September 24, 2004

i hope ryan cabrera dies slow

hi guys what the f is crankin off? its your boy ryan again, just droppin yall a line to say hi and let everyone know that everything is a ok. we played some kick ass shows this past weekend in louisville ky, and dayton oh. those shows were sick as f! crazy crowds crazy fans, crazy bitches, you name it it was there. im definatly lookin forward to sundays show in greenville nc. its gonna rock ass, im getting picked up tomorrow morning at 7:30am (thats seriously f-ed up) so im planning on not sleeping all night so i can sleep all day on the airplane. well im gonna go airwolf is on and i need to focus now. (haha remember airwolf?) bye kids i love you all
ryan

(would you rather have a lexus or justice?
a dream or some substance?)

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September 17, 2004

fly like an eagle!! baby

hey everybody, whats goin on?!!! JUST PACKIN GETTIN READY TO FLY OUT TOMMORROW. WE FLY TO LOUISVILLE, KY TO PLAY AT THE HARD ROCK, AND ON SUNDAY WE R IN DAYTON, OHIO. WE R PLAYIN WITH FINGER 11 AND PUDDLE OF MUDD SO IT WILL B AWESOME TO SEE EVERYONE AGAIN. GUESS WHAT, I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO GO TO THE DOCTOR AND GET A PERSCRIPTION FOR FLYING. I SO NERVOUS, LETS JUST HOPE I DONT FREAK OUT AND MUTILATE A FLIGHT ATTENDENT. SOMETIMES I GET SO ANGRY ON THE FLIGHT THAT I WHAT TO RUSH THE COCPIT. HUH,,... COCKPIT HUH HUH. WE'LL BE HOME ON MONDAY, BUT; WE LEAVE THE NEXT WEEKEND AS WELL. I NEED TO MAKE MY DAMN TELPORTER WORK. ITS IN ITS FINAL STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT. AHH WELL. GOT SOME NEW ROCK AND ROLL PLAYIN PANTS,...YEP, EXCITED ABOUT THAT, A NEW CYMBAL TOOOOOOOOOO! JOKE TIME!!!!!!!! WHAT DID THE FLEA SAY TO THE OTHER FLEA?.......SHALL WE WALK OR JUST TAKE THE DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD BE AT THE APOLLO I KNOW! I'LL SAY HI! AJ-- HELLO, HOW R YA?---AMY--GOOD LUCK WITH COLLEGE AND THANKS 4 SPREADIN THE WORD,.LATA--DEANNA--HEY FRIEND, HOPE YOU R WELL, AND SAT HI TO YOUR MAMA!..--SARAH BUSHMAN--YA U R LUCKY YOU DIDNT GET CITED OR ANYTHING. HOLD DOWN CHICAGO TILL WE GET BACK..OK!?--SARAH M.--YOU GIVE A ROACH A GOOD NAME. SAY, CAN YOU SURVIVE A NUCLEAR HOLICAUST TOO?--LILTEXASCHIC--SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR FRIEND SARA. ITS NEVER EASY LOSING SOMEONE U CARE ABOUT BUT REMEMBER THE FUN U HAD WITH HER.--ARIANE--NOWHERE KIDS, CHEERLEADING!.. IM IN HEAVEN. I GOT TO SEE THIS!--KATIE KITTN- ITS COOL THAT YOU ARE ACTIVE. --SARAH LANGSTON-- CYA IN GREENVILLE.--DESTIN-- I THINK I'LL BE IN VEGAS AT THE END OF THE MONTH, BUT FOR A CONCERT, NOT TO PLAY. I LOVE VEGAS. --CHELCE-- THATS WHAT GREAT ABOUT AMERICA. ITS AWESOME THAT U R INVOLVED. TAKE CARE EVERYONE, OH AND BE PATIENT WITH THE EMAIL RESPONSES. WE R DOING WHAT WE CAN. LOVE YA GUYS! DEREK...DEREK...POGEN/ SES NATION

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September 13, 2004

ARE YOOOOOOOO SERIOUS?

whats crack a lackin everybody. oops, forgot the CAPS!!!!!! JUST PLAYED 2 SHOWS. ONE AT THE KEY CLUB IN HOLLYWOOD, AND THE OTHER AT THE GALAXY IN SANTA ANA. THEY WERE BOTH "ROCK THE VOTE" SHOWS. THEY WERE WITH SEETHER. I FORGET HOW MUCH I MISS EM UNTIL I SEE EM. GREAT GUYS AND A GREAT BAND. BOTH SHOWS KICKED SO MUCH ASS. ITS ALWAYS A GOOD TIME WHEN YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY COME DOWN. REMEMBER, IF YOU ARE 18, YOU SHOULD VOTE. WHO YOU VOTE FOR IS YOUR CHOICE BUT ITS IMPORTANT TO DO SO. I WISH THE RECORD WAS DONE SO WE COULD GO BACK ON THE ROAD AND ROCK YOUR SOCS OFF!!!!!!!!! WHAT 2 HEAR A QUICK STORY, ALL RIGHT I WAS DRIVING MY FRIENDS HOME FROM A BAR CAUSE THEY WERE TOO DRUNK TO DRIVE. I HAD TO DRIVE THIS GHETTO ASS CAR. THE LIGHT WOULD TURN OFF AT RANDOM TIMES, NO TAIL PIPE, ETC. U GET THE IDEA. WHEN I WAS 1 STREET AWAY, WE GET PULLED OVER. HE ASKS FOR MY LICENSE AS I REACH 4 IT HE YELLS, DONT MOVE. HE PULLS ME OUT, I GUESS IT DIDNT HELP THAT I HAD A SHIRT ON THAT SAID "I LOVE COCAINE" IT WAS A JOKE. I DIDNT EVEN HAVE ONE DRINK, BUT HE DIDNT BELIEVE ME. HE THROWS ME IN THE BACK OF THE COP CAR. I TELL HIM TO JUST LET ME TAKE THE BREATHALIZER SO I COULD GET HOME. I SAT THERE FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE AN ETERNITY. HE FINALLY COMES BACK AND LETS ME GO. ME BEING THE NICE GUY, TELLS HIM ABOUT MY BAND AND TOLD HIM I WOULD PUT HIM ON THE GUEST LIST. OF COURSE, HE DIDNT SHOW. ALL WELL, HOW CARES. I LAUGHED ABOUT THAT FOR A WHILE. HERE'S A JOKE, "WHAT DO YOU CALL A HIKER WHO LIKE TO TALK?........A WALKIE-TALKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" THEY JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE HUH! NOW I'LL SAT HI, CHELSEA-- I'LL BE FELLING GREAT, I PROMISE...--SXYGOTHBUNNY--DONT KNOW YOUR NAME, BUT THAT IS AWESOME GETTIN OUR NAME OUT LIKE THAT, MUCH LOVE..--SEAN-- ITS A SECRET, ASK HIM @ A SHOW..--KELLY-- VACATION, MEMPHIS, THROW IN A DINNER WITH THE KING, AND WE'LL BE THERE..--KIRSTEN--YOU WANT 2 B A PART OF THE SES NATION? GREAT!!!!!..--POOKY--HAD SOMETHING TO SAY, BUT I FORGOT. UM, UM, HI!..--MEGHAN WILSON-- WE'LL ALWAYS LOVE YA..--DRAIN YOU-- THANKS 4 REPIN US, WE NEED MORE GUYS TO WRITE IN..--ASHLEY(N.D.)-- THANKS..--EMILY ELIZABETH--YOUR NAME SOUNDS LIKE A MOVIE STAR, HELLO!!..--HOLE IN THE BUCKET--HERE'S YOUR PLUG, HOPE IT WORKS!..--JESSICA LONG--I'M JEALOUS..---SARA SHARPLES--DILLINGER IS A SIC BAND BUT I DONT THINK WE R THE SAME STYLE SO I'M NOT SURE IF WE WOULD EVER PLAY W/EM BUT I WOULD LOVE TO SEE EM LIVE..--VRENI--PLEASE,PLEASE SAY HI TO US IN HOUSTON!!!!!!PLEASE!!!!--GABY M.--THINK MICHELLE ANSWERED ALL YOUR ?S, WELCOME TO THE SES NATION HONEY!! WELL I'M OUT OF HERE. TAKE CARE EVERYONE AND WE'LL BE TALKIN TO YA SOON!!!!!
DEREK,DEREK, POGEN SES NATION

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September 02, 2004

my turn!!

HEY EVERYONE. I DIDNT WANT TO POST TO SOON BECAUSE IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN DOWN RYANS POST AND I DIDNT WANT MY LITTLE BABY TO BE SAD! AWWWWWWWW! SO BY NOW I THINK EVERYONE HAS READ IT. WELL, FIRST OFF WHO WATCHED THE VMA's? NO COMMENT. LETS JUST SAY SOMETHINGS ARE BETTER LEFT ON RECORD. IF YOU HAVE ANY COMMENTS ON IT, TELL US ABOUT IT. I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE, BUT I HAD PRIOR ENGAGMENTS. OH, OUR EMAIL ADDRESS IS UP AND RUNNING. JUST KNOW THAT WE ARE DOING EVERYTHING WE CAN TO TALK TO EACH ONE OF YOU BUT THERE ARE ONLY SO MANY HOURS IN A DAY. YOU GUYS ARE SO UNDERSTANDING. ALSO, WE HAVE A PAGE ON MYSPACE NOW SO IT COOL TO SEE WHO WE ARE TALKING TO. ITS UNDER SMILE EMPTY SOUL. BE OUR FRIENDS. ITS A GREAT WAY TO EXPAND OUR NETWORK. I WANT TO MAKE THE "SES NATION" HUGE. AND THANKS TO U GUYS ITS COMING ALONG GREAT. WE HAVE OFFICIALLY STARTED WORKING ON THE NEXT RECORD AND WE ARE REALLY EXCEITED. THIS RECORD IS CHANGING DIRECTION A LITTLE BUT I THINK ITS NATURAL TO DO SO SINCE WE HAVE GROWN AND DEVELOPED AS PEOPLE. CANT FOR U TO HEAR IT. WE ARE HOPING FOR A FEB. RELEASE OF THE SINGLE. NEED A LAUGH, DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE PROCTOLOGIST WHO GOT IN THAT HORRIBLE ACCIDENT? YA, HE WAS BADLY REAR-ENDED!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! OH YA, I DID KAREOKE A FEW NIGHTS AGO, AND I KICKED ASS ON IT TOO. I HATE IT WHEN GREAT SINGERS COME UP AND SHOW OFF. LEAVE KAREOKE FOR THE AMATUERS BIATCH! OH YA, ONE LAST THING. SOME PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ARGUING ON THE SITE. THIS JOURNAL PAGE IS KIND OF LIKE A FAMILY THING. YOU GUYS ARE MORE THAN JUST FANS. WE ALL NEED TO SUPPORT EACH OTHER OR IT WILL FALL APART. DONT JUDGE OTHER PEOPLE ON THE SITE. IF I FEEL THAT THERE IS A PROBLEM, WE'LL ADDRESS IT. PEOPLE EXPRESS THEIR EMOTIONS DIFFERENTLY. YOU AND I ARE ALL A COMMUNITY. ASS LONG AS WE KEEP IT POSITIVE IM HAPPY. DONT MAKE ME KICK YOUR ASS!!!WELL, I THINK I'LL SAY HI, BRIAN DE CAROLIS--EDGEFEST, AZ, NOT SURE BUT I HOPE WE WILL BE THERE, WHEN IS IT?...SHAWNA--THANKS, CYA SOON..AMANDAH--WE LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!!. TIFFANY-- YOU KNOW WE LOVE YOU!!!--------FRIENDS?!!!! GREAT. AJ--I AGREE,, SEAN IS A HOTTTTTIE!!!!YA..--TO SHY TO SAY--BEEN TO SPRINGFIELD A BUNCH. THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT!..--MICHELLE(NAPA)--IF I HAD A YOUNGER SIS, I WOULD BE PROTECTIVE OF HER, BUT SHES HER OWN PERSON AND MAKES HER OWN DECISIONS. I WOULD BE THERE FOR HER ALWAYS. --ELIZABETH D'OTTAVIO--ARE YOU OK FROM THE HURRICANE? THAT IS INSANE!!--CHELSEY--KEEP SPREADING THE WORD. THANKYOU!!!--EMILIA--CANADA HOW I LONG TO BE THERE!--ROACH--YOU RUN HUH! ME TOO. ITS A GREAT STRESS RELIEVER...--COD--THANKS--POOKEY--WE LOVE, FAMILY GUY, SOUTH PARK, MR. SHOW, FAMILY MATTERS, SIENFIELD AND OTHERS...--JENNI-- I THINK ITS TRUE, WE CAN GET FELLINGS OR PREMENITIONS. I HAD ONE BEFORE THE ACCIDENT WE HAD IN TEXAS...--NATSUNMI--VAMOS!!!..A BAILAR!!!..--JENNIFER--MIRACLES HAPPEN! HELLO! IS THIS 1?...--SUMMER--NICE RECRUTING, WE APPRECIATE IT!..--STEPHANIE M.--ENJOYED YOUR INSANITY!..--JESS JESTER-- YA I NEED TO START THINKING ABOUT HALLOWEEN TOO.-- KRISTEN LOVE SES-- HAPPY 21ST!.--STEPH-- OF COURSE WE'LLL SIGN THE DJ CD OF NOWHERE KIDS. CANT WAIT TO SEE IT!..--KELLY(WEST PALM)-- FLORIDAS A LITTLE HUMID AN THE PEOPLE ARE ASSHOLES! JUST JOKING. WE HAVE FUN DOWN THERE. AMANDAH-- THATS FUNNY, LOVE TO SEE THE FACES ON THE THEM. IM SURE YOU AREN'T WELCOME AT THAT CHURCH ANY MORE!..--JAY-- I SUCK AT GUITAR SO I CANT HELP U ON THIS ON,..--BECCA(WEST COAST CHOPPER)--ANY BOWLER IS A FRIEND OF MINE!!!! AND LAST, JESSICA GRAY PIMP-- HELLO, FROM ALL OF US! WOOOO! IM TIRED. I GOTS TO GO, BUT I LEAVE U WITH THIS ADVICE!!!!!!...........LOVE THY NEIGHBOR!!!!!!!!

DEREK...DEREK...POGEN

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