February 28, 2004

HEY EVERYBODY,ITS DEREK, WE ARE IN SALEM NC. ITS ACTUALLY A NICE DAY. THE VIDEO IN LA WE SHOT WAS GREAT. WE WOKE UP AT 5AM AND DIDNT GET HOME UNTIL 12AM THAT NIGHT. IT WAS A LONG DAY. BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. I THINK THE SILLOUETTES VIDEDO WILL BE OUR BEST ONE YET. THE PLANE RIDE TO ATL WAS A LITTLE SCAREY. THERE WAS A STORM AND WE HAD TO CIRCLE AROUND WILL THE WHOLE PLANE WAS SHAKING. I CANT WAIT TILL I NEVER HAVE TO FLY AGAIN. BUT WE MADE IT.
THE SHOW IN COLUMBIA WAS COOL, IT SNOWED THAT NIGHT, AND THE SHOW IN CHARELSTON, NC WAS AWESOME. THE HEADLINING IS FUN. I LOVE BEING UP ON A RISER ITS COOL. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO IS COMING OUT, YOU GUYS ARE MAKING THIS TOUR KICK ASS.. OH AND SORRY ABOUT THE BIRMINGHAM SHOW KAREN AND EVERYBODY ELSE. WE HAD TO SHOOT THE VIDEO AT THAT TIME. WE ARE VERY SORRY, AND WE ARRE TRYING TO RESCHEDULE. SORRY, SORRY, AND STEPHANIE OTHER BANDS WE LIKE ARE THE DEFTONES, RADIOHEAD, PEARLJAM, AND STP. I LOVE THE NEW BILLY TALENT RECORD AS WELL. IT ROCKS. WE FILMED THE DAY AT THE SHOOT, AND DID A VIDEO JOURNAL, SO THAT SHOULD BE ONE THE WEB SITE SOON
OH AND ALLY, MY DOG IS AN AUSTRAILIAN SHEPARD. BLACK, SUPER CUTE BUT A REAL PAIN IN MY BUTT. I TRIED TO TEACH HIM HOW TO PLAY DEAD WHEN I PRTENDED TO SHOOT HIM, BUT I GAVE UP. NOW WHEN I DO IT HE DUCKS DOWN, SO ID LIKE TO THINK THAT HES DODGING THE BULLET, KIND OF LIKE ON THE MATRIX..
ANY WAYS, I GOT TO GO, TALK TO YALL SOON.
DEREK,DEREK,DEREK.............

Posted by smile at 07:01 PM | Comments (347)

February 22, 2004

home is nice

WE ARE HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!ONLY FOR A FEW DAYS THOUGH. TODAY IS REALLY THE ONLY DAY OFF. THE NEXT 2 WE ARE SHOOTING OUR VIDEO FOR SILLOUETTES. THE FLIGHT WAS GOOD. I ACTUALLY SLEPT ON THE PLANE. NOT MUCH TURBULENCE, SO THATS GOOD. SAW MY DOG PAXTON. HES CRAZY. OUR CREW IS HANGING OUT IN ATLANTA, SHORTIE, TILL WE GET BACK. THEY SAY THEY ARE BORED AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. TOURISTS,HUH....
I THINK THIS VIDEO IS GOING TO BE GREAT!! ITS RAINING HERE IN LA. FIGURES HUH...IM STUCK AT HOME CAUSE I SOLD MY TRUCK. I DON'T NEED IT IF IM GOING TO BE TOURING ALL YEAR. WE HAVE DONE TWO HEADLING SHOWS SO FAR.. ONE IN LITTLE ROCK WAS SOLD OUT. IT WAS AWESOME. FAYETTEVILLE WAS A GREAT SHOW AS WELL. I LOVE HEADLING SHOWS. MAYBE AFTER THE SNOWCORE TOUR WE WILL HEADLINE OUR OWN TOUR.
I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THE SNOWCORE TOUR. IT IS GOING TO BE SICK. GET YOUR TICKETS EARLY BEFORE THEY SELL OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE NEED YOU GUYS AND GIRLS TO REQUEST THE CRAP OUT OFF NOWHERE KIDS, AND SILLOUETTES WHEN IT IS RELEASED. ITS GOING TO BE SOON. OUR STREETTEAMS KICK ASS. THANKS SO MUCH. ALL Y'ALL ARE SOME REAL DEDICATED FANS. ALSO, IM DOING A POLL TO SEE WHAT YOU THINK OUR NEXT SINGLE SHOULD BE. IF YOU COULD CHOOSE WHAT WOULD IT BE??
JUST WONDERING...
BUY THE WAY SEANS FAVORITE MAMMAL IS THE PANDA BEAR, MINE(DEREK) IS THE SLOTH, CAUSE ITS SO SICK AND CRAZY LOOKING. DID YOU YOU KNOW IT TAKES A MONTH FOR A SLOTH TO DIGEST IT FOOD....!!!
CHAYE' HOPE TO C-YA MAY 21, SAY HI AT THE MERCH TABLE.
DENISE, ITS GREAT THAT YOUR DAUGHTER IS GETTING A BAND TOGETHER, ALSO TV PERFORMANCES WOULD BE COOL, CONTACT OUR LABEL OR TALK TO ME AT THE NEXT SHOW. HEY, I JUST NOTICED THAT IM GETTING PRETTY GOOD AT TYPING, ANY WAYS, APRIL 17... A BIRTHDAY AND A ROCK SHOW, THATS WAY COOL NANCY!!!!
JESSIE, I AGREE PEOPLE HAVE TO WORK IN ORDER TO SUCEED, I FEEL THE GREATER THE STORY THE GREATER THE SUCCESS. KELSEY, MY ADVICE TO YOU, PRACTICE, PRACTICE!!!!! REPITITION WILL GET YOU THERE. DONT LISTEN TO THE DOUBTERS.. MONICA, THAT IS REALLY COOL. COME TO A SHOW EARLY, FIND US, SHOW US THE TAT, AND GET IN FREE, ITS THAT EASY. THAT IS VERY FLATERRING. THIS GOES FOR ANYONE ELSE TOO. AND STEFANI, YOU ROCK, YOU KNOW WHY, KARE AND EVERYONE ELSE, SO DO YOU. YOU CANT PLEASE EVERYONE. OH WELL, TAKE CARE EVERYONE, ILL WRITE IN TO LET U KNOW HOW THE SHOOT GOES. TAKE CARE
DEREK.DEREK.DEREK..........

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February 20, 2004

2 DAYS OFF, SWEET

hey whats up everybody its sean just saying what the fucks up
im a little sad cause we just ended our tour with puddle of mudd and im going to miss those guys but ill be ok were going to their show tonight with kid rock so that should be fun anyway take it easy and dont let me die see you all at the shows
WHATS UP Y'ALL, ITS DEREK. KIDROCK TONIGHT, HEADLINING STARTS TOMMORROW. ITS GOING TO BE FUN. WE WERE JUST WRITING IN THIS ENTRY AND THE COMPUTER DIED. SO WE HAD TO START OVER. EVERY TIME I START TO NOT MIND THE COMPUTER IT DOES SOMETHING STUPID. I CANT WAIT TO GET TO LA BUT IM SCARED TO DEATH OF THE PLANE RIDE. I NEED MEDICATION SO I CAN RELAX. THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT. SILLOUETTES IS GOING TO BE RELEASED SOON, AND WE THINK ITS GOING TO BE HUGE. SO THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR BEING SO LOYAL AND STICKING BY US. WE ARE ABLE TO DO THIS BECAUSE OF YOUR!!!!! DEDICATION. YOUS GUYS ARE FUNNY ON THE JOURNAL PAGES TOOO, ITS COOL.
HEY LISA SORRY ABOUT NOT SIGNING AT THE BLUENOTE, NEXT TIME WE WILL SEE YOU AT THE MERCH TABLE. KAYEIGH, DID YOU CATCH ONE OF MY STICKS?, BUT TO ANSWER YOUR ? I BREAK ABOUT 4 STICKS A NIGHT. AND IM STILL NOT GOOD AT SWITCHING EM OUT!!! LUKE, FANS LIKE YOU ARE WHY WE ARE STILL ON THE RODE. YOUR DEDICATION GOES A LONG WAY. AND RAYNEE, YOU TOO, THANKYOU SO MUCHHHH.
PICKLES, I LOVE PICKLES BUT I HATE HOMEWORK, OR IS IT THE OTHER WAY AROUND? CANDICE, GOOD LUCK WITH THE DRUMS, THEY ARE A LOT OF FUN, HUH? SINCE YOU DANCE, I KNOW YOU'VE GOT RHYTHM, SO THATS ALL YA NEED, BUT DONT TAKE ME JOB, OK...
JESSIE 5.15 AN HOUR SUCKS, MY JOB BACK HOME PAID 4.75 LOOK AROUND IM SURE THERE IS A BETTER JOB SOMEWHERE. AND IF YOU ASK ME, I THINK YOUR BABY GIRL ABBY IS A BLESSING. SHE KEEPS YOU OUT OF TROUBLE TOO I BET. EVERYONE I KNOW WHO HAS A BABY SAYS IT CHANGED THEIR LIFE FOR EVER. I HOPE TO SOMEDAY HAVE KIDS OF MY OWN BUT NOT TILL I CAN ACTUALLY BE HOME. SOON ABBY WILL BE ROCKIN OUT TO US ALSO. THATS AWESOME. TAKE CARE SWEETIE.
WELL I GOTS TO GO. TALK TO Y'ALL SOON. HEY, IVE BEEN IN TEXAS A WHILE NOW, YEE HAA LATER
DEREK...DEREK...DEREK...

Posted by smile at 12:16 AM | Comments (401)

February 13, 2004

hello, again

another day off. time to relax, YA RIGHT, HOWS EVERYBODY DOING?
WE PLAYED LAST NIGHT IN TULSA, ANOTHER GREAT SHOW. FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO APOLIGIZE TO ANY ONE IN SPRINGFIELD THAT CAME TO SEE US. YES THAT INCLUDES GABBY, CAIT, AND JACOB. WE ARE SO SORRY. THAT IS THE ONLY 2ND SHOW WE HAVE EVER CANCELLED.
SEAN WAS REALLY SICK AND HE FEELS HORRIBLE ABOUT IT. WE WOULD JUST LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR UNDERSTANDING. WE PROMISE WE WILL COME BACK VERY SOON AND ROCK SPRINGFIELD. IT SUCKED SO BAD TO SEE ALL OF YOU GUYS IN LINE WAITING. WE WANTED TO PLAY SO MUCH BUT WE JUST COULDN'T. THAT IS ONE OF THE WORST FEELINGS IN THE WORLD.
HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN MARKING OUR TERRITORY? GET STARTED, CHECK OUT OUR CONTEST PAGE. WE FLY TO LA IN A WEEK OR SO TO SHOOT OUR NEXT VIDEO, "SILLOUETTES" TWO LUCKY WINNERS AND THEIR GUESTS WILL BE HANGING OUT WITH US AT THE SHOOT. COOL,..HUH....
ST LOUIS ROCK AS WELL. THE PAGEANT IS A REALLY COOL CLUB. HAVE YOU GUYS CHECKED OUT THE TOUR DATES YET? WE ARE ON THE ROAD FOR A WHILE SO IM SURE WE WILL COMING TO A TOWN CLOSE. THE POM TOUR IS GREAT AND IM SURE THE SNOWCORE TOUR WILL BE OFF THE HOOK.
SO MEGAN FROM LOUISIANA, LOOK FOR US!!! HEY ASHLEY, HOWS CORPUS TREATEN YA.
ALLY AND JESSE, HOWS J.O.O. DOING? GOOD LUCK WITH THE BAND. NEXT TIME WE ARE IN TOWN COME TO THE MERCH TABLE AND GIVE US A DEMO. OK .....COLBIY, IT TAKES TIME BUT ITS COOL TO READ THE COMMENTS AS LONG AS THEY ARE POSITIVE. AND STEFANIE, IT AWESOME THAT YOU FINISHED YOUR FIRST KIDS BOOK. WHAT IS IT CALLED, CAN YOU SAY?, I WANT A COPY, AND THANKS FOR ALL THE IDEAS AND POSITIVE REMARKS, I KNOW YOU WILL BE VERY SUCCESSFUL!!!!
I HAVE BEEN READING SOME VERY DISTURBING COMMENTS. I FEEL HORRIBLE WHEN I KNOW PEOPLE ARE HURTING. JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN HOW YOU FEEL, I HOPE OUR MUSIC CAN HELP YOU. JUST LIVE ONE DAYB AT A TIME. YOU'LL GET THROUGH IT. EVERYONE ONE HAS THEIR DIFFICULTIES IN LIFE BURT ONE THING I HAVE LEARNED IS TO
NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NEVER!!! YOU GOT THAT!!!! MUCH LOVE, TAKE CAre AND WILL BE TALKING TO ALL YA'LL LATER.
DEREK....DEREK.....DEREK....

Posted by smile at 11:56 PM | Comments (711)

February 05, 2004

on the beach

HERE WE ARE AT MERTYLE BEACH DAY OFF. WE PLAY TOMMORROW AT THE HOUSE OF BLUES FEB 6. THERE ARE ALLIGATORS NEXT TO THE VENUE. THOSE THINGS ARE HUGE!!!!!!!!! I THINK US AND PUDDLE ARE GOING GO-CART RACING TODAY. IM GOING TO KICK SOME ASS.... THANKS TO EVERYBODY FOR YOURS IDEAS. ITS GREAT THAT YOU GUYS CARE ENOUGH TO WRITE IN WITH YOUR THOUGHTS.
WE ARE ON THE BEACH BUT IT COLDAND NOBODY'S OUT. ITS LIKE A GHOST TOWN. HEY EVERYBODY, OUR WEBSITE IS GONNA GET COOLER. WE ARE GOING TO GET VIDEO ON IT OF US DURING THE TOUR. US JUST HANGING OUT LETTING YOU GUYS SEE A LITTLE BETTER WHATS GOING ON OUT HERE. ALSO THE "LISTEN TO A MESSAGE FROM THE BAND" PART OF THE SITE IS WORKING KNOW SO CHECK THAT OUT!!!!
IN FACT I THINK WE ARE PUTTING UP A WHOLE SECTION OF SES ON THE ROAD. WE GOTS TA MAKE IT HAPPEN.
SHANNON, WE'LL SEE YOU IN ST. LOUIS, SAY HI AT THE MERCH TABLE. HEY KATRINA. HOW ARE YOU? THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT. WE APPRECIATE ALL THE ENTRIES AND YOU DEFINITLEY WIN THE AWARD FOR MOST ENTRIES. BUT YOU DONT'T NEED TO WRITE SO MUCH. AND PLEASE TRY TO KEEP IT CLEAN. REMEMBER, OTHER PEOPLE ARE READING THIS TOO. AND BE THANKFULL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE. A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE LESS FORTUNATE.
SWEET TIFFANY, YOU'RE SWEET TOO.
HEY SARAH, IM GLAD OUR MUSIC HELPS YOU. IT IS AN AWESOME FEELING TO KNOW YOU HAVE HELP SOMEBODY IN A POSITIVE WAY. STAY STRONG!!!
TIFFANY HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON MARCH 9TH, HOPE MINNESOTA IS FUN.
MIKE ITS COOL YOU FINALLY WROTE IN. WE'LL C YA IN MAINE.
HOWS IT GOING XOCHITL(HOW DO YOU PRONOUNCE IT?) WE'LL SEE YOU ON THE 16TH, AND LET US IN ON YOUR GREAT IDEAS.
EMILIA,... CANADA ROCKS!!!!!!!!
MY ADVIVE TO YOU,JENEL, WRITE AND RECORD. YOUR'E ONLY AS GOOD AS THE SONG YOU ARE PLAYING. GOOD LUCK.
AYUMI, I CAN'T WAIT TILL WE GO TO JAPAN, THAT'LL BE RAD...
WELL I GOTS TO GO. GOT TO GO RIDE SOME GO-CARTS NOW, MAN WHAT A TOUGH LIFE HUH..... LATER

DEREK...DEREK...DEREK....

Posted by smile at 10:09 PM | Comments (570)

February 02, 2004

ALL 3 IN ONE DAY

hey guys whats up its sean. sorry i dont write a whole lot but i dont know shit about computers. anyway thanks for all the support. the shows have been great and weve been meeting a lot of really cool fans.
people keep asking me about when our next record is coming out but hold off cause we have a lot more touring to do. sillhouettes is our next single and were very exited about that, it would be great if you guys could help by requesting it when it comes out. for now request nowhere kids.
anyway i gotta go but rock on and ill see you later .................

HOWS IT GOING EVERYBODY? ITS DEREK. ITS NICE TO HAVE A DAY OFF. WE JUST DID 6 SHOWS IN A ROW. THE WHEATHER IS ACTUALLY PRETTY NICE DOWN HERE. SOME OF OUR CREW IS SICK SO IM TRYING TO STAY AWAY!!!!! THE LAST SHOW WE DID IN COLUMBIA MISSOURI WAS AWESOME!!! SORRY GUYS WE COULDN'T HANG AROUND BUT AFTER THE SHOW WE HAD INTERVIEWS AND A VERY EARLY BUS CALL, SO WE DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME. BUT NEXT TIME THROUGH I PROMISE WE'LL HANG OUT!!!!!!!
CANADA ANYONE?? HEY EMILIA, I THINK WE ARE GOING TO CANADA. IM NOT 100% SURE BUT I HEARD A RUMOR ABOUT MONTREAL. SO SOONER OR LATER WE'LL GET THERE I PROMISE. NICOLE WE LOVE CINCINNATI!!! AND EVERYWHERE ELSE IN OHIO FOR THAT MATTER. AGAIN CHECK OUR TOUR DATES,, I THINK WE ARE BOOKED IN TOLEDO IS IT CLOSE?
CAITLIN HOW ARE YOU? DO YOU FEEL SPECIAL NOW? SO YOU WANT US BACK IN BOSTON HUH, WELL THE SNOWCORE TOUR WITH TRAPT AND FINGER 11 WILL BE GOING UP THERE IM SURE. IT IS WAY TO FLIPPIN COLD UP THERE RIGHT NOW ANYWAYS. I WOULD FREEEEEEZE TOOOOOOO DEEEEEAAAATTTHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST SO YOU GUYS KNOW, OUR E-MAILS ARE TOUGH TO KEEP UP WITH, I THINK WE NEED MORE GIGABYTES OR WHATERVER YOU CALL IT. IT KEEPS FILLING UP. SO PRETTY PLEASE, "SWEET BABY X" TELL US YOUR GREAT IDEAS ON THE JOURNAL PAGE, AND WHILE YOU'RE AT IT YOUR REAL NAME!!
AND JUDS, SORRY MAN THE PUDDLE TOUR GOES ONLY TILL MID FEB, MARCH 12 WE'LL BE ON THE SNOWCORE TOUR, SO LOOK OUT FOR THAT.
AND EVERYBODY THAT I LEFT OUT , THANKS AGAIN, YOUR ENTRIES ARE GREAT,,,, WELL I GOTS TO GO, US AND PUDDLE ARE GOING TO WATCH THE SUPER BOWL, ATL SHORTIE, LATER
DEREK....DEREK...DEREK

Posted by smile at 12:09 AM | Comments (793)

February 01, 2004

Fuck TCMC

Hey guys its ryan, i know derek just did a journal entry yesterday but i thought i might let you guys know what happened last night at the show in columbia mo. it was a good rock show, there were over 800 kids in attendance at the rockshow. after we played we went back to the bus and some one had tagged in red spray paint with a stock cap "TCMC". . I guess tcmc is some toy ass crew. We had the spraypaint removed off the side of the bus this morning in atlanta. If any of you guys or gals write out there and see a tcmc tag, buff that shit or throwup on top of it. I write but i have respect, and i wont hit a tour bus that is someones home. oh well we have a day off today in atlanta so i think i might watch the superbowl or try to catch up with family and friends because its so hard to do that on the road.

Posted by smileemptysoul at 08:18 PM | Comments (456)