fuel tour picture. yeahh.

oh yeah. taking staples out of walls is hard work. i kept trying to get em out and some of them were just so stubborn! they wouldnt come out so i just ripped the pictures off, hahaha.

oh and listen to tiffany, a dvd with the new cd would be WONDERFUL! just as long as there are no strippers and groupies in it, like the sum 41 one that tiffany gave me. hahahaha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Hey guys....I just wanted to say that I luv ur CD.... I luv the lyrics and the music....its so awesome....I think u guys should come to San Antonio, Tx.....come visit us country gals......laterz... :)

Damn, I'm always late replying to your posts lately. And I keep messing up on my typing cuz I'm not wearing my contacts. :( Oh well, I'm glad to hear you guys are doing good and I can't wait to see ya'll again.
Love you guys,
Kelley From Memphis and Maine and everywhere else.

Oh yeah Derek, you show those pillows whose boss!

Kell (my one last 2 cents)

Hey Guys!
I'm creating a german fan sit for you! Isn't that nice of me? and all I want for it is one show in switzerland (i'm so modest!) :D
I wrote you an e-mail, please reply! and you can check the site out here: www.smileemptysoul.de.vu but I just started a week ago so - far from finished! ;)

hey,
I say it is time to get back east it has been way to damn long. I miss you guys.

Deanna (pink hair)

hey xenia, i went to your site. thats cool. i was like WOAH its all in German!! hahaha. i wanna go to germany. i have a few cousins over there. i never finished my SES site :( stupid dial up takes forever so i was like eh screw it.

dont you just hate it when a band or a singer is on tv and then they show someone from the audience and theyre trying to sing along but they dont know any of the words?? omg i hate it. im like grrrr!! haha. yeah. i was watching the green day storytellers thing on vh1.

HEY GUYS!!
man, i havent checked this site in forever!!
its nice to hear that you guys are coming out with new stuff and all that good junk! i cant wait!! i miss coming to this site!! but im sure that no one remembers me from before, but hey... its cool! whoot whoot!! 23 days til my birthday! go me yay!
happy belated bday tiffany! lol
<3
-emily

HEY GUYS!!
man, i havent checked this site in forever!!
its nice to hear that you guys are coming out with new stuff and all that good junk! i cant wait!! i miss coming to this site!! but im sure that no one remembers me from before, but hey... its cool! whoot whoot!! 23 days til my birthday! go me yay!
happy belated bday tiffany! lol
<3
-emily

ps. YES, CLEVELAND DOES INFACT LOVE YOU! i think that you should come back and play xfest here in cleveland, that would rock!
-emily

sooooo i just printed out all the journal entries so i can finally make that folder with all of it, and guess how many pages it printed out?? 53. yupo. thats alotta ink and paper but pfft its worth it. now i have to go put it in my room before my dad sees all this paper. lol.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

hey derek/smile empty soul man i havent spoken on here in a long damn time i just thought i check in and see whats going on...well im sure that everything is going good with u n the band..man i wish everything was going all good with me n the grades in school! but ill get through it all...nice catching up u you guyz n hope to hear from u again

hey,
whens ur new alumb comming out i thought it was march or april 1st ....u guys r killing me i need it so bad ur my fav band n i must have it lol ........:) just when u no pless let me no so i can get ti right when its out
stephanie

DEREK! Finally another post! Why haven't u e-mailed me back? Grr. Just kiddin. That suck about those gay pillows. Same happened to me on the way to a Green Day concert in Atlanta. Only, I didn't ruin the pillows. Heh heh. When are yall going to go on tour? Better come close to Charleston SC!! I haven't seen yall live yet! Well, g2g. Rock on!

wow...u wrote on my birthday! yaaaay hehe...i just wanna say that you guys rock my socks off sooo much! I listen to u guys like...ALL THE TIME lol ive gotten so many ppl into u..its crazy...ppl listen to me when i tell them how good u guys are...keep up the rocking...especially my socks...they must be rocked!
~Traci

sup all...Hey Derek, thanx for the shout out...I had a pretty shitty night tonight, so i've had "finding myself, eraser, and I want my life" playing...and seeing ur shout out cheered me up...hells ya man if u guys come to Chicago though make it an all ages show, i just turned 17 on march 27th, so yeah i can't get into ne bars yet. Man i'm fuckin pumped as hell for this new CD comin out...u guys have me and a few of my friends in suspense.

U guys should play the warped tour, tha'd be badass

Hey wuts gonna be new nd different in this new album whatever its call?

Hey wuts gonna be new nd different in this new album whatever its call?

HAHAHA michelle!!!..I know what you are talking about!!..Ive seen that Green Day thing on VH1 like 4 times already and its the chineese/japensee whatever they are people that are trying to sing the words and dont know what the hell they are!!..haha it was halarious!!

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

LOL! see, isnt it so annoying? i swear everytime theres a performance on tv and they show someone, its ALWAYS a person who doesnt know the words!

i dont like warped tour. that many bands in one day. eh. not for me.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Warped is going to be so amazing this year. Waaaaay better than last year.

sux to read this so late!!
anyway
i just wanted ti tell you guys that u are really awesome and that i cant wait to get my hands on ur new record
i live in sweden now and it would be really really cool if youd make a tour and come over seas.
u guys really rock and ur music has really become a part of my life. anyway
maybe ill get a shout out sometime??!! who knows
well i gtg now
catcha later
Hanna

Warped tour is the best tour to go see!..like SERIOUSLY!! I just like being around all thoes people/bands..and Its really cool how the bands like try and meet with the fans its hott!! haha

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ THE GIRL WITH 3 SES TATTOOS

This is my first time ever puttin a message on here but I just wanted to tell yall that yall are the greatest band out there. Last summer I was flickin through the channels on tv and I saw the "Silhouettes" video.after that I went to Wal-Mart to get the cd and I've been listenin to it ever since. I just cant stop. When I have a bad day I put it on and it makes me feel so much better. I cant wait till the new one. When is it comin out? anywayz PLEASE COME SOMEWHERE CLOSE TO ALABAMA I AM DYING TO SEE YALL PLAY! Well I'm out so give me a shoutout. Peace. your #1 fan from Alabama,
Kyle

hi kyle.

hey there guys,
just to let ya know u guys rock my sox!!!! i love you! and also lol i was just wondering when you were gonna come back to the chance in poughkeepsie cuz u guys kicked ass there last year. it was my first show and def. the best ive ever been to. so ya definitly come back!
<3 jacqui

for all whos interedted i can play saterday on the guitar so. well i want that new album i have to get music that dosent suck ass. oh hope u guys go on tour with seether becase there new album is almost out.

Guess whos back... Back again... Ashley's back... tell some men! Hey Derek... again... :) im bored at work, and i thought id write ya lil note... Heres a joke for ya... two spermies where swimmin.. one looks over to the other and says... "Man its dark in here... how far to the fallopian tubes?" and the other looks back and says... "Oh man we got a ways.. we just passed the tonsils!" is that gross er what! lol... I about died when my Mother told me that one! Welpers im outa here.. back to work.. blah blah blah Good news though.. i graduate from University of Cincinnati in july!!!!!!!!! THEN IM OUTA THIS HELL HOLE!!! YEE-HAW!!
-Ashley

ahahaha. thats so gross!

Hey guys,
I love your music and i think its way cool you write to us "normal" people. lol. well im new here so give me a good welcome. talk to you l8R. See ya!
EMAIL ME. HAHAHA

Hey guys,
I love your music and i think its way cool you write to us "normal" people. lol. well im new here so give me a good welcome. talk to you l8R. See ya!
EMAIL ME. HAHAHA

Hey guys,
I love your music and i think its way cool you write to us "normal" people. lol. well im new here so give me a good welcome. talk to you l8R. See ya!
EMAIL ME. HAHAHA

I SWEAR I DIDN'T MEAN TO DO THAT. LOL. BYE

I SWEAR I DIDN'T MEAN TO DO THAT. LOL. BYE

I haven't been online in fucking forever! Hahaaa good to see that you're insomnia goes away when you stab pillows, you should probly tell a therapist 'bout that ^_~. Hooooly shit, I can't fucking wait for you to come to Missouri!! Aaaah... ok, so lately I haven't been online at all, I've been in Joplin as much as possible seeing my boyfriend. Is it normal to be this fucking addicted to someone?!? GAH it drives me psychotic!!

Aaaw, it's sad, I got a real life and now my internet one is shoved out of the way =(... ^_^ Me luffs people.

*anxiously awaits CD and tourdates*

OOOH and go with what michele said, PUT A DVD IN WITH THE CD!! Fucking hell, that'd rule! Hahaaa but I'm sure it would take forever so nooo just release the CD and I'll be happy ^_~.

Great to know you guys are good, you should tell sean to get his ass online and say hi some time (feeling deprived of the Sean and Ryan luff, you see =P).

POOKIE LUFFS YOOOOUUUU

i think i'm prolly one of your newest fans....i bought your cd last week and it is the fuckin best cd i ever listened to! yall are awesome....i hope you guys come down to pittsburgh, PA to play sometime...you can be as sure as hell that i'll be there! [><]

i think i'm prolly one of your newest fans....i bought your cd last week and it is the fuckin best cd i ever listened to! yall are awesome....i hope you guys come down to pittsburgh, PA to play sometime...you can be as sure as hell that i'll be there! [><]

yes. warped tour = kick. ass.
i already got my tickets for the mass. show!
WHO ELSE IS GOING!?
i'll see ya there :)...maybe.

i just noticed that i never really responded to what you wrote to us, pogen! hahaha! you murdered some pillows...well done! 50 bucks though? are you kiddinggg? they only charged me $75 for seriously wrecking the whole hotel room. man, it was bad. lesson learned...never have a birthday party at a hotel with a bunch of crazy kids :)

as always, i can't wait for the tour and the CD release!

take care :)

love youuu <3
kelly.

welcome rachael.

today = last day of spring break

bye bye my loves.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

...You're mine ahhh in a sick way,
your my radio in a hole covered up
your all the love that could be but never would!

I love that song!!!!

yooo... whats up.... i heard pillows cause double chins hahahhaha this russian lady told me yesterday... i am not using pillows anymore lol... just thought that was a little interesting piece of information... well that is awesome that ur first show in 6 months went well! glad to hear that! oh and i have a question... i emailed the pic of me and sean to u guys a while ago and i was wondering if u remember gettin it... i am so bad with comps and i dont know how to put it up on the pictures with fans part of ur site... well if u didnt get it ill send it again and maybe if u have any free time could u possibly put it up? sometimes computers piss my off so bad that i just punch them and end up bruising my knuckles so im not even gunna attempt to try... again lol... ok well hope to see u soon in sayreville! bye young chaps! ha ;-)

-Taylor

ok, everyone knows i'm like the whitest person ever right? well, i'm was jokin around, tryin to b gang-star, haha, and i made a rap 4 a friend of mine...read and enjoy..

"yo yo yo, whats cracka lackin hoe? u know how i do, rappin this rhyme out 4 u, c me now, hear me now, and u know i'ma make u hit the ground, cause i'm smooth like peanut butter, there aint noone better, makin u fuckin embarrassed, makin ur face even redder, stop actin like me, cause u aint me hoe, crackin on ur style, makin other bitches go "uh-oh uh-oh", so stop hatin, start appreciatin, worship me, praise me, cause i'm someone u can't b, u know u like my style, u should try it once n a while, cause i walk down the street, bring up the heat, u know how i do, yeah, thats all i got 4 u."

haha, i sent that to candice, and michael said i should stand up and say it n the lunch room, hahha, i think i might just do that...i'ma c if i can borrow a sean paul shirt, or some shit, and just wear it n the lunch room so when i read it, i can fit the part :) u know! haha! omg..i was like "michael, what do u think people will say?" and he said "probably nothin, just laugh, cause its funny...but not laugh at u, people would think its hot" haha i have til monday to decide and its fri. but i have a trip to DC tomorrow, so i can ask kim, and shaquita, cause its 4 g skool, and they go to my skool, welp, laters. ((sorry so long))

Sarah

Whats up guys? I am a Marine at Camp Pendleton, and This Is War is definiatlly my favorite song. My friend was listening to it and I had to go out and get the CD and let me tell ya it fucking rocks. That song just motivates me I dont know if you intended it to do that but it makes me want to get deployed with the rest of my unit. Even though I am a firefighter in the Marine Corp it makes me wish that I was a grunt and out there in the front line with a lot of my friends. you guys rock

I'm moving to Germany and I was wonderin if ya'll are plannin on doin any Euro tours sometime soon?

Derek, heres the deal, you would make the fuckin hottest couple with my friend Amber, just by reading these comments i can tell....Shes like the chick at school that every guy wants, and shes a rocker, its about time a rocker got recognition at our school, and im serious, she walks down the hall and like every guy around starts drooling, and you look like that...and She said she thinks ur hott before and I swear if you met her, saw her effin body, hung out with her for like an hour u would fall in love i gaurantee it!!! Shes the coolest chick ever, I know youve met the guy from our radio station tony labrie, banana 101.5, well ne how, u should come by again and meet amber, im telling u, im doing u a favor derek, but only cuz i love you!!! You should seriously like Email her, or something just ask me for the email and ill give it to u if ur interested, im telling u...shes kickass dude...but dont tell her i said ne thang to you!!! k? thanks!!

ohh yeah yeah, shes on myspace too btw, there we go, Amberoxursox01@yahoo.com, add her for real, or look at her pix n read the profile or something. Anyhow, you can add me too if you want becus im almost as cool as her, haha. I'm sammola on her friends list!

UPDATE!!! LOL ITS OK! WHOOO 10 DAYS TIL MY B-DAY! THE BIG 15 LOL yeah not really soo sad what a poinltess year...has no benefits lol geez o well im in a lot better mood then my last entry!
WHAAAA lots of energy byee!! <3 <3 <3 <3
stacey sheffer!~

i am watchin the nowhere kids video as we speak... or i speak.... later bes hahaha god im a loser (i never forgot that lord of the rings thing that u said derek about that guy sayin "wanna bes"... i laughed so hard at that)

-Taylor

hmmm.

hahahahahaha!!! i cant stop laughing!! when did this become a dating thing. blahahah. derek youre like john stamos now. random people are trying to hook you up. blahahahha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

Yea I know right...I dont think that we are playing the dating game here!! lol..

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

i know! that's why i was like "hmmm."
noooo...just, no. he doesn't want your
16 or 17 year old friend hunnay. pshhh.

GO HERE!
i love it.
thanks meshell <3
:)

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EXACTLY!!!...haha..aww that interview is soo good..looks like it was taped a while ago but thats the first time ive seen that!

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ the girl with 3 SES tattoos

hahaha. really you guys havent seen that video before? i thought everyone had seen it already thats why i didnt post it. i love going back and reading or watching old SES videos.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

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omg!! my niece wont shut up!! shes one and keeps crying help!!! lol its nice 2 know u guys r still a band and alive. i started getting alittle worried there. anytime soon u coming in florida? please!!! gross! i gotta go wipe red lollipop drool off my lap and arms. keep rockin guys~~ email me sometime: mintysquirrel473@yahoo or
skatermaniac7218@aol

omg!! my niece wont shut up!! shes one and keeps crying help!!! lol its nice 2 know u guys r still a band and alive. i started getting alittle worried there. anytime soon u coming in florida? please!!! gross! i gotta go wipe red lollipop drool off my lap and arms. keep rockin guys~~ email me sometime: mintysquirrel473@yahoo or
skatermaniac7218@aol

screw the drums...bang a drummer. l0l!

yall r dreamcrusherz i think that gurl is sexi :)
if she wantz dirrty d i say g0 4 it! n0t that he needz ne help gett'n gurlz but he did tell me this 0nce th0 "i aint getting married ima pimp till my coffin getz carried" l0l! jaykay.
michele..john stamos haha! d0nt u mean uncle jesse?!

LIL D thx 4 da sh0ut0ut..me 18th birfday is in 8dayz!!{{april 17th}}im havin my party in Vegas all nxt weekend!! yeh fuk ya. u sh0uld cum & perf0rm 4 me & my friendz...as a magician! hahahahahhahahaha seriously think bout it..there will b plenty of pill0wz @ da h0tel we can ch0p th0se bytchez ^ s0n. ima G' ur a G'..letz hug.

s000 last nite was effin fun! i had 2 werk th0 cuz h00terz had us gurlz g0 2 the bikefest & this guy want'd 2 giv me his cust0m m0t0rcycle!!! th0se thingz r fuken awsum, i really want 0ne n0w. but i already g0t a brand new car lyk a week ag0 itz a black mazda rx-8 0mg wen i 1st saw it i was in luv..my car makes me wet!!

k i hav a j0ke but itz REALLY bad! y did mickey mouse dump minnie mouse?! cuz she was fuken goofy!!! i miss ur jokes derek :(

anywizzle, yall hav fun @ the h0llyw00d sh0w...CHUMPS!!! hurry ^ wiv the album cant wait 2 harass ppl in2 buying it.

suk it eazy..get l0w n swall0w kidz.payce.

geez, my last one didnt make any sense.. haha thats great

geez, my last one didnt make any sense.. haha thats great

hey jessy, you live in florida? well you should check out chasing august:MAJOR LABEL SHOWCASE!!!! Sunday April 17th @ The Beta Bar in Tallahasse FL!!! $10 cover,Directions to the venue can be found @ www.thebetabar.com you should go if ya can.

ari, yes, uncle jesse. did you know that he is 41? he sure dont look 41. hes hot. hehehe. you should have taken the bike, hahaha.

and derek, i miss the jokes too. bring em back yo!

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

duuuude. you know what i just noticed??

ive been postin a lot on here!! geez. hope im not like annoying anyone or anything.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA

I had never seen that interview before, either. Good stuff.

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

39 days till the show!

i got some jokes derek!! here you go, have fun!

... so what do you call a guy with no arms or legs nailed onto the wall?
art

... what do you call a guy with no arms or legs in a hottub?
stu

... what do you call a girl with no arms or legs rolling around on the beach?
sandy

... what do you call a guy with no arms or legs in the ocean?
bob

... what do you call a guy with no arms or legs and no head?
chester

... what do you call a guy with no arms or legs in a pile of leaves?
russel

well i have tons of these, but i cant think of anymore because im being slow today lol

<3
-emily

yay! i was finally able to watch the interview of the lovely SES. :)

i miss you guys. <3

::*nat*::

Wow, so I finally see a SES vid. Nifty ^_^. The wonders of a new broadband internet connecto.... *sigh* Loverly. Hahaha Sean you look like my ex...

POOKIE LUFFS YOU

Hey guys, it's great to know that you're doing okay, and I cannot wait till u guys come back to WEST PALM BEACH, u know I'll be there..and next time DEREK i hope to see a whats up to ME in ur journal..HAHA..take care guys..XoXo

HEY,what the fuck is happenin?
every1 is tryin 2 set derek up w/ their friends,wtf is w/ that?
try and set him up w/ urself at least!!!

geeze.......

hahaha,i'm grounded(again),i was caught on the comp from 11p-5a,on a school night,oohhpps!!!

;D

sarah,don't forget my killer jokes,i'm not puttin any of them on this site,coz me mummy reads the posts sumtimes,i'm not allowed to be funny:(

oh yeah,derek,tell sean this:stop teasing us and pull down your damned pants already!!!

;P

L8R P3OPS!!!

P3AC3 OUT!!!

stupid teen's(ME!!!) name is,krystal m....
no relation to sarah m.,except for the fact we both wanna go to ur concerts;D

Hey dudes whats up. I just want to say you guys rock hard core and I cant wait till you come to Illinois. hopefully you hit up peoria like you did during the Snow core tour last year. I went an saw you guys and you played an awesome show.

hmm ya know what?

i just realized that i havent been putting SESologist in my sig. hmmm. i will now. hehehe.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
SESologist :)

haha! "oh yeah,derek,tell sean this:stop teasing us and pull down your damned pants already!!!" hahaha, that aint "bein funny"? lol

anyways...DC is the most boring place ever...how can they kick u out a museum 4 havin fun...come on dude..we were just playin w. the statues :) then the other dude got mad, cause we were pushin all the buttons on the elevator, and playin on it. we were bored as fuck dude! 5 hours in museums...we could go to any one we want, but i've been to them all already--livin n Va, u end up goin to DC alot! trust! lol and a homeless guy tried to kill us :) haha, that was fun. he got mad cause we "werent really homeless" and we had a sign...haha

Kim's sign: HOM
my sign: L3S5 (bewards 's' on the second one)

hehe ;) and kim wouldnt flash any body..we were tryin to make money from lunch..Mickey D's there was 7 DOLLARS r fuckin chicken nuggets..wtf dude! lol i was scrubbed 4 cash man! and i was tryin to save it 4 gas...damn dude, lol and 4 dollars r a fuckin water! and me--i LIVE off water..pissed as hell! lol but the Holocaust museum is good...i felt bad though, cause i'm german...i still have family there too...my grandma's parents r from there...i'm sorry to all the jewish people :( including Kyle from Southpark :) ok, i'm out. laters.

Sarah M. > haha

HAHA SARAH M. I know what you mean!..I go to Dc at least like 3 times a month and it does get boring!!! you are true living in VA you do tend to go to dc a lot!..well I do!!..like today Im going there..its for a concert though!..lol.Im going to see Mindless Self Indulgence!..they are a great industrial band! you guys should check them out!!.. www.mindlessselfindulgence.com

HAHA..whats with "oh yeah,derek,tell sean this:stop teasing us and pull down your damned pants already!!!" ..Ive already seen Seans ass twice..once on the tour bus when i saw them in Ohio Sean told Ryan to kiss his ass and he pulled his pants down! I was sittin next to Ryan so I had a good view!..haha..that was funny!..and then again when I saw them in North Carolina he was standing on the side of the stage for Puddle of Mudd and i was stading by the side of the stage and he tried to be slick and pulled his pants down but kept his shirt over his ass then he kept on lifting up his shirt and exposing his ass!!..it was hott!!..HAHA..hes a goober!!
talk to you guys later!

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ THE GIRL WITH 3 SES TATTOOS

haha i w0ulda leaned in & gav seans ass a nice big juicy kiss..rim him 2 :)

haha i w0ulda leaned in & gav seans ass a nice big juicy kiss..rim him 2 :)

Hey guys,
Ok you so need to hurry up and get your tour up. I found out that i have to have knee surgery again. If i dont get to see you when yall come in i am going to die( well not really) I have to wait until the summer get the surgery done so that i can finish school. and then i have to save money so that i can make it with out going. Well i will talk to you guys soon!!!!! SES NATION ROCKS!!!! love ya Shay-Lyn

Hey U guyz! U really need to come back to Jacksonville,FL! We miss u! And when r u comin out with a new CD?!?!?!
I'm glad ure show went well though! U guys rock! U literally saved my life. Ure fist CD came out during a really hard time in my life and it really helped me to see life in a different way. U've touched so many people I couldn't even begin to list the names. I can remember plenty of dsays coming home and just wanting to die. I would curl up in my bed with the lights off and listen to ure music. Somehow I would find the strength to make it another day. U really helped me and so many others. I just wanted to say thank you.
I LOVE U!
Rock On!

Luv alwayz,
Alexis!

omg this is so poopoo! im at school right now and it doesnt let me go to ezboard! what the heck! it would let me go on there before but now it doesnt, grrr. now i dont have anything to do.hahaha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
SESologist

mimi...wanna g0 make Ses sum sandwiches w/me?!!! mmmm mayonnaise hahahahhaha ..

JUST THOUGHT U MIGHT LIKE TO READ THIS:A SOLDIER'S FINAL INSPECTION

The Final Inspection

The soldier stood and faced God,
Which must always come to pass.

He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as brightly as his brass.

"Step forward now, you soldier,
How shall I deal with you?

Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"

The soldier squared his shoulders and said,
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who
carry guns Can't
always be a saint.

I've had to work most Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,

And sometimes I've been violent,
because the world is awfully rough.

But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep ...

Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,

And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear,

And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.

I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here,

They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.

If you've a place for me here,Lord,
It needn't be so grand,

I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."

There was a silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod

As the soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God,

Step forward now, you soldier,
You've borne your burdens well,

Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
BY ANOUMUS : ) VERY TOUCHING

P.S HEY TIFF WHERE IS THE SHOW IN THE VALLY?

HAHAHAHA!!! you read that huh. LETTUCE! TOMATO!!

lol.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
SESologist

Sammola, Damn. Your friend Amber is fucking hott!!! I think you're a really good friend to try to hook derek up with her, I requested her friendship on myspace, damn. Thats really awesome of you to try to hook derek up like that.

ok, yeah, i chickened out on readin my rap in the cafeteria, lol, but i did show it to everybody..they were like "YOU wrote this?!" haha and i said "yeah.." and they said "man, i didnt expect that from u" haha..people were shocked. funny funny.

yeah, rachel f., DC is so...visited now..like u can't even walk anywhere, cause there's so many people, and cars keep trying to hit u...even if u're on the sidewalk! lol and prices r jacked up on everything...and u can't do anything fun, cause there's fuckin sercurity and cops everywhere...we had fun n the park though, just acted stupid, runnin up to people, doin stupid shit, actin like fools really. and yeah, we went where we werent supposed to, and could "get kicked outta governor's skool" for that, but o the fuck well, they never found out, but yeah, if u dont really have a reason to go (except museum tours, which r boring anyways), then its really boring...i saw Clinton once when i was like, in 5th grade...but i really dont like him, so i was just like "o....wow...." haha. i'm so enthusiastic. but yeah, Va is full of "history" or whatever...u go to Jamestown, Yorktown, DC, Fredricksburg, Williamsburg, and Richmond for all the museums and plays and shit...every field trip...i'm movin away i swear, lol

anyways, nuff of that. put the cd out already, no rush, but i'm gettin tired of waitin 4 real...yeah..

o, i hate when u put ur fingers on the wrong row and end up typing: dyi[of djoy ;olr yjod ((stupid shit like this)) haha, laters.

Sarah

B0L0GNE!! haha

ya s00 derek.. i think me, mimi & tizzle sh0uld b yallz pers0nal assistants wen yall t0ur again.we c0uld g0 make beer runz 4 sean, c0ckbl0ck gr0upies & wipe ryans ass.

o, i c, leavin me out, lol

yeah, i'm n skool..i walked outta spanish, so now i'm bored n the library, cause i refuse to go to CDR (Cool Down Room *rolls eyes*)

anyways...yeah...thats it, lol, laters

Sarah

p.s. My bologna has a first name, its O-S-C-A-R, my bologna has a second name, its M-A-Y-E-R. I love to eat it everyday and if u ask my y i say! "Cause Oscar Mayer has a way, w. B-O-L-O-G-N-A!....well, u know ;)

JUST WANTED TO SAY WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE YALL NOT COMING BACK TO AUSTIN. I WANT TO SEE YALL SOON I HOPE YOU SHOW UP SOON. SO YAH I HAVE TO GO I HAVE CLASS LATERS

VALERIE A
AKA
fARIe GirL

JUST WANTED TO SAY WHY ARE YALL NOT COMING BACK TO AUSTIN. I WANT TO SEE YALL SOON I HOPE YOU SHOW UP SOON. SO YAH I HAVE TO GO I HAVE CLASS LATERS

VALERIE A
AKA
fARIe GirL

are you guys really gonna be in rockford for wingding in may? that would be awesome!!! it was incredible last year. so far i've heard that wingding was gonna be on the 29th, and the 30th so now i'm not sure. but i hope you guys are there, i love you sooo much. you have no idea how much your cd has helped me. hope to see you in may!

lorrianne

oh yeah, you gotta hear my buddy's genius idea...
he says the next time you guys come through here on tour, we're going and he's gonna spike my hair. riiight. i'd be almost 2 feet taller, and about 4 feet wide! he'd hafta tie me to the roof of the car! maybe i'll just cut my hair soon... anyway, i just had to share that. buhbyes!

lorrianne

oh yeah, you gotta hear my buddy's genius idea...
he says the next time you guys come through here on tour, we're going and he's gonna spike my hair. riiight. i'd be almost 2 feet taller, and about 4 feet wide! he'd hafta tie me to the roof of the car! maybe i'll just cut my hair soon... anyway, i just had to share that. buhbyes!

lorrianne

Hey wutz ^! Dude I love ur band...my mum hates it but you kno she isn't really into rock! lol, but i ubject to her decisions...i listen to u guys anyways! Ha!
Amber, ur Florida Fan.

Hey wutz ^! Dude I love ur band...my mum hates it but you kno she isn't really into rock! lol, but i ubject to her decisions...i listen to u guys anyways! Ha!
Amber, ur Florida Fan.

hiiii... i love you guys PLS PLAY IN CANADA! it would be amazing if i could see u guys in london ontarioo!!! i jsut saw sum41,nowarning, and protest the hero in london! they were amazing so why dont you come show them up!.. shouuutout
molly cairncross xxo

not a bad idea ari. hahaha.that would be so cool tho.

oh yeah, i couldnt find SES in my fream last night. haha. it was the bestest dream ever. ill tell you guys about it after i go clean up a lil.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
SESologist

ok so in my dream, im like at my elementary school and theres like poeple with art on stage explaining what their painting means. and then there are bands too. metallica, puddle of mudd, and smile empty soul. i was like woah this is cool. so the lil show is done and im like omg omg omg i have to go meet paul from POM. coz i have a crushie poo on him since like forever and so im lookin to see where he goes but i cant find him. so i go to catalina and shes in this room. so i ask her if i can borrow her camera coz if i meet him i want to take a picture. well shes like ehhh. and she doesnt say anything so i get all sad. and hen she comes out and i ask her again and she gives it to me. so me, my mom, and aimee are like walking all over the place to find pom, ses, or metallica. all of a sudden the place turns to Vatican City. and then it turns into a swap meet. and then an airport.hahaha. so were walking all over the place and we see metallica. so i got to meet all of them and take pictures. and after that i was so happy coz i never met metallica before and this was just so awesome. then were running all over the place to find paul. i see wes and am like paul has to be here too. so i take a pic with wes and then i see paul.

i ask paul if i can take a picture with him and hes like sure! so he has his arm around my shoulder and aimee is fixing the camera and so he kisses me on the cheek! i was like woah, and i giggled. he said, im gonna keep doing this until she fixes the camera. i was like go ahead buddy i dont mind! hahaha. and aimee looks up and is like *gasp* and so i tell her to take a pic and she asks, like that? i was like yah. i had to get a pic of paul kissing me becoz i know nobody would believe me. so then me and paul take a normal picture. after that im like on cloud 9.( hahaha, POM song right there, cloud 9, haha. im funny). so yeah i met POM for the first time, minus greg, coz hes not in it anymore.

so after all of that, me and aimee are still running around the swap meet looking for ses. i see one of their roadies and am like is ses still here? and he goes yes. so we go looking again and we still cant find anyone. then aimee is like look they will give us free massages. im like huh? so we get into white robes and they give us massages at this one store. and after that we run around some more and we STILL dont find SES!!

yeah that was my dream. i was running in circles forever trying to find SES. i was sad and wanted to cry. but aimee was like you met metallica and POM, Paul even kissed you! you should be happy, but i was like i know, but still.

HAHAHAHA. thats my dream. i think my dream was the reason why i woke up so late this morning. i had 10 minutes to get ready. haha.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
SESologist

hiccup.

hey guys! i just wanted to know when the new album was coming out, and also, what does the MRA mean that i see on yalls instruments and clothing and stuff?

Hii guys! i just wanted to know when the new album was coming out and what the MRA means that i see on yalls instruments and clothing and stuff?

jesanna, its a mystery. no one knows.

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Derek, oh my GOD!!! I'm so sorry that it has been so fricken long... please release a new cd... not that there is anything wrong with the first one, it's just ...... i'm anticipating the NEW ONE.... get it out soon.. You also told me that you would fit FARGO into your tour... DO IT... hahaha... I'll help you book the damn thing.. You have three options... The Fargo Civic Center... that's pretty big... haha... SKINDRID WAS AMAZING... they played with the Starting Line and a few others... There's also Playmakers Pavilion... SEVENDUST... PAPA ROACH.. good memories... Lot's of goodies play there... Then we can't forget the FARGO DOME... YES... please.. thank you

Hey. Thanks for giving me the shout outs. I was so happy. Dont worry I will see you guys the next time you some around here. Love you.

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You better fucking come back to Ziggy's in Winston, yall blew that little place up!!!

Hey I was just wondering when's the next album coming cos i love old one. Oh and will SES ever come down under because i would love to watch you play a show but i cant afford a ticket to the states.

why do they call it down under?? ive always wondered that.

I like the idea of me and Michele being your personal assistants. That would be sick.

And Jasmine- the show is at the Key Club in Hollywood. Try to go if you can. It'll be awesome.

#1 fan in Santa Clarita,
~Tiffany~

Hey ummm does anybody have anynews on when he CD's coming out. I haven't been on in a bit.So if anyone knows mail it to me thanks much.

I think it's so awesome that you guys write in this journal and respond to fans. That's really touching and it also allows us to get a look into what you guys are up to. I've had your cd for quiet awhile now, but this is the first time I've been to the site. Smile Empty Soul is a really great band, and despite how much MTV annoys me sometimes, I am glad that I heard your guys' music from there. The cd is awesome, and I tend to listen to it over and over again. I love the mellowness and the roughness that you guys have put together into the album, and I really love the lyrics. I thing many teens and young adults can relate to the music. Anyway, I'm rambling. The band rocks, and I hope that maybe one day you'll stop in Iowa and play... we'd love to hear some kick ass rock!
-Micah

Haha, nice Michele, I want a dream like that one =(. Lol.

Damn I'm bored!! I skipped skool today, cause I'ma lazy bastard and didn't want to get up. I slept in til 6 \m/. Then I was like dude, wtf is wrong with me?!? 6 in the afternoon, that's fucking screwy as hell. But at least it makes up for the insomnia I've had since *gasp* Christmas. I get about 3 or 4 hours a night. Yarg, tis awful. Mm, well, I'll shut up now ^_^

Much luff, people, much luff =P

POOKIE LUFFS ALL

Hey! When does your new songs come out?!! I can't wait to get the new album! Catch ya'll later.

i prefer sayings over jokes,so i cum up w/ a lot,like these:
when they said that opposites attract,i hope they meant opposite sexes.....

no shoes, no shirt, no problem
but.... can you cum w/o the pants too?

My bithday's comming up. Can y'all just wish me a happy birthday and I swear I won't need any presents!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S.
I LOVE SEAN (he's a fucking genius)

i seen you guys 2 in NY last winter, once at club tundra and once with trapt. you guys should come her again cause no bands ever come to syracuse and you guys really kicked ass. you should play like the k-rock-a-thon or something.

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Something neat i wrote using your song titles.

My mom woke me up early, i'd been out all night. She said get up, you should be in church "Every Sunday". I said this isn't burger king you can't have it "Your Way". She screamed and threw a pillow at me, and i yelled "This is War"...Running into the kitchen i saw an "Eraser" on the table and i threw it at her. I then picked up the closest thing to me and yelled "With this Knife" I will end my life "For you"! She said child you need "Therapy" I replied mom i just "Want my Life". I headed for the door and she told me you know its not all that on the "Other Side" I said yeah, but "All my Problems" are my problems ok? So i left and went to a friends house where i grabbed a 5th of Jager and drank til i saw the "Bottom of the Bottle". I laid back and watched the "Silhouettes" of headlights dance through the window, thinking of all us "Nowhere Kids", sighing and realizing my thoughts are like a "Radio in a Hole". So with a deep breath and a tear rolling down my cheek i said to myself, SMILE EMPTY SOUL tomorrow is another day!

Hope you guys like my story.

O M F G! haha, that rocked! wow, i wish i was talented like that...lol.

have fun guys. laters

Sarah

HAHA OMG!...you guys are never gonna guess where I just got back from!!..haha me and my friend kristen went and saw the Backstreet Boys tonight!..we lived out a childhood dream and saw them finally!...we LOVED them when we were like 11(any girl who says that they never liked a boy band is a liar so dont laugh at me!lol) and now 8 years later we finally got to see them..we dont like them anymore we just thought it would be fun to go and hangout and relive some old memories!!..lol..it was actually quite entertaining though cause there were nothing but sluts and gay men there! it was hott!..LOL...well i thought i would share my adventure!!..haha dont all laugh at once now!! laterz!

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ THE GIRL WITH 3 SES TATTOOS

HAHA OMG!...you guys are never gonna guess where I just got back from!!..haha me and my friend kristen went and saw the Backstreet Boys tonight!..we lived out a childhood dream and saw them finally!...we LOVED them when we were like 11(any girl who says that they never liked a boy band is a liar so dont laugh at me!lol) and now 8 years later we finally got to see them..we dont like them anymore we just thought it would be fun to go and hangout and relive some old memories!!..lol..it was actually quite entertaining though cause there were nothing but sluts and gay men there! it was hott!..LOL...well i thought i would share my adventure!!..haha dont all laugh at once now!! laterz!

\m/Rachel Fisher\m/ THE GIRL WITH 3 SES TATTOOS

hey, i just looked at ur site and i just wanted to say that i love ur music i can relate to it, like silhouettes, i am always gettin told that im gonna turn out just like my mom and it scares the hell outta me and i dont want it to and my fathers all christian and i dont want to be like that either so yea, well ne who i just think u guys are awesome and i love ur music i put it in my cd player when i've had a bad day or when i feel like cutting or just got done cutting i kno its not something that is good for you but im sure someone can relate to me.....well i've tooken enough of ur time....ur awesome....rock on....amanda

OMG RACHEL!! hahahaha. thats my childhood dream too!! i was sooo obsessed with BSB. i have all of their cds, even the ones they sold at burger king. haha. and i was like in love with nick carter. of course not anymore tho. but i agree with you, any girl who says they never liked a boy band is a liar. but yeah i have always wanted to go to a BSB concert, i still do just so i can fulfill(sp?) my dream. and i wanted to meet them too. i still do. its cool meeting new people. how much were the tix? i remember they played here like last year and you had to pay a thousand bucks to meet em.

oh yeah.

my friend lauren, after 6th, she was like hey smile empty soul is playing a show soon. i was like yeah i know. key club, may 19th, with fractional. and she was like yeah i heard it on KROQ this morning in one of my classes and they mentioned that. i was like omg r u serious. i was shocked coz KROQ people are poopy heads. they never played silhouettes, they played BOAB a lot and nowhere kids a lil bit, but thats it. they just like to play the same crap like franz ferdinand and JAY Z, wtf its supposed to be a ROCK station. but anyways, yeah. i just thought id let you guys know.

i love my friends. they always hear something about something i like and they tell me right away and i already know about it. hahahaah.

~~Michele~~
THE #1 FAN IN RANCHO CUCAMONGA
SESologist